Engage in introspection!
扪心自问!Yun Yunindeedthought that can owndaypasses not happily, rich, be what kind of?云芸的确觉得自己的日子过得不开心,有钱,又能怎么样呢?Controls the forces of naturein the market, butdrags the exhaustedbodywas going home the time in every day, isn'tone?
在商场上呼风唤雨,可是每天拖着疲累的身体回到家里的时候,还不是自己一个人?At this time, Yun Yundeeplyrealized,oneselfis a woman.
这个时候,云芸才深刻地意识到,自己不过是一个女人而已。Thisis the sorrow of allcapable women, theirsurfaceis strong, the innermost feelingsactuallycomecompared withanybodyfrailly. Theytodemonstrateoneselfair/Qifieldandenergy, alwayssoftestfrailside, deeplybury at heartmostdeep place, only theninnobody, oneselfis licking the woundslowly.
这是所有女强人的悲哀,她们表面坚强,内心却比任何人都更来得脆弱。她们为了显示自己的气场和能量,总是将自己最柔软脆弱的一面,深深地埋在心里最深处,也就只有在没有人的时候,自己一个人慢慢舔着伤口。„Since, Ipursuehas beenwrong?”
“难道说,我一直以来的追求都是错误的么?”Looks the happiness on the nieceYun Yiyifacerevealing, Yun Yunalsoshookowninnermost feelings, „whyis? Since allpeoplehave beenhave been admiringme, praisesme, always the strictfatheralsothought that Ihave achieved the limit. A woman, canachievemenowthis, even ifentire worlddoes not havemany. Butwhy, can't Ifeel the happiness? Iam a tool, worksunceasingly, neverknows that stops the machine of spiral spring......”
看着侄女云依依脸上露出的幸福,云芸也不禁撼动了自己的内心,“可是为什么?一直以来,所有人都是在敬佩我,夸奖我,就连一向严格的爸爸也觉得我已经做到了极限。一个女人,能够做到我现在这样,就算全世界也没有多少。可是为什么,我感受不到幸福?我就是一个工具,一个不断工作,从来不知道停止发条的机器……”On the face of Yun Yunrevealsoneconfusedlyandcomessorrowfully, shediscovered,sheradicallyis not a woman. Shedoes not have a normalwoman to have the life that thismakeshermore frightenedandfeels helpless. Alwaysall, duringhergrasps, isnow, shediscovered that ownemotion, is similar to the flowingriver is the same, oneselfare unable again the depressinginnermost feelingsaloneandconfused.云芸的脸上露出一丝迷茫和悲哀来,她发现,自己根本就不是一个女人。她没有一个正常女人应该有的生活,这让她更加恐惧和不知所措起来。从来的一切,都是在她的掌握当中,可是现在,她发现自己的情感,如同一泻千里的长河一样,自己根本无法再压抑内心的孤寂和迷茫了。„Littlepaternal aunt, Yiyiknows that youdo not likesuchlife. OurYun Familywoman. Destinyalwayscannot help but. Yousee several other paternal aunts, theydo not haveyourknowledge, does not haveyourability, under the arrangement of family, marriedotheraristocratic families. Only thenyourexception, youhaveyourbreadth of spirit and ability, the grandfatherfavorsyouvery much, makingyoutake overcloudtop/fall the group, was, thisactuallytoyoucruel. Hehas eliminatedyouas a life of normalwoman......”
“小姑姑,依依知道你也不喜欢这样的生活。我们云家的女人。命运从来都不由自主的。你看其他几个姑姑,他们没有你的学识,也没有你的能力,也是在家族的安排之下,嫁到了其他的世家当中。只有你例外,你有你的气魄和能力,爷爷很看好你,让你接手了云颠集团,可是,这却对你更加地残忍。他剥夺了你作为一个正常女人的生命……”Yun Yiyialsoverysympathizes withownsister-in-law/little auntYun Yunat this time. Has the memoryto startfromher, has not seenthisfiercesister-in-law/little auntto be truly happy.云依依此时也十分同情自己的小姑云芸。从她有记忆开始,就从来没有见过这个厉害的小姑真正开心过。Indeed, likeYun Yiyi said that Yun Yunlost a life of normalwomanhelping the husbandgodchild. Sheevenlinksmen of likingnot to have. ThismadeYun Yunlistensorrowfully.
