Reason that Chapter 287 they have not gone to 第287章他们没有去死的理由 This irrelevant is also related with the bloodline-ism, eventually with the human society innate not equal related, Xu Le remembered Huai Caoshi to say in the past words, self-ridiculed smiled. 这和血统论无关却又有关,终究只是和人类社会先天不平等有关,许乐想起怀草诗当年说过的话,不由自嘲地笑了起来。 Human tires of the hatred betrayal, because that will bring the extreme sense of insecurity, the sniper's shot from back companion is always most difficult to defend, therefore regardless of the federation or the empire, in all moral rules, is always heaviest regarding the execution heart penalty of rebel, for example the present wooden graciousness, actually and does not include he himself. 人类厌憎背叛,因为那会带来极端的不安全感,来自背后同伴的冷枪总是最难防御的,所以无论联邦还是帝国,所有的道德规范中,对于叛徒的诛心惩罚总是最重的,比如现在的木恩,却并不包括他自己。 His body upper reaches white Jin is cherishing „noblly” blood, when he turns into the empire would-be crown prince from the federal hero, even some federal many people do not think that this is a betrayal, only thinks that is the dog blood arrangement of destiny, but in the empire, no one dares to raise absolutely even remembers, he had killed many empire youth in the battlefield, even has assassinated the royalty. 他身上流着白槿怀氏“高贵”的血液,当他从联邦英雄变成帝国准太子,即便是联邦也有很多人不认为这是一种背叛,只会认为是命运的狗血安排,而在帝国境内,绝对没有任何人敢提起甚至是想起,他曾经在战场上杀过多少帝国青年,甚至暗杀过皇族。 If he is only an average person, then he betrayal of cold blood the empire, had betrayed the federation afterward shameless, he has died in the innumerable cold words cold words blade edge, wants to understand this point, then can understand to wooden graciousness helpless choice many several points probably. 如果他只是一个普通人,那么他曾经冷血的背叛过帝国,后来又无耻地背叛了联邦,他早就已经死在无数冷言冷言的刀锋之中,想明白这一点,大概便能对木恩的无奈选择多几分理解。 When a roadside big banyan fig, two people are going to say goodbye, wooden asked: „What do you later have to plan?” 路边一棵大榕树,二人将要告别时,木恩问道:“你以后有什么打算？” „In the past few days I had said with a person, I have no choice now, can only hope both sides to be able the armistice. This really very what morals or humanity does not have the relations of fart justly, with a possibility inappropriate analogy, this war to me, takes up the kitchen knife to divide like the father and mother at home mutually, I am the son also what to do can?” “前些天我曾经和一个人说过,我现在没有任何选择,只能希望双方能够休战。这真的很什么道德正义或者说人道没有屁的关系,用一个可能不合适的比喻来说,这场战争对我而言,就像父亲和母亲在家里拿起菜刀互劈,我做儿子的还能怎么办？” „This saying said right, this is the natural choice.” “这话说的没错,这是天然选择。” The wooden graciousness fills with the sympathetic racket his shoulder, slightly ponders over, said directly: „I could return to the organization immediately, when the time comes may use your name.” 木恩满怀同情地拍拍他的肩膀,略一思忖后,直接说道:“我可能马上就要回组织,到时候可能还要用你的名义。” „Do you want to go back?” Xu Le knits the brows to ask: „Now including the federation, everyone knows that you are a rebel, how do you also return?” “你要回去？”许乐皱眉问道:“现在包括联邦在内,所有人都知道你是叛徒,你还怎么回？” „Tang remembers the neutralization simultaneous/uniform main strength dead, you should be able to guess correctly, the people in organization will attribute to you their deaths, I return to the duty of organization, takes the evidence that the information bureau is providing, reveals the simultaneous/uniform main strength to them the true feature.” “唐志中和齐大兵已死,你应该能猜到,组织内的人会把他们的死归因于你,我回组织的任务,就是拿着情报署提供的证据,向他们揭穿齐大兵的真实面目。” „The evidence that you provide who believes?” “你们提供的证据谁会相信？” „Evidence type of thing, needs to believe can believe, disintegrates, innumerable was supported the organization that his people give scolding, the present primary problem is to survive, so long as these evidence can make them have the excuse to transform, thus survives, they believe.” “证据这种东西,需要相信的时候就可以相信,一个分崩离析,被无数原本支持他的民众痛骂的组织,现在的首要问题是生存下去,只要这些证据能让他们有借口转变,从而生存下去,他们就会相信。” „Can say is clearer?” “能不能说的清楚一些？” „I under your highness's direct command, the leadership entire resistance organization, will carry out the broad cooperation with the imperial family, sets up a unity front, resists the federal invasion.” “我将在殿下的直接指挥下,领导整个抵抗组织,与皇室进行广泛的合作,建立一个团结战线,抵抗联邦入侵。” Wooden Enping calmly said: „I believe that in the organization most comrades, will agree to this approach.” 