TP :: Volume #13 Volume 8

#1167: Insane. No. Thinks ( 2 )


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„On the 3232 nd today's actually very coordination.” “3232号今天倒是挺配合的嘛。” Snort...... this boy is sly, I urged you to be careful for on.” “哼……这小子狡猾得很,我劝你还是小心为上。” This is also...... I heard but actually last week had a temporary worker nearly to be poked blindly an eye by him.” “这倒也是……我听说上礼拜有个临时工差点儿被他戳瞎了一只眼。” That has calculated luck good the time that...... you came is short, possibly does not know before...... this boy, not by independent isolation time, once while electrician when cultivating thing, stole Pipe Wrench in others toolbox, then hit another patient badly beaten and nearly kills the person.” “那已经算运气好的了……你来的时间短,可能不知道……这小子以前还没有被单独隔离的时候,曾经趁着电工在修东西时,偷了人家工具箱里的管钳,然后把另一个病人打得头破血流、差点儿就打死人了。” Hou! Such serious?” “嚯!这么严重?” Yeah, therefore...... and this group of mental illness have to do, your best long mind ; In them some people usually in look that is more refined than the doctor, but once goes crazy, immediately same...... will throw to nip you with the mad dog.” “可不是嘛,所以说……和这帮神经病打交道,你最好长个心眼儿;他们中有些人平日里看着比医生还斯文呢,可一旦发起狂来,立刻就会跟疯狗一样……扑上来往死里咬你。” Two nurses is talking, tied up for Feng Bujue on chair restricted the belt/bring. 两名护工一面交谈着,一面为椅子上的封不觉绑上了拘束带。 They work as the face-to-face talk of Jue Bro to discuss these, and thinks little ; Because in their opinion...... the animal of the mental patient and out-of-control is similar, does not need scruples their ideas or the self-respect. 他们俩就当着觉哥的面谈论这些,且不以为意;因为在他们看来……精神病人和失控的动物差不多,根本不用顾忌他们的想法或者自尊。 „After two......” several seconds, Feng Bujue also joined in the conversation, could tell me one......” his a half second, asked that this? Who am I?” “二位……”数秒后,封不觉也加入了交谈中,“能否告诉我一声……”他微顿半秒,问道,“这是哪儿?我是谁?” Ha!” Hears this word, nurse hollow laugh that listens to the tone probably senior staff, should say, how you did forget this? Here is Buckingham Palace, you are British prince Ah! “哈!”闻得此言,那位听口气像是老员工的护工干笑一声,应道,“您怎么连这都忘了啊?这儿是白金汉宫,您是英国王子啊! Nearby new staff hears this, smiled: Yes, both of us are your lackey, this...... is not preparing to serve you to shave must.” 一旁的新员工听到这句,也笑了起来:“是啊,我俩都是您的奴才,这不……正准备伺候您剃须呢。” When they return to these two, Feng Bujue has fixed firmly, in restricted on the chair. 他们回这两句时,已经把封不觉牢牢地固定在了拘束椅上。 This chair is made by the metal, on the chair seat and seat back cushion are spreading the leather, and is very spacious ; In various of chair body, has the modulable constrained belt/bring...... to be very obvious, this design to deal with various build patients. 这张椅子由金属制造,椅面和靠背上都铺着皮革、且十分宽大;在椅身的各段,都配有可调节的拘束带……很显然,这种设计是为了应对各种体型的病人。 I not with the meaning that you crack a joke......”, although that two have not made the proper reply, but Feng Bujue is maintaining the calm attitude, opens the mouth saying that I really want to know I where, as well as I am......” “我并没有和你们开玩笑的意思……”虽然那两位没有做出正经的回答,但封不觉还是保持着冷静的态度,重新开口道,“我是真的想知道我在哪里、以及我是……” White sand mental institution.” This, he has not asked that senior staff uses the impatient tone to hit to block the way, „...... I do not know as for your name ; You wait the year here to be possible me longer , I only know that your code name is 3232, other matters...... you asked own that confused brain.” “白砂精神病院。”