TTC :: Volume #7

#10: Former I


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* has been good is, it is really only the cloud. Quick, on the street is then accumulating the water mark, the inverted image the bright sunlight. The sunlight of 4 : 00 pm time, the heat degree is not so slightly high. 过*有过好处就是,它真的只是过云而已。很快,马路上便积着水迹,倒影着灿烂的阳光。下午 4 点时候的阳光,热度稍微没有这么高了。 Comes out after the market, Xue Shao is holding the hand of Xu Jiayi, this time is he is driving. 从商场出来之后,薛卲牵着了许佳意的手,这次是他主动的。 They have not spoken. 他们没有说话。 This seems like for many years ago studies independently is on vacation from school, on the going home road after each evening, they are always holding hands, or is the cloudy day, either is the cloudless day, either breeze, either rain. 这像是多年前每个晚自修放学后之后的回家路上,他们总是牵着手,或者是阴天,或者是晴天,或微风,或雨。 Xu Jiayi said suddenly: This is not considered as the kiss between lovers.” 许佳意忽然说:“这不算是情侣之间的亲吻哦。” Xue Shao smiles: I understand.” 薛卲笑了笑说:“我明白。” Xu Jiayi as if is always much maturer than him, formerly or now. He and she in this past ten in a year, have various stories respectively. Xue Shao thought: The Xu Jiayi story is more splendid than him probably. 许佳意似乎总是比他成熟得多,从前还是现在。他和她在这过去的十一年间,各有各的故事。薛卲心想:大概许佳意的故事比他要精彩许多。 She can always find the splendid story, such a driving girl. Perhaps...... some summer during 11 years, or some cold winter, she will also invite anyone on own initiative, asking her to eat anything. 她总能够找到许多精彩的故事吧,这么主动的一个女孩。或许……在十一年之中的某个夏天,或某个寒冬,她也会主动地邀请谁,请她吃什么东西。 It looks like for many years ago, that winter vacation evening, she cake that requests itself to deliver her to eat together is common. 就像是多年前,那个寒假的傍晚,她要求自己送她一块吃的蛋糕一般。 She just said that the time, pursues some...... not to mean, time, returns past. 她刚刚只是说,时间,有没有追回来一些……并不是说,时间,有没有回到从前。 The road that this holding hands passes through, he is pursuing a young dream. Immature, is not mature, rigid and once follows the painful dream. 这牵手走过的路,他在追一个年少的梦。稚嫩的,不成熟的,执着并且曾经伴随着痛苦的梦。 They have not returned to the hotel, but the public transportation stand on road sat many time. 他们没有回到酒店,而是在路上的公交站坐了好些时间。 Xue Shao said, they formerly are not so silly. 薛卲说,他们从前也没有这么傻。 Xu Jiayi actually depended on his shoulder said: You really silly, silly do not draw several.” 许佳意却靠在了他的肩膀上说:“你才是真的傻,傻不拉几。” An undeniable point is, Xue Shao enjoys this time feeling. 不可否认的一点是,薛卲非常享受此时的感觉。 Dream a feeling of extension. 一种梦的延续的感觉。 But he knows , to continue is the small time, perhaps, her also in the heart have several. 但他知道,延续的不过是小小的时间,或许,她也心中有数。 Therefore this time, he said on own initiative, next time, introduced my fiancee makes you know.” 所以这次,他主动说,“下次,介绍我的未婚妻让你认识吧。” Xu Jiayi thinks a while said: You had not said fortunately invited me to attend your wedding, such I should cry.” 许佳意想了一会儿才说:“还好你没有说邀请我去参加你的婚礼,那样我应该会哭。” Xue Shao said suddenly: „Can you come my wedding?” 薛卲忽然道:“那你要不要来我的婚礼?” Xu Jiayi this time that an ear that put out a hand to pinch Xue Shao, made an effort very much, blew up the mouth saying: Does not want, does not want completely!” 许佳意这次伸手掐了掐薛卲的耳朵,很用力的那种,鼓起了嘴巴道:“不要,完全不要!” Xue Shao actually smiled, this time is he is grasping her. 