„Luck is good, I dug several wild sweet potatoes.” “运气不错,我挖到了几个野生的红薯。” Just now walks, Old Feng then cheerful said/tunnel: „That fruit I taste, was too sour.” 才刚走进来来,老冯便乐呵呵地道:“不过那果子我尝了尝,太酸了。” Tao Xiaman raised the head slowly, looks like toward Old Feng. Hears this elderly sound, her anxiety all of a sudden was then more affable, even subconsciously smiles: „I have not eaten for a long time have roasted the sweet potato.” 陶夏漫缓缓地抬起头来,朝着老冯看来。听到这个老人家的声音,她的紧张便一下子舒缓了一些,甚至下意识地笑了笑:“我也好久没有吃过烤红薯了。” Old Feng actually hesitates, exploringly asked: „Girl, can you see the thing?” 老冯却一迟疑,试探性地问道:“姑娘,你能看见东西了？” Tao Xiaman smiles, shakes the head saying: „Un, starting to see the little thing, but is very fuzzy, probably a big nearsightedness is the same.” 陶夏漫笑了笑,摇摇头道:“嗯,开始能看到一点点东西了,不过还是很模糊,像是个大近视眼一样。” Old Feng then relaxes secretly, sat, starts to bury in the fire of high-piled firewood the sweet potato, while said in a soft voice: „No wonder I thought your mood well many.” 老冯这才暗自地松了口气,坐了下来,一边开始把红薯埋入火堆之中,一边轻声道:“难怪我看你心情好了不少。” Tao Xiaman extends both hands, roasts catches fire, making the body warmer, nods saying: „I formerly do not know, originally a little luminous, is this important.” 陶夏漫伸出双手,烤着火,让身子更加暖和一些,点点头道:“我从前也不知道,原来一点儿的光亮,是这样的重要。” Old Feng has not spoken. 老冯没有说话。 Tao Xiaman asked at this time suddenly: „elderly, do you have the cell phone? I want to telephone.” 陶夏漫此时忽然问道:“老人家,您有手机吗？我想打个电话。” Old Feng shakes the head saying: „I have not brought that type of thing. You are plan to call your family member.” 老冯摇摇头道:“我没带那种东西。你是打算打电话给你家人吧。” Tao Xiaman nods, sighed said angrily: „My fiance, I thinks that he is certainly worried now very much my.” 陶夏漫点了点头,叹了口气道:“我的未婚夫,我想他现在一定很担心我的。” Old Feng said: „In forest a bad fog, does not walk now safely, your foot was also injured was not convenient. When will have Sun tomorrow, I lead you to go out.” 老冯道:“林里面起大雾了,现在走不安全,你脚也受伤了不方便。等明儿出太阳了,我带你出去吧。” „Also can only like this.” Tao Xiaman nods, then also said apologetically: „elderly, did not do right by. Because of me, you do not need to stay here one in the evening.” “也只能这样了。”陶夏漫点点头,便又歉然道:“老人家,对不住了。要不是因为我,你也不用在这里呆一晚上。” Old Feng shakes the head: „All right. I alone am staying in any case, has words that a person spoke......” 老冯摇了摇头:“没事。反正我一个人呆着,有个人说说话的话……” He looks like toward Tao Xiaman, the sound lowered, „...... also good.” 他朝着陶夏漫看来,声音更低了一些,“……也挺好。” Before remembering this elderly, had said words, Tao Xiaman imagines this to be orphans and widows old person, then exuded the pity, „elderly, why did you meet with your daughter? Is you who she abandons?” 想起这个老人家之前说过的话,陶夏漫想象着这应该是一个独具的孤寡老人,便泛起了怜悯心,“老人家,你为什么和你女儿见见面？是她扔下的你吗？” „Is she who I abandon.” Old Feng shakes the head, „is she who I do not do right by.” “是我扔下的她。”老冯摇摇头,“是我对不住的她。” „This......” Tao Xiaman is hesitating, said in a soft voice: „elderly, among the father and daughter does not have overnight hatred, perhaps you should ask her to discuss well.” “这……”陶夏漫迟疑着,轻声道:“老人家,父女间没有隔夜的仇恨,或许你应该找她好好的谈一谈。” Suddenly. 忽然啪的一声。 That was Old Feng breaks off one to prepare to throw into the branch in fuel, he said: „Will not really have overnight hate.” 