这回,他还没问完,那名老员工就用不耐烦的口气打断道,“至于你的名字嘛……我也不知道;你待在这里的年头可比我要久,我只知道你的代号是3232,其他的事……你还是去问自己那错乱的大脑吧。” He speaking of here, stopped for two seconds, then took up an electric razor blade from the chair front tool table, meets saying: Now, I suggested that you sit there do not move...... make us complete work on hand, after that...... you can go to your room to ponder your life slowly.” 他说到这儿,停顿了两秒,然后从椅子前方的工具台上拿起了一个电动剃须刀,接道:“现在,我建议你坐在那儿别动……让我们完成手头的工作,那之后……你可以回你的房间慢慢思考你的人生。” ............ ………… After 15 minutes,...... 十五分钟后…… Feng Bujue has not made any unusual action in the process of shaving, therefore that two nurses helped him blow very much smoothly the beard, and returned to the hospital ward it. 封不觉并没有在刮胡子的过程中做出任何异常的举动,所以那两名护工很顺利地就帮他把胡子刮完、并将其送回了病房。 In returning to hospital ward on the way, Feng Bujue proposed must see own physician-in-charge. 在返回病房的途中,封不觉提出了要见自己的主治医师。 But nurse's reply is actually: Doctor is very busy, must wait till the day of periodic inspection to see you.” 但护工的回答却是:“医生很忙,得等到定期检查的日子才能见你。” Jue Bro asked immediately when the opposite party own next inspection is. 觉哥随即就问了对方自己的下一次检查是什么时候。 But the reply that he obtains is- tomorrow. 而他得到的回答是-“明天”。 After this dialogue, two nurses then left. 这番对话后,两名护工便离开了。 In narrow and small room , was only left over Jue Bro one person. 狭小的房间内,又只剩下了觉哥一人。 Feng Bujue was sprawled lies down on the ground, is resting the head on the head with both hands, starts to ponder over the present condition. 封不觉四仰八叉地躺在了地上,用双手枕着头,开始琢磨眼前的状况。 First, he most needs to make clear, the issue of most core is- oneself whether also in the game world. 首先,他最需要搞清楚的、最核心的一个问题就是-自己是否还在游戏世界里。 But according to the existing information, the answer of this issue has over 90% is...... not. 而根据现有的情报,这个问题的答案有九成以上是……不在。 In the game world can open Game Menu, but he cannot open now ; In the game world can force the off-line, but he does not leave now ; In the game world cannot take off the pants, but he took off/escaped before very smoothly. 游戏世界里可以打开游戏菜单,但现在他打不开;游戏世界里可以强制离线,但他现在离不了;游戏世界里不能脱裤子,但他之前脱得很顺溜。 Moreover, what Traveling Bag , Equipment, skill and Soul Intent...... he cannot cause completely ; Physical quality aspect, he also through the simple motion measurement, the conclusion is- his present Stamina also misses compared with the average person, in real life were inferior continually. 另外,什么行囊装备、技能、魂意……他也全部都使不出来;就连身体素质这方面,他也通过简单的运动测试过了,结论是-他现在的体能比普通人还差,连现实生活中的自己都不如。 Naturally, such 10% possibilities- he is placing some type to exceed in the general attachment form Scenario world. 当然了,还有那么10%可能-他正身处某种超越一般连接形式的剧本世界中。 However, so far, Feng Bujue had not found any evidence to support this hypothesis...... 然而,目前为止,封不觉还没有找到任何证据来支持这种假设…… Therefore, he starts to ponder that the second issue- supposed own present not in the game world, but in reality, then...... can converge crossing over this situation? 