„Candied fruit” “糖葫芦” „Steamed stuffed bun” “包子” The Yueyang street mist fills the air, pushes the commerce of car to call in the crowd of getting up early, the fisherman stepped at the back of the fishing net fishing boat that stops in the lakeside. 岳阳街头雾气弥漫,推着小车的商贩在早起的人群中吆喝,渔夫背着渔网踏上了停在湖边的渔船。 Close to the path in wharf on, two solemn pretty females accompany to walk. 临近码头的道路上,两个端庄貌美的女子结伴行走。 Madam Lu received in exchange past dressing up, the shoulder was throwing over the shawl, the small package back is conducting the back, walked disturbed earnestly, once for a while lifted the hand to wipe tears, like young wife who was forced out of home, caused many women to look askance. 陆夫人换回了往日的装扮,肩头披着披肩,小包裹背在背上,心绪不宁埋头走路,时不时抬手抹抹眼泪,如同被赶出家门的小媳妇,引得不少妇人侧目。 Maidservant Yue that has not awaked, eyeful vacant following in the side, the bosom are also hugging the small box that is loaded with the jewelry silver money, sees the Madam Lu appearance, does not dare to inquire, until arriving around wharf, is emboldening to open the mouth saying: 还没睡醒的月奴,满眼茫然的跟在身旁,怀里还抱着装有首饰银钱的小箱子,见陆夫人的模样,也不敢询问,直至走到了码头附近,才壮着胆子开口道: „Madame, which do we go?” “夫人,我们去哪儿呀？” The Madam Lu look is absent-minded: „Returns to capital.” 陆夫人眼神恍惚:“回京城。” „Returns to Chang'an? Here leaves the Chang'an more than 1000 li (0.5 km) road......” “回长安？这里离长安一千多里路……” Maidservant Yue since childhood and Madam Lu grew up together, even if were a maidservant, served was also the powerful family prominent family's daughter of first wife, has not gone far alone. Madam Lu must return to capital suddenly, does not arrange the traveling schedule, the guard does not bring, but also takes the jewellery ornaments along, this does not look to snatch. 月奴自幼和陆夫人一起长大,哪怕是个丫鬟,伺候的也是门阀望族的嫡女,根本就没单独出过远门。陆夫人忽然要回京城,不安排行程也罢,护卫也不带,还随身把珠宝首饰拿着,这不是找抢吗。 Maidservant Yue as the maid, naturally must for the Madam Lu security concern, lift the hand to hold on the arm of Madam Lu: 月奴作为贴身丫鬟,自然要为陆夫人安全考虑,抬手拉住了陆夫人的胳膊: „Madame, both of us, without the guard, what to do was sold......” “夫人,就我们两个人,也没护卫,被人卖了怎么办……” Madam Lu is utterly confused, thought under: „You go to Government Office to greet, report the Minister Xiao name, making Government Office arrange a government boat to deliver me to go back.” 陆夫人心乱如麻,想了下:“你去衙门打声招呼,报萧相的名字,让衙门安排条官船送我回去。” Maidservant Yue sees the Madam Lu intention to leave to decide, the gentle voice urged: „How must return to Chang'an suddenly, at least greeted to little prince......” 月奴见陆夫人去意已决,柔声劝道:“怎么忽然就要回长安呀,至少给小王爷打声招呼……” Madam Lu hears Xu Buling is one nervous: „Do not greet with him, I and he have not related, later was not his aunt...... you went quickly! Believes me to find a person to marry you on the street casually?” 陆夫人听见许不令就是一慌:“别和他打招呼,我和他没关系,以后不是他姨了……你快去呀！信不信我在街上随便找个人把你嫁出去？” „Oh......” “唉……” Maidservant Yue knows Madam Lu in the fit of temper, does not dare saying that knows that behind definitely has the guard to stare, then the Government Office direction of listless moving toward Yueyang, transfers the corner to stop is looking secretly, wants to wait for Madam Lu to calm down urged again. 月奴知道陆夫人在气头上,也不敢多说,知道后面肯定有护卫盯着,便没精打采的走向岳阳的衙门方向,转过街角停下偷偷望着,想等陆夫人消气了再劝。 On long street crowded, the marketplace hundred condition are close at hand. 长街上人来人往,市井百态近在眼前。 