TTC :: Volume #7

#6: Seeks an end of dream


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This city will rain, particularly this second half of the year rainfall increases, seems to become people the habit matter. 这个城市会下雨,尤其是这下半年的雨量增多,似乎已经成为了人们所习惯的事情。 In the afternoon or the sunlight shines, near evening time then blew the gale, less than 7 : 00 pm, then had heavy downpour. 当下午还是阳光普照的时候,旁晚的时候便刮来了大风,不到晚上 7 点的时间,便下了一场滂沱大雨。 However the heavy rain comes quickly, walks quickly, approximately around 8 : 00 pm time, then turned into the drizzle. 但是大雨来得快,也走得快,大约晚上 8 点多的时候,便是变成了沥沥细雨。 The thin Mianmian rain could not find the place. 绵绵的雨找不到断处。 ...... …… A chill in the air makes Xue Shao wake from the desk- before then , he because the daytime asked for quite a while to accompany the Wan Zishan reason false, in the afternoon has to hurry back to company, and must to work overtime, can complete on hand on work. 一阵寒意让薛卲从办公桌上醒了过来-在这之前,他因为白天请了半天假陪着万梓珊的原因,下午不得不赶回公司,并且还得要加班,才能够完成手头上的工作。 Has been busy at work around 6 : 00 times , he because works the too tired reason, originally plans to rest a meeting, actually fell asleep unknowingly. 一直忙活到了六点多的时候吧,他因为工作太累的原因,本来打算休息一会,却不知不觉睡着了过去。 But Xue Shao had a dream, a very for a long time very long beforehand dream. 薛卲做了一个梦,一个很久很久之前的梦。 His birthday, that girl in memory one has not arrived at the sound all day. While he thinks she does not know felt disappointed time, the girl's instance on point of departure on going home road, stood on tiptoes gently the foot, kissed on his face lightly. 他生日了,记忆中的那个女孩一整天也没有到动静。正当他以为她不知道的而感到失望的时候,女孩在回家路上临别的瞬间,轻轻地踮起了脚来,在他的脸上轻吻了一下。 The girl said, this is also not the birthday present, this is. Then the girl pulled out a necklace, brought on his neck personally. Said that this matter her mother leaves her, said that makes him take. 女孩说,这还不算生日礼物哩,这个才是。然后女孩掏出来了一根项链,亲手带到了他的脖子上。说这事她妈妈留给她的,说让他一直带上。 The dream dagger-axe however stops, because wakes up. 梦戈然而止,因为醒来。 A Xue Shao person sits, in only has inside the notebook screen fluorescence slightly bright office, is rotating the chair, looks at the outside close rain. His subconsciously touched to own chest. 薛卲一个人坐在仅有笔记本屏幕荧光微亮的办公室里头,转动着椅子,看着外边细密的雨。他下意识地摸向了自己的胸膛。 Here always the necklace, he never leaves the body. The necklace is not the precious thing, pendant that but the simple string puts on...... as for pendant, is brown crescent moon. 这里总有一根项链,他从不离身。项链不是什么贵重的东西,只是简单的绳子穿着的一块吊坠……至于吊坠,则是一个褐色的月牙型。 Xue Shao looks that these rainwater...... seem like the wet weather always to raise a gloomy mood. 薛卲看着那些雨水……似乎下雨天总能够掀起来一丝的愁绪。 He is asking himself, whether each man seemed like his at this time condition...... the association/will to remember some passing affections in the association/will before the wedding uncontrolled. 他不禁问着自己,是否每个男人在婚前总会像是他这时候的状态……总会不受控制地想起一些过往的恋情。 Especially, dying without a sickness...... first love. 尤其是,无疾而终的……初恋。 Perhaps closely does not have the man, the woman is also same...... always so to go to some feeling generally things uncontrolled, even does not want, is not always actually able to resist that to come, filled the sweet and bitter and astringent intravenous drip. 或许不紧紧只有男人,女人也一样吧……总是那样不受控制地去感概一些事情,即使不愿意,却总是无法抗拒那突然而来的,充满了甘甜和苦涩的点滴。 Actually circumstances changes with the time, the Xue Shao itself/Ben thinks oneself had forgotten it, or deeply has buried in the memory deep place, after later......, he was truly mature, truly had the qualifications, can achieve to smile truly, went back to open it. 