The rehearsal of banquet has terminated about Ms. stretch/open, but the orchestra also has own matter. 关于张老太太宴会的排练已经完结,但是乐团还有自己的事情。 side Jiping gets out of bed as usual, saw to eat the side of breakfast to be usual in the living room. 方季平还是如常地起床,在客厅看见了已经在吃着早餐的方如常。 Side at this time said as usual suddenly: „My matter, is a little late passes.” 方如常这时候忽然道:“我有点事情,晚点才过去。” side Jiping has not said anything, sat peacefully. Two people finished eating this breakfast silently. The nanny of home already being accustomed to these two fathers and sons words not many scenes. 方季平没有说什么,安静地坐了下来。二人默默地吃完这一顿的早餐。这个家的保姆早就习惯了这两父子话不多的场面。 Truly, a family only has the fathers and sons, the silent time will be always much. 确实,一个家庭只有父子,沉默的时间总是会多一些。 side Jiping goes out, subconsciously looked at own nearby...... he not to see that woman, but why did not know, where always felt her perhaps. 方季平出门的时候,下意识地看了看自己的附近……他并没有看见那个女人,但不知道为何,总感觉她或许就在什么地方。 side Jiping is unable to be kept this place too long time by oneself, to had/left the community to the hasty. 方季平无法让自己留在这个地方太长的时间,冲冲忙忙就出了小区。 He has to plant does not want to go back the impulsion of orchestra, subconsciously, he place that went to one to make peaceful, a local famous theater. 他有种不想回去乐团的冲动,下意识地,他去了一个能够让安静下来的地方,市内的一家著名的剧场。 In the morning here has not opened the door, but displays repeatedly here, security had known this young violinist, put side Jiping to come in a smile. 早上这里还没有开门,但是多次在这里表现,门外的保安早就认识了这个年轻的小提琴家,笑着就放了方季平进来。 Theater inside it's nothing person, but the girl little while is arranging the stage. 剧场里面没什么人,但有一个女孩这会儿正在布置着舞台。 side Jiping arrived at the girl quietly behind, suddenly after is holding girl's waist, hugs into her the bosom. Was attacked suddenly, on the girl flurried, delicate face has not actually smiled, then said solemnly: „Aiya, sexual harasser who where comes? I must report to the police!” 方季平悄悄地走到了女孩的身后,突然从后抱着了女孩的腰,把她搂入怀中。骤然之间被人袭击,女孩子却没有慌乱,清秀的脸上笑了笑,然后沉声道:“哎呀,哪里来的色狼啊？我要报警！” Girl's finger makes the appearance of telephone, pasted on own face, „fed, did the monster monster spirit?!” 女孩的手指做成电话的模样,贴在了自己的脸上,“喂,妖妖灵吗？！” side Jiping smiles, the low first ten-day period of the dog days of summer on girl's shoulder, said in a low voice: „Xiaoman, I thought you.” 方季平笑了笑,低头伏在了女孩的肩膀上,低声道:“小曼,我想你了。” Xiaoman is not noisy, holds side Jiping to circle in oneself palm, makes this man hug her peacefully, in this stage. 小曼也不闹了,抓住方季平绕在自己身上的手掌,安静地让这个男人拥抱着她,就在这个舞台上。 After a while later, side Jiping the loosen gives birth for the first time girl. 过了一会儿之后,方季平才松开怀中的女孩。 Xiaoman turns around, selected the nose that selects side Jiping said: „This enough? The sad words, I can hire the shoulder!” 小曼转过身来,点了点方季平的鼻子道:“这就够了吗？心情不好的话,我可以出租肩膀啦！” side Jiping smiles. 方季平莞尔一笑。 Two people arrived on the seat under stage to sit, looks at this stage. side Jiping grasps Xiaoman's hand to say suddenly: „Tired?” 两人来到了舞台下的座椅上坐了下来,看着这个舞台。方季平忽然抓起小曼的手道:“累吗？” „Fortunately.” Xiaoman beat beat oneself shoulder: „This afternoon has been able the prepare!” “还好啦。”小曼捶了捶自己的肩膀:“不过今天下午已经就可以布置好啦！” side Jiping turned over/stood up to cross the seat suddenly, arrived at Xiaoman behind, both hands according to rubbed to pinch on her shoulder gently, „relaxed.” 