Madam Lu stands under the eaves of street alone, as the Jinling Lu Clan daughter of first wife, was held from the birth on that day in the palm, goes out is accompanied by a retinue, stands like all alone on the avenue first time. Renewal quickest cell phone end:: 陆夫人孤零零站在街边的屋檐下,作为金陵陆氏的嫡女,从出生那天起就被捧在手心,出门前呼后拥,像这样孤身一人站在大街上还是头一次。更新最快手机端:: Was long the beautiful appearance, the nature is remarkable, many people have doubts looks at her. 本就长得美貌,自然惹人注意,不少人疑惑的看她。 The Madam Lu mind is absent-minded, detected after the vision that the passer-by sizes up, thinks that the side does not have the guard. Possibly too did not adapt, turns around to arrive at the corner of eaves to hide, continued to be lost in thought at the back of the small package. 陆夫人心神恍惚,察觉到路人打量的目光后,才想起来身边没有护卫。可能是不太适应,转身走到了屋檐的转角藏着,背着小包裹继续愣愣出神。 yesterday had anything in the evening, Madam Lu naturally remembers absolutely clear, after sobering, only thought that the sky collapsed, how she may be competent not to know the matter of sense of honor...... 昨天晚上发生了什么,陆夫人自然记得清清楚楚,清醒过来后,只觉得天都塌了,她怎么可能干出那么不知廉耻的事儿…… Madam Lu recalled slightly then feels the whole body to be icy cold, wishing one could to throw the lake dead in battle or for one's country the card to be pure. 陆夫人稍微回想便觉得浑身冰凉,恨不得就此投湖殉节证清白。 Regarding the aristocratic family female, the reputation/honorary and family are dignifiedly more important than the life. Xiao Xiang'er wants to suicide, is because feared that lost Huainan Xiao Clan face. 对于世家女子来说,名誉和家族威严远比性命重要。萧湘儿之所以想寻死,便是因为怕丢了淮南萧氏的脸面。 Madam Lu so, lived for ten years not to cross perimeter/thunder pool in Xiao Family similarly alone, has not spread half a word Gossip. 陆夫人同样如此,孤零零在萧家住了十年都没有越过雷池,也没传出过半句流言蜚语。 This thinks oneself are very heroically chaste, this whole life will not remarry, will not be disloyal, this idea will not have. 本以为自己很贞烈,这辈子都不会改嫁,不会失节,连这种想法都不会有。 But yesterday in the evening...... 可昨天晚上…… Madam Lu absolutely clear remembers oneself had said anything, has made anything. Drank two glasses of liquor, then manages is not quiet, actually told Ling'er the years 30 things. 陆夫人清清楚楚记得自己说过什么、做过什么。只是喝了两杯酒,便管不住嘴,竟然把年三十的事情告诉了令儿。 Before Ling'er does not know, she only considered to get drunk, so long as did not say that in the world then no one knows. 以前令儿不知道,她只当是喝醉了,只要不说世上便没人知道。 But Ling'er knows now...... 可现在令儿知道了…… Knew, can get drunk at that time the explanation with Xu Buling, but why must work as the Ling'er surface description last night, but also unexpected happening untied the clothes, making Ling'er repeat one...... 知道了也罢,可以用许不令当时喝醉了解释,可昨晚为什么要当着令儿面描述,还鬼使神差的把衣服解开,让令儿重复一遍…… Madam Lu stamps the feet gently, tears came out immediately. 陆夫人轻轻跺了跺脚,眼泪儿顿时就出来了。 Has to acknowledge, before slept half dream partly awoke, truly meets the dreaming of year 30 scenes, a little tasted that indescribable feeling at heart. 不得不承认,以前睡觉半梦半醒的时候,确实会梦见年三十的场景,心里也有点回味那种难以言喻的感觉。 But the idea turns over to the idea, so long as does not do, then does not exist. 可想法归想法,只要不去做,便是不存在。 Now she handled the matter, but also is in front of Ling'er, but Ling'er is sober, how later also to cultivate the behavior...... 现在她把事情做了,还当着令儿的面,令儿可是清醒的,以后还怎么做人…… Wants with getting drunk the explanation, pretended not to remember, but she remembers obviously, at that time had not gotten drunk, but was insane insanely...... 想用喝醉了解释,装作不记得,可她明明都记得,当时没有喝醉,只是失心疯了…… Ling'er also pushes the boat along to kiss her mouth unexpectedly...... 令儿竟然还顺水推舟亲她的嘴…… This indicated that Ling'er also has other thoughts to this aunt, radically not her, when the elder looks...... 