Is a night of evening. 是夜傍晚。 When Katou Yusuke is writing with vigor fights with the cartoon original manuscript- 当加藤悠介正在奋笔疾书地与漫画原稿做斗争时- Thump! 咣咚！ The giant sound that transmits from out of the door actually broke him together suddenly. 一道从门外传来的巨大动静却突然打断了他。 Because the sound came from the next door, the master considering that room, he then went out observed. 因为声音就来自于隔壁,考虑到那个房间的主人,他便出门察看了一下。 Therefore saw wears the suit, the adult male of whole body liquor air/Qi. 于是就看到了一名身穿西装,浑身酒气的成年男子。 „Mr. Yoshida?” “吉田先生？” When his such a asked makes noise, the correct use forehead is arriving at the next door gate litigant, narrowed one pair to be drunk to look askance. 当他这么一问出声,正用脑门抵着隔壁门的当事人,就眯着一双醉眼斜了过来。 „............ What, is you, belch ~” “…………什么,是你啊,嗝~” Really is Yoshida, moreover as if drinks is dead drunk, Yoshida of footsteps impractical version. 果然是吉田,而且还是似乎喝得烂醉如泥、脚步虚浮版的吉田。 „How were you?” “你这是怎么了？” Katou Yusuke walked directly, supports by the arm the arm of opposite party, to prevent its one is not careful will tumble. 加藤悠介直接走了上去,搀住对方的手臂,以防止其一个不小心会跌倒。 Rich liquor air/Qi heads on with not too nice-smelling flavor immediately. 一股浓郁的酒气与不太好闻的味道顿时扑面而来。 This also showed that the opposite party indeed drinks, and drinks evidently also much, even has spat several times. 这也证明对方的确是喝了酒,且看样子喝得还不少,甚至吐过几次。 But facing his inquiry, Yoshida is mumbling does not know is saying anything, in the mouth sends is completely some makes the syllable that one cannot understand. 而面对他的询问,吉田则是叽里咕噜地不知在说些什么,口中发出来的尽是一些叫人听不懂的音节。 Even if Yusuke listens very much with effort, still only heard Goto, " appointment " , Hashimoto and so on words and expressions. 即使悠介很费力地去听,也只听到了「后藤」、「约会」、「桥本」之类的词语。 Because has treated outside is not a matter, therefore he took Yoshida to grasp the key in hand directly, and opening the door led this neighbor to return to the room. 因为一直待在外面也不是回事,于是他直接拿过了吉田抓在手中的钥匙,并开门带着这位邻居回到房间。 Takes off two people of shoes to come to the living room together. 脱掉鞋子的两人一同来到起居室。 Although Yoshida is each one has 180 centimeters adult male. 虽说吉田是个个头有180公分的成年男子。 However regarding Yusuke, the opposite party frame that will sway goes to the room, the difficulty of does not compare to hug to want difficult many slightly black. 不过对于悠介来说,将摇摇晃晃的对方架回房间,其中的难度并不比抱起小黑要困难多少。 By this also nothing more to be said. 是以这也没什么好说的。 Supports by the arm after Yoshida sits down to the bedside, Katou Yusuke from crowding the refrigerator of beer discovers one bucket of mineral water, and began to give this neighbor but actually one cup. 将吉田搀扶至床边坐下后,加藤悠介从塞满啤酒的冰箱里找出一桶矿泉水,并动手给这位邻居倒了一杯。 „Drinks a water, Mr. Yoshida.” “喝点水吧,吉田先生。” „Wú ............?” “唔…………？” Yoshida opens the eye blurry, was shaken an eye by indoor light, lifts a hand to keep off before one's eyes, was sizing up the long time to Yusuke. 吉田迷迷糊糊地睁开眼睛,又被室内的灯光晃了一下眼,不由抬起一只手挡在眉前,对着悠介打量了半晌。 „Katou......?” “加藤……？” He is muttering well-remembered, the subconsciousness received the drinking glass, gurgle gurgle drank with the help of Yusuke, entire one cup of water will drink completely up. 他茫茫然地喃喃着,下意识接过水杯,在悠介的帮助下咕嘟咕嘟地喝了起来,将整整一杯水完全喝光。 