Some people freely were born, grow up, adult, is still worry-free. 有人无忧无虑地出生,长大,成人了,也依然无忧无虑。 Some people arrive in this world with great difficulty, first half of life toils, the latter half of one's life still also toils, regardless of as if this for a lifetime what kind of effort does not see the improvement. 有人好不容易来到这个世界上,前半生劳碌,后半生依然也是劳碌,似乎这一辈子无论怎么的努力也不见起色。 Is something, arrives at that moment of this world in you, has been doomed. 是不是有些事情,在你来到这个世界的那一刻,就已经注定。 Is some unfair matter, how regardless of you revolt also well, is unable to cancel these to happen and affects your inequality for a lifetime continually. 是不是有些不公平的事情,无论你如何去反抗也好,也无法抹去这些曾经发生过并且持续地影响你一辈子的不公平。 The psychological quality is not good. 心理素质不行啊。 Life, not only then present drifting along, poem and distant place. 生活并不仅只有眼前的苟且,还有诗和远方啊。 What kind of bullshit this is. 这都是怎样的屁话。 Freely, these speeches it not wrong, although these said these words to come, these people of after the bitter comes the sweet, were these speeches most powerful and best proof. 尽管,这些说话的本身并没有错,尽管那些说出这些话来的,那些苦尽甘来的人,就是这些说话的最有力并且最好的证明。 But after all is only a few......, even if these successful people are at the exposure frequently the condition, frequently appears in various reports, the chapter, during the interview, but they are also only few. 但毕竟只是少数……哪怕这些成功的人经常处于曝光的状态,经常出现在各种的报道,章,采访之中,但他们还只是极少数。 Right, interviewed these people, said these people of these words is the example of one by one so-called success......, but the reader and audience had millions. 对的,被采访的这些人,说出这些话的这些人是一个个所谓的成功的例子……但是读者和观众却有千千万万。 In this millions of audience and reader, can have many to duplicate the successful path......, even if they deeply believed that this is a psychological attitude issue, even if they also believe that the life also has the poem and distant place. 这千千万万的观众和读者之中,能有多少能够复制成功的路子……哪怕他们深信这是一个心理态度的问题,哪怕他们也坚信生活还有诗和远方。 Does not know. 不知道啊。 Zhao Ru does not know that will have many people, but is only she knows, she does not understand the poem, has not seen the distant place. 赵茹并不知道会有多少人,但只是她知道,她不懂得诗,也不曾看到远方。 That works as...... her is in this youngster, during is not good. 那就当……她是这一届的年轻人之中,不行之中的员。 In this in stars that have over 70 hundred million human, during is not good. 在这个拥有着超过七十亿人类的星球里面,不行之中的一员。 She knows that she has given up. 她知道她已经自我放弃了。 When she saw the student of life and environment that these owner others envy. 当她看到那些拥有者旁人羡慕的生活和环境的学生的时候。 When she met these to be in the luck not to know good fortune what exactly is it obviously, rather was content to ** also for many high-quality clothes, or sneakers of so-called limited edition time...... 当她遇见了那些明明身在福中不却还不知道福气到底是什么,宁愿自甘**也只是为了多一件高级的衣服,或者一款所谓的限量版的运动鞋的时候…… Right, this world is such inequality. 对啊,这世界就是这样的不公平。 Since this. 既然都这样了。 That also please permit me, vented. 那也就请允许我,发泄一下。 In any case, had abandoned me, right. 反正,都已经把我抛弃了,对。 ...... …… ...... …… Probably, made a dreamland long ago...... indistinctly, probably felt that has anything to look at itself. 好像,又做了一个好久之前的梦境……隐约地,好像感觉到有着什么东西在看着自己。 She lifted. 她抬起了头来。 Is suddenly. 是忽然间。 Lifted from her both hands and knees. cardboard box ‚house’ wants to be brighter than her both arms and knees, cardboard box ‚house’ beside alley, must be brighter. 