这说明令儿对她这个姨也有其他心思,根本就没把她当长辈看…… Madam Lu at heart really nervous very much, sobbed two, then squatted in the corner, held the knee not to know that should should do. 陆夫人心里实在慌的很,抽泣了两声,便蹲在了墙角,抱着膝盖不知该如何是好。 She is responsible for looking after Ling'er, is the Ling'er elder, how can do this matter...... 她负责照顾令儿,是令儿的长辈,怎么能做这种事…… Madam Lu is nipping the lower lip, absent-minded for a long time was very very long, front suddenly dark several points, presented snow white boots, the boots are she do personally, looks familiar very much. 陆夫人咬着下唇,恍惚了很久很久,面前忽然暗了几分,出现了一双雪白的靴子,靴子是她亲手做的,很眼熟。 „Aunt Lu?” “陆姨？” The familiar sound from the above resounds, compatible gentle, at this time sounded does not have the past warm heart again. 熟悉的声音自上方响起,亲和温柔,此时听起来却再无往日的暖心。 Madam Lu body one stiff, lifted the hand to scratch the corner of the eye hastily, made in those days the solemn steady appearance, stood up: „Ling'er......” words just exported, see front bright smile, then remembered last night to lie down in the Xu Buling bosom scene, the sound sobs for a while. 陆夫人身体一僵,连忙抬手擦了擦眼角,做出往日端庄稳重的模样,站起身来:“令儿……”话刚出口,看到面前明朗的笑容,便想起了昨晚躺在许不令怀里的场景,声音一时哽咽。 The Xu Buling smile is compatible, looks down the pear flower belt/bring rain Madam Lu, the smile said: 许不令笑容亲和,低头看着梨花带雨的陆夫人,微笑道: „How can return to capital suddenly? On the ship when was tired of inadequately?” “怎么忽然要回京城？船上待烦了不成？” The expression does not have the least bit difference tranquilly, did not have the least bit to distinguish with the past, as if last night nothing happened. 表情平静没有半点异样,和往日没有半点区别,仿佛昨晚什么都没发生。 The Madam Lu eye socket blushes, both hands fold in the waist, does not dare with Xu Buling looking at each other, to be only the trembling sound said: 陆夫人眼圈发红,双手叠在腰间,不敢和许不令对视,只是颤声道: „I returned to capital, do not follow I......” “我回京城了,你别跟着我……” Xu Buling lifts the hand to block the way, about looked, four no one, then approached several points: 许不令抬手拦住去路,左右看了看,四下无人,便凑近了几分: „Aunt Lu, did I get drunk last night, annoy you to be angry? I could not think......” “陆姨,我昨晚是不是又喝醉,惹你生气了？我想不起来了……” Madam Lu hears this saying, in the heart to give birth to several points of luck, but quick dissipates by luck. 陆夫人听见这话,心中生出几分侥幸,可很快侥幸又消散一空。 She remembers absolutely clear, last night Xu Buling simply had not gotten drunk, she holds the hand of Xu Buling to place the chest, obviously felt the Xu Buling body ties tight, but also is a little anxious, responded and expression remembers absolutely clear, was she entices intentionally...... 她记得清清楚楚,昨晚许不令根本没喝醉,她拉着许不令的手放在胸口,明显感觉到许不令身体紧绷,还有点紧张,反应和表情记得清清楚楚,就是她故意勾引…… The Madam Lu look was flurried, lifts the hand to push Xu Buling: 陆夫人眼神慌乱,抬手推了许不令一下: „You ask me to leave, how I...... I...… wū Wū…… I can do which matter......” “你让我走,我……我……呜呜……我怎么能做哪种事……” Sobbed several, shameful, then must hit the wall. 哽咽几句,无地自容,便要撞墙。 Xu Buling is quite helpless, lifts the hand to grasp Madam Lu, pulled out the handkerchief to scratch the corner of the eye, the gentle voice comforted: 许不令颇为无奈,抬手抱住陆夫人,掏出手绢擦了擦眼角,柔声安慰: „Aunt Lu got drunk last night, gets drunk and behaves improperly very normally, I have not gotten drunk and behaved improperly, does not need to care......” “陆姨昨晚喝醉了,酒后失态很正常,我不也酒后失态过,不用放在心上……” I got drunk...... 我喝醉了…… I have not been drunk obviously, anything remembers...... 