Looked like the time thoroughly to separate here same as the space two concepts...... in this small helping in an emergency room. 就像是时间与空间两个概念在这里彻底分离了一样……在这个小小的救急室之中。 Stay still person with flowing time. 静止不动的人与流淌的时间。 Luo Qiu let loose the palm of Zhao Ru, because this time she has enough time time and he comes having a heart-to-heart talk well. 洛邱放开了赵茹的手掌,因为此时的她已经有足够的时间和他来一次好好的倾谈。 What is mysterious, Zhao Ru has not felt to all that has at present surprised. 神奇的是,赵茹并没有对眼前发生的一切感到过于的惊讶。 spread she of lip, looked at oneself all around environment one slightly fast, looks also stands before her these doctors and nurses, looks own wound. 微微地张开了嘴唇的她,飞快地看了自己四周的环境一眼,看着还站在她面前的那些医生和护士,看着自己身上的伤口。 The clothes on this fierce wound had been cut...... the wound on abdomen are such depth, but her accidentally has not actually felt a pain. 这个狰狞的伤口上的衣服已经被剪开……腹部上的伤口是如此的深,但她却意外地没有感觉到一丝的疼痛。 The impact and body nerve ending of vision should feel the pain , seemed to be separated at this moment perfectly. 视觉的冲击和身体神经末梢本应该感觉到的痛楚,此刻似乎被完美地分离开来。 „Was that black card......” Zhao Ru silent some little time, said the first few words. “是那张黑色的卡……”赵茹沉默了好一会儿,才开口说了第一句话。 Luo Qiu waved, let nearby takes scalpel the body of doctor to shift, then oneself were sideways to achieve the position of sides of the bed, „was my staff gives you. As for this staff, now......” 洛邱挥挥手,让旁边的拿着手术刀的医生的身体横移了一下,然后自己侧身做到了床沿的位置,“是我其中一个员工给你的。至于这个员工,现在……” Time at this point, Luo Qiu stopped suddenly, shakes the head saying: „Is plays probably very happily.” 说到这里的时候,洛邱忽然停顿了下来,才摇摇头道:“大概是玩得挺开心的。” „Plays?” “玩？” Luo Qiu said indifferently: „Is only some of this staff...... individual interest, does not relate guest you.” 洛邱淡然道:“只是这位员工的一些……个人兴趣,不关系客人您。” Zhao Ru does not understand these, she is only subconsciously nods...... sits the man who here at present brings the mask, actually a feeling that makes her be able to be peaceful. 赵茹不懂这些,她只是下意识地点了点头……眼前坐在这里的这个带着面具的男人,却有一种让她很能够安静下来的感觉。 How inconceivable...... her these years, never having the moment to want at this moment peace. This peace, even if that pendant is unable...... it to give her to her, is calm. 多么的不可思议……她这些年来,从来没有一刻想此时此刻般的安静。这种安静,哪怕是那颗吊坠也无法给她……它给她的,只有冷静。 And crazy. 以及疯狂。 Thinks that crystal, Zhao Ru then discovered, on oneself has not been wearing it...... is being only this difference, did not have it anxiously, she actually not. 想到那颗水晶,赵茹这才发现,自己身上已经没有在佩带着它……只是这次不同,没有了它,她却没有不安。 But she still makes that habit nature to play with the pendant movement- in her own chest front. She realized many things suddenly, suddenly raise one's head: „This crystal...... is you......” 但她依然做着那个习惯性地玩弄着吊坠的动作-于她自己的胸前。她忽然意识到了很多的事情,猛然抬头:“这水晶……难道是你们……” Luo Qiu shakes the head gently, „possibly you were selected, may is only you obtain by chance. You bring that thing, regarding * the heavy person, there is a strange attraction.” 洛邱轻轻地摇了摇头,“可能你是被选中的,也有可能只是你碰巧得到的。你带着的那东西,对于*重的人来说,有一种奇异的吸引力。” Zhao Ru smiles bitterly a sound said: „No matter but intends or has no intention, ultimately did I obtain...... me to ask your question?” 