Before recreational center gate, Shen Meihuan does not dare to approach to her son's side all of a sudden. 游乐中心的门前,沈美缓一下子没敢靠近到她儿子的身边。 Why does he want to gaze at this place? Shen Meihuan also looks along his line of sight, looks at that some places already not the bright signboard. 他为什么要注视着这个地方？沈美缓也沿着他的视线看去,看着那个有些地方已经不亮的招牌。 Had more than ten 20 years of history probably? This place seemed like one generation of childhood to remember. 大概有十几二十年的历史了吧？这个地方似乎是一代人的儿时记忆。 With advancement of urbanization, appearance along with more recreation area, along with the development of many large-scale mobile game theme park, here already already no longer initial advancement. 只是伴随着城市化的进程,伴随着更多的娱乐场所的出现,伴随着更多大型的机动游戏主题公园的开发,这里早就已经不复当初的进程。 Its light as if also appeared quite reasonably becomes gloomy. But recruitment, exuded yellow. 它的灯光似乎也就显得相当合理地变得暗淡了一些。而招聘,也就泛了黄。 After this is she arrives at this city, for the first time brings the place that her son is playing. Staring silently, aroused Shen Meihuan memories...... perhaps, aroused her son's memory. 这是她来到这个城市之后,第一次带着她儿子来玩的地方。默默的凝视,唤起了沈美缓的回忆……或许,也唤起了她儿子的记忆。 „Do you still remember this place?” She arrived at her son's side gently. “你还记得这个地方吗？”她轻轻地走到了她儿子的身边。 But she has not gotten the answer. Calmly stands he here, the eyelid even rarely winks, looks that what that did exude the yellow signboard...... he to think? 但她没有得到答案。静静地站在这里的他,眼皮甚至很少有眨,看着那泛了黄的招牌……他会想些什么吗？ Shen Meihuan suddenly had impulsive, she grasped son's arm, leading him to enter in the recreational center that this is lonely as if momentarily can close down. 沈美缓突然有了一种冲动,她抓起了儿子的手臂,带着他走进这家冷清得似乎随时都会停业的游乐中心之中。 Perhaps, here can bring back he many memories, even makes him return to normal. 或许,在这里能能够勾起他更多的回忆,甚至让他恢复正常。 She has such anticipation, the speed was faster. 她带着这样的期待,速度不禁就快了一些。 Inside of recreational center, appears compares its outside also to be lonelier. Most looms are at the condition of closing down. at this time, only then a front of shooting machine, but also stood to seem like the quite energetic old man, proficiently refresh records points on score. 游乐中心的里面,显得比它的外边还要更加冷清一些。大部分的机子都处于关停的状态。这时候,唯独只有一台投篮机的面前,还站着了一个看起来颇为精神的老头儿,熟练地刷新着记分器上的分数。 Sells coin as if to doze off, is facing so lonely sound- even came the business, he does not have enthusiasm a little, mechanical place good game coin, receives money , to continue to doze off. 售币员似乎打着瞌睡,面对着如此冷清的声音-即使来了生意,他也没有一点儿的热情,机械式地点好了游戏币,收了钱,就又继续地打着瞌睡。 Shen Meihuan does not care here lonely and sells coin the attitude is not good. 沈美缓并不在意这里的冷清和售币员的态度不好。 She instead felt a point rejoiced...... no one pays attention, to her, is actually a good matter. At least some people will not notice her son some unusual. 她反而感觉到了一点的庆幸……没有人注意,对于她来说,其实是一件好事情。起码不会有人注意到她儿子的一些反常。 In front of loom that thrashes the turtle, Shen Meihuan attempt makes her son think more things. 一台捶打乌龟的机子前面,沈美缓试图让她的儿子想起来更多的事情。 „Still remembers? Comes for the first time time, the game that you play......, although this loom and initial difference, but, do you still remember? That little while, you play are one hour, how is not willing to walk, but also is acting difficult.” “还记得吗？第一次来的时候,你就玩的这种游戏……嗯,虽然这机子和当初的不一样,不过,你还记得吗？那会儿,你一玩就是一个小时,怎么都不愿意走,还闹着别扭。” But her son had not responded, has probably heard, simply has not heard probably. 但她的儿子并没有没有反应,像是已经听见,也像是根本没有听见。 But she has not been discouraged. She grasps on front of the loom was hanging the hammer, handed over in her son's hand. She also sees her son not to grasp, the hammer fell all of a sudden on the ground. 但她没有灰心。她抓起了机子面前挂着的锤子,交到了她儿子的手中。她也同样看见她的儿子并没有抓紧,锤子一下子就掉在了地上。 Shen Meihuan picked again, but the hammer also falls from her son's hand again. 