Sometimes, Cheng Yiran can think, oneself does have to step that place truly. 有时候,程亦然会想,自己到底有没有真正地迈进去那个地方。 Suddenly goes from a place to there, after leaving, then returns to the original place...... always to feel that directly some are unthinkable. He has a having a dream feeling. 突然从一个地方去到那里,离开之后便直接回到原来的地方……总感觉有些过于匪夷所思。以至于他不禁有种做梦的感觉。 Perhaps was only own spirit by drawing that place the other side? 或许只是自己的精神被拉到了那个地方之中吗？ On Friday, afternoon of working day, social person one year is happy most also most frequent special day afternoons. 周五,工作日的下午,社会人一年的时间内高兴得最多也最频密的一个特别的日子的下午。 After leaving the club, a Cheng Yiran person strolls the street in city. 离开了俱乐部之后,程亦然一个人漫步在城市的街头。 How should awaken itself to continue to use the ability of this guitar? 应该怎么去唤醒自己继续使用这把吉他的能力？ What does the in the heart song refer to...... referring to the deep love to the rock and roll? 心中的曲子指的是什么……指对摇滚的热爱吗？ But, he did not feel one deep love to the rock and roll have retreated, he still hopes that can have more people to like his music, he self-examines this aspect, with the former not different places. 可是,他并不觉得自己对摇滚的热爱已经退却,他依然希望能够有更多的人喜欢他的音乐,他自问这方面,和从前没有不一样的地方。 Like this is transferring, has transferred the dusk, changed to the near evening dinner later time, Cheng Yiran still had not returned to the Zhong Luochen housing the place. 就这样转着,转过了黄昏,转到了旁晚晚饭之后的时间,程亦然依然没有返回钟落尘居住的地方。 But Zhong Luochen called a telephone him, asked whether he ran into anything. The tone that does not care about perhaps...... wants to know merely, knows on the line purely. 但钟落尘给他打了一个电话,问他是否碰到了什么事情。不怎么关心的语气……或许仅仅只是想要知道,单纯知道就行。 Therefore Cheng Yiran is not clear, if made him know after oneself are unable to use the guitar, what kind of response will have? 所以程亦然不清楚,假如让他知道了自己无法使用吉他之后,会有怎样的反应？ Heard that this son of upper-class family, is more brutal than the average person. Because they need more brutal, can walk in the world that oneself place is farther. 听说这种贵公子,总得比普通人要无情一些。因为他们需要无情一些,才能够在自己身处的世界之中走得更远一些。 Cheng Yiran does not know when oneself can awaken again...... or is unable to awaken this ability- he himself is unable to determine, perhaps is unable to request Zhong Luochen to give his enough time. 程亦然不知道自己到底什么时候才能够再次唤醒……或者一直无法唤醒这种能力-他自己也无法确定,恐怕也就无法要求钟落尘给予他足够的时间。 The choice is hiding the truth from the words...... probably everyone will choose like this? 选择瞒着的话……大概所有人都会这样选择的吧？ After all concealing the truth, means that can also continue to enjoy giving favored treatment of company. That type with is an rookie, but has to let the treatment that other up-and-comers eyes are red, how to make people think to wallow? 毕竟瞒着,也就意味着还能够继续享受公司的优待。那种同为新人,但却有着让其他新人眼红的待遇,怎么不会让人觉得沉迷？ „What am I...... making?” “我到底……在做什么？” bi-!!! 哔-！！！ Speeds along but the auto electric horn thundered to awaken him, he then looks at the road back suddenly, suddenly was not clear walked what kind of road was. 飞驰而过的汽车喇叭轰鸣惊醒了他,他猛然回头看着回头路,突然不清楚自己走的到底是一条怎样的路。 Not far away at this time broadcast the sound of singing, the used that cheap sound, the sound passes to here, is rustle, rustle the sound. 不远处这时候传来了唱歌的声音,用的还是那种便宜的音响,声音传到这儿来,已经是沙沙,沙沙的声音。 Some people are singing for a living. 有人在卖唱吧。 The person who the street sings for a living have been many...... all kinds of reasons. Cheng Yiran will never look down upon these person who sings for a living in the street, because he himself also once took in the middle of these people members. 街头卖唱的人一直很多……各种各样的原因。程亦然从来不会看不起这些在街头卖唱的人,因为他自己也曾经作为这些人当中的一份子。 They, can always to him marvelous warm feelings- was right, before soon, him also has no distinction with their situations probably. 