„We had not found this person named Xu Xin.” “我们没有找到这个叫做许心的人。” „Troubles you to investigate thoroughly, 03, then walk the city to experiment Three Highs to study at school temporarily from your here. Can Xu Xin, check again one time?” “麻烦您查清楚,03届的,然后从你们这里走市试验三高借读的。许心,可以再查一次吗？” „Sorry, this mister, we have checked the school register material, really does not have this person named Xu Xin. Did you make a mistake?” “对不起了,这位先生,我们查过学籍资料了,真的没有这个叫做许心的人。你是不是搞错了？” „Is impossible, which I truly checked the Xu Xin material in our school, labelling also from your here.” “不可能,我在我们学校哪儿确实查到了许心的资料,标注也是从你们这里来的。” Very early in the morning, the high school that Xue Shao drove to arrive where checked Xu Xin that went to from the teacher in charge. 一大早,薛卲就驾车来到了从班主任哪儿查到的许心原本就读的高中。 „Really does not have. Sorry, this mister, we could not help you......, if did not have what's the matter, me also had the work, are you looked......” “真的没有。对不起了,这位先生,我们帮不了你……如果没有什么事情的话,我这边还有工作,你看是不是……” Xue Shao left this reluctantly the teachers and administration staff office in high school, went out of its front door scared. 薛卲无奈地离开了这所高中的教工办公室,失魂落魄地走出了它的大门。 He is still not able to understand the beginning to end of this matter. Why regarding all schoolmates, even if the teacher in charge, knows that Xu Jiayi and Xu Xin are two people...... only he. 他依然无法理解这件事情的始末。为什么对于所有的同学哪怕班主任,都知道许佳意和许心是两个人……唯独他。 Arrived his here, actually became the same person only overlapped? 唯独到了他这里,却重叠成为了同一个人？ Xue Shao sat on own vehicle driver seat, for a very long time has not started, inside brain like starch same confusion- he thinks, after that time travelled on official business, all had finished. 薛卲坐在了自己的车子驾驶座上,久久没有开动,脑子里头如同浆糊一样的混乱-他本以为,那次出差回来之后,一切都已经结束。 He is enjoying that journey to his these for 11 years a present of dream...... he felt all completely-, even if this shy being in love is unable to arrive finally, but that in market, to recover some time's kisses, is enough. 他享受着那一趟旅程对他这十一年来的一个梦的眼下……他感觉一切都已经圆满了-即便这场青涩的爱恋无法走到最后,但是那个在商场之中,为了追回一些时间的吻,已经足够了。 Xue Shao clenches teeth, put out the cell phone, he asked the senior class leader wanted the Xu Jiayi contact method...... perhaps, again with the words that she contacts, can know anything. 薛卲咬了咬牙,拿出了手机,他问了老班长要了许佳意的联系方式……或许,再一次和她联系的话,能够知道些什么。 But he hesitated some time, hesitates to hit. 但他迟疑了一些时间,犹豫着到底要不要打过去。 ...... First looked her k- is so thinking, Xue Shao opened finally recorded the Xu Jiayi tip individual page. 还是……先看一下她的k吧-如此想着,薛卲终于打开了记录了许佳意点滴的个人页面。 P. 1, the first picture, a woman brought the yellow helmet of protection to stand on a coastline selfie- the outline on this female face and he remembers during Xu Jiayi has 67 the place that similar...... did not think was, she saw the short hair . Moreover, fat many. 第一页,第一张的照片,一个女人带着防护的黄色头盔站在了一条海岸线上的自拍-这个女人脸上的轮廓和他记忆之中的许佳意有着六七分的相似……不想的地方是,她见了短的头发,而且,胖了不少。 Completely, the basis, is not he travels on official business the time Xu Jiayi that bumps into the hotel......, but the time of this picture, exactly is First Heaven that he travels on official business. 