TP :: Volume #13 Volume 8

#1169: Insane. No. Thinks ( 4 )

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When the gate was closed, in narrow and small hospital ward , was only left over Feng Bujue one person. 当门被关闭时,狭小的病房内,又只剩下了封不觉一人。 He sat down, started the ponder. 他就地坐下,开始了思考。 „Words that although must speak saying, but cannot have the too big expectation...... the Feng Bujue heart to say to this doctor”, „is not difficult to see from his attitude, he may not have the plan ’ to complete the basic work requirement that wants ‚ curing I...... he to think, mixes being in shifts of two Month(s), then in subsequent ten Month(s), he did not need to treat in this damned place.” “虽然把要说的话给说了,但也不能对这个医生抱太大的期望……”封不觉心道,“从他的态度不难看出,他可没打算要‘治好’我……他想的只是完成基本的工作要求,混完两个月的轮班,然后在此后的十个月里,他就不用待在这个鬼地方了。” Jue Bro is thinking, while moved near the wall, slowly lay. 觉哥一边想着,一边就挪到了墙边,慢慢卧了下来。 „ Incessantly is he, other doctors, perhaps are also such mentality...... “不止是他,其他的医生,恐怕也都是这样的心态吧…… „ First, this mental institution is the state institution, the wage that comes to here to be in shifts is definitely fixed ; In other words...... there is no extra perquisite to fish. Therefore, the motive in benefit aspect...... has been able to remove. “首先,这间精神病院是国家机构,他们来这里轮班的薪水肯定是固定的;也就是说……没有什么额外的油水可捞。因此,利益这方面的动机……已经可以排除了。 „ Next, our these were detained here ‚patient’, basically is one group of fellows who shoot dead on two is not the miscarriage of justice ; According to the logic of average person, can here pass/test for a lifetime be cheap we...... under this premise, if really some people's ‚discharge’ from here, re-enter the society, that will bring in very tremendous public opinion pressure inevitably. “其次,我们这些被关押在这里的‘病人’,基本就是一群枪毙上两回都不算误判的家伙;按照一般人的逻辑,能在这儿关一辈子已经算是便宜我们了……在这种前提下,假如真的有人从这里‘康复出院’、重新进入社会,那势必会引来很大的舆论压力。 „ In brief...... in view of doctors individual, even if seriously treats each patient not to have any advantage. On the contrary, the responsibility that if that then must face troubles and shoulders patient ‚curing’,...... to be inconceivable. “简而言之……从医生们个人的角度出发,即使认真地对待每一个病人也不会有任何好处。相反,万一把病人‘治好’了,那接下来要面临的麻烦、承担的责任……都是难以想象的。 „ Un...... so wants to come, leaving here hope places on the doctor, most likely are wasting the time. “嗯……如此想来,把离开这里的希望放在医生身上,八成是在浪费时间了。 „ That wrote 14 years of report fully, as long as the doctor conscientiously has studied...... was not possible unable to discover ‚knowledge reserve’ the questionable point. “那整整写了十四年的报告,但凡有一个医生认认真真地去研究过……也不可能发现不了‘知识储备’的疑点。 Reasons nothing but two that „until now no one says- its one, no one looks at that gadget radically earnestly, they regard the story to have a look him casually, or are based on the job requirement to sweep carelessly ; Second, some indeed people saw some questionable points, but...... their anything had not said that because they do not think, for my such ‚does not have super lunatic who the medicine may save’ to put in the time and work, does not want to bear the unnecessary enormous risk for me.” “至今都没人提出来的原因无非两个-其一,根本没人认真去看那玩意儿,他们只是将其当成故事随便看看、或是出于工作需要草草扫上一遍;其二,的确有人从中看出了一些疑点,但是……他们什么都没说,因为他们不想为了我这么个‘无药可救的超级疯子’付出时间和劳动、更不想为了我而背上不必要的巨大风险。” Read and here, Feng Bujue stretches oneself, hesitates: „Hū...... seems like, must leave this place, can only depend on itself......” 