TTC :: Volume #10

#183: Samsara( finally)


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The hotel has lost emptied, since here whole family died . 旅馆早就已经丢空了,自从这里的一家人死去了之后。 Everywhere is the wall-to-wall dust, this, a person sat in the middle of Main Hall, seemed like for in the arrival of wait for me. 到处都是满铺的尘埃,叶菲就这样,一个人坐在了大堂当中,似乎是为了在等我的到来。 He gave me to pour one glass of liquor, I drank without hesitation, is smiling to me, said that was very pleasing I, what a pity I and his idea was really different. 他给我倒了一杯酒,我毫不犹豫地饮下了,叶菲对着我笑了笑,说还是很中意我,可惜我和他的理念实在是不同。 Your this time could not escape.” “你这次逃不掉了。” I filled the energy for the first time like this, almost occupies a commanding position looks. 我第一次这样充满了底气,几乎居高临下般的看着叶菲。 Not is only because my skill breaks through again , is not only because he has turned into the object who is chased by all now, is not because I know that was injured- before the half a month, he person by Regulus palace was injured. 不仅仅是因为我的功力再一次突破,也不仅仅是因为他如今已经变成人人喊打的对象,更加不是因为我知道叶菲受伤了-半月之前,他被轩辕宫的人打伤了。 I occupy a commanding position, because, I as if felt that I had gotten rid of grasping. 我居高临下,只是因为,我似乎感觉到自己已经摆脱了叶菲的抓弄。 For 15 years, I always feel, always seems like in my side, is ridiculing my small and weak, indifferent look at me to his chase. 十五年来,我始终感觉到,叶菲无时无刻都像是在我的身边,嘲弄着我的弱小,冷眼看着我对他的追逐。 To me, looks like a keeping aloof god to be common, he has easily destroys me to want the thing of protection strength, presses me not to gasp for breath. 对我而言,叶菲就像是一个高高在上的神一般,他拥有轻易就摧毁我想要守护之物的实力,压得我一直喘不过气来。 Makes finding, I said, was tired. 做个了解吧,我说,累了。 Good, complied, drinks up after this pot liquor . 好啊,叶菲答应了,把这壶酒喝完之后。 I also promised him. 我也答应了他。 I understand, looking like understood that I am same. 我了解叶菲,就像是了解我自己一样。 He is arrogant, always disdains the lie, this is one dares to laugh wildly cold Saoshen the state route monster two men. 他高傲,从来不屑谎言,这是一个敢狂笑冷扫神州道妖两界的男人。 I even have to admire him. 我甚至不得不佩服他。 at this time said that also a little time, sits like this is too boring, might as well play anything, then took playing cards, spread out. 这时候叶菲说还有点时间,就这样坐着太无聊,不如玩点什么,然后取出来了一副扑克牌,摊开。 How bets? Your my present skill is similar, simply do not use the skill, takes the sign to look at the size like this, who loses who wins, looks at the luck purely.” “赌怎么样?你我现在功力差不多,就索性不要用功力了,就这样抽牌看大小,谁输谁赢,纯粹看运气。” How won, how lost?” “赢了怎样,输了怎样?” „An issue that won asking loses, what issue can...... naturally, be able not to reply.” “赢的问输的一个问题,什么问题都可以……当然,可以不回答。” I nod, before, first make a move pulled out one. Also pulled out one after me slowly. 我点了点头,在叶菲之前,先出手抽了一张。叶菲在我之后也缓缓抽了一张出来。 What I pull out is block 4, what is hearts 9, he wins, I lose. 我抽到的是方块四,叶菲的是红桃九,他赢,我输。 How long can you also live?” “你还能活多久?” Most not over three years.” “最多不超过三年。” smiling faintly, throws away the hearts on hand 9, then pulled out one, this time is plum blossom 7. But what I pull out is hearts 5. 叶菲微微一笑,把手上的红桃九扔开,然后接着又抽了一张,这次是梅花七。而我抽到的是红桃五。 So many years, how many evil people did you bump into?” “这么多年,你碰到了多少个恶人?” Is counted you, altogether 337.” “算上你,一共三百三十七个。” Throws away the sign, this time pulled out a spade 3, I pulled out block 6. 