TQBCS :: Volume #2

#196: Palpitation chaotic rhythm

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In taxi, the atmosphere had some awkwardness, Yun Yiyi just hung up the telephone, a face was holding the milk-white bosom morosely. Wears the big sunglasses, Su Lin cannot see her concrete expression, but is digging from her the small mouth, can look, own Senior Sister Yun is not obviously happy. 出租车之内,气氛有一些尴尬,云依依刚刚把电话挂断,一脸不高兴地抱着酥胸。戴着大墨镜,苏林也看不到她的具体表情,但是从她那撅着的小嘴,就能够看出来,自己的这个云学姐显然是不高兴了。 „Senior Sister Yun, this time concert is very successful. Our many schoolmates clap the hands and shout praise, they are also first time see at the scene your......” “云学姐,这一次的演唱会很成功。我们的很多同学都拍手叫好,他们很多也是第一次在现场看到你的……” In order to alleviate the atmosphere, Su Lin starts to shift the topic, mentioned came at a Jian'an concert on that day. In his opinion, so long as mentioned the music, by Yun Yiyi regarding the deep love of music, definitely temporarily worry matter putting behind. 为了缓解一下气氛,苏林开始转移话题,说起那一天在建安一中的演唱会来。在他看来,只要说起音乐,凭借云依依对于音乐的热爱,肯定会暂时把烦恼的事情给忘却的。 „Can return to the alma mater to hold concert, since has been a I continuously wish. This time effect is good, particularly has your alliance. Su Lin, your singing voice is very good, your composition composing fixed-style verses ability, from your «Original» extemporaneously, absolutely is the domestic first-class standard.” “能够回到母校开演唱会,是我一直以来的一个心愿。这一次的效果还不错,尤其是有你的加盟。苏林,你的歌声真的很棒,还有你的作曲填词能力,就从你那一首即兴的《原来》来看,绝对是国内一流水准的。” Really, mentioned the matter of concert, Su Lin successfully shifted the Yun Yiyi attention. In the middle of the Yun Yiyi mind also reverberates the original song «Original» melody that Su Lin was singing on that day comes, mouth also low voice snort/hum: „Originally is no use symbol, is love cycle xing draws back cháo......” 果然,说起了演唱会的事情,苏林就成功的转移了云依依的注意力。云依依脑海当中也回响着苏林那一天所唱的原创歌曲《原来》的旋律来,嘴里头也小声地哼着:“原来最是无助的记号,是爱情周期xing的退cháo……” „Love? Su Lin, you said, what thing the love is?” “爱情？苏林,你说,爱情到底是一个什么东西呢？” The Yun Yiyi look somewhat is at a loss, but she wears the big sunglasses, Su Lin could not see, but has one to sigh in the middle of the wan expression from Yun Yiyi that also smelled a Yun Yiyi mournful thought. 云依依的眼神有些迷惘,不过她戴着大墨镜,苏林看不到,只是从云依依那带着一丝叹惋的语气当中,也闻到了一丝云依依的哀思来。 „Love?” “爱情？” Su Lin surprised, how just to be saying the matter of concert, this, Yun Yiyi topic forgiving? 苏林惊疑了一下,怎么刚刚说着的还是演唱会的事情,这一下,云依依又把话题给饶了回来了呢？ „Shakespeare had said in the middle of «Wilow That Two Gentleman» ‚azure chun love like yin clear uncertain in April weather, the brilliance of Sun just the shining earth, in a minute obstructed dark dark cloud one piece.’. Su Lin, my azure chun and has not passed, but I have not actually understood the feeling of this love. Dispute and fetters between lovers, the feeling of that being very anxious, why can I only see on others' body?” “莎士比亚在《维洛那二绅士》当中说过‘青chun的恋爱就像yin晴不定的四月天气,太阳的光彩刚刚照耀大地,片刻间就遮上了黑沉沉的乌云一片。’。苏林,我的青chun并还没有过去,可是我却还从来没有体会过这种恋爱的感觉。情侣之间的争执与羁绊,那种牵肠挂肚的感觉,为什么我只能够在别人的身上看到呢？” Fills romanticism mood Yun Yiyi to be familiar with Shakespeare's all works, from Shakespeare's sonnet to major plays, Yun Yiyi, whenever sees to or the description of beautiful or pitiful love time, will show the facial expression that oneself envy heartfeltly. 