木恩平静说道:“我相信组织里大部分同志,会同意这种做法。” Xu Le shakes the head saying: „Resists two people who the organization most hates, died slow, another is to lead Huai Caoshi of information bureau, they are impossible to agree with and her cooperate.” 许乐摇头说道:“抵抗组织最痛恨的两个人,一个是死了的卡顿,另一个就是领导情报署的怀草诗,他们不可能同意和她合作。” „Your highness who I said is not a princess.” The wooden graciousness smile said: „But is under Taizi Dian you.” “我说的殿下不是公主殿下。”木恩微笑说道:“而是太子殿下你。” ...... …… ...... …… The stable finger is grasping the fruit knife, is sticking to the pellicle cutting, can only depending on him of naked eye both hands restore precise structure, coping with the apple comes the nature to be simple, is almost in the wink of an eye, seven pellicle gentle peelings, he like lifting the lantern is lifting the white apple, hands Aunt Susan the mouth. 稳定的手指握着水果刀,紧贴着薄皮切削,能够仅凭肉眼双手修复精密结构的他,对付起苹果来自然简单至极,几乎是瞬息之间,七圈薄皮轻柔剥离,他像举灯笼一样举着白生生的苹果,递到苏珊大妈嘴边。 Aunt Susan smiles to look at him, shakes the head to express oneself do not want to eat, the facial expression is still difficult to cover thinly and pale, calmly visits him to ask: „Little fellow, who are you?” 苏珊大妈微笑望着他,摇头表示自己不想吃,神情依旧难掩憔悴,静静看着他问道:“小家伙,你到底是什么人啊？” Hears this issue, Xu Le does not know how should reply, fled from calamity in the past this coming back in the yard, Aunt Susan can detect that his difficulty, little asked about these things extremely. Actually he can explain directly own status, believes that the aunt will therefore not treat herself differently, but thinks that her present physical condition, does not want to make her receive too in a big way exciting. 听到这个问题,许乐不知道该怎么回答,无论是当年在小院逃难还是这次回来,苏珊大妈能查觉到他的难处,极少询问这些事情。其实他本来可以直接说明自己的身份,相信大妈也不会因此而待自己不同,只是想到她现在的身体状况,不想让她受太大刺激。 Remembered previously the view of doctor, his mood was somewhat low and deep, the result of synthetic medicine inspection was not good, in the past the pretty aristocrat young lady turned into the aunt who the fork waist in the market shouted 'motherfucker', behind the dramatic life is hiding too the difficulty of life, particularly the earlier tribulation, caused the enormous harm to Aunt Susan's body, now explodes taking advantage of cold panic-stricken adding together unexpectedly completely, although was insufficient to have what danger, but needed the long-term peaceful mind to convalesce. 想起先前医生的说法,他的心情有些低沉,综合医学检查的结果并不是太好,当年娇滴滴的贵族小姐变成在市场里叉腰骂娘的大婶,戏剧性的人生背后藏着太多生活的艰辛,尤其是早年的磨难,对苏珊大妈的身体造成了极大损害,现在借着风寒惊恐相加竟是全部暴发了出来,虽然不至于有什么生命危险,但需要长时间的静心疗养。 „I in the information bureau work, un, should be a big official.” The Xu Le smile replied: „These kidnap your scoundrel, mainly to retaliate me, implicating you is really my mistake.” “我在情报署工作,嗯,应该算是个不小的官员。”许乐微笑回答道:“那些绑架您的歹徒,主要是为了报复我,连累到您真是我的过错。” „You had said many times apologies.” Aunt Susan is looking at his brown hair following black roots of the hair, after coughing two, cares saying: „In palace no longer traced you? Your this hair must continue to dye, otherwise makes one find to be serious.” “你已经道了很多次歉了。”苏珊大妈望着他褐色头发下面的黑色发根,咳了两声后关心说道:“宫里不再追查你了吗？你这头发要继续染了,不然让人瞧见可不得了。” „What amn't I the fleeing criminal fear?” Xu Le rubbed the hair, explained: „Dyeing the hair is mainly in order.” “我不是逃犯怕什么？”许乐揉了揉头发,解释道:“染头发主要是为了方便。” Aunt Susan sighed, said: „Little fellow is always deceiving people, here is the second Royal Infirmary, if you are only an ordinary official, how I can live here?” 