Perhaps is the mineral water stimulation that receives to ice, making his consciousness sober slightly a point, the instinct looked around all around the environment. 或许是受到冰镇的矿泉水刺激,让他的意识稍微清醒了一点,本能地张望起四周环境。 „Is here......?” “这里是……？” „Your family.” “你家。” „This...... thanked.” “这样啊……谢了。” „Therefore, what happened?” “所以呢,发生什么事了吗？” „What......?” “什么……？” „Mr. Yoshida you with Miss Goto appointment?” “吉田先生你跟后藤小姐约会了吗？” „- Ha!?” “-哈啊！？” Just liked is poked the sore spot, just also bleary eyes blurred Yoshida opened the eye instantly, lost one's voice to call. 犹如被戳到了痛处的,刚刚还醉眼迷离的吉田霎时张大眼睛,失声叫了出来。 Katou Yusuke confirmed the suspicion in heart from this, nods saying: „So that's how it is, was rejected.” 加藤悠介由此确认了心中的猜想,点了点头说:“原来如此,是被拒绝了么。” „Under, you why......” “等下、你为啥……” „This matter understood at a glance, after all you look unfamiliar not to have dispirited type that may the love. Compared with that can chat?” “这种事一看就知道了,毕竟你一脸生无可恋的颓丧样呢。比起那个,要来谈谈吗？” „Chatted......?” “谈谈……？” „Good, at this time can have the talk object, can treat compared with a person?”... “不错,这种时候能有个谈话对象,总要比一个人待着好吧？”… „This does not close Katou your matter, this matter has nothing to do with you.” “这不关加藤你的事,这事与你无关。” „Basically, you have talked about so many Miss Goto's things to me, do I also calculate the irrelevant personnel?” “基本上,你都已经跟我讲过那么多后藤小姐的事情了,我还算无关人员吗？” „This-” “这-” Hears this saying Yoshida instinct to want the opens the mouth to refute, may also respond that in the next second this is the fact, under dejectedly droops the shoulder. 听闻这话的吉田本能地想要张口反驳,可在下一秒又反应过来这本就是事实,不由沮丧地耷拉下肩膀。 Several seconds later, his political ability had scolded hateful hot tempered, opened the mouth saying: 过了几秒钟,他才略有暴躁地骂了一声可恶,开口道: „, I really took. This was you insists on me saying that even if you later found it silly, I will not manage!” “啊啊,我真服了。这可是你硬要我说的,就算你之后觉得无聊,我也不会管的！” „Un, I have no issue. Mr. Yoshida you helped me be many, therefore should so.” “嗯,我没什么问题。吉田先生你帮了我很多,所以理应如此。” Katou Yusuke was saying poured one cup of water to him, sat in side, „while convenient, if you want to smoke also please as one likes, has no need to mind me.” 加藤悠介说着又给他倒了一杯水,在旁边坐了下来,“顺带,如果你想抽烟的话也请自便,用不着介意我。” Can look, Yoshida has the heart movement of flash that. 看得出来,吉田有那么一瞬间的心动。 However is worries him probably is a student, finally suppressed the impulsion that wanted to smoke, but grasps the nape agitated. 不过大概是顾虑到他还是个学生,最终又强忍住了想要抽烟的冲动,只是烦躁地抓了抓后颈。 „...... Smoked does not need. What then...... you do want to know?” “……抽烟就不必了。那么……你想知道什么？” „You want to say that anything said anything on the line.” “你想说什么说什么就行了。” „This......” “这样吗……” Yoshida sighs greatly, does not have the strength: „...... In brief, like such that you think, I by Miss Goto flinging.” 吉田大大地叹了一口气,无力道:“……总而言之,就像你想的那样,我被后藤小姐给甩了。” Takes these words as the opening, he starts to tell one after another. 以这一句话为开头,他开始陆陆续续地娓娓道来。 Matter also has nothing actually special. 事情说来其实也没什么特别的。 Generally speaking, was Yoshida arouses the courage today finally, unrequited loved five years of Miss Goto to propose to that appointment invitation, but the opposite party also accepted with pleasure invitation. 总的来说,就是吉田今天终于鼓足了勇气,向那位暗恋了五年的后藤小姐提出了约会邀请,而对方也欣然接受了邀约。 