„A bit faster a bit faster......” “快点快点……” „Silver needle......” “银针……” „Towel towel......” “毛巾毛巾……” Noisy, the sound of footsteps is disorderly. 嘈嘈杂杂,脚步声凌乱。 45 are outstandingly skilled in the Chang'an pivotal medical ethics, paces up and down in a Taiji Palace side palace, the taste, smell of blood and stuffy sighing are involving everyone's mind. 四五个在长安举足轻重的医道圣手,在太极宫的一间侧殿内来回走动,药味、血腥味、闷咳声牵扯着所有人的心神。 Even if the palace maid of least bit not medical skill, can see Xu Buling wound is very heavy, that oil completely lamp dry cannot install frailly. 哪怕是半点不会医术的宫女,也能看出许不令伤的真的很重,那股油尽灯枯般的脆弱装不出来。 Empress Dowager meets some medical skill, at this time stands in the entrance of room, with is hand-held the room partition, is not cruel enough to look excessively, feared that the mistake, bit the lower lip to stare forcefully, several times in the eye the tears are dim. 太后会些医术,此时站在房间的门口,用手扶着隔断,不忍心看偏过头,又怕出了差错,咬着下唇强行盯着,几次下来已经眼中已经泪水朦胧。 „National prestige before, my Xu Family soldier what Xi dies......” “国威在前,我许家儿郎何惜一死……” The chilly voice, recalls at this time in the ear bank. 清冷的嗓音,此时还回想在耳畔。 Lofty aspirations and high ideals shouted that everybody can, may really dare, when dies real man , then dies, how many people in does the world have? 雄心壮志喊出来谁都会,可真敢当死则死的大丈夫,世上又有几人？ This thinks that Xu Buling had been suffered to faint the mind by the poisonous gu, forgot oneself surnamed Xu, is the Xu Lie later generation. 本以为许不令已经被毒蛊折磨昏了头脑,忘记了自己姓许,是许烈的后人。 But now looks like...... 可现在看来…… Empress Dowager purses the lips, looks at that facial features blue and purple, has not actually revealed the half a point pain cheeks from beginning to end, in the heart what goes around comes around, actually concentrates to choke speechless. 太后抿了抿嘴,看着那张面容青紫,却从头到尾没露出过半分痛苦的脸颊,心中百转千回,却无语凝噎。 Treads 踏踏踏 The disorderly footsteps flood the entire room, some people worry to run , the half step leaves. 杂乱的脚步充斥整个房间,有人着急跑来,又快步离开。 Song Ji also came to see one time, found this scenery silent for a long time, until the court physician said that the life unobstructive left, but the life was unobstructive, cold toxin has sent the strong liquor to be very difficult to suppress, is living whether to stand no one to know, perhaps also receives pain of ten thousand ant bites the heart frequently. 宋暨也过来看望了一次,瞧见此景沉默了许久,直至御医说性命无碍才离开,可性命是无碍,寒毒已发烈酒很难压住,活着能否站起来都无人可知,说不定还会时时刻刻受到万蚁噬心之苦。 The most Locking Dragon Gu person, cannot shoulder the pain of poisonously sending to go crazy, sent off or commits suicide by the brothers, Empress Dowager only hopes that gu poison not to manifest suddenly that step, but Xu Buling that pair of look that fills the blood threads could not deceive people. 大半中锁龙蛊的人,都是扛不住毒发的痛苦发疯,被兄弟送走或者自尽,太后只希望蛊毒还没有发作到那一步,可许不令那双充满血丝的眼神骗不了人。 Does not have the medicine solvable, no medicine solvable...... 无药可解、无药可解…… How not to have the medicine to be solvable! 怎么会无药可解！ Empress Dowager is pinching the phoenix skirt stubbornly, crosses the step in the room back and forth, is thinking means that all can think, actually by court physician 11 vetoes, because Xu Buling enters capital one year, has attempted. 太后死死捏着凤裙,在房间里来回渡步,想着所有能想到的办法,却都被御医一一否决,因为许不令入京城一年,早就尝试过了。 The livelihood circulation, such as falls in torrents the note to the sunlight from the seas of clouds from the rainstorm, said again everywhere stars well up the branch. 日月流转,从暴雨如注到日光从云海间倾泻,再道漫天繁星涌上枝头。 Empress Dowager is holding standing of several points of hope no use outside the sickbed, hopes that later Xu Buling stands, like morning, when veranda middle-grade she. 太后无助又抱着几分期盼的站在病榻外,希望待会许不令就站起来,就像早上在游廊中等她的时候一样。 