其实时过境迁,薛卲本以为自己早已经将它忘记,或者已经深埋在了记忆的深处,等以后……等以后他真正成熟了,真正有资格了,真正能够做到会心一笑了,才回去翻开它。 He planned like this, because he is undeniable, he to the present fiancee is such sincerity. 他是这样打算的,因为他不可否认,他对现在的未婚妻是如此的真心。 Perhaps is really because...... must enter another condition before the wedding immediately the reason.” Xue Shao implored the tone, „, but......” “或许是真的是因为婚前……马上要进入另外一种状态的原因吗。”薛卲吁了口气,“但是……” Xue Shao is away from the clothes, made an effort to grip small crescent moon. 薛卲隔着衣服,用力地握住了身上的这颗小小的月牙。 However...... because just must be in another stage immediately, he does not hope oneself have these ideas. Did not want to evade, made an understanding.” 但是……正因为马上就要进入另外一个阶段了,他不希望自己还带着这些想法。“不要在逃避了,做一个了解吧。” Xue Shao carried the telephone suddenly, waited for a meeting, fed, Class leader, was I, Xue Shao.” 薛卲忽然拎起了电话,等了一会,“喂,班长,是我啊,薛卲。” „Did Xue Shao, how, look for me at this time?” 薛卲啊,怎么了,这个时候找我?” it's nothing...... didn't my soon marry?” Xue Shao said: This little while is writing the written invitation...... some people I not to relate. Right class leader, do you have the Xu Jiayi contact method? In the class so many people, I had not found her.” 没什么……我这不是快要结婚了吗?”薛卲道:“这会儿正在写请帖……不过有些人我联系不到了。对了班长,你有没有许佳意的联系方式?班上这么多人,我就没找到她。” Xu Jiayi......, has not listened to this name for a long time.” The class leader said with a smile suddenly: Your boy I remembers that goes to school that meeting, has unrequited loved others? What's wrong? Never forgot, wants to see the old sweetheart before the wedding, came the friendship artillery?” 许佳意……啊,好久没有听过这名字了。”班长却忽然笑道:“你小子我记得上学那会,一直暗恋人家的吧?怎么?还是念念不忘,想要婚前见一见老情人,来个友谊炮?” Class leader, let alone smiled.” Xue Shao said hastily: I really must plan to write the written invitation......, even if not write, still told one.” “班长,别说笑了。”薛卲连忙道:“我真得打算写请帖……嗯,就算不写,也告诉一声吧。” Good, did not laugh at you, everyone knows that who you were, man who became extinct quickly. That our elder brother several go to Cassaing room/house play, every original of little girl. But your boy went to sing one outside in the evening, harmed my dual flight you also to do! How you can bear? I suspected that you are the nature are incompetent!” “好了好了,不笑你了,大伙知道你是什么人,快绝种的男人了。那次咱哥几个去卡桑房玩,人手一个妞的本来。可你小子去自个儿在外边唱了一晚上,害我一个人双飞你也做得出来!你是怎么受得了的啊?我都怀疑你是不是性无能!” Class leader!” “班长!” Okay good, didn't say.” “好好好,不说不说。” Class leader little while, „the Xu Jiayi contact method, I did not have. New year's celebration time opens the fellow student association, does not know that whom listened to say her world flew, almost could not find. I estimated that I could not help you.” 班长这会儿顿了顿,“不过许佳意的联系方式,我是没有。过年的时候开同学会,不知道听谁说她满世界飞,几乎都找不到了。我估计我是帮不了你了。” This...... that even, without means.” Xue Shao said: Class leader, remembers that receives the post, is punctual! Words that you do not come, our whole life do not relate.” “这样……那就算了,没办法了。”薛卲道:“班长,记得收贴啊,准时来!你不来的话,咱这辈子就别联系了。” Fuck...... did I crawl also to crawl?” 我靠……我爬也爬过去好了没?” Did not say that I returned home from work.” “不说了,我下班回家了。” Xue Shao switched off the telephone, revealed a forced smile. 薛卲关掉了电话,露出了一丝苦笑。 ...... …… Leaves company time, Xue Shao to a Wan Zishan report safe telephone...... is only he does not know that there comes moves restlessly, is driving not to go home immediately. 离开公司的时候,薛卲万梓珊一个报平安的电话……只是他不知道那里来的一股躁动,驾着车没有马上回家。 But arrived in the memory that woman downstairs of family/home. 而是来到了记忆中那个女人的家的楼下。 raise one's head, in building the positions of six buildings...... that room that approaches the street. At that time he lived in also lives in the nearby. 