于是,他又开始思考第二个问题-假设自己现在并不在游戏世界,而是在现实中,那么……是否可以将这种情形归为“穿越”? For example...... own soul had arrived at another universe reality, he no longer projected, but is controlling the condition of some body truly. 比如……自己的灵魂已经来到了另一个宇宙的“现实”中,他已不再是投影了,而是真正地在控制着某个身体的状态。 If this supposition establishes, he must faced with the third issue- how can return to own world? 若是这一假设成立的话,那他又得面临第三个问题-怎样才能回到自己的世界? Finally, beyond this all questions and suppositions, one type worst, but as if also fair suspicion. 最后,在这所有的疑问和假设之外,还有一种最糟糕的、但似乎也合情合理的猜想。 Here, is true...... real world. 这里,才是真正的……现实世界。 But regarding this supposition, Feng Bujue has not thought toward the deep place, because he thinks that...... this possibility basically is zero. 而对于这一假设,封不觉并没有往深处去想,因为他认为……这种可能性基本是零。 How to say again, a vast amount of knowledge in Jue Bro mind, as well as these after the power of thought that the training can obtain, is genuine completely, and can be confirmed momentarily. 再怎么说,觉哥脑海中的大量知识、以及那些经过训练才能获得的思维能力,全部都是切实存在、且随时可以得到验证的。 These can show that...... at least in consciousness level, he is Feng Bujue, rather than that was closed in the mental institution many years „No. 3232 patient. 这些都可以证明……至少在意识层面上,他就是“封不觉”,而不是那个被关在精神病院里多年的“3232号病人”。 ............ ………… Two hours of time passes in an instant, there the door transmitted a sound to move. 两个小时的时光转眼而逝,房门那儿又传来了一声响动。 Feng Bujue looks up, then saw some people turned on a shutter lower segment back plate, and delivered a plate of meal to come from outside. 封不觉抬头看去,便看到有人打开了门板下段的一块挡板,并从外面送了一盘饭菜进来。 Ate meal.” The next second, out of the door resounded the voice of that senior nurse once again. “吃饭了。”下一秒,门外又一次响起了那名老护工的声音。 Previously because focused on thinking the matter, Feng Bujue neglected the demand in physiology, but to this little while......, when he smelled the meal the fragrance, somewhat lagged behind realized that...... really a little were hungry. 此前因为集中精力在想事情,封不觉忽略了生理上的需求,而到了这会儿……当他闻到饭菜的香味时,才有些后知后觉地意识到……自己还真有点儿饿了。 Un...... is one ‚the game world in the improper setting.” When Feng Bujue toward entrance movement, but also discussed looking pensive, according to this hungrily will be thirsty the trend, perhaps passes the little while I also to go to bathroom.” “嗯……又是一个‘游戏世界’内不该有的设定。”封不觉朝门口移动时,还若有所思地念道,“按照这个‘会饿会渴’的趋势,过会儿我说不定还得上厕所。” To turn over to think, the food he must eat...... 想归想,饭他还是要吃的…… Because the room is very small, Feng Bujue has not set out simply, he stands up from failure at will, moved several on the ground, after had arrived at the gate . 由于房间很小,封不觉干脆就没起身,他随意地翻了个身、在地上挪了几下,就已来到了门后。 When approaches looked, he then discovered, here even tableware is that type against suicide design: The dinner plate of splendid attire food is the light-green, is made by a material of memory condition, this material can like the rubber makes the certain extent curving, when bearing the pressure will distort and when no exogenic process to change the original shape and maintains certain degree of hardness......, if comes the drivehead with this gadget, it is estimated that with hits no difference from the children's baseball bat, might as well the fist of person is hard. 