…… ,！ Remembers racing wells up ~ ~ 记忆奔涌~~ The endless wailing sound reverberation in the innermost soul, is listening to that delightful sad and shrill painful yawp, is simply makes one be from the heart carefree. 无尽的哀嚎声回荡在灵魂深处,听着那悦耳的凄厉痛苦叫喊声,简直是令人发自内心的畅快啊。 „Heartrending gouging bone!” “钻心剜骨！” The ray twinkle of spell, illuminated a pale face. 魔咒的光芒闪烁,照亮了一张苍白的面孔。 Are you joyful? I am very joyful. The joy is laughs wildly dissolutely, where do not care about themselves, oneself deep place what position, joyful, smiled finished up. 你快乐吗？我很快乐。快乐就是放肆地狂笑,不要去在意自己在哪里,自己深处何种境地,快乐,笑就完事了。 „Grins!” “咧嘴呼啦啦！” The ray twinkle of spell, Anton exclaimed in surprise that oh, is feeling the joy of the whole world. 魔咒的光芒闪烁,安东惊叹地哇哦一声,感受着整个世界的快乐。 No! 不！ I am not Anton. 我不是安东。 The endless dark cloud tumbles in the stone corridor, thunder and lightning wind to crawl in the air. 无尽的乌云在石头走廊里翻滚,一道道雷电在空气中蜿蜒爬行。 In the most deep place of stone corridor, giant stone door opens wide the slit slightly, a king cobra crawled slowly. 在石头走廊的最深处,巨大的石门微微敞开缝隙,一条眼镜王蛇缓缓地爬了出来。 Its this walks randomly in the thunder and lightning staggered corridor recklessly, welcomed the dark cloud of space to neigh, the body started the dilatometric change. 它就这样肆意游走在雷电交错的长廊中,迎着天上的乌云嘶鸣了一声,身体开始膨胀变化。 Finally, a thin and tall handsome young boy appears on the spot. 最终,一个瘦瘦高高的英俊小男孩出现在原地。 The black hair handles very fine, in the black pupil full is arrogant and self-confident, the sorcerer robe flutters, he walked slowly. 黑色的头发打理得很精致,黑色的瞳孔中满是孤傲和自信,巫师袍飘扬,他缓缓地走了出来。 „I am Tom Ma Riddle.” “我是汤姆・马沃罗・里德尔。” Although he does not like Tom this name, was extremely ordinary, shouted a Tom in the European casual street, will have the different people accordingly. 虽然他不喜欢汤姆这个名字,太过普通了,在欧洲随便一个街头喊一声汤姆,都会有不同的人应声。 „Hetch Patsch? Naturally? Arney Maggs?” “赫奇帕奇？自然？阿尼马格斯？” He turn head looked at eye secret room, curls the lip, „senseless inheritance.” 他回头看了眼这间密室,撇了撇嘴,“无趣的传承。” Goes back to the school after the fireplace kitchen, Tom loathes looks at these to shrink in the ugly life of corner, he really does not dare to believe that oneself these delicious food that eat in the auditorium stems from the hand of this dirty thing unexpectedly, he feels somewhat turnoff. 从壁炉中回到学校后厨,汤姆厌恶地看着那些缩在角落的丑陋生灵,他实在不敢置信,自己在大礼堂吃到的那些美味食物竟然是出自这种肮脏东西之手,他觉得有些倒胃口。 He thinks that the magic school will enslave some emaciated prepares food to pitiful numb Gualai to their these noble sorcerers. 他本以为魔法学校会奴役一些孱弱到可悲的麻瓜来给他们这些高贵的巫师准备食物。 At least should also like the novel, puts on the appropriate maid to install with the steward coattails. 至少也应该像小说里的那样,穿着得体的女仆装和管家燕尾服。 Although he thought where numb Gua clean to has not gone compared with these elves. 虽然他觉得麻瓜也没有比这些精灵干净到哪里去。 He in these time of orphanage, making him see clearly so-called numb Gua thoroughly is what kind of appearance. 他在孤儿院的那些时光,让他彻底看清了所谓的麻瓜到底是何等面目。 