完全,根本,并非他出差时候在酒店碰到的许佳意……而这张照片的时间,也恰恰就是他出差的第一天。 Xue Shao pictures turn downward......, since she is hugging oneself child, to her marriage picture, she and boyfriend the picture of...... the life picture of her externally going to college time. 薛卲一张张照片往下翻去……从她抱着自己的孩子,到她的结婚照片,她和男友的照片……她在国外上大学时候的生活照片。 , This for mother's woman, has turned head little gradually the Xue Shao memory Xu Jiayi appearance- the appearance of her high school time. 一点点地,这个已为人母的女人,渐渐地回头到了薛卲记忆当中的许佳意的模样-她高中时候的模样。 „I...... I bump into who is?” Xue Shao lay on the steering wheel, for a long time for a long time. “我……我碰到的到底是谁？”薛卲趴在了方向盘上,好久好久。 Finally, he had the courage to make a phone call directly in the past, international call. 最终,他还是鼓起了勇气直接打了一个电话过去,国际长途。 „Hi! who-are-you?” “hi！who-are-you？” „Is...... Xu Jiayi?” “是……许佳意吗？” „, I am, you are......” that side broadcast the sound that the woman had doubts. “啊,我是,你是……”那边传来了女人疑惑的声音。 „Is I, I am Xue Shao.” “是我,我是薛卲。” „! Xue Shao! Really long time no see!” “啊！薛卲啊！真的好久不见了！” Telephone that side woman is saying with a smile: „Un, congratulated you, heard that you soon did marry? Couple days ago the class leader has called the telephone me. Un...... really embarrassed, my here work cannot get out of the way, has no way to attend your wedding.” 电话那边的女人笑着道:“嗯,恭喜你了,听说你快要结婚了吧？前几天班长给我打过了电话。嗯……真不好意思,我这边的工作走不开,没法参加你的婚礼。” Very polite, very smalltalk, the answer of formulation. 很礼貌,很客套,很公式化的答案。 The feeling of that feel alienated, almost makes Xue Shao have the hands and feet icy cold feeling. 那种疏离的感觉,几乎让薛卲有种手脚冰凉的感觉。 „it's nothing, you also married to have a child, I have not blessed you.” Xue Shao is responding stiffly. “没什么,你也结婚生孩子了,我也没有祝福过你。”薛卲生硬地回应着。 „Xue Shao, sorry, my here must be busy.” The women said hastily: „Sorry, keeps in touch, ok? Has words that the opportunity returns to homeland, again gathering ?” “薛卲,对不起啊,我这边要忙了。”女人连忙道:“对不起啊,保持联系,ok？有机会回国的话,再聚一下,好吗？” Honk-!! 嘟-！！ ...... …… Xue Shao went home, oneself stayed in the family/home the entire afternoon, until the darkness was completely dark. 薛卲回家了,自己一个人呆在了家里整个的下午,直到天黑完全暗了下来。 He has not turned on the light, but is turning on the television, does not have the turnplate, but looks that writes picture place to flash through, but the memory always cannot detain. 他没有开灯,只是开着电视,也没有转台,只是看着那写画面一帧一帧地闪过,但是记忆从来留不住。 He does not even know content what exactly is it that oneself see, the entire brain is thinking, is the day of that high three second half semester. 他甚至不知道自己看到的内容到底是什么,整个脑子想着的,都是那高三下半学期的日子。 Wan Zishan got off work, passing through the gate turns on the light, saw that a Xue Shao person stupidly sat on the sofa watches the television, did not have focal distance probably. 万梓珊下班回来了,进门就开了灯,看到薛卲一个人傻傻地坐在了沙发上看着电视,却像是没有焦距似的。 She opened the opens the mouth, actually put down own thing gently, detoured the back of sofa, both hands according to the shoulder of Xue Shao, rubbed to pinch a while gently, lowered the head saying: „Un, this effort?” 