TTC :: Volume #10

#177: Samsara ( 1 )


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In the dim room, in this roaring Monster Race that only remaining eyes is reappearing the dense and numerous capillaries...... the blood-color, emits from its eyeground place slowly. 昏暗的房间内,这位咆哮的妖族那仅剩下的眼睛中浮现着密密麻麻的血丝……血色,自它的眼底处缓缓冒出。 …… …… Reason that because pulls, locks the created wound because of the pipa is keeps braving the blood. 因为拉扯的原因,因琵琶锁所造成的伤口更是不停地冒着鲜血。 Probably malicious ghost. 像是恶鬼。 Momo subconsciously retroceded half step. 莫默下意识地后退了半步。 Before descending the mountain, the master river handymen in buddhist temple have told him, in this world not only has the fine thing, there is wicked and dirty existence that you cannot imagine. 下山之前,师傅长河道人告诉过他,这世间上不仅仅有美好的东西,也有你想象不到的恶和肮脏的存在。 You feared! You retroceded!!” The being scarred monster grinning hideously was saying at this time: You felt for your actions shamefacedly! You hesitant...... you hesitated!” “你怕了!你后退了!!”伤痕累累的妖此时狞笑着说道:“你为你们的所作所为感到羞愧了!你犹豫了……你犹豫了!” Momo lowers the head, calmly is listening to opposite party's ridicule, for a long time later, when the opposite party perhaps is because was tired, is gasping for breath in gulps stopped getting down the time, he faintly said: Formerly, the senior told me, what in this world was coldest was the will of the people......, but warmest was also the will of the people.” 莫默低着头,静静地听着对方的嘲笑,好久之后,当对方或许是因为累了,大口大口地喘着气停了下来的时候,他才幽幽地道:“从前,有一位前辈告诉我,这世上最冷的是人心……但最暖的也是人心。” The being scarred monster is still gasping for breath, the in the eye blood-color has not drawn back, that tight staring is tight, seems it at this time weapon only, sharp, sharp, scary, and crazy...... is crazy and fearless. 伤痕累累的妖依然喘着气,眼内血色并没有退,那种紧紧的盯紧,仿佛是它此时唯的武器,锋利,尖锐,骇人,并且疯狂……疯狂而无所畏惧。 Momo took a deep breath, lifted, welcomed to it, I believe, these words applied mechanically on Monster Race, or was on a gate, was appropriate...... this world is hiding the darkness and dirtiness although, what were more was gentle and tranquil. Most people, waste time his entire life, does not have too many hostility. You can say them unsuccessfully, but can also say that they peaceful...... have the family/home country, has the law, is virtuous, therefore good is bigger than eventually wickedly. I can understand your hatred, but I did not approve you...... to approve your types to sacrifice 1 million people of approaches.” 莫默深呼吸了一口气,抬起了头来,迎向了它,“我相信,这句话套用在妖族身上,或者是道门身上,也是合适的……这世界尽管藏着黑暗与肮脏,但更多的是平和和宁静。大部分人,一生蹉跎,也没有太多的恶意。你可以说他们碌碌无为,但也能说他们安安静静……有家国,有法律,也有道德,所以善终究还是大于恶。我能理解你的仇恨,但我并不认同你们……认同你们这种牺牲百万人的做法。” Fart!!” The monster anger sound of being scarred roared: You can understand anything! Is your family member in your is also killed at present cruelly? They also once in your front, keep the tears of blood, making you rescue, but you are helpless!! You give a try helplessly your child starves to death! No!! You said talks nonsense! Fart! Fart!! I why must your approval!!! My hates nowhere to vent, my life is law-abiding, passed in remote mountains and ancient forests safely! I comply with three stipulations, restrained my clansman never to visit the