的确,像云依依说的那样,云芸已经失去了一个正常女人相夫教子的生活。她甚至连一个喜欢的男人都没有。这让云芸听了更加地悲哀。„Originally the women of bigaristocratic familyaresuchmiserable?”
“原来大世家的女人都是这么惨的啊?”Beforelistened to the Yun Yiyiaspiration. NowsawYun Yunthisappearance. InSu LinheartoriginallyveryrepugnantYun Yun, butenduresalsoto sympathizetoYun Yunnow.
以前就听了云依依的心声。如今又看到了云芸这个样子。苏林心里面本来挺反感云芸的,可是现在就忍不禁对云芸也同情了起来。„That...... The Yiyisister-in-law/little aunt, Ithinks...... Yiyipursuesownhappiness. Walksoneselflifeaccording toownwish the road, does not havewhatincorrect. Moreover, Ithought that you should also suchdo, anyfamilybenefit, anythingmistrusts each other, makesthemeat the excrement! Cannotbe obtainedbyownchildrenyounger generationfor a lifetimehappilyhappily, suchfamily, is the industrydoesagainin a big way, money earnedagainmany, what significancealsothere is?”
“那个……依依的小姑,我觉得嘛……依依追求自己的幸福。按照自己的意愿走自己人生的路,没有什么不对的。而且,我觉得你也应该这么做,什么家族利益,什么尔虞我诈,都让他们吃屎去吧!都不能够让自己的子女晚辈一辈子获得开开心心幸幸福福的,这样的家族,就是产业做得再大,钱赚得再多,又有什么意义呢?”Su Linalsoopens the mouthto saytoYun Yun,has not calledherChief Steward Yunagain, butcalledher the Yiyisister-in-law/little auntkindly.苏林也开口对云芸说道,没有再叫她云大管家,而是亲切地叫她依依的小姑。FacingSu Lin, Yun Yunhas not spokenagain, shewas ponderingobviouslywords that Su Linspoke. Since indeed, shehas returned to homeland, toassets income that oneself the familybrings, alreadymore thanseveral billionsYuan, but, shedoes not haveto feel the members in ownfamilyhaveanyhappiness. The family propertywas getting bigger and bigger, wasmanipulates strategicallyon the contrarymore and more, Yun Yunhas discoveredfamily/homeinsideseveralelder brothersin the sign of fighting for power and profit. If notbecausesheis a woman, possiblywas involved infirstcompetes for the familyright of inheritancevortexisshe.
面对苏林,云芸没有再说话,她显然在思考着苏林说的话。的确,她回国以来,给自己家族带来的资产收入,已经不下数十亿元了,可是,她却没有感到自己家族里的成员有什么幸福可言。家业越来越大了,反倒是钩心斗角越来越多了,云芸已经发现了家里面几个兄长在争权夺利的迹象。如果不是因为她是女人,可能最先被卷入争夺家族继承权漩涡的就是她。Right that „Yiyi, yousaid. Hehe...... Has not thought,youlookthoroughlycompared with the sister-in-law/little aunt.”
“依依,你说的对。呵呵……没想到,你比小姑看得更透彻。”Sighed, Yun Yunas ifhad an extrication, shesmiled, felt relaxedvery much, „sister-in-law/little auntwill not makeyougo backagain, handled the matter that youliked! That sideyourgrandfather, Iwill explain, and...... Ithought that I should also seek, the significance of oneselflife.”
叹了口气,云芸似乎有了一股解脱,她笑了笑,很是释然,“小姑不会再让你回去了,就做你喜欢的事情吧!你爷爷那边,我会去解释,而且……我觉得我也应该去寻找一下,自己人生的意义了。”Saidthese, on the face of Yun Yunalsoappeared a smile, veryreallyverynaturalthat. It is not the politesmile, is not the hypocrisyforces oneself to look cheerful, after having made the decision, letsownbodyheartfeltlyjoyfullyhappysmile.
