Request- request- request- 托-托-托- That is the axe cuts the sound on tree, cuts in me „body” on voice. 那是斧子砍在树上的声音,也就是砍在我“身体”上的声音。 Although is a little slow, but truly affects in the display. This...... was enough. 虽然有点慢,但确实是在发挥作用。这……就足够了。 When I am individual, I do not think, some day, I will be longing for Death crazily. 当我还是个人的时候,我绝不会想到,某一天,我会疯狂地渴望着死亡。 But now, Death is thing that I want to obtain only...... 可现在,死亡是我唯一想得到的东西…… Long ago, I am the person of incomparable attachment life, because I once had all. 很久以前,我是个无比眷恋生命的人,因为我曾拥有一切。 My family is rich, is extremely puissant. Very small time I understand, I do not need to work, do not need to pay, so long as opens the mouth to demand, my request will then be satisfied. 我的家庭非常富有,也极有权力。很小的时候我就明白,我不需要劳动、不需要付出,只要开口索取,我的要求便会得到满足。 My youngster period, passed in the public school, I think, should be the family member has imagining to make me experience the life of civilians. 我的少年时期,是在公立学校度过的,我想,应该是家人有意想让我体验一下平民的生活。 I rejoiced oneself can have this experience, this made me see clearly many matters, even can say that...... changed my life. 我非常庆幸自己能有这段经历,这让我看清了许多事,甚至可以说……改变了我的人生。 The parents who in that days, I will often hear some schoolmates spoke such a few words to the children, „do not lose from the starting point”. 那段日子里,我经常会听到一些同学的父母对子女说这样一句话,“不要输在起跑线上”。 Many years later wants to come...... that to really be I have listened to one of the most pitiful words. 多年后想来……那真是我听过最可悲的话之一。 If the life is really a race, person who that took the lead to cross the finish line, nothing but died quite quickly. 如果生命真的是一次赛跑,那率先冲过终点的人,无非是死得比较快罢了。 The fact is, basic on no starting line, because this does not jog. Only then they are jogging, people like me, sits in Pegasus since birth conducts the back...... does not need to run, impossible by them to be caught up. 事实是,根本就没有什么起跑线,因为这不是跑步。只有他们在跑步而已,像我这样的人,生来就坐在飞马的背上……不需要跑,也不可能被他们追上。 Afterward I gradually understood, the starting lines in these population, actually had nothing to do with me ; They are the hope...... oneself child can be in the lead in other runners. 后来我逐渐明白了,那些人口中的起跑线,其实和我无关;他们是希望……自己的孩子能领先于其他的奔跑者。 However...... even this, I still beg to differ. Regardless the family background, „talent” is also the factor that one type is unable to demand. IQ, appearance and talent, similarly are the inherent advantages that the mediocre people poor its life is unable to catch up with. 但是……即使这点,我也不敢苟同。撇开出身不谈,“天赋”也是一种无法强求的因素。智商、外貌、才华,同样是庸才们穷其一生都无法追上的先天优势。 Their only capital, are diligent. But they actually cannot clearly recognize this, they are spending freely the time and energy, immerses, in the self- satisfied fantasy and meaningless inexpensive leads a life of comfort on, is idly spending the youth. 他们唯一的资本,便是勤奋。可他们却认不清这点,他们挥霍着时间和精力,沉浸在自我满足的幻想和毫无意义的廉价享乐上,虚度着青春。 They, pitiful,...... is actually not worth sympathizing. 他们,令人同情,却又……不值得同情。 The youthful days, I left such environment, went to my status person to go to the place that. 青年时期,我离开了这样的环境,去了我这种身份的人理应去的地方。 I saw Another World falsely......, cruel, revolting world. There person has with the family background that I am similar, their family is well-off, short temper and conceitedness. 我看到了另一个世界……一个虚伪的、残忍的、令人作呕的世界。那里的人有着和我相仿的出身,他们家境优渥、脾气暴躁、唯我独尊。 