„Mother......” “妈……” Qin Yanran has not thought, oneself opened the door, mother Fang Liping sat on the bed looks at itself. Probably beforehand knows oneself will come to be the same, therefore Qin Yanran said with amazement: „Does mother, how you awake such early?” 秦嫣然也没有想到,自己一打开门,母亲方丽萍就已经坐在床上看着自己了。好像事先就知道自己会进来一样,于是秦嫣然惊讶道:“妈,您怎么醒得这么早？” Carefully looked toward the room, Qin Yanran has not discovered any trail about Su Lin. Then, Qin Yanran was hanging heart, was loose. However, the picture in that nightmare, regarding her impact was really too big. 仔细朝着屋子里面看了看,秦嫣然并没有发现任何关于苏林的踪迹。如此一来,秦嫣然本来悬着的心,也松了下来。不过,那噩梦中的画面,对于她的冲击实在是太大了。 Qin Yanran thought oneself in that nightmare, the mood completely is completely discouraged. That type deeply falls into desperate feeling, crashes from the tall building, body and mind rip apart severe pain. 秦嫣然觉得自己在那个噩梦当中,心情完全是万念俱灰。那种深深陷入绝望的感觉,从高楼上坠落下去,身体和心灵都撕裂般的剧痛。 Too fearful! 太可怕了！ Even if Qin Yanran is now, has a lingering fear as before. Especially before entering mother Fang Liping bedroom, her was nervous the heart soon to jump. Wakes up after the nightmare, she in thinking, if really in scene like dream. Her mother and Su Lin had that type to relate, what to do should oneself? Really like in dream, completely discouraged, makes a clean break with own mother, oneself also jump from the building, settles the remaining years of life? 秦嫣然即便是现在,也依旧心有余悸。尤其是在进入母亲方丽萍的卧室之前,她的心情已经紧张得心都快要跳出来了。就从噩梦中醒来以后,她就在想着,如果真的是像梦中的那样场景。自己的妈妈和苏林真的有那种关系了,自己又应该怎么办？难道,真的是像在梦中那样,万念俱灰,和自己的妈妈一刀两断,自己也从楼上跳下去,了结余生么？ Does not know! 不知道！ Before opening the door, the Qin Yanran mood is also complex and puzzled. 在开门之前,秦嫣然的心情也是复杂而纠结的。 That of before Su Lin in not having time reverse, Qin Yanran absolutely does not have any preparation, suddenly bumps into mother and Su Lin lies on a bed, is ** bare. Can such formidable visual impact, how make Qin Yanran accept? 苏林在没有时光倒流之前的那一回,秦嫣然完全是没有任何的心理准备,就突然撞见妈妈和苏林躺在一张床上,还是**裸的。这样强大的视觉冲击,如何能够让秦嫣然接受呢？ But now, this time. Qin Yanran that wakes up from the nightmare. In the heart had a bottom, she is afraid, before pushing the door, she is afraid mother and Su Lin is really similar to such in dream, really on a bed. In her heart, starting from that moment of waking up, unceasingly is struggling and is pondering, if...... If...... Really is this? How should oneself? 可是现在,这一次。从噩梦当中醒来的秦嫣然。心里面就已经有了一个底,她害怕,推门之前,她非常害怕妈妈和苏林真的如同梦中的那样,真的在一张床上。她的心里面,从醒来的那一刻开始,就在不断地挣扎和思考着,如果……万一……真的是这样呢？自己又该如何？ Qin Yanran is an intelligent female, she likes Su Lin, she also loves oneself mother. Before. She also has to see own mother cared regarding Su Lin. At first she also thought that mother cared Su Lin because of own reason, or thanks the reason of Su Lin to own benevolence. 秦嫣然是一个聪慧的女子,她喜欢苏林,她也爱自己的妈妈。之前。她也不是没有看出自己妈妈对于苏林过于关心。开始她还觉得妈妈关心苏林是因为自己的缘故,或者说是感谢苏林对自己家的恩情的缘故。 However afterward, Qin Yanran thought that as if mother cared like this was excessive. That mother Su Lin was mistaken that was the father of passing away, made in the heart of Qin Yanran the relative sorrowfully. 