„You...... not, Sir, you think how I did show?” Cheng Yiran pondered a moment later, is thinking over asking. “你……不,大爷,你想我怎么证明？”程亦然思考了片刻之后,掂量着问道。 Explosive warhead uncle at this time coldly snorted, „funny! You kept on proclaiming this was very important to you, was important, I wanted you to show, you actually also do want to ask me? Has such truth?” 爆炸头老伯此时冷哼一声,“搞笑！你口口声声说这对你很重要,非常重要,我要你来证明,你却还要来问我？有这样的道理吗？” „I......” Cheng Yiran is dumbfounded immediately. “我……”程亦然顿时哑口无言。 He even more worries, looks that time one minute/share one second of place passes, feeling that wants to depart also even more strong- that is an intuition: The intuition told him, Hong Guan, could make him find to awaken itself to lose plays the ability of that guitar. 他越发的着急起来,看着时间一分一秒地过去,想要离去的感觉也越发的浓烈-那是一种直觉:直觉告诉他,洪冠的这一场,或许能够让他找到唤醒自己失去弹奏那把吉他的能力。 This is a very urgent desire, even makes him feel, after missing this time, later wants to retrieve again then can be the countless sufferings and hardships. 这是一种很迫切的愿望,甚至让他觉得,错过了这一次之后,以后想要再找回便会是千难万难。 He does not want to delay the time with this strange uncle here......, if can buy directly bass guitar with the high price, such is most ideal. 他不想要在这里和这个奇怪的老伯耽搁时间……如果能够直接用大价钱把贝斯买回来的话,那样是最理想的。 Perhaps is this strange uncle, obviously interesting is intentionally making things hard for somebody...... is to raise the price? 可这个奇怪的老伯,显然有意思在故意刁难吧……或许是想要抬高一下价格？ Cheng Yiran deep breath said angrily: „Or how about this? Sir, can you keep the contact method to me? I actually also rush to time now, the matter about bass guitar, after we can, slowly discussed. You believe me, I really have the sincerity to buy very much, price anything is be open to discuss.” 程亦然深呼吸一口气道:“要不这样吧？大爷,您能给我留个联系方式吗？我现在其实也赶时间,关于贝斯的事情,我们可以之后慢慢谈。您相信我,我是真的很有诚意想要买回来的,价钱什么的都是好商量。” Unexpectedly this explosive warhead uncle instead did not answer at this time, but looks at Yu Dan Qiang saying: „boss, pays!” 不料这爆炸头老伯此时却反而不答,而是看着鱼蛋强道:“老板,买单！” The explosive warhead uncle conveniently after on the table pats a bill, then directly stands up, must leave shortly, does not look at Cheng Yiran. 爆炸头老伯随手在桌子上拍下了一张钞票之后,便直接站起身来,眼看就要离开,一眼也不看程亦然。 „Sir, Sir! Your contact method?” Cheng Yiran urgently said. “大爷,大爷！你的联系方式呢？”程亦然不禁急道。 Explosive warhead uncle does not return said: „Does not remain, what leaves you to make? You said that this is very important to you, then this little while actually must get out of the way immediately, my sincerity cannot see.” 爆炸头老伯头也不回道:“不留了,留给你做什么？你说这对你很重要,然后这会儿却马上就要走开,我一点诚意也看不见。” Helpless Cheng Yiran said: „Sir, you old, the age is also older than me, the experience also leaves me to be many. You should understand, sometimes the person will really bump into the difficult choice, will bump into cannot attend to one thing without losing track of another thing. If trades to be you are I, is placed while you also important the things, how will you choose?” 程亦然无奈道:“大爷,您年长,岁数也比我大,经历也别我多。你应该明白,人真的有时候会碰到两难的选择,会碰到顾此失彼的时候。