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#875: Is living (Last Part)

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Chapter 302 is living (Last Part) 第302章活着(下) Takes the empire transport aircraft to arrive in the southwest war zone surrounding, free rider close to the fire continuous cities, sneaks the ruins taking advantage of the dim light of night, Xu Le finally arrives in the place that in the information Paul is captured, observed for dozen minutes, he leaves rapidly, sneaks the deeper dim light of night. 乘坐帝国运输机抵达西南战区外围,搭便车靠近炮火连绵的城镇,借着夜色潜入废墟,许乐终于抵达情报中保罗被俘的地点,观察了十几分钟,他迅速离开,潜入更深的夜色。 Because the southwest war zone bombing density is too high, the electronic warfare intensity is extremely terrifying, because of the top of the head these resembles lead ingot heavy cloud Taihou relations, when first of Xu Le on the hill sees the Fuget broken scene, then lost and contact between Philip, the black spaceship stays in the black ink flower star exoatmospheric somewhere meteorite belt/bring silent, is unable to provide to him again helps. 因为西南战区轰炸密度太高,电子战强度太过恐怖,也因为头顶那些像铅块般的重云太厚的关系,当许乐在山丘上第一眼看到费热市残破景象时,便失去了和菲利浦之间的联系,黑色飞船沉默停留在墨花星大气层外某处陨石带里,再也无法给他提供更多帮助。 For serveral days he continuously under the grey heavy cloud vault of heaven, in the cities that the missile danced in the air, on the lonesome desolate hillside wavered to seek, without the partner did not have the traveling companion, no ally, but walked lonelily, was good has long been used to a person to walk because of him, a person fought. 这些天他一直在灰沉重云苍穹下,导弹飞舞的城镇中,寂无人烟的山坡上游移寻找,没有伙伴没有旅伴,更没有什么战友,只是孤单地行走,好在他早已习惯一个人行走,一个人战斗。 Is good at a person fighting does not represent to be able a person to conquer all enemies, Xu Le is very clear in the grand frigid battlefield, individual strength is insignificant, warring parties whoever come a high explosive shell salvo, can explode the muddy flesh oneself. 擅长一个人战斗不代表能够一个人战胜所有敌人,许乐很清楚在壮阔惨烈的战场上,个人的力量非常微不足道,交战双方无论谁来一个榴弹齐射,就可以把自己炸成肉泥。 Therefore he hides oneself form cautiously, is separated from the most dangerous block gradually, returns to the shallot hill of suburbs, only then in deepest late at night a spirit will return the city likely. 所以他小心翼翼躲藏自己的身影,逐步脱离最危险的街区,回到城郊的青葱丘陵之中,只有在最深的深夜才会像个幽灵般重新回到城市。 In the night, he passes through the tattered bell tower, jumps over the thick Chinese parasol tree remnant tree, cancels on the window the heavy ash, peeps in the storehouse the disorderly ground, he is searching for all slightest traces earnestly, because was determined that the will or is lucky, found the correct path, sees that place gloomy cave, as well as in three bloodstains already dry corpse. 在夜里,他走过破烂的钟楼,跳过粗大的梧桐残树,抹去窗户上沉重的灰,窥视库房里杂乱的地面,他认真搜寻着所有最细微的痕迹,因为决心毅力或者是幸运,找到了正确的道路,看见那处阴暗的地窖,以及里面三具血迹早已干涸的尸体。 A both sides fight starts in each corner every time, even seems like very quiet hill forest Nonaka, the short three days of time, Xu Le following the Fuget northeast corner border region search, then witnessed four frigid street fighting. 双方间的战斗每时每刻在每个角落里打响,即便是看上去非常清静的丘陵林野中,短短三天时间,许乐顺着费热市东北角边沿地带搜寻,便亲眼目睹了四场惨烈的巷战。 He sees empire machine armor and federal armored vehicle hits ruthlessly in together, he sees a waist of federal soldier to be exploded two sections by an artillery of empire position launch directly, he saw an empire medical service soldier to be interrupted the both legs by the federal machine gun bullet, miserable howling the futile effort to own position crawling, he saw many youth to call out pitifully dying, was silent. 他看见帝国机甲与联邦装甲车狠狠地撞击在一起,他看见一名联邦士兵的腰身被帝国阵地发射的一枚榴弹炮直接炸成两截,他看见一名帝国医疗兵被联邦的机枪子弹截断了双腿,一面惨嚎一面徒劳向自己的阵地爬行,他看见很多青年惨叫着死去,然后沉默。 The empire is his blood relationship the department, the federation is his emotion the department, at present how regardless of sees to fight frigidly, does not have the means to make other response except for silent Xu Le, he is unable to help fight either one, the buttocks full are on the chair of blade edge move in two, is the distress. 