These humble hemp melons must always not exposed to others be outstanding, 那些低贱麻瓜总是见不得别人优秀, So long as displays to like slightly cleanly, these disgusting orphan crazy shame will taunt him, him preemption like different kind. 只要稍微表现出喜欢干净一点,这些恶心的孤儿就会疯狂的羞辱嘲讽他,把他像异类一样的排挤。 They will urinate on his bed, by this shame love clean child, attempts to pull back in their dirty world this mistake. 他们会在他的床上尿尿,以此羞辱这个爱干净的小孩,企图将这种错误拉回到他们的肮脏的世界里。 But these staff in orphanage will only warn him, „you should learn to get on well with others.” 而孤儿院的那些工作人员只会告诫他,“你应该学会合群。” ~ 呵~ How to get on well with others, and they equally dirty? 怎么合群,跟他们一样脏兮兮的吗？ Same likes bullying small and weakly with them? Same can not exposed to others with them? Same goes on the street to steal the thing with them? Same frames by planting stolen goods on oneself own thing stopper to others' closet in them is a thief? 跟他们一样喜欢欺负弱小吗？跟他们一样见不得别人吗？跟他们一样去街上偷东西吗？跟他们一样把自己的东西塞到别人的衣柜里栽赃自己是一个小偷？ With them same...... humble? 跟他们一样……低贱吗？ The staff will only believe these people, after all everyone arranges for everybody to give the same story, but he, child but who does not like speaking eccentrically, greets his, always punishes. 工作人员只会偏信那些人,毕竟大家都统一口径,而他,只是一个孤僻不喜欢说话的小孩而已,迎接他的,总是惩罚。 The penalty washes the toilet, the penalty has an empty stomach, punishes washes the sock to others...... 惩罚洗马桶,惩罚饿肚子,惩罚给别人洗袜子…… Humane ugliness, this is Tom the thing that learns in the orphanage only. 人性的丑陋,这是汤姆在孤儿院唯一学到的东西。 Disgusting! 恶心！ The nausea to wishing one could to destroy all. 恶心到恨不得将一切都毁灭。 But he knows that does not need to destroy, so long as he has the strong strength to arrive there certainly, these people will kneel in his front obediently, attempts to kiss his shoes point. 但他知道不用毁灭,他只要带着绝强的力量降临那里,这些人就会乖乖地跪在他的面前,企图亲吻他的鞋尖。 Yes, he knows, in any case these people are such disgusting, is this morality. 是的,他知道,反正这些人就是这么恶心,就是这种德性。 He has punished to suffer these numb Gua using the charm ruthlessly. 他已经利用魔力狠狠地惩罚折磨了那些麻瓜。 Very lucky, he is actually not numb Gua. 很幸运,他其实并不是一个麻瓜。 But is the noble sorcerer. 而是高贵的巫师。 Just likes lives overlooks the Spiritual God of vault of heaven ants in the clouds. 犹如居住在云端俯视苍穹蝼蚁的神灵。 He is pursuing the magic knowledge crazily, is not to become stronger, but to be joined to the honored status by own wisdom. 他疯狂地追逐着魔法知识,并不是为了变得更强,只是为了让自己的智慧配得上自己尊贵的身份。 However was a pity very much, today had a vacation, can only temporarily leave this Spiritual God the state, returns to dirty this world. 不过很可惜,今天放假了,只能暂时离开这个神灵的国度,回到肮脏的凡尘。 Naturally, this certainly is a meaningful summer, because he checked in his name finally ‚’ respective bloodline. 当然,这一定是个有意义的夏天,因为他终于查到了他名字中‘马沃罗’所属的血统。 Perhaps he will find truly is his family member. 也许他将找到真正属于他的亲人。 Family member...... 亲人…… Family member who he incomparably longs. 他无比渴望的亲人。 No one understood that an orphan who experiences suffering to bully to push aside is what kind of loneliness, he decides to forgive their abandonment, so long as made him have the family member to be good. 