TTC :: Volume #4

#13: We same small and weak

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Nikita knows Anton time such several days, but perhaps is because has experienced the danger together, but now is the person of same strip ship- or, Anton gives the feeling that he one type can pour out. 尼基塔认识安东的时间就这么几天,但或许是因为一同经历过危险,而现在更加是同一条船的人-又或者,安东给他一种可以倾吐的感觉。 Who knows? 谁知道呢？ Perhaps he is also only something hides in in the heart, wants to say merely- in such a time, when such Twelve year ago exactly the same. 或许他也只是有些事情藏在心中,仅仅想要说出来而已-在这样的一个时候,在这样一个跟十二年前一模一样的时候。 „Oleg is always very strong person, has saying that he is really the darling of God. He is intelligent, he is powerful, and he obtained the most beautiful Kamala's love...... ” Nikita said here time smiled saying with a smile: „Actually I and many people are the same, is jealous most beautiful Kamala and Oleg secretly. However what I and others is a little different, I am also blessing them heartfeltly.” “奥列格从来都是很强壮的人,不得不说,他真的是上帝的宠儿。他聪明,他强大,并且他获得了最美丽的卡马拉的爱……嘿嘿。”尼基塔说道这里的时候笑了笑道:“其实我和很多人一样,都在暗地里妒忌最美丽的卡马拉和奥列格。但是我和其他人有一点不一样的是,我也衷心地祝福着他们两个。” Anton...... Andrea little can hear the matter about mother Kamala from the Oleg mouth. at this time he exceptionally peaceful. 门外的安东……安东利尔甚少能够从奥列格的口中听到关于母亲卡马拉的事情。这时候的他异常的安静。 Peaceful looks like before sleeping, listens to the appearance that family member's story is going to sleep slowly on the bed. 安静的就像是临睡觉之前,在床上听着亲人的故事而缓缓入睡的模样。 „Why will mother...... Miss Kamala like Mr. Oleg?” Anton asked in a soft voice. “妈……卡马拉小姐为什么会喜欢上奥列格先生？”安东轻声问道。 Nikita thinks a while said: „Probably is his inherent sense of justice. Believes me, that time Oleg, was really one can let everyone ashamed fellow. Once? Our neighbors were harassed by several villains, while we when discussed how should avoid the disaster happening, Oleg...... in the village had received the Oleg attendance person these villain cou ruthlessly, now thinks, but also is really a serious number...... is only, this serious number, is actually a joke.” 尼基塔想了一会儿道:“大概是他那份与生俱来的正义感。相信我,那时候的奥列格,真的是一个能够让所有人都惭愧的家伙。有一次吧？我们的邻居被几个恶棍骚扰,正当我们在讨论到底应该怎么避免祸事发生的时候,奥列格已经把这几个恶棍狠狠地楱了一顿……村子里面受到奥列格照顾人,现在想起来,还真是一个不得了的数字……只是,这个不得了的数字,却是一个笑话。” „Why?” “为什么？” „When each receives you to help person, and finally, turned around coped with your time, you whether for yourself will have helped how many people, but feeling proud?” Nikita by slighting nearly unkind same sound said: „These, once had the smile to say before you person of thanking, to finally is says to you sorry, is harming you without hesitation the time...... oh, dear Anton, please believe me, that certainly is most disgusting and most sorrowful situation that you can imagine. But is also the most helpless situation.” “当每一个受到你帮助过的人,到了最后,都转过来对付你的时候,你是否还会为自己曾经帮助过多少人,而感觉到了自豪？”尼基塔以冷淡得近乎刻薄一样的声音说道:“那些啊,曾经带着微笑在你面前说着谢谢的人,到了最后则是对你说对不起,然后毫不犹豫地伤害着你的时候……噢,亲爱的安东,请你相信我,那一定是你所能够想象到的最恶心和最悲哀的情况。但也是最无奈的情况。” Andrea frowns, he is unable to understand truly these speeches of Nikita, he can only pursue asks: „Exactly what happened?” 