TTC :: Volume #5

#78: Letting off


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Drives to come, Tao Xiaman has not started talking, this is Zhou Zihao has seen, not in condition her. 一路驾车而来,陶夏漫并没有开口说话,这是周子豪所见过的,最不在状态的她。 The men knew this time, any language could not compare to accompany silently. 男人知道这个时候,任何的语言都比不上默默地陪伴。 Finally, the vehicle drove into Jihua Road, finally arrived at Tang Louqian of five story-high, stopped. 终于,车子驶入了季华路,最后来到了一栋五层高的唐楼前,停了下来。 Before she passed by here...... soon, but she cannot come up. Zhou Zihao opened the vehicle door for her, but she actually sat on the chair, is gaining ground, did not have. 她路过这里……不久之前,可是她没能上去。周子豪为她打开了车门,而她却坐在了椅子上,抬着头,迟迟没有下来。 Suddenly, Zhou Zihao put out a hand to hug from the vehicle her, smiled saying with a smile: It seems like has persisted in exercising real right, five buildings I can come up.” 忽然之间,周子豪伸手把她从车上抱了下来,笑了笑道:“看来一直坚持锻炼真没错,五楼我还是能上去的。” Puts and puts me to get down.” Tao Xiaman does not know whether to laugh or cry saying: This is embarrassed.” “放、放我下来。”陶夏漫哭笑不得道:“这样多不好意思。” This man can always think that the method was been peaceful by oneself. 这个男人总能够想到方法让自己安静下来。 Tao Xiaman said in a soft voice: You hold me to come up.” 陶夏漫轻声道:“你扶我上去吧。” Then, the previous revisit cannot walk alone the staircase, two people are then walking now. First-order staircase, although the foot injures moving about with difficulty now, actually also felt that walked to be much more relaxed compared with the past. 就这样,上次独个儿故地重游没能走着的楼梯,如今便两个人走着。一阶一阶的楼梯,尽管如今脚伤了行动不便,却也感觉比起从前走来还要轻松得多。 When sees that leaf of familiar closing a switch, Tao Xiaman discovered, originally really grew up. 当看到那扇熟悉的拉闸的时候,陶夏漫发现,原来自己真的长大了。 Master Zhou, Master Zhou? Master Zhou, you in? Am I Zhou Zihao, Master Zhou?” Zhou Zihao is flapping sluice gate continuously, but has not been responded, cannot help but frowns said: Can go out?” “周师傅,周师傅?周师傅,你在吗?我是周子豪,周师傅?”周子豪连续地拍动着闸门,可迟迟没有得到回应,不由得皱着眉头道:“会不会是出去了?” Child bold, you trace uppermost closing a switch, there should have the key.” Tao Xiaman extends make a move to come, to point at close to the left position: Should be nearby this.” “子豪,你摸摸拉闸最上面,那里应该有钥匙。”陶夏漫出手来,指着靠近左边的位置:“应该是这附近。” Good, I look to look.” Zhou Zihao nods, does not use the pad foot, puts out a hand then to bump into. He touched several, smiled saying with a smile: Also really has!” “好,我找找看。”周子豪点了点头,不用垫脚,伸手便已经能够碰到。他摸了几下,笑了笑道:“还真的有!” In childhood I always cannot feel here.” Tao Xiaman said one suddenly in a soft voice. “小时候我总是摸不着这里。”陶夏漫忽然轻声说了一句。 Zhou Zihao opens the door with ease, then held Tao Xiaman to enter in the room...... still not to hear in the room to have what sound. 周子豪轻松地开了门,便扶着陶夏漫走进了屋内……依然没有听到屋内有什么动静。 Zhou Zihao previous passing through the gate time, has looked at this living room well. He naturally cannot look as for the room offensively, „, it seems like it was really no one here. summer Man, doesn't your uncle have the family member? summer Man?” 周子豪上次进门的时候,已经好好地看过了一下这客厅。至于房间他自然不会唐突地去看,“嗯,看来是真没有人在这里了。夏漫,你的这个叔叔没有家人吗?夏漫?” Actually sees Tao Xiaman to hold the wall, walked the past...... to stand toward that work table in the front of this work table, Tao Xiaman is not then able to move out of the way own footsteps. 