她张了张口,却轻轻地放下了自己的东西,绕道了沙发的背后,双手按在了薛卲的肩膀上,轻柔地揉捏了一会儿,才低着头道:“嗯,这个力度可以吗？” Xue Shao put out a hand to pat her hand, turned around to kneel on the sofa, held Wan Zishan, a few words had not been saying. 薛卲伸手拍了拍她的手,转身跪在了沙发上,抱着了万梓珊,一句话也没有说。 „Today is quite tired?” “今天好累？” „I have not gone to work today.” “我今天没上班。” „Un...... has the concern?” “嗯……有心事？” „Do not ask, makes me hug...... me really to feel like this like this.” Xue Shao said in a soft voice. “别问,就让我这样抱着好吗……这样我才感觉到真实。”薛卲轻声道。 Wan Zishan smiles gently, puts out a hand to hold his head slowly. 万梓珊温柔地笑了笑,伸手缓缓地抱着了他的头。 They supported the quite long time like this, afterward Xue Shao fell asleep like this, rested on the sofa. 他们就这样相拥了好长的时间,后来薛卲就这样睡着了,睡在了沙发上。 ...... …… During the daytime some Xue Shao headaches wake, discovered the body top head a blanket. Wan Zishan had gone to work, but kept a rich breakfast on the table, kept a note. 白天薛卲有些头痛地醒了过来,发现身上盖着了一张毯子。万梓珊已经去上班了,只是在桌子上留了一顿丰富的早餐,留了个字条。 The breakfast remembers to eat, last night you had not eaten the thing. The company that side I help you ask for leave, said that you are uncomfortable, tired the words, rest well for day. 早餐记得吃,昨晚你都没有吃东西。公司那边我帮你请了假,说你不舒服,累了的话,好好休息一天。 Xue Shao sat, asked oneself are tired of anything, is eating front food silently one after another. 薛卲坐了下来,问自己在烦着什么,默默地一口一口吃着面前的食物。 He discovered, has the breakfast of this woman, has 45 years. But his at this time feeling stays here, there is an unprecedented feeling of guilty, is very embarrassed, very uncomfortable...... is not very comfortable. 他发现,吃这个女人的早餐,已经有四五个年头了。但他这时候感觉留在这里,有一种前所未有的罪恶感,很窘迫,很难受……很不自在。 He decides to take to the streets to walk. 他决定上街走一走。 ...... …… Unknowingly, he arrived at former Xu Jiayi downstairs, stood stared at that is throwing spatially already the suite is very very long the long time here. 不知不觉,他还是走到了从前许佳意的楼下,站在了这里盯着那个丢空已经的套房很长很长的时间。 Then he turns around to leave silently, does not know where oneself must walk, such walks for the time being...... is walking him once to pass through with that girl, the road of entire semester. 然后他默默地转身离开,不知道自己要走去什么地方,就那样姑且走着……走着他和那个女孩曾经走过的,整整一个学期的路。 At that time. 那时候。 „, The street machine, I must play the street overlord! Groans!!” She brandished the small fist to say. “哇,街机,我要玩街头霸王！哼哼哈兮！！”她挥舞着小拳头说。 Are you girl...... 你是不是女孩子啊…… „Un...... this candied haw is not delicious, later does not buy!” She was spiteful. “嗯……这个冰糖葫芦不好吃,以后不买了！”她赌气了。 Ate third...... 都吃第三根了…… „Xue Shao, you said that we do want to adopt a kitten? Here builds a hut, then every day is on vacation from school to feed?” She the curiosity gets up for a while. “薛卲,你说我们要不要收养一个小猫啊？在这里搭一个小屋,然后每天放学过来喂一下？”她一时好奇心起。 Who shovels the excrement...... 谁来铲屎…… „Can Xue Shao, ask me to eat a cake?” “薛卲,要不要请我吃一块蛋糕？” The first time, you initiative and I spoke. 第一次,你主动和我说话。 Xue Shao stopped, originally unknowingly, arrived at the front of that wedding dress shop, his subconsciously looks that the street opposite...... these encircled not to pull under the big banyan fig guard rail. 