Ecstatical Yoshida could be said as the riveting foot for this reason the working zeal, thought that cannot waste this golden opportunity in vain, thus the intention made many arrangements. 欣喜若狂的吉田为此可以说是铆足了干劲,心想绝不可以白白浪费这个大好机会,从而用心做了诸多安排。 Two people not only strolled the zoo together, later enjoyed the dinner in a quite fashionable French restaurant. 两人不仅一同去逛了动物园,之后又在一间颇为时髦的法国餐厅享用了晚餐。 During the appointment atmosphere is also good. 约会期间的气氛也非常不错。 That Miss Goto is also the sincerity has fun, but does not join in the fun. 那位后藤小姐也是真心乐在其中,而绝非逢场作戏。 As did five years of old person in the same company and opposite party hand/subordinate. 作为在同一家公司以及对方手下干了五年的老人。 Yoshida somewhat is no doubt slow in the sentiment, but at least this point can look. 吉田固然在感情上有些迟钝,但至少这一点还是看得出来的。 As a result of opposite party that positive refreshed attitude, makes his heart have one type " cannot do a good job in possible really " the feeling. 正是由于对方那种积极爽快的态度,也使得他内心不禁产生一种「搞不好真的有戏」的感觉。 When he is having this anticipation, is ready launches the further attack to the opposite party, inquired to Gotou young lady- " can directly to my family? " When this invitation. 然而当他抱着这种期待,蓄势待发地向对方发起进一步的进攻,向后藤小姐询问-「要不要直接到我家来呢？」这种邀请时。 The opposite party were smiled troublesome, then gave his such reply- 对方则是非常伤脑筋地笑了,而后给了他这么一个回答- " Although I keep silent in the company, but I have the boyfriend. " 「虽然我在公司里面绝口不提,但我已经有男朋友了。」 Pū, heard here Katou Yusuke not to bear smile one. 噗哧,听到这里的加藤悠介没忍住笑了一声。 „...... First did not say for the time being other, however your ** can also not cover up? Mr. Yoshida.” “……姑且先不说别的,但是你的**会不会也太不加掩饰了？吉田先生。” „Quarrelled! Must know me was 26 years old, but Miss Goto she compared with me also greatly am two years old. The world of Sir is this, will not understand like your little rascal-!” “吵死了啊！要知道我已经26岁了,而后藤小姐她比我还大两岁。大人的世界本来就是这样的,像你这种小鬼是不会懂的-！” Yoshida straightens one's neck saying that the complexion rises red, does not know that is because the function or innermost feelings of alcohol blushes to cause bashfully, or both have.... 吉田梗着脖子说道,脸色涨得通红,也不知是因为酒精的作用还是内心的羞赧导致的,抑或两者都有。… „Sorry, in brief you continued downward, after that?” “抱歉,总之你继续往下说吧,那之后呢？” „......! The result asked under knows, originally she five years ago had the boyfriend. In other words, when I just knew her, she has the man.” “嘁……！结果一问之下才知道,原来她从五年前就有男朋友了。换句话说,当我刚认识她的时候,她就已经有男人了。” „This...... such on GG.” “这样啊……那样就GG了呢。” „Hateful! I really...... had the Lord woman to adore unexpectedly for five years to a precious flower like the fool.” “可恶！我真像个蠢蛋一样……居然对一个名花有主的女人倾心了五年。” Yoshida of putting on a serious face slings the corner of the eye, the expression and twists because of the anger slightly, repeatedly complaining. 板着脸的吉田吊起眼角,表情因为愤怒而微微扭曲,连声抱怨着。 „I was deceived...... also came my heart of admire......” “我被骗了……把我的爱慕之心还来啊……” „That also is really a pitiful story, no wonder you will drink this ghost appearance, I can feel your anger and sadness.” Katou Yusuke understood that nods. “那还真是一个悲惨的故事,难怪你会喝成这个鬼样子,我能感受到你的怒火和悲伤。”加藤悠介不无理解地点点头。 „Oh...... I think has opportunity.” “唉唉……我本来以为有机会的耶。” „Since there are boyfriend not to have the means that also associated let alone for five years.” “既然有男友就没办法了,更何况还交往了五年呢。” „Why she comes the appointment!” “那她干嘛来约会啦！” „Un, these words also same resentment soars to the heavens.” “嗯,这句话也一样怨气冲天。” „Even I must say 10,000 times......” “就算一万次我也要说……” „Can that say for over 3 hours?” “那岂不是要讲三小时以上？” „Has what relations, I have reminded you, is you insists on me saying.” “有什么关系,我早就提醒过你了,是你硬要我讲的。” „Does that have no need to deliver 10,000 the similar words?” “那也用不着把同样的话讲一万遍吧？” „Fool, where my anger because of will subside like this.” “笨蛋,我的愤怒哪会因为这样而平息啊。” Yoshida is at a loss the dangling head, muttering. 吉田茫然若失地垂下头,喃喃自语着。 „I quite hope that she does use right that???? Helps me clamp!” “我好希望她用那对????帮我夹一下啊！” „After...... is dejected vent **?” The Katou Yusuke forced smile, the innermost feelings exude the intermittent mighty waves. “……心灰意冷后的发泄**吗？”加藤悠介苦笑不已,内心泛起阵阵波澜。 „Said that you do not understand, the adult was this lifeform that did not have the medicine to rescue.” “都说你不懂了,成年人就是这种无药可救的生物了。” Yoshida interest pleasure is beckoning with the hand dully, a face said deprecatingly downward. 吉田兴味索然地摆着手,一脸不以为意地往下说。 „Thinks has whipped that hand of my shoulder gently, that said " was laborious " mouth...... I am all received to be about dead difficultly......” “一想到温柔拍打过我肩膀的那只手,还有那张说出「辛苦了」的嘴巴全都被人……我就难受到快死掉了……” Probably is because drank the cares of many liquor, his brain at this moment is not very obviously sober, including ashamed heart anything also vanishes without the trace. 大概是因为喝了不少酒的关心,他此刻的脑子明显不够清醒,包括羞耻心什么的也消失无踪。 After so-called liquor, spits the true words, basically was such matter. 所谓酒后吐真言,基本就是这么回事了。 „Mr. Yoshida your delusion, was a little practical.” “吉田先生你的妄想,有点过于写实了吧。” „I no matter so many, really want her to be able, in spent together after me one was late me flung......” “我才不管那么多啦,真希望她能在跟我共度一晚之后再把我甩了……” Yoshida was deliberately bad is saying, kept sighing. 吉田自暴自弃地说着,一阵长吁短叹。 In fact, spoke in the condition of drinking. 事实上,在喝了酒的状态下讲话。 He also is very clear, actually he regards Miss Goto with how obscene vision now. 就连他自己也十分清楚,他现在究竟是以多么下流的眼光看待后藤小姐。 But this is also the matter that has no alternative. 可这也是无可奈何的事情。 Arrived his age, love emotion and ** will turn into this being loath to part from each other relations. 到了他这把岁数,恋爱情感和**本就会变成这种难舍难分的关系。 „Hateful...... Goto...... is that female is not good.” “可恶……后藤……全都是那女的不好。” His mouth spits partly is shirking the responsibility the words, said low-spirited: „Since there are man, from the beginning told me......” 他口吐着半推卸责任的话,黯然道:“既然有男人的话,一开始就跟我说啊……” Looks the fading type that he exposes at this time, Katou Yusuke cannot help but associated to oneself. 看着他此时所展露出来的衰样,加藤悠介不由自主地联想到了自身。 In benefit their eyes, was oneself before also this appearance? 在惠她们的眼里,自己之前也是这个样子吗？ Said...... must incurable. 还是说……要更加不可救药一点。 After all compared with Yoshida who the spoken language vented, then he really wallowed in degeneration. 毕竟比起只是用言语来发泄的吉田,当时的他是真的自甘堕落。 Offending somebody wound oneself, perishes unceasingly voluntarily...... 不断地伤人伤己,自愿沉沦…… But such, young girls have not given up him even.... 可即便是那样,身边的少女们也未曾放弃过他。… Thinks of here, he becomes somewhat out of sorts. 一想到这里,他就不禁变得有些失神。 As a result of the two man silence of as if by prior agreement, in the room is also silent. 由于两个男人不约而同的沉默,屋内也随之寂静下来。 