是从她的双手和双膝之间抬了起来。纸皮箱的‘房子’比她的双臂和双膝之间要亮一些,纸皮箱子的‘房子’之外的巷子,又要更亮一些。 She discovered that oneself eye cannot adapt to treasure the degree probably all of a sudden the bright, therefore the flash line of sight somewhat blurs, even if she knows, here did not have brightly how. 她发现自己的眼睛好像一下子适应不了珍重程度的亮光,所以一瞬间视线有些模糊起来哪怕她知道,这里原本也没有多么的明亮。 But at present is only the alley other aspect wall, and no is the thing of being able to see...... possibly the misconception? 但眼前只是巷子另一面的墙壁,并没有什么看得见的东西……可能是错觉？ Originally, the past few days has not had a good sleep. 本来,这几天就没有怎样睡好过。 But in at this time, when her line of sight from shifts dimly clearly, a being childish face searched like this face that comes in...... this is Mai Xiaojun. 但就在这时候,当她的视线从朦胧转向清晰的时候,一张稚气未脱的脸就这样探了进来……这是麦小军的脸。 He was on vacation from school. 他又放学回来了。 Zhao Ru even can also hear the words that Uncle Mai that a little pulls down intentionally: Always do not disturb others. 赵茹甚至还能够听见麦叔那有点故意压低的话:不要总是打扰人家。 But Mai Xiaojun does not have extremely to care about...... the grandfather always is also makes him do not disturb other to be occupied by uncle uncles here frequently. 但麦小军也没有太过在意……爷爷总也是让他不要经常去打扰其他住在这里的叔叔伯伯们。 „Sister Ru, today's duty is accomplished!” “小茹姐姐,今天的任务完成啦！” „Right.” Zhao Ru nods. “是吗。”赵茹点了点头。 She has turned around, subconsciously touched to a bag, what inside thought was square, very heavy/thick thing. But her hand actually received an electric shock probably, fierce shrank. 她转过了身去,下意识地摸向了一个袋子,里面装着的是四四方方的,十分厚重的东西。但她手却像是触电了般,猛一下地缩了回来。 Finally, she has not taken the thing of bag, but touched two crisp shark, delivered to the hand of Mai Xiaojun. 最终,她没有从把袋子的东西拿出来,而只是摸出来了两根的脆脆鲨,送到了麦小军的手上。 Has not had the dinner, Mai Xiaojun has torn down first, ate. 还没有吃晚饭,麦小军已经撕下了第一块,吃了起来。 at this time Zhao Ru said: „Tomorrow, will not use.” 这时候赵茹却道:“明天,不用去了。” „?” Mai Xiaojun said immediately disappointedly: „Why?” “啊？”麦小军顿时失望道:“为什么呀？” „Does not need.” Zhao Ru said indifferently: „This is for the last time.” “已经不需要了。”赵茹淡然道:“这是最后一次。” Mai Xiaojun thinks, those who later will not obtain this reward...... to be good from Sister Ru here, he was not every day finished eating two, but will leave behind one, these days later, saved seven. 麦小军只是以为,以后都不会从小茹姐姐这里得到这种奖励……还好的是,他也不是每天都把两根吃完,而是会留下一根,这些天下来,也存了七根了。 Such little child, passing the day is also this...... can plan like this, was also influenced by oneself grandfather probably. 这么小的孩子,过得日子也就是这样……能够这样去打算,大概也是受了自家爷爷的影响。 But Mai Xiaojun does not know, this so-called for the last time, the referred to thing also has. 但麦小军不知道,这所谓的最后一次,指的东西还有更多。 He did not have to see Sister Ru again. 他没有再看见小茹姐姐了。 After this late, during the daytime wakes up, he to wanted in the past same gives this big sister to greet goes to school, this cardboard box ‚house’ , anything does not have. 这晚过了之后,白天醒来的时候,他向往常一样想要给这位大姐姐打个招呼才去上学的时候,这个纸皮箱‘房子’里面,已经什么东西都没有了。 Empty. 空空落落。 The grandfather said words that some Mai Xiaojun cannot understand, he said: Here is can retain the person, but cannot detain the place of person. If some people left, that probably is because, to needs to leave. 爷爷说了一些麦小军听不懂的话,他说:这里是能留住人的,但也是不能留住人的地方。如果有人离开了,那大概就是因为,是到了需要离开的时候。 