凑近看时,他便发现,这里连餐具都是那种“防自杀”的设计:盛装食物的餐盘呈浅绿色,由一种记忆态的材料制成,这种材料可以像橡胶一样做出一定程度的弯曲、在承受压力时就会变形、在无外力作用时则会变回原本的形状并保持一定的硬度……若拿这玩意儿来打头的话,估计和用儿童球棒来打没什么区别,还不如人的拳头硬。 As for the tableware that being used to eat food...... is not the chopsticks, is not the knife and fork, but is one type specially-made fork bucket ; The color and material quality and dinner plate is consistent, degree of hardness...... is definitely higher than food, but is not enough to get a cut. 至于用来进食的餐具……既不是筷子、也不是刀叉,而是一种特制的“叉勺”;其颜色、材质都和餐盘一致,硬度方面……肯定比食物高、但又不足以把人弄伤。 „After thinking to be indeed thorough very much......” Feng Bujue took up the fork bucket, talked over one, later, then opened unrestrained/no trace of politeness eats. “想得的确很周到啊……”封不觉拿起叉勺后又念叨了一句,随后,便毫不客气地开吃了。 Also let alone...... the meals of this mental institution is much better compared with the Jue Bro imagination in ; They have not displayed like certain television work, to the patient eats inexpensive some, pappy dark ingredients. But arranged with staff same dining standard- two meat element, has the food to have the soup. 还别说……这个精神病院的伙食比觉哥想象中要好得多;他们没有像某些影视作品表现得那样,给病人吃一些廉价的、糊状的黑暗料理。而是安排了和员工一样的用餐标准-两荤一素、有饭有汤。 Quick, Feng Bujue then swept none thing in dinner plate, then, he tray toward the gate latter swayed, raised head one to lie down. 很快,封不觉便把餐盘里的东西扫了个精光,接着,他将盘子往门后一摆,仰头一倒就躺下了。 „- After” hits had belch of feeling of satisfaction very much, Jue Bro says with emotion, this day has had, almost became Ji Chunsheng......” to mention Ji Chunsheng, he must come poor two with families' lines, „, although here condition missed, but as the saying goes- cold kiln, although broken can take shelter from the rain, ate without paying drinks white/in vain sweetly painstakingly also ~ this exercise will, endured the test the opportunity, was rare......” “啊-”打了个很有满足感的饱嗝儿后,觉哥不禁感慨道,“这种日子一直过下去,差不多就成纪春生了吧……”说起了纪春生,他自是要拿人家的台词来贫两句,“虽说这里的条件是差了点儿,但有道是-‘寒窑虽破能避雨,白吃白喝苦也甜’啊~这种锻炼意志、经受考验的机会,也是蛮难得的嘛……” ............ ………… Feng Bujue fell asleep. 封不觉睡着了。 He does not know how oneself are falls asleep, but most likely are eats to sate the appetite the later feeling of weariness to be the result. 他不知道自己是怎么睡着的,但八成是吃饱饭以后的倦意所致。 He does not know how long oneself rested, counter- when he wakes up, the dinner plate after gate has disappeared, moreover...... the light in room had also changed. 他也不知道自己睡了多久,反正当他醒来时,门后的餐盘已经不见了,而且……房间里的灯光也已发生了变化。 Previously, what the tube in ceiling sent out was the gentle white light, but at present, that ray turned into the night light to be blue, its brightness also fell very lowly. 此前,天花板内的灯管发出的是柔和的白光,而眼下,那光线变成了夜光蓝,其亮度也降得很低。 „...... Saw that by the evening, still somewhat blurry Jue Bro thought aloud, „...... they through the camera of some hidden discovered I fell asleep, then closed the lamp for me......” “到晚上了吗……”见状,仍有些迷糊的觉哥自言自语道,“还是……他们通过某个隐藏的摄像头发现我睡着了,便替我关上了灯呢……” At this time, he no longer considered that at this matter that in the game world will not fall asleep, no longer considered that how long time passed by, as well as I in game cabin how these matters. 这时,他已不再去考虑“在游戏世界内是不会睡着的”这种事了,也不再考虑“时间过去了多久”、以及“游戏舱内的我怎么样了”这些事了。 