他们,总是能够给他一种奇妙的亲切感-对了,就在不久之前,他好像和他们的处境也没有什么分别。 He smiles suddenly, insignificant, perhaps is only an instinct...... he does not know suddenly oneself are lucky, is unfortunately. 他忽然笑了笑,无意义的,或许只是一种本能……他忽然又不知道自己到底算是幸运的,还是不幸的。 But this singing sound the acoustic fidelity is not good, but listens to listen, Cheng Yiran actually hears...... this that oneself were familiar, this is the Hong Guan sound. 但这歌声虽然音质不好,可是听着听着,程亦然却听到了自己所熟悉的……这,这是洪冠的声音。 He here...... here neighbor! 他在这里……就在这里附近！ ...... …… „Uncle, person who Excuse me, there sets up a stall, often/common to come?” “大叔,请问一下,那里摆摊的人,常来吗？” „? You said young fellow who that ball guitar sang? Right, recently often/common to come, this month.” “啊？你说那个弹吉他唱歌的小伙啊？对,最近常来,这一个月吧。” The square edge pushed the bicycle to sell the uncle of small candy figure to reply with a smile: „This young fellow sang very of pleasant to hear...... do you want to buy a candy figure? Goes back to give the child to play.” 广场边缘推着自行车卖着小糖人的大伯笑着回答说:“这小伙唱歌挺好听的……你要买个糖人吗？回去给小孩玩的嘛。” Cheng Yiran is startled, selected a candy figure from uncle's vehicle casually, gave money then not saying that anything got out of the way. 程亦然一怔,从大伯的车子上随便挑了个糖人,给了钱便没说什么走开。 His vision has not left of not far away small stall that is selling the charger and cell phone accessory...... in stall in ball Hong Guan that sang. 他的目光始终没有离开不远处的那个卖着充电器和手机饰品的小摊位……摊位上正在边弹边唱歌的洪冠。 Was not he bumped into me, but was I bumped into him. 不是他碰到了我,而是我碰到了他。 Such long time, the technology has not progressed...... the art or technique of singing is also. 这么长的时间了,技术还是没有进步啊……唱功也是。 Also no one asked about, was the monetary reward miserable...... almost does not have? 也没有人问津,赏钱更加是少得可怜……几乎没有吧？ Who are you singing to listen? Who is listening to you to sing? Weren't you...... have given up? 你在唱歌谁听？谁在听你在唱？你不是……已经放弃了吗？ But. 可是啊。 But...... why can you also like this happy? 可是……为什么你还能这样的开心？ What sang was «Blue Lotus flower». 唱的是《蓝莲花》。 Did you really...... not worry? 你真的……了无牵挂吗？ Unknowingly, Cheng Yiran has arrived at the Hong Guan front, Hong Guan also saw Cheng Yiran naturally, his is sweeping the finger of string slowly, slowly slow, finally stopped 1/2 to pat in some. 不知不觉,程亦然已走到了洪冠的面前,洪冠也自然而然地看到了程亦然,他的正在扫弦的手指慢慢,慢慢地慢了下来,最终停在了某个二分之一拍上。 „Also however, how you......” Hong Guan raise the head startled. “亦然,你怎么……”洪冠愕然地抬起头来。 „Can chat?” Cheng Yiran implored the tone. “能聊一下吗？”程亦然吁了口气。 ...... …… „Had you...... eaten meal?” “你……吃过饭了没有？” Not in what high-level or convenient, or is the peaceful place, but behind on the Hong Guan this stall square small long stool is sitting, Hong Guan somewhat asked that does not export the words, actually braced oneself to ask the words. 不在什么高级的或者方便的,或者是安静的地方,而是就着洪冠这摊位后面的广场小长凳子上坐着,洪冠似有些问不出口话,却又硬着头皮问出了话来。 A Cheng Yiran vision flower, what flower is the present person...... this and he north has floated together, together in the Sanlitun of Capital City, the person who in the Houhai bar street sings for a living together. 程亦然目光一花,花的是眼前的这个人……这个和他一同北漂过,一同在京城的三里屯,后海酒吧街头上一同卖唱的人。 He lowers the head to pinch in the hand the stick of that small candy figure, is rotating slowly, the forced smile said: „We, already such strange.” 他低头捏着手上那小糖人的棍子,缓缓地转动着,苦笑道:“我们,原来已经这样陌生了啊。” Hong Guan scratches the head, then begins supinely, does not know how to meet this saying. 洪冠挠挠头,然后仰起头,不知如何接这话。 „Is Li Zifeng.” Cheng Yiran raised this name suddenly. “是李子峰。”程亦然忽然提起了这个名字。 Hong Guan stares, raised this name: „Li Zifeng?” 