Chapter 239long separationin the past(Last Part)
第239章契阔当年(下)„Thismatterto me, andhas no laughableplace.”
“这件事对我来说,并没有什么可笑的地方。”Xu Lepinched the cigarette buttto look aroundto look, seems seeking for the ash-tray, thenrealized that ownlaughable, self-ridiculedto curl the lip, threw the groundto stub out the cigarette butt.许乐捏着烟头四处看了看,似乎在寻找烟灰缸,然后意识到自己的可笑,自嘲撇了撇嘴,把烟头扔到地面踩熄。Helooks upFeng Yu, saidvery muchearnestly: „Ifthere is an opportunityto go to the empireto seethatemperoragain, Iask certainlyhim, withoutundergoingmyagreement, actuallythrowshereto comemeiswhatmeaning.”
他抬头望着封余,很认真地说道:“如果有机会去帝国再次看见那位皇帝陛下,我一定会问问他,没有经过我的同意,就把我扔到这边来究竟是个什么意思。”Huai Caoshi under iceplantfrownsslightly, someare not familiar with the name of Xu Le, thatshouldbeyour majestyor the fathersovereignat least should also be a father.
冬树下的怀草诗微微蹙眉,有些不习惯许乐的称呼,那应该是陛下或者父皇至少也应该是父亲。Feng Yushrugs, scoffs atsmokingvolumelast, bahsending the bittersalivaspitsnear the foot, said: „ThisIapproved that fellowsomewhatis truly abnormal.”封余耸耸肩,嗤啦吸完烟卷最后一口,呸的一声把发苦的唾沫吐到脚边,说道:“这个我赞成,那个家伙确实有些变态。”„Butheleavesis too far, the old gentlemanhad died, changesmylifetimethreefellows, nowyoubeforeme, such that thereforealwaysaskedlikemein childhood, Iwantto ascertain......”
“但他离的太远,老爷子已经死了,改变我一生的三个家伙,现在就你在我面前,所以就像我小时候经常问的那样,我很想问清楚……”Xu Ledrinks upin the cup the red wine, puts the wine glasson the tatteredcar, looks that heaskedearnestly: „Actually is yourbastard who? Youthought that whatqualifications you do haveto controlmylife?”许乐喝完杯中红酒,将酒杯搁在破烂的小车上,看着他认真问道:“你个王八蛋究竟是什么人呢?你觉得自己有什么资格来掌控我的人生?”„Passenger between an interstellar? No, the predecessorbignormal schoolpossiblyis, butyou are really not.”
“一个星际间的旅客?不,前任大师范可能是,但你真不是。”„In these years, youhaveso manyrepeated difficultiesin the universeneighborhood, is actually why? Takes revengefor the teacher? Butwhy do youdohalfnot to managefrequently? Becausedoesn't have the patience? Because ofyourrealinstinctthincold, whatdoesn't care?”
“这几十年里,你在宇宙里弄出这么多风风雨雨,究竟是为什么?替老师复仇?可为什么你经常搞到一半就不管了?因为没有耐性?还是因为你真的天性薄凉,什么都不在乎?”„You, whenGeorge Carlin, shoves open the lower classestop of the headthatleaf of prisons, makingthemsee the sunlight, thenstartsto pound the firmwalldesperately, the students and rebellionsstartto revoltdelighted, youevengaveCao Qiudao the blue light, the contradictionintensified, startedto fight, wherefinally did yourungo?”
“你当乔治卡林,把下层民众头顶那扇铁窗推开,让他们看到阳光,然后拼命地开始砸坚固的墙壁,学生和反政府军乐滋滋地开始造反,你甚至把蓝光给了曹秋道一个,矛盾激化了,开始战斗了,结果你又跑哪儿去了呢?”„Yougo to the empire, supports the undergroundresistanceorganization, becomes the friendwith the leadermister, forces inyourotherthatstudentsimultaneous/uniformmain strength, mustprop uphimto become the next generationleader, finallyyoureturn to the federationnow, don't youmanage?”