那是老冯折断了一根准备扔入柴火之中的树枝,他道:“真的会没有隔夜的怨恨吗。” Tao Xiaman sighed, then the forced smile said: „Perhaps perhaps...... I most did not have the qualifications to say this words person. I...... I have not seen my father for a long time.” 陶夏漫叹了口气,便苦笑道:“或许……或许我也是最没有资格说这种话的人。我也……我也好久没有见我爸爸了。” „Why don't you see him?” The Old Feng sound enhanced slightly. “你为什么不见他？”老冯声音略微提高了一些。 Tao Xiaman actually silent, holds the both legs, the chin is knocking on the knees, this watches front fire of high-piled firewood silently, does not know that thinks anything. 陶夏漫却沉默了下来,抱着双腿,下巴磕在双膝上,就这样默默地看着面前的火堆,不知道想些什么。 Old Feng sighed secretly, „did not do right by, I asked.” 老冯暗叹了口气,“对不住,我问多了。” „Not...... it's nothing.” Tao Xiaman shakes the head. “没……没什么。”陶夏漫摇摇头。 She has wanted to lean to state these days. She actually could not find person who can lean to state. 她这段时间一直都想要倾述。只是她却找不到可以倾述的人。 Present old person, she did not know, perhaps is only the destiny meets by chance...... a stranger. 眼前的这位老人,她不认识,或许只是命运的相逢……一个陌生人。 Does not know her passing, person who in the future will perhaps have no happening together...... in life, very suitable for the stranger who leaning to state. 一个不知道她过往,未来或许也没有什么交集的人……生命之中,很适合用于倾述的陌生人。 „elderly, I......” she raise the head, bitter and astringent say/way: „I actually am a daughter of murderer.” “老人家,我……”她抬起头来,苦涩道:“我其实是一个杀人犯的女儿。” The hand of Old Feng shakes, releases the movement of branch slowly. He can only at this time the slow under oneself breath. Because, has the time of flash that making him breathe very much difficultly the one breath. 老冯的手一抖,慢下了放树枝的动作。他此时只能缓下自己的呼吸。因为,有那么一刹那的时间,让他很难地喘上一口气来。 „Will look down upon me.” Tao Xiaman saw this old person silent suddenly, seemed more anxious. “会看不起我吗。”陶夏漫见这个老人忽然沉默了下来,似乎紧张了一些。 „Not and not.” Old Feng shakes the head, „how can, how be able. I look down upon, only then I.” “不、不。”老冯摇了摇头,“怎么会,怎么会。我看不起的,只有我自己。” „elderly, you......” “老人家,你……” „it's nothing.” Old Feng deep breath said angrily: „Others are others, I am I, I have no qualifications to comment others.” “没什么。”老冯深呼吸一口气道:“旁人是旁人,我是我,我没有什么资格去评论他人。” Tao Xiaman smiling faintly, faintly said: „elderly, if everyone can reach like you extravagantly, in that this world will be short of many probably...... many matters.” 陶夏漫微微一笑,幽幽地道:“老人家,要是所有人都能够像你一样的阔达,那这个世界上大概就会少了许多……许多的事。” Old Feng wrinkled frowns, „do you...... care about others' vision?” 老冯皱了皱眉头,“你……在意别人的目光？” Tao Xiaman shakes the head, was silent, slowly typical: „I do not know, I really do not know. The childhood matter, many I forgot. But always something want to forget unable to forget. They look like the clock to be the same, the association/will when I am nonchalant remind me...... I to be afraid.” 陶夏漫摇摇头,却又沉默了一下,才缓缓地道:“我不知道,我真的不知道。小时候的事情,许多我都忘记了。可是总有些事情想忘也忘不去。它们就像是时钟一样,总会在我不经意的时候提醒我……我害怕。” „Fear?” “害怕？” Tao Xiaman begins supinely, probably in bearing these very easily the teardrops that can fall from the eye socket, „remembered that time, my father was grasped soon...... that to be initially the family member of victim, perhaps their really pissed, perhaps wanted to find a place to vent the in the heart resentment very much purely......” 