却见陶夏漫扶着墙壁,朝着那工作台走着过去……站在这工作台的面前,陶夏漫便无法挪开自己的脚步。 She extends make a move, gently placing here one set of phoenix coat skirt carrying, the hand felt its instance, then absent-minded. 她伸出手,轻轻地把放在这里的一套凤褂裙给拎了起来,手摸着它的瞬间,便失神了。 Has completed!” Zhou Zihao walked, Master Zhou called me no wonder yesterday, it seems like it is the plan makes you try on.” “原来已经做好了呀!”周子豪走了过来,“怪不得周师傅昨天给我打了电话,看来是打算让你试装的。” „Did he...... he call you?” Tao Xiaman then asked. “他……他给你打电话了吗?”陶夏漫回头问。 Zhou Zihao nods saying: Un, I understand that now that little while he why so anxious. However I return to dials that number the time again, could not have found the person, is the blank.” 周子豪点点头道:“嗯,我现在明白为什么那会儿他那么紧张了。不过我再回拨那个号码的时候,已经找不到人了,是空号。” Zhou Zihao also looked to place coat on the work table, the subconsciousness said: It seems like Master Zhou goes out somewhat to clash busily, haven't this clothes tidied up to go out?” 周子豪也看了看放在工作台上的褂,下意识道:“看来周师傅出去有些冲忙,这衣服也没有收拾好就出去了吗?” Perhaps......” Tao Xiaman opened the opens the mouth. “或许……”陶夏漫张了张口。 Perhaps what?” “或许什么?” Tao Xiaman shakes the head, it's nothing...... I think, I want to wait to look here.” 陶夏漫摇了摇头,“没什么……我想,我想在这里等等看。” Good.” Zhou Zihao nods, I hold you to sit to that side.” “好。”周子豪点了点头,“我扶你到那边坐坐吧。” Does not need......” Tao Xiaman to say in a soft voice: I want to take a look here well.” “不用……”陶夏漫轻声道:“我想好好地看看这里。” Her vision rotated the position of corner, the access road/simply said: You hold me to have a look to that side.” 她的目光转动到了墙角的位置,便道:“你扶着我到那边看看。” Looks at the scratch in corner, Zhou Zihao squatted down the body, he knows the functions of these scratches, therefore then raised the head to ask: „Is this to the height that who measures? Your hall sisters or cousin younger male cousin and so on?” 看着墙角上的刻痕,周子豪蹲下了身来,他知道这些刻痕的作用,于是便抬起头来问道:“这是给谁量的身高啊?你的堂姐妹还是堂哥堂弟之类的吗?” Is my.” “是我的。” Tao Xiaman extended make a move to come, to put out a hand to feel that together just simultaneous/uniform passed/lived the scratch of her height. Her finger is very light before this scratch has slid very much lightly slowly, probably feels old person face. 陶夏漫出手来,伸手摸着那一道刚好齐过了她身高的一道刻痕。她的手指在这道刻痕之前很轻很轻地缓缓滑过,像是摸着一张老人的脸似。 Same altitude. 一样的高度。 Brand-new. 崭新。 Is my.” “是我的。” subconsciously, she approached the corner, the body was pasting completely. Zhou Zihao saw oneself fiancee eyes to be somewhat moist, hearing her saying: Is my. 下意识地,她靠近到了墙角,身体完全地贴着上去。周子豪看见了自己未婚妻眼睛有些湿润,听见她说:是我的。 Should be previous time Master Zhou gives you to measure the height the time, comes back to carve?” “应该是上次周师傅给你量身高的时候,回来刻上去的?” Zhou Zihao thought the little while, then smiled saying with a smile: It seems like your uncle, is good to you. However is quite strange, properly speaking we should not meet, but he seems to know that very early in the morning I am same. But, I according to the online message, found this master craftsman?” 周子豪想了会儿,便笑了笑道:“看来你这位叔叔,对你还是挺好。不过好奇怪,按理说我们应该是没有见过面的,但他好像一早就认识我一样。可是,我是按照网上的留言,才找到这位老师傅的啊?” I also......” Tao Xiaman shake the head saying: Some of my a lot do not think clearly.” “我也……”陶夏漫摇摇头道:“我也有很多事情想不明白。” Un......” Zhou Zihao said in a soft voice: Thinks that does not understand do not think. Perhaps waits for Master Zhou to come back, can ascertain. Right, this restroom in that? Can I borrow?” “嗯……”周子豪轻声道:“想不明白就不要想了。