但是后来,秦嫣然就觉得似乎妈妈这样的关心还是过了头了。还有那一次妈妈将苏林误以为是过世的爸爸,都让秦嫣然的心里面戚戚然。 „If...... Did mother also like Su Lin really? Su Lin regarding mother. What feeling is also?” “如果说……妈妈真的也喜欢上了苏林呢？苏林对于妈妈。又是什么样的感觉呢？” memories has the appearance that Su Lin every time sees mother. Qin Yanran also thought that is not very right. Su Lin that eye. Sees mother each time time, probably will emit an unusual brilliance. 回忆起苏林每一次见到妈妈的样子。秦嫣然也觉得很不对头了。苏林那一双眼睛。每次见到妈妈的时候,好像都会放出一种异样的光彩来。 „If is really this? I...... How should I from the place?...... Let me help mother and Su Lin?” “如果真的是这样？我……我又该如何自处？难道……让我成全妈妈和苏林么？” Qin Yanran runs in the middle of the process of mother bedroom from own bedroom, thoughts constantly welling up. Various incredible ideas and thoughts, can hardly be removed in the brain. She also becomes more sane, remembers is not easy, actually loved dearly to have mother who mother leads to grow up for these years. 秦嫣然从自己卧室跑去妈妈卧室的过程当中,思绪万千。各种荒诞的想法和念头,在脑子里面挥之不去。她也变得更理智,想起妈妈这么多年来带着自己长大的不容易,却又心疼起了妈妈来。 All! 一切的一切！ All sorts of all sorts! 种种的种种！ Innumerable ideas and trains of thought revolving of fast in the brain of Qin Yanran, but is opening the flash of gate, the heart of Qin Yanran was loose. 无数的想法和思绪在秦嫣然的脑子里飞快的旋转,而就在打开门的这一刹那,秦嫣然的心松了下来。 Sees mother face affection to look at itself, Qin Yanran suddenly thought, oneself heart inside pressure completely vanished suddenly. 见妈妈一脸慈爱地看着自己,秦嫣然突然觉得,自己心里面的压力陡然之间就全部消失了。 Certainly was thinks many, mother and did Su Lin, how possibly have that relations? But, why does the reality of that nightmare that place, appear that the nature? 一定是自己想得太多了,妈妈和苏林,怎么可能有那种关系呢？可是,为什么那个噩梦会那么地的真实,显得那么地自然呢？ „, Was I will be jealous really? Not only regarding is jealous in Su Lin elder sister younger sisters to that several, even ate including own mother's vinegar?” “难道,真的是我太会吃醋了么？不仅对那几个围绕在苏林身边的姐姐妹妹们吃醋,甚至连自己的妈妈的醋都吃了？” Also puts on Qin Yanran of pajamas to see mother Fang Liping, immediately on some tearful eyes dim. 还穿着睡衣的秦嫣然见到母亲方丽萍,立刻就有些泪眼朦胧了起来。 „Mother heard your sound of footsteps, therefore had a look. Yanran, you...... How such early also to get up? Is because must go to Guizongyan to play, is excited cannot fall asleep?” “妈妈听到你的脚步声了,所以就起来看看。嫣然,你……怎么这么早也起来了啊？是不是因为要去归宗岩玩,兴奋得睡不着啊？” Also does intentionally calm Fang Liping not to discover that daughter's unusual form, in her heart was rejoicing, good Su Lin early reminded. Regardless of but how she cannot think through, why previous second of Su Lin still in own front, the latter second, Su Lin vanished to disappear. Was Su Lin this hides? That impossible speed so to be fast! 还故作镇定的方丽萍并没有发现女儿的异状,她心里面在庆幸,还好苏林早点醒了。可是她无论如何也想不通,为什么前一秒苏林还在自己的面前,后一秒,苏林就已经消失不见了。苏林这是藏起来了么？那也不可能速度这么快啊！ Depresses in oneself heart surprised and puzzled, Fang Liping is beckoning to daughter Qin Yanran, said that „! My Yanran small treasure, to mother side, making mother take a good look, my Yanran small treasure now is really long may suffice attractively oh! No wonder, Su Lin confused by our family/home Yanran small treasure is not oneself.” 压下自己心里面的惊讶和不解,方丽萍对着女儿秦嫣然招了招手,说道,“来！