苏珊大妈叹息了一声,说道:“小家伙总是在骗人,这里是第二皇家医院,如果你只是个普通官员,我怎么能住这里？” „Did you know?” Xu Le replied embarrassed. “您知道了？”许乐窘迫回答道。 „Do not forget, I in childhood was also the young lady of aristocrat family/home, although no qualifications saw a doctor in the Royal Infirmary, as the parents have searched a big aristocrat, even to the present, had not forgotten back side of the mountain that attractive Merring.” “不要忘记,我小时候也是贵族家的小姐,虽然没资格在皇家医院看病,但随着父母来探过一位大贵族,就算到了现在,也没忘记后山那片漂亮的梅林。” Aunt Susan looks at him to smile, on the chubby moon-face flashes through the fragrant recollection of young girl years. 苏珊大妈望着他笑了笑,胖乎乎的圆脸上闪过少女时代的香甜回忆。 „I had said I and princess relate well.” Xu Le said with a smile. “我说过我和公主殿下关系不错。”许乐笑着说道。 Aunt Susan's facial expression is suddenly dim, grabs his hand to say gently: „That side Paullo does not have the news, can you help me ask?” 苏珊大妈的神情忽然黯淡下来,轻轻抓着他的手说道:“保罗那边还是没有消息,你能不能帮我问一下？” On that day Xu Le is startled slightly, remembers the words that heard, nods. 许乐微微一怔,想起那天听到的话,点了点头。 ...... …… ...... …… Although is not all empire leaderships knows that who Xu Le is, but inquired in the name of information bureau, soon then had the answer of being close to the truth, but that answer is not a good answer. 虽然不是所有帝国高层都知道许乐是谁,但以情报署的名义询问,很快便有了接近真相的答案,只是那个答案并不是好答案。 Paul's allowance cannot change over to Aunt Susan's account, truly because without his digital signature, but Paul has not signed, is not because he has no time to care about this matter with your highness doing an inspection frontline, because he was missing in the frontline. 保罗的津贴之所以迟迟没能转入苏珊大妈的户头,确实是因为没有他的电子签名,而之所以保罗没有签名,不是因为他随着殿下巡查前线无暇顾及此事,而是因为他在前线失踪了。 Xu Le knits the brows to look latest missing person list that the military headquarters step up to send, reads under the page that striking name, in the mind appears in the past yard that empire youth to sprinkle the sunlight smiling face. 许乐皱眉看着军部加紧送来的最新失踪者名单,看着书页下方那个醒目的名字,脑海中浮现出当年小院里那个帝国青年洒满阳光的笑脸。 He serves for many years in the federal military, very clear so-called missing person list, often then means dead in battle the list, because just the remains of soldier had not found, or under the big firepower weapon of opposite party, turned directly with the fragment that the mountains and rivers snuggle. 他在联邦军方服役多年,很清楚所谓失踪者名单,往往便意味着阵亡名单,只不过因为战士的遗体没有找到,或者是在对方的大火力武器下,直接变成了与山河依偎的碎片。 Considered for Aunt Susan's body, he does not prepare to tell this news, however the aunt combines the watching a person's every mood ability that in the difficult difficult environment many years to boil in the slum area, played the role in this time, she looks at that between Xu Le facial features to wipe the worried look, using the midnight time to press for an answer the truth. 为了苏珊大妈的身体考虑,他不准备把这个消息告诉她,然而大妈在贫民区混杂难艰环境中多年熬出来的察言观色本领,在此时发挥了作用,她看着许乐眉眼间的那抹忧色,用了半夜的时间逼问出了真相。 When Aunt Susan young girl tragedy that the bitter experience is with one's family broken up and decimated, when is slightly bigger the elder brother joins the Westwood expeditionary force, wants to make the military exploit to restore the honor for the main house gate, elder brother this is actually gone unexpectedly, dozens years later has been buried the sad news and a broken diary of bone foreign land, after getting married, may the light easy life, love her husband actually to be taken away by the illness. 苏珊大妈少女时遭遇家破人亡的惨剧,稍大一些时兄长加入西林远征军,想要挣军功替家门恢复荣光,却不料兄长就此一去不回,直至数十年后才得到埋骨异乡的噩耗和一本残破的日记,成婚后本可过平淡的小日子,疼爱她的丈夫却被病魔夺去。 Her life often when most can see the hope falls into desperately, living to her is unfair, however she is strong, she led the young son to survive in the empire most tattered slum area stubborn, until she heard the son in the frontline missing news. 她的一生每每在最能看到希望的时候陷入绝望,生活对她是不公平的,然而她是坚强的,她带着年幼的儿子在帝国最破烂的贫民区里倔犟地生存了下来,直到她听到儿子在前线失踪的消息。 