或许等周师傅回来,就能问个清楚了。对了,这厕所在那?我能借用一下吗?” Tao Xiaman referred to a position directly...... her too familiar this place, even if not need to turn on a light in the evening, can find the road. 陶夏漫直接指了一个位置……她太熟悉这个地方了,哪怕晚上不用亮灯,都能够找到路。 Before she started to hold the wall to arrive at the work table, sat. 她又开始扶着墙壁走到了工作台前,坐了下来。 Front one set of bridal clothes spread, reorganizes its water...... to completing this step from the start quantity body slowly, she knows the time of using up are not much, but is also representing, in such a short time, must speak the long working procedure compression to this situation, the back needs to pay many painstaking care. 把面前的一套嫁衣缓缓地张开,整理着它的菱角……从开始量身到完成到这个步骤,她知道用掉的时间并不多,但同时也代表着,在这短短的时间内,要讲漫长的工序压缩到这种地步,背后需要付出多少的心血。 Needle of a emission on box, but also puts on the different lines. 一排放在盒子上的针头,还穿着不同的线。 In nearby trash can, many rubbed bunch of napkin, brings gloomy vermilion red, that was the blood...... broke many time hand fingers. 旁边的垃圾桶上,有多少揉成了一团团的纸巾,带着点点暗淡的朱红色,那是血……到底扎破了多少次的手指头。 You...... you anyone.” Tao Xiaman makes an effort to breathe. “你……你到底谁。”陶夏漫用力地呼吸着。 She had a feeling...... the feeling once to sit here, perhaps across that old person of lines, will not return to here. 她有种感觉……感觉曾经坐在这里,穿过一根根线的那个老人,或许再也不会回到这里。 She seemed like the foot to kick anything, subconsciously then looked down. That was lays aside under work table, one by one pack pack gift box. 她似乎脚踢到了什么东西,下意识地便低头看去。那是放置在了工作台下面,一个个叠好了的打包食盒。 Many, overlapped, is many weight/quantity...... as if has been really eating this thing. 不少,重重叠叠,真的是不少的分量……似乎一直都是吃着这个东西。 I actually help the person buy. Recently knew a friend, he frequently to work forgot ate the thing, I feared that his body cannot boil. 我其实是帮人买的。最近认识了一个朋友,他经常为了工作就忘记了吃东西,我怕他身体熬不住。 She bends the waist, puts out a hand to pick up these gift boxes at the same time, some words started to resound...... that in the ear to bump into, small interlude. 她弯下了腰,伸手捡起这些食盒的同时,一些话开始在耳边响起……那曾经碰到过的,小插曲的一幕幕。 No matter the food sprinkled on top of noodles surface is finally delicious, my friend association/will finished eating. 不管浇头面最后好吃不好吃,我朋友总会吃完的。 ...... …… summer Man, is your belly hungry? Or do we first eat a thing to come back again?” Zhou Zihao wipes, while is walking from the washroom. “夏漫,你肚子饿吗?要不咱们先去吃点东西再回来等?”周子豪一边抹着手,一边从洗手间走着出来。 But he looked at the entire living room, even then opened the doors of other rooms time, actually disappearing person's shadow. 可是他看完了整个客厅,甚至接着一间间地打开了其它房间的门的时候,却不见了人影。 Zhou Zihao one carried the telephone fiercely, dialed the Tao Xiaman cell phone time, actually heard the ting to resound...... her bag on nearby sofa together with the fragmentary thing, here. 周子豪猛地一下拎起了电话,拨通陶夏漫手机的时候,却听见铃声就在旁边的沙发上响起……她的袋子连同零碎的东西,都还在这里。 The people actually disappear! 人却不见了! ...... …… ...... …… Felt that narrow entrance, Tao Xiaman walks in this noodle restaurant with a limp. 摸着那狭窄的入口,陶夏漫一拐一拐地走进来了这家面馆之中。 Gray the noodle shop boss this little while of hair was operating an abacus to do accounts, this is not the time of food city, in the small inn does not have guest. 