„Loses recalled?” “失忆？” In 2021 A. D., how this dog blood plot? 都公元2021年了,怎么还有这种狗血剧情？ Heard Ernest to lose all memory lines, Zhao Xu fell into an inexplicable delay condition suddenly. 听到欧内斯特失去所有记忆这番台词,赵旭忽然就陷入了一种莫名的呆滞状态。 His movement drama just looked probably arrived at the high tide plot, suddenly was stopped forcefully, switch over the romance dog blood plot of last stage director directly. 他就好像一场动作大戏看得刚到了高潮情节,忽然被人强行停住,直接切换成末流导演的言情狗血剧情。 I love you, you love him, he loves me. 我爱你,你爱他,他爱我。 „No, don't crack a joke?” Zhao Xu raised own protest silently. “别,别开玩笑吧？”赵旭默默地提出了自己的抗议。 This is one in history, can use Rank 11 and existence of Rank 12 Magic Arts/Spell only! 这可是一位有史以来,唯一能够用出十一环、十二环法术的存在！ Will he lose unexpectedly recalled? This and Mage forgot what Reading Magic Magic Arts/Spell does have to distinguish? 他居然会失忆？这和法师忘记了阅读魔法法术有什么区别？ However, Antinoya is actually an eye of reveal pities, „actually, I also hope that this is a joke, otherwise, I will be earlier than must meet the white moonlight in life.” 然而,安缇诺雅却是目露哀怜,“其实,我也希望这是一个玩笑,否则的话,我会比原本更早得遇到生命里的白月光。” „I will not witness that or started all tragedies to childhood from the birth.” “又或者说,我就不会目睹到从出生开始一直到幼年时的一切悲剧了。” The Zhao Xu innermost feelings feel one to palpitate faintly. 赵旭内心隐隐地感受到一丝悸动。 He in the recollection of Antinoya, had seen at that time was immature and wretched helpless she, that type made one pity, saw that wants to hug gives the warm vision. 他曾经在安缇诺雅的回忆里,看到过当时幼小而孤苦无助的她,那种令人怜悯,看到就想拥抱给予温暖的目光。 „How do I lose recall?” “我是怎么失忆的？” Zhao Xu has no longer been differentiating „Ernest” at this time and „Zhao Xu” these two status. 赵旭此时已经不再区分着“欧内斯特”与“赵旭”这两个身份了。 He deeply inspires. 他深深地吸了一口气。 Antinoya shakes the head, „I don't know either.” 安缇诺雅则是摇了摇头,“我也不知道。” Her vision is looking at Zhao Xu reluctantly, „you are clear, I am your inverted image, I can understand your memory, therefore I am also comprised of your memory.” 她目光无奈地望着赵旭,“你是清楚的,我是你内心的倒影,我能够了解你的记忆,所以我也是由你的记忆组成。” „But Ernest, after he lost the memory, arrived at Arthur, may before this time, he experience anything, he himself is not clear, I am unable to know similarly.” “但是欧内斯特,他失去了记忆后来到了亚瑟,可在此时之前,他到底经历了什么,连他自己都不清楚,我也同样无法得知。” „That is one, passing that he is unable to trace.” “那是一段,他也无法追溯的过往。” Zhao Xu shakes the head. 赵旭摇头。 Really a perfect endless loop. 真是一个完美的死循环。 The key puts in the room, the door lock, must open the door, needs the key. 钥匙放房间里,门锁了,要开门,又需要钥匙。 Under ponders, he falls into a stunned condition that is hard to extricate oneself, even fell into during the deep shock. 紧接着,细想之下,他不禁陷入一种难以自拔的错愕状态,甚至陷入了深深的震惊之中。 Or he is hard to figure out- 或者说,他难以确定一点- Ernest, in that terrifying plane , after such as is defeated escapes for some reasons, or in the fight process some prestige energy, lost the memory directly. 欧内斯特,是在那个恐怖的位面,因为某种原因,诸如落败后逃命,或者交手过程中了某种威能,直接失去了记忆。 Then he relied on the instinct to return to the original Arthur world again. 然后他再凭借着本能回到了原本的亚瑟世界。 But the mighty current node selection mistake of space and time, then he then astrayed for several thousand years ago, when returning to Antinoya is not born the age? 可是时空的洪流节点选择错误,然后他便误入了数千年之前,回到了安缇诺雅尚未出生时的年代？ The opposite party because of some forced reason, does have to give up this remembering? 