TSPOHB :: Volume #3

#144 Part 2: Rested

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„When does father start to fear death? After marrying your mother . Died the ratio to live the easy too many ways of the world in father that fearing death is being not necessarily able not dead, but did not fear death definitely died. The father has experienced too many such deceased people, moreover many people die in the father hand. But father is bigger, more does not dare to kill people, the father told oneself, did not attend to oneself, must do good deeds to accumulate the luck to your children four people, was this principle? The father is big uneducated person, knew that in the world is the parents, can be very good to the children, never having oneself to leave behind one point of good truth! The father, the youth is innocent, was more innocent than in childhood too much you are too many, only knows to drift along, all day long is thinking outside, wishes one could to leave home ten thousand li (0.5 km), where can think what family/home, after the two old walked, has not felt that oneself had the family/home, had/left two distant times, told oneself to die also dies outside sight, killed does not return to that small place. Afterward met your mother, after your mother deceived the main house gate, feels her where, my family/home where. Afterward, had you, she walked, where feels you, where the family/home was. Me not am quite like many families, me , am your mother sing the white face to play the role of the evil person in reverse, the father, is protecting your several, your mother few vitality/angry, the once father remembers very clearly, the father told you in childhood, the parents in the side time, who do not bully you, you hit, cannot be victorious to pound with the pebble, carries the blade to take the blade to cut. Your mother sent the fire, from the beginning the father also feels to occupy the principle, my son such heart good child, who also dares to bully my son, how does not make him go to the bed to lie down the line! My son makes the sons of others family/home lie down, Xu Xiao this is the father, makes their fathers lie down together, this is the old Xu Family truth! After your mother gets angry, calm told me, she does not hate others to bully the lunar year in which the last month has 29 days, but is after the lunar year in which the last month has 29 days, is doomed is not ordinary families' children, if fostered too the evil spirit eccentric and unreasonable character, never knows to help others do well, the least bit did not understand that suffers a loss is the luck, in the end suffers a loss definitely is the child. Added that your Xu Xiao always has one day of passing away, when the time comes no one is protecting the lunar year in which the last month has 29 days, what to do? Your mother walks early, father such most did not speak the fellow of custom, anything cannot teach you, remembered a few words that your mother spoke firmly, was used to the child, if killed the child. Year, that get angry about you several times, is not the father blames you, is the father cannot perform a duty that in strange oneself becomes the father. Before you are not always willing to shout my father, the father are not really angry, took the broom to expel hitting by you each time, by the body, was each time getting more and more sore, knows that the father was old, you also grew up, this was the huge good deed.” “爹什么时候开始怕死的？是娶了你娘之后。在爹所处的那个死了比活着容易太多的世道,怕死未必能不死,但不怕死的肯定死。爹见识过太多这样的死人了,而且很多人就是死在爹手上。可爹年纪越大,就越不敢杀人了,爹告诉自己,不顾自己,总得给你们子女四人积德攒福呐,是不是这个理？爹再大老粗,也晓得天底下做父母的,能给子女十分好,万万没有自己留下一分好的道理！爹呢,少时不懂事,比你小时候不懂事太多太多,就只知道混日子,成天想着外边,恨不得离家万里,哪里会想什么家,两老走了后,就更没觉着自己有家了,出两辽的时候,就告诉自己要死也得风风光光死在外头,打死也不回那个小地方了。后来遇上了你娘,把你娘骗进家门后,就觉着她在哪儿,我的家就在哪里。再后来,有了你们,她走了,就觉得你们在哪里,家就是哪里了。咱家跟很多人家不太一样,咱家啊,倒过来了,都是你娘亲唱白脸扮恶人,爹呢,就护着你们几个,你娘很少生气,有一次爹记得很清楚,爹小时候就跟你说,爹娘不在身边的时候,谁欺负你,你就打回去,打不过就用石子砸,拎得起刀就拿刀砍。你娘就发了大火,一开始爹还觉得占理,我儿子这么心善的一个孩子,谁还敢欺负我儿子,不让他去床上躺着怎么行！我儿子让别人家的儿子躺着,徐骁这个做爹的,就让他们老子一块儿躺着去,这就是老徐家的道理！你娘发火之后,就心平气和跟我说,她不是舍得别人欺负小年,而是小年以后注定不是寻常人家的孩子,若是养成了太凶煞的乖张性格,从不知道与人为善,半点不懂得吃亏是福,到头来吃大亏的肯定是自家孩子。还说你徐骁总有老死的一天,到时候没人护着小年,怎么办？你娘走得早,爹这么个最不讲规矩的家伙,啥都不能教你,就牢牢记住了你娘讲的一句话,惯子如杀子。年儿,那几次对你发火,不是爹怪你啊,是爹在怪自己没能尽好一个当爹的本分。以前你总不愿意喊我爹,爹是真的不生气,每次被你拿扫帚撵着打,每次挨在身上,越来越疼,就知道爹老了,你也长大了,这就是天大的好事。” Old person's spoken language is off and on, always gasped for breath by the big mouth with the difficult cough sound breaks. 