“你去帝国,支援地下抵抗组织,和领袖先生成为朋友,把你另外那个学生齐大兵塞进去,要扶植他成为下一代领袖,结果你现在又回到联邦,你就这么不管了?”„Youhad a daughter, finallythrowsto the old gentleman who youmostlook down upon, oneselffulluniversestrollsblindlymerrily.”
“你生了个女儿,结果扔给你最看不起的老爷子,自己满宇宙的瞎逛快活。”„Youreceived an apprentice, isI, youtake a look atmenowthisappearance, youdid not think that has the owingchronic illnesstome? Empireperson? Federalperson? Thanks, Ilived am twenty years old, but actually alsosillyminute/share of not cleararewhatperson, whatIshouldcallnot to know,youthoughtthisis very fun?”
“你收了个学徒,就是我,你瞧瞧我现在这副模样,难道你不觉得对我有所亏疚?帝国人?联邦人?谢谢,我活了二十几岁,还傻傻分不清楚自己究竟是个什么人,我连自己应该叫什么都不知道,你觉得这样很好玩?”Xu Lenarrows the eyeto visithim, spreads outboth handsto askearnestly: „Uncle, Boss, your whole lifereallyneverknowshowresponsibilitythesetwocharactersdo write?”许乐眯着眼睛看着他,摊开双手认真问道:“大叔,老板,你这辈子是不是真的从来就不知道责任这两个字怎么写?”Feng Yulistens tohismoodto ventsilent, suddenly the brow tipselects, ridiculedextremelysaid: „Responsibility? Why am Iresponsible? How am Iresponsible?”封余沉默地听着他的情绪发泄,忽然眉梢一挑,极嘲弄地说道:“责任?我凭什么要负责任?我怎么负责任?”„Idisliketheseto likeinstallingto compelandnot have the sevenfamilies of strength, thereforeIamGeorge Carlin who reveals the socialfalseauspicioustruth, Iwantto look that thesefamiliesovercame the dust, butthisdoes not mean that Imustraiseon the flagforthesestupidpeople the battlefield, becausetheymustpursueownbenefit, whyto expect that a Saviordoes completeall?”
“我讨厌那些喜欢装逼又没力的七个家族,所以我是揭穿社会伪祥和真相的乔治卡林,我想看着那些家族被人打下尘埃,但这并不意味着我要替那些愚蠢的民众扛起大旗上战场,因为他们是要追求属于自己的利益,凭什么奢望一个救世主来完成一切?”Soundtauntmeaning of Feng Yuis full: „In the pastProfessorGeorge Carlinsupported the studentofficein the capitaluniversity*** the newspaper, gave scolding the timidgovernment'sincompetentarmyalsoto havetheseto likein the newspapersitting the dry corpsefamilyoncirclechair, scolded the Li Yuangongoddfrom the presidentwife, that scoldedcalled a happiness.”封余的声音嘲讽意味十足:“当年乔治卡林教授在首都大学支持学生办***报纸,在报纸上痛骂怯懦的政府无能的军队还有那些喜欢坐在圈椅上的干尸家族,从总统老婆骂到利缘宫的怪癖,骂的那叫一个痛快。”„AfterwardthreeforestYinhangdelivered a great sum of money, the studentheld a conference, twosubjects, one, receives? The conclusionreceives. After tworeceived, scolded? The conclusionis the photoscolds. The reasonis: After receiving money, heis a shareholder, the shareholderis not good, naturallyshouldscold.”
“后来三林银行送了一笔巨款,学生开了一个会议,就两个议题,一,收不收?结论是收。二收了之后还骂不骂?结论是照骂。理由是:收钱之后他是股东,股东不好,自然该骂。”„Isaid that the studentshould notcollectthissum of money, the studentwas not then happy that asked the newspaper officedoesn't need the capital stock? Isaid that thisis not the capital stock, theyasked that whatthisis?”( Noteone)
“我去说学生不该收这笔钱,学生便不高兴了,问难道报社不需要股本吗?我说这不是股本,他们问这是什么?”(注一)Withnarration of story, the Feng Yusoundcausticandsharp, looks atXu Leto shake the head saying: „I want to say that at that timethisis the bribe, but when Idiscovered that the students of newspaper officemainlyindulge in dissipationto soak the misswiththisfund, thinks that shouldcall it***subsidization?”