薛卲却笑了,这次是他在抓弄她。 Xu Jiayi end, in Xue Shao was being pinched on the ear rubbed rubbing, said in a soft voice: But, if my wedding, I will really invite you, moreover you must come, and gives me should better the best blessing.” 许佳意末了在薛卲被捏着的耳朵上揉了揉,轻声道:“不过,如果是我的婚礼的话,我会真的邀请你,而且你必须要来,并且给我最好最好的祝福。” Xue Shao said that this to man, same cruelty. 薛卲说,这对男人来说,一样的残忍。 Xu Jiayi said suddenly, does not go back, belongs to your place. 许佳意忽然说,不回去吗,属于你的地方。 Xue Shao looks now is the sunny nighttime sky, nods silently, said that must go back. 薛卲看着如今是晴朗的夜空,默默地点了点头,说要回去了。 He had not asked why initially she disappeared without a word disappearance initially. 他还是没有问当初她为什么当初音讯全无的消失。 Because, felt like has not needed. 因为,感觉好像已经没有必要了。 Xu Jiayi said, can ask her to eat a cake again? 许佳意说,要不要再请她吃一块蛋糕? Xue Shao reaches an agreement. 薛卲说好。 Started and finished. 开始和结束。 ...... …… ...... …… This evening's Xue Shao slept very calm and steady, had a quite content dream. He in dream as if returned 17 years old, is holding girl's hand, sat looked at the setting sun in the beach. 这晚上薛卲睡了一个很安稳的觉,做了一个相当美满的梦。梦中的他仿佛回到了十七岁,牵着女孩的手,坐在了海滩看夕阳。 Then, Xue Shao did not have to see Xu Jiayi, she had such not to have the home to leave quietly. With to the previous difference, this time she had not even said where must go. 然后,薛卲就没有在看见许佳意了,她有那样悄无生息地离开。只是和对上一次不同,这次她甚至没说要去什么地方。 Has inquired in hotel onstage, said that this young lady has drawn back the room very early in the morning. 只是在酒店的前台处询问过,说这位小姐一大早就已经退了房间。 Xue Shao thought that draws to a close period next here the words, as if also good. 薛卲觉得在这儿划下一个句号的话,似乎也不错。 According to the traveling schedule, must leave tomorrow, but worked, because his delaying has postponed for two days, therefore he has to invest today almost does not have in receiving callers of relaxation time. 按照行程,明天就要离开了,可原本的工作因为他的耽搁已经推迟了两天,所以他今日不得不投入几乎没有休息时间的会客之中。 Sees the local business, holds a small-scale conference with the minute/share company person, then accepts this company leader admonished- who made him delay for two days? 见本地的商家,和分公司的人开一个小型的会议,然后接受本部公司领导的训话-谁让他耽搁了两天? I will come back tomorrow, probably at noon? Is the past few days tired?” In the evening, he chatted to Wan Zishan telephoned, was very long, can accompany the telephone that he is going to sleep. “我明天就回来了,大概中午吧?这几天累不累?”晚上,他给万梓珊聊了一通电话,很长,能够伴着他入眠的电话。 Just like he can the subconsciously end come the coffee, then adjusts the coffee to be the same, opposite during telephone that woman, has become him to live unknowingly a part. 正如他会下意识地端来咖啡,然后调好咖啡一样,电话对面的那个女人,不知不觉早就已经成为了他生活之中的一部分。 Which is the essential part, his next life most important component. 哪是必不可少的一部分,他今后人生最重要的组成部分。 He stepped the airplane of return trip. 他踏上了回程的飞机。 ...... …… ...... …… Wan Zishan arrived at the airport to meet him, he was exhausted, but felt the feeling was really good. 万梓珊来到了机场接他,他是累坏了,但感觉回来的感觉真好。 What's wrong? Travels on official business for several days to come back, beamingly seems like.” “怎么啦?出差几天回来,春风满面似乎的。” Xue Shao thinks a while said: Because of feeling, loved your some probably.” 