说完这些,云芸的脸上也浮现出了一丝微笑,很真实很自然的那种。不是礼貌性的微笑,也不是虚情假意地强颜欢笑,是做了决定之后,让自己身体由衷愉悦地幸福的微笑。„A'Li, wewalk! Theseyearsyouare manyfor the wound that Ireceive, returns tothe capital, Iaccompanyyouto have a look at the doctor.”
“阿力,我们走吧!这些年你为我受的伤不少,回到京城,我陪你去看看医生。”„Three...... Threeyoung ladies......”
“三……三小姐……”BodyguardA'Lifiveyears ago and so onreturns to the homeland, isherpersonalbodyguard. Moststartsto defer to the custom of family, iscallsherthreeyoung ladies, butYun Yunbeing bent on havingmakeshimchange a statementto callChief Yun. Butnow, A'Lias ifsawanotherYun Yun, threeyoung ladiessaidunexpectedlyaccompaniesmeto go see a doctor? Thissimplyis the unimaginablematter. In the five years, regardingthreeyoung ladyYun Yunwhereabouts, A'Lihas accompanied, the homealmostbigcity, threeyoung ladyYun Yunhad flown.
保镖阿力从五年前云云归国的时候,就一直是她的私人保镖。最开始按照家族的习惯,都是叫她三小姐的,可是云芸偏要让他改口叫云总。而现在,阿力似乎看到了另外一个云芸,三小姐居然说陪我去看医生?这简直是不可想象的事情。这五年多来,对于三小姐云芸的行踪,阿力可是一直陪同,国内几乎的大城市,三小姐云芸都曾经飞过。Severaltimeshave the Group of triad activitiesto negotiatethoroughly, fivekidnappedexperiences, basicallyoneyear365days, Yun Yunrunsonsolving various things of variousYun FamilyGroup, simplywithbeing tied upto describe that is not overrated. Butnow, A'Lithoughtoneselfmisunderstood certainly, wishes one couldto break offtwo halvesonesecondthreeyoung ladyYun Yun, unexpectedlysaid that accompanies itselfto go see a doctor? Herprecioustimewaste, inaccompanyingoneselfthisbodyguardgoes see a doctoron?
好几次深入带有黑社会性质的集团公司谈判,有五次被绑架的经历,基本上一年365天,云芸都奔走在解决云家各集团公司的各种事物上,简直用忙得不可开交来形容都不为过。而现在,阿力觉得自己一定是听错了,恨不得将一秒钟掰成两半的三小姐云芸,居然说陪自己去看医生?把她宝贵的时间浪费在陪自己这个保镖看医生上?„A'Li, thank you. Sorry, youprotectmythese manyyears, receivedthese manywounds. Ihave not saidthankingtoyou, if no you, myYun Yunperhapsalreadydoes not know that manyreturned. Thesetimereturns tothe capital, no matterspendshow muchmoney, Iwill cureyourbodyfully.”
“阿力,谢谢你。对不起,你保护我这么多年,受了这么多的伤。我都没有对你说过谢谢,如果没有你的话,我云芸恐怕早就不知道死了多少回。这一次回京城,不管花多少钱,我都会全力把你的身体治好的。”At this moment, the body of Yun Yun, removed the camouflage of thatstrongatmosphericfield. Shesmilesslightly, is very sweet, although30years old over, were brilliantat this timelikelyare the amomum cardamomumyouthyoung girls.
这一刻,云芸的身上,已经褪去了那一层强大气场的伪装。她微微地一笑,很甜,虽然已经30岁出头了,此时却烂漫得像是豆蔻华年的少女。„Su Lin, Iwalkedfirst. YiyikeepsJian'an City, ifYiyihasanyproblem, Iwill certainly not let offyour.”