方季平忽然翻身越过了座椅,来到了小曼的身后,双手按在了她的肩膀上轻轻地揉捏着,“放松点。” Xiaoman the face was saying painstakingly: „If made the manager see, can fry my squid?” 小曼却苦着脸道:“要是让经理看见了,会不会炒我鱿鱼的呀？” side Jiping is saying with a smile: „After me, did not begin in his theater.” 方季平笑着道:“那我之后就不在他这个剧场开演了。” Xiaoman turns the head to say hastily: „That is not good! You do not perform here, where on me goes to the free performance?” 小曼连忙转过头来道:“那可不行！你不在这里演出,我上哪去免费的表演去？” „Good, let alone the words, rest. This meeting no one.” “好了别说话,休息一下。这会没人的。” Xiaoman closed the eye immediately. Before long later, Xiaoman took nearby backpack. Sees only her took out a wrinkle from the backpack the circular, then also takes out own cell phone. 小曼顿时闭上了眼睛。不一会儿之后,小曼把旁边的背包取了过来。只见她从背包之中取出了一张皱皱的传单,然后也取出自己的手机。 side Jiping the vision looked at one in this type of circular, both hands subconsciously stopped, blurted out: „What this and are this?” 方季平目光在这种传单上看了一眼,双手下意识地停了下来,脱口而出道:“这、这是什么？” Xiaoman has not cared, at the same time is hitting script on the cell phone: „Circular of looking for missing people. This morning goes to work sees a student appearance the little elder brother who to paste this type of thing in downstairs, he said that is helps the person paste, I asked that he wanted one. Un, I plan to send the friend circle and so on, has a look to add on many are many. Was missing for 20 years, this child's parents certainly cross not well.” 小曼也没有在意似的,一边在手机上打着文字:“寻人的传单啊。今天早上上班的时候在楼下看见一个学生样子的小哥在贴这种东西,他说是帮人贴的,我就问他要了一张了。嗯,我打算发一下朋友圈之类的,看看能帮上多少是多少吧。失踪了二十年,这孩子的父母过得一定不好。” side Jiping continues to begin, actually slowly typical: „But you have thought that possibly is parents' mistake causes the child to be turned?” 方季平继续动起手来,却缓缓地道:“但你有没有想过,可能是父母的过错才导致孩子被拐走的？” „Un......” Xiaoman blinks saying: „Had looked for 20 years? If not sells out own child intentionally, makes mistakes, should enough be punished? Also, if mindless, is insufficient to look for these twenty years, isn't that so?” “嗯……”小曼眨了眨眼道:“可是都已经找了二十年了啊？如果不是故意把自己孩子卖掉的话,犯了什么错,也应该受够惩罚了吧？再说,如果是没心没肺的话,也不至于找这二十年,不是吗？” side Jiping was all of a sudden silent. 方季平一下子沉默了下来。 Xiaoman is raising head to look at side Jiping, side Jiping this little while actually pats Xiaoman's shoulder saying: „I have the matter...... now evening to eat meal together.” 小曼仰着头看着方季平,方季平这会儿却拍了拍小曼的肩膀道:“我还有事……今晚上一起吃饭吧。” „Good ~” “好的~” ...... …… ...... …… side Ruchang goes out in side Jiping soon, also then goes out. This become famous conductor sharply has not been leaving the community, but take a walk is strolling in own nearby forest Jing. 方如常在方季平出门不久之后,也接着出了门。这位已经成名的指挥家并没有急着离开小区,而是在自己家附近的林景之中散步般地闲逛着。 His vision seems to be searching for anything, the patience is very good. Soon , the side stopped as usual, is narrowing own eye slightly, looks that is sitting in the back that under the tree rested. 他的目光似乎在搜寻着什么,耐性很好。不久之后,方如常停了下来,微微眯着自己的眼睛,看着一个正坐在了树下休息的背影。 In fact, if not because heard heard the slight cough sound, as usual the side will not discover here had the person. 事实上,如果不是因为听到了传来轻微的咳嗽声,方如常也不会发现的了这里有人。 