沈美缓再次捡了起来,而锤子也再次地从她儿子的手中掉了下来。 Picks up, falls down, picks up, falls down. 捡起,掉下,捡起,掉下。 Repetitions, in the eye of Shen Meihuan filled firm and resolute, has not shown any impatient facial expression. 一次次的重复,沈美缓的眼中充满了坚毅,并没有露出任何不耐烦的神情。 She felt inconceivable, in recent years, the business of factory as contracted stepped onto to kneel down gradually, her temperament also as if increased day by day, became is gradually impatient. 她感觉到了不可思议,近几年,随着承包回来的厂子的生意渐渐走上跪倒,她的脾气也似乎与日俱增,渐渐地就变得不耐烦起来。 But now, is making this type repeatedly, is monotonous and arid, even uncomfortable matter time, disaffection that she has no. 可现在,做着这种重复的,单调并且枯燥,甚至让人难受的事情的时候,她并没有任何的不满。 Finally, when her son learns to grasp the hammer, Shen Meihuan is being from the heart happy. She starts to teach that he thrashes these turtle that with the hammer one by one starts to flash. 终于,当她的儿子学会了抓紧锤子的时候,沈美缓发自内心地高兴着。她开始教导他一下一下地用锤子去捶打那些开始闪动的乌龟。 One by one, appears very clumsy, but the score nature horrible to look at...... is only she grabs son's hand like this, felt one type very long had not realized happiness. 一下一下,显得十分的笨拙,而分数自然惨不忍睹……只是她就这样抓着儿子的手,就感觉到了一种很久没有体会过的幸福。 She recalled that the past...... very was very long the beforehand past, her son's childhood. 她回想起来了从前……很就很久之前的从前,她儿子的小时候。 She always teaches that tirelessly his learned walks repeatedly, she always has patiently was teaching he babbles- at that time, never had the least bit the irritation, even if he only learned to walk one step, even if he were only learns to say not a clear character, enough has let her happily most of the day. 她总是不厌其烦地教导他一遍遍地学会走路,她总是极具耐性地教导着他牙牙学语-那个时候,从来没有半点的烦躁,哪怕他只学会了走一步,哪怕他只是学会了说一个不清楚的字,都已经足够让她高兴大半天。 Until this time, Shen Meihuan suddenly discovered, that is this whole life happiest time. 直到这个时候,沈美缓忽然发现,那才是她这辈子最幸福的时候。 World wealth, hoped that a son will grow up to be successful...... she to forget this type not long after at first, purest happiness? 世间财,望子成龙……她曾几何时已经忘记了这种最初的,最纯粹的幸福？ When that day, when he arrived at that day in this world, why when he small palm...... she can forget these things on her spread that day at present slightly? 当那天,当他来到这个世界上的那天,当他小小的掌心在她的眼前微微张开的那天……她为什么可以忘记了那些东西？ Shen Meihuan does not know when stopped the hand...... not to have her drive, her son's hand also grasped the hammer to stop like this. 沈美缓不知什么时候停下了手……没有了她的带动,她儿子的手也就这样握着锤子停了下来。 She is rebuking oneself, is crazily guilty, is sobbing the opens the mouth: „I should not consider only the business, I should not compel you to learn from...... me like this......” 她自责着,疯狂地内疚着,哽咽着开口:“我不应该只顾着生意,我也不应该这样逼着你学习……我……” She cannot be justified eventually, the in the heart youngest place seemed pierced by anything, such as fishbone in throat, their stabbing pain stabbing pain. 她终究说不下去,心中最幼弱的地方仿佛被什么刺穿般,也如鲠在喉,它们都刺痛刺痛。 Silent cries. 无声落泪。 Suddenly her hand crashed downward, the hammer struck on a head of plastic turtle- that was the hand that her son moved. 忽然她的手向下坠落了下去,锤子敲打在了其中一个塑料乌龟的脑袋上-那是她儿子自己动的手。 But he still has not spoken, his vision still appears the delay, he is moving like this......, but this simple probably mechanical movement, enough has made Shen Meihuan see the dawn probably, she looks at this young face crazily. 但他依然没有说话,他的目光依然显得呆滞,他只是这样动着……但这简单像是机械式般的动作,却已经足够让沈美缓像是看见了曙光,她不禁痴痴地看着这张年轻的脸。 ...... …… „Cola two bottles, ten.” “可乐两瓶,十块。” „.” “给。” Time in front of that old the loom of striking turtle, passed for one hour...... even to be the time that this recreational center soon closed quietly. 时间就在那台老旧的敲打乌龟的机子面前,悄然地过去了一个多小时……甚至到了这家游乐中心快要关门的时间。 The Shen Meihuan footsteps are quick, walks toward own son......, even if sees from afar, she has well satisfied, the entire innermost feelings seem like filled up the feeling. 