帝国是他的血缘之所系,联邦是他的情感之所系,无论眼前所见战斗如何惨烈,除了沉默许乐没有办法做出别的反应,他无法去帮助战斗中的任何一方,屁股在两把满是刀锋的椅子上挪来挪去,都是苦楚。 The night deeply, in the east horizon raised gradually slowly a round extremely round extremely white moon, following southwest war zone dark gray cloud layer lower limb crevice place, generous shining world. 夜渐渐深了,东边的地平线上缓缓升起一轮极圆极白的大月亮,顺着西南战区灰黑云层下缘的空隙处,慷慨的普照世界。 Xu Le lies down in the marching pit that the evening digs out, looks at the horizon the full moon, feels slightly cool wet intent that under the body is transmitting, arched the sphere cover to live in the cigarette butt the left palm, near the gathering lip deeply attracted one, blinks, then looked at rearward that by the city that covered dark. 许乐躺在傍晚挖出的行军坑中,看着天边的圆月,感受着身下传来的微凉湿意,把左手掌拱成圆球罩住烟头,凑到唇边深深吸了一口,眨了眨眼睛,然后回头望向后方那座被黑暗笼罩的城市。 Then his eye narrowed the eyes, because he sees that full is the dryondra stump residual limb and on the shell scar street, suddenly presents an empire young girl of wear white skirt. 然后他的眼睛眯了起来,因为他看到那条满是梧桐树残肢和炮弹创痕的街道上,忽然出现一个穿着白裙的帝国少女。 The frail white skirt droops to hang on her thin body, is dark gray because of the dirty reason, but appears at such silent and dangerous night, actually white resembles one handful of tender snowflakes. 单薄的白裙耷拉悬在她消瘦的身体上,因为肮脏的缘故灰黑无比,只是出现在这样寂静而危险的夜晚,却白的像一捧令人怜惜的雪花。 The Xu Le eyesight is keen, even at such deep night, wipes more and more pale moonlight with the aid of space that he can see the construction detail several kilometers away clearly, only has 500 meters street to him let alone. 许乐的目力非常敏锐,即便是在这样深沉的夜晚,借助天上那抹越来越淡的月光,他就能清晰地看到数公里之外的建筑细节,更何况是离他只有五百米的街道。 The empire young girls who that wears the white skirt appear the standard to be very exhausted, the expression especially is numb, has probably not been angry, the cheeks are pale, on the skirt foot has the stained bloodstain, does not know where is injured. 那名穿着白裙的帝国少女显得格很疲惫,表情却格外麻木,像是没有丝毫生气,脸颊苍白,裙脚上有斑斑血渍,不知道是哪里受了伤。 The eye of Xu Le has been narrowing the eyes, he does not know why this young girl will look like a life to appear in the night Fuget city streets head, must know, although already at nightfall, this city is still dangerous, may erupt the fight anytime, the stray bullet streaks across the silent nighttime sky once for a while. 许乐的眼睛一直眯着,他不知道这名少女为什么会像一个孤魂野鬼般出现在夜晚的费热市街头,要知道虽然已经入夜,这座城市依然非常危险,随时有可能爆发战斗,流弹更是时不时地划破寂静夜空。 Really is she a life? 难道说她真是一个孤魂野鬼？ Looks that white skirt young girl scared walks toward the street corner, the eye of Xu Le narrows the eyes is fiercer, daytime time he had confirmed, is having an empire army in street that by the cruel callous famous night tiger group, to any will dare to appear absolutely without hesitation in their defense line front person digs out the trigger, regardless of the opposite party is the federal person or the empire person. 看着那名白裙少女失魂落魄般向街头拐角处走去,许乐的眼睛眯的更加厉害,白天的时候他已经确认,在街道那头驻扎着一支帝国部队,那支以残忍冷酷著名的夜虎团,绝对会毫不犹豫向任何胆敢出现在他们防线前方的人抠动扳机,无论对方是联邦人还是帝国人。 Xu Le as if saw that the next quarter empire young girls were swept the body by the ice-cold machine gun bullet the picture, has been narrowing the eye relaxes suddenly, horizon that side moonlight reflects a pupil, is bright. 许乐仿佛看到下一刻帝国少女被冰冷的机枪子弹扫断身躯的画面,一直眯着的眼睛骤然放松,地平线那边的月光映进眼眸,非常明亮。 ...... …… ...... …… Young girl Adhrah has loafed two days of much time on the Fuget street, was routed all wills to live her sadly, as if does not have any feeling, does not have any fears general, walks in the gunsmoke and broken gravel, between blazing daytimes and cold night. 少女阿兹拉在费热市街道上已经游荡了两天多的时间,被悲伤击溃了所有求生意志的她,仿佛没有任何感觉,没有任何惧怕一般,行走在硝烟与碎砾中,炽热的白昼和寒冷的夜晚之间。 