花白了头发的面店老板这会儿正在打着算盘算账,这已经不是饭市的时间了,小馆子里面没有一个客人 Sees some people to come, boss of noodle restaurant gawked, yeah, the miss, here has not opened, must be late, the surface has not become reconciled.” 看见有人进来,面馆的老板愣了一下,“哎,姑娘,我们这里还没开市,要晚点,面还没有和好。” But sees this miss lamely one one lame, boss or the good intention of noodle restaurant stood, walks to hold, miss, are you all right?” 但见这个姑娘一瘸一瘸的,面馆的老板还是好心地站了起来,走过来扶着,“姑娘,你没事吧?” „......” Tao Xiaman has not shaken the head, suddenly said: boss, can I ask your matter?” “没有……”陶夏漫摇了摇头,忽然道:“老板,我能问你个事情吗?” „, You said.” “啊,你说。” Tao Xiaman hesitant a meeting, clenches teeth to ask: Sir, recently will frequently come to your here to pack that youngster of two surface, do you have the impression?” 陶夏漫犹豫了一会,才咬咬牙问道:“大爷,最近经常都会来你这里打包两份面的那个年轻人,你还有印象吗?” „......” Noodle restaurant boss was startled being startled, „, sliced noodles and of food sprinkled on top of noodles surface?” “呃……”面馆老板怔了怔,“哦,刀削面和浇头面的那个?” Right!” Tao Xiaman said hastily: „Do you see him today?” “对对对!”陶夏漫连忙道:“你今天看见他了吗?” Today...... today does not have.” Noodle restaurant boss along with tastes: I am also wondering, how not to have seen the person today.” “今天……今天没有。”面馆老板随口道:“我还纳闷着呢,怎么今天就没有见到人了。” When did he come in the past?” “他往常都是什么时候来的?” Un, generally will be two meal sooner or later.” Noodle restaurant boss is thinking the say/way: Right, sooner or later two will come. However today lunch time has not come, does not know that the dinner cannot come. What's wrong, the miss, do you want to look for this youngster?” “嗯,一般都是早晚两餐吧。”面馆老板想着道:“对,早晚两顿都会来的。不过今天午饭的时候没来,不知道晚饭来不来。怎么,姑娘,你要找这个年轻人吗?” Sir, can I sit here?” “大爷,我能在这里坐一坐吗?” „, Ok, you sit you to sit.” boss of noodle restaurant holds sitting down Tao Xiaman, miss, I pour water to you.” “啊,可以啊,你坐你坐。”面馆的老板陶夏漫扶着坐下,“姑娘,我给你倒杯水吧。” no, thanks.” Tao Xiaman shakes the head, suddenly also asked: Sir...... that youngster that buys the surface, has said what strange words?” 不用了。”陶夏漫摇摇头,忽然又问道:“大爷……那个买面的年轻人,有说过什么奇怪的话吗?” No?” “没有吧?” boss of noodle restaurant shakes the head saying: I remember that this small young rarely spoke, was very peaceful. The surface was good, pays money walks, never spoke......, if the it's nothing matter, you sit, how long wants to sit how long, I must do accounts.” 面馆的老板摇摇头道:“我记得这小年轻就很少说话,很安静。面好了,付了钱就走,从来不说什么话……呃,要是没什么事情的话,你就坐坐,想坐多久就多久,我还要算算账。” All right, you are busy.” “没事,您忙。” Tao Xiaman then sits alone. She remembers herself this to walk somewhat bewilderedly, like this was reckless went to this place, even even/including with oneself fiance said that did not remember. 陶夏漫便独自坐着。她才想起自己这一走走得有些莫名其妙,就这样不顾一切似地来到了这个地方,甚至连跟自己的未婚夫说一声也没有想起。 But when she plans to telephone, discovered oneself have not taken the cell phone unexpectedly. Tao Xiaman is smiling bitterly, is asking itself: Tao Xiaman, you how. 可是当她打算打个电话的时候,才发现自己居然连手机也没有带上。陶夏漫不禁苦笑着,问着自己:陶夏漫,你到底怎么了。 She shakes the head, is thinking should go back. May just stand up, actually the soccer rolled from the noodle shop suddenly, immediately, a child also followed to run. 她摇摇头,想着自己应该回去的。可刚刚站起身来的时候,却有一个足球忽然间从面店外边滚了进来,随即,一个小孩也跟着跑了进来。 