薛卲停了下来,原来不知不觉,走到了那婚纱店的面前,他下意识地看着马路对面……那些围在了大榕树下的护栏还没有扯去。 The day is cloudy, as to rain, already soon 6 : 00 pm...... only walked for quite a while. 天还是阴沉沉的,似乎想要下雨,已经快要晚上 6 点的时间了……就这样走了大半天。 „Originally, has not cut......” Xue Shao to look at opposite of street the wishing tree, almost could not see formerly a shadow, only had alone side few yellow leaves and withered leaves, hung on the branch of becoming dark sparsely. “原来,还没有砍啊……”薛卲怔怔地看着马路对面的这颗许愿树,几乎看不到从前一丝的影子,唯有孤零零的极少的黄叶和枯叶,稀稀疏疏地挂在了发黑的枝桠上。 Xue Shao suddenly has a saying discomfort. 薛卲忽然有一种说不出口的难受。 The opposite that he has made the rounds of shops or homes to extort money suddenly, does not attend to surprised of passer-by, starts to curl upwards several floor tiles under tree, dug out the soil, burying a valuable official document here dug again. 他猛然跑过了马路的对面,不顾路人的惊讶,开始翘着树下的几块地砖,挖出了泥土,把埋在这里的一个宝牒给再一次挖了出来。 He begins to pat the soil on box, opened it again, looks at this valuable official document, one ran fiercely on the long street. 他动手拍去盒子上的泥土,再一次地打开了它,看着这个宝牒,猛地一下奔跑在了长街上。 Xu Jiayi, I must forever with your together! 许佳意,我要永远和你在一起！ Xu Jiayi, what university do you want to gain admission to...... that university? Good high score, but I try! I am certainly accepted! 许佳意,你要考什么大学……那家大学啊？好高分啊,不过我试试吧！我一定考上的！ I only want to know that...... had accompanied my you, who is. 我只想知道……曾经陪过我的你,到底是谁。 I do not want...... including oneself have loved the person, who is, illegibile...... I do not want, in the future after old, is unable memories you. 我不要……连自己如此爱过的人,到底是谁,也不清不楚……我不要,将来老了以后,无法回忆你。 ...... …… dīng dōng-! 叮当-！ The sound that the doorbell resounds, Xue Shao made an effort to open this leaf of old door, is gasping for breath stands in Main Hall...... this time, as if found this place quickly. 门铃响起的声音,薛卲用力地推开了这扇老旧的门,喘着气地站在了大堂之中……这次,似乎又更快地找到了这个地方。 That Club's shop owner as if somewhat surprised as, put down in the hand slowly the book that reads, raise one's head was getting up: „guest, what's the matter?” 那俱乐部的店主似乎有些惊讶似的,缓缓地放下了手上正看着的书,抬头起来:“客人,有什么事情吗？” Xue Shao shakes the head, is adjusting own breath, at the same time walks toward Boss Luo......, if everyone does not know the answer, then the present shop owner definitely knows. 薛卲摇了摇头,调整着自己的呼吸,一边朝着洛老板走来……如果所有人都不知道答案的话,那么眼前的这个店主一定知道。 If everyone is unable to give him the answer, then present mysterious shop owner, certainly. 如果所有人都无法给他答案的话,那么眼前的这个神秘店主,一定可以。 „You arrange me to see, is not true Xu Jiayi, is right!” “你安排我见到的,并不是真正的许佳意,对不对！” Boss Luo said indifferently: „guest, this is not as if important. Because your request is meet again | goodbye to the girl of that first love, isn't that so?” 洛老板淡然道:“客人,这个似乎并不怎么重要。因为您的要求是再见到那个初恋的女孩,不是吗？” „I only want to know the answer.” Xue Shao said solemnly: „True answer!” “我只想知道答案。”薛卲沉声道:“真正的答案！” Luo Qiu thought a while, stood up, arrives at the Xue Shao front...... this to make Xue Shao retrocede slightly one step. 洛邱想了一会儿,站起身来,走到了薛卲的面前……这让薛卲微微地后退了一步。 