还是说,对方是因为某种迫不得已的原因,不得不放弃这段记忆的？ Perhaps was threatened? Perhaps some exchange? The difficulties of perhaps having no other choice but? 或是被威胁？或是某种交换？或是不得已的苦衷？ Even grief? 甚至哀莫大于心死？ For example the whole world destroyed, his live alone? 比如整个世界都毁灭了,他一个人独活？ Therefore wiped to disappear simply all memories, avoided falling into the eternal painful condition. 所以干脆抹消了所有记忆,避免陷入永恒的痛苦状态。 Zhao Xu does not hope that is the latter. 赵旭并不希望是后者。 The line of destiny is inexhaustible, is representing the innumerable possibilities. 命运的线无穷无尽,代表着无数种可能。 Just like throws a coin toward the sky, will then disperse two mensal lines- obverse side and coin reverse line, minority situations have the line of standing erect, or by the line that the bird holds in the mouth. 正如朝天空抛掷一枚硬币,便会发散出两条命运线-硬币正面与硬币反面的线,少数情况还有竖立的线,亦或者被鸟叼走的线。 On Arthur all lives, in the choice of this flash, made innumerably, mensal line quantity that 10000.0001 trillion criteria are unable to weigh. 亚瑟上所有生灵,在这一瞬间的选择,制造出了无数,万兆亿尺度都无法衡量的命运线数量。 This is one type huge incomparable, is hard to describe its complexity, may be called the overlay condition of Arthur most mystery. 这是一种庞大无比,难以描述其复杂程度,堪称亚瑟最为奥秘的叠加状态。 However finally, they will collect at 1 : 00. 但是最终,它们都会收束于一点。 The destiny, completed its explanation. 命运,完成了它的一次解答。 It chooses most likely one, carries out. 它选择可能性最大的一种,去执行。 Human, completed an own observation. 人类,也完成了自身的一次观测。 They saw the development of the world. 他们看到了世界的发展。 Once Ernest's this mensal line, was Zhao Xu in the future the most likely mensal line. 曾经的欧内斯特的这条命运线,便是赵旭未来最有可能的命运线。 Even he does not dare to violate. 甚至他都不敢违反。 If in this mensal line, he has not become powerful Mage, meanwhile returned to ten million years ago Arthur. 如果这个命运线里,他没有成为一位强大的法师,同时还回到了千万年之前的亚瑟。 In that time node, Antinoya according to without Ernest's mensal line develops. 那么在那个时间节点里,安缇诺雅就会按照没有欧内斯特的命运线进行发展。 Half-Elf is about several hundred years of life span. 半精灵不过数百年的寿命。 Even if immortal Lich, faces many adventurers to crusade against the disturbance, let alone came from the Spiritual God in death godhood, on that day threat however. 纵使永生的巫妖,也面对着诸多的冒险者讨伐风波,更别说来自于死亡神职方面的神灵,那天然的威胁。 Antinoya, can live at this moment, became a very big question mark. 安缇诺雅,能否活到此刻,都成了一个很大的问号。 Even Arthur was short of the Ernest's participation henceforth, the development of entire magic system, will greatly possibly move toward another direction very much, Eight Major Schools henceforth fallen. 甚至亚瑟从此少了欧内斯特的参与,整个魔法体系的发展,很大可能都会走向了另一个方向,八大派系从此零落。 And even today's Mage is expert in Mage all, all Mage can only learn/study few 2-3 factions, and even the magic has lost. 乃至今日的法师尽数是专精法师,所有法师都只能够学习寥寥2-3种派系,乃至魔法已经失落。 These have the possibility. 这些都有可能。 After all Ernest the position of entire magic history, took over 1/3 lengths at least, even sometimes magic history is the Ernest's official autobiography. 毕竟欧内斯特在整个魔法史的地位来说,起码就占据了超过三分之一的篇幅,甚至有些时候魔法史就是欧内斯特的官方自传。 Conservative in order to Zhao Xu, the fear knows that the future destiny so, knows him to return to the antique period Arthur, then must leave returns the correct time node. 保守起见的赵旭,害怕知道未来命运如此,知晓他回到太古时期的亚瑟,然后得离开重新回到正确的时间节点。 Later. 之后。 