随着故事的讲述,封余的声音尖刻而锐利起来,望着许乐摇头说道:“我当时本来想说这是贿赂,但当我发现报社的学生主要用这笔款子去花天酒地泡姑娘,才想到应该称之为***资助?”„ThereforeIno longerpay attention to the newspaper office, the advancedyoung studenthad the large amount ofcapital stocknaturallyalsono longerto need my signboard, theygave scoldingas before, was still happy, untilwas seizedin the unlicensedbrothelby the policefinally, togather in great numbers*** the chargeprosecution, thismatterhad an ending.”
“于是我不再理会报社,先进的青年学生有了巨额股本自然也不再需要我这个招牌,他们依旧痛骂,依旧愉快,直到最后被警察在无牌妓院里捉住,以聚众***罪名起诉,这件事情才有了一个结尾。”„NaturallyIdo not thinkthesestudents, becausescoldedseveralpeoplethen to go to2-3years of firmness, thereforeIlooked forLi Yuangong, borrowedto play for twodays his small circlehat, butthismattermademeunderstandsometruth, thiswassomehighly educatedyoung students, ifeventheyweresuchstupid and scoundrel, whyIdo wantto be responsible for the people of stupiderscoundrel?”
“当然我并不认为这些学生因为骂几句人便要去住2-3年牢,所以我去找了利缘宫,把他的那顶小圆帽借来玩了两天,可这件事情让我明白了一些道理,这是一些受过高等教育的青年学生,如果连他们都是这样愚蠢和混帐,那我凭什么要对更愚蠢混帐的民众负责?”„Anyasymmetric information, any darkfamily, whatlegal systemis unfair, is false, the personis a verybewilderedlifeform, is badanddespicable, on the body of everyone.”
“什么信息不对称,什么黑暗家族,什么法制不公,都是假的,人就是一种很莫名其妙的生物,所有恶劣与卑鄙,就在每一个人的身上。”Feng Yuspreads outboth hands, the smilesaid: „Wantsmyresponsiblematteras forotheryou, the teacherdiesinblood brother'shand, how am Iresponsible? Killedhimdirectly? Even ifmypersonal grudgeextinguisheskisses/intimate, butI must be ableto killhim, is thisis responsible for?”封余摊开双手,微笑说道:“至于其他你要我负责的事情,老师死在亲哥哥的手中,我怎么负责?直接杀了他?也罢,就算我私仇灭亲,可我也要能杀得了他,这算不算负责?”„After mymiddle age, likes a little miss, shegrew up the lateradventureto escapefrom the imperial palace, Ijustpreparedto takeherto leave, the house that finallyshelived was rumbled the waste residueby the federalmissile group, the corpsehad not found, how was Iresponsible?”
“我中年之后才喜欢上一个小姑娘,她长大之后冒险从帝国皇宫里逃了出来,我刚准备接她离开,结果她住的房子被联邦的导弹群轰成了废渣,尸体都没有找到,我怎么负责?”„Ijustfoundmy daughter, was discoveredbythatdamnchartercomputer, yousaid that Ishouldbe how responsible?”
“我刚找到我的女儿,就被那台该死的宪章电脑发现了,你说我该怎么负责?”„Is thatlarge explosion? Do Ibecome the federalmost-wantedam? Is thatold manfinallyofficialandIbreaks offis? Is thisdecayed tooth? Because my whole lifebestfriendis not willingto signonthatwarrant for arrest, finallydies the beforehandfinalseveralyearswith the womancold war that hemostlovesis?”
“那场大爆炸算不算?我成为联邦头号通缉犯算不算?那个老头子终于正式和我决裂算不算?这口烂牙算不算?我这辈子最好的朋友因为不肯在那份通缉令上签字,结果死之前的最后几年一直和他最爱的女人冷战算不算?”
The smileis very cold, the toneis very tranquil, butinthislongsegmentwordsinnumerable are likeinnumerable the sharpalloyblade, a bladebladeto the peacefulwetland, to the richmist, strikes offto the iceplantabovevault of heaven, the spotmarkdeepmistake that cuts, is scarred, chillyruthlesswill crack.