The complex disorderly thought and train of thought pace back and forth and collide in the air, the atmosphere even more seems depressed. 纷繁杂乱的念头与思绪在空气里徘徊、碰撞,气氛愈加显得消沉。 „If we had known might as well non- confession......” “早知道还不如不告白……” Yoshida thought aloud that is saying, probably the hope liberates from the pain of being lovelorn, on the face cannot bear reveal the mirthless smile. 吉田自言自语地说着,像是渴望从失恋的痛苦中解放,脸上忍不住露出惨笑。 „Right now doesn't screw up completely? Later sees in the company absolutely super awkward! What to do really does not know later should......” “这下子不是完全搞砸了吗？以后在公司里见到绝对超级尴尬的啊！真不知道以后该怎么办……” Katou Yusuke listens to him to complain silently, said: „If you do not know that should be how good, must ask for leave from the company temporarily, reorganizes own mood.” 加藤悠介默默听着他诉苦,说:“如果你不知道该怎么好,要不要暂时从公司请个假,整理一下自己的心情。” „...... Can't such go back sooner or later? Moreover I really do not know how from now on should face Miss Goto......” “……那样不迟早还得回去吗？而且我实在不知道今后该怎么面对后藤小姐……” „Otherwise you can also consider to change a work.” “不然你也可以考虑换个工作。” „Without that easy matter!” “没有那么容易的事情啦！” Yoshida overrules loudly said: „Must know that I enter this company from the graduation, already over the past five years! Which possibly easily walks?” 吉田大声否决道:“要知道我从毕业进入这家公司,已经过去五年了啊！哪可能这么轻易就走的？” „Is that only the boundary that yourself give yourself to set?” “那只是你自己给自己设定的界限吧？” „What??” “啥？？” „Although this saying possibly not too listens, but Mr. Yoshida you did for five years in the present company, is not an ordinary staff, or at most is an outstanding ordinary staff?” “虽然这话可能不太中听,不过吉田先生你在现在的公司干了五年,不还是一个普通的员工,或者顶多是个优秀的普通员工吗？” „!?” “！？” Disregards in the face that Yoshida closely wrinkles, Katou Yusuke looks at him saying: 无视于吉田紧紧皱起的脸,加藤悠介望着他说道: „ Conversely, that Miss Goto is your boss, perhaps later will also be your boss. “相反的,那位后藤小姐则是你的上司,也许以后也将一直是你的上司。 On the social position or the sentiment, you did not think that your two people relations, from the beginning isn't coordinated? ” 不论是在社会地位还是感情上面,你不觉得你们两个人的关系,从一开始就不对等吗？” „I said you-!” “我说你啊-！” „ You first leave anxiously the vitality/angry, I said that these do not esteem treatment of women as inferiors that set, without other meanings. “你先别急着生气,我说这些并不是推崇男尊女卑的那一套,也没有其他意思。 Since matter had happened, but you change anything weak. 只是既然事情已经发生了,而你又无力改变什么。 Then takes to heart with it here, looks for a new goal to oneself would rather, proceeds to look quite well. ” 那么与其在这里耿耿于怀,倒不如给自己找一个新的目标,往前看比较好。” Yoshida's mouth is opening and closing, in the hand makes an effort to make a fist and loosen unceasingly, probably tries to look for any words to refute him, finally was only the tone said one stiffly. 吉田的嘴巴开阖着,手上不断用力握拳又松开,像是试图找些什么话来反驳他,最后只是语气生硬地说了一句。 „Some matter where you said is so simple! To be promoted raises in salary this matter, is not so long as changes the family/home company to achieve!” “事情哪有你说的那么简单！想要升职加薪这种事,又不是只要换家公司就能做到的！” „Indeed, solidifies serious Japan current in the social class, this matter is not no doubt simple, this I did not deny, perhaps but...... does not have you to think that difficultly.” “的确,在阶级固化严重的日本当今社会,这种事情固然不简单,这点我并不否认,只不过……或许也没你想得那么难。” Katou Yusuke deeply looked at his one eyes, continued: 加藤悠介深深看了他一眼,继续说: „ Moreover Mr. Yoshida you have characteristics in character, always likes adding own idea arbitrarily on others. “而且吉田先生你在性格方面有一个特点,就是总喜欢擅自把自己的想法加在别人身上。 