“苏林,我先走了。依依留在建安市,如果依依出现什么问题,我一定不会放过你的。”Throws toSu Lina few wordsverywith ease, Yun YunbroughtbodyguardA'Lito leaveSu Family. ButSu Linlooks atYun Yunto walknatural, relaxed, this, alwaysnobodyagaincameto bring back toYun FamilyYun Yiyi.
抛给苏林一句话,云芸就十分轻松的带着保镖阿力离开了苏家。而苏林看着云芸走得那么潇洒,也松了一口气,这一下,总没有人再来将云依依带回云家了。„Su Lin, what's wrong? Looked that mysister-in-law/little auntwalked, is unhappy? Hee hee...... Is mysister-in-law/little auntpretty?”
“苏林,怎么?看我小姑走了,不开心了?嘻嘻……我小姑漂亮吧?”Yun Yiyisitson the sofa of Su Linvery muchat will, was sayingtoSu Lin.云依依很随意地坐在苏林家的沙发上,对着苏林说道。„Yoursister-in-law/little auntisverypretty , is very longlooks likewithyou. Howevershejustcametimeonfierce, I do not likesuchwoman.”Su Linmemories, before Yun Yuncame, andwalksisacts like a different personcompletely! Oneis the fiercearbitrarycapable woman, anotherhas actually taken offallcamouflages, iskinddelicious...... Oh! No! Shouldbemaykindly the young married woman of person.
“你小姑是挺漂亮的,长得和你还挺像的。不过她刚刚一来的时候就凶巴巴的,我才不喜欢这样的女人。”苏林回忆了一下,云芸来之前和走的时候完全就是判若两人嘛!一个是凶巴巴蛮横的女强人,另一个却已经脱掉一切的伪装,是亲切可口……噢!不!应该是亲切可人的少妇。„That...... Su Lin, do youlikewhat kind ofgirl?”
“那……苏林,你喜欢怎么样的女孩子啊?”
Here, Yun Yiyicame the interest, nowsheandSu Lindoes not look on as an outsider, she thought that only theninSu Lin, ownbody and soulwasmost comfortable, otheranythingdid not needto consider,did not needto camouflage, isreal, likedsmiling, was not happycries, did not usescruples.
说到这个,云依依就来了兴致,现在她和苏林是一点都不见外,她觉得,只有在苏林,自己的身体和灵魂才是最舒适的,其他的什么都不用考虑,不用伪装,做真实的自己,喜欢就笑,不高兴就哭,一点也不用有所顾忌。„Ilike......”
“我喜欢……”Su Linhas towed a major toneintentionally, thenkept guessingtoYun Yiyisaid,„whatgirlIlike, thisis a hugesecret.”苏林故意拖了一个长音,然后卖了个关子对云依依道,“我喜欢什么样的女孩子,这是一个天大的秘密。”„Su Lin, yourquality. Youtoldme...... Yes...... LikeMayor FangdaughterSisterQin Yanran?”
“苏林,你好坏。你就告诉我嘛……是……像方市长女儿秦嫣然妹妹那样的么?”Thinks ofQin Yanran, in the Yun Yiyimindappears the Qin Yanranappearance, unknowinglyandQin Yanranhas been the comparison. Qin Yanranis young, butstaturedoes not haveto be so good. However, shehaschestthatbigbuttocksbigmaturemother, it is estimated thatcrosses1-2 years of chestto fear that was bigon. Moreover, Qin Yanransang is also very of pleasant to hear, but alsowithSu Linwas a high schoolthreeyears of schoolmate.
想到秦嫣然,云依依脑海里就浮现出秦嫣然的样子,不知不觉地就将自己和秦嫣然做了比较。秦嫣然比自己年轻,可是身材却没有自己这么好。不过,她有一个胸那么大屁股又大的成熟老妈,估计过一两年胸怕是就比自己还要大了。而且,秦嫣然唱歌也很好听,还和苏林是高中三年的同学。All of a sudden, after comparing, Yun Yiyithoughtoneselfas ifare in the weak a side. Cracks a joke, Superstar Yun Yiyi, hasYun Yiyi that innumerablefranticfanshound, unexpectedlyis in a weakside of competition?
