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#604: The pain, is the experience that escapes

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Chapter 31 pain, is the experience that escapes 第31章痛,是逃亡的体验 Looks at the sofa in apartment not too to be short, Xu Le likes the nest holding between -meal snack to look at 23 channels above, this explained his life actually like many ordinary young people warm harmonious, but in the passing years many things, proved him sufficiently, once by environment or own held to read closes on in the corner that some are unable to turn around, will would narrowing the eye or focuses on the pupil pounding brightly hard will pass, murdering vivid of especially decisive four character deduction. 望都公寓里的沙发并不是太短,许乐喜欢窝在上面抱着零食看二十三频道,这说明他的人生其实像很多普通年轻人那样温暖和谐,可过往年月里发生的很多事,足以证明他一旦被环境或者说被自己的执念逼进某个无法转身的角落里,总会眯着眼睛或亮着眼眸硬梆梆地一路砸将过去,把杀伐果断四个字演绎的格外生动。 After taking down the neck the chip, evaded that the monitoring in empire, enters the capital city boundless huge crowd quietly, vividly hides own whereabouts with the aid of the multitudious world, waits for empire to reveal any slit patiently, looks for all possible methods to leave this star, sneaks the border star territory, prepares the federal army that greets to counter-attack or passes through the late scorpion nebula channel to return to the hometown directly...... this is his initial escape plan, the plan established, according to his character resolutely will then carry out, definitely will not have any hesitation. 取下颈后芯片,避过帝国方面的监控,悄无声息进入都城茫茫人海,借助庶世繁华掩藏自己的行踪,耐心地等待帝国方面露出任何一道缝隙,寻找一切可能的方法离开这颗星球,潜入边境星域,准备迎接反攻的联邦部队或是直接穿越晚蝎星云通道回到家乡……这是他最初的逃亡计划,计划既定,依他的性格便会坚决地执行下去,绝对不会有任何犹豫。 Therefore today's hesitation is not full of the status cognition doubts of literary youth aura, is dim with the spirit of passing separate, but bases on a very simple reason: 所以今日的犹豫并不是充满文艺青年气息的身份认知疑惑,与过往割裂的精神黯淡,而是基于一个非常简单的原因: He fears the pain, said accurately, he fears the pain to faint, pitiful prey that thus turns into the empire raid army oppression of the people next stupor. 他怕痛,更准确的说,他怕痛昏过去,从而变成帝国搜捕部队铁蹄下一头昏迷的可怜猎物。 The constitution undergoes 65 years of autumn, he started first escape of life, changes escape of life path, at the beginning of that time escapes, he replaced the chip after neck, finally stupor in azure mound Qiulin in storm entire night. 宪历六十五年的秋天,他开始了人生的第一次逃亡,改变生命轨迹的逃亡,在那次逃亡之初,他置换了颈后的芯片,结果在暴风雨中的青丘秋林里昏迷了整整一夜。 Now the time passes by a flash for five years, he started escape, but is certainly difficult to endure regarding that human can only go to the passive resistance with the faint the pain, has actually had a vivid memory, does not dare or forgets, has a lingering fear. 如今时间一晃过去了五年,他又开始了逃亡,但对于那种人类绝难忍受只能用昏厥去被动抵抗的痛楚,却一直记忆犹新,不敢或忘,心有余悸。 If when the federation, he also dares to take risk to seek for the secluded place to bet, at this time the innumerable empire soldiers are searching for him, once the pain faints, that will then drop forever the sea of death. 如果说在联邦时,他还敢冒险寻找僻静地方赌一把,此时无数帝国士兵正在搜寻他,一旦痛昏过去,那便将永堕死亡之海。 