安东利尔皱着眉头,他无法真正理解尼基塔的这些说话,他只能够追问道:“到底发生了什么事情？” Nikita implored said angrily: „Does our village, basically take mining as to live...... knows? In the place of that mining area, the happened unfair and bad matter must be above your imagination by far. From upper-level squeezing, the dispute between miners. For these years, these have formed a stable and balanced aspect- the outside world what exactly is it appearance, regarding since childhood us who grow up there, is unknowable. Only we know only then, in this village, in this mining area, whose fist is big, who is the truth, is a ruler.” 尼基塔吁了口气道:“我们的村子,基本上都是以挖矿为生……知道吗？在那种矿区的地方,发生的不公平和糟糕的事情要远远地超乎你的想象。来自上层的压榨,还有矿工之间的纷争。这么多年来,这些都已经形成了一种稳定而均衡的局面-外边的世界到底是什么样子的,对于从小就在那里长大的我们来说,根本不可知。我们唯一知道的就只有,在这个村子,这个矿区之中,谁的拳头大,谁就是真理,就是统治者。” Nikita shook the head, sighed said angrily: „But Oleg is innate has strong sense of justice person. He is resisting this type decayed to the soul life style, his instinct hateful in mining area influence squeezing. He was born the idea of protection people, he even believes that , when so long as everyone unites, no one can at will bully us- therefore, he acted.” 尼基塔摇摇头,叹了口气道:“可奥列格是一个天生拥有很强正义感的人。他抵制着这种腐朽到了灵魂般的生活方式,他本能地讨厌着矿区里面的势力压榨。他诞生了保护众人的想法,他甚至认为,只要当所有人都团结起来的时候,就没有人可以随意地欺负我们-于是,他行动了。” „Time from the beginning, because of Oleg help always, as well as he in people in the heart prestige, truly the person who worries to be willing to revolt against much. We resist the unreasonable overtime, we request many leaves, we urge to improve the meals, even, we start to strike. And finally, Oleg hits the severe wound several black foremen directly.” “一开始的时候,因为奥列格一直以来的帮助,以及他在人们心中的声望,确实着急到了不少愿意反抗的人。我们抵制无理的加班时间,我们要求更多的休假,我们要求改善伙食,甚至,我们开始罢工。到了最后,奥列格更加是把几个黑工头直接打得重伤。” Nikita brings a bosom Burma saying: „At that time, wants to come is these years, the village obtains the most hopeful time. But Oleg by us is also thought is hero-, but he has not become inflates, but goes all out is protecting this hard-won hope.......” 尼基塔带着一丝怀缅道:“那时候,想来是这几十年来,村子获得最有希望的时光。而奥列格也被我们认为是英雄-但他并没有变得膨胀起来,而是更加卖力地守护着这份得来不易的希望。只是……” The Nikita sound suddenly becomes dismal: „Oleg forgot a matter, that is not everyone can like him, the owner powerful body and courage, as well as most important sense of justice. Knows? The darkness of mining area had not been scattered, it hid. Right, looks like the poisonous snake same, is dormant in darkness that cautiously, in could not see brightly, waits for the opportunity to act.” 尼基塔的声音忽然变得悲凉:“奥列格忘记了一件事情,那就是并不是每一个人都能够像他一样,拥有者强大的身体和勇气,以及最重要的正义感。知道吗？矿区的黑暗从来没有被驱散,它只是躲了起来。对的,就像是毒蛇一样,小心翼翼地蛰伏在了光明所看不到的黑暗之中,伺机而动。” „Who from the beginning is? I forgot in any case. I only remember, on that day during the daytime, we prepared to go to work as usual, a miner was discovered poured in own family/home, his left hand had been suppressed reduces spicily. When we discover him, his left hand has not actually bled......, because, his left hand scalded very much, sealed up all bleeding places. But his reduced palm in the wall edge, was still used the blood of palm to write down several characters as for the wall on: Cannot revolt.” “一开始到底是谁？反正我是忘记了。我只记得,那天白天,我们如常地准备上班的时候,一个矿工被发现倒在了自己的家中,并且,他的左手已经被狠辣地砍掉。当我们发现他的时候,他左手其实已经没有流血……因为,他的左手很烫伤了,封住了所有流血的地方。