As a conductor, his aural acuity wants to be keener than the average person. 作为一名指挥家,他的耳力比普通人要灵敏一些。 „Who are you?” “你是什么人？” ...... …… Suddenly, Yang Ping hears the sound that behind broadcast. She is having the breakfast of community manages dining hall at this time. Yang Ping wiped a countenance hastily, the anxious hasty stands up: „I and I do not have to be loaf, has not been the time of going to work.” 忽然之间,杨萍听到了背后传来的声音。她此时正在吃着小区物管饭堂的早饭。杨萍连忙抹了一把嘴脸,急忙忙地站起身来:“我、我没有在偷懒,还没有到上班的时间。” „I did not ask that your, did I ask your what exactly is it person?” The side is taking a look at this cleaner as usual. “我不问你这个,我问你到底是什么人？”方如常上上下下地打量着这个保洁员。 Last night the sedan came to anchor, he poked head in saw seemed this person. Then late time, when behind follows side Jiping, discovered he looks as if is also the whole person. 昨夜轿车抛锚的时候,他探头出来的时候看见的似乎就是这个人。接着更晚一些的时候,在背后跟着方季平的时候,发现他找的似乎也是整个人。 The whole face wind and frost, the skin is dark, slightly humpbacked. side Ruchang was recalling side Jiping yesterday the night action, in the heart had some suspicions indistinctly. 满脸风霜,皮肤黝黑,略微的驼背。方如常回想着方季平昨夜晚的举动,心中隐约有了一些猜想。 „I and I do this cleanly, Mister.” Yang Ping lowers the head, she does not dare to look straight ahead in this sound to lead the dignified man. “我、我是这样做清洁的,先生。”杨萍低着头,她并不敢直视这个声音之中带着威严的男人。 „I am season even the father.” The side said one as usual suddenly. “我是季平的父亲。”方如常冷不丁地说了一句。 Yang Ping lifted all of a sudden, as if becomes excited, but she depresses this excitement quickly, made excuses: „This mister, I and I were not very clear you say anything.” 杨萍一下子就抬起了头来,仿佛变得激动起来,但她很快压下这份激动,吱唔道:“这位先生,我、我不是很明白你说什么。” „What thing is that?” Side as usual this little while points at one to tie up with trash gross suddenly in a grey white cloth sack say/way. “那是什么东西？”方如常这会儿忽然指着一个和垃圾箩子绑在一块的灰色白布袋道。 Yang Ping somewhat said suddenly flurriedly: „it's nothing, is some clothes and junks.” 杨萍突然有些慌乱道:“没什么,就是一些衣服和杂物。” „I have a look.” Side as usual said indifferently, but the movement is quick, after Yang Ping has not responded, the half step had walked, opened the cloth sack. “我看看。”方如常淡然道,但是动作却很快,在杨萍没有反应过来之后,已经快步地走了过去,打开了布袋。 „Yeah! You cannot look!” “哎！你不能看！” But the aunt has prevented without enough time. Although her line of sight is fuzzy, had actually clearly seen the side is turning own cloth sack as usual, aunt's eyes all of a sudden are soon anxious to cry, „you cannot look!” 但大娘已经来不及阻止。她的视线虽然模糊,却分明已经看到了方如常翻着了自己的布袋子,大娘的眼睛一下子就急得快要哭出来似的,“你不能看呀！” „I have not really guessed wrong.” side Ruchang sneered at this time, took in the hand to find a circular, looks at Yang Pingdao: „You are really season even mother. Real didn't expect, these ten hundreds of millions population, you can also find this place unexpectedly.” “我果然没猜错。”方如常此时冷笑了一声,拿着手上找到了一张传单,看着杨萍道:“你果然就是季平的亲生母亲。真没想到,这十几亿的人口,你居然也能够找到这个地方。” Saw to expose, Yang Ping also had no alternative the said/tunnel: „Mr. side, I...... I wants to see my son, I do not plan to make anything.” 见已经暴露了出来,杨萍也无可奈何地道:“方先生,我……我只是想要见一见我儿子,我不打算做什么。” „Haven't you seen?” Side as usual said indifferently: „What do you also stay here to make?” “你不是已经看见了吗？”