充满着浪漫主义情怀的云依依熟读过莎士比亚所有的作品,从莎士比亚的十四行诗到各大戏剧,云依依每当看到对或是美好或是凄惨的爱情的描述的时候,都会由衷地露出自己羡慕的神情来。 From infancy to maturity, Yun Yiyi is seeking for own love. It is but regrettable, she has not become had always found that feeling that such as in the writing and singing voice brim with. Instead, because of the relations of family, Yun Yiyi has to become the fiancee of man another do not like. 从小到大,云依依都在寻找属于自己的爱情。可是很遗憾,她从来未成找到过如文字和歌声中洋溢的那种感觉。反而,因为家族的关系,云依依不得不成为另一个自己根本不喜欢的男人的未婚妻。 „Senior Sister Yun, haven't you been in love?” “云学姐,你没有谈过恋爱么？” Regarding the Yun Yiyi words, Su Lin feels surprised, according to common sense, attractive and outstanding female like Yun Yiyi, should many outstanding pursuers be right. Had that many outstanding pursuers, the base number is so big, should have to let the Yun Yiyi heart movement is right? Just telephone that head of Yun Yiyi, that was called as the Wang Yu man by Yun Yiyi, isn't the baby who Yun Yiyi sets at a young age kisses/close? 对于云依依的话,苏林更是感到惊疑,按照常理来说,像云依依这样漂亮又优秀的女子,应该不乏优秀的追求者才对。有了那么多优秀的追求者,基数这么大,应该会有能够让云依依心动的才对？更况且,刚刚云依依的电话那头,那个被云依依称作王宇的男人,不就是云依依自小定下的娃娃亲么？ „What is love? I do not know. Su Lin, do you know? I looked that Sister Yanran very much likes your, she...... Is being in love with you?” “恋爱是什么？我不知道。苏林,你知道么？我看嫣然妹妹就很喜欢你的,她……是在和你谈恋爱么？” Yun Yiyi has remembered on the face ruddy, stares a face to be hostile to look at own Qin Yanran. That small girl anxious with being stronger, looks that is very lovable. 云依依想起了脸上红扑扑,瞪着眼睛一脸敌视看着自己的秦嫣然。那种小女生的紧张与要强,看着真的很可爱。 „I? With her? Also...... No. I do not know.” “我？和她么？还……没有。我也不知道。” Mentioned Qin Yanran, in the Su Lin heart guilty. Initially was confession under the big crowd of people and Qin Yanran, afterward also achieved wishes to test into the grade tenth. But, their two very much have the tacit understanding, no one has pierced this window paper truly. But in the heart of Su Lin thinks to be unfair to Qin Yanran, because had these many ambiguous relations with Fang Liping . Moreover, in addition, in own Elder Sister Zhu, has been occupying in the Su Lin heart actually from infancy to maturity more places. 说起秦嫣然,苏林心里面就不禁内疚了起来。当初是自己在大庭广众之下和秦嫣然表白的,后来自己也如愿以偿考上了年级第十。可是,他们两个却都很有默契的,谁也没有真正捅破这一层窗户纸。但苏林的心里面觉得对不起秦嫣然,因为和方丽萍有了这么多暧昧的关系,而且,除此之外,其实从小到大一直在自己身边的竹姐姐,却占据着苏林心里面更多的地方。 „Dim, no one divulged, this was the high-school student should have the love that. Wants initially I to attend the high school time, in class also has such several pairs of invisible lovers, although no one has divulged. However we know, they are one pair of being perfectly suited to each other. But afterward? Hehe...... Arrived wind blow ri, isn't the leaf also as before must be swept from the treetop? Young love such burning hot is always short, is being full of unreliable and betrayal, perhaps I do not have these experiences, instead is good, but the association thinks one share not willingly regret. Can I get married like this casually?” “朦朦胧胧,谁也不说破,这才是高中生该有的恋爱。想当初我念高中的时候,班级里面也有着这么几对隐形情侣,虽然谁也没有说破。但是我们大家都知道,他们就是情投意合的一对。可是后来呢？