Charmings eyes beaming with smiles, in the polite scholarly is passing the sunlight. 回眸一笑,温文儒雅中透着阳光。 Pitifully only sees opens the thin and pale cheeks as before, weakly to letting the person does not dare on the heavy several points of situations the breath. 只可惜看到的依旧是张憔悴的脸颊,虚弱到让人连呼吸都不敢重上几分的地步。 Footsteps back and forth gradually vanish, in the room is peaceful. 来来回回的脚步逐渐消失,房间里安静下来。 Behind Qiao'e cautious arriving, summoned one in a low voice: „Madam Lu met the person, you comforted, otherwise......” 巧娥小心翼翼的走到背后,低声呼唤了一句:“陆夫人过来接人了,您去安慰一下吧,不然……” Empress Dowager awakens, in the eye welled up deep remorse. 太后惊醒过来,眼中涌上了深深的自责。 Right, Hongluan what to do...... 对啊,红鸾怎么办…… Buling is she brings, went back actually to become this appearance...... 不令是她带来的,回去却成了这副模样…… Empress Dowager somewhat dreads at heart, even does not dare to see Madam Lu, but at this moment, Madam Lu despairs than her inevitably, if not blocking, makes what foolish matter to have the possibility with the Hongluan temper...... 太后心里有几分畏惧,甚至不敢去见陆夫人,可此时此刻,陆夫人必然比她还绝望,若不去拦着,以红鸾的性子做出什么傻事都有可能…… The cheeks that Empress Dowager is at a loss gradually reveal several points of calmness, the clenched lower lip, turns around to prepare to comfort Hongluan. 太后六神无主的脸颊逐渐露出几分镇定,咬了咬下唇,转身准备去安慰红鸾。 This turns around, actually discovered that Xu Buling finger moved gently, was cancelling the check to her...... 只是这一转身,却发现许不令的手指轻轻动了下,对着她勾了勾…… Endless night quiet silent, as if the lantern is even pessimistic. 长夜寂寂无声,似乎连灯笼都是灰色的。 In the big room, Xu Buling removed the coat to lie low is getting sick on the couch, the forehead top head the wet towel, the eye until looking at the above, even the eyelash has not moved, that only pale hand, actually cancelled really under. 诺大的房间内,许不令褪去了上衣平躺在病榻上,额头上盖着湿毛巾,眼睛直至望着上方,连睫毛都不曾动一下,那只苍白的手,却真真实实的勾了下。 Empress Dowager stiffens suddenly, slightly vacant under responded. 太后猛然僵住,稍微茫然了下才反应过来。 This is asks her to pass...... 这是叫她过去…… „Buling?” Percentage hundred “不令？”百分百 Empress Dowager looks flustered, to arrive by the sickbed partly to squat down quickly, grips the icy cold hand gently, is sizing up the cheeks of Xu Buling carefully, supple sound said: 太后面露慌张,快步走到病榻旁半蹲下,轻柔握住冰凉的手,仔细打量着许不令的脸颊,柔声道: „What's wrong? Is sore, my asked the court physician to come......” “怎么了？是不是疼,我这就去叫御医过来……” „Hū......” “呼……” Xu Buling shouted the tone slightly, opens mouth, actually could not hear clearly to say anything. 许不令微微呼了口气,张了张嘴,却听不清说什么。 Empress Dowager is somewhat anxious, sets out to ask the imperial physician to come, actually discovered that own hand held on. 太后有些焦急,起身想要叫太医过来,却发现自己的手被拉住了。 „......” “……” Empress Dowager body slightly stiff, has looked back that only pale big hand, is grasping her wrist/skill, in so weak situation, did not know with the big strength. 太后身体微僵,回过头看着那只苍白的大手,握着她的手腕,如此虚弱的情况下,也不知用了多大的力气。 „Buling?” “不令？” In Empress Dowager heart one nervous, squats down hastily, is shaking that hand gently, finding Xu Buling wants to say anything, then bends down, pasted the ear in the mouth of Xu Buling: 太后心中一慌,连忙又蹲下,轻轻握着那只手,瞧见许不令想说什么,便俯下身,把耳朵贴在了许不令的嘴边: „Has what words, said with me is, do not worry......” “有什么话,和我说便是,别着急……” Xu Buling look slightly Qingming Festival several points, the words that only then two people can hear, spread to the ear of Empress Dowager. 许不令眼神稍微清明了几分,只有两人能听见的话语,传入了太后的耳中。 „......” “……” Big palace wall, slight sound that as if only then the breeze blow palace pavilion makes. 诺大宫城,似乎只有微风吹拂宫阁发出的轻微声响。 