而他被砍掉的手掌则是被仍在了墙的边缘,至于墙壁上则是用着手掌的血写下了几个字:不许反抗。” The Nikita forced smile said: „The retaliations of these people too quick, even keeps us from responding. Knows? We and they have different places- they are the villains, is true, just like the malicious ghost, the villain of coming out anything can do! Every day, we can hear in the village that evening to be harassed, which house also there is to set on fire quietly, perhaps who was also is hit on the road cut and bruised.” 尼基塔苦笑道:“那些人的报复来得太快了,甚至让我们根本无法反应过来。知道吗？我们和他们有不一样的地方-他们是恶棍,是真真正正的,如同恶鬼一样,什么事情都能够干的出来的恶棍！每天,我们都能够听到村子之中那一家晚上被骚扰了,又有哪一家的房子被悄悄地纵火了,又或许是谁被在路上打了遍体鳞伤。” Nikita sighed said angrily: „It is not good, is not really good. No matter how Oleg convinced everyone, did not have the means to prevent this frightened spread. Even if we some have also been insisting the person, was until that day......” 尼基塔叹了口气道:“不行了,真的不行了。不管奥列格如何的说服大家,都没有办法阻止这种恐惧的蔓延。我们即使还有一些一直在坚持的人,可是直到那一天……” „These people said that so long as hands over Oleg, so long as everyone restored to the former life, can not do the destruction, they even also pledged, Oleg that so long as taking the lead in causing trouble handed over, will improve to work well-, otherwise, will be intense.” “那些人说,只要把奥列格交出来,只要大家恢复到从前的生活,就可以不在搞破坏,他们甚至还承诺,只要把带头闹事的奥列格交出来的话,就会好好地改善一下工作-否则,将会变本加厉。” „!” Anton exuded one to shout lowly. He feels oneself hands and feet suddenly somewhat ice-cold: „That and that afterward......” “啊！”安东发出了一声低呼。他忽然觉得自己的手脚有些冰冷:“那、那后来……” „Sorry, we do not think, in my family also has old person also to have the child to look.” “对不起啊,我们也不想,我家里还有老人还有小孩要照顾。” „Sorry...... they said that so long as, so long as you can surrender, will let off our.” “对不起啊……他们说,只要,只要你能够投降的话,就会放过我们的。” „Sorry...... did Oleg, ask how are you? Always, you are helping us like this, this time, these also asked you to help us time. They said, can relieve my gambling debt, otherwise...... I can only the dead end.” “对不起啊……奥列格,求求你好吗？一直以来,你都这样帮着我们,这一次,这一次也请你帮帮我们吧。他们说,可以免掉我的赌债,不然……我就只能死路一条。” „Sorry, Oleg, really sorry...... is only, but we do not have the means.” “对不起啊,奥列格,真的对不起……只是,只是我们也没有办法。” „We...... we have not requested you to make these, makes so many. This...... this is your own satisfies!” “我们……我们从来没有要求过你做这些,做这么多。这……这不过是你自己的自我满足而已！” Nikita sneers saying: „Since that has been I for a lifetime, has listened to many apologies- I even know that they also understand oneself are making anything! Oleg is hope words of flag, then they are reducing it personally! After they handled this matter personally, indicated, they are willing to continue to withstand mistreatment. But they actually have to this. Who isn't selfish? Who isn't willing to protect own family member? These fellows, were really the too clear our weakness!” 尼基塔冷笑道:“那是我一辈子以来,听过的最多的道歉-我甚至知道他们自己也明白自己到底在做什么！奥列格是一面希望的旗帜的话,那么他们就是在亲手砍掉它！当他们亲手地做了这件事情之后,也就表示,他们愿意继续承受着欺负。可他们却不得不这样做。谁不自私呢？谁不愿意保护自己的家人呢？那些家伙,实在是太清楚我们的弱点了啊！” „They...... went too far!” Anton clenches teeth. “他们……太过分了！”安东咬了咬牙。 Nikita has not said on this issue, but fast typical: „Oleg was enraged thoroughly. He flushed under surrounding of many villagers, a person killed that place. When he walks, what we see is only the body of his whole body blood-stained...... is only when he looks that these still grasp various types of ores to have the villagers who stop up him, his anger from now on heart, probably had died.” 