Althoughon the mouthnotagreeshas acknowledged that butsheactuallytakes seriously herselfvery much and status of opposite partyfriends from childhood, evenis regarded as the innermost feelingspillar/backbone, includingonlyplays the role of friends from childhoodin the game.
尽管嘴上一直不肯承认,但她其实很重视自己与对方青梅竹马的身份,甚至当作是内心支柱,连在游戏中都只玩青梅竹马的角色。If before place, is also willingto admit mistakeson own initiativefacingsecureskillasksherhappily, sheprobablyexcitedly.
假如放在以前,面对安艺伦也肯主动低头认错求她,她大概会兴奋到喜形于色。Butnow, actuallyindescribablemoodlingerin the chest. Cursedlikesometypeunties, hermoodas ifbecametransparent.
可现在,却有一种难以言喻的情绪萦绕在胸口。如同某种诅咒被解开,她的心情仿佛变得透明。Somecertaincrucialthingschanged.
有某些关键性的事物发生了改变。
It looks like the photo album of minddeep placeto be turnedto the newpage, the pastrecollectionhad been replacedby the newpicture.
就像是脑海深处的相簿被翻到新的一页,往日的回忆已被新的照片取代。Evenrecalls, something still have turned.
即使回忆起来,有些东西也早就翻篇了。Letno longeristhatfriends from childhood that shekeeps thinking about, buthas accompaniedlike the Elder Brotherinherperson.
让她日思夜想的不再是那个青梅竹马,而是一直像哥哥一样陪伴在她身边的人。Childhood the naivewish in the shrinesaying, alreadybysweet winewarmandcoveredfragrantly, butalsohad the nameinthatsentiment that shecircled.
儿时在神社中说出的天真心愿,已被甜酒的温暖与香甜所覆盖,而在她内心盘旋的那份感情也有了名字。
" Even if onlywell-intentioned, youcannotswingbetweentwopeopleabsolutely. "
「哪怕只是出于善意,你都绝对不可以在两个人之间摇摆。」Near the earresoundsmother'surgingsuddenly.
耳边蓦然响起妈妈的叮嘱。Eririshakes the eyelashlightly, expressed gratitudein the heart.英梨梨轻抖睫毛,在心中道谢。„...... Was sorry.”
“……抱歉,伦也。”Sheimplored the one breathcalmly, retrocededonestep.
她平静地吁出一口气,后退一步。Is welcoming the vision of opposite partyas iffreeze, sheopens the mouthto sayclearlyexplicitly:
迎着对方仿佛冻结的目光,她清楚明确地开口道:
„ Ithankedyourinvitationvery much, butIam unable to go tothat sideyou.
“我很感谢你的邀请,但是我无法去你那边。Ihad decidedmustbecome the firstartist in Yusukemind, offersallforhim.
我已经决定了要成为悠介心目中的第一画师,为他献上一切。Iwill not betrayYusuke.
我不会背叛悠介。Thereforesorry, Icannotpromiseyou. ”
所以对不起,我不能答应你。”As words saying completely, innermost feelingsheldto readas ifalsodissipatedpart.
随着一番话完整说完,内心的执念仿佛也消散了一部分。On the Eririfacerevealsto get over an emotion the sadsmile, suddenlyfeltoneselfwere probably maturer, canconfrontthatoncecursefinally.英梨梨脸上露出释怀又难过的笑容,忽然觉得自己好像成熟了一些,终于能够正视那个曾经的诅咒。Butfacingshesonakedanddecisiverejection, secureYilunexpressionalsocannot help butonestiff, the facial expressionbecomes the gloomyaswater.
而面对她如此赤裸且果断的拒绝,安艺伦也的表情不由得一僵,神情变得阴沉似水。„......, Isthis?”
“……啊啊,原来是这样吗?”Hesupports the kneeto stand upfrom the ground, the ridiculeasked: „Therefore, youreallydid likeKatouthatfellow?”
他撑着膝盖从地上站起,讥讽地问道:“所以,你果然还是喜欢上加藤那家伙了吧?”Eririnodsgently, „, IlikeYusuke. It is not to the liking of friendorfamily member, butuniquelikingtolover.”英梨梨轻轻点头,“嗯,我喜欢悠介。不是对朋友或者家人的喜欢,而是对恋人的独一无二的喜欢。”„- Wha!”
“-—什!”secureskillcould not speaksuddenly, obviouslyhas not thought that will hear the sofrankreplyfromhermouth.
安艺伦也突然说不出话来,显然没想到会从她口中听到如此坦率的回答。Eririis looking athim, holdsto smileslightly, butpolitenessfeel alienated.英梨梨望着他,微微含着笑,礼貌而疏离。
„ In brief, is thank you willingto speakthesewordstome.
“总之,谢谢你肯对我说这些话。AlthoughIdo not have the meansto helpyouas the companion, butIwill takeschoolmate'sstatusto refuelasyou, hopes that youcanrealize itselfonceto vainly hope, makes the bestgame.
虽然我没办法作为同伴帮助你,但我还是会以同学的身份为你加油,希望你能实现自己曾经的梦想,做出最棒的游戏来。Now, Imustreturn tosideYusuke. ”
现在,我要回到悠介身边了。”
The languagefinishes, shethenlifts the footto walktoward the classroom building.
语毕,她便抬脚往教学楼走去。secureskillalsostares atherbacksilent, soonenters the indoor when untilher, finallycannot bearshoutto make noise.
安艺伦也沉默地凝视她的背影,直到她快要进入室内时,终于忍不住大喊出声。„- As you likethen! Eriri, goes to seashe to helpin any casemy, evenwithout you are still indifferent!”
“-随你的便吧!英梨梨,反正出海她会来帮我的,就算没有你也无所谓!”Eriristops the footstepssuddenly, has transferred the body, shows the beckoningbeautifulsmile, respondswith the puredelightfulvoice.英梨梨蓦然停下脚步,转过身体,露出令人心动的美丽笑容,用纯净甜美的嗓音做出回应。„Un~youmustrefuel.”
“嗯~你要加油啊,伦也。”„......?”
“诶……?”„Mustwell, realizeowndream~”
“要好好,实现自己的梦想啊~”„brave...... pearpear......?”
“英……梨梨……?”secureskilleyesalsoopensuddenly, reflectsclearly the shadow of young girl, the lipshiversslightly.
安艺伦也的双眼猛然睁大,清晰倒映出少女的影子,嘴唇微微颤抖起来。
The Erirismilenods, indoor entersfree and easy, goldenbeautiful hairalsovanishesingateanother side.英梨梨微笑点头,洒脱地进入室内,金色的秀发随之消失在门的另一边。secureskillalsolooks atthis, clenches the teethin a flash, in the intenseregretfiercepressed the heart, the tearsflow copiouslyfrom the eye.
安艺伦也怔怔看着这一幕,一瞬间咬紧了牙关,强烈的后悔猛地压上心头,泪水从眼睛里夺眶而出。Heis gripping tightly the doublefist, raised the headto look up tounwillingly, finallyclearlyrealizes a matterinthis moment.
他紧紧握着双拳,不甘地抬头仰望,终于在这一刻清楚地意识到一件事。Oneselfhad lostcertainthingsforever.
自己已经永远失去了某些东西。
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