He will accept this destiny as before. 他依旧会接受这份命运。 This is the helplessness of destiny. 这便是命运的无奈。 This helplessness, lets in his heart terrified, was worried oneself when facing to lose the choice that recalls, is helpless acceptance. 正是这种无奈,让他心内惶恐,担心自己在面对失忆的抉择时,同时也是一种无奈的接受。 This as if person knows 5 : 30 pm, he will be killed. 这就仿佛一个人知晓下午 5 点半,他会被撞死。 May in following several world lines, this prophet detect, each he stands in Malukou time, after the vehicles that the relieved waiting runs a red light broke through, his following destiny is more pitiful. 可在接下来的几次世界线里,这位先知发觉,每一次他站在马路口,安心等待闯红灯的车辆冲过后,他接下来的命运更为悲惨。 Even his family member, therefore however is more unfortunate. 甚至他的家人,因此而更加不幸。 This type comes unceasingly again, the unceasing tragedy is repeated. 这种不断地重来,不断的悲剧重演。 Finally lets this prophet, in that time node, stands there silently, accepted the death of destiny arrangement quietly. 最终让这位先知,在那个时间节点,默默地站在那里,平静接受命运安排的死亡。 This is Zhao Xu at this moment, after hearing Ernest loses recalled, innermost feelings biggest fear feeling. 这便是赵旭此刻,听到欧内斯特失忆之后,内心最大的畏惧感。 But Antinoya is chuckle one, „you do not need to be worried. Even if loses remembers, you also were still you, Zhong Xia, Ernest, Zhao Xu.” 而安缇诺雅则是轻笑一声,“你不用担心。纵使失去记忆,你也仍旧是你,仲夏啊,欧内斯特啊,赵旭啊。” „You also can still be you, can still be he.” “你也仍会是你,仍会是他呀。” The Zhao Xu hear, the depth of the heart inspires, although his whole body was being controlled perfectly, is staying the stablest state of equilibrium. 赵旭听罢,发自内心的深吸一口气,虽然他的全身都在被完美的控制着,保持着最稳定的平衡状态。 But he can feel as before, the red feeling of cheeks, as if there is furnace fire to roast is burning. 但他依旧能够感受到,脸颊的通红感,仿佛有炉火在烤灼着。 Zhao Xu implored the air/Qi silently. 赵旭默默吁气。 Silently inspiration. 默默吸气。 Is breathing silently. 在默默呼吸。 Like a man of middle-aged failure, sits in the bedside, looks at the future desolately, looks at tomorrow. 如同一个中年失败的男人,坐在床边,落寞地看着未来,看着明天。 He knows suddenly, sometimes, knows the destiny, is an incomparably brutal matter. 他忽然知晓,有时候,知晓命运,也是一件无比残酷的事情。 Especially, you have the confidence to change this destiny, when does not have the courage to change. 尤其是,你有信心改变这种命运,却没有勇气去改变时。 Zhao Xu raised the head, is looking at Antinoya, „after that Ernest passes through, he in won't know in the future under all conditions of completely?” 赵旭抬头,重新望着安缇诺雅,“那欧内斯特穿越之后,他就是在一个完全不知晓未来发生的一切的状况下？” Antinoya nods. 安缇诺雅点点头。 „At that time, the teacher received me as the apprentice, received Wu Yue to take the follower, our one group of everyone counted are not many, closely followed in his side.” “那个时候,老师收了我作为徒弟,也收了五月作为信徒,我们一群人人数并不多,都紧紧地跟随在他的身边。” Was saying she then knits the brows slightly, „majority are the female students, including the following first generation, the second generation and Third Generation Goddess of Magic.” 