赵茹苦笑一声道:“可不管有意或者无意,最终还是我得到了……我能问你一个问题吗？” „guest Excuse me.” “客人请问。” Zhao Ru deep breath said angrily: „Why will have the unfortunate person, what in this world is the unfair source?” 赵茹深呼吸一口气道:“为什么会有不幸的人,这世上不公平的源头是什么？” „My own viewpoint?” “我自己的观点可以吗？” Zhao Ru subconsciously nods. 赵茹下意识地点点头。 Luo Qiu thinks a while said: „Actually I do not know that the source is anything. Even if I can obtain the answer from other place, but is not considered as that my own answer, even if this answer from being similar in the truth same obtains to the other side, is not considered as that my own answer.” 洛邱想了一会儿道:“其实我也不知道源头在是什么。哪怕我能够从别的地方获得答案,可也不算是我自己的答案,哪怕这个答案是从类似于真理一样的对方之中获得,也不算是我自己的答案。” „Therefore...... actually doesn't have the answer?” Zhao Ru gawked staring, appears to understand but not really understand. “所以……其实是没有答案？”赵茹愣了愣,似懂非懂般。 „Without is so complex.” “没有那么复杂。” Luo Qiu still shakes the head, „why un...... in the world will have the unfortunate person? That is because in the world had the lucky person. Some unfortunate people, some lucky people, generally speaking, are balanced. For example, we keep gaining from the nature, the innumerable resources repeatedly and consume repeatedly, the resources will perhaps have one day that thorough exhausts......, but, regarding this star, its quality has not had anything to change. We know, the consumed thing, it actually in another shape , to continue to exist here.” 洛邱依然摇摇头,“嗯……世界上为什么会有不幸的人？那是因为世界上存在了幸运的人。有多不幸的人,就有多幸运的人,总体来说,是平衡的。比如说,我们从自然之中不停地获取,无数的资源被重复又重复地消耗,资源恐怕会有彻底用尽的一天……可是,对于这个星球来说,它的质量并没有发生什么改变。我们所知道的,已经消耗的东西,它其实只是以另外一种形态,继续存在于这里。” „You meant, because of unfortunate existence, can the casting leave luck?” “你的意思是说,因为不幸的存在,才能浇铸出幸运？” „Who knows.” Luo Qiu shakes the head saying: „Perhaps this is only a wrong proposition.” “谁知道呢。”洛邱摇摇头道:“或许这只是一个错误的命题。” Zhao Ru actually silent. 赵茹却沉默了下来。 She did not speak, but the time still the class/flow went, in the ER is hanging the clock, its second hand is rotating one by one, will not have end. 她并不说话,只是时间依然流去,抢救室上挂着的时钟,它的秒针一格一格地转动着,不会有尽头似的。 „Said that somewhat strange, I can regard all my now very much tranquilly, oneself have made all things......” Zhao Ru opened the mouth finally, quite looks to sit in the Club's boss of her side peacefully. “说起来有些古怪,我现在能够很平静地看待自己的所有,自己做过的一切东西……”赵茹终于开口了,相当安静地看着坐在她身边的这个俱乐部的老板。 „Has such a view, the death can also be brings peacefully.” “有这样一种说法,死亡也能为人带来安静。” Because...... because have died one time. 因为……因为自己已经死过了一次。 The galloping-horse lantern crosses, she had experienced the entire life. 走马灯一过,她已经历尽了生平。 Now looks again, but is the onlooking. 如今再看,不过是旁观。 ...... …… The Zhao Ru look suddenly became gentle, she is willing to become by oneself like her look at this moment gentle...... most started. 赵茹的眼神忽然变得柔和了一些,她更愿意让自己能够变得像她此刻的眼神一样的温柔……最开始的时候。 Zhao Ru shakes the head, „may, even if died, made the mistake the thing, committed the crime will not vanish. It looks like you said...... it only to continue to exist in another shape. My sin changed sadly, the pain exists in in the heart of victims...... forever.” 