老人的言语断断续续,总是被大口喘气和艰难咳嗽声打断。 That young back, without spoken language, but both hands grip on the bed old person's hand. 那个年轻的背影,没有言语,只是双手握住床榻上老人的手。 Never in the old person who in front of any children sheds the tears, this was scolded the old military person of personhood slaughter by the government and people up and down, finally continues in this today tears class/flow, the old person is wants to clean, essence, qi, spirit such as the lamp oil has dried up, without that lifted the physical strength of hand. 从来没有在任何一个子女面前流过眼泪的老人,这个被朝野上下骂作人屠的老武夫,终于在此今天泪流不止,老人便是想要擦拭,精气神早已如灯油枯竭,也没有那抬手的气力了。 But that Brother Elder Sister cannot even see the facial expression youngster, even does not dare to pull out a hand to help the old person delete the tears, fears lets go, the old person really walked. 而那个连姐姐弟弟都看不到神情的年轻人,甚至不敢抽出一只手去帮老人擦去泪水,怕一松手,老人真的就走了。 „Worked as Emperor to be called the loner, that was the rulers and ministers is able to discriminate, moreover made Emperor to do for a long time, really not, when the person looked, really thinks that was what nonsense Son of Heaven. Our Xu Family by the Beiliang Prince that oneself fights, is also similar to Emperor, year, If nothing else, the taste of loner, did not feel better. The father has tasted, does not think that you take this old route. Therefore initially bled off the Yan Jiexi whole family, making them go to Capital City to work as the emperor's relatives, the father never regretted, Xu Xiao even/including Senior Grand Secretary does dare how to scold him is so angry, to place in the eye a stodgy writer? The father does not want to make you turn into enemies with Brother Yan Chiji. Even if you are doomed not to regard the brothers, making your other not bad reading want is still good. Father these year happiest things, goes home from the border, sees your several well, again is occasionally the dream to your mothers. My Xu Xiao complies to marry me after your mother, this whole life has been having a deficit she, the father complained only her place, is walks early, the couple, who after are actually , walks who is more bitter, this pain, did not say that what for family property working with the heart labor force, this is our big masters should do, but had the good matter every so often, the side no one can say that two, either thought her very much, couldn't see her is not? The world is very big, the father walked many places to see many people, may in the father eyes, throughout only then your mother woman.” “当了皇帝被称为孤家寡人,那是君臣有别,况且做皇帝做久了,就真不把当人看了,真以为是什么狗屁天子。咱们徐家靠自己打拼出来的这个北凉王,跟皇帝也差不离,年儿,别的不说,孤家寡人的滋味,不好受。爹尝过,就更不想你走这条老路。所以当初放走严杰溪一家子,让他们去京城当皇亲国戚,爹从不后悔,徐骁连老首辅都敢骂得他气得半死,怎么会将一个迂腐文人放在眼中？爹只是不想让你跟严池集兄弟反目成仇罢了。即便你们注定当不成兄弟,让你们余下一份不坏的念想也好。爹这些年最开心的事情,一个是从边境上回家,看到你们几个都好,再就是偶尔梦到你们娘亲。我徐骁从你娘答应嫁给我之后,这辈子就一直在亏欠她,爹唯一埋怨她的地方,就是走得早,夫妻两人,其实是谁后走谁更苦,这份苦,不是说什么为了家业劳心劳力,这都是咱们大老爷们应该做的,只是很多时候有好事情了,身边都没人能说上两句,要么是很想她了,也见不着她不是？天下很大,爹走了很多地方见过很多人,可在爹眼里,就始终只有你娘一个女子啊。” Entrance Xu Weixiong makes a fist to block the lip, still choked with sobs. 门口徐渭熊握拳挡住嘴唇,仍是泣不成声。 „In courtyard that loquat, after is your mother to here, plants personally, later had the loquat, thinks by chance the father and your mother, remember takes off places the grave mound.” “院子里那棵枇杷树,是你娘到这儿后亲手种下的,以后有了枇杷,恰巧又想爹和你娘亲了,记得摘下一些放在坟头。” „Year, the father gives you to look after your Second Elder Sister and Huang Man'er, our Xu Family, our Xu Family 300,000 cavalries, later must your one person conduct the shoulder. You will be very tired, do not blame the father to make you receive this burden/shoulder pole.” “年儿,爹把你二姐和黄蛮儿都交给你照顾,还有咱们徐家,咱们徐家的三十万铁骑,以后就都得你一个人扛着了。你会很累的,别怪爹让你接下这份担子啊。” The young back nods. 年轻背影点了点头。 Huang Man'er lifts the arm, blocks from the face, sobs in a soft voice. 黄蛮儿抬起手臂,遮住脸庞,轻声呜咽。 After the old person says tonight is also this whole life last few words, Xu Weixiong kicks out the wheelchair, wails. 当老人说出今晚也是这辈子最后一句话后,徐渭熊扑出轮椅,嚎啕大哭。 The young back begins supinely. 年轻背影仰起头。 Turns away from sister and brother two people of him to open the mouth, cries actually silent, for fear that quarrelled old person who closed the eye. 背对姐弟二人的他只是张大嘴巴,哭却无声,生怕吵到了闭上眼睛的老人。 The old person finally said: „Father rests the little while.” 老人最后是说:“爹睡会儿。”
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