说着她便微微皱眉,“不过大多数都是女生,也包括后面的第一代、第二代、第三代魔法女神。” „Behind we are deferring to the last wish of teacher, in each Gods dusk time, then stands to become new magic Lord God.” “后面我们都依照着老师的遗愿,在每个诸神黄昏的时刻,便站出来成为新的魔法主神。” „However Final Scroll, is the teacher leaves our last resorts, it comprised of seven notebooks.” “而最终卷轴,便是老师留给我们的最后手段,它由七本笔记本组成。” „Its above, recorded secret obtained the demon Mage God duty, basically each becomes the legendary Mage candidate in Mage Association, will obtain to witness Final Scroll this opportunity one time, is at that time, they will know the truth of this world, will make the pledge that the protection magic dies.” “它的上面,记录了得到魔法神职的秘密,基本上每个在法师协会成为传奇法师的人选,都会得到一次目睹最终卷轴本面的机会,也是在那个时候,他们会知晓这个世界的真相,也会立下守护魔法至死方休的誓言。” „Therefore depends on legendary Mages that in the past years saved, the entire to become God process is far from the antique period being complex.” “因此靠着历年积攒下来的传奇法师们,整个成神的过程就远没有太古时期复杂。” Zhao Xu looks in the backpack silently, quickly by the notebook that he forgets. 赵旭默默望了望自己背包里,都快被他忘记的笔记本。 His, this means before he leaves Arthur, but must first go to be complete these seven notebooks, then leaves this world smoothly. 丫的,这岂不是意味着他离开亚瑟之前,还得先去把这七本笔记本齐全,然后再顺利离开这个世界。 At the same time, once Arthur can also therefore present Final Scroll. 一方面,曾经的亚瑟也能够因此出现最终卷轴。 On the other hand, after he leaves, Arthur then has to only have Final Scroll these seven notebooks. 另一方面,他离开之后,亚瑟便拥有只有最终卷轴这七本笔记本而已。 Does not seem like now is the same, Floating City high inside the tower will have Final Scroll, but on him will have has not become the Final Scroll notebook. 不会像是现在一样,浮空城的高塔里有最终卷轴,而他身上又有还没成为最终卷轴的笔记本。 „That Ernest, left the Arthur world, where went to? Do you know?” “那欧内斯特,离开了亚瑟世界,是去了哪里？你知道么？” Zhao Xu has final one to dread, asked this question. 赵旭带着最后的一丝畏惧,问出了这个问题。 Regarding this Antinoya, then brings with regretting happily, looks at Zhao Xu saying that „actually I want to tell you, he arrived at present world online.” 对此安缇诺雅,则是带着欣慰与惋惜,望着赵旭道,“其实我很想告诉你,他是来到了现在的世界线上。” Zhao Xu leaves Arthur. 赵旭离开亚瑟。 Ernest returns to Arthur. 欧内斯特回到亚瑟。 This looks that is the plot that world online connects. 这看着就是一个世界线上串联起来的剧情。 „This was also I initially, incomparably entreats his, hopes he returned well for ten thousand years later, returning to that him born to have in the time node that truly.” “这也是我当初,无比哀求他的,希望他好好地回到了万年之后,回到了那个他真正出生而存在的时间节点里。” „Our all apostles, pledged to him, meets the secret to strictly adhere to the strength absolutely, waits for his return well.” “我们所有的使徒,都对他发誓,绝对会秘密谨守实力,好好地等待他的归来。” „But, Ernest rejection?” “但是,欧内斯特拒绝了？” Zhao Xu asked. 赵旭问道。 Does future he, so have lofty ideals unexpectedly? 未来的他,居然这么有志气？ Doesn't the obvious calm and steady road walk? 明摆着一条安稳的路不走？ Before gave up many methods, such as to become lord of Abyss, gave up established Magic Empire, essentially was because will leave the antique period Arthur. 之前放弃诸多手段,如成为深渊之主、放弃所建立的魔法帝国,本质上都是因为自己会离开太古时期的亚瑟而已。 After behind returns to the proper time line, he will no longer be repelled by the time line, can work as steadily in the Arthur's chief. 后面回到应有的时间线之后,他就不再会被时间线所排斥了,能够稳稳地当自己在亚瑟的山大王。 Antinoya mournful say/way, „behind, teacher he, although lost the memory, but that spirit sleep/felt that came from the magic, making him detect that the essential information, making him decide, goes back in the original terrifying world, seeks memory that oneself lose, for a deeper secret.” 安缇诺雅凄然道,“后面,老师他虽然失去了记忆,但是那种来自于魔法的灵觉,让他察觉到了关键的信息,让他决定,回去原本的恐怖世界里,寻找回自己失去的记忆,也为了更深的秘密。” ? 啊？ This? 这？ The Zhao Xu mouth has almost not closed. 赵旭差点嘴没合上。 