如果换做你是我,摆在你面前的同时还有一件至关重要的事情的话,您会怎么选择？” This explosive warhead uncle turns around suddenly, „important? I asked you, was the critical matter?” 这爆炸头老伯忽然转过身来,“至关重要？那我问你,是生死攸关的事情吗？” Cheng Yiran subconsciously shakes the head. 程亦然下意识地摇摇头。 Explosive warhead uncle said indifferently: „Is that the wife is in labor? Is the family member critically ill? Is hurrying to the life-saving? You discussed what big business, didn't go on yellow? Does company wait for your business to serve a meal? Relates dozens several hundred people of livelihoods?” 爆炸头老伯淡然道:“那是妻子临产？亲人病危？还是赶着去救人？还是你谈了什么大生意,不去就黄了？公司上上下下等着你这生意开饭？关系几十几百人的生计？” Cheng Yiran 11 shake the head...... he unable to say oneself true reason. But he has to think: These that this uncle said that can perhaps really be called is the important matter. 程亦然一一摇头……他无法说出自己的真正理由。但他不得不想着:这个老伯说的这些,恐怕真的称得上是至关重要的事情。 Explosive warhead uncle finally said indifferently: „You told me, was what matter comes importantly bass guitar compared with this? Passable, do I give back to you why not? You must not can be justified, sorry, this bass guitar I will not sell, you later will not find me...... not to be tired of me again.” 爆炸头老伯最后淡然道:“那你告诉我,是什么事情比这把贝斯来得重要？说得过去,我还给你又何妨？你要说不过去,对不起了,这贝斯我不会卖,你以后更加不会找到我……也别再想要烦我。” „I understood.” Cheng Yiran suddenly took a deep breath, „uncle, I do not walk, I will be staring at you, is willing to sell me till you it.” “我明白了。”程亦然忽然深呼吸了一口气,“老伯,我不走了,我会盯着你,直到你愿意把它卖回我为止。” This explosive warhead uncle suddenly Oh!, along with tastes: „You with me.” 这爆炸头老伯忽然哦了一声,随口道:“那你就跟着我吧。” Saying, this explosive warhead uncle then turns the buttocks to be the same, turns around to walk. Cheng Yiran wrinkled frowns...... to brace oneself to follow. 说着,这爆炸头老伯便扭着屁股一样,转身走去。程亦然皱了皱眉头……硬着头皮跟着上去。 He does not know where this explosive warhead uncle prepares, but follows silently in his back. 他不知道这个爆炸头老伯准备去什么地方,只是默默地跟在他的背后。 But mood, even more worries...... he to calculate the time, is calculating can catch the time that Hong Guan enters the stage finally. 而心情,也越发地着急起来……他算着时间,算着自己到底能够最后赶上洪冠出场的时间。 The step, difficult to walk...... sinks one by one step by step, is not steady. 步子,一步比一步难走……一步一步地更沉,却也不稳。 ...... …… After this explosive warhead uncle walked distance of probably one street, suddenly stopped, stepped onto in an old house, makes Cheng Yiran not use with. 这爆炸头老伯走了大概一条街的路程之后,忽然停了下来,走上了一栋老房子之中,却让程亦然不用跟上来。 Soon , the explosive warhead uncle walked, in the hand gets the bag...... Cheng Yiran even to recognize this is Hong Guan is used to install his the bass guitar bag, is delighted, „Sir, your is wants......” 不久之后,爆炸头老伯走了下来,手上领着袋子……程亦然甚至一眼就认出来这是洪冠用来装他那把贝斯的袋子,不禁喜出望外,“大爷,您这是要……” Unexpectedly this explosive warhead uncle does not utter a word, the thing back on the body, looked at the direction like this, walks toward other place. 不料这爆炸头老伯一声不吭,就这样把东西背在身上,看了看方向,又朝着别的地方走去。 Cheng Yiran is helpless, lowers the head to sigh, only has to continue to follow...... this bass guitar in conducting the back of this uncle, the tentacle to be possible and...... with the strength, as if can give to dig up from this thin old man's body. 