human world...... I to make the mistake on own initiative step by step anything!! Now, you must use your set of justice, the used conscience, imposes on my body!!! You to me, actually cannot I retaliate cruelly! You eat the meat of my clansman, drinks my child blood, actually cannot I kill people, cannot I be discontented, only permits me to obey? Fart, fart, fart, dog deng!!! When one day, human and monster inverts, when my slaughter completely your close relative, eats you to loving the flesh, whether you can be able the smiling face to me!! Do you dare to pledge! You can achieve!!” “放屁!!”伤痕累累的妖怒声咆哮道:“你能理解什么!是你的亲人也在你的眼前被人残忍杀害?还是他们也曾在你的面前,留着血泪,让你去救,而你却无能为力!!你有没有试过眼睁睁看着自己的孩子饿死!没有!!你说的都是放屁!放屁!放屁!!我何须你的认同!!!我的恨无处发泄,我一生安安分分,在深山老林中安然度过!我遵从三界的规定,约束我的族人从不主动踏足人类世界一步步……我做错了什么!!现在,你还要用你那套正义,用的良心,强加在我的身上!!!你们残忍对我,却不许我报复!你们吃我族人的肉,饮我孩儿的鲜血,却不许我杀人,不许我不满,只许我服从?放屁,放屁,放屁,狗屎!!!当有一天,人妖颠倒,我屠尽你的至亲,吃你至爱血肉之时,你是否会能笑脸向我!!你敢不敢发誓!你能做到!!” I......” Momo subconscious...... avoided the vision of opposite party finally. “我……”莫默下意识……终于避开了对方的目光。 Go away! Don't here hypocritical!” The monster is rubbing the tooth, is pulling own body crazily, that was locked its pipa chains to draw a straight straight line, it arrived at the Momo front, could not only have the distance of vesting...... this is the limit. “滚吧!别在这里假惺惺!”妖磨着牙齿,疯狂地拉扯着自己的身体,把那锁着它的琵琶锁链拉成了一条笔直的直线,它来到了莫默的面前,仅有不到半臂的距离……这已经是极限。 Yellow wool boy!! You do not know the world hardship, you do not know that the will of the people are dangerous! You do not know that our...... hates!! If you do not have the skill, quells in this world all grievances, if you do not have the skill eliminates in this world all wickedly...... you do not have good, do not preach!! You yourself cannot achieve, do not exaggerate seaport!! Does not want to be disgusting I!! Go away!!” “黄毛小子!!你根本不知道人间疾苦,你根本不知道人心险恶!你也不知道我们的……恨!!你若没有本事,荡平这世上一切的不平,你若没有本事肃清这世上一切的恶……你就不要心存善良,更不要向人说教!!你自己做不到,就不要夸大海口!!更加不要恶心我!!滚吧!!” In an instant, crazy and cruel aura sends out from its body. 刹那间,一股疯狂与暴戾的气息从它的身上散发而出。 In the middle of the dim room, as if floods in the middle of a self abyss to make broken, but face...... by innumerable sobs, desperate, the vision empty face gathers the face that becomes. 昏暗的房间当中,似乎充斥着一股自深渊当中挣破而出的脸……一张由无数的哭泣,绝望,目光空洞的脸所汇聚而成的脸。 Saves me...... 救救我…… Saves me...... 救救我…… Do not kill me...... 别杀我…… Father...... 父亲…… Calling out in grief. 悲鸣。 The Momo flash is retroceding panic-stricken, the instinct retroceded...... until was withdrawing from this room unknowingly, closed the door in a panic, and hand trembled is pasting on the seal, the whole body knelt down weak on the ground. 莫默一瞬间惊恐地后退着,本能地后退着……直到不知不觉退出了这间房间,仓惶地把门关上,并且手哆嗦着把封印贴上,才浑身无力地跪倒了在地上。 Fear. 害怕。 He was unable to see really to think. 他还未能看见真想。 The Momo vision looks emptily the piece of small Lan Tian (blue sky) in thick fog...... he suddenly discovered, why that senior said that he has not prepared. 莫默目光空洞地看着浓雾中的这一片小小的蓝天……他忽然发现,为什么那位前辈说说自己还没有准备好。 I...... was resisting since the heart am knowing...... right, senior.” “我……原来是打从心底在抗拒着知道……对吗,前辈。” ...... …… ...... …… The gate of underground clinic opens slowly. 地下医疗室的门缓缓地打开。 