洪冠一愣,也提起了这个名字:“李子峰？” Cheng Yiran is pursing the lips, looks that Hong Guan said in a soft voice: „He deceived me, deceived you, that agreement that you sign, is not my meaning. Me has also read a contract, is not your meaning. But......” 程亦然抿着嘴,看着洪冠轻声道:“他骗了我,也骗了你,你签的那份协议,不是我的意思。我这边也看过一份合同,也不是你的意思。可是……” Cheng Yiran then stopped at this point, self-ridicules smiles, „, but I believed at that time...... sorry.” 程亦然说到这里便停了下来,自嘲一笑,“可是我当时信了……对不起。” Hong Guan silent a while, then patted the shoulder of Cheng Yiran, suddenly is saying with a smile: „Child Yao should in half a month to live, how she has talked incessantly you not to come to see her, said that gets rich did not recognize people. Has the time to see?” 洪冠沉默了一会儿,然后拍了拍程亦然的肩膀,忽然笑着道:“子瑶应该这半个月就要生了,她一直唠叨着怎么你都不来看看她,说是不是发财了就不认人了。有时间来见一见吧？” „Sorry.” But Cheng Yiran has actually transferred the face, the sound is somewhat hoarse, „I obviously, so long as obviously calls a telephone you, obviously is such a simple petty action, is I......” “对不起。”但程亦然却转过了脸去,声音有些沙哑,“我明明,明明只要给你打一个电话,明明就是这样简单的一个小动作,可是我……” His took a deep breath, pulled out a nose, „, but I, I am thinking that...... I should not be such person?” 他深呼吸了一口气,抽了一下鼻子,“可是我啊,我在想……我该不会就是这样的人？” Hong Guan thinks the little while said: „Formerly Xiaomeng also, you will violate frequently stupid, now crosses for several years, will violate stupid...... actually has not changed, stupid donkey, my being accustomed to.” 洪冠想了会儿道:“从前小梦还在的时候,你就经常会犯蠢,现在都过好几年了,还是会犯蠢……其实也没有变,蠢驴子嘛,我习惯了。” Cheng Yiran turns head, choked was saying: „Goes to your Sir.” 程亦然回过头来,微噎着说:“去你大爷。” Hong Guan said: „I can also call a telephone you obviously, obviously is only a petty action, but I same do this, you said that I am am also such person?” 洪冠却道:“我明明也可以给你打一个电话,也明明只是一个小动作,但我一样这样做,你说我是不是也是这样的人？” Cheng Yiran stares. 程亦然一愣。 Two people smile. 两人相视一笑。 Cheng Yiran sighed deeply said angrily: „Man.” 程亦然长叹了口气道:“男人啊。” Hong Guan nods, is helpless said: „Man.” 洪冠点了点头,也是无奈道:“男人啊。” Sat a meeting. 坐了一会。 Cheng Yiran said: „Did child's name think?” 程亦然道:“孩子的名字想好了没？” Hong Guan shakes the head. The weather is somewhat cold, he rubbed rubbing hands, „is your hand, unimportant?” 洪冠摇了摇头。天气有些冷,他搓了搓手,“你的手,不要紧吧？” Cheng Yiran looks at own finger, shakes the head, „finger bone fracture, where has such quickly good.” 程亦然看着自己的手指,摇了摇头,“手指骨折,哪有这么快好。” Hong Guan regrets saying: „It seems like on Sunday you did not have the means to enter the stage, a little pitifully. However, your should company not blame you?” 洪冠惋惜道:“看来周日你是没有办法出场了,有点可惜了。不过,你公司应该不会怪你吧？” „Temporarily, later......” Cheng Yiran will not shake the head saying: „Later, was difficult to say.” “暂时不会,以后……”程亦然摇摇头道:“以后,难说。” „Is matter that because has a collision, isn't good to your reputation influence?” The Hong Guan exploratory nature asked. “是因为撞车的事情,对你的名声影响不好吗？”洪冠试探性问道。 „Does not close the matter of collision.” Cheng Yiran shakes the head, „had many things...... more complex, compared with us formerly was only the squatting street time, was more complex.” “不关撞车的事情。”程亦然摇摇头,“只是有很多很多的事情……复杂多了,比我们从前只是蹲街边的时候,复杂多了。” „This...... these big company things, I really have not understood.” Hong Guan nods, no longer asked, he believes at this time Cheng Yiran should be able to deal with the issue. “这样啊……这些大公司的事情,我还真是不懂。”洪冠点了点头,不再多问,他相信这时候的程亦然应该可以自己处理好问题。 Cheng Yiran at this time stood up the body, made an effort the body one to stretch. 程亦然这时候站起了身来,用力地身了一把懒腰。 Hong Guan raise one's head asked: „Do you want to go back?” 洪冠抬头问道:“你要回去了吗？” „Time, I was not slide early, must go back.” Cheng Yiran nods. “时间不早了,我是溜出来的,要回去的了。”程亦然点了点头。 „You carefully.” Hong Guan smiled saying with a smile. “那你小心点啊。”