没有人懂得一个受尽欺负排挤的孤儿是何等的孤单,他决定原谅他们的遗弃,只要让他有了亲人就好。 So long as even if gives him a love, in pretend also good. 哪怕只要给他一丝的爱,假装的也行。 After all he does not dare to count on too. 毕竟他也不敢指望太多。 The staircase along Hogwarts castle is upward, the front surface schoolmate notified him. 沿着霍格沃茨城堡的楼梯一路向上,迎面的同学纷纷跟他打招呼。 „Hey, Tom.” The smile nods. “嘿,汤姆。”微笑点头。 „Hey, Riddle.” The smile nods. “嘿,里德尔。”微笑点头。 „Class president is good!” Person respectful saluting of one crowd wears Slye Tring institute clothing/taking, Tom smiled to pat their shoulders, continued to walk upwardly. “级长好！”一群穿着斯莱特林院服的人恭敬的行礼,汤姆微笑地拍了拍他们的肩膀,继续向上走去。 At this moment, sorcerers of wear fine suit three wraps stand in the staircase corner, the Tom half step runs hastily, brings the excitement in heart, brought small fear, rushes to his front, respectful saluting, „Professor Dumbledores!” 就在这时,一个穿着精致西装三件套的巫师站在楼梯拐角处,汤姆连忙小步快跑,带着心中的激动,又带了一点小小的畏惧,冲到他的面前,恭敬的行礼,“邓布利多教授！” However Dumbledores is staring at him with the ice-cold look, patted his shoulder gently, walks toward the staircase. 然而邓布利多只是用冰冷地眼神盯着他,轻轻拍了拍他的肩膀,向楼梯下走去。 Tom did not mind that Dumbledores always so. 哦,汤姆不介意的,邓布利多向来如此。 This, is the appearance of powerhouse. 这,就是强者的模样。 In the Tom eyes full is the worship. 汤姆眼中满是崇拜。 ...... …… ...... …… This world is so disgusting, the nausea to letting the person wants to spit! 这个世界是如此令人恶心,恶心到让人想吐！ Tom does not dare to believe that see front that so-called uncle, that should throw to grasp him ruthlessly, was saying ‚child I finally found you, a person crosses very laboriously, later you should with the family member in together’ and so on words. 汤姆不敢置信地、愣愣地看着面前那个所谓的舅舅,那个本应该会扑过来狠狠抱住他,说着‘孩子我终于找到你了,一个人过得很辛苦吧,以后你应该跟亲人在一起’之类的话。 Then he will be bright smiles, right, he should smile specially brightly. 然后他会灿烂一笑,对,他应该会笑得特别灿烂。 Then said, does not use, do not trouble the uncle, I have the family/home, my family/home is Hogwarts. 然后说,不用,不要麻烦舅舅了,我已经有家了,我的家就是霍格沃茨。 But...... 可是…… Not! 并没有！ Stands before them the man, this compared with the tramp dirty thing, in the thick hair is also tangling the thick dirt, could not have distinguished the original color. His mouth lost several teeth, two black small eyes are staring two opposite directions. 站在他们面前的这个男人,这个比流浪汉还脏的玩意,浓密的头发里缠结着厚厚的污垢,已经辨不出原来的颜色。他嘴里掉了几颗牙,两只黑溜溜的小眼睛瞪着两个相反的方向。 „That disgusting lowly person, that only matches for the younger sister of servants, violated Slye Tring's bloodline, was closed while me and father in the prison, left the home secretly.” “那个恶心的小贱人,那个只配成为奴婢的妹妹,违背了斯莱特林的血统,趁着我和父亲被关在监狱的时候,偷偷离开了这个家。” „Really looks for that hemp melon man unexpectedly, but also resorted to some methods, aha, I guess that either seizes the soul incantation, either confuses the sentiment medicinal preparation, making that man elope with him.” “竟然真的去找那个麻瓜男人,还耍了些手段,啊哈,我猜要么是夺魂咒,要么就是迷情剂,让那个男人跟他私奔。” „But, ha, this before we shut in the prison