叶菲把牌扔开,这次抽了一张黑桃三,我抽到了方块六。 „Do you remember how many people you killed, how many monsters?” “你记得不记得,自己杀了多少人,多少妖?” Does not remember, never counts.” “不记得,从来不数。” My is spade 10, spade 7. 我的是黑桃十,叶菲黑桃七。 Eliminates evil thoroughly, do you have the mistake to kill?” “除恶务尽,你有没有错杀过?” No.” “没有。” My is hearts 8, plum blossom 3. 我的是红桃八,叶菲梅花三。 Is you yourself thinks?” “是你自己认为的没有?” Has not had.” “没有就是没有。” My is plum blossom 2, spade 10. 我的是梅花二,叶菲黑桃十。 Your this for a lifetime, what is most regrettable is what?” “你这一辈子,最遗憾的是什么?” 15 years ago, one step has not prevented you early.” “十五年前,没有早一步阻止你。” Smiles, what this time pulls out is spade 10, my is hearts Q. 叶菲笑了笑,这次抽到的是还是黑桃十,我的是红桃Q。 Your this for a lifetime, what is not most regrettable is what?” “你这一辈子,最不遗憾的是什么?” Did not reply.” “不回答。” I then extracted hearts A, plum blossom J. 我接着抽出了红桃A,叶菲梅花J。 Said your first half of life.” “说说你的前半生。” Orphan, the family member was washed away in the flood. The master leads me to climb mountains, has practiced on the mountain. 11 years old bring forth supernatural power, 19 years old thoroughly understand Dragon Tiger Mountain all incantation laws, 26 years old descend the mountain. Descends the mountain the second half of the year, arrives at Lu Village.” “孤儿,家人在洪水的时候被冲走了。师傅带我上山,一直都在山上修炼。十一岁练出法力,十九岁通晓龙虎山所有咒法,二十六岁下山。下山后半年,来到吕家村。” My is spade 5, spade 6. Pours out wine again. 我的是黑桃五,叶菲黑桃六。叶菲再次斟酒。 What are you... the present thinking?” “你…现在在想什么?” Wins your again, then you asked.” “再赢你一把,接着你问。” Happy raises one's wine cup to drink, pulled out a block 5, what I extracted was block 8, gave a hand signal of invitation. 叶菲高兴一口把酒喝下,抽出来了一张方块五,我抽出的是方块八,叶菲做了一个请的手势。 Your first half of life, how is also?” “你的前半生,又是怎样的?” Father caught a physique quite special woman, then lived me. This woman I have not seen, with my father's view, is one can make me a more perfect tool. I almost from being born later First Heaven, started to cultivate. At age 13, indoor has not left has exercised martial arts. At age 13, my father died, a person by Regulus palace was killed. He led me, said that must eliminate evil thoroughly, punctured my heart. What is interesting is that the others long place of my hearts and is different, some tricks that this probably does my father live my time gets up to? I lived in any case. I am 20 years old leaves the island, 26 years old arrive at Lu Village.” “父亲抓了一个体质比较特殊的女人,然后把我生了下来。这个女人我没有见过,用我父亲的说法来说,就是一件可以让我变得更加完美的工具。我几乎是从出生之后的第一天,就开始修炼。13岁之前,没有离开过练功室内。13岁的时候,我父亲死了,被一个轩辕宫的人杀死的。他把我带了出来,说要除恶务尽,打穿了我的心脏。有趣的是,我的心脏和旁人长的地方不同,这大概就是我父亲生我的时候做的一些手脚吧?反正我是活了下来。我二十岁出岛,二十六岁来到吕家村。” I took the beverage bottle, shook shaking, less than half. After I oneself and poured out, this liquor probably can only again drink one time. 我把酒瓶拿了起来,晃了晃,还有不到一半。我给自己和叶菲斟了之后,这酒大概就只能再喝一次了。 I pulled out spade K, this time does not pull out, making me directly ask. 我抽了一把黑桃K,这次叶菲不抽了,让我直接问。 „The person in Regulus palace must remove you, after you do not die, why can eliminate evil thoroughly?” 轩辕宫的人要除掉你,你不死之后,为什么要除恶务尽?” Because of it, I have the opportunity to leave the martial arts room. You did not feel, this is a very good reason.” “因为它,我才有机会离开练功房。