They made me think of that in the day of public school, at least there, I can also hand over the true friend. 他们令我想念在公立学校的日子,至少在那里,我还能交到真正的朋友。 The years pass, I am growing in the best bad boundary that the family member can provide. Lives in the hemp, does not hold the self aligning...... I to have acquired achievements from study finally, steps the official career, and gradually adapted to and all kinds of people have to do, learned to resort to all means and stamp out the source of trouble...... 岁月流逝,我在家人能提供的最佳坏境里成长着。蓬生麻中,不扶自直……我终是学有所成,踏上仕途,并逐渐适应了和各种各样的人打交道,也学会了不择手段、斩草除根…… Finally, at age 43, me became the prime minister in kingdom. 终于,在43岁那年,我成为了王国的宰相。 I am in the kingdom history the youngest prime minister, my power leans the government and people, henchman in groups, rich enemy, loose clean. The men were looking forward to my life, the women were looking forward to enters my life. 我是王国历史上最年轻的宰相,我权倾朝野,党羽成群,富可敌国,风流倜傥。男人们憧憬着我的生活,女人们憧憬着进入我的生活。 I, had all. 我,拥有了一切。 But I then think that how naturally is...... to preserve all these as far as possible for a long time. 而我接下来会想到的,自然就是……如何尽可能长久地保住这一切。 I controlled the academy of science and wizard school of kingdom in secret, the commanders of imperial technique army are also my trusted aide. The resources of entire kingdom are serving for me, try to discover...... the method of eternal life for me. 我暗中控制了王国的科学院和魔法学院,就连皇家术者部队的指挥官也是我的心腹。整个王国的资源都在为我服务,试图为我找出……永生的方法。 However...... ten years passed by, my thought starts slowly, the physical strength starts to drop. Even if I like consecrating the temple treat my body, „senile” this devil comes in time. But about immortal research, still does not have any substantial progress. 但是……十年过去了,我的思维开始迟钝,体力开始下降。纵然我像供奉神庙一样对待自己的身体,“衰老”这个恶魔还是如期而至。而关于永生的研究,仍旧没有任何实质性进展。 I start to take risks. I visited the black magic guild and Demon Clan, even to go in person the kingdom place outside of wild to seek for the thing of Other World. 我开始铤而走险。我拜访了黑魔法行会、魔族、甚至亲赴王国之外的荒蛮之地寻找异界之物。 These are the absolute taboos, but I could not have attended to so many, studies the behavior of technique of eternal life also to explicitly ban in any case. 这些都是绝对的禁忌,但我已顾不了那么多了,反正研究永生之术的行为本身也是明令禁止的。 To with the Death fear, has made me stake everything on a single throw of the dice senilly. 对衰老和死亡的恐惧,已让我孤注一掷。 Under such premise, I found them...... 在这样的前提下,我找到了他们…… „Desolate murders brothers”, only exists in the hearsay, fearful two people of groups. It is said that they are the punishment clansmen , the saying was only then one of them was the punishment clan...... naturally, that was unimportant. More importantly, they are the talents of Alchemy technique. The governors of imperial technique army also told me, if who can complete the technique of eternal life, that can only be their brothers. “荒弑兄弟”,只存在于传闻中的、可怕的二人组。据说他们俩是刑族人,也有一说是只有其中一人是刑族……当然,那不重要。重要的是,他们是炼金术的天才。就连皇家术者部队的总督也告诉我,如果有谁能完成永生之术,那只能是他们兄弟。 I am overjoyed, in the heart plays the song of victory of hope. 我大喜过望,心中奏起希望的凯歌。 Now looks like...... that is actually the desperate overture. 如今看来……那其实是绝望的序曲。 I found that two brothers, Arthur, with Andrew. 我找到了那两兄弟,阿瑟,和安德鲁。 They took away a lot of precious treasures to take the reward from my private treasure house, but I did not feel to love dearly. So long as I obtain the eternal life, the accumulated wealth is the easy as pie matter. 