呵呵……到了刮风的ri子,树叶还不是依旧要从树梢上被吹走？年轻的爱情总是那样的炙热而短暂,充满着不可靠和背叛,也许我没有过这些经历,反而是好的,但是却总会觉得一股子不甘心的遗憾。难道说,我就要这样随随便便嫁人了么？” It looks like in Yun Yiyi, that pitiful love story inside heroines are not pitiful. Although their destinies are rough, their sentimental fetters, their fate tragedies, but at least their love of remembering with eternal gratitude, there is an until death faithful love. Juliet has that to accompany her Romeo, Zhu Yingtai is also having that to be willing with her was Liang Shanbo, as soon as assimilates the butterfly, for thousands of years imprisoned in Chang E of Moon Palace does not have worrying of such person? 在云依依看来,那种悲惨爱情故事里面的女主人公们并不可怜。虽然她们的命运坎坷,她们的感情羁绊,她们的下场悲剧,但是至少她们都有一段刻骨铭心的爱情,有一个至死不渝的爱人。朱丽叶有那一直陪着她的罗密欧,祝英台也有那甘愿与她一同化蝶的梁山伯,就连千万年来被囚禁在月宫的嫦娥不也有着那么一个人的牵挂么？ Has a look at itself again, Yun Yiyi thought sadly. What is own this? To marry the music oneself this really for a lifetime? In the heart links the people who can go to pursue and think of furiously not to have? 再看看自己,云依依就更觉得悲伤了。自己这算是什么？难道说真的把自己这一辈子嫁给音乐了么？心里面连一个可以去奋力追求和想念的人都没有么？ That type does not have the reposed feeling deserted, was did not have the void that the female of lover can have each to the love season. 那种空落落无所寄托的感觉,是每一个到了恋爱季节却没有恋人的女子都会具有的空虚感。 It looks like in Yun Yiyi, true love, one absorbs all extremely, one repels all extremely. Absorbs all, wants to know all of person this takes the life companion, from his birth now, person, has experienced the matter, the matter that in the brain thinks, this is ascertainment yu of woman and holds yu. Repels all, was woman held yu has manifested, repelled all with other half related different xing. This type seems like the complex behavior, unified and vulgar names, the people are called „being jealous”. 在云依依看来,真正的爱情,一极是吸收一切,一极又是排斥一切的。吸收一切,想要知道这个作为一生伴侣的人的所有,从他的出生到现在,身边的人,经历过的事情,脑子里想的事情,这是女人的探知yu和占有yu。排斥一切,就更是女人占有yu的体现了,排斥所有和另一半有关的异xing。这种看似复杂的行为,有一个统一而庸俗的称呼,人们都叫做“吃醋”。 Yun Yiyi has not eaten the vinegar, she does not know that sour feeling is what kind. Today at the banquet also purely to bear a grudge and run on a bank Su Lin, the appearance and Qin Yanran fight of disguising being rivals for sexual favor the delight. Finally, she instead liked this daring to like daring to hate, with her mother Fang Liping same attitude decisive little girl. 云依依没有吃过醋,她也不知道那种酸溜溜的感觉到底是怎么样的。今天在酒宴上也纯粹是为了怄气和挤兑苏林,才假装一副争风吃醋的样子和秦嫣然斗得不亦乐乎。最后,她反而喜欢上了这个敢爱敢恨,同她母亲方丽萍一样作风果断的小姑娘。 Could say, Yun Yiyi deeply locked in the heart the thick self-protection armor, she thinks that this can avoid itself undergoing that accidental/surprised sentimental injury. However finally, she discovered on the contrary, nobody has been able to open her self-protection, entered her at heart. 也许可以这么说,云依依把心深锁厚厚的自我保护铠甲之中,她以为这样就可以避免自己经受那种意外的感情伤害。但是最后,她反倒是发现,已经没有人可以打开她的自我保护,走进她的心里了。 Tightens own innermost feelings, indeed, fantasized that will be short a lot. Yun Yiyi thinks that like this can invests all jing strength and time into the music profession that oneself like, but, urging of hormone sends, the call letter of that chun day sowing seeds, lets her chun heart, in does not hope for and depends upon in the object situation, sprouts lonely. 