你不觉得,这本身就是一个很好的理由吗。” Did not feel.” “不觉得。” I then pulled out block J, this luck was quite good, took spade K. 我接着抽了一张方块J,叶菲这次运气比较好,拿了黑桃K。 Pursued my 15 years not to put, for anything...... besides killing me.” “追了我十五年不放,为了什么……除了杀我之外。” This time, I silent for a long time, I know that I can not answer this issue, because the well-mannered matter has set. Patience is very good, is smiling like this look at me. 这次,我沉默了好久,我知道我可以不回答这个问题,因为规矩事情就已经定下。叶菲的耐性很好,就这样微笑着看着我 This flash, I suddenly discovered, occupying a commanding position that oneself these energy, think, unexpectedly so frail...... his these for 15 years, always as if side me, is ridiculing my young master. 这一瞬间,我忽然发现,自己的那些底气,自以为的居高临下,居然如此的脆弱……他还是那个这十五年来,无时无刻都仿佛在我身边,嘲弄着我的公子。 Because is afraid.” “因为害怕。” Also fell on the final liquor the cup, discontented one cup, his one cup, my also one cup. He in the hand, did not have to drink refreshedly. 叶菲把最后的酒也倒在杯子上了,不满的一杯,他一杯,我也一杯。只是他拿在了手上,却没有爽快地喝下。 I have not drunk. 我也没有喝下去。 We look at each other like this sit, has almost not moved, starts to look at wine glass, does not know that is thinking anything, seemed somewhat distracted. 我们就这样对视坐着,几乎没有动过,叶菲开始看着酒杯,不知道在想些什么,似乎有些走神了。 This sits, from morning to near evening. Near evening time, starts to rain, very big rain. Remembers that formerly had a little miss to say to me, weather this of seashore, the rain was conceals, wanted to frighten, will run. 这一坐,从早上到了旁晚。旁晚的时候,开始下雨,很大的雨。记得从前有个小姑娘给我说过,海边的天气都这样,雨是藏的,想要吓的时候,就会跑出下了。 wine glass in hand, rocked for the first time, he read a word suddenly. 酒杯在叶菲的手上,第一次晃动了,他忽然念起来了一首词。 Youngster listens to the rain song building, the red candle faints Luo Zhang.” “少年听雨歌楼上,红烛昏罗帐。” Corn poppy listens to the rain. 虞美人・听雨。 Maturity listens to the rain guest boat, river Kuoyun is low, west cliff called minute/share me to listen, at this time met. “壮年听雨客舟中,江阔云低、断崖叫西分”我听过,这时候接了上去。 His at this time looks, „the present listens to under rain monk Lu, launches already the star.” 这时候看着,“如今听雨僧卢下,发已星星也。” Vicissitudes of life are always brutal, before a step , intravenous drip to dawn.” “悲欢离合总无情,一任阶前、点滴到天明。” Smiled, finally drank this glass of liquor, said in a soft voice: Sitting is too long to the dawn.” 叶菲笑了,终于把这杯酒喝了下去,轻声道:“坐到天亮太长。” I feel am also, I have not drunk, but was the choice at this time, a sword punctured. This sword I trained hard for 15 years, the sword that must kill perhaps...... I can attack the fallen leaves poor|Fei now, but I can kill him. 我觉得也是,我没有喝下,而是选择在这个时候,一剑刺出。这一剑我苦练了十五年,是必杀的剑……或许我现在可以打败叶菲,但我能够杀得了他。 Table in our fights instantaneous, disrupted directly, lost emptied 15 years of hotel, collapsed in this instantaneously loudly. In the middle of the rainstorm, I and am confronting. 桌子在我们的交手瞬间,直接碎裂了,丢空了十五年的旅馆,也在这个瞬间轰然倒塌。暴雨当中,我与叶菲对峙着。 A sword that I must kill jabbed into shoulder, simultaneously my left arm was also hit by his blood god hand imprint, could not have raised. Said right, now the skill is similar. 我必杀的一剑刺进了叶菲的肩膀,同时我的左臂也被他的血神手印打中,已经提不起来。叶菲说得没错,现在我们的功力都差不多。 This perhaps is, a perishing together fight. 这或许是,一场同归于尽的战斗。 