is a dud woman, perhaps will have some that charms, is not enough to control that man for a long time.” “可是啊,哈哈哈,这个在我们被关进监狱前还是一个哑炮的女人,也许会有那么一些魔力,也不足以长久地控制那个男人。” „He woke up, left this appearance disgusting lowly person.” “他醒来了,离开了这个长相恶心的小贱人。” „Love, is really laughable.” “爱情,真是可笑。” „You very handsome, Tom, haha, with your father same name, the same handsome appearance, is really to dying is still being infatuated with that man.” “你长得很英俊啊,汤姆,哈哈,跟你父亲一样的名字,一样的英俊容貌,真是到死都还在迷恋那个男人啊。” This uncle smiles the strange shape moue, „, is really laughable, this lowly person, dares to use her father's given name to own son, this rotten to......” 这个舅舅笑得怪形怪相,“马沃罗,真是可笑,这个卑贱的人,也敢给自己的儿子用她父亲的名讳,这个烂到……” Tom could not listen again. 汤姆再也听不下去了。 His neat swing magic wand, „heartrending gouging bone!” 他干脆利落的挥舞魔杖,“钻心剜骨！” The spell ray just like the plasma, rushed to this man from the stick sharp, the man exuded sad and shrill the wailing sound. 魔咒的光芒犹如电浆,从杖尖涌向这个男人,男人发出了凄厉地哀嚎声。 Tom looks at him peacefully, the complexion looks at him tranquilly, „cannot you say her like this, she leaves your disgusting people are right, she pursues the love is also right, likes having, no matter confuses the sentiment medicinal preparation to seize the soul incantation, no at the worst.” 汤姆只是安静地看着他,面色平静地看着他,“不许你这样说她,她离开你们这些恶心的人是对的,她追求爱情也是对的,喜欢就拥有,不管是迷情剂还是夺魂咒,没什么大不了的。” „However you, do not match for her Elder Brother.” “而你,不配成为她的哥哥。” The ray of heartrending gouging bone has not stood still for a very long time. 钻心剜骨的光芒久久没有停歇。 Tom's tears flow from the corner of the eye quietly, that is regarding the fantasies of all kinship, with the tears, left his body, his mind. 汤姆的眼泪悄悄地从眼角流淌而下,那是对于一切亲情的幻想,随着眼泪,离开了他的身体,他的心灵。 Why does not know, he looks that this sends out the man who shouts sad and shrill under the heartrending incantation, only felt happiness that could not say. 不知道为什么,他看着这个在钻心咒下发出凄厉嘶吼的男人,只觉得心中说不出的舒畅。 „You, only with obtaining heartrending incantation.” “你,只配得到钻心咒。” The spell ray more and more brightly, increases to Tom has not had the might degree little, the pleasant sensation that uses/gives abuse brings, is filling he to become the empty mind unceasingly. 魔咒的光芒越来越亮,一点点地攀升到汤姆不曾拥有过的威力程度,那种施虐带来的快感,也在不断的填充他变得空洞的心灵。 Strong? 强吗？ The kinship trades. 亲情换来的。 Tom is raising head, looks to the sky in leaf slit, as if can see a facial features fuzzy woman. 汤姆仰着头,望向树叶缝隙中的天空,仿佛能看到一个面容模糊的女人。 „Mother......” “妈妈……” He makes an effort to purse the lips, has all happy fantasies to mother, deeply inspires. 他用力抿着嘴,带着对母亲的所有美好幻想,深深地吸了口气。 „You like that man is right, I deliver to you him.” “您喜欢那个男人对吧,那我就把他给您送过去。” Saying, his chuckle, looked down to this so-called uncle, „as for you, ought to shoulder a responsibility for the younger sister, right, kills Riddle one, was you, Gunter.” 