一下子,相比较之后,云依依就觉得自己似乎处于弱势的一方。开玩笑,大明星云依依,拥有无数狂热粉丝追捧的云依依,居然是处于竞争的弱势一方?„Was good, mybigstar, do not thinkblindly. Nowis tired? Beforedid not restin the bedroomwell? Was awakened by noise?”
“好了,我的大明星,你不要瞎想了。现在还累不累?之前不是在卧室睡得好好的么?是不是被吵醒的?”Looks that Yun Yiyidigs the appearance that mouthsomeare not convinced, in the Su Linheartalsohappy, Yun Yiyifrom the bigstar of thatkeeping aloof, the unattainableworldfairy maiden, did not havethattype of fairyismto the present, insteadis kinder. Su Linalsothoughtoneselfas if Yun Yiyialreadyknew that was very long, isthatlong-standingfeeling.
看着云依依撅着嘴巴有些不服气的样子,苏林心里面也乐,云依依从那个高高在上的大明星,高不可攀的人间仙子,到现在没有了那种仙气,反而更加亲切。苏林也觉得自己似乎和云依依早就认识很久了,是那种由来已久的感觉。„Un! Ifall asleep, heardyouandmysister-in-law'squarrel, Icame outto have a look.”Yun Yiyihas rubbedownwrist/skill, the abovetwopurplemarks, the bodyalso is also very sore, thistied up one timeto causeall day.
“嗯!我睡着的时候,听到了你和我小姑的争吵,我就出来看看了。”云依依揉了揉自己的手腕,上面还有两道乌青的勒痕,还有身体也十分酸痛,这都是被绑了一整天时间导致的。Alsoremembered itselfto be kidnappedoneto passall day, continuouslyinthatwas moistandin the smellyundergroundsecret room, Yun Yiyithought that ownbodywas very dirty, a littleitchy, justawokehadwantsto take a bathintensely**. Nowmovesbodyunable to endure, hurriesto saywithSu Lin: „Su Lin, do Iwantto take a bath, borrowyour family'sbathroomto be good?”
又想起自己被绑架都一整天过去了,一直在那个又潮湿又臭的地下密室里,云依依就觉得自己的身上很脏,有点痒痒的,刚刚睡醒的时候就有强烈想要洗澡的**了。现在动一下身体都受不了,赶紧和苏林说道:“苏林,我想要洗澡,借用一下你家的卫生间行不行?”„Takes a bath?”
“洗澡?”Su Linlooked on Yun Yiyidirty the skirt, nodded, is pointing at the hygienicby-path, „in the health/guardkitchen in bathroomhas the brand-newtoilet articles, Senior Sister Yun Yiyi, youhurryto take a bath, then wellsleeps!”苏林看了看云依依身上都脏了的裙子,点了点头,指着卫生间道,“卫生间里的卫厨里面有全新的洗漱用品,云依依学姐,你还是赶紧去洗个澡,然后再好好睡一觉吧!”Looks on the Yun Yiyiarmalso the purplemark, looks likeverygarish, Su Linplanned after a whileYun Yiyitakes a bath, usespartialobjectTime Reverseto restoretoher.( To be continued..)
看着云依依手臂上还乌青的勒痕,看起来十分扎眼,苏林打算一会儿云依依洗澡完后,就用局部物体时间倒流给她恢复一下。(未完待续。。)ps: The firstchapterdelivers! Yesterdaytested the official, onlyrenewedtwochapters of 7000characters, today the before down16,000charactersare least! Made up for a nextyesterday'srenewal. Todaymakes certainlyeverybodylookcrisply, thisisfirst, a wordnonstopcontinuesto write, has to hitto enjoyto reward with food and drink a nextword? o ( n_n ) o~
ps:第一章送上!昨天考公务员,只更新了两章7000字,今天五更16000字最少!弥补一下昨天的更新。今天一定让大家看爽,这是第一更,一言马不停蹄地继续写,有想要打赏犒劳一下一言的么?o(n_n)o哈哈~
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