Then also the woman, the slightly fat woman, only hears this slightly fat woman a little pissed saying: Said many times, being called you do not play soccer on the road, you were not obedient! Was then good, jumped others shops!” 接下来还有一个女人,微胖的女人,只听得这个微胖的女人有点生气道:“说了多少次,叫你不要在路上踢球,你就是不听话!这下好了,都跳人家的店了!” Mom! I do not have! Is it rolls! I have not kicked it!” The children are mumbling complaining of injustice. “妈妈!我没有!是它自己滚进来的!我都没有踢它!”小孩嘟囔着叫屈。 You added how the ball can run! Slightly started to lie is!” The slightly fat woman stared in a big way the eye at this time, must hit shortly toward own son. “你还说,球怎么会自己跑进来!这么小就开始说谎了是不是!”微胖的女人此时瞪大了眼睛,眼看着就要朝着自己的儿子打来。 But this child clever essence, seeing anyone then to hide in the back of person directly...... no matter also this big sister's foot is gripping likely steamed rice dumpling. 可这孩子贼精,看见了什么人便直接躲到了人的背后……也不管这个大姐姐的脚扎着像个粽子似的。 Chen Cheng! You are this not obedient is right! You give me to come! Do not harass others!” The slightly fat woman is forking the waist, actually looks own son harassed others, immediately the apology of whole face, sorry, sorry, my son has been mischievous, he is not intentionally. Are you all right...... summer Man? Feng Xiaman? You are Feng Xiaman, is right! I am satisfactory! river Xiaomei!” “陈诚!你是这样不听话对不对!你给我过来!别骚扰人家!”微胖的女人叉着腰,却看着自己儿子骚扰了人家,马上就又满脸的歉意,“对不起,对不起,我这儿子一直顽皮得很,他不是故意的。你没事吧……夏漫?冯夏漫?你是冯夏漫,对不对!我是美美啊!江小美!” ...... …… Two women, a child who is drinking the wave child soft drink, chatted in this small noodle restaurant like this. 两个女人,还有一个喝着波子汽水的孩子,就这样地在这家小面馆之中聊了起来。 Originally you went abroad, no wonder......” is called the satisfactory slightly fat woman to sigh: didn't expect this more than ten years, but can also see you.” “原来你出国了,怪不得……”叫做美美的微胖女人感叹道:“没想到这就十几年了,还能见到你。” Tao Xiaman also quite sighed, she has met satisfactory one time...... the previous revisit former home grounds time, but she saw her at that time, although recognized, has not actually gone forward to recognize each other. 陶夏漫也颇为感叹,她已经碰见过美美一次了……上次重游故地的时候,只是那时候她看见了她,虽然认出来了,却没有上前相认。 Tao Xiaman looks that hid in mother skirt following child, supple sound said: Un, more than ten years, your son were so big.” 陶夏漫看着那个躲在了母亲裙子后面的孩子,柔声道:“嗯,都十几年了,你儿子都这么大了。” Said satisfactory suddenly: Knows that whose child this is I with?” 美美忽然道:“知道这是我和谁的孩子吗?” Whose?” “谁的?” flatter wood! Chen Zimu!” “阿木!陈子木!” That mischievous king!” Tao Xiaman surprised said/tunnel: You two married unexpectedly! My God, I really cannot think!” “那个调皮大王!”陶夏漫惊讶地道:“你们两个居然结婚了!我的天,我真想不到!” I cannot think.” Shakes the head satisfactory, is a strange appearance, but is very with a smile sweet, she feels said generally: „Is this so-called human affairs is probably variable? Looked like you one day to transfer schools, we have not thought.” “我也想不到。”美美摇了摇头,也是一种古怪的模样,但笑着却很甜,她感概道:“这大概就是所谓的世事无常吧?就像是你忽然间有一天就转学了,我们也是没有想到过的。” it's nothing.” Tao Xiaman shakes the head. 没什么。”陶夏漫摇了摇头。 Satisfactory also stopped the friend who the topic...... she and present woman was once better initially very much suddenly, but more than ten years had not met, now actually appear like this unfamiliar. 美美也突然停下了话题……她和眼前的这个女人当初曾经是很要好的朋友,只是十多年没见面了,如今却显得这样的生疏。 