抬头,楼上六楼的位置……那间靠近马路的房间。那时候他家住也是住在附近。 Such that just like the senior class leader said that he has been unrequited loving that girl- before has not started. 正如老班长说的那样,他一直暗恋着那个女孩-在还没有开始之前。 Could not forget that day of that entrance of new students, before that face that the school gate saw, could not forget faint smile on that face...... unable to forget the wind to raise the girl hair time the picture. 忘不了那新生入学的那天,在校门前看到的那张脸,忘不了那张脸上的浅笑……忘不了风扬起女孩发丝时候的画面。 He always passes through here time, looks at that window silently, is hoping for the girl may poke head. 他总是经过这里的时候,默默地看着那个窗边,希冀着女孩或许会探出头来。 But now this old house has no longer turned on a light, the iron Shan rusty stain in balcony stained, in the window does not have the curtain screen...... merely to be only an empty house. 但如今这老房子已经不再亮灯了,阳台上的铁珊锈迹斑斑,窗上也没有帘子……仅仅只是一座空房子而已。 Really cannot open that box casually. 果然是不能够随便地打开那个盒子。 Stood awaited calmly in this silently has not known that many dusk places...... really cannot open this box that casually buried in the heart. 站在了这个曾经默默静候过不知道多少个黄昏的地方……果然还是不能够随便翻开这个埋藏在心底的盒子。 Xu Jiayi, your walked. Said the country on going abroad...... a way of relation not to me.” Xue Shao puts out a hand from the umbrella, making the drizzle drench on the palm, muttered: Even...... a few words did not tell me.” 许佳意,你这就走了。说出国就出国……就连一个联系的方式也不曾给我。”薛卲从伞子伸出了手来,让细雨淋在手掌上,喃喃自语道:“甚至……一句话也不跟我说吗。” His took a deep breath, turns around to leave. 深呼吸了一口气,转身离开。 Turns around to anchor the place of vehicle...... the road to him is not long, the distances of hundred meter/rice. 转身到他停靠着自己车子的地方……路不长,就百来米的距离。 Perhaps Xue Shao smiles bitterly...... should not many to ask that wishing tree matter today. Is because heard that it must be reduced, therefore became the whole person some...... abnormal? 薛卲苦笑了一声……或许今天不应该多口去问一问那颗许愿树的事情。是因为听说它要被砍掉了,所以才变得整个人都有些……失常了吗? He holds up the umbrella to walk silently. 他默默地擎着伞走着。 Street light quiet Wei locates, has two plain foreign lamps to embellish. 街灯幽薇处,有着两盏古朴的洋灯点缀着。 „Does here...... have such a shop?” Xue Shao frowns slightly, subconsciously looks before this seems like the door, quite gloomy shop. “这里……有这样一家店铺吗?”薛卲微微皱起了眉头,下意识地看着这家看起来店门前相当暗淡的店铺。 He had not noticed before...... all around street, is different. He even neglected here peaceful...... peaceful is unusual. 他没有留意到……四周的街道和之前已经不一样。他甚至忽略了这儿的安静……安静的不寻常。 Before his subconsciously arrived at the door of this shop, seems anything to attract him. 下意识地走到了这家店的店门前,似有什么东西吸引着他。 Xue Shao received the umbrella, shook rainwater of umbrella, attempted to shove open the loose wooden door before door. 薛卲收起了伞,抖了一下伞子的雨水,尝试着推开了店门前的松木门。 Has the sound of bell. 有铃铛的声音。 Has the warm color light. 有暖色的灯光。 The instance of coming, Xue Shao as if cannot feel in the outside rain the chilliness of street, here is very warm. 进来的瞬间,薛卲似乎感觉不到外边雨中街道的清冷,这里很暖和。 Welcome, How can I help you, guest.” 欢迎光临,请问有什么可以帮到您的吗,客人。” ...... …… This...... guest you time want a meet again | goodbye your first love, right?” boss asked in a soft voice. “这样……客人您是想要再见一次您的初恋情人,对吗?”老板轻声地问道。 I...... I am indefinite.” Xue Shao shakes the head, and anxiously, is sizing up front all anxiously. “我……我并不确定。”薛卲摇了摇头,并且还是紧张,紧张地打量着面前的一切。 He had known some things of this shop......, and after this mysterious boss shows one's skill, has to believe these things. 他已经知道了这家店子的一些事情……并且在这个神秘的老板露了一手之后,不得不相信这些事情。 But his time in the heart still had lingering fear- will he bump into such strange place? 