In the ground water mileage difficult vanguard, obtained the sewer map help in bracelet, after he wants to seek for the opportunity to seek chip of a safe place to replace neck, however never expected that the hunt effort of empire army unexpectedly is such big, simply does not have the good time. 在地下水道里艰难前行,得到了手镯里的下水道地图帮助,他本想寻找机会觅一个安全地方将颈后的芯片换掉,然而没有想到帝国军队的追捕力度竟是如此之大,根本没有好的时机。 In like the years ground water mileage, he is raising the firearms darkly, is stepping on the army boots that non-stop the attrition heel, look at the map silent vanguard, in the mind actually have been reverberating that issue: Bets does not bet? 在幽暗如岁月般的地下水道里,他提着枪械,踩着不停磨损脚跟的军靴,看着地图沉默前行,脑海里却一直回荡着那个问题:赌还是不赌？ Obtains the answer altogether spent his three minutes, distances of 300 Miri, in a dark corner that has no light, looks at the distant place faintly visible unprofessional channel iron gate, Xu Le deeply is inspiring, swelling are narrowing in the eyes flashes through together the ruthless severe look, the hovering flight in Yaopan left hand suddenly one tight. 得出答案总共花费了他三分钟的时间,三百米里的距离,在一处没有任何灯光的黑暗角落,望着远处隐隐可见的外行通道铁门,许乐深吸了一口气,肿胀眯着的双眼里闪过一道狠厉神色,空悬于腰畔的左手骤然一紧。 The tinsel in bracelet stretches out, after aiming at his neck , the naked flesh like the spirit slowly, an all around environment darkness, the tinsel actually does not know that reflects gloss where is picking up. 手镯里的金属丝像幽灵一样缓缓伸出,对准了他颈后赤裸的肌肤,四周环境一片漆黑,金属丝却不知反射着从哪里撷取的光泽。 Extremely slenderly extremely sharp tinsel, in the hand that in he trembles sways gently, on the scope big point of as if swaying, then can again abruptly the brittle fracture. 极纤细极锋利的金属丝,在他微颤的手中轻轻摇晃,似乎摇晃的幅度再大上一分,便会嘎然脆断。 The Xu Le deep breath, then closed the eyes again, the left hand after the neck approaches again. 许乐再次深呼吸,然后闭上了双眼,左手向颈后再次靠近。 After the tinsel is away from his neck the flesh enters in three centimeters range, the sharp tip shivers suddenly strangely, like a honeybee of hunger and thirst, smelled the charming nectar flavor suddenly, is flapping the transparent both wings fast excitedly. 当金属丝距离他的颈后肌肤进入三厘米范围内,锋利的尖端忽然间诡异地颤抖起来,就像一只饥渴的蜜蜂,忽然嗅到了迷人花蜜的味道,快速兴奋地扑扇着透明的双翅。 The small not obvious electric charge congeals continuously in the tip of tinsel, after a minimum electromagnetic field covers the neck , the place of surrounding area, on the naked flesh highlights a small lump slowly. 微小不可见的电荷源源不断地凝结在金属丝的尖端,一个极小的电磁场笼罩颈后方圆之地,赤裸的肌肤上缓缓突显出一个小疙瘩。 Xu Le is unemotional, the eyes shut tightly, can feel the difference after neck, actually does not have any response, although the previous replacement chip is the five years ago things, but to each detail, he records unusual is clear. 许乐面无表情,双眼紧闭,能够感觉到颈后的异样,却没有任何反应,虽然上一次置换芯片已经是五年前的事情,但对其中每一步细节,他都记的非常清楚。 Under the subway platform sewage flows slowly, does in the cold air full is the life decayed flavor. 地下道平台下方的污水缓缓流淌,干冽的空气里满是生命腐朽的味道。 Suddenly, the tinsel scoffs at one to extend state-of-art automatically, after stabs precisely his neck, that small lump, then vibrates to keep to the cervical vertebra searching! 骤然,金属丝尖端嗤地一声自动延伸,精确地刺中他颈后那个小疙瘩,然后震动着不停向颈椎里探去！ The nerve bunch of severe pain in following cervical vertebra, the bang to the brain goes violently, Xu Le partly is kneeling body suddenly one stiff, are shutting tightly the eyes open fiercely, the facial features twist painfully, the scalding hot and infinite pain in within the body interweaves in one, as if soon burns the ashes! 剧烈的痛楚顺着颈椎里的神经束,猛烈地向大脑里轰去,许乐半跪着的身体骤然一僵,紧闭着的双眼猛地睁开,五官痛苦地扭曲,体内的灼热和无尽的痛苦交织在一处,似乎快要燃烧成灰烬！ After several minutes, the form that a whole body shivers extends the right hand difficultly, touched that leaf of heavy iron gate, went out of the subterranean stream, crawled to the ground following the old-style steps, until crawling the ground, half volt took a break in a piece of short bush, that form struggled to stand again painfully, continued, seemed like a suffocating serious illness patient, possibly dropped dead momentarily. 几分钟后,一个浑身颤抖的身影艰难地伸出右手,摸上了那扇沉重的铁门,走出地下水道,顺着旧式阶梯向地面爬去,直至爬出地面,半伏在一片矮灌木中休息片刻,那个身影再次痛苦地挣扎着站起来,继续前行,看上去就像是一个奄奄一息的重病患者,随时可能倒地身亡。 Very lucky, he does not have the pain to faint, really unfortunately, he needs to sober to withstand more and more severe pain, the cervical vertebra infixes the chip as if painful the joint place soon breaks to pieces, making his finger start to feel numbly. 很幸运,他没有痛昏过去,很不幸,他需要清醒着承受越来越剧烈的痛楚,颈椎深植芯片的骨节处似乎痛的快要碎掉,让他的手指都开始感觉到麻木。 The dim light of night is deep, in the southwest direction block of Tianjing star capital city the nobody left, looking deathly pale Xu Le following the green space of street bank, is extremely moving the body pitifully, is moving because of the pain the body that non-stop shivering. 夜色深沉,天京星都城的西南方向街区上空无一人,脸色惨白的许乐顺着街畔的绿地,凄惨不堪地移动着身体,移动着因为痛苦而不停颤抖的身体。 The body of shivering touches and goes the bush, makes rustle the sound, is good is just abundant because of this time night wind, forest Shao often rubs suo each other body, covered this to expose the voice of whereabouts. 颤抖的身体擦过灌木,发出沙沙的声音,好在此时夜风正盛,林梢不时磨娑彼此的身体,掩盖了这有可能暴露行踪的声音。 Because of without faint reason, he five years ago can detect the unusual and unendurable pain after neck clearly, drags the line of wound legs in the lawn slowly, soon cannot support the weak body, he has not even noticed oneself tooth to break by biting the lip, originally not much bloody water drop above the military uniform. 因为没有昏厥的缘故,他比五年前更能清晰察觉到颈后的异样和难熬的痛苦,在草地里缓慢拖行的伤腿,快要支撑不住无力的身躯,他甚至没有注意到自己的牙齿已经咬破了嘴唇,本来就不多的血水滴落在军装之上。 Is stranded cannot see the bed to the extreme person, to the extreme person cannot see food, unable hungrily to have the pain to the extreme person spirit slightly laxly. In this time Xu Le heart whether there is the seduction production completely, wants to drop down by oneself, remains unconscious, is not willing to bear this fearful pain to suffer again. 困到极点的人不能看见床,饿到极点的人不能看见食物,痛到极点的人精神不能有丝毫松懈。此时的许乐心中有无尽的诱惑产生,想让自己就此倒下,昏迷不醒,也不愿意再承受这可怕的痛苦折磨。 Except that the pain, the strange void feeling, this time has not replaced the chip, but is the extraction chip procedure/program of execution, since birth more than 20 years, after his neck, existence of first time of does not have any chip, although the federal person usually cannot feel existence of chip, but the reason told the chip is not , that feeling looked like own some organ to vanish suddenly does not see, frustrated inexplicable. 