陶夏漫仰起头,像是在忍住那些很容易就能够从眼眶之中掉出来的泪珠儿,“记得那时候,我父亲才被抓去不久……那应该是当初受害者的家属吧,或许他们真的很生气,或许只是单纯地想要找个地方发泄心中的怨……” Tao Xiaman shakes the head, the forced smile said: „You can imagine that mood...... was accused day-by-day is being the daughter of murderer, the body keeps the dirty blood......, no matter the look of teacher and student or neighbor in school, brings keeping at a respectful distance probably. Indifferent, desolate...... ice coldly.” 陶夏漫摇摇头,苦笑道:“你能想象到那种心情吗……一天天地被指责着是凶手的女儿,身上留着肮脏的血……不管是学校的师生还是邻居的眼神,都像是带着一种敬而远之。冷漠,冷淡……冰冰冷冷。” „How they can like this to you!! You are so young!! They and they, they!” “他们怎么可以这样对你！！你还这么小！！他们、他们,他们！” Old Feng in the heart is bleeding, said continually several ‚they’, then in the branch with hand inserted toward the fire of high-piled firewood in ruthlessly. 老冯的心中在流血,一连说了几个‘他们’,便用手上的树枝朝着火堆之中狠狠地插了进去。 Tao Xiaman had a scare, „elderly, you...... are how more excited than me.” 陶夏漫被吓了一跳,“老人家,你……怎么比我还要激动。” „I......” Old Feng implored said angrily: „I am unworthy for you! The matter previous generation of previous generation of making the mistake undertakes, why can continue the hatred to the body of next generation?” “我……”老冯吁了口气道:“我是在替你不值得！上一辈做错的事情就上一辈去承担,为什么要把仇恨延续到下一代的身上？” Tao Xiaman smiled bitterly, is at a loss saying: „Yes...... why. Probably, the injured person, can only be able to fill the in the heart cavity through the injury.” 陶夏漫苦笑了一声,迷惘道:“是啊……为什么呢。大概,受到伤害的人,只能够通过伤害才能填补心中的空洞吧。” In the cave, had all of a sudden peacefully. 山洞里面,一下子有安静了下来。 Only has roasts the fragrance of ripe sweet potato gradually, starts to fill the air. 唯有渐渐烤熟的红薯的香味,开始弥漫。 „Probably is ripe, right?” Tao Xiaman said in a soft voice: „Quite fragrant.” “好像已经熟了,是吗？”陶夏漫轻声道:“好香啊。” „I take to you.” Old Feng nods, digs out the sweet potato with the branch, then put out a hand to pick hastily, unexpectedly this sweet potato fire burnt, Old Feng ate calls one, the sweet potato to fall from the hand painful. “我给你取。”老冯点了点头,用树枝把红薯挖出,连忙便伸手去捡了起来,不料这红薯火烫,老冯吃痛地叫了一声,红薯就从手上掉了下来。 „elderly, are you all right?” Tao Xiaman subconsciously puts out a hand to grasp the finger of Old Feng, blew air/Qi gently, „such hot thing, wait a moment will not pick.” “老人家,你没事吧？”陶夏漫下意识地就伸手握着老冯的手指,轻轻地吹起了气来,“这么烫的东西,不会等一下才捡起来吗。” „I was too impatient.” The Old Feng forced smile shakes the head. “我太心急了。”老冯苦笑地摇了摇头。 Tao Xiaman actually suddenly pū. She elongated oneself sleeve, covered on the palm, then held cautiously the sweet potato, blew coolly, memories said: „Remembers that in childhood my father also always like you, can always make the sweet potato burn. This bad habit he cannot change.” 陶夏漫却忽然噗哧一下。她拉长了自己的袖子,盖在了手掌上,然后小心翼翼地把红薯捧起,吹凉,回忆道:“记得小时候我爸爸也总是像你这样,总能够让红薯烫到手。这个坏习惯他一直改不了。” „You...... you still remember.” “你……你还记得。” „Un?” Tao Xiaman stares, resembles has not listened to be clear about this saying. “嗯？”陶夏漫一愣,似是没听清楚这话。 Old Feng said in a soft voice: „it's nothing, eats, eats before it's too late.” 老冯轻声道:“没什么,吃吧,趁热吃。” „Come, I give to break off.” Tao Xiaman also smiles, then broke off gently generally, divided the Old Feng front. “来,我给掰。”