但他此时心中仍有余悸-他怎么会碰到这样诡异的地方? What can make Xue Shao calm down only to be insufficient to be extremely panic-stricken is...... here actually not terrifying, does not seem like the places of movies or novel inside these devils is the same, has the fang grows the horn, the hell raging fire, the blood-color stained. But this boss brings the quite scary mask, actually seemingly incomparable politeness. 唯一能够让薛卲冷静下来不至于太过惊恐的是……这里其实并不恐怖,更加不像是电影或者小说里面那些恶魔的地方一样,有着獠牙长角,地狱烈火,血色斑斑。而这位老板虽然带着比较吓人的面具,却看起来无比的礼貌。 Respecting, maintains the severest etiquette is treating his this so-called Dear Guest. 一直尊敬着,保持着最为严苛的礼仪来对待这他这位所谓的‘尊敬的客人’。 This boss, this boss maid Wan Zishan said that she saw one to be possible be called the perfect woman, but he felt, the present woman, can be may be called perfect? 这个老板,这个老板身边的女仆-万梓珊说她看见了一个堪称完美的女人,但他觉得,眼前的这个女人,才能够算是堪称完美吧? Was only...... was colder. 就只是……冷了一些。 Is indefinite?” “并不确定?” Boss Luo thinks one can say: guest, if indefinite, the business will not establish. Therefore, please want to be clear carefully. Because buys and sells, once decided that is unable to reverse.” 洛老板想了一会道:“客人,如果不确定的话,买卖是不会成立的。所以,请您仔细想清楚。因为买卖一旦决定了,就无法扭转。” „Can I first know the price?” Xue Shao asked calmly: I will not sell out my health, the life, even own emotion wait/etc...... I, even to make to settle still well with her, but I am not willing because of my selfish, but is affecting my fiancee after marriage.” “我可以先知道代价吗?”薛卲冷静地问道:“我不会卖掉自己的健康,生命,甚至自己的情感等等……我即便想要和她做个了结也好,可我不会也不愿意因为自己的自私,而在婚后影响到我的未婚妻。” guest looks like loves your fiancee very much.” Boss Luo nods, „, since this, why can also intertwine the passing matter?” 客人看来还是很爱您的未婚妻。”洛老板点了点头,“既然这样,为何还要纠结过往的事情?” The Xue Shao forced smile said: Does not know you to understand, wants to forget a person...... is how difficult and painful matter. Especially, when you are unable to achieve all these, and clear(ly) knows oneself wants whole-heartedly to love the following person time.” 薛卲苦笑道:“不知道你明不明白,想要忘记一个人……是多么困难和痛苦的事情。尤其是,当你无法做到这一切,并且明知道自己要全心全意爱着接下来的人的时候。” Therefore you do want a result?” “所以你想要一个结果?” Xue Shao nods: I want a result, but if destroys the following wedding and life after marriage words for this result, I will choose do not want...... therefore, I need first to know that the price is anything.” 薛卲点了点头:“我想要一个结果,但如果为了这个结果而破坏接下来的婚礼以及婚后的生活的话,我会选择不要……所以,我需要先知道代价是什么。” Un.” Boss Luo pondered a meeting, said in a soft voice: According to guest the words of request, on you, perhaps one thing is appropriate...... on you brings necklace.” “嗯。”洛老板沉思了一会,才轻声道:“按照客人您的要求的话,在您身上,恐怕就只有一样东西是合适的了……您身上带着的项链。” Necklace?” Xue Shao stares. “项链?”薛卲一愣。 You must take, looking like has led me to be the same. 你要一直带上,就像是一直带着我一样。 Boss Luo nods saying: Right, the value of this necklace, enough meets your request.” 洛老板点点头道:“没错,这项链的价值,足够实现您的要求。” Does not take on me important......, but must take to my important thing.” Xue Shao smiled bitterly, suddenly sighed deeply a sound said: World free lunch, I have not only wanted a result. No, I only wanted to make to mediate with the past, since must mediate, that...... stark naked.” “不取我身上重要的……但也要取对我重要的东西。”薛卲苦笑了一声,忽然长叹了一声道:“天下没有免费的午餐,我只想要一个结果。不,我只想要和过去做个了断,既然要了断,那就……一丝不挂吧。” He untied necklace, put this mysterious boss front gently. 他解开了身上的项链,轻轻地放到了这位神秘老板的面前。 No, you first take.” Boss Luo said indifferently: First signed the contract, after waiting for the commodity to deliver to your hand, we will take your necklace.” “不,您先拿着。”洛老板淡然道:“先签订了契约,等商品送到您手上之后,我们才会取走您的这根项链。” You......” Xue Shao nod, but is actually also just.” “你们……”薛卲点了点头,“倒也算公道。”
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