She cannot feel naked both feet to step on the pain on boiling hot cartridge case, cannot hear these flesh ignition sound, she cannot see often only then several hundred meters far machine armor tangled warfare, she cannot hear the loud sound that these heavy metals collide, her anything does not know, she did not have the destination to walk like this, prepares to greet the death or simply has not thought of the death. 她感受不到赤裸双足踩在滚烫弹壳上的痛苦,更听不到那些血肉灼烧的哧哧声,她看不到往往只有数百米之远的机甲混战,她听不到那些沉重金属碰撞的巨响,她什么都不知道,她只是这样毫无目的地行走,准备迎接死亡或者根本没有想到死亡。 The empire has a proverb, person who in the eye does not have the god of death often was not seen by the god of death easily, or is because the indifferent brutal creator thought that her bitter experience is pitiful, therefore does not have the family/home not to have family member's young girl Adhrah, walked scared long time, actually extremely luck not and a more dangerous soldier notices by the stray bullet of danger. 帝国有句谚语,眼中没有死神的人往往也不容易被死神看见,或者是因为就连冷漠无情的造物主都觉得她的遭遇过于悲惨,所以已经没有家没有亲人的少女阿兹拉,失魂落魄行走了很长时间,却极为幸运地没有被危险的流弹和更危险的军人注意到。 „Why I have not closed, how will I forget to close the door?” “我为什么没有关门,我怎么会忘记关门了？” „This skirt is so dirty, the grandfather lets I close, can I why carry that? Am I so why slow?” “这件裙子已经这么脏了,爷爷让我去关门的时候,我为什么要拎那一下？我为什么这么慢？” „If quickly, if did not carry the skirt at that time, I can certainly close the door.” “如果快一点,如果当时不拎裙子,我一定可以把门关上。” Adhrah walks staggering fully is on the street of waste gravel, seeing the thick but actually duplicate dryondra then to circle numbly, body exhausted to the extreme, as if possibly drops down momentarily, she thought that she is one female who is worth forgiving does not imprison, feels inferior, but lowers the head sadly, looks in the tread the fuzzy form, thought that is the evil, the intonation that therefore she uses to make reparations, the mosquito slight voice, non-stop repeating these words. 阿兹拉踉踉跄跄行走在满是废砾的街道上,看见粗大倒覆的梧桐树便麻木地绕过去,身体疲惫到了极点,似乎随时可能倒下,她觉得自己是一个不值得饶恕的女囚,自卑而悲伤地低着头,看着地面上自己模糊的身影,觉得那就是罪恶,于是她用赎罪的语调,蚊子般轻微的声音,不停重复着这些话语。 Turns around the street, hears one that in the distant place darkness hears to curse angrily, the clear bore of gun impact noise, young girl Adhrah raised the head exhaustedly numbly, looks at the soldier who the front visibles faintly, the delicate thin eyebrow wrinkled the wrinkle slightly, then shows a smile of extrication, knows that all finished. 拐过街头,听到远处黑暗里传来的一声怒骂,还有清晰的枪膛撞击声,少女阿兹拉疲惫麻木地抬起头来,看着前方隐约可见的军人,秀气的细眉微微皱了皱,然后露出一丝解脱的笑容,知道一切都结束了。 Autumn the leaf leaves the tree is because the tree does not care, the tree falls on the street is because the person does not care, in this world, in this world abyss ruins city, who will care about pitiful small and weak young girl Adhrah's departure? Except that started to twine the weak that gust on her fragile body at this time. 秋天叶子离开树是因为树不在意,树倒在街上是因为人不在意,这个世界上,在这座人间深渊般的废墟城市中,谁会在意可怜的弱小的少女阿兹拉的离开？除了这时在她瘦弱身体上开始缭弱的那阵风。 Pit-a-pat, the sad and shrill empire standard machine gun firing resounds continuously, then stops. 突突,凄厉的帝国制式机枪射击声连绵响起,然后嘎然而止。 Since some winds since the street side bank blows, curls up the tiny crushed stone under fallen leaf and tree trunk of ground, whirled away the young girl helpless form. 有风自街道侧畔刮起,卷起地面的落叶和树干下的细小碎石,也卷走了少女无助的身影。 ...... …… ...... …… In stretch of a hill low-lying area that was covered by the shrubbery, Xu Le turns in the marching backpack sorted for quite a while, discovers two boxes of quick-heating nutrition package, shows the accidental/surprised smile. 在一片被灌木丛掩盖的丘陵低洼区,许乐在行军背包里翻拣了半天,找出两盒即热式营养包,不由露出意外的笑容。 Has not used the good saber, he presses down to heat up the steel spring with the strong finger directly, after waiting silent for more than ten seconds, after walking, by marching pit, gives the young girl, said calmly: „Eats.” 没有使用行军刀,他直接用强硬的手指按下加热钢簧,沉默等了十几秒钟后,走后行军坑旁边,递给少女,平静说道:“吃吧。” Adhrah has not paid attention to him, but is holding the thin knee, looks at the hometown of shrubbery that head to be in a daze. 