Memory thing, you, when I leave this world, then you come back again, can't through reading the memory of people, pieces together some slowly? 记忆这玩意,你等到我离开这个世界,然后你再回来,不就可以通过读取众人的记忆,慢慢拼凑出一些？ Except that terrifying world that no one knew, really cannot look outside. 除了恐怖世界那段无人得知,是真的找不回来外。 Antinoya this ten thousand years ago the person of understanding, comes back also to forget, the memory that even Antinoya is also together with Zhao Xu, can definitely link up on. 像安缇诺雅这种万年之前就认识的人,回来还能够忘记,甚至安缇诺雅也有一段和赵旭相处的记忆,完全可以衔接上。 But. 可是。 Zhao Xu sighed. 赵旭叹气。 But if he accepted, he once did not suppress entire Arthur, lets Ernest that various day of Spiritual God are unable to raise the head. 可是他要是接受了,那他也不是曾经镇压整个亚瑟,让诸天神灵都无法抬头的欧内斯特了。 That is full of the indescribable terrifying world, Zhao Xu is dragged into the dreamland by Nyarlathotep who that representative has chaos merely, was tossed about heavily. 那个充满着不可名状的恐怖世界,赵旭仅仅是被那位代表混沌存在的奈亚拉托提普拉入梦境,都被折腾得不轻。 It is not right. 不对。 Chaos. 混沌。 The Zhao Xu memory jams in this moment. 赵旭的记忆在这一刻卡壳。 Although each universe, has itself independently „chaos”, but looks that the level of that terrifying world is more powerful. 虽说每个天宇,都有自身独立的“混沌”,而看着那个恐怖世界的层级更为强大。 The outside gods in these hearsay, which seems like, has the steamroll current Arthur most powerful Spiritual God strength. 那些传闻中的外神,哪一个看起来,都有碾压当前亚瑟最强大神灵的实力。 But compares clearly. 可真切比起来。 He as Arthur „creates one of the world's top three dragons” „chaos”, with Nyarlathotep this „chaos”, wasn't the conflict? 他作为亚瑟“创世三巨龙之一”的“混沌”,和奈亚拉托提普这位“混沌”,不是冲突了？ Outside god, Lachsz. 外神,拉克丝。 The flash, Zhao Xu as if colluded anything. 者一刹那,赵旭仿佛又勾连起了什么。 Is always insufficient, is he also that Nyarlathotep's incarnation? 总不至于,他也是那位奈亚拉托提普的化身吧？ Must really this, he commit suicide to consider as finished same place, avoid being disgusting. 要真的这样,他就原地自杀算了,省得恶心。 However thinks, since Ernest must go back that terrifying world, brings back something, then this possibility should not be big. 不过想想,既然欧内斯特要回去那个恐怖世界,拿回一些东西,那么这种可能性应该不大。 Now the key of issue is, ten thousand years ago, that Ernest, won. 现在问题的关键是,万年之前,那位欧内斯特,到底打赢了没有。 Very pitifully. 很可惜。 Un? 嗯？ Zhao Xu the miraculous glow flashes suddenly, recalled when once Ernest arrived, that sigh that he who witnesses, as well as sent out at that time! 赵旭忽然又灵光一闪,回想起了曾经欧内斯特降临时,所目睹的他,以及当时所发出的那一声叹息！ Pitifully has not only met in the real world! 只可惜没有在真实的世界遇到！ Is looking at present Antinoya, the Zhao Xu silently dangling head, the line of sight falls above the ground, has not lifted slightly. 望着眼前的安缇诺雅,赵旭默默地垂下头,视线落在地面之上,丝毫没有抬起。 As if unable to look straight ahead present person. 仿佛无法直视眼前的这位可人儿。 „Antinoya.” “安缇诺雅。” „Un?” Antinoya tilts the head slightly, inclines the head and listens attentively. “嗯？”安缇诺雅微微歪头,侧耳倾听。 At this time Zhao Xu, said teacher its for the first time. 这时赵旭,第一次直呼自己导师其名。 He believes that can also be in the future all starts. 他相信,也会是未来一切的开始。 „I think, you should know, can Ernest, besides the memory, what he certainly go back to bring back?” “我想,你应该是知道,欧内斯特,除了记忆之外,他肯定要回去拿回什么的？” Regarding this, Antinoya shows a faint smile. 对此,安缇诺雅微微一笑。 „Un, I know.” “嗯,我知道。” „He must go back, brings back his memory.” “他要回去,拿回他的记忆。” „Possibly yes, being in love in life.” “可能是,生命中的爱恋吧。”