陶夏漫也笑了笑,便轻轻地掰开了一般,分到了老冯的面前。 Two people are eating this crude roasting sweet potato like this simply, has not said anything again. 两人就这样简单地吃着这种简陋的烤红薯,也没有再说什么。 Old Feng does not know that what kind of taste Tao Xiaman eats up is, but he actually knows, this is these several years, he eats most delicious. 老冯不知道陶夏漫吃下是怎样的滋味,但他却知道,这是这十几年来,他吃得最美味的一顿。 Chatted, had food, can say can smile, sees the opposite party. 聊聊天,吃一顿饭,能说能笑,看见对方。 This was he hoped more than ten years of food. 这是他盼了十多年的一顿饭。 ...... …… When does not know, Tao Xiaman has lain down. Her day suffered many things, perhaps is tired extremely, the breathing gradually horizontal and gets up. 不知道什么时候,陶夏漫已经躺了下来。她一天遭受了许多的事情,恐怕已经是累极,呼吸声渐渐地平和起来。 The Old Feng cautious title deed looks at this pile of fuels, for fear that it extinguished suddenly. 老冯小心翼翼地照看着这堆柴火,唯恐它忽然就熄灭了过去。 But he is some words wants to ask personally, therefore access road/simply said: „Girl, miss?” 但他还是有些话想要亲自问出来,于是便道:“姑娘,姑娘？” „Un, I am listening.” Tao Xiaman had a yawn, „has the matter?” “嗯,我听着呢。”陶夏漫打了个哈欠,“有事情吗？” Old Feng is hesitating the say/way: „Doesn't miss, you really plan to see your father? Perhaps...... he also thinks very much your.” 老冯迟疑着道:“姑娘,你真的不打算见见你父亲吗？没准……他也是很想你的。” „I do not know that......” she seemed stranded intent to come up, was somewhat blurry, „I feared how...... I did not understand...... face...... me to fear......” “我不知道……”她似乎困意上来了,有些迷迷糊糊,“我怕……我不懂……怎么面对……我怕……” „Paternal aunt......” Old Feng turns the head to look, sees her tired to go off extremely, sighed, „summer Man, was the father is unfair to you.” “姑……”老冯转头看去,见她已然累极睡去,才叹了口气,“夏漫,是爸爸对不起你。” ...... …… Old Feng leaves toward the fuel, folds little segment little does to throw, the midnight, only has the wind sound/rumor in breathing and mountain that daughter that sleeps soundly is accompanying him. 老冯朝着柴火出,一点点地折下小段的干枝扔去,已经半夜了,唯有女儿那熟睡的呼吸声和山里的风声陪伴着他。 His innermost feelings incomparable tranquility. 他的内心无比的宁静。 Old Feng approaches to the Tao Xiaman side suddenly, puts out a hand...... he to touch this face on her face gently gently, but he does not dare really to approach, for fear that point alarming, alarmed her dream. 老冯忽然靠近到陶夏漫的身边,伸手在她脸上轻轻地……他想要轻轻地摸摸这张脸,只是他不敢真的靠近,生怕一点的惊扰,就惊扰了她的梦。 Perhaps, she is having a very good dream at this time, when he sees she rests the smile. 或许,她此时正在做着一个很好的梦,他看见她睡时的微笑。 Old Feng sighed secretly, went out of this cave slowly. The outside mist is still strong, but is indistinct can see the shadow of moon. 老冯暗自叹息了一声,缓缓地走出了这个山洞。外边雾气依然浓重,但隐约间能够看见月亮的影。 Old Feng is gaining ground, stands still for a long time, clenched teeth, as if sets firm resolve. 老冯抬着头,静立了许久,才咬了咬牙,仿佛下定了决心。 „Sufficed, comes out.” Old Feng is in a soft voice typical: „Is enough, comes out, I know you here...... boss.” “够了,出来吧。”老冯轻声地道:“已经足够了,出来吧,我知道你就在这里的……老板。” The summon of Old Feng, let Club's boss in the dim light of night finally present the body. 老冯的呼唤,让俱乐部的老板在夜色之中终于现了身。 „Did elderly, summon my what's the matter?” Luo Qiu asked in a soft voice. “老人家,呼唤我有什么事情吗？”洛邱轻声相问。 