说着,他轻笑了一声,低头看向这个所谓的舅舅,“至于你嘛,总该为妹妹承担点责任,对吧,杀害里德尔一家的,就是你了,莫芬・冈特。” ...... …… ...... …… „Child......” “孩子……” „Child......” “孩子……” „Professor Dumbledores, is like this useless, I have the means.” “邓布利多教授,这样没用的,我有办法。” A resounding sound resounds in the ear, „rests anything to rest, after dying, some are the time sleeps!” 一个高亢的声音在耳边响起,“睡什么睡,死了之后有的是时间睡觉！” Anton awakens suddenly, opens eyes, turns over/stands up to crawl, „teacher, I made a mistake, I again also......” 安东猛然惊醒,睁开眼,翻身爬起来,“老师,我错了,我再也……” „Quack.” The senior sorcerer left hand points at Anton, the right hand holds the head is exuding the happy strange laughter. “嘎嘎嘎。”老巫师左手指着安东,右手托着的脑袋发出欢乐的怪笑声。 A Dumbledores face looks at Anton and senior sorcerer Ins strangely. 邓布利多一脸怪异地看着安东和老巫师费因斯。 „!!!!” Anton effort resentment had/left a middle finger. “！！！！”安东用力怼出了一个中指。 Good, wakes finally. Anton deeply aspirates, turns the head to look to Dumbledores, „I was almost corroded by his memory!” 好吧,总算是醒了过来。安东深深吐了口气,转头看向邓布利多,“我差点被他的记忆侵蚀走不出来！” Dumbledores purses the lips, „thanks.” 邓布利多抿了抿嘴,“谢谢。” Anton shrugs, „was regarded as for the return of your passing attendance, Professor Dumbledores, do not count on after me, did anything for you!” 安东耸了耸肩,“就当做是为您过往的照顾的回报了,邓布利多教授,别指望我以后再为你做什么！” Dumbledores shows a faint smile, „otherwise is planned to execute by you? This is not the innermost soul, I do not have means rebound cable/search Mingzhou.” 邓布利多微微一笑,“要不然计划由你来施行？这不是灵魂深处,我并没有办法反弹索命咒的。” „!!!” Anton stares the big eye to look at Dumbledores, „you thought that this is the compensation? This has not wanted me to work oneself to death to you! It is not dry/does, whom you like asking to look for anyone, is not glad to accompany.” “！！！”安东瞪大眼睛看着邓布利多,“你觉得这算是补偿？这还不是要我给你卖命！不干,你爱找谁找谁,不乐意奉陪。” „, I do not think that you will like, after all you have the criminal record......” “唔,我以为你会喜欢的,毕竟你有前科……” Hehe. 呵呵。 Some criminal records can explain that this person can only do this matter for a lifetime? Anton cannot help but remembers the Tom childhood these memories, sighed slightly, looks at this stubborn Dumbledores, planned that said anything for Tom. 有前科就能说明这个人一辈子就只能干这种事情吗？安东不由得想起汤姆童年的那些记忆,微微叹了口气,看着这个顽固的邓布利多,打算为汤姆说点什么。 Thinks. 想了想。 Ok, Lord Voldemort liking cutting away. 算了,伏地魔已经把爱都切掉了。 Could not go back. 回不去了。 Showed that he once also longs for is happy and useful. 证明他曾经也渴望美好又有什么用。 Kills is quite solid, knows that he is a good person matter, only the speed that will affect Dumbledores to draw a sword. 还是弄死比较实在,知道他本来是一个好人这种事,只会影响邓布利多拔刀的速度。 He coldly smiles, „closes my trifling thing!” 他只是冷冷一笑,“关我屁事！” Flings the gate to depart. 甩门离去。 old crouches/submits memory...... 老伏的记忆…… Anton really had the means altogether sentiment, his previous generation was an orphan, how possibly could not realize that type lonely and fantasy was shattered desperate. 安东实在太有办法共情了,他前世就是一个孤儿,怎么可能体会不到那种孤独和幻想破灭的绝望呢。 His present, is not very happy. 他现在的心情,很不好。 No one come to annoy him! 谁都别来惹他！ Off topic 题外话 Thank the book friend 【A lonely son of a bitch】 The pledge enjoys principal 感谢书友【一只孤单的狗子】的盟主打赏