The instinct of person, making him start to adapt...... 人的本能,让他开始适应…… The adaptation present environment, adapts strangely this reality. 适应眼前的环境,适应这陌生的“现实”。 ............ ………… Some time, the light shone. 某个时刻,灯光又亮了起来。 Feng Bujue is awaking, pondering, but has not opened the eye. 封不觉醒着,思考着,只是没有睁开眼睛。 Also after a period of time, the back plate of gate upside put aside, speaking voice that out of the door hears, was different from the voice of yesterday's that nurse: 3232, awake.” 又过了一段时间,门上段的挡板移开了,门外传来的说话声,和昨天那个护工的声音不同:“3232,醒醒。” Feng Bujue opens eyes, should say, I can see the doctor?” 封不觉睁眼,应道,“我可以去见医生了吗?” After person hears these words, silent several seconds, returns said: Your inspection arrangement at 10 : 00,...... first washes with me now.” 门外的人听到这句话后,沉默了几秒,回道:“你的检查安排在十点,现在……先跟我去洗漱。” Jue Bro has not said anything, but stands up, stretched four limbs, and calmly waits after the gate. 觉哥没有多说什么,只是站起身来,舒展了一下四肢,并在门后静静地等候。 He heard person according to the combination lock sound , the gate opened. 他听到了门外的人按密码锁的声音,紧接着,门就开了。 Is waiting for him in the corridor, is still two nurses, but today these two are the strange faces. 在走廊里等着他的,依然是两名护工,但今天这两人都是陌生的面孔。 Yesterday that two do rotate days off today?” When Feng Bujue faces directly the two, asked an issue. “昨天那两位今天轮休了吗?”封不觉直面那两人时,又开口问了个问题。 Has not related with you.” The opposite party coldly complied with one, then held his arm. “跟你没关系。”对方冷冷地应了一句,然后便抓住了他的胳膊。 Just like yesterday, Feng Bujue was immobilized one on the left and other on the right by two figure tall and strong male nurses, moved toward the destination...... 和昨天一样,封不觉被两名身形魁梧的男性护工一左一右地钳制住,走向了目的地…… ............ ………… „Are you still listening to me to speak?” “你还在听我说话吗?” Suddenly, a familiar sound spread to the Feng Bujue's ear. 忽然,一个熟悉的声音传入了封不觉的耳中。 What?” This sudden accident makes Jue Bro stare, and instinct complied with these two characters. “什么?”这突如其来的变故让觉哥为之一愣,并本能地应了这两个字。 The next second, he then discovered that with amazement...... have sat in an office. 下一秒,他便惊讶地发现……自己已经坐在了一间办公室内。 This office is seemingly spacious, brightly, and has the outward window, but inside and outside the window installed the iron fence. 这间办公室看起来宽敞、明亮,而且有着朝外的窗户,只不过窗户内外都装了铁栅栏。 At this time, Feng Bujue had been fixed, in restricted on the chair, before his body, has a desk, separates with him...... is that the table sits wears the white coat, to wear the middle-aged man of black frame eyeglasses. 此时,封不觉已被固定在了一张拘束椅上,他的身前有一张办公桌,与他隔桌而坐的……是一个身着白大褂、戴着黑框眼镜的中年男人。 I asked a moment ago after you......” hear the response of Jue Bro, the middle-aged man appeared some impatient facial expressions, yesterday you told the nurse...... wants to see me?” “我刚才问你……”听到觉哥的回应后,中年男子显出了些许不耐烦的神情,“昨天你是不是跟护工说了……想要见我?” You are......” Feng Bujue meet saying that „...... you are responsible for my doctor?” “你是……”封不觉接道,“……你是负责我的医生?” He inquired, while secretly thought in heart: How do I come here? A moment ago was I clearly also in the corridor...... am the amnesia? 他一边提问,一边在心中暗道:我是怎么来到这儿的?