除了痛苦,还有怪异的空虚感觉,此次并不是置换芯片,而是执行的取出芯片程序,从出生至今二十余年,他的颈后第一次没有任何芯片的存在,虽然联邦人平时根本感觉不到芯片的存在,可是理智告诉自己芯片不在,那种感觉就像是自己的某个器官忽然消失不见,惘然莫名。 The faint that the painful and void frustration, the unknown bad risk road ahead, raids frequently longs for, Xu Le closely is sipping the lip, relies on the superman will to resist. 痛苦与空虚的惘然,未知的凶险前路,时刻袭来的昏厥渴望,许乐紧紧地抿着唇,凭借着超人的毅力抵抗着。 Perhaps is because in hospital, in the whole body paralysis then breaks through in these days of meridians forcefully, he has withstood in the too multiple world the rare painful progression, therefore...... he supported, although supports is very laborious. 或许是因为在医院里,在全身瘫痪然后强行冲破经脉的那些日子里,他已经承受过太多次世界上罕见的痛苦级数,所以……他撑了下来,虽然撑的很辛苦。 Is good because of these painfully and is laboriously valuable, leaves the subterranean stream system, after placing on alert the stern city surface, he had not alarmed the everywhere empire chip monitoring equipment. 好在这些痛苦和辛苦有价值,离开地下水道系统,进入戒备森严的城市地表后,他一直没有惊动无处不在的帝国芯片监控设备。 But the danger remains, climbs after the crevice of resident block of flats difficultly the line is very long, a straight spacious path blocks in his front, what is more troublesome, road junction has many police to gaze at sound all around vigilantly. 但危险依然存在,在居民公寓楼的夹缝里艰难攀行很久之后,一条笔直空旷的道路拦在了他的面前,更麻烦的是,道口处有很多军警正警惕地注视着周遭的动静。 He plans the goal is beyond several kilometers that chaotic and deficient efficient regulatory slum area, if stays in this stretch of block of flats community reluctantly, the empire police's daytime raid is very difficult to hide. 他计划中的目标是几公里外那片混乱而缺乏有效监管的贫民区,如果无奈地停留在这片公寓楼小区中,帝国军警白天的搜捕很难躲过去。 Front street is not too wide, if usually the healthy condition, he only needs to bend body several wrong steps then to plunder, will not alarm these police, but the issue is he now be at the weakest condition, possibly drops down momentarily. 面前的街道并不是太宽,如果是平时健康的状态,他只需要弓着身体几个错步便能一掠而过,根本不会惊动那些军警,可问题是他现在处于最虚弱的状态,随时可能倒下。 The dim street light, by the shrubbery, falls on his pale cheeks, he narrows the eye to look at that side, is waiting for an appropriate time, actually incomparably discovered coldly, because the painful suffering and weak exhausted reason, his vision line of sight starts becomes fuzzy. 黯淡的路灯,透过灌木丛,落在他苍白的脸颊上,他眯着眼睛望着那边,等待着一个适当的时机,却无比寒冷地发现,因为痛苦煎熬和虚弱疲惫的原因,他的目光视线都开始变得模糊起来。 Is about unable to support. 已经快撑不住了。 In the meantime, the empire man who as if drinks the alcoholic intoxication, passes through from the sidewalk in shrubbery edge staggering, mouth was muttering what words, rushed toward the street another side. 就在此时,一个似乎饮醉酒的帝国男子,踉踉跄跄从灌木丛边缘的人行道上走过,口里咕哝着什么话语,向着街道另一边闯了过去。 Probably also is drunk the pinnacle empire person, will disregard these expression gloomy police, will know nothing about tonight the order of curfew. 大概也只有醉到极致的帝国人,才会无视那些表情阴沉的军警,才会浑然不知今夜宵禁的命令。 The crossroad police are tense, berated to encircle to that male drunkard, without the police also subconsciousness of movement in looked to that side. 路口的军警紧张起来,喝斥着向那名醉汉围了过去,没有移动的军警也下意识里望向了那边。 