把自己的内心紧锁,的确,幻想会少得多。云依依以为这样自己就可以把所有的jing力和时间投入到自己喜爱的音乐生涯当中,可是,荷尔蒙的催发,那chun天播种的呼号,却让她的chun心在毫无期盼和依靠对象情况下,孤独地萌发。 Usually said, the true love falls in love. In this case, manner demeanor can play very vital role, within certain amount of time, the cause competition accidentally can also take very major effect. 通常说,真正的爱情是一见钟情的。在这种情况下,举止风度可以起到很重要的作用,在一定时期内,无意的引起竞争也会起很大的作用。 Yun Yiyi does not lack the pursuer, the heart that but her stopped up, cannot allow any person to enter. 云依依不缺乏追求者,可是她那已经闭塞的心,却怎么也容不下任何一个人进入。 The light sadness, is the recollections that Yun Yiyi has not arrived at can have this season. Even, Yun Yiyi is thinking frequently, defers to family/home inside arrangement, after waiting for the university graduation, with the baby own Wang Family Eldest Young Master Wang Yu marriage, is not the bad matter. 淡淡的哀伤,是云依依没到这个季节都会具有的感怀。甚至于,云依依常常在想,就按照家里面的安排,等大学毕业以后,就和娃娃亲的王家大少王宇结婚,也并不是多坏的事情。 However, as the matter stands, Yun Yiyi thought oneself lost the soul. Her song will also lose soul, submits with empty with Political Marriage of winding, what can oneself obtain? 但是,这样一来,云依依觉得自己就失去了灵魂。她的歌儿也会失去灵魂,屈服与虚与委蛇的政治婚姻,自己又能够得到什么呢？ No! I must seek for my love, found a put on airs, drives in him own heart, locks the ostium again, forever does not make him run. Own heart empties unexpectedly so fiercely, cannot the empty survival. 不！我也要去寻找自己的爱情,去找到一个白马王子,把他赶进自己的心里面来,再把心门锁上,永远也不让他跑出去。自己的心竟然空得这般厉害,不能再空荡荡的生存下去了。 Yun Yiyi looks at Su Lin, Su Lin also visits her. Su Lin has not spoken, he knows that oneself Senior Sister Yun is thinking some worried matter, this matter, similarly is also Su Lin the worried that kind. 云依依看着苏林,苏林也看着她。苏林也没有说话,他知道自己的云学姐在想着一些很苦恼的事情,这种事情,同样也是苏林所苦恼的那一类。 It looks like in Su Lin, the person is in the world the most inexpensive animal. Other animals, are satiated with food and wine, can the survival multiplication race get down peacefully, is greatest being content. Only has human, oneself do not look happily, the sentiment love loves the gratitude and grudges, can these work as the food to eat? 在苏林看来,人就是世界上最贱的动物。其他的动物,吃饱喝足,能够安安乐乐的生存繁衍种族下去,就已经是莫大的知足了。偏偏只有人类,自己找不痛快,情情爱爱恩恩怨怨,这些能当饭吃么？ In the life, lets the matter that the person has a headache about, but also are few? In the middle of these matters, which there is not to like causing by the sentiment love of these nonsensical talks? 生命中,让人头疼的事情,还少么？这些事情当中,有哪一件不是由这些无稽之谈的情情爱爱引起的？ But, can the person neglect „love” really this emotion? 可是,人能够真的忽视了“爱”这种情感么？ That type the strange thing that makes outside the person jing godship joyful be able to make you collapse, cannot see, unable to feel, only exists in the time, recalls in the memory, often waits for you, when pursues, has tears streaming down the face all, sheds bitter tears. 那种让人jing神格外愉悦又能够让你崩溃的奇怪东西,看不见,摸不着,只存在在时间里,回想在记忆中,往往等你在去追逐的时候,无不是泪流满面,痛哭流涕。 The life of person because of love, but the jing color, in the Su Lin brain appeared Elder Sister Zhu and side teacher, Qin Yanran and Fang Liping, even also had in jing observes bureau that to be beaten severely Han Xiaoxiao of small buttocks by oneself. Like this small ri, although makes the person have a headache, the terrible business are unceasing, but engages in introspection, which quarter oneself have not to brim with happily? 