程亦然无奈,低头叹了口气,唯有继续跟上……这贝斯就在这老伯的背上,触手可及……用点力,仿佛就能够从这瘦老头的身上给扒下来。 Cheng Yiran was considering direction that this feasibility , the discovery, this explosive warhead uncle walks, from the road in sports college hall was more and more far, complete running counter. 程亦然考虑着这种可行性,同时也发现,这爆炸头老伯走的方向,距离去体院馆的路是越来越远了,完完全全的背道而驰。 „Sir, where do you...... you want?” Cheng Yiran was about to walk two steps, with this explosive warhead uncle shoulder to shoulder, „has walked for a long time, you must tell me, where can go?” “大爷,您……您到底想要去什么地方？”程亦然快走了两步,与这爆炸头老伯并肩,“都已经走好久了,你总得告诉我,要去什么地方啊？” „What's wrong? Can't put down your very important matter?” Explosive warhead uncle said indifferently: „Haven't I forced you to follow I? If you thought that another matter is quite important, walking is, then do not feel embarrassed me reluctantly.” “怎么？还是放不下你那很重要的事情吗？”爆炸头老伯淡然道:“我没有勉强你跟着我啊？你要是觉得另外一件事情比较重要的话,走了就是,不要勉强自己然后为难我。” „I...... I am not this meaning.” Cheng Yiran sighed , to continue to follow. “我……我不是这个意思。”程亦然叹了口气,继续跟着。 He follows, passes through the lively street, passes through the bustling streets, passes through remote alley...... this type to walk randomly aimless, cannot see random walk of destination, lets Cheng Yiran is irritable goes to the situation that was inconceivable. 他跟着,走过繁华的街头,走过闹市,走过偏僻的巷子……这种漫无目的游走,看不见目的地似的游走,让程亦然的急躁达到了一个难以想象的地步。 Such significance where? Where like this doesn't have sense of purpose as the significance of vanguard? He could not see thoughts that this uncle a little wants to sell, instead is more like by oneself gives way before difficulties. 这样的意义何在？这样毫无目的性似的前行的意义何在？他根本看不到这老伯有一点儿想要卖的心思,反而更像是让自己知难而退。 In the end, Cheng Yiran does not know oneself are making anything. 到头来,程亦然根本不知道自己在做什么。 This feeling, as if made him return to the past...... formerly came out after the lockup, aimless goes south, left that courtyard that Capital City old alley that was full of the pain. 这种感觉,仿佛让他回到了从前……从前从看守所出来之后,漫无目的地一路南下,离开了那个充满了苦痛的京城老胡同的院子。 He has even had the idea of giving up the rock and roll...... he even compared with before first said the band members who must leave open the mouth, has the person of this idea early. But he no one has told...... not to know how oneself are has been insisting. 他甚至有过放弃摇滚的这种想法……他甚至是比第一个说要离开的乐队成员开口之前,更早拥有这种想法的人。但他谁也没有告诉过……自己也不知道自己是如何一直坚持着。 Whenever team inside member disheartened time, he would spunking up...... he always for everyone to say to let the dream of Xiaomeng can realize, must persist in getting down this road- has arrived now, the words that now gives up again, did not think that was a pity? 每当队里面的成员灰心丧气的时候,他总会为大家打起精神……他总是说为了让小梦的梦想能够实现,一定要坚持走下去这条路-已经走到现在了,现在再放弃的话,不觉得可惜吗？ No one is willing to give up halfway...... is not willing to give up these already has made the effort. 谁也不愿意半途而废……更加不愿意放弃那些已经做过的努力。 Not own sweat, not own time. 不舍自己的汗水啊,不舍自己的时间。 The pain that not endured, does not abandon the tears that sheds alone. 不舍自己熬过的痛苦啊,不舍独自流过的泪。 