Perhaps this unfamiliar is not because of these several years separation, but is more than ten years ago has existed...... exists in initially some prejudices of guardians. 或许这份生疏并不是因为这十几年的分隔,而是十几年前就已经存在……存在于当初家长们的一些偏见。 Right, how this time to see suddenly?” “对了,这次怎么突然见回来了?” I must get married, my fiance's native place is here person, therefore comes back to suspend a celebration drink.” Tao Xiaman said in a soft voice. “我要结婚了,我未婚夫的老家是这边的人,所以回来摆个喜酒。”陶夏漫轻声道。 Congratulated you!” Satisfactory subconsciously grasped the palm of Tao Xiaman, but the quick feeling somewhat is improper, then retracted awkwardly the hand. “恭喜你了!”美美下意识地抓紧了陶夏漫的手掌,但却很快感觉有些不妥,便尴尬地缩回了手来。 Tao Xiaman actually grasped backhandedly, that day , will you come?” 陶夏漫却反手抓了过来,“那天,你会来吗?” Naturally! I will certainly come!” Said satisfactory in a soft voice, she lowers the head suddenly: summer Man, sorry. At that time I......” “当然!我一定会来的!”美美轻声说道,她忽然低着头:“夏漫,对不起。那时候我……” Past matter on the past.” Tao Xiaman shakes the head. “过去的事情就过去了吧。”陶夏漫摇了摇头。 Actually smiled bitterly satisfactory, she puts out a hand to feel son's head, „, but I actually know, oneself to your injury. Not is only I, the schoolmates on class were...... at that time, we should not such to your., The person was really bigger, understood that the matter are more, is clearer own weakness. Especially......” 美美却苦笑了一声,她伸手摸着自己儿子的头,“但我却知道,自己对你的伤害。不仅仅是我,班上的同学都是……那时候,我们都不应该那样对你的。真的,人越大了,懂得事情就越多,就越明白自己的幼稚。尤其……” Said satisfactory in a soft voice: „After especially had this young mischievous child, I am clearer this point. Child's heart is very frail, they can hear many words, can remember to go far beyond the words that our Sirs imagine. Some things, their possibly one, was for a lifetime.” 美美轻声道:“尤其有了这个小淘气鬼之后,我就更加明白到这一点。孩子的心很脆弱,他们能够听见很多的话,也能够记下来远远超过我们大人想象的话。有些事情,他们可能一记,就是一辈子了。” The Tao Xiaman forced smile said: Did not say, past made it pass. Like the present, is good. I have not even thought that we have the opportunity that sits to chat.” 陶夏漫苦笑道:“不是说了吗,过去的就让它过去吧。像现在这样,就已经挺好了。我甚至没有想过,我们还有坐下来聊天的机会。” Yes, possibly was the fate.” The satisfactory feeling said generally: Like here, gets married long time ago, was the housewife of full-time, daily this point picks up the child to be on vacation from school, then goes to the food market to do grocery shopping, lives here, will pass through here every day, how may want to obtain, can here meet again | goodbye to you.” “是啊,可能就是缘分了吧。”美美感概道:“像我这里,早早就嫁了人,做了全职的主妇,天天这个点去接孩子放学,然后去菜市场买菜,住在这里,甚至每天都会经过这里,可怎么想得到,能在这里再见到你。” Tao Xiaman laughs at...... it to vanish all of a sudden a thing. 陶夏漫只是笑了笑……它一下子就冰释了点东西。 „, I thought that the former words, Uncle Feng can lead you to come to here frequently to eat the thing.” Satisfactory raise one's head looks at all around of this noodle restaurant, really fondly remembers, I also had well not to come to here to eat the thing...... to sorry, I talked too much.” “哦,我想起来了,从前的话,冯伯伯经常都会带你来这里吃东西的。”美美抬头看着这面馆的四周,“真怀念啊,我也有好就没有来过这里吃东西了……对不起,我多嘴了。” Tao Xiaman shakes the head, has not said anything. 陶夏漫摇了摇头,没说什么。 Satisfactory hesitant, right, summer Man. You...... do you have to see your father?” 美美犹豫了一下,“对了,夏漫。