Empress Dowager bends down to collect in the Xu Buling mouth, complexion anxious listening attentively, but slightly , the complexion suddenly changes, the tall and slender eyelash trembled lightly, wants to set out, closely was actually shaking hand by Xu Buling, until spoke the words. 太后俯身凑在许不令嘴边,脸色紧张的倾听,可稍许过后,脸色猛然一变,细长的睫毛轻颤了下,本想直起身,却被许不令紧紧握着手,直至把话说完。 „This......” “这……” In the Empress Dowager look appears several points of flurry, loosens the hand to set out, drew back several steps, in the eye had several points to look angrily to Xu Buling. 太后眼神中显出几分慌乱,松开手直起身来,退开了几步,眼中带着几分恼怒看向许不令。 May find the Xu Buling air/Qi, if the after appearance of gossamer, why does not know, should the angry and repugnant heart, cannot be angry. 可瞧见许不令气若游丝的模样后,不知为何,本该愤怒和反感的心,却怎么也生不起气来。 „Empress Dowager...... does not want to say......” “太后……本来不想说的……” The Xu Buling sound slightly was loud several points, is diligently excessive, is looking at the eyes of Empress Dowager: 许不令声音稍微大了几分,努力偏过头,望着太后的双眼: „Only...... did not have the means......” “只是……没办法了……” „......” “……” Empress Dowager closely is gripping skirt hem, in the double pupil the look hundred revolutions, obviously somewhat repel, was being restrained by force sanely, wants to shake the head, did not move. 太后紧紧攥着裙摆,双眸中神色百转,明显有几分排斥,被理智强压着,想要摇头,却怎么也动弹不了。 Xu Buling transferred, looks at the above as before, the sound is weak, light: 许不令把头转了回去,依旧看着上方,声音虚弱,平平淡淡: „Life and death has the life and riches and honor depend on the appointment of heaven...... Empress Dowager not to hope, I do not demand...... Empress Dowager to want, I must by the remaining years of life report......” “生死有命、富贵在天……太后不愿,我不强求……太后愿意,我必以余生报之……” Said that finally gradually did not have the sound, close your eyes, as if even breathed stops. 说道最后逐渐没了声音,闭上眼,似乎连呼吸都停止了。 „Buling?” “不令？” Empress Dowager complexion nervous, just now being utterly confused flushed vanishing into thin air, nearby running up to squats down, grips the hand of Xu Buling to examine anxiously, the pulse condition the frail say/way wind has blown situation but actually, is only left over living that one trivial cannot be observed. 太后脸色一慌,方才的心乱如麻被冲的烟消云散,又跑到跟前蹲下,握住许不令的手焦急查看,脉象已经脆弱道风吹即倒的地步,只剩下一丝微不可察的生息。 Empress Dowager stands up, draws back several steps, the calm calm character, is always difficult the ponder at this time, but is looking at the Xu Buling facial features, the look in the change that firm and puzzled between non-stop. 太后重新站起身来,退开几步,向来沉稳镇定的性格,此时却连思考都困难,只是望着许不令的面容,眼神在坚决与纠结之间不停的变化。 Treads 踏踏踏 Also has not known how long, sad weeping and wailing, resounded outside the palace: „Ling'er” rending, being full of despairs and no use. 也不知过了多久,一声悲戚的哭喊,在殿外响起:“令儿”撕心裂肺,饱含绝望与无助。 „Madam Lu......” “陆夫人……” „little prince is all right, do not alarm little prince......” “小王爷没事,您别惊扰了小王爷……” „Holds Madam Lu quickly......” “快扶着陆夫人……” Wept and wailed the sound to stop suddenly, peaceful nobody left as if, but that constrained, was away from the heavy/thick wall to feel. 哭喊声戛然而止,又安静的仿佛空无一人,可那份压抑,隔着厚重宫墙都能感觉到。 Empress Dowager dull standing in room, absent-minded , can only see the remnant shadow that the palace maid court physician takes a walk, looks Xu Buling was lifted. on carriage to lie down, looks Madam Lu strong self-stabilization maintains the smile, is grasping the hand good words comfort of Xu Buling, looks in the room gradually the nobody left step 太后呆呆的站在屋里,失神之下,只能看到宫女御医走动的残影,看着许不令被抬到了步辇上躺下,看着陆夫人强自镇定的保持笑容,握着许不令的手好言安慰,看着房间内渐渐空无一人。 From beginning to end, Xu Buling did not open the eye again. 从始至终,许不令再未睁开眼睛。 …… 啪嗒 Empress Dowager weak sitting on the ground, looks at the empty sickbed, for a very long time is hard to get back one's composure...... 太后瘫软的坐在地上,看着空荡荡的病榻,久久难以回神……