Here the worker, had not rested for a long time well small nurse little while is dozing off, but is also easy to awaken. 在这里一直工作者,好长时间没有好好休息过的小护士这会儿正打着瞌睡,但也容易惊醒过来。 Heard the sound, she raised the head slowly, what visible is a face walks Momo that silent...... this Mr. Momo, the almost whole time are accompanying inside patient here, many times, look are several hours, did not speak. 听到了声音,她缓缓地抬起头来,看见的是一脸沉默走来的莫默……这位莫默先生,几乎大部分的时间都在这里陪伴着里面的病人,好多时候,看着看着就是数小时的时间,也是不怎么说话。 A very silent person......, but the semblance seems like should be right of suitable sunlight. 很沉默的一个人……但外表看起来应该是相当阳光的才对。 „Does Mr. Momo, drink a hot tea? I look at you to seem like the complexion am not good.” The young nurse arrives at the Momo side, held one cup of hot tea. 莫默先生,喝点热茶?我看你好像脸色不是太好。”小护士来到莫默的身边,捧来了一杯热茶。 Momo looks at the opposite party silently, does not calculate the fine facial expression, but is worth looking , seems very ordinary, but the smile as if can infect the person. 莫默默然地看着对方,不算精致的脸容,但耐看,似乎很普通,只是笑容似乎能够感染人。 Momo put out a hand to receive subconsciously, the palm pasted above the cup, taking is then motionless. 莫默下意识伸手接过,手掌贴在杯子之上,拿着便不动了。 What's wrong?” Sees Momo to take the cup the motionless appearance, young nurse cannot help but again curious: „Do you have the concern...... are worried about the outside matter?” “怎么了?”见莫默拿着杯子又不动的样子,小护士不由得再次好奇:“您是有心事……是担心外边的事情?” Momo forces oneself to look cheerful, seems like wants to give a little miss comfort of this earnest work. 莫默强颜欢笑,似乎是想要给这个认真工作的小姑娘一丝安慰。 The young nurse spits the tongue, actually, I am also afraid very much...... think is only engaged in the medical practice being able to compare the security, has not thought in such terrifying place.” 小护士吐了吐舌头,“其实啊,我也很害怕……原本以为只是从事医疗工作会比较安全,也没想过会在这么恐怖的地方。” Momo gawked staring, looks at this little miss, discovers her body actually also somewhat slight trembling. 莫默愣了愣,看着这小姑娘,才发现她的身子其实也有些轻微的发抖。 On this little miss does not have supernatural power to fluctuate, is not the person in martial cultivation, is only a very ordinary ordinary person, in the middle of Hidden Dragon Village Mountain that in this dragon snake mingles, Daoist and powerful Monster Race even intends to restrain, but is releasing accidentally aura, makes here just like a huge dye vat, under interweaving of various types of powerful aura, how can the mortal bear? 这小姑娘身上没有法力波动,也不是修武的人,只是一个很普通的平凡人,在这个龙蛇混迹的卧龙山庄当中,道人与强大妖族即便有意收敛,但无意中释放着的气息,还是让这里犹如一个庞大的染缸,各种强大气息的交织之下,凡人怎受得了? Momo thinks, then grasped the wrist/skill of this little miss, in appears under the flustered vision to the plan, shakes the head, relaxes.” 莫默想了想,便抓起了这小姑娘的手腕,在对方略显得慌张的目光之下,摇了摇头,“放松点。” A warm current gushes out from the wrist/skill place, subsequently spread the whole body of this little miss, making her feel the warm feeling. 一股暖流从手腕处涌出,继而蔓延了这位小姑娘的全身,让她感觉到了暖意。 Depending on your bodies, cannot bear here.” Momo said in a soft voice: I give Monster Qi that you are clearer to contaminate, otherwise later you will leave behind the old ailment.” “凭你们的身子骨,在这里受不了的。”莫默轻声道:“我给你清楚一些身上沾染到的妖气,不然以后你会留下病根子的。” „! That was really thanks you! Mr. Momo!” The young nurse somewhat is quite pleasantly surprised, because that lets her warm aura, truly made her comfortable many. “啊!