Then, clear(ly) knows that will not have the result, is actually persevering numbly. 就这样,明知道不会有结果,却还是麻木地坚守着。 Insignificant, numb, waste time...... 无意义的,麻木的,浪费时间的…… So long as obviously the present stops, so long as hurries to there, so long as looks that Hong Guan...... actually feels Hong Guan to use that instance of guitar, can perhaps retrieve the ability that loses, can continue with that the guitar, walks strongly...... 明明只要现在停下来,只要赶去那里,只要去看一看洪冠……却感受洪冠使用吉他的那个瞬间,或许就能够找回失去的能力,就能够继续用那把吉他,一路坚挺地走下去…… These persevere, at that time tracked down, can obtain the guitar with this. 那些坚守的,那时追寻的,都可以用这把吉他来得到。 ...... Gives up obviously well. 明明……放弃就好。 The time...... can also catch up, if stops here Hong Guan does not know oneself found it,...... he who he does not know will perhaps not blame me. 还有时间……还赶得上,假如就在这里停下的话-洪冠并不知道自己找到了它,他不知道的……他或许不会怪我。 Suddenly stopped the footsteps. 忽然停下了脚步。 But is actually front the explosive warhead uncle, he stopped the footsteps, turns around slowly, had a sluggish yawn, the eye vacantly looks like toward Cheng Yiran. 但却是面前的这位爆炸头老伯,他停下了脚步,缓缓地转过身来,打了个懒散的哈欠,目无表情地朝着程亦然看来。 „Sir......” Cheng Yiran wrinkled frowns, sighed, is planning saying: Stops, I do not want. “大爷……”程亦然皱了皱眉头,同时叹了口气,正打算说出:到此为止吧,我不要了。 „Un, here was similar.” This explosive warhead uncle actually looked at all around. “嗯,这里差不多了。”这爆炸头老伯却看了看四周。 Cheng Yiran discovered, unknowingly, followed this Sir to arrive at bridge place- this connects the bridges of this city both banks. 程亦然才发现,不知不觉,原来自己跟着这大爷走到了大桥处-这是连接这个城市两岸的大桥。 Explosive warhead uncle at this time conducting the back the bag tying, under the Cheng Yiran astonished vision, wants not to make an effort to give to fling beside it the bridge-, is river water that flows. 爆炸头老伯此时把背上的袋子给结了开来,就在程亦然惊愕的目光之下,想也不想就用力地把它给甩出了大桥之外-下方,是流淌的河水。 Looks that bass guitar dropped out, Cheng Yiran grasped this explosive warhead uncle's collar suddenly angrily, roared: „Your this tortoise old!! You must make anything! Your wants anything!!!” 看着那贝斯被抛下,程亦然猛然愤怒地抓紧了这爆炸头老伯的衣领,咆哮道:“你这王八老儿！！你到底要做什么！你到底想要什么！！！” „You did not say, it is very important to you? Hasn't that looked?” Explosive warhead uncle said indifferently: „You can find, was your.” “你不是说,它对你很重要吗？那还不去找？”爆炸头老伯淡然道:“你能找到,就是你的了。” „Cracks a joke!!” Cheng Yiran pinched the fist, „this river was big! How I possibly could not find!!” “开什么玩笑！！”程亦然捏起了拳头,“这河多大！我怎么可能找得到！！” „To hit hits.” Uncle along with tastes: „Hits my time in you, the thing may clash.” “想打就打吧。”老伯随口道:“在你打我的时间,东西或许会冲得更远。” -!!! 啊-！！！ Cheng Yiran angrily roars, is pinching the fist to the condition of limit, he had mentioned hardly high, actually in instantaneous loosening of knock down, instead advanced this explosive warhead uncle ruthlessly on the ground. 程亦然怒吼一声,捏着的拳头已经坚硬到了极限的状态,他高高提起,却是在打落的瞬间松开,反而是狠狠地把这个爆炸头老伯推到了在地上。 Cheng Yiran turns around, rushed to the railings place of bridge fast, crossed railings. 程亦然一转身,飞快地冲到了大桥的栏杆处,越过了栏杆。 Jumps to jump down! 纵身跳下！ Am I, what making? 我,到底在做什么？ But no matter makes anything, since has jumped down...... had found it! 但不管做什么,既然已经跳下来了……就把它找到吧！ Under dizzy that in the water, the upper air crash time brings loses the consciousness Cheng Yiran to spit to exhale shortly fiercely all of a sudden, paddles the arm crazily, floated on the water surface. 水中,高空坠落时候带来的昏眩之下短暂失去意识的程亦然猛一下子地吐出了一口气,疯狂地划动手臂,浮到了水面上。 The Cheng Yiran river character is not good, the physical strength does not allow him go easily and freely to look for thing in the middle of the river water- was impossible to find! The thing that then sinks perhaps, had sunk to the water. 程亦然的水性并不好,体力也不允许他如履平地般地在河水当中寻找东西-根本不可能找到！那么沉的东西,恐怕早就沉入了水中。 Should be able to think that this point has departed for the deep to...... the thing, should be able to think that this point is right. But why...... jumps down? 应该能够想到这一点才对……东西已经沉底了,应该早就能够想到这一点才对。可是……可是为什么还是跳了下来？ Dutifully. 义无反顾地。 But also...... sank to the middle of the jet black river water finally, this time, without the strength delimits again. 可最终也……沉入了漆黑的河水当中,这次,没有力气再划上去。 Stopped...... stops. 到此为止了啊……到此为止了。 „Hey! Awakes!! Awakes!! Idiots! Awakes!!!” “喂！醒醒！！醒醒！！白痴！醒醒！！！” ...... …… -! 咳-！ The throat seems like by anything is devastated, but the nasal cavity is uncomfortable, felt that trembled...... the whole body to soak. 喉咙像是被什么东西蹂躏过,而鼻腔更是难受,更加感觉到了瑟瑟发抖……全身已经湿透。 Cheng Yiran attempts to open the eye, made an effort to open a small slit, what visible was only one group of chaotic hair- this explosive warhead uncle's hair by the water had been made wet turned into one group. 程亦然尝试着睁开眼睛,用力地睁开了小小的一道缝隙,看见的只是一团乱糟糟的头发-这个爆炸头老伯的头发已经被水弄得湿漉漉的变成了一团。 „After Sir you............” Cheng Yiran rested some little time, sat. “大爷你……咳咳……”程亦然休息了好一会儿之后,才坐了起来。 He looks at the place that oneself place, the front is a river, above is that bridge, but under here truly bridge of wharf. 他看着自己身处的地方,面前是大河,上面是那条大桥,而这里确实桥底下码头的一处。 Sir of that explosive warhead is twisting water mark on the clothes at this time, „didn't expect you also really jumped.” 那爆炸头的大爷此时正在拧着自己衣服上的水迹,“没想到你还真跳下去了。” „Thank you saved me, Sir.” Cheng Yiran sighed, then raise one's head looks at the nighttime sky, the forced smile said: „I have good brothers, said that I will violate frequently stupid. Actually also said a point right.” “谢谢你救了我,大爷。”程亦然叹了口气,然后抬头看着夜空,苦笑道:“我有个好兄弟,说我经常会犯蠢。其实说得一点也没错。” The explosive warhead uncle does not turn head, said indifferently: „What's wrong, didn't blame me throwing the thing?” 爆炸头老伯也不回头,淡然道:“怎么,不怪我把东西给扔了？” Cheng Yiran stares, later smiles, lowers the head said gently: „Threw threw. Just...... just thinks oneself soon died, I discovered, perhaps it already this/should discarding the person who...... actually, had not discarded was I.” 程亦然一愣,随后笑了笑,低着头轻轻说道:“扔了就扔了吧。刚……刚以为自己快要死的时候,我才发现,或许它早就该扔掉的……其实,一直没有扔掉的人是我。” „Right.” The explosive warhead uncle nods, wringing out the flower check shirt puts on. “是吗。”爆炸头老伯点了点头,把拧干了的花格子衬衣重新穿上。 Cheng Yiran this little while actually lay down, under this seems to be more comfortable, at this moment he looks at the nighttime sky, a in the heart instead tranquility. 