薛卲想了一会儿道:“因为感觉,好像更加爱你一些了。” Wan Zishan gawked, rebukes white Xue Shao one, but is always happy, but did not say orally, do not talk nonsense here, the formal clothes improved, took on the way went home again? Can you also support?” 万梓珊一愣,嗔怪地白了薛卲一眼,但总是开心的,不过口头上并不说,“别在这里扯淡了,礼服都改好了,顺路取了再回家吧?你还撑得住吧?” Un, I narrow one on the vehicle on the line.” Xue Shao shrugs saying: „Is here still raining? Hadn't stopped?” “嗯,我在车上眯一会就行。”薛卲耸了耸肩道:“不过这边怎么还在下雨啊?一直没停吗?” „Did the middle stop for day? Also is then off and on underground.” Wan Zishan said: „The weather forecast said that after the day after tomorrow, on cloudless day.” “中间停了一天吧?然后又断断续续地下。”万梓珊道:“不过天气预报说,后天之后就晴天了。” Xue Shao carries the baggage to board, Wan Zishan drives, he did not have a while to fall asleep. Takes one hour the airport to the wedding dress shop. 薛卲拎着行李上了车,万梓珊驾车,他没一会儿就睡着了。机场到婚纱店要一个多小时。 Xue Shao very rests sinks , Wan Zishan called waking up him. Xue Shao had a yawn, opens the door to get out, actually gawked staring, the vision looks at the opposite of street, „hasn't this tree...... reduced?” 薛卲睡得挺沉的,到了之后,万梓珊才把他叫了醒来。薛卲打了个哈欠,开门下车,却愣了愣,目光直直地看着马路的对面,“这棵树……还没有砍掉吗?” Wan Zishan looked at one at will, is thinking the say/way: Is raining probably, not good work, therefore is first putting? However fell many leaves, does not clean up.” 万梓珊随意地看了一眼,想着道:“大概是都在下雨,不好作业,所以就先搁着吧?不过掉了好多叶子,都不清理一下。” Xue Shao watched a meeting looking pensive, these hung the valuable official document on wishing tree, some had been blown much falls got down...... does not know, the valuable official document that these fall, does have that he hung initially? 薛卲若有所思地看了一会,那些原本挂在许愿树上的宝牒,也已经有不少被刮落了下来……不知道,这些掉落的宝牒,有没有他当初挂上去的那一个? Doesn't give up very much?” Wan Zishan accompanied him to watch a meeting. “还是很舍不得吗?”万梓珊陪着他看了一会。 Xue Shao shakes the head, is holding the hand of Wan Zishan, walked into the wedding dress shop. 薛卲摇了摇头,便牵着万梓珊的手,走入了婚纱店之中。 Also there is a valuable official document together to be blown by the wind, dropped many withered leaves. 又有一块宝牒被风刮下,又落下了不少的枯叶。 ...... …… ...... …… In the evening at home, Xue Shao and Wan Zishan said, goes downstairs to buy a thing- they lived together for a long time. 晚上在家的时候,薛卲万梓珊说,下楼买点东西-他们同居好久了。 Where Xue Shao does not remember that mysterious shop specifically, but roughly the position remembers. But this time, how he as if did not need to use energy to find. 薛卲不记得那家神秘的店铺具体在什么地方,不过大体位置还是记得。但这次,他似乎并不用怎么费劲就找到了。 Shook the rainwater on umbrella before the door. 还是在店门前抖了抖伞上的雨水。 Flushing that previous time comes busy, was frightened heavily, even does not have to size up here with enough time truly carefully- this time, is also no different probably. 上次来的冲忙,也被吓唬得不轻,甚至没有来得及真正地仔细打量过这里-这次,好像也没有什么不一样。 Sat on chair club boss to his quiet feeling. 坐在了椅子上的俱乐部老板还是给他那种静谧的感觉。 Xue Shao nods toward Boss Luo, then implored the tone, gave to take down that crescent moon necklace from the body, placed on Boss Luo front table. 薛卲朝着洛老板点了点头,然后吁了口气,从身上把那月牙项链给取了下来,放在了洛老板面前的桌子上。 Luo Qiu said: guest, I have not meant, does not need to worry.” 洛邱道:“客人,我不是说过,不用着急吗。” Xue Shao deep breath said angrily: I do not want some people to appear in my family suddenly, I pour indifferently......, if frightened Zi Shan, after all was not good.” 