我的嫣然小宝贝,到妈妈身边来,让妈妈好好看看,我的嫣然小宝贝现在长得可真的够漂亮了噢！难怪,苏林被我们家嫣然小宝贝迷得神魂颠倒了。” „Mom!” “妈妈！” After listening to this saying, Qin Yanran again could not bear, the tears, threw on the bed on all of a sudden the Fang Liping bed, buried in mother Fang Liping bosom, freely was sobbing: „Mom! Yanran...... Yanran has the nightmare...... Had the nightmare......” 听了这话以后,秦嫣然就再也忍不住了,眼泪哗哗的,一下子就扑到了床上方丽萍的床上,埋在妈妈方丽萍的怀里,不住地抽泣着:“妈妈！嫣然……嫣然做噩梦……做噩梦了……” „Did not fear! Did not fear...... Yanran, has mother, these are only the dreams. The dream and reality are opposite, Yanran, has mother in...... Obedient......” “不怕！不怕……嫣然,有妈妈在,那些都只是梦而已。梦和现实都是相反的,嫣然,有妈妈在……乖乖的……” Grasps the bosom daughter, Fang Liping is also filled with emotion, although she has not known own daughter is the same with the nightmare that oneself have, but looks at daughter tearful eyes the appearance, very loves dearly. 抱住怀里的女儿,方丽萍也是感慨万千,虽然她还不知道自己女儿和自己做的噩梦是一样的,但是看着女儿这泪眼哗哗的样子,就十分地心疼。 „Mom, I have the nightmare...... Dream...... Dream to Su Lin...... On your bed......” “妈妈,我做噩梦……梦到……梦到苏林……在你的床上……” Sobbing, Qin Yanran is lying in the bosom of mother Fang Liping, cries saying that „mother, has the Yanran dream to you and Su Lin...... Has that relations...... Then was dashed by me...... Quite fearful! Really was too fearful...... Mom...... Too was really real, fortunately...... Fortunately this not real...... Mom...... For these years, was laborious you...... Mom...... I love you......” 抽泣着,秦嫣然趴在妈妈方丽萍的怀里面,哭道,“妈妈,嫣然梦到你和苏林有……有那种关系……然后被我撞破了……好可怕！真的是太可怕了……妈妈……真的太真实了,还好……还好这不是真的……妈妈……这么多年以来,辛苦您了……妈妈……我爱你……” A little language did not select the word Qin Yanran, the speech illegibile, but off and on said own nightmare to mother Fang Liping hear. 有点语不择言的秦嫣然,说话都不清不楚了起来,但是还是断断续续地将自己的噩梦说给了母亲方丽萍听。 „What? Yanran, you...... Have you also had this nightmare?” “什么？嫣然,你……你也做了这个噩梦？” Fang Liping gently was touching still the back of daughter Qin Yanran, is comforting her. After hearing the nightmare that Qin Yanran said that the whole body trembles. 方丽萍本来还在轻轻抚摸着女儿秦嫣然的后背,安抚着她。但是当听到了秦嫣然说的噩梦以后,浑身就是一颤。 „This what's the matter? Will Yanran have why such nightmare? No wonder Yanran such already awoke, moreover runs toward my bedroom in directly, in the heart of Yanran suspected me and Su Lin relations really?” “这到底是怎么回事？为什么嫣然也会做这样的噩梦？难怪嫣然这么早就醒了,而且直接就往我的卧室里面跑,难道嫣然的心里面真的怀疑我和苏林的关系了么？” As the matter stands, in heart of Fang Liping perturbed, she does not know own daughter regarding the idea of this issue, has to probe asking, „Yanran, you said to mother, your this nightmare. Concrete...... What is the concrete content? How to have such nightmare?” 这样一来,方丽萍的心里面又七上八下的了,她不知道自己女儿对于这个问题的想法,只好试探着问道,“嫣然,你给妈妈说说,你这个噩梦。具体……具体的内容是什么？怎么会做这样的噩梦呢？” „Mom!. Have you also had similar dream?” “妈妈！难道。你也做了同样的梦？” Raised the head, the tearful eyes Qin Yanran sees own mother, has wiped the tears of facial angle, reorganized own train of thought. Said. „Mom! I also remember that was not too clear. Remembers, in the dream, I had a early in the morning. Is interviewing the skirt in own room, but...... I do not know that which good should put on, wants to come to ask you , but when I open the door, actually discovery...... Discovery...... The mother you and Su Lin lies on the bed smoothly...... Mom...... Why will I have such incredible dream?” 