阿兹拉没有理会他,只是抱着瘦瘦的膝盖,怔怔望着灌木丛那头的家乡发呆。 Xu Le is sitting down from the young girl two meters away place, he waited for long time silent, confirmed wish that the opposite party has not opened the mouth, the idea of also not having eaten food, stood up to walk again. 许乐在距离少女两米远的地方坐下,他沉默等了很长时间,确认对方没有开口的意愿,也没有进食的想法,站起身再次走了过去。 Pinches the young girl lower jaw with the steel left hand, Xu Le forces in her mouth hot food crudely, was good had reduced much because of this time temperature, will be insufficient to be worried about to burn her. 用钢铁般的左手捏开少女下颌,许乐粗暴地将即热食物塞进她的嘴里,好在这时候温度已经降低了不少,不至于担心会把她烫死。 „Some of my also a lot must be done, no matter you are worth being rescued, but I, since saved you, must make you eat sates the appetite, the starved ghost is no interesting.” “我还有很多事情要做,不管你值不值被人救,但我既然救了你,总要让你吃顿饱饭,饿死鬼没什么意思。” With very short time, forces in the mouth of young girl entire one box of food, the Adhrah choked cough repeatedly, after receiving clear water that Xu Le hands over, can ignore the rejection again, drank several big mouths continually. 用很短的时间,把整整一盒食物塞进少女的嘴里,阿兹拉被呛的连声咳嗽,接过许乐递过来的清水后,再也顾不上拒绝,连喝了几大口。 Two people again are then silent, a marching pit bank silencing between hills, after Xu Le smokes a cigarette, looks several wounds that the young girl torn to pieces white skirt back reveals, cursed several anything suddenly in a low voice, takes out the medicine package to start for her to wrap up. 然后两个人再次沉默,丘陵间的行军坑畔一片静寂,许乐抽完一根香烟后,看着少女被撕烂的白裙后背露出的几道伤口,忽然低声咒骂了几句什么,取出医药包开始替她包扎。 This Adhrah has not rejected time, has not expressed gratitude, both hands surround are tighter, the frail body that the kneecap hugs nervous swings moved to after some time, suddenly buries the headache sound to sob, cries while saying: „Closing...... the skirt is so dirty, I should not carry, I was too slow, I really damn.” 这一次阿兹拉没有拒绝,也没有表示感谢,双手环抱膝头抱的更紧,单薄的身体神经质般前后摇移了一段时间后,忽然埋着头痛声哭泣起来,一边哭一边说道:“关门……裙子这么脏,我就不该拎,我太慢了,我真该死。” The collapse sob that the young girls such as it comes suddenly, is startled in the shrubbery several to travel by night the animal, awakened Xu Le, he stands up vigilantly, simultaneously turns on the filter sensor fast, monitors around the hill to have not to have the capable person to approach, then he hears the young girl to continue to cry to shout: 少女忽如其来的崩溃哭泣,惊起灌木丛中几只夜行动物,也惊醒了许乐,他警惕地站起身来,同时快速打开滤波探测设备,监控丘陵四周有没能人正在靠近,然后他听到少女继续哭喊道: „If I am not I...... the grandfather will definitely not die...... he am best...... the clockmaker, he can make the most punctual clock and watch......” “如果我不是我……爷爷肯定不会死……他是最好的……钟表匠,他可以做出最准时的钟表……” Regardless of the enemy or the friend, basically acknowledged that Xu Le should be good person in a universal significance, moreover he has had some special characteristics, some type is easy to make one trust to have the closeness the special characteristics. 无论敌人还是朋友,基本上都承认许乐应该算是一个普遍意义上的好人,而且他一直拥有某种特质,某种容易令人信任产生亲近感的特质。 Because this special characteristics and rescued fact, because of the aristocrat voice and black hair, Xu Le won the young girl Adhrah's trust, she told these days pitiful bitter experience without the least concealment, even includes the quilt *** fact. 因为这种特质和被救的事实,也因为贵族口音和黑色的头发,许乐获得了少女阿兹拉的信任,她毫不隐瞒地讲述了这些天悲惨的遭遇,甚至包括自己被***的事实。 Xu Le keenly afterward federal military officer who notices in the young girl narration to mention, then looks at the young girl of sob to say in a low voice: Right that „your grandfather said that happy people really only need to handle a matter, that is living. You have not done the wrong thing, then has the qualifications to go on living happily.” 许乐敏锐地注意到少女叙述中提到的后来的联邦军官,然后望着低声哭泣的少女说道:“你爷爷说的对,幸福的人们真的只需要做一件事情,那就是活着。你没有做错事,那么就有资格幸福地活下去。”
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