人的生命因为爱情而jing彩,苏林脑子里浮现出了竹姐姐、方老师、秦嫣然、方丽萍,甚至还有在jing察局那个被自己痛打了小屁股的韩笑笑。这样子的小ri子,虽然让人头疼,麻烦事不断,可是扪心自问,自己又有哪一刻不是幸福洋溢着的呢？ „Senior Sister Yun, I thought that so long as, you certainly will find diligently that person who can make you like.” “云学姐,我觉得,只要努力,你一定会找到能够让你喜欢的那个人的。” Feels relaxed smiles, Su Lin thought oneself have as if thought through something, lives is living, liked loving, managed it to love several, managed it to love anyone, since I loved, wanted for this liked going diligently, strives, the love of attaining without effort, it was not the love. 释然地一笑,苏林觉得自己似乎想通了一些东西,活着就是活着,爱了就是爱了,管它是爱了几个,管它是爱了谁,既然我爱了,就要为了这一份爱去努力,去争取,不劳而获的爱情,它就不是爱情。 „Wants diligently? Hehe, Su Lin, you said that I do want to go diligently? Around me the outstanding pursuer are many, I also early had the baby who the family has set to kiss. Right, that just telephoned, he is called Wang Yu, is the the capital Wang Family eldest son. The family industry of their Wang Family involved the national life energy and communication even is the ordnance factory heavy industry, the property of entire family added 100 billion to continue. But his Wang Yu is the Wang Family third generation first position successor, if I marry him, in this world I want, almost could not have obtained. But you thought, this is the love that I want? You said that makes me try hard, is makes me try hard to find an outstanding person? Has Wang Yu as the contrast, you said that what person can be more outstanding than him?” “只要努力？呵呵,苏林,你说我要怎么去努力呢？我周围优秀的追求者很多,我也早已经有了家族定下的娃娃亲。对了,就是刚刚打电话过来的那个,他叫做王宇,是京城王家的大少爷。他们王家的家族产业涉及到了国家命脉的能源、通讯甚至是兵工厂重工业,整个家族的资产加起来100000000000都不止。而他王宇是王家第三代的第一顺位继承人,我如果嫁给他的话,这个世界上我想要的,几乎没有得不到的。可是你觉得,这样就是我想要的爱情么？你说让我努力,是让我努力去找一个优秀的人么？有着王宇作为对比,你说什么样的人才能比他更优秀呢？” Yun Yiyi smiles bitterly, the Su Lin words, making her feel that Su Lin is very weak. After all is the thought of high-school student, where love is that simple matter, can obtain diligently easily? 云依依苦笑一声,苏林的话,让她觉得苏林很幼稚。毕竟是高中生的思维,爱情哪里是那么简单的事情,一句努力就可以轻易获得了？ „Outstanding? It is not right! Senior Sister Yun, why likes a person, can be outstanding? Likes, is a feeling. The love, is a chance. Perhaps you will think that I said these are very weak and unnecessary, but the matter is really this, when you met really can that who your heart movement liked, your heartbeat rhythm will tell you accurate promptly, your put on airs, he...... Came!” “优秀？不对！云学姐,为什么喜欢一个人,一定要非常优秀呢？喜欢,是一种感觉。爱,更是一种机缘。也许你会觉得我说这些很幼稚和多余,但是事情真的就是这样的,当你真的遇到了能够让你心动去喜欢的那个人的时候,你的心跳节奏会准确无误及时的告诉你的,你的白马王子,他……来了！” Afternoon sunlight, has sprinkled from the taxi side scuttle, Su Lin smiles brightly, was elaborating to Yun Yiyi love and liking that understand. But leans the face to come to see Su Lin Yun Yiyi, when hears Su Lin these words, looks at his brightly the sunlight smiling face, the heart bang, jumped chaotically the rhythm.( To be continued.) 下午的阳光,从出租车的侧窗洒了下来,苏林灿烂地笑着,向云依依阐述着自己所理解的爱和喜欢。而侧过脸来看着苏林的云依依,当听到苏林的这一句话,看着他那灿烂又阳光的笑容,心就砰地一下,跳乱了节奏。(未完待续。)
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