微笑很冷,语气很平静,但这一长段话中无数个算不算就像无数把锋利的合金刀,一刀一刀向安静的湿地,向浓郁的雾气,向冬树上方的苍穹砍去,直砍的斑迹深错,伤痕累累,凄狠将裂。Xu Lecloselyis sipping the lip, visitshimsilently, the bigpedagogicalmood under iceplantis dim, in the eyepupilrevealslightlysad, generallyrememberedanotherniece who the dearelder sisterandhas not met.许乐紧紧抿着嘴唇,默默看着他,冬树下的大师范情绪黯淡,眼眸里流露出淡淡悲伤,大抵是想起了亲爱的姐姐和从来没有见过面的另一位外甥女。Facial expressionfaintHuai Caoshi, this timeexpressionis regularly most complex, is somewhat moved, is somewhat desolate, sheself-ridiculesto sayin a low voice: „Idid not care the internal affairs of thesefederationsyousaid. The motherflees from the imperial palacetime, Ialready some fuzzymemories, ifsheis also living, Iwantto ask that her, youdrop out the husband and biological daughter, is responsible?”
惯常神情淡漠的怀草诗,此时的表情最为复杂,有些伤感,又有些落寞,她低声自嘲说道:“我并不关心你们说的这些联邦的内部事务。母亲逃离皇宫的时候,我已经有一些模糊的记忆,如果她还活着,我很想问她一声,你就这么抛下自己丈夫和亲生女儿,算负责吗?”„Imoststartto knowyourmothertime, shewas just born, Ithinkherto grow up, thereforeIunderstandhervery much.” The Feng Yuvisionis quiet, the slowsoundsaid: „AlthoughIdo not have the opportunityto askher, butIbelieve when sheleavesyoupain, are not at least less than you.”
“我最开始认识你母亲的时候,她刚出生,我看着她长大,所以我很了解她。”封余目光幽冷,缓声说道:“虽然我没有机会问她,但我相信她离开你时的痛苦,至少不比你少。”Thenhecontinuesto sayindifferently: „People who in the pastknew, saidmyficklecold blood, irresponsible, butthisworldwhohad once taken responsibilitytome?”
接着他继续漠然说道:“当年认识的人们,都说我薄情冷血,不负责任,但这个世界谁曾对我负过责任?”„Ihave saidtoLi Pifu, in the futuremyepitaphis: Does not forgive, youdo not needto forgiveme.”
“我对李匹夫说过,日后我的墓志铭就是:一个都不原谅,你们也不用原谅我。”Breezepinches the lightmistto stroke, the Feng Yuillegiblehairblownfaint traceshivers, Xu Lenoticed the wrinkle of hiscorner of the eyeat this timecompared with the past yearsdeeplymuch, roots of the hairplacesilver whiteexceptionallydazzling, does not know that isbecauseLi Pifuhas died, the unclelostamong the universes the lastopponent, raises eyesdeserted/fewKuang, thereforeappearsold.
一阵微风挟着淡淡雾气拂来,封余潦草的头发被吹的丝丝颤抖,许乐这时候才注意到他眼角的皱纹比当年深了不少,发根处的银白异常刺眼,不知道是不是因为李匹夫已死,大叔失去了宇宙间最后一个对手,举目廖旷,所以显得苍老很多。„Uncle, youare not the fellow who a needpersonsympathizes with.” After Xu Lesilentmoment, said: „Ihave not participated inyourhistory, thereforeIdo not needto forgiveyou, butI have no place that the needyouforgive, this pointIwantto talk clearly.”
“大叔,你不是一个需要人同情的家伙。”许乐沉默片刻后说道:“我不曾参与你的历史,所以我不需要原谅你,而我也没有什么需要你原谅的地方,这一点我想说清楚。”Feng Yuhappilysmiled, said: „Thisis the appearance that Iwantto see.”封余欣慰地笑了起来,说道:“这才是我想看到的样子。”„Since childhood the teacherwaitedmeto be excellent, evengavemethatship, Inotthink the report, thereforechoosesEastwoodto visityouto grow up, after allIthinkat that timeyouareheplan the lastseed, butIdo not planto participate inyourlifeat the beginning, evendoes not prepareto tellyour ownreallife experience.”