那真是太感谢您了!莫默先生!”小护士颇有些惊喜,因为那股让她暖融融的气息,确实让她舒服了不少。 I also can only achieve these.” Momo smiled bitterly, let loose the wrist/skill of little miss. “我也就只能做到这些了。”莫默苦笑了一声,放开了小姑娘的手腕。 That is not very extraordinary!” The little misses open the eye saying: I, always do not know before, in this world also some so many fierce characters, but also wants monster anything. After becoming the personnel of administrative bureau, the world outlook was hit to explode simply!” “那就已经很不了不起了!”小姑娘睁大眼睛说道:“我啊,以前从来都不知道,这世界上还有这么多厉害的人物,还要妖怪什么的。成为了管理局的人员之后,世界观简直是被打爆了!” The sister-in-law/little aunt year complexion is red. 小姑年脸色通红。 Momo smiles, „do you regret now?” 莫默莞尔,“你现在后悔吗?” Regret!” The little misses shrug, how not to regret! I do not dare to tell the family member this matter......, although in the bureau also stipulated needs to keep secret, but suppresses is suppressing, I felt oneself will harbor evil thoughts sooner or later!” “后悔啊!”小姑娘耸了耸肩,“怎么不后悔!我都不敢把这件事情告诉家里人……虽然局里面也规定了需要保密的,但憋着憋着,我都感觉自己迟早是会憋坏的!” You......” “那你……” Mr. Momo......” little miss held the arm of Momo suddenly, makes an effort very much...... her vision not because of the body comfortable and gentle, instead startled, we... we can be all right? I... I have one month not to go home...... the new year's celebration not at home. I did not contact with on my parents, they are certainly worried very much my. I... we can be all right? I... I... I good to go home! You... can you lead me to walk? Are you very fierce dao practitioner? I look at Section Chief swallow very politely to you also...... did Mr. Momo, ask hello/you good? I...... I do not want to stay here!” 莫默先生……”小姑娘忽然抓住了莫默的手臂,很用力……她的目光并没有因为身体的舒服而平和起来,反而更为的惊慌,“我们…我们会没事的吧?我…我已经有一个月没回家了……过年也没有在家。我一直联系不上我爸妈,他们一定很担心我的。我…我们会没事的吧?我…我…我好想回家啊!你…你能不能带我走?你是很厉害的修道者吧?我看燕科长对你也挺客气的……莫默先生,求求你好不好?我……我不想呆在这里了!” I......” “我……” Looks at her panic vision, that ruddy complexion gets down in a twinkling again palely...... original, had reached the limit of withstanding early. 看着她惊慌失措的目光,那一丝红润的脸色霎时间再次苍白下去……原来,已经早早到了承受的极限了啊。 You... you make anything!” “你…你做什么!” Towering , the little miss gripped the palm of Momo, held back above own chest, I... I made anything, so long as you can lead me to leave here.” 突兀之间,小姑娘握住了莫默的手掌,按压在了自己的胸膛之上,“我…我做什么都可以,只要你能带我离开这里。” Tentacle place incomparable soft...... this is Momo has not contacted the place. 触手处无比的柔软……这是莫默不曾接触过的地方。 I really can......” “我真的可以……” The girl stood on tiptoes on own initiative the heel, is shivering the lip pasted jerkily on the lip of Momo...... was not warm, was slightly dry, actually made an effort very much. 女孩子主动地踮起了脚跟,颤抖着的嘴唇生涩地贴在了莫默的唇上……不暖,略干,却又很用力。 Sticks to body that comes, makes an effort to embrace own both hands, she as if wants own entire body rubs...... such fear. 紧贴而来的身体,用力搂抱着自己的双手,她似乎想要把自己的整个身子都揉进来似的……如此的害怕。 Asked you......” “求求你……” Momo subconsciously grasped her, the palm placed her back...... to feel opposite party this instantaneously starker shivering gently. 莫默下意识地手抱住了她,手掌轻轻地放在了她的背后……感受着对方这瞬间更为明显的颤抖。 supernatural power from holding in the heart spits. 