方如常淡然道:“那你还留在这里做什么？” „I...... I only want to take a look at him.” Yang Ping lowers the head, said spookily: „Has a look at him to the distant place, I know that he is happy well.” “我……我只想看看他。”杨萍低着头,幽幽道:“离远地看看他,我知道他高不高兴就好。” side Ruchang sneers to say suddenly: „Right? Did not think that season even lives to cross now very well, is thinking the future life had to safeguard, declined to leave?” 方如常忽然冷笑道:“是吗？难道不是觉得季平现在生活过得很好,想着今后的生活有保障了,才死活赖着不走吗？” Yang Ping immediately one anxious, is clenching teeth to say slightly excitedly: „Mr. side, how you can say like this!” 杨萍顿时一急,咬着牙略微激动道:“方先生,你怎么可以这样说！” Side as usual coldly snorted and said: „I asked the past the season draw childhood matter. I know that you are the person who a love gambles, knows that your son is because anything was turned.” 方如常冷哼道:“我问过季平小时候的事情。我知道你是个爱赌钱的人,也知道你儿子到底是因为什么才被人拐走的。” Yang Ping one grasped own clothes. The present side looks like mountain as usual, presses she has a breath unable feeling. She moves the lip, actually does not know oneself can say anything. 杨萍一下抓紧了自己的衣服。眼前的方如常就像是一座大山似的,压得她有种呼吸不能的感觉。她动了动嘴唇,却不知道自己能够说些什么。 side Ruchang continues the indifferent said/tunnel: „Do you know after your son by person carry away, how to live? Also does not fear to tell you, after that he was compelled the street to beg by the slave trader. Doesn't need me to say in the work that on the avenue collects? You found the son such long time, doesn't have the child who sees these to be compelled to collect to receive what kind of treatment?” 方如常继续冷漠地道:“你知不知你儿子被人带走了之后是怎样生活的？也不怕告诉你,那之后他就被人贩子逼着去街头行乞。在大街上讨钱的活儿不用我说了吧？你找了儿子这么长的时间,难道没有见过那些被逼着去讨钱的孩子受到怎样的对待？” „I and I do not know that...... I do not know......” “我、我不知道……我不知道……” The Yang Ping wax yellow face twitched all of a sudden, she sits down exhausted weak all of a sudden the sloppy ground, lowers the head scared, the big big teardrops emit from the gonorrhea eyeball. 杨萍蜡黄的脸一下子就抽动了起来,她无力地一下子瘫坐在了草地上,失魂落魄地低着头,大颗大颗的泪珠从白浊的眼珠子之中冒出。 She has cried innumerable **** every night, actually never has one time, flowing this type was sorrowful to be dug the heart tears nearly. 她哭过无数个****夜夜,却从来没有一次,流出来这种悲痛得近乎被挖去了心脏般的泪水。 The son was turned in the past, she died by heartbreak, experienced suffering scolding of family member. She exiles home Betsui, walked from the family/home, both legs went all over most China, for 20 years years, **** sometimes every night, the minute/share, does not have one day to be able calm and steady. 儿子当年被人拐走了,她伤心欲绝,受尽了家人的责骂。她离乡别井,从家里走了出来,一双腿走遍了大半个的中国,二十年来的年年月月,****夜夜,时时分分,从没有一天能够安稳过。 But now, how hears Fangji put down once bitter experience, that buried 20 years of compunction and remorse, was her to assign/life the poisonous snake. 而如今,咋闻方季平曾经的遭遇,那份埋藏了二十年的内疚和自责,就是要了她命般的的毒蛇。 „My non- person! I damn! I am not a person! I damn...... I am not a person!” “我不人！我该死！我不是人！我该死……我不是人呀！” Yang Ping is slapping own face one by one, this pair the old feeble palm, has been putting together all her strengths, „I am not a person!! My son...... the God, I gets what one deserves dead, but why you must like this to my son! The God...... you wanted me to assign/life...... me damn!” 