On the road of going to school, Mai Xiaojun appears to understand but not really understand raise one's head to see own grandfather: „Grandfather, does Sister Ru want to look for her family member?” 上学的路上,麦小军似懂非懂地抬头看着自己的爷爷:“爷爷,小茹姐姐是要去找她的家人了吗？” Uncle Mai pulled out a wrinkled cigarette from the pocket, looked at the street in eye city, „perhaps I don't know either, she was wants to make a resolution.” 老麦叔从口袋掏出来了一个皱巴巴的香烟,看了眼这个城市的街道,“我也不知道哇,或许她是想要去做一个决断。” Does not understand...... the grandfather. 还是不懂啊……爷爷。 However thinks about, the grandfather will sometimes also speak these strange words......, whenever alley has anyone without coming back. 不过想起,爷爷有时候也会说这些奇奇怪怪的话……每当巷子有什么人在没有回来过的时候。 Mai Xiaojun thought, really could not see probably again this will teach him the schoolwork, will ask him to eat the thing, big sister but who will not smile. 麦小军心想,大概是真的再也见不到这位会教他功课,会请他吃东西,但不会笑的大姐姐了。 ...... …… ...... …… m : 17 : 55 m:17:55 „Therefore...... this was the reason of his women's wear?” “所以……这就是他女装的原因了？” Quick sunset time, Lin Feng right next time, in a unit of female high-school student family/home opposite building, is asking horse private r on the quiet. 快日落的时候,林峰对了一下时间,在一名女子高中生家对面楼的一个单位里面,悄悄地问着马私r。 This female high-school student, was gives them the police to report, received of threatening letter. 这位女子高中生,就是给他们警方报案,收到了恐吓信的那位。 Just like Wang Yuechuan said that female high-school student little while is truly safe. Because, she now in the room of the unit in they deploy. 正如王悦川说的,那位女高中生这会儿确实很安全。因为,她现在就在他们部署下来的这个单位的房间之中。 Some out of the door people are also guarding, but in the room, a female police officer is also accompanying her. 门外也有人把守着,而房间里面,一名女警员也正在陪伴着她。 It is not at home as for the family member of this female high-school student. 至于这位女子高中生的家人并不在家。 Because they had been arranged to eat meal outside in advance. 因为他们事前就已经被安排了在外边吃饭。 Ma Houde does not know in any case Wang Yuechuan used what method, opened...... him truly to achieve this point others family member also on the line. 反正马厚德是不知道王悦川到底用了什么手段,把人家的家人也支开了……他确实做到了这一点就行。 „Asked that so many to do what! Pays attention to look at the , staked! The people happen, acts immediately!” After Ma Houde patted the brain of Lin Feng, bucket. “问这么多干什么！注意看附近,盯死了！人一旦出现,就马上行动！”马厚德拍了林峰的脑后勺一下。 Young small police officer shrugs, then carried the telescope, is staring at some unit of opposite unit building, actually endured not to live to say with a smile: „Women's wear of However…… this Comrade Wang Yuechuan, really attractive...... hahahaha haha, horse private r,...... you wants by nine point also three hours, must have a look, hahahaha......” 年轻的小警官耸耸肩,便拎起了望远镜,盯着了对面单元楼的某个单位,却忍不住着笑道:“不过……这位王悦川同志的女装,真好看……哈哈哈哈哈哈,马私r,到九点还有三个小时呢……你要不要,要不要也看看,哈哈哈哈哈……” „Smiles the wool!” Ma Houde patted a head of Lin Feng ruthlessly, spoke righteously: „I am that type have wicked interest fellow who looks at the man women's wear? Snort! Gives me the telescope! Comrade Lin Feng, I discovered that you have the serious work not earnest attitude, I did not feel relieved that gives you work of surveillance! I come!” “笑毛啊！”马厚德又狠狠地拍了一下林峰的脑袋,义正词严道:“我是那种有看男人女装的恶趣味的家伙吗？哼！把望远镜给我！林峰同志,我发现你具有严重的工作不认真的态度,我不放心把监视的工作交给你！我自己来！” horse private r...... your moral integrity!!!( To be continued.) 马私r……你的节操呢！！！(未完待续。) ; ;