Old Feng visits him, silent a meeting, implored said angrily: „Thank you arranges the time met...... was enough, is enough.” 老冯看着他,沉默了一会,才吁了口气道:“谢谢你安排的这次见面……足够了,已经足够了。” „it's nothing, I had said that must give you compensation.” Luo Qiu looked at the time: „After the Miss summer Man eyes woke up , will restore, is not in the way.” “没什么,我说过要给您一些补偿。”洛邱看了看时间:“夏漫小姐的眼睛等醒来后之后就会恢复过来,不碍事的。” Old Feng nods, several yawns want to speak, actually endured. 老冯点了点头,几次张口想要说话,却又忍了下来。 Finally, finally he opens the mouth, said in a soft voice: „Delivers me to go back...... to deliver me to go back in the prison.” 终于,终于他还是开了口,轻声道:“送我回去吧……送我回去监狱里面。” „guest.” Luo Qiu said indifferently: „According to your transaction content, has not been the time of agreement now. But the transaction had started, even if you stop now, is unable to bring back your transaction fee. But you do not stop, I can make all these return to the original condition, you can also continue to complete your set of bridal clothes.” “客人。”洛邱淡然道:“按照您的交易内容,现在还没有到约定的时间。但交易已经开始了,即使你现在停止,也无法取回您的交易金。但你不停止,我可以让这一切恢复原状,你还可以继续回去完成您的那套嫁衣。” Old Feng shakes the head: „Was indifferent.” 老冯摇了摇头:“无所谓了。” He then looked at a that cave, longing say/way: „Five years of life, trades this dinner, this chat, has been worth time very much. Also, I still let in fresh air such long time outside, has gained.” 他回头看了一眼那山洞,依依不舍道:“五年的命,换来这一顿晚餐,这一次的聊天,已经很值得了。再说,我还在外边放风了这么长的时间,已经是赚了。” Old Feng sighed deeply the tone, bitter and astringent say/way: „Was I was too rigid, I considered my desire, but has not thought summer Man mood...... I why, why to let the life that she was with great difficulty happy, continued to get down randomly. I...... I should not, appear in her life again.” 老冯长叹了口气,苦涩道:“是我太执着了,我只是考虑自己的愿望,但也没有想过夏漫的心情……我又何必,何必让她好不容易才幸福起来的生活,继续乱下去。我……我不应该,再出现在她的生命中。” „Therefore......” Old Feng walks toward Luo Qiu, „delivers me to go back.” “所以……”老冯朝着洛邱走来,“送我回去吧。” „I understood, that such as you hope.” “我明白了,那就,如您所愿。” ...... …… When Tao Xiaman wakes...... she felt a cool feeling, wakes. 当陶夏漫醒过来的时候……她是感受到了一点凉意,才醒了过来的。 She opened the eye, the present thing has become clear incomparable, she can see all things clearly. But she actually cannot see that to accompany she evening's elderly. 她睁开了眼睛,眼前的事物已经变得清晰无比,她又能够清楚地看到所有的东西。但她却没能够看见那个陪着她一个晚上的老人家。 The fuel has been put out, old person is not, remains here only has to throw over the coat on her. 柴火已经熄灭,老人不在,留在这里的唯有披在她身上的这件外套。 Tao Xiaman was startled being startled, heard indistinctly outside broadcast what sound...... to have anyone to call her name, as if many people. 陶夏漫怔了怔,隐约地听到了外边传来什么声音……有什么人在喊她的名字,似乎还有不少的人。 She went out of cave entrance with a limp, the heard sound were more, she also saw a distant place helicopter is circling. 她一拐一拐地走出了洞口,听到的声音更多了,她还看到了远处一部直升机正在盘旋。 Dawn. 天亮了。 „I here! I here! Heard, I here!” She starts to cry out loudly. “我在这里！我在这里！听见了吗,我在这里！”她开始大声地叫唤着。 Soon , the people of several reconnaissance troops finally found her. 不久之后,几个搜索队的人终于找到了她。 Tao Xiaman then looked at to stay a evening's cave, felt oneself really had a dream to be the same probably.( To be continued.) 陶夏漫回头看了一眼自己呆了一个晚上的山洞,感觉自己真的像是做了一场梦一样。(未完待续。)