We hit the wind and cloud to change color here, has projected on above the cliff from the mountainside, projected on near the beach from the cliff, the wind and cloud changes color. Three years ago has stepped into Dao Seeking Realm me, had advanced into god state route most powerhouse. 我们在这里打得风云变色,从山腰一直打到了断崖之上,又从断崖打到了海滩边,风云变色。三年前就已经踏入了问道境的我,已经跻身了神州道界最强者的行列。 It is not worse than me, his perhaps 15 years ago already in Dao Seeking Realm. 叶菲不比我差,他或许十五年前就已经在问道境 We do not have to ask opposite party any question again, the matter that because wants to ask, has asked in drinking. 我们没有再问对方任何的问题,因为想要问的事情,都已经在喝酒的时候问过。 The cliff of Lu Village, was pared by us, the beach edge had also been destroyed, forms the new landform, the wind and rain also dreaded our strengths to diverge. 吕家村的山崖,被我们削去,海滩的边缘也已经被破坏,形成了新的地貌,风雨也畏惧我们的力量散去。 My wooden sword, jabbed into the right of chest finally, pierced his heart......, but hand, finally also in seal my chest. 我的木剑,最终刺进了叶菲胸膛的右边,刺穿了他的心……而叶菲的手,最终也印上了我的胸膛。 Almost is at the same time, both of us fell down. This is almost my for 15 years, the most results of thinks- now it appears in my front like this clearly. 几乎是同一时间,我俩倒在了地上。这几乎是我十五年来,所想到的最多的结局-如今它就这样真切地出现在我的面前。 But with differences that somewhat I imagine. 但和我想象的有些不一样。 I think, after dropping down, will also accompany me to speak two words......, but does not have the aura, dies very simply. 我本以为,在倒下之后,叶菲还会陪我说上两句话……但是叶菲已经没有了气息,死得很干脆。 He continuously such simple. 他一直都这样的干脆。 Only then I, had half tone. 只有我,剩下了半口气。 He should not tell me, his heart is at variance with the average man......, until I close the both eyes moment, lingers in my heart, does not revenge the later happiness, is not the relaxedness that for 15 years insist. 他不应该告诉我,他的心脏异于常人的……直到我闭上双眼的一刻,萦绕在我心头的,并不是报仇之后的痛快,也不是十五年来坚持的轻松。 I in the doubts...... the doubts, why must tell me. 我只是在疑惑……疑惑,为什么要告诉我。 , Removed in the dark cloud sea to shine radiant golden light suddenly, fighting in night of rainstorm made my body ice-cold...... be possible this time brilliance sea as if to transmit the warm feeling. 恍然间,褪去了乌云的大海上亮起了一片璀璨的金光,一夜暴雨中的打斗让我的身体冰冷……可此时光辉大海似乎传来了暖意。 I saw a form in the sea probably, I cannot see clearly her appearance, but I thought her name. She looks like sea monster to be the same, in that radiant sea, loudly singing loudly. 我好像在海中看见了一道身影,我看不清她的样子,但是我想起来了她的名字。她就像是海妖一样,在那片璀璨的海上,放声高歌着。 I exhausted the last point strength to sit, looked at one to become ice-cold...... I to sit cross-legged on the ground, indistinct, when I also seemed like this probably, sat in this beach edge, looked at the sea. 我用尽了最后一点的力气坐了起来,看了一眼早就已经变得冰冷的叶菲……我盘坐在了地上,隐约中,我好像什么时候也像是这样,坐在这个海滩的边缘,看海。 ...... …… I as if turned into. 恍惚间,我似乎变成了叶菲。 I passed for 13 years in an exercising martial arts room of total darkness, suddenly one day, a person appears in my front, said that your father had been killed, you were created the tool that is used to take revenge, should not stay behind. 我在一个暗无天日的练功室中度过了十三年,突然有一天,一个人出现在我的面前,说你的父亲已经被杀死了,你是被创造出来用来复仇的工具,不应该留下。 I think, thinks, we think...... me, we, is wicked? 