沈美缓的脚步很快,朝着自己的儿子走去……即使只是远远看见,她就有一种心满意足,整个内心像是被填满了的感觉。 Why, for these years, will forget this feeling? 为什么,这几年,会忘记了这种感觉呢？ But she was quick stopped footsteps- her front, a woman of wear black one-piece dress, this little while is walking toward her. 可她却很快就停下了脚步-她的面前,一个穿着黑色连衣裙的女人,这会儿正朝着她走来。 Shen Meihuan is startled, the words that she did not remember incorrectly, why in the front of hotel should this woman meet one time...... to be possible she to be able here? 沈美缓一怔,她没有记错的话,这个女人应该是在旅馆的面前碰见过一次……可她为什么会在这里？ Shen Meihuan subconsciously lowers the head, passes through from the side of opposite party, but in the instance of walking past, she actually heard this wear black one-piece dress the voice of woman. 沈美缓下意识地低了低头,从对方的身边走过,可就在走过的瞬间,她却听到了这个穿着黑色连衣裙的女人的声音。 She said: „Why doesn't make him be laid to rest?” 她说:“为什么不让他入土为安？” Shen Meihuan stopped the footsteps all of a sudden, somewhat turns around flurriedly- she believes firmly that she never knows this woman, has met merely, but why she knows that what these...... she also does know? 沈美缓一下子停下了脚步,有些慌乱地转过身来-她确信自己从来不认识这个女人,也仅仅只是见过一面,可她为什么会知道这些……她还知道什么？ „Who you...... are you?” Shen Meihuan on the alert say/way: „Have you followed I?” “你……你是什么人？”沈美缓警惕着道:“你一直跟着我？” „Who I am unimportant, more importantly you.” “我是谁并不重要,重要的是你。” The woman who this wears the black clothes shakes the head saying: „I, although does not know that you make him turn into now this appearance with what method. However, do you feel this really? The deceased, why must disturb his peace in this way.” 这位穿着黑色衣服的女人摇了摇头道:“我虽然不知道你到底用什么方法让他变成现在这个样子。不过,你感觉这样真的好吗？逝者如斯乎,为什么还要打扰他的安宁。” „You know anything!” The Shen Meihuan flash became excited. “你知道什么！”沈美缓一瞬间变得激动了起来。 The opposite party sighed said angrily: „I am also fostering some children. They to me, even is heavy in my life...... I understands a mood as mother.” 对方叹了口气道:“我也在抚养着一些孩子。它们对于我来说,甚至重于我的生命……我明白作为一个母亲的心情。” „You understand that...... you understand that do not block me!” “你明白……你明白那就不要阻我！” „But you must know, your son's body filled Corpse Qi...... this to you are not the good matter. The time grew, you can the body be have problems.” “可你要知道,你儿子的身上充满了尸气……这对你来说并不是什么好事情。时间长了,你会身体会出问题的。” The woman who this wears the black one-piece dress is similar some not to endure, said: „Listening, he may turn into the condition that the good corpse...... that is you are not willing to see absolutely.” 这位穿着黑色连衣裙的女人仿佛有些不忍,却还是说了下去:“听着,他有可能变成行尸……那是一种你绝对不愿意看见的状态。” Shen Meihuan looks at the opposite party vigilantly, „I do not know you! I do not know that you said anything! Please do not harass me! I had lost his one time, I cannot be lost him by myself again! Since you understand a mother's mood, you should understand me!” 沈美缓更为警惕地看着对方,“我不认识你！我不知道你说什么！请你不要骚扰我！我已经失去了他一次,我不能再让自己失去他再一次！既然你明白一个母亲的心情,那你应该明白我！” „human why always like this tenacious?” “人类为什么总是这样的固执？” She can only sigh, but soon has self-ridicule the forced smile saying: „But I did not have the qualifications to say after your anything...... I also had the tenacious death . how about this, I live in your building, if you have what need, can knock the door of my room. Hopes, will not have such a day.” 她只能叹了口气,但却很快有自嘲般地苦笑道:“但我也没有资格说你什么……我也有固执的死后。这样吧,我就住在你楼上,你要是有什么需要的话,可以敲我房间的门。但愿,不会有那么的一天。” „You...... your what exactly is it person?” “你……你到底是什么人？” „Black Water.” She said in a soft voice: „I called Black Water.” “黑水。”她轻声道:“我叫黑水。” Her hateful human, she did not said here she approves human, she moved the compassion...... to stand in as mother's standpoint.( To be continued.) 她讨厌人类,她在这里也并不表示她认同人类,她只是动了恻隐之心……站在了作为母亲的这个立场上。(未完待续。)