你……你有没有去见过你爸?” Very long has not seen.” Tao Xiaman said spookily: „Since he has an accident, has not seen again.” “很久没见了。”陶夏漫幽幽道:“自从他出事之后,就再也没有见过了。” „Do you...... you hate him?” “你……你恨他吗?” Hates.” The Tao Xiaman look is complex: How long actually has not hated. Day child long/grows...... will be afraid.” “恨吧。”陶夏漫神色复杂:“其实也没恨多久。只是日子长了……会害怕。” You...... you did not plan that sees him?” Held the palm of Tao Xiaman satisfactory gently, I know that my it's nothing qualifications said your family affairs. However to be honest, I am also the parents, therefore clear parents' mood. This boy, day-by-day will annoy my pissed, sometimes I wish one could to throw to go out him really not to manage. But, these pissed an evening. If I a day cannot see him, always felt short of anything to resemble. I think, Uncle Feng is also the same. No matter the previous generation made the mistake anything, obtains the proper penalty. Your mother passed away early, he alone leads you to grow up, has not let you by what grievance. No matter he outside is what status, is the tailor good is the criminal is also good, to you, his one father.” “你……你不打算去见见他吗?”美美轻轻地抓住了陶夏漫的手掌,“我知道我没什么资格说你的家事。不过说实话,我也是为人父母,所以明白为人父母的心情。这小子,一天天的都会惹我生气,有时候我真是恨不得把他丢出门去不管了。可是啊,这些生气过不了一个晚上。我要是一天看不见他,总感觉少了点什么似的。我想,冯伯伯也是一样的。不管上一辈做错了什么事情,都已经得到了应有的惩罚。你母亲过世早,他一个人带着你长大,从来没有让你受过什么委屈。不管他在外面是什么身份,是裁缝好是罪犯也好,对你,他就一个父亲而已。” Satisfactory......” “美美……” summer Man.” Said satisfactory in a soft voice: „Haven't you felt? Oneself have lived actually in the happiness. In childhood had an accident, actually bumped into the adoption of person of good intention, grew up, bumps into loved your fiance. You have really lived in the happiness, but you had not actually felt that you are happy. Why you felt that these things can go to you?” “夏漫。”美美轻声道:“你没感觉吗?自己其实一直都生活在幸福之中。小时候出事了,却碰到了好心人的收养,长大成人,碰到了爱你的未婚夫。你真的一直都生活在幸福之中,可你却没感觉到自己是幸福的。你为什么感觉这些东西会离你而去?” I......” Tao Xiaman wanted saying that anything...... she discovered, she cannot say anything. “我……”陶夏漫想要说些什么……她发现,自己不能说些什么。 summer Man! summer Man! Good, you really here!” “夏漫!夏漫!太好了,你真在这里!” At this time, Zhou Zihao ran from the outside asthma, one grabbed her hand, I had not seen, asked the person all the way, here that found! Good, were you all right?? Isn't the foot pain painful?” 此时,周子豪从外边气喘地跑了进来,一把就抓住了她的手,“我没看见了,一路上问人,才找到的这里!太好了,你没事吧?啊?脚痛不痛?” I am all right, some people.” Tao Xiaman shakes the head. “我没事,有人在呢。”陶夏漫摇了摇头。 Zhou Zihao notices side also the pair of mother and child, the doubts said: This is......” 周子豪才注意到旁边还有一对母子,疑惑道:“这位是……” My childhood schoolmate, satisfactory.” “我小时候的同学,美美。” Hello, hello/you good.” Zhou Zihao hastily polite said/tunnel. “你好,你好。”周子豪连忙礼貌地道。 Nods satisfactory, looks at Tao Xiaman, smiling faintly said: „Haven't I spoken incorrectly? Loves your man, who said whose you are unhappy? These things, you also think that it will run away? You are only, always does not plan to let off you yourself.” 美美点了点头,才看着陶夏漫,微微一笑道:“我没说错吧?这么爱你的一个男人,谁说谁你就不幸福呢?这些东西,你还认为它会跑掉吗?你只是啊,从来都不打算放过你自己而已。” ...... …… What did your schoolmate chat with you?” “你同学都和你聊了什么啦?” Satisfactory pulled own son to continue to do grocery shopping shortly, inside the noodle restaurant, Zhou Zihao drinks water, then asked curiously. 