洪冠笑了笑道。 Cheng Yiran also turns around to leave, walks several steps, he stopped suddenly, but has not turned head: „Right, can not want sells the charge treasure while sings for a living, like this appears not major to be good?” 程亦然也就转身离开,才走几步,他忽然停了下来,但没有回头:“对了,能不能不要一边卖充电宝一边卖唱,这样显得一点也不专业好吧？” Hong Guan smiles, said to the Cheng Yiran back: „I must make the powdered milk money good?” 洪冠笑了笑,冲着程亦然的背影道:“我要赚奶粉钱的好吧？” Cheng Yiran has not spoken, but lifted raising hand, that is the rock and roll hand signal...... he suddenly has the classification idea. 程亦然没有说话,只是举了举手,那是摇滚的手势……他忽然有种别的想法。 ...... …… ...... …… Returns to the villa time, Cheng Yiran sees Zhong Luochen to make the dinner to oneself, very simple red wine beef steak. 回到别墅的时候,程亦然看见钟落尘正在自己给自己做着晚餐,很简单的红酒牛排。 „Does a person eat?” Cheng Yiran first opens the mouth to say. “一个人吃吗？”程亦然首先开口道。 „Has your one, but before must look at you to come back, has to eat.” Zhong Luochen does not turn head, is frying the beef steak with the clip wholly absorbed. “有你的一份,不过要看你回来之前有没有吃过。”钟落尘也不回头,专心致志地用夹子煎着牛排。 „Is impolite, I am not hungry.” Cheng Yiran shakes the head, said suddenly: „Right, discussed a matter with you.” “不客气,我不饿。”程亦然摇了摇头,却忽然道:“对了,和你商量一件事情。” „Said.” Zhong Luochen turned the beef steak, the palm was vibrating gently the flat-bottomed pan. “说吧。”钟落尘把牛排翻了一面,手掌轻轻地抖动着平底锅。 „Sunday night, making Hong Guan replace me to go on stage.” “周日晚上,让洪冠代替我上场吧。” „Hong Guan?” The movement on Zhong Luochen slow, was quick to move again, „why......, you thought that had a deficit he, therefore planned to compensate?” “洪冠？”钟落尘手上的动作慢了一下,然后很快就再次动了起来,“为什么……难道,你是觉得亏欠了他,所以打算补偿？” „Little.” Cheng Yiran not salty not pale say/way: „Moreover, he goes on stage, uses the guitar to him this.” “一点点吧。”程亦然不咸不淡道:“另外,他上场的时候,把这把吉他给他用吧。” Zhong Luochen is then astonished however turns the head, „do you give up?” 钟落尘这才讶然地转过头来,“你舍得？” Cheng Yiran said indifferently: „You did not say, Hong Guan can also use? However did not determine he uses, range big. I also want to know this point......, since my temporary hand injured, that made to experiment well. So long as did not disclose that knows the matter of guitar to Hong Guan......, moreover is always I in the ball, others were affected, therefore I want to take a look, if others shoot the time, I how...... you will have what issue?” 程亦然淡然道:“你不是说,洪冠也能用吗？但是并不确定他用的时候,范围有多大。我也想要知道这一点……既然我暂时手伤动不了,那就来做个试验好了。只要不透露给洪冠知道吉他的事情……而且一直以来都是我在弹,别人受了影响,所以我想看看,如果是别人弹的时候,我会怎样……你有什么问题吗？” „No.” Zhong Luochen shakes the head, „does not have. This idea is also good, we unearth the secret of guitar, the total ratio arrives in front of that boss to profit to be better to him.” “没。”钟落尘摇了摇头,“没有。这个想法也不错,我们自己去挖掘吉他的秘密,总比到那位老板面前给他占便宜要好点。” Cheng Yiran shrugs, in the Zhong Luochen front goes upstairs on...... he to need before this man to maintain with ease as usual relaxed tranquil, can hide in the past opposite party that keen sense of touch. 程亦然耸了耸肩,就在钟落尘的面前轻松如常地上了楼上……他需要在这个男人面前保持着轻松平静,才能够躲过去对方那种敏锐的触觉。 What my in the heart song is...... Hong Guan, can you tell me? 我心中的曲子是什么……洪冠,你能够告诉我吗？ But I...... also only then this matter, can do for you. 而我……也只有这件事情,是能够为你做的了。 I know, you have never given up, has not left. 我知道,你从未放弃过,未曾离开过。 ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥ ps1: Thank ‚b.r- love’ the friend yesterday's leader and rudder of enjoyed principal. ps1:感谢‘b.r--love’朋友昨天的掌门和舵主打赏。 ps2: The feeling does not have ps2 to look not comfortably......, therefore, next chapter, before Twelve,( far eye) ps2:感觉没有ps2看着不舒服……所以,下一章,十二点前咯(远目)