“自幼老师待我极好,甚至把那艘船都给了我,我无以为报,所以选择去东林看着你长大,毕竟我当时以为你是他计划中最后一颗种子,但开始时我并不打算参与你的人生,甚至不准备告诉你自己的真实身世。”„Remembers that Ihad askedyou, Eastwood more than repair shops, whyyouselectedme, nowIunderstandindistinctly,thisprobablywas the destiny.”
“记得我曾经问过你,东林一家多家修理铺,你为什么偏偏就挑中了我,现在我隐约明白,这大概就是命运。”Feng Yulooks upslurred, as ifsamehas the sky of innumerablefacewithhim, saidleisurely: „Sinceyoufoundme, Ihaveto bearthisresponsibility, did youaskmymeto take the responsibility? At leastyouareone.”封余抬头望着模糊不清,似乎和他一样拥有无数张面孔的天空,悠悠说道:“既然你找到了我,那我就只好背负起这个责任,你问过我我负过责吗?至少你算一个。”Helowers the headto looktoXu Le, saidindifferently: „Myresponsiblemethodis always different, Ihopeyoubecomeonepowerfuldaresman who harms others to avoid itselfbeing harmed, has not actually thought that youwill turn intotogether the disgustinggoodstonebewilderedly.”
他低头望向许乐,淡然说道:“我负责任的方法向来与人不同,我希望你成为一个强大的敢于伤害他人避免自己受到伤害的男人,却没有想到你会莫名其妙变成一块令人厌恶的好石头。”„Thereforeyousaida moment agodoes not forgiveme, Iverygratified...... the manlivein the stars, shouldbe an evil guest.”
“所以你刚才说不原谅我,我很欣慰……男人活在星辰间,就应该做个恶客。”
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……Charter Bureaubuildingbottomdeep place.宪章局大楼地底深处。On the hugetwo-dimensionallight screendepends on the lineto past the greenmachine languageassemblydataranks, inquietspaciousspacedoes not have anyCharter Bureaustaff member, only thenthesedatamix the slightstatic electricityannihilationsoundto flowhigh-speed, such astogetherdark greenwaterfall.
巨幅二维光幕上依行流转着绿色机械语言汇编数据行列,幽旷空间里没有任何宪章局职员,只有这些数据混着轻微的静电湮灭声高速流淌,如一道墨绿色的瀑布。Besidescertainextremelystrangeabnormaltalents, no onecansee clearlyorlooksto understand that thesemachine languages the realmeanings, naturallyalsono onecansee clearly, every 5 seconds, in the greendatawaterfallwill then present a design of eye, presenting the timeprobablyis0.001second.
除了某些极诡异的变态天才之外,没有任何人能够看清楚或者说看明白这些机械语言的真实含义,自然也没有人能够看清楚,每隔5秒钟,绿色数据瀑布中便会出现一个眼睛的图案,呈现时间大概为0.001秒。Thateyehumanmood, the moldhas not been resembling the appearance of upwardto look into the distanceslightly, does not know that thisvisionacross the innumerablemeter/ricethickplacebottom, is actually lookingindifferentlytowhere.
那个眼睛没有丝毫人类情绪,模似着向上远望的模样,不知道这道漠然目光穿过无数米厚的地底,究竟是在看向哪里。„Unusualconditiononeto No. 73superimposes, the baitplanis in the nextstage, draws up the attackplan, submits the relevant authority examination, the warning: Thisis the firstsequenceevent.”
“异常状况一至七十三号叠加完毕,鱼饵计划进入下一阶段,拟定攻击方案,提交相关部门审定,警报:此为第一序列事件。”
The federalcentral computerice-coldsounds the warning, then the wetlandcentral areaprecise coordinate of thatthick fogcamouflage, passes toat the speed of lighthaseachdepartment that the qualificationsexamine and approve.
联邦中央电脑冰冷发出警报,然后将那片浓雾遮蔽的湿地中心区域精确座标,以光速传到有资格审批的各个部门。
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