Xu Le has not let up the opportunity that this flashes passes, the depth attracts wind of slightly cool empire autumn night difficultly, a throat sleek/moist who resembling to belch smoke, the right leg in deep bogging-down has caught up slightly beforehand suddenly, the army trousers faint trace disruption on leg, the final exploding strength instead shakes, driving his body to change to together the grey shadow, instantaneous passing over gently and swiftly street! 许乐没有放过这个一闪即逝的机会,艰难地深吸一口微凉的帝国秋夜之风,似要冒烟的嗓子稍微一润,事先已经深深陷入泥地里的右腿骤然发力,腿上的军裤丝丝碎裂,最后的暴发力量反震,带动他的身体化作一道灰影,瞬间掠过街道！ Throws down layer on layer/heavily in the soil, he does not dare to make slightly the sound, continued to lie down long time, the strong faint wish that the resistance brain transmitted, confirmed these police have not discovered themselves, supported by the hand, lifted the body cautiously, then looked at one to the crossroad direction. 重重地摔倒在泥土里,他不敢发出丝毫声音,持续躺了很长时间,抵抗大脑传来的强烈昏厥意愿,确认了那些军警没有发现自己,才以手撑地,小心翼翼地抬起身体,回头向路口方向望了一眼。 That can be the male drunkard of his savior, by the police with the motor had been knocked down ruthlessly, was beaten barbarically, in the ground painfully tumbling moan. 那名可以算是他救命恩人的醉汉,已经被军警用电棍狠狠地击倒在地,被野蛮地殴打,在地上痛苦地翻滚呻吟。 Xu Le is narrowing the eye silent moment, turns head. 许乐眯着眼睛沉默片刻,回过头来。 He passed through the flagstone wet filter difficultly the alley, the track of wall among across buildings, the hand and foot and with crossed the low fence painfully, in this strange foreign metropolis constructed, slowly and led the way firmly. 他艰难地走过石板湿漉的小巷,扶墙穿过楼宇之间的小道,手足并用痛苦地翻过低矮的围墙,在这陌生的异国都市建筑里,缓慢而坚定地前行。 The body is getting more and more cold, fierce of more and more shivering, left leg like being cut off general does not have any feeling, the line of sight is getting more and more fuzzy. 身体越来越冷,颤抖的越来越厉害,左腿如同断掉一般没有任何感觉,视线越来越模糊。 Night like this deep, on the city main street such danger, after tumbling to enter the block that piece disorderly and dirty moves, he still does not dare to relax slightly vigilantly, is backing on a grey stain motley low wall, chest fierce fluctuating. 夜还是这样的深沉,城市主街上还是那样的危险,连滚带爬进入那片杂乱而污移的街区后,他依然不敢放松丝毫警惕,背靠着一处灰渍斑驳的矮墙,胸口剧烈的起伏。 On the wall has the eave, on the eave has the dew to trickle gently, the drop on his face, in his subconsciousness raised head to meet one, the tip of tongue had slid on the lip of drying out. 墙上有檐,檐上有露水轻轻滴下,滴在他的脸上,他下意识里仰起头来接了一口,舌尖在枯干的唇上滑过。 The spirit was better, Xu Le observed an all around disorderly environment, climbed one to fall the broken yard following the corner, climbed up fully with the final strength is the dust garret. 精神稍好了些,许乐观察了一下四周的杂乱环境,顺着墙角爬进了一个落破的小院,又用最后的力气爬上了满是灰尘的阁楼。 Opposite of the garret has a stray cat, is shrinking in green grass that in the eave corner grows, it is staring the spooky eye curiously, looks at this strange fellow. 阁楼对面有一只野猫,正缩在房檐边角长出的青草中,它好奇地瞪着幽幽的眼睛,看着这个奇怪的家伙。 Xu Le is looking at this stray cat, affects the lip angle to smile difficultly, puts out a hand to cover the window, then disregards faints. 许乐望着这只野猫,艰难地牵动唇角笑了笑,伸手将窗户掩上,然后不管不顾地昏了过去。
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