Luo Qiu then stopped the footsteps, has not continued to approach, but said in a soft voice: „That, is your time the plan must purchase this answer?” 洛邱便停下了脚步,没有继续靠近,而是轻声道:“那么,您这次是打算要购买这个答案吗？” Looks appearance that Xue Shao starts to speak but hesitates, Luo Qiu said indifferently: „I remember that guest has said that is not willing for this matter, but removes any will destroy you in the future and your wife's thing. Then your lifespan, the health, any emotion, you are not regarded as will sell to our things, right?” 看着薛卲欲言又止的模样,洛邱淡然道:“我记得客人说过,不愿意为了这件事情,而去掉任何会破坏您将来和您妻子的东西。那么无论是您的寿命,健康,任何一种的情感,您都不会当作是出售给我们的东西,对吧？” Sees Xue Shao still not to speak, Boss Luo then said in a soft voice: „, You are that willing to know this answer, but breaks your beforehand decision? For a past answer, how...... you to choose with own future?” 见薛卲依然不说话,洛老板接着轻声道:“那么,您是否愿意为了知道这个答案,而打破您之前的决定呢？为了一个过去的答案,和自己的将来……您将如何选择？” Quite difficult, very painful choice. 好艰难,也很痛苦的选择。 Is equal, places his front that girl and Wan Zishan, letting him only to choose. 等同于,将那个女孩和万梓珊放在他的面前,让他只能选择其中一个。 So difficult. 如此的艰难。 He tightened in the hand takes thought of the valuable official document box, deep breath said angrily: „I have to sell, and will not affect the future thing...... my childhood, therefore joyful memories, I do not believe that is only used to trade an answer, is not enough!” 他紧了紧手上拿着的装着了宝牒的盒子,深呼吸一口气道:“我还有可以出售,而又不会影响今后的东西……我童年的所以快乐的回忆,我不相信只是用来换一个答案,也不足够！” „Loses all childhood times the joy, from now on is unable to recall again, did not think that owed?” Boss Luo asked curiously. “失去所有童年时候的快乐,今后将再也无法记起,不觉得太亏了吗？”洛老板好奇问道。 Xue Shao faintly said: „Joyful memory, can create...... me to believe own certain energy again. That answer, I am not willing not to know for a lifetime. If there is no way to know that...... I do not have the means again facing Zi Shan.” 薛卲幽幽地道:“快乐的记忆,可以再创造……我相信自己一定能。只是,那个答案,我不愿意一辈子都不知道。如果没法知道……我再也没有办法面对梓珊。” „Worthily is a social person, plans carefully very much.” Boss Luo smiling faintly, „...... the contract achieves. guest, please give me to come.” “不愧是社会人,很精打细算。”洛老板微微一笑,“那么……契约达成。客人,请您给我来吧。” „With you......” “跟你……” The Xue Shao words have not said, then received the words that wanted to speak immediately......, because, he is not in that shop, but on street. 薛卲的话还没有说完,便顿时收住了想要说的话……因为,他已经不在那间店铺之中,而是在马路上。 „Here is......” Xue Shao looks at all on this road startled, „how to lead me to come to here?” “这里是……”薛卲愕然地看着这路上的一切,“怎么带我来这里？” wedding dress shop...... wishing tree...... under tree. 婚纱店……许愿树……树下。 „Here has the answer that guest you want.” Boss Luo referred to this wishing tree, „please your hand according to it, I let you know the answer.” “这里就有客人您想要的答案。”洛老板指了指这许愿树,“请把您的手按在它身上,我会让你知道答案的。” Xue Shao was unable to achieve regarding this boss words does not believe in firmly , he, placed this hand slowly slowly above tree trunk of fallen big tree. 薛卲对于这个老板的话已经无法做到不深信不疑,他慢慢地,慢慢地,把手放在了这颗已经零落的大树的树干之上。 Please give me the answer. 请给我答案。