我想,叶菲想,我们想……我,我们,是恶? I opened the eye suddenly, the present radiant stabbing pain I, I am actually thinking that the senior had long , long ago told me, issue about will of the people. 我猛然睁开了眼睛,眼前的璀璨刺痛着我,我却想起来了好久好久之前,有一位前辈告诉过我,关于人心的问题。 Is coldest the will of the people, the will of the people...... the changes in temperature, knew warmly.” “最冷不过人心,最暖不过人心……冷暖,自知。” Knowing without being told. 冷暖自知。 When I open the eye again, I saw this senior...... I woke up from the samsara. 当我再一次睁开眼睛的时候,我看到了这位前辈……我从轮回中醒来了。 ...... …… ...... …… That once cried to be well-grounded to hug me, wants to change the safe young nurse with the body, but also fell asleep...... I nearly to forget her facial expression in the chair bumper crop. 那个曾经哭着地拥抱着我,想要用身体来换得安全的小护士,还在椅子上熟睡着……我差点儿就忘记了她的脸容。 How long the bell on wall does not seem to pass through, has several minutes probably. 墙壁上的钟似乎没有走过多久,大概是有几分钟的时间。 I can hear in the isolation ward very much clearly, on the Zhan'er heartbeat meter transmits the drop drop the sound......, but the senior, stands in my front, peacefully look at me. 我能够很清晰地听到隔离病房中,展儿的心跳仪上传来滴滴的声音……而前辈,就站在我的面前,安静地看着我 „Is this...... only the illusion?” I think this senior, the past dream, the dream bubble, I could not even distinguish clearly, here was the dream, I and leaf abilities were the dream. “这……只是幻境?”我看着这位洛前辈,前尘梦幻,梦幻泡影,我甚至分不清,到底这里才是梦幻,还是我和叶菲才是梦幻。 If this is quite easy to understand, Mr. Momo might as well understands like this.” “要是这样比较容易理解的话,莫默先生不妨就这样理解吧。” Senior look at me said. 前辈看着我说道。 I have doubts frown. 我疑惑地皱起了眉头。 The seniors said like this: Recently picked one thing, with its ability, can by this world original foundation, construct another direction again.” 前辈是这样说的:“最近捡到了一样东西,用它的能力,可以以这个世界原本的基础,重新在构造另外一种的方向。” This...... is this senior establishes?...... Is also the senior designs? All?” “这……这是前辈设定好的?叶菲……叶菲也是前辈设计好的?一切?” No. With your another you yourself of doubts setting.” Senior look at me, is still very tranquil, „after he invests, all will evolve...... are I design, rather, is you wants to know.” “不。叶菲只是用你的疑惑设定的另外一个你自己。”前辈看着我,依然很平静,“把他投入之后,一切都会自行的演变……与其说是我设计的,不如说,是你想要知道的。” I somewhat do not understand what is heard...... the words of senior, every so often I must ponder for a long time time. But I indistinctly somewhat clear. 我有些听不明白……不过前辈的话,很多时候我都要思考好久的时间。但我隐约地有些明白。 My second samsara, one is I, one is...... our samsara, simultaneously conducting. 我两世轮回,一个是我自己,一个是叶菲……我们的轮回,同时进行着。 Is coldest the will of the people , the will of the people, knows without being told the thing that warmly......” I read to become aware slowly finally. “最冷不过人心,最暖也不过人心,冷暖自知……”我缓缓地念着最后自己悟出来的东西。 Senior at this time look at me, the look somewhat seemed to be different...... was probably more vivid, I always felt, his look at me time, there is to plant the feeling of looking at the artware. 前辈这时候看着我,眼神似乎有些不一样……好像生动了一些,我总感觉,他看着我的时候,有种看着艺术品的感觉。 I suddenly have a back to send the cool feeling. 我忽然有种后背发凉的感觉。 „, Mr. Momo, your service has been completed, according to the contract, needs to pay you 30 years of lifespan.” “那么,莫默先生,您的服务已经完成了,按照契约,需要支付您三十年的寿命。” I nod. 我点了点头。 In a flash, felt after oneself probably old many...... perhaps my appearance not, changes, but I real, has felt for a long time, for a long time. 