杨萍一下一下地掌掴着自己的脸庞,这双就已经年迈衰弱的手掌,正拼她所有的力气,“我不是人呀！！我的儿子啊……老天爷,我活该死,可你为什么要这样对我的儿子呀！老天爷啊……你要了我命好了呀……我该死呀！” At this time. 就在这个时候。 Side usual hand that held Yang Ping, coldly said/tunnel: „Did not need to act in a play, I looked people like you! Don't you want to ask for money?” 方如常一把抓住了杨萍的手,冷冷地道:“不用演戏了,像你这种人我看多了！你不就是想要钱吗？” He put out a hand to pull out a check book from the clothes, wrote down one string of numbers fast, pulled, still in Yang Ping bosom middle course: „side Jiping is my son, has no relations with you. Here has 2 million, you leave this place to me! Never must not come back! You should better not to consider too little, these money, even if your son had not been turned initially, lived in your past the place of that barren mountains and untamed rivers, his he could not gain for a lifetime, enough you passed an old age!” 他伸手从衣服内掏出了一本支票簿,飞快地写下了一串的数字,扯出,仍在了杨萍的怀中道:“方季平是我的儿子,和你没有什么关系。这里有两百万,你给我离开这个地方！永远都不要再不回来！你最好不要嫌少,这些钱,就算你儿子当初没有被拐走,生活在你从前的那个穷山恶水的地方,他一辈子他也赚不到,足够你过一个晚年了！” Unexpectedly Yang Ping actually quickly grasps the meaning of something suddenly, seems like the poisonous snake the same as pat the check in bosom. Her lip is twitching unceasingly, the shoulders are incapable, „I do not want...... me not to want, so long as I my son...... I do not do right by him, I do not want these money...... I to get what one deserves......” 不料杨萍却突然一个激灵,把怀中的支票像是毒蛇一样地拍开。她嘴唇不断地抽动着,双肩无力,“我不要……我不要,我只要我儿子……我对不住他,我不要这些钱……我活该……” The side actually frowns as usual all of a sudden, the sinking sound shouted: „side Jiping is very important to me, I will not make you appear in his front again. No matter I you want, if you are not willing to disappear, do not blame me not being impolite to you.” 方如常一下子却皱起眉头,沉声喝道:“方季平对我很重要,我不会让你再出现在他的面前。我不管你要不要,你要是不肯消失的话,别怪我对你不客气了。” But Yang Ping looks like cannot hear at this time. 可杨萍此时就像是听不见似的。 She cries and smiles suddenly, she made an effort to pound toward tree trunk oneself double palm suddenly ruthlessly, „I bet what money...... I to bet what money...... am you discard my son, I wanted you to make anything!” 她忽然又哭又笑起来,她忽然用力地把自己的双掌朝着树干狠狠地砸了过去,“我赌什么钱……我赌什么钱……是你们把我儿子扔掉的,我要你们做什么！” A pair of expert is pounding the past toward tree trunk crazily, but several bruised and lacerated. 一双老手疯狂地朝着树干砸着过去,不过几下就皮开肉绽。 Ten fingers this are intimate friends, actually also compares her the pain of this time innermost feelings. Until pounded tired, Yang Ping depended on tree trunk, full hair dangled carelessly. 十指本连心,却也比不过她此时内心的痛苦。直到砸得累了,杨萍才靠在了树干上,满头发丝胡乱垂下。 Her both hands keep vibrating, she seems like has not looked at the square suddenly usual, „tiger kid, where you, mother looked for you, tiger kid, tiger kid, tiger kid......” 她的双手不停地抖动着,她忽然像是没有看见方如常般,“虎娃啊,你在什么地方,妈妈来找你了,虎娃,虎娃,虎娃……” Does the side wink as usual looks at this woman, the good-for-nothing leaves, step by step, he feels, this woman is insane. 方如常一眨不眨地看着这个女人,行尸走肉般地离开,一步一步,他感觉到,这个女人已经疯了。 „Tiger kid, where you...... the tiger kid, mother bought the icicle for you, your, my was good...... the tiger kid, the tiger kid......” “虎娃,你在什么地方……虎娃,妈妈给你买冰棍了,你一根,我一根好不好……虎娃,虎娃……” Sound of going far away.( To be continued.) 远去的声音。(未完待续。)