抬起头来,泪眼哗哗的秦嫣然看着自己的妈妈,抹了抹脸角的泪水,重新整理了一下自己的思绪。说道。“妈妈！我也记得不是太清楚了。只是记得,在梦里,我起了一个大早。在自己的屋子里面试着裙子,但是……我不知道该穿哪儿一件好,就想过来问问你,可当我推开门的时候,却发现……发现……妈妈你和苏林光溜溜地躺在床上……妈妈……为什么我会做这样荒诞的梦啊？” „Yanran, have you had the dream of such content really? That...... In dream, you...... How did you respond?” “嫣然,你真的做了这样内容的梦？那……在梦里,你……你是怎么反应的？” more listened to daughter Qin Yanran saying that in the heart of Fang Liping was the heart startled, she exploringly continued to ask, wants to know own daughter to the response of this matter how. Before Su Lin woke suddenly, spoke such strange words, because he has also had such a nightmare, oneself have also had such nightmare, now even/including daughter Qin Yanran similarly has also had this nightmare. 越听女儿秦嫣然说,方丽萍的心里面就越是心惊,她试探性地继续问道,就是想知道自己女儿到底对这件事情的反应如何。之前苏林突然醒过来,说了那么一番奇怪的话,因为他也做了这么一个噩梦,自己也做了这样的噩梦,现在连女儿秦嫣然也同样做了这个噩梦。 Then, this definitely is not the coincidence. In the heart of Fang Liping was also afraid, why will have the phenomenon to appear like this strangely? Is the heaven was warning oneself and Su Lin? Therefore made them have the similar dream? 如此一来,这肯定不是什么巧合。方丽萍的心里面也害怕极了,为什么会有这样诡异地现象出现？难道是老天在警告自己和苏林么？所以才让他们三个人做了同样的梦？ Just had reached an agreement with Su Lin, from now, two people again did not have that type to relate. But, in Fang Liping own heart can it be that so is also easy to give up? Although for daughter, but woman is this, once falls into, wants to extricate oneself, basically is impossible. 刚刚都已经和苏林说好了的,从此以后,两个人就再也没有那种关系了。可是,方丽萍自己的心里面又岂是那么容易割舍的呢？虽然是为了女儿,但是女人就是这样,一旦陷入其中之后,想要自拔,基本上是不可能的。 Fang Liping compares to understand own, since appearance of Su Lin, she knows, perhaps she again is unable with a little man minute of clear connection that this daughter likes. Occurred has related like this, wants to draw a line again, moreover never will not meet not to pass away intercourse that type, later perhaps in the capital, but can also the capital see Su Lin. How this makes Fang Liping be able to cut off the emotions easily, gives clearly? 方丽萍还是比较了解自己的,自从苏林的出现以后,她就知道,自己恐怕再也无法和这个女儿喜欢的小男人分清楚瓜葛了。都已经发生过这样的关系了,再想要划清界限,而且还不是永远不相见老死不相往来那种,以后说不定在京城,还能够京城见到苏林。这让方丽萍如何能够轻易斩断情丝,割舍清楚呢？ „Mom, I...... In dream, my very fresh mother's air/Qi,...... Also very fresh Su Lin air/Qi......” Qin Yanran somewhat ashamed lowered the head, said, „mother, this dream was too real, probably was real looks like just occurred has been same. In the dream, I jumped from this window. Mom, Yanran...... Yanran does not know how oneself actually think, in my heart randomly is very very chaotic, just pushed the gate comes, I am thinking, if mother really and Su Lin had that relations, I...... I...... Should help mother you and Su Lin......” “妈妈,我……在梦里,我很生妈妈的气,也……也很生苏林的气……”秦嫣然有些羞愧地低下头来,道,“妈妈,这个梦真的太真实了,真实得好像就像是刚刚才发生过一样。在梦里面,我就从这个窗户跳了下去。