他们从我的私人宝库中拿走了大量珍贵的宝物作为报酬,但我并不感到心疼。只要我获得永恒的生命,累积财富便是易如反掌的事。 That day the 54 th birthday, my long-awaited building up became starts. 54岁生日那天,我期待已久的炼成开始了。 All of that day are very chaos fuzzy . I have not been able to recall then detail , only then the feeling of terrifying and pain in the recollection flashing through. 那天的一切都很模糊、混沌。我已无法记起当时的细节,回忆中闪过的只有恐怖和痛苦的感觉。 When I restore consciousness, I arrived at Here Demon's Voice Island. 当我恢复意识时,我来到了这里-咀魔岛。 Here is not my world, that two hateful swindler delivered to Other World me, delivered to a front of evil god. 这里并不是我的世界,那两个可恶的骗子把我送到了异界,送到了一个邪神的面前。 Punishment master, Paramount God of punishment clan. 刑师,刑族的至高神。 I was treated as the sacrificial offering, automatically move to the dimension that he was, kneels down in his under foot...... 我被当作祭品,传送到了他所在的维度,跪倒在他的脚下…… Then, I knew one laughably, pitifully and extremely fearful fact- punishment master, is a prisoner on Demon's Voice Island. 然后,我得知了一个可笑、可悲、又极度可怕的事实-刑师,也不过就是咀魔岛上的一个囚犯而已。 However, to this prisoner, subdues my such opponent, is easy as pie. 不过,对这个囚犯来说,制伏我这样的对手,还是易如反掌的。 My magic is at present ordinary like sideshow in him, shortly will vanish into thin air. 我的魔法在他眼前就像杂耍一般,顷刻间烟消云散。 I by him „seam” on tree of the huge taunt. The smallest bits of property...... sew with my own muscle. 我被他“缝”在了一棵巨大的嘲讽之树上。一针一线……用我自己身上的筋来缝的。 He exerted the curse to me. 他向我施加了诅咒。 I...... obtained the eternal life finally. 我……终于得到了永生。 Even commits suicide, the true eternal life that is unable to achieve. 连自杀都无法做到的、真正的永生。 The time passes gradually, does not know that many years...... I melted with the back big tree for a body in the past. 时光荏苒,不知多少年过去……我和背后的大树融为了一体。 At first, I thought that the venomous tongue opinion of tree of this taunt is suffering. But...... I was used to it afterward. 起初,我觉得这棵嘲讽之树的毒舌言论是一种折磨。可后来……我习惯了。 Until some day, it died. 直到某天,它死去了。 The tree of taunt, has the life span, they will also die. When the time of death arrives, they then no longer spoke, change into the pure rotten wood. 嘲讽之树,也是有寿命的,它们也会死。当死期到来,它们便不再说话,化为纯粹的朽木。 On that day, I cried, may be unable to shed tears. 那天,我哭了,可流不出眼泪。 From that date, accompanies my endless lonely. Reviles, became the luxury goods. 从那天起,陪伴我的只有无尽的孤独。就连一句唾骂,都成了奢侈品。 I remembered the childhood, once listened to a going down in the world roaming to read poems the person to sing such song on the street: „Addicted to drink, is an illusion. The academic honor benefits of rank and salary, become as transient as fleeting clouds finally.” 我想起了小时候,曾听一名落魄的游吟诗人在街上唱起这样的歌谣:“酒色财气,皆是镜花水月。功名利禄,终成过眼云烟。” The life of person, is long enough. Forever cannot fill up, is only the desire of person. 人的一生,已足够长。永远填不满的,只是人的欲望。 People neglected truly important thing, actually pursues these illusory images, when to dying, except for regretting, anything has not stayed behind. 人们忽略了真正重要的东西,却去追逐那些幻影,所以到死时,除了遗憾,什么都没留下。 I paid the price for my greedy, was good because of...... finished. 我为我的贪婪付出了代价,好在……都结束了。 ...... Soon broke, cuts several axes again on the line. 啊……快要断了,再砍几斧就行。 I see now, these clear recollections, are the galloping-horse lantern...... 我现在看到的,这些清晰的回忆,就是走马灯吧…… Eh? is your the god of death? Good, I had waited for you too for a long time...... too long...... 诶？你这就是死神吗？太好了,我已等了你太久……太久……