程亦然这会儿却躺了下来,这样似乎更加舒服下,此刻他看着夜空,心中反而一片的平静。 Also crossed some little time, Cheng Yiran asked suddenly: „Sir, now several : 00?” 又过了好一会儿,程亦然才忽然问道:“大爷,现在几点了？” „Nearly nine points.” “快九点了吧。” „Nine points...... have looked like cannot catch up.” Cheng Yiran smiles, implored the tone, why does not know, felt compared with before with ease. At this time he is not even willing to want too many things, to plan to lie down merely like this. “已经九点了啊……看来是赶不上了。”程亦然笑了笑,吁了口气,不知为何,感觉比之前更加的轻松。此时他甚至不愿意想太多的事情,仅仅只是打算就这样躺着。 „What's wrong? Wants the place that goes to you just about to go to?” “怎么？还是很想去你刚要去的地方吗？” „.” Cheng Yiran shakes the head saying: „Could not have caught up...... said again, now is also good.” “不了,不了。”程亦然摇摇头道:“已经赶不上了……再说,现在也挺好。” „Where did you plan?” “你原本打算去什么地方？” „That side sports college hall.” Cheng Yiran sat up the body, a relaxedness of face, looked here dim light of night, is actually the calm say/way: „Said, we really walked quite far, Sir.” “体院馆那边吧。”程亦然坐起了身来,一脸的轻松,看了看这儿的夜色,却是一脸平静道:“说起来,我们真的走了好远啊,大爷。” „I deliver you to go.” The explosive warhead uncle said suddenly. “我送你去吧。”爆炸头老伯忽然说道。 Cheng Yiran stares, shakes the head saying: „no, thanks, I sit a meeting, waited to meet to walk on the line. I am all right.” 程亦然一愣,摇摇头道:“不用了,我坐一会,等会自己走就行了。我没事。” „Don't you want to go to that place?” “你不是很想去那个地方吗？” „Has thought very much.” The Cheng Yiran facial expression is suddenly complex, actually feels relaxed quickly says with a smile: „Did not fear that you smile, from the beginning with your time, I am still calculating the time, is calculating cannot follow again you limit to where, must walk, However……” “是很想过。”程亦然神情忽然复杂,却很快释然一笑道:“不怕你笑啊,一开始跟着你的时候,我还在算着时间,算着极限到哪里就不能再跟着你了,必须得走了,不过……” He shakes the head, has not continued the words. 他摇了摇头,没有把话继续说下去。 „Walks, I deliver you to pass.” This explosive warhead uncle put out a hand to draw Cheng Yiran. “走吧,我送你过去。”这爆炸头老伯伸手把程亦然拉了起来。 „Real no, thanks, said again could not catch up. Sir, your body was also wet, goes home, do not catch cold.” “真不用了,再说也赶不上了。大爷,你身子也湿了,回家吧,别着凉了。” „Wordy anything! Is bothersome! Sports college hall? Does not need for ten minutes I to be able you to deliver!” “啰嗦什么！烦不烦！体院馆是吗？不用十分钟我就能把你送到！” „Ten minutes, Sir aren't you crack a joke? Here is...... here, here is!!” “十分钟,大爷你不是开玩笑吧？这儿是……这儿,这儿是！！” His raise one's head, sees only a space facial make-up light to wipe suddenly, hears the sound that...... that thundering sound like surging tides...... cheered. 他猛然抬头,只见天上一抹彩光抹过,才听见……那如潮水般的轰鸣声音……喝彩的声音。 „Thanks to you still lived such long time in this place, does not know that by Dong Bridge is the sports college hall?” “亏你还在这地方生活了这么长的时间,难道不知道东大桥旁边就是体院馆吗？” „Sports college hall......” Cheng Yiran turns around to look unbelievable. “体院馆……”程亦然难以置信地转身一看。 It...... originally in his behind. 它……原来就在他的身后。 He looks that sports college hall shoots the sky the light, muttered: „Originally, continuously in my behind.” 他看着那体院馆射上天空的光,喃喃自语:“原来,一直就在我的身后。”