念及此处,封不觉伸了个懒腰,沉吟一声:“呼……看起来,要离开这地方,只能靠自己了啊……” ............ ………… After one hour, time for the lunch. 一个多小时后,午饭时间到了。 The person who today delivers the food had not spoken the words, but used some type of hard object( on nurse to have electric shock stick) to knock two doors outside, then directly dinner plate from gate lower segment back plate place stops up. 今天来送饭的人连话都没说,只是在外面用某种硬物(护工身上配有电击棍)敲了两下房门,然后直接把餐盘从门的下段挡板处塞了进来。 „...... Arrived at meals and snacks......” Feng Bujue to see that is talking over, while crawled near the gate, „gave the devil his due, here meals can but actually......” “啊……又到饭点儿了吗……”封不觉见状,一边念叨着,一边爬到了门边,“平心而论,这儿的伙食倒还是可以的……” He attains the front the dinner plate, after looking all about one, then starts to formulate the feed to capture/raid. 他把餐盘拿到面前,纵览一番后,便开始制定进食攻略。 Here explained that so-called „feed captured”, was actually- first ate the matter how anything, latter ate anything, to get food down, probably how long to finish eating and so on. 这里解释一下,所谓的“进食攻略”,其实就是-先吃什么、后吃什么、怎么下饭、大概多久吃完之类的事儿。 Generally speaking, in childhood in family/home quite poor child, so long as brain not too stupid...... will form such habit very much easily. 一般来说,小时候家里比较穷的小孩,只要脑子不算太笨的……很容易会养成这么个习惯。 Because of the child of poor family, without „wants to eat anything eats anything” the condition, does not have „food left over” or „selecting food” capital. 因为穷人家的孩子,没有“想吃什么就吃什么”的条件,也没有“剩饭”或“挑食”的资本。 They sit that moment of dining table, usually in the issue of consideration is- „how I can separate the supper doing at present these half old fat and two brined vegetable lumps this bowl, can let my mouth and stomach while convenient has eating to the full ate misconception”. 他们坐上饭桌的那一刻,通常在考虑的问题是-“我怎么才能用眼前这半块老肥肉和两口咸菜疙瘩把这一碗隔夜饭给干了,顺便还能让我的嘴和胃产生一种吃饱吃好了的错觉”。 But this...... without doubt is a knowledge ; Is one type „through the ways and means step up quality of life” the skill. 而这……无疑是一门学问;是一种“通过方式方法来提升生活质量”的技巧。 The environment creates the person, such matter...... 正所谓环境造就人,也就这么回事儿…… The person who each Month(s), makes more than 2000 wages like mad is living ; Has not gone to work, but in the family/home casual can put out 20 million people also to live ; The ideas, customs, vision these two people wait/etc...... will naturally have very big difference. 每个月拼死拼活、赚个两千多块工资的人在过日子;从来没上过班、但家里随随便便就能拿出两千万的人也在过日子;这两种人的想法、习惯、眼界等等……自然都会有很大的差异。 Here, we did not discuss that anything, good and evil and to wrong, causes and effects...... said in any case „saves the cost and promotion quality of life under the limited condition” the knowledge in this aspect, that definitely is the former grasps are more. 在此,我们不讨论什么贵贱、善恶、对错、因果……就说“在有限的条件下节省成本、提升生活质量”这方面的学问,那肯定是前者掌握的更多。 Probably rents the suit to interview and select the time interval to buy the airplane ticket specially in the morning, the old daily necessities two uses, big evening's again goes to the supermarket to buy the discounting vegetables and so on matter...... to the former is the general knowledge or the routine matter, but does not know the matter that or does not need to know to the latter. 像是租西装去面试、专挑上午时段买机票、将旧的生活用品二次利用,大晚上的再去超市买打折蔬菜之类的事儿……对前者来说是常识或者常事,但对后者来说就是不知道、或者没必要去知道的事情。 