妈妈,嫣然……嫣然也不知道自己到底是怎么想的了,我的心里面很乱很乱,刚刚推门进来的时候,我就在想,如果妈妈真的和苏林发生了那种关系,我……我是不是……是不是应该成全妈妈你和苏林……” Raised the head, Qin Yanran such stares looks at mother Fang Liping. 抬起头来,秦嫣然就这么直勾勾地看着母亲方丽萍。 Fang Liping wants to test the response of daughter Qin Yanran with this dream, but Qin Yanran wanted through saying this dream, probes own mother? 方丽萍想要用这个梦来试探女儿秦嫣然的反应,可是秦嫣然又何尝不是想要通过说这个梦,来试探自己的妈妈呢？ Although said that looks like in present Qin Yanran, that is only a nightmare, the trauma that but that can hardly be removed, lets Qin Yanran more definite must comes mother and Su Lin relational thorough investigation clearly, oneself mother and do Su Lin have the relations in that aspect. 虽然说在现在的秦嫣然看来,那只是一个噩梦,但是那挥之不去的心理阴影,却让秦嫣然更加确定要将妈妈和苏林的关系彻底调查清楚来,到底自己的妈妈和苏林有没有那方面的关系。 „What? Yanran...... You...... Do you think? Mother and Su Lin...... Basic...... At all impossible......” “什么？嫣然……你……你怎么会这么想？妈妈和苏林……根本……根本不可能的……” Said this saying time, Fang Liping low own head, the vision has somewhat moved aside. However in her heart, is bringing a joy, she is thinking, oneself daughter said to oneself,...... Is was suggesting oneself and can Su Lin continue such maintains? 说这话的时候,方丽萍低下了自己的头,目光有些躲闪。但是她的心里面,却是带着一丝欣喜,她在想着,自己的女儿这么对自己这么说,难道……是在暗示自己和苏林可以继续这么保持下去么？ „Mom! Yesterday I also said that you for these years, suffered great hardships a person to foster to grow up me, was not easy. After Yanran, will not be innocent, handles anything not to be impulsive, will consider that said again. The mother is also same, always considers for Yanran and this family/home, Mom...... You should also...... Thinks for own happiness, Yanran does not think...... Does not want to see mother all day long the unhappy appearance.” “妈妈！昨天我也说了,您这么多年来,含辛茹苦一个人将我抚养长大,多么地不容易。嫣然以后不会再不懂事了,做任何事情也不会那么冲动,会好好考虑一下再说。妈妈也是一样的,不要总是替嫣然和这个家着想,妈妈……你也应该……多为自己的幸福想想,嫣然也不想……不想看到妈妈成天不开心的样子。” Qin Yanran said very sincere, in her innermost feelings indeed is also thinking, „mother! Since knowing Su Lin, you smile adds compared with the beforehand ten years also many. Mom, do you know? Saw that you can become such happy, in the heart of Yanran is also has been very actually happy for you.” 秦嫣然说得很真挚,她的内心里面也的确是这么想着的,“妈妈！自从认识了苏林之后,您笑的都比以前十年加起来还多。妈妈,您知道么？看到您能够变得这么开心,嫣然的心里面其实一直也都是很为您高兴的。” Raised the head, stares at the eye of mother Fang Liping, Qin Yanran has not been seeing own mother's look so afraid and has not strengthened. From this, in the heart of Qin Yanran actually was also confident, it seems like that nightmare was not really aimless, oneself mother and Su Lin relations, were not absolutely simple.( To be continued 抬起头,盯着妈妈方丽萍的眼睛,秦嫣然从来没有见过自己的妈妈的眼神如此地心虚和不坚定过。由此,秦嫣然的心里面其实也算是有底了,看来那个噩梦果然不是无的放矢,自己妈妈和苏林的关系,绝对不简单。(未完待续 ps: First! Noise loudspeaker and drumbeat, a word , when is all right busily, hurries to steal into the bedroom to write several characters, has written one chapter off and on! First sends, then does not know that can write many chapters! Everybody do not wait, first rests! ps:第一更！喧嚣的喇叭和鼓声,一言只有在没事儿忙的时候,赶紧溜进卧室写几个字,断断续续写了一章！先发出来,接下来不知道能够写多少章！大家不要等了,先睡吧！