美美没多久就牵着自己的儿子继续去买菜了,面馆里头,周子豪喝了口水,便好奇地问道。 Some smalltalk.” Tao Xiaman shakes the head, sighed: „More than ten years disappear, the person really will change many. Formerly I do not know that she had can say.” “一些家常话。”陶夏漫摇了摇头,感叹道:“十多年不见了,人真的会改变很多。从前我都不知道她有这么能说。” Un, perhaps becomes the parents, learned wordy?” Zhou Zihao pretends to be serious saying: „Can you also this?” “嗯,或许是当父母了,学会了啰嗦?”周子豪煞有介事道:“你会不会也这样的?” Courts death!” Tao Xiaman knocked Zhou Zihao. “找死啊!”陶夏漫敲了周子豪一下。 Who said not already in happiness? 谁说的不是已经在幸福之中了呢? ...... …… Returned to the old house again, Zhou Zihao supported Tao Xiaman to sit in the sofa like this superior. Waited till the day to get dark completely, waited till evening's 9 o'clock, waited till evening's 11 o'clock. 再次回到了老房子之中,周子豪就这样拥着陶夏漫坐在了沙发上等着。等到了天完全黑了下来,等到了晚上九点钟,等到了晚上的十一点钟。 Two people still do not have, when coming back of Master Zhou. 两人依然没有等到周师傅的回来。 Here never has Master Zhou to be the same probably, because, here has not passed the electricity at night. 这里就好像从来都没有周师傅这个人一样,因为到了晚上,这里并没有通上电。 Unknowingly, Tao Xiaman rested sleepily extremely. 不知不觉,陶夏漫困极睡了过去。 She had a very strange dream. 她做了一个很奇怪的梦。 In the dream, she turned into a transparent person probably. She still also in this old house, but here actually shone a small desk lamp- that is small lamp on the work table. 在梦里面,她好像变成了一个透明的人。她依然还在这个老房子之中,但这里却亮了一盏小小的台灯-那是工作台上的小灯。 Perhaps was very late night? 恐怕是很晚的夜里了吧? All the sounds of nature entirely static, before work table, only has together slightly is remarkable the humpbacked form, is narrowing the eye, 1.1 generations of years places put on the needlework. 万籁俱静,工作台前唯有一道略显着驼背的身影,正眯着眼睛,一点一代年地穿着针线。 On the red silk, golden auspicious clouds, such place is reappearing. 红绸上,金色的祥云,就这样一线一线地浮现着。 Her, sat in side of this form, is accompanying him silently, for a long time for a long time, for a long time for a long time. 她就这样,坐在了这道身影的旁边,默默地陪伴着他,好久好久,好久好久。 Suddenly at present a flower, she passes through a strange place suddenly. 忽然眼前一花,她忽然之间穿越到了一个奇怪的地方。 In a cave. 一个山洞之中。 She as if heard some words. 她似乎听到了一些话。 Familiar sound. 熟悉的声音。 „...... This dinner, this chat, has been worth time very much. Also, I still let in fresh air such long time outside, has gained.” “……这一顿晚餐,这一次的聊天,已经很值得了。再说,我还在外边放风了这么长的时间,已经是赚了。” Why I, why let the life that she is with great difficulty happy , to continue to get down randomly. I...... I should not, appear in her life again......” “我又何必,何必让她好不容易才幸福起来的生活,继续乱下去。我……我不应该,再出现在她的生命中……” Delivers me to go back......” “送我回去吧……” She saw in that thick fog, that arrives at the old back to vanish in little does not see, she saw oneself this time actually also fell asleep in the cave. 她看见了在那浓雾之中,那到苍老的背影一点点地消失在不见,她看到了自己此时却还睡着了山洞之中。 She awakened suddenly, the louver wipes the sunlight to sprinkle, already dawn. She also here, Zhou Zihao also. 她猛然间惊醒了过来,百叶窗一抹阳光洒下,原来已经天亮。她还在这里,身边的周子豪也在。 Originally, a night has passed by. 原来,一夜已经过去。 Her subconsciously touches own face, she thinks that she has cried.( To be continued.) 下意识地摸了摸自己的脸,她想她是哭过了。(未完待续。)
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