刚才我分明是还在走廊里……难道是记忆缺失? „After oh......” one second, the table opposite man sighed one, „, I am Dr. Yuan, didn't you remember me?” “唉……”一秒后,桌对面的男人叹了一声,“是的,我是袁医生,你不记得我了吗?” Sorry, I think that...... does not remember.” Feng Bujue returns said, from now on, I will remember.” “抱歉,我想……不记得了。”封不觉回道,“不过从现在起,我会记住的。” Hopes.” Dr. Yuan shakes the head, stopped for two seconds, said again, „...... you still do remember you proposed can see my matter?” “但愿吧。”袁医生摇了摇头,停顿了两秒,再道,“那么……你还记不记得你提出要见我的事?” Remembers.” The Feng Bujue look with deep veneration, meets saying that I have many things to ask you.” “记得。”封不觉神色肃然,接道,“我有很多事想要问你。” What matter?” Dr. Yuan returns said. “什么事?”袁医生回道。 My name, age, admission date and condition...... in brief, so long as about my information, the more better.” Feng Bujue should say fast. “我的姓名、年龄、入院日期、病情……总之,只要是关于我的信息,越多越好。”封不觉快速应道。 Dr. Yuan has not waited for him to say the words, then implored the one breath from nose: 3232, the question and answer flow of periodic inspection,...... me who is decided by me asked, you answered, yes?” 袁医生还没等他把话说完,便从鼻子里吁出一口气来:“3232,定期检查的问答流程,是由我来决定的……我问,你答,明白吗?” After Feng Bujue watches a person's every mood, thinks, returns again said: You told me every time one about my information, how will I answer your issue......?” 封不觉察言观色后,想了想,再回道:“你每告诉我一项关于我的信息,我就会回答一个你的问题……如何?” „Are you bargaining back and forth with me?” Expression of Dr. Yuan instantly enclosed some meaning of threat. “你在跟我讨价还价?”袁医生的语气即刻附上了些许威胁的意味。 Doctor.” Feng Bujue also refuses to admit being inferior, he looks straight ahead the eyes of opposite party, then said, my present state of mind...... and stably, I have the confidence...... to be able in this talk to let treat to make the breakthrough.” “医生。”封不觉也不甘示弱,他直视对方的双眼,接着道,“我现在的精神状态……非常、非常得稳定,我有信心……能在这次谈话中让治疗取得突破。” „......” Dr. Yuan the faint smile should say, good...... you to listen? I do not play anything one to ask that with you trades game that asked that you want to listen to me to tell you then.” He, deeply inspired, said, your name was Feng Bujue, this year 24 years old, in you tenth that year, you are arrested by the police because of serious offending somebody ;...... Determines you to contract the serious hypochondriasis after the consultations and appraisals of many experts, and has the obvious violent tendency and ****** personality ; Therefore, you were delivered to here. In the past 14 years, you had once fantasized are the high IQ talent juvenile delinquent, novelist, spy and superpower...... in brief, in several years, the sign that your symptom has not reduced completely, got stronger and stronger on the contrary...... for example recently in these Month(s) periodic inspections, you started with I elaborated named Thriller Paradise the story, but you...... were the lead of this story.” “呵……”袁医生似笑非笑地应道,“好啊……你想听是吗?我也不跟你玩什么一问换一问的游戏,你想听我告诉你便是了。”他顿了顿,深吸一口气,言道,“你的名字叫封不觉,今年二十四岁,在你十岁那年,你就因一起严重的伤人事件被警方逮捕;经过诸多专家的会诊和鉴定……判定你患有严重的臆想症,并具有明显的暴力倾向和******人格;于是,你就被送到了这里。在过去的14年中,你曾幻想过自己是高智商的天才少年罪犯、小说家、侦探、超能力者……总之,这十几年来,你的症状完全没有减轻的迹象,相反愈演愈烈……比如最近这几个月定期检查中,你开始跟我阐述一个名叫‘惊悚乐园’的故事,而你……就是这个故事的主角。”
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