But that also limited you, under making you unable to go out of itself to draw forever a circle. ” 但那同时也限制了你自身,让你永远走不出自己所画下的一个圈。” „Hateful, your saying to be what meaning!” “可恶,你这话是什么意思啊！” „ In brief, matter pain that although you are thrown off by Miss Goto for yourself now, but everyone will experience a period of specially difficult time. “总而言之,尽管你现在为自己被后藤小姐甩掉的事情痛苦不已,但每个人都会经历一段特别艰难的时光。 Repents with it, might as well buoy up to prove itself. If you are outstanding enough, why can't make Miss Goto choose you on own initiative? ” 与其自怨自艾,不如振作起来证明自己。如果你足够优秀的话,为什么不能让后藤小姐主动选择你呢？” Yoshida's look transformation non-stop, lowers the head not silently, probably was pondering that his words, seemed like thinks affection that oneself that died without a sickness. Was full of the gloomy color.... 吉田的神色变换不停,就那么一言不发地低着头,像是在思考他的话语,又像是想到了自己那无疾而终的恋情。充满了阴郁之色。… Katou Yusuke has not disturbed him, but sent a mail with the cell phone to him in the past, and said: 加藤悠介没有打扰他,而是用手机给他发了一封邮件过去,并这么说道: „ No matter what, I first send the mail address to you, the head in this company recruiters. “不管怎么样,我先发个邮件地址给你,这家公司的负责人正在招聘人员。 Although is a recently established company, but is reliable, moreover treatment is also good, your interested words can understand to have a look, considers to change an environment to relax. ” 虽然是新成立的一家公司,不过还算可靠,而且待遇方面也不错,你有兴趣的话可以了解看看,就当是换个环境散散心。” Seeing Yoshida as before is one distracted, the demoralized appearance, he then also said several: 见吉田依旧是一副精神恍惚、意志消沉的样子,他便又多说了几句: „ In brief you rest today earlier, has the place that anything needs to help to tell me. “总之你今天就早点休息吧,有什么需要帮忙的地方就告诉我。 Does not need is too puzzled about Miss Goto's matter, you will put down this matter slowly. Cannot put down, how the time will also teach you to reconcile with. 关于后藤小姐的事情也不必太纠结,你会慢慢放下这件事的。放不下的,时间也会教你怎么与自己和解。 Must believe that the day rose the moonset, always had the daybreak. ” 要相信日升月落,总有黎明。” „............” “…………” Yoshida lifts pair of bleary eyes silently, somewhat looks complex to him, subsequently scratches with the finger to grasp the hair agitated. 吉田默默抬起一双醉眼,有些复杂地望向他,既而烦躁地搔抓起头发。 „...... Really cannot bear, your is still reading the little rascal of high school obviously, so many major principles where comes!” “……真受不了,你一个明明还在念高中的小鬼,到底哪里来的这么多大道理啊！” Be that as it may, but facing is willing to listen to Yusuke that he grumbles and complains, Yoshida's mood felt better. 话虽如此,不过面对肯听他发牢骚和诉苦的悠介,吉田的心情还是好受了许多。 At least compared with his having no immediate concern to oneself same time colleague Hashimoto, the young neighbor of oneself this mental maturity, was seriously more reliable. 至少比起他那个事不关己的同期同事桥本来说,自己这位心智成熟的小邻居,当真是可靠多了。 Is thinking Yoshida could not bear rub the nose, responded with slightly earnest point attitude. 这么想着的吉田忍不住揉了揉鼻子,以稍微认真一点的态度做出回应。 „No matter how said, today thank you...... about the matter that you said that I will consider to have a look.” “不管怎么说,今天还是谢谢你了……关于你说的事情,我会好好考虑看看的。” ...... ……