一瞬间,感觉自己好像苍老了许多……或许我的容貌并没有后发生改变,但我真的,感觉过了好久,好久。 Then...... thanked your patronage, Mr. Momo. Anticipated very much, next time can again at your service.” “那么……感谢您这次的光顾,莫默先生。很期待,下次能够再一次为您服务。” Senior look at me, left the stage extremely humbly. 前辈看着我,极为谦卑地退场了。 This time, I have not left behind this senior. I visit him silently from my present disappearance. 这次,我没有留下这位前辈。我只是默默地看着他从我的眼前消失。 When I know, on me as if there is thing that this senior wanted......, so long as I think, he will appear in again my at present. 当我知道,我身上似乎已经有了这位前辈想要的东西……只要我想,他就会再一次出现在我的眼前。 For a long time for a long time, wall on wall clock indicator has transferred one after another, the young nurse still has not waked up, I gave her to get down the incantation law of calming the nerves, she can rest very long time. 好久好久,墙壁的上的挂钟指针转过了一圈又一圈,小护士依然没有醒来,我给她下了安神的咒法,她可以睡很长的时间。 Has rested also has Zhan'er in isolation ward. 一直睡下去的还有隔离病房中的展儿 I am away from the glass to look at Zhan'er in deep sleep, looks that on the glass my inverted image...... I saw myself finally. 我隔着玻璃看着沉睡中的展儿,也看着玻璃上自己的倒影……我终于看到了自己。 I discovered, on my two temples, there are some white hair. 我发现,我的两鬓上,有了一些白发。 Now listens to under rain monk Lu, launches already the star also......” “如今听雨僧卢下,发已星星也……” No longer young. 不再年轻。 My took a deep breath, turned around to leave this underground therapist...... I to plan that the room of monster was stranded in that to be scarred. 深呼吸了一口气,转身离开了这这间地下的治疗师……我打算去那间困着那名上伤痕累累的妖怪的房间。 I know, this time, I will not retreat in fear by him again. 我知道,这次,我不会再被他吓退了。 ...... …… ...... …… Outside Hidden Dragon Village Mountain, Nero is taking a branch to poke honey-comb of a even/including on branch...... to keep the saliva, the branch was reaching honey-comb little lowly. 卧龙山庄外,尼禄正拿着一根树枝去戳着一个连在枝桠上的蜂巢……留着口水,树枝一点点低伸向了蜂巢处。 what are you doing.” 你在做什么。” The Luo Qiu's sound resounds under the tree suddenly, Nero has a scare, the branch pierced the honey-comb immediately, immediately the angry honeybee kicks out crazily. 洛邱的声音忽然在树下响起,尼禄吓了一跳,树枝顿时戳穿了蜂巢,顿时愤怒的蜜蜂疯狂扑出。 Nero called out in alarm one, threw down from the tree all of a sudden- naturally, regarding having of a tyrant very high wrestle skillful former Michael Club Divine General, completely has enough time to make her from the sky adjust the posture, the security falls to the ground. 尼禄惊叫了一声,一下子从树上摔倒了下来-当然,对于拥有很高格斗技巧的前米迦勒会所神将之一的暴君来说,完全有充足的时间可以让她在空中调整姿势,安全落地。 The perfect score falls to the ground, raises hand, panic-stricken flying away that throws the honeybee that pats that crowd crazily. 满分落地,同时扬手,把那一群疯狂扑来的蜜蜂拍的惊恐飞开。 boss, I am timid, don't frighten me to be good? Doesn't believe you to trace looks?” The Nero throwing out the chest chest cavity, a face is pitiful. 老板,我胆子小,别吓我好不好?不信你摸摸看?”尼禄挺了挺胸膛,一脸可怜。 Luo Qiu smiles, beckoning, in the hand then presented beeswax- obviously is on the tree in the honey-comb. 洛邱莞尔一笑,招了招手,手上便出现了一块蜂蜡-显然是树上蜂巢里面的。 Eats.” “吃吧。” Thanks boss!” “谢谢老板!” Nero received deliciously, a face bit satisfiedly. 尼禄美滋滋地接过,一脸满足地咬了下去。
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