薛卲深呼吸一口气道:“我可不想忽然有人出现在我家,我倒无所谓……要是吓到了梓珊,终归不好。” Sorry, previous time appears suddenly.” Luo Qiu apologetic say/way. “抱歉,上次忽然出现。”洛邱歉然道。 Xue Shao shakes the head...... he always to feel that this mysterious boss works will have the discretion very much. 薛卲摇了摇头……他总感觉这个神秘的老板做事情会很有分寸。 Luo Qiu actually took this crescent moon necklace, is messing with carefully, suddenly said: Mr. Xue, experienced a very good journey probably. Had found the answer?” 洛邱把这颗月牙项链却取了过来,仔细地把弄着,忽然道:“薛先生,好像经历了一次很不错的旅程。已经找到答案了吗?” Secret.” “秘密。” Xue Shao smiles in front of boss...... feels relaxed smiles. 薛卲老板面前笑了笑……释然一笑。 That is good.” “那就好。” Boss Luo nods gently, the standing up body, if desired, welcome next presence of guest.” 洛老板轻轻地点了点头,站起身体来,“如有需要,欢迎客人的下次光临。” Xue Shao was full of the awe to this wrapped in a shroud of obscurity strength, without saying anything, to took your lead to the hasty place, then carries the umbrella to leave from this place immediately. 薛卲对这种神秘莫测的力量充满了敬畏,也没有说什么,冲冲忙忙地点了带你头,便马上拎起雨伞从这个地方离开。 ...... …… After this time comes out, instead stopped the rain, the night air was very fresh, Xue Shao made an effort to inspire, felt that had many vigor. 这次出来之后,反而停雨了,夜间的空气很清新,薛卲用力地吸了口气,感觉有了不少活力。 But he does not have to go back in the family/home immediately, but is driving to circle the road to arrive at the wishing tree front. 但他没有马上回去家里,而是驾着车绕了路来到了许愿树的面前。 Xue Shao put out a hand to feel its tree trunk some little time, took a deep breath, made an effort to climb up, in one vigorous effort. 薛卲伸手摸着它的树干好一会儿了,才深呼吸了一口气,用力地攀爬了上去,一鼓作气。 With remembering, he found also crawled initially that place. 凭着记忆,他找到了当初也爬上去过的那个地方。 This is he gives the valuable official document place that girl hangs. Initially because feared that it will be swept by the wind, the difference of therefore with others throwing, he with tying up. 这是他给那个女孩挂上去的宝牒的地方。当初因为怕它会被风吹走,所以和别人抛上去的不一样,他是用绑着的。 Therefore, valuable official document now also. 所以,宝牒如今还在。 Xue Shao untied it, crawled again. 薛卲解开了它,再次爬了下来。 He had not planned that this valuable official document carry away, instead the sidewalk place under the tree, pried open several floor tiles, then deep cut, installs the valuable official document with a box, buried again. 他没有打算把这个宝牒带走,反而是在树下人行道处,撬开了几块的地砖,然后深挖了一些,用一个盒子把宝牒装上,再埋了下去。 Records he passing that shy memories, buried in this place simply. 记载他过往那段青涩的回忆,也就简单地埋在了这个地方。 However Xue Shao many feelings are somewhat regrettable, he stood up, pats the soil that clapped...... he to say to past meet again | goodbye, did not have with enough time and Xu Jiayi says meet again | goodbye. 不过薛卲多少感觉有些遗憾,他站起身来,拍了拍手上的泥土……他对过去的自己说了再见了,却没有来得及和许佳意说一声再见 Perhaps...... she is because does not want to hear, therefore leaves like this quietly? 或许……她是因为不想要听到,所以才这样悄无声息地离开的吧? Does not know that who has not grown up.” Xue Shao implored the tone, immediately drives to leave. “也不知道谁没有长大。”薛卲吁了口气,随即驾车离开。 ...... …… Then, meet again | goodbye, this broke 11 years of dream. 那么,再见了,这个断裂了十一年的梦。 Also meet again | goodbye, former I. 再见了,从前的我。
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