尼基塔没有就这个问题说下去,而是飞快地道:“奥列格被彻底地激怒。他在众多村民的包围之下冲了出来,一个人杀去了那个地方。当他走出来的时候,我们看见的只是他浑身染血的身体……只是当他看着那些依然手持着各种矿具的村民堵住他的时候,他愤怒过后的心脏,大概已经死掉了吧。” Nikita opened the door, pulled out the pants to walk, „after that day, Oleg led Kamala to leave. I also feel not to have the meaning, comes out with Oleg together, went to other place life, is after several years the tranquil life? Oleg and Kamala also had the child.” 尼基塔打开了门,抽着裤子走了出来,“那天之后奥列格就带着卡马拉离开了。我也觉得没有意思,也就跟着奥列格一起出来,去了别的地方生活,也算是过了几年平静的生活吧？奥列格和卡马拉也有了孩子。” „But Kamala died.” Nikita took a deep breath said: „It seems like dies at the traffic accident, but during fact, she dies is murdering those who have cheated them. Although we left the village, however that group of people of past years had not planned to let off us.” “但卡马拉还是死了。”尼基塔深深地吸了口气道:“看上去是死在车祸的,但实际上,她是死在寻仇之中的。我们虽然离开了村子,但是当年的那批人一直都没有打算放过我们。” Shakes the head, Nikita washes the face, sighed said angrily: „Since Kamala died, Oleg becomes more dispirited- he also has to so, because he is fearing, fears not to know of that day revolted, will involve him and Kamala's only child. This looked like these once to say sorry to him, but coped with his villagers to be the same personally.” 摇摇头,尼基塔洗了把脸,叹了口气道:“自从卡马拉死了之后,奥列格就变得更加的颓废起来-他也不得不如此,因为他恐惧着,恐惧着自己不知道那一天反抗了,会牵连到他和卡马拉唯一的孩子。这就像是那些曾经对他说着对不起,而亲手对付他的村民一样。” Nikita has a hatred saying: „These people, after Kamala killed, has not continued to Oleg to begin- I understand their ideas! They are wish make Oleg live for a lifetime in this pain, making him unable to mention the thought of resistance again. Because must kill a person too to be really easy, but kills a heart of person...... is the best retaliation.” 尼基塔带着一丝憎恨道:“那些人,把卡马拉杀了之后,并没有继续对奥列格动手-我明白他们的想法！他们是想要让奥列格一辈子都生活在这种痛苦之中,让他再也提不起反抗的念头。因为要杀死一个人实在太容易了,而杀死一个人的心……才是最好的报复。” He then looks to sit in ground Anton, is somewhat curious, but has not asked anything, but implored said angrily: „Anton, remember, no matter you have how powerful, but a strength of person after all is also only a strength of person, a justice of person also after all is only a justice of person, they are extremely small and weak and no use. This type is no use and small and weak, can let one like the lion brave man, for own child, is willing to become a getting sick cat, regarding bullying, is only the choice is resigned to bad conditions.” 他回头看着坐在地上的安东,有些好奇,但没有问什么,而吁了口气道:“安东,记住,不管你有多么的强大,但一个人的力量毕竟也只是一个人的力量,一个人的正义也毕竟只是一个人的正义,它们都太过弱小和无助。这种无助和弱小,能够让一个如同狮子般勇敢的男人,为了自己的孩子,甘愿成为一只病猫,对于欺负,也只是选择逆来顺受。” „This, is, about Oleg story that I know.” Nikita smiles suddenly, probably self-ridiculed: „Probably, is the stories of many? We same small and weak, therefore also can only choose indifferently. We are hoping the appearance of hero, but meets after the wedding the handle hero to destroy. We were fantasizing becomes the hero, the pleased love and hate, murder decisively, the capable person cannot...... actually not think must withstand the sorrow of hero.”( To be continued.) “这,就是我所知道的,关于奥列格的故事。”尼基塔忽然笑了笑,像是自嘲:“大概,也是不少人的故事吧？我们都一样的弱小罢了,所以也只能够选择冷漠。我们希望着英雄的出现,但又会亲手把英雄毁灭。我们幻想着成为英雄,快意恩仇,杀伐果断,能人所不能……却又不曾想过要承受英雄的悲哀。”(未完待续。)
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