法力从掌心中一吐而出。 The girl is stunned, only felt that both eyes was even more heavy...... to pour in the bosom of Momo finally. 女孩错愕间,只感觉双眼越发的沉重起来……最后倒在了莫默的怀中。 He holds on this young nurse nearby chair, put, later brought clothes, threw over on her body. 他把这小护士扶着到了一旁的椅子上,放了下去,随后取来了一件衣服,披在了她的身上。 If you do not have the skill, quells in this world all grievances, if you do not have the skill eliminates in this world all wickedly...... you do not have good! 你若没有本事,荡平这世上一切的不平,你若没有本事肃清这世上一切的恶……你就不要心存善良! You can understand anything! Is your family member in your is also killed at present cruelly? They also once in your front, keep the tears of blood, making you rescue, but you are helpless! 你能理解什么!是你的亲人也在你的眼前被人残忍杀害?还是他们也曾在你的面前,留着血泪,让你去救,而你却无能为力! Momo pinched the fist, later sat cross-legged suddenly, was entered the condition of sitting in meditation by oneself forcefully. 莫默捏了捏拳头,随后猛然盘坐了下来,强行让自己进入入定的状态。 His in the heart gradually abandons all worries, but after only saved a thought...... soon, he then felt oneself as if crashed into a bottomless abyss. 心中逐渐抛开一切的烦恼,只是仅存了一个念头……不多久之后,他便感觉自己仿佛坠入了一个无底的深渊般。 Mr. Momo, you called me.” 莫默先生,你叫我吗。” Finally, the sound, made a sound in his ear. 终于,声音,在他的耳边响了起来。 ...... …… Momo opens that place that own eye here was not he went to several times slowly, still in this underground therapy room. 莫默缓缓睁开自己的眼睛这里并非他数次去到的那个地方,依然还是这地下的治疗室之内。 The present little miss disappears, in Zhan'er with inside isolation ward, disappears here to seem like another place, a world of mirror. 只是,眼前的小姑娘不见了,在跟里面的隔离病房中的展儿,也不见了这里像是另外一个地方,一个镜像的世界般。 Merely only then he,...... boss. 仅仅只有他,还有……老板 Just I in nearby.” The boss sound and smile, can always peaceful like that. “刚好我在附近。”老板的声音与微笑,总是那般能够让人安静下来。 Senior......” Momo took a deep breath, stood up the body, this time I...... this time, I want to know.” “前辈……”莫默深呼吸了一口气,站起了身来,“这次我……这次,我想知道了。” Really thinks?” Luo Qiu looks at Momo, smiling faintly asks. “真想吗?”洛邱看着莫默,微微一笑问道。 Momo shakes the head. 莫默摇了摇头。 Your wants anything.” “那你想要什么。” Before that......” Momo took a deep breath, asked again earnestly: I want to know how the senior you defines the good and evil. Formerly, you have told me, in this world was coldest the will of the people, warmly will also of the people. Then, what the good definition is, the wicked definition is what...... why, will exist black with also has white/in vain...... grey?” “在那之前……”莫默再次深呼吸了一口气,认真地问道:“我想要知道,前辈您是怎么定义善恶的。从前,您告诉过我,这世上最冷不过人心,最暖也不过人心。那么,善的定义是什么,恶的定义又是什么……为什么,会存在黑与白还有……灰?” Luo Qiu silent moment, we really have to guest make the service of consultation. However was sorry very much, Mr. Momo your issues, I cannot reply you.” 洛邱沉默了片刻,“我们确实有给客人做咨询的服务。但是很抱歉,莫默先生您的这些问题,我不能回答你。” Needs the price?” Momo is startled, later responded...... this senior is boss of that place. “需要代价吗?”