我明明没醉,什么都记得…… If not but for gets drunk, how possibly to make that tommyrot...... 可若不是喝醉,怎么可能做出那种荒唐事…… Madam Lu is staring at the eye of Xu Buling, knows that he is an attire, but to comfort oneself, both people remembers, matter truly was also done. 陆夫人盯着许不令的眼睛,知道他是装的,只是为了安慰自己,两个人都记得,事情也确实做了。 But regardless of has anything, Madam Lu does not hate to leave Xu Buling eventually, this whole life does not want to leave, even if Xu Buling did a more excessive matter to her, how finally besides accepting can...... 可无论发生什么,陆夫人终究是舍不得离开许不令,这辈子都不想离开,哪怕许不令对她做了更过分的事儿,最后除了接受又能如何…… Madam Lu silent for a long time, possibly realized oneself emotion to the Xu Buling had changed, or is not from the beginning right, is actually hard to accept this fact, finally follows this excuse, the trembling sound said: 陆夫人沉默了许久,可能意识到自己对许不令的情感早就变了,或者从一开始就不对,却难以接受这个事实,最终还是顺着这个借口,颤声道: „You know that I did get drunk?” “你知道我喝醉了？” Xu Buling earnest nod: „Definitely got drunk, the Aunt Lu moral courage is known to everybody......” 许不令认真点头:“肯定是喝醉了,陆姨的气节无人不知……” Madam Lu attracted several tones, suddenly a words wind revolution, stares the pupil to reprove: 陆夫人吸了几口气,忽然话风一转,瞪着眸子训斥道: „Knows me to get drunk, why aren't you blocking me?” “知道我喝醉,你为什么不拦着我？” „?” “？” Xu Buling blinks, knows that Aunt Lu is backing down to oneself, flings toward his head the pot, regarding this he naturally cannot argue, lowers the head to make the appearance of guilty lamentation: 许不令眨了眨眼睛,知道陆姨在给自己找台阶下,把锅往他头上甩,对此他自然不能争辩,低头做出愧疚悔恨的模样: „Is I am obsessed, does Aunt Lu forgive me to be good?” “是我鬼迷心窍,陆姨原谅我好不好？” „......” “……” Madam Lu can also say anything, the corner of the eye is hanging the tear stains, supple sound said: „You are young, later must pay attention to the discretion...... yesterday is I drinks, then treats as has not happened, but do not tell others......” 陆夫人还能说什么,眼角挂着泪痕,柔声道:“你还小,以后要注意分寸……昨天是我喝多了,便当做没发生过,可千万不要告诉别人……” Xu Buling nods: „ Ling'er knows wrong. „ 许不令点了点头:“令儿知错。“ Madam Lu un, at the back of the small package, some did not know this/should what course to follow. 陆夫人嗯了一声,背着小包裹,有些不知该何去何从。 Xu Buling lifts the handle package to receive, said with a smile lightly: 许不令抬手把包裹接了过来,轻笑道: „Goes home, the breakfast completed, waiting.” “回家吧,早饭都做好了,都等着。” Madam Lu looked at Xu Buling one, hesitated the moment, turned around to move toward the large ship direction. 陆夫人看了许不令一眼,迟疑了片刻,转身走向了楼船方向。 Street confusion of voices, two people want to walk shoulder to shoulder, possibly is the first being together time is relatively speechless. 街头人声嘈杂,两个人并肩想走,可能是第一次相处的时候相对无言。 Not is speechless indifferent, on the tall wall that but is hard to shake split a slit, the change that if suddenly it comes makes one be at a loss. 无言并非冷漠,而是难以撼动的高墙上裂开了一条缝隙,忽如其来的改变让人无所适从。 Madam Lu is silent, Xu Buling not many expressions, but makes her own think the situations of two people slowly. 陆夫人默然不语,许不令也没有过多言词,只是让她自己慢慢想两个人的情况。 The responsibility is more important than the desire forever, to Xu Buling, so long as treats forever in the same place, is what status difference is not big, is extremely anxious, will only work just the opposite. 责任永远比欲望重要,对许不令来说,只要永远待在一起,是个什么身份区别不大,太过急切,只会适得其反。 When waits to return to the large ship, Madam Lu restored the past appearance gradually, the solemn quiet and refined manner is courteous, as if forgot cleanly to just now matter last night...... 等回到楼船之时,陆夫人渐渐恢复了往日的模样,端庄娴静举止有礼,似乎把昨晚到方才的事儿都忘得一干二净……