The pain and darkness without limits, beat Aunt Susan's spirit instantaneously, extremely weak suddenly was weak, the short two days of time, then can see getting sucked of cheek bank, can only no use and lies on the bed sadly, looks at out of the window to seep the sky of plum tree aura to be in a daze. 无止境的痛苦与黑暗,瞬间击垮了苏珊大妈的精神,本就极为虚弱的身体急剧消瘦,短短两天时间,便能看到颊畔的深陷,只能无助而悲伤地躺在床上,望着窗外沁着梅树气息的天空发呆。 Xu Le is accompanying her silent, saw that the aunt went forward to the death step by step, he held her face gently, feeling is thinner than too many senses of touch before, said with a smile: „Thin one thin also good, even loses weight, after Paul comes back, sees a prettier mother, was very certainly happy.” 许乐沉默地陪伴着她,眼看着大妈一步步向死亡前进,他轻柔地捧住她的脸,感受着比以前瘦削太多的触觉,笑着说道:“瘦一瘦也好,就算是减肥吧,保罗回来后,看到一个更漂亮的妈妈,一定很高兴。” Aunt Susan pulls the lip angle extremely difficultly, looks at him to smile, is incapable of saying with the hoarse sound: „For serveral days...... was laborious you, you...... with...... do not tease me to be happy again.” 苏珊大妈极艰难地扯动唇角,望着他笑了笑,用沙哑的声音无力说道:“这些天……辛苦你了,你也不……用再……逗我开心。” „Does not tease you to be happy.” Xu Le stands in the bed bank, looks at her face, said calmly: „You must go on living, because I will go to the frontline to look for him, I promised you, so long as he is also living, by federal army captive, was abandoned in the mountain valley, even if falls to the enemy in the hell, I will also live the belt/bring to come back him, belt/bring to your front.” “不是逗您开心。”许乐站在床畔,看着她的脸,平静说道:“您必须活下去,因为我会去前线找他,我向您保证,只要他还活着,无论是被联邦部队俘虏,还是被遗弃在山谷,哪怕是失陷在地狱之中,我也会把他活着带回来,带到您的面前。” Very tranquil words, actually some firm meaning that made one have to believe that looked like a stone to pound the irritating wet mud silent, no earth-shaking sound, actually pounded a gulf that was hard to erase. 很平静的话语,却有某种令人不得不相信的坚定意味,就像是一块石头沉默地砸进恼人的湿泥,没有什么惊天动地的声响,却砸出一个难以抹掉的深坑。 In Aunt Susan's eye pupil presents some brilliance slowly, the brilliance of some life, is grasping the finger of Xu Le with the hand of shivering gently, said: „I promise you, I...... will not die, but you must comply with...... my matter.” 苏珊大妈的眼眸里缓缓出现某种光彩,某种生命的光彩,用颤抖的手轻轻握着许乐的手指,说道:“我答应你,我不会……死,但你也要答应……我一件事情。” „I can lead him to come back, you felt relieved.” Xu Le replied. “我会带他回来,您放心。”许乐回答道。 „No, I want you...... to promise me, your oneself...... cannot have the matter.” “不,我要你……答应我,你自己……不能有事。” ...... …… ...... …… In the suburbs of Kyoto that early morning early morning, the dawn just regained consciousness, brings Zhong Yanhua that meets from Grandmaster Fan Residence at the back of Xu Le of travel bag, walks silent in the field. 清晨的清晨,晨光刚刚苏醒的京都郊区,背着行囊的许乐带着从大师范府接出来的钟烟花,沉默地行走在田野之中。 „Elder Brother, do we really want to go to the black ink flower star?” “哥,我们真的要去墨花星？” „Un.” “嗯。” „I remember that on that day before aunt tomb, you had said before can solve some problem, you will not go to that place.” “我记得那天在阿姨坟墓前,你说过在能解决某个问题之前,你不会去那个地方。” „Yes, I think of the federation very much, but I cannot go back, person who even cannot look at these federations, because I could not find the means of solving that problem.” “是的,我很想念联邦,但我不能回去,甚至不能去看那些联邦的人,因为我始终找不到解决那个问题的办法。” „Now found?” “现在找到了？” „Perhaps was quick.” “也许快了。” „But still does not have.” “但依然没有。” „Yes, but I found the reason of going to the black ink flower star.” “是的,但我找到了去墨花星球的理由。” „What reason?” “什么理由？” „I like Paul, he is good, naturally also some lot of inopportune warm-blooded, are very good empire youth, like the federal these very good youth.” “我喜欢保罗,他善良开朗,当然也有一肚子不合时宜的热血,是个很不错的帝国青年,就像联邦那些很不错的青年一样。” „I like Aunt Susan, the aunt is the good person, the good person should the long life, like federal these good-hearted aunts.” “我喜欢苏珊大妈,大妈是好人,好人应该长命百岁,就像联邦那些心地善良的大妈一样。” „Such person have no reason, because the war dies.” “这样的人没有理由因为战争去死。”