Feng Bujue, obviously is also „poor person” , he has not certainly been good enough to study the life skill of tramp( to recycle waste and beg for food poorly also to have many repertoires, here I wrote unclear) situation, but „feed captured” this degree of custom...... he is fosters since childhood. 封不觉,显然也是个“穷过的人”,当然了,他还不曾穷到得去学习流浪汉的生活技巧(捡破烂和要饭也有很多套路,这里我就不详写了)的地步,但“进食攻略”这种程度的习惯……他是从小就养成了的。 „Such matching......” Feng Bujue looks at that plate of meal, in the heart was discussing, „pork chops can first eat half, the remaining half place on the rice not only can maintain the heat, and can make the rice stain a perquisite ; Then is Kaofu...... looks has not used the common leaning sweet practice, but made salty, has saying that is a faulty stroke in handwriting, because the taste of this salt taste and salt fish conflicted, needs to coordinate the porphyra capensi eggdrop soup......” “这样的搭配啊……”封不觉望着那盘饭菜,心中念道,“炸猪排可以先吃一半,剩下的一半放在米饭上既可以保持热量,又可以让米饭沾上点油水;然后就是烤麸……看起来没有采用常见的偏甜的做法,而是做成了咸的,不得不说是个败笔,因为这个咸味和咸鱼的口味冲突了,需要配合紫菜蛋花汤的……” In Jue Bro thinks deeply about these even me to think that is when collects the number of words the broken matter...... suddenly! 就在觉哥思索这些连我都觉得是在凑字数的破事儿的时候……忽然！ „Eh?” he discovered a matter...... a matter that makes him have doubts to make noise, „what is this......?” “诶？”他发现了一件事……一件让他不禁疑惑出声的事,“这是……什么？” When thought aloud, Feng Bujue partly is opening mouth, moved several tongues, then...... he put in the mouth the hand simply. 自言自语之际,封不觉半张着嘴,活动了几下舌头,然后……他干脆把手伸进了嘴里。 After several seconds, he uses the index finger of right hand with the middle finger, took out same thing from own gap between teeth...... 数秒后,他用右手的食指和中指,从自己的牙缝里取出了一样东西…… „After this is......” stares the residual of that food was looking for several seconds, Feng Bujue rapidly drew the conclusion, „orange?” “这个是……”盯着那食物的残渣看了几秒后,封不觉迅速得出了结论,“橘子？” Indeed, his in the hand takes at this time, is a handful orange muscles. 的确,此时他手里拿着的,正是一小撮橘子筋。 „......” Does not know that he remembered anything, the next second, he on the clothes scratched scratching the saliva that in the hand moistened, immediately before ten fingers of two hands gathered oneself nose, carefully smelled several. “难道……”也不知他想起了什么,下一秒,他将手上沾到的口水在衣服上擦了擦,随即就把两只手的十指都凑到了自己的鼻子前,仔细地嗅了几下。 „Un...... also really has.” Feng Bujue read this, looked askance thinking said, „how, but...... I do not remember oneself have eaten......” “嗯……还真有啊。”封不觉念完这句,侧目思道,“可是……我怎么不记得自己吃过呢……” Besides this plate of meal, after Jue Bro arrived here , altogether has had food at present, but he remembers that very clear...... yesterday's dinner did not have the orange. 除了眼前这一盘饭菜之外,觉哥来到这里之后总共就吃过一顿饭,而他记得很清楚……昨天的晚饭是没有橘子的。 „On finger remains the orange taste, explained I not only have eaten the orange, but also I skin eat, some not people consciousness the non- peaceful and orderly times force in my mouth...... Feng Bujue also to discuss while me” immediately, „, but I have not actually eaten the memory of orange slightly, probably......” “手指上残留着橘子味,说明我不但吃过橘子,而且还是我自己剥皮吃的,并不是有人趁我意识不清时塞进我嘴里的……”封不觉随即又念道,“但我却丝毫没有吃橘子的记忆,就好像……” This flickers, in his brain the miraculous glow flashes: „Probably...... the memory was cancelled was the same.” 这一瞬,他的脑中灵光一闪:“好像……有一段记忆被抹去了一样。”
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