赵茹摇了摇头,“可就算是死了,做错了的东西,犯了的罪也不会消失。就像是你说的一样……它只会以另外一种形态继续存在。我的罪孽化作了悲伤,痛苦存在于受害者们的心中……永永远远。” Luo Qiu has not continued to speak. 洛邱没有继续说话。 He is accompanying her, looks on the clock silently the rotation of second hand. 他只是陪着她,默默地看着时钟上秒针的转动。 „I do not want to stay here, can send me to a place?” Zhao Ru says suddenly. “我不想留在这里了,能送我去一个地方吗？”赵茹忽然开口说道。 „Where wants to go?” “想去什么地方吗？” ...... …… After here since departure, probably no one has come. The simple ten meter/rice, contained the kitchen, living room, in the single room in bathroom even bedroom, but were many some dust. 这里自从离开之后,好像就没有什么人来过。简单的十来米的,包含了厨房,客厅,卫生间甚至睡房的单间之中,只是多了一些灰尘。 Here is she is living for long the place: Small single room that this rents. 这里是她长久以来居住着的地方:这个租下来的小小的单人间。 She from the hospital bed of first-aid room, next step then already barefoots to walk in own ‚family/home’. 她从急救室的病床上下来,下一步便已经赤脚地走在了自己的‘家’中。 „I like here design.” Boss Luo looked, then smiled saying with a smile. “我喜欢这里的设计。”洛老板看了看,便笑了笑道。 „Water-drop design thoughts on line.” Zhao Ru smiling faintly, before she arrived here only window suddenly, opened the window. “花点心思就行了。”赵茹微微一笑,她忽然走到了这里唯一的窗户前,打开了窗。 What here cannot see very good scenery, the scenery of old style short building was towered by the city great development tall buildings is covering completely. 这里看不到什么样很好的风景,老式的矮楼的风景完全被城市大发展所耸立起了的高楼大厦所遮挡着。 To her, here only scenery, is only that hangs before window several basin small bonsais probably. 对于她来说,这里唯一的风景,大概就只是那挂在窗前的几盆小小的盆栽。 But they because actually had not been irrigated for a long time, now has been dried up...... remaining only small Gemstone Flower merely, as if since she leaves now, has not had the change. 但它们却因为好久不曾被人灌溉,如今已经干枯……仅仅之剩下唯一一盘小小的宝石花,似乎从她离开到现在,也不曾有过变化。 She visits it silently, for a long time for a long time. 她默默的看着它,好久好久。 „Here is quite suitable I.” “还是这里比较适合我。” She has turned around, looks that leads here man her, „here tiny, simple, a day also only then 1-2 hours the sunlight can illuminate comes. However......” 她转过了身来,看着把她带回来这里的男人,“这里细小,简单,一天也只有1-2小时的时间阳光能够照进来。但是……” She sent out the pale smile: „But, is here is quite suitable I.” 她发出了苍白的微笑:“但是,还是这里比较适合我。” Luo Qiu said: „Suited former you.” 洛邱道:“适合从前的你。” Zhao Ru shakes the head, „present I am also same.” 赵茹摇摇头,“现在的我也一样。” Boss Luo reminded: „Time was up, passed the guard time, you will restore to the original condition.” 洛老板却提醒道:“时间差不多了,过了保护时间,您将会恢复到原来的状态。” Zhao Ru said: „My nothing at all, only had this soul that put on a hole, what can I buy?” 赵茹道:“我什么都没有了,只剩下这个穿了个洞的灵魂,我能买到什么？” Boss Luo said: „Relatively short point life, or some small desires, then probably are the wealth, the wisdom and so on thing of convention. Naturally, some interesting do item , need a look to conform to your present purchasing power the list of light casting?” 洛老板道:“相对短暂一点的生命,或者一些小愿望,然后大概就是财富,智慧之类的常规的东西。当然,一些有意思的道具也可以,需要看看符合您现在购买力的小件的清单吗？” Zhao Ru thinks a meeting, the smile said: „That gives me the wealth.”( To be continued.) 赵茹想了一会,微笑道:“那就给我财富吧。”(未完待续。)