莫默一怔,随后反应过来……这位前辈是那个地方的老板 This but is actually not.” Luo Qiu shakes the head: You should understand, so-called answer, respectively in in the heart. Others give your answer, to you, is worth referring, is worth to become your answer? Too difficult...... any slight deviation, will cause the result different...... you, even if knows my answer, merely what that still represents is only my answer. But I, do not represent others, is impossible to represent you...... that you know, or does not know, what also there is to distinguish? But if you want to know forcefully whether in the future will feel, I was actually intended to guide you at that time to the result that I wanted?” “这倒也不是。”洛邱摇了摇头:“你应该明白,所谓的答案,各自在心中。旁人给你的答案,对你来说,是否值得参考,是否值得成为你的答案?太难……任何细微的偏差,都会导致结果的不一样……你即便知道了我的答案,那也仅仅代表的只是我个人的答案。而我,并不代表别人,也不可能代表你……那么,你知道,或者是不知道,又有什么分别?而你若是强行想要知道,日后是否会觉得,我当时其实是有意地把你引导向一个我想要的结果呢?” Senior you are not that person.” Momo shakes the head, „, if you are that person, then...... again our first meeting times, have I perhaps become your guest? Therefore, please tell me......, even if only the reference is also good.” “前辈您不会是那种人。”莫默摇了摇头,“如果您是那种人的话,那么……再我们第一次见面的时候,我或许就已经成为了您的客人了吧?所以,请你告诉我……哪怕只是参考也好。” Luo Qiu thinks one will be hot, suddenly said: I to good and wicked definition, very sorry, I will not tell you. However, I can provide a paid service to you actually, making you yourself comprehend. How do you look?” 洛邱想了一会热,忽然道:“我对善和恶的定义,很抱歉,我还是不会告诉你。不过,我倒是可以给你提供一项有偿的服务,让你自己领会。你看如何?” Paid......” Momo talked over in a low voice, later took a deep breath, good!” “有偿……”莫默低声念叨,随后深呼吸了一口气,“好!” Relax, even paid, will not ask a price too high.” Luo Qiu smiling faintly said: Although after all compensated service, but actually is also only an experience...... with your 30 years of lifespan, how changes your two samsara?” “放心,就算是有偿,也不会要价太高的。”洛邱微微一笑道:“毕竟虽说有偿服务,但其实也只是一种体验……拿你三十年寿命,换你两个轮回如何?” Samsara?” Momo was startled being startled. “轮回?”莫默怔了怔。 Sees only Luo Qiu to raise hand...... strength of the enormous pulling, dragged into the middle of Momo some vortex instantaneously. 只见洛邱扬了扬手……一股极大的拉扯之力,瞬间把莫默拉入了某个漩涡当中。 When the vortex vanishes...... this underground therapy room, is similar to the shatter mirror, all pictures split...... it to restore to the original appearance instantaneously again. 当漩涡消失……这个地下的治疗室,就如同破碎的镜子般,所有的画面瞬间裂开……它再次恢复到原来的模样。 The little misses slept peacefully above the chair, but in the isolation ward, along with the breath of Zhan'er, the heartbeat meter is also beating one by one. 小姑娘还是安睡在了椅子之上,而隔离病房中,伴随着展儿的呼吸,心跳仪也一下一下地跳动着。 Is friendly and wicked, black and white and grey......” Luo Qiu whispered in a low voice, I also want to know.” “善和恶,黑与白与灰……”洛邱低声嘀咕了一句,“我自己也想知道啊。” ...... …… ...... …… Strength of the swing, was partial to the one side the body of Momo, in a twinkling, his head as if knocked anything, therefore wakes. 一股摇摆之力,把莫默的身体偏向了一旁,霎时间,他的脑袋似乎磕到了什么,所以醒了过来。 The dazzling sunlight banged into his eye, what he sees is above road that sea that is exuding the silver light...... in Panshan, in this worn-out village bus above. 刺眼的阳光撞入了他的眼睛,他看见的是一片泛着银光的大海……在盘山的公路之上,在这破旧的乡村巴士之之上。 Next stand, Lu Village......” “下一站,吕家村……” Momo is startled, thought how oneself......, will think here, just descended the mountain to travel not long, heard that the Lu Village somewhat strange event happened, therefore planned to look in the past. 莫默一怔,心想自己怎么会在这里……哦,想起来了,刚刚下山游历没有多久,听说吕家村有些灵异的事件发生,所以打算过去看一看的。
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