Ren Xiaosu feels somewhat strangely, after Yang Xiaojin arrives at Stronghold 88, even has not re-visited the Yang Family manor well, instead has led him to come to peaceful tailor shop such shop, saw some once acquaintance. 任小粟觉得有些奇怪,杨小槿来到88号壁垒之后,甚至都没有怎么好好重游杨氏庄园,反而是一直带他来和平裁缝铺这样的小店,见一些曾经的熟人。 „Xiaojin you and other,” middle-aged woman in the tailor shop scratched the hand, takes off oversleeve on the arm, then arrives at the entrance outside will be hanging „in business” small wooden sign in turn, changed into „took a break”. “小槿你等一下啊,”裁缝铺里的中年妇人擦了擦手,摘下自己胳膊上的袖套,然后走到门口将外面挂着的“营业中”小木牌反过来,换成了“打烊了”。 Then 9 : 00 am took a break, the opposite party does not hope evidently who disturbs her and Yang Xiaojin talks about old days. 这才早上9点就打烊了,看样子对方是不希望谁来打搅到她与杨小槿叙旧。 Tailor shop, on the wall in shop is hanging all kinds of cloth, in the room is also sending out the nice-smelling leather flavor, does not irritate the nose. 裁缝铺子小小的,店里的墙壁上挂着各式各样的布匹,屋里还散发着好闻的皮革味道,一点也不刺鼻。 The display window scratches is very clean, the floor is also very clean, Ren Xiaosu can look, the opposite party has lived is very careful and is very fine. 橱窗擦的很干净,地板也很干净,任小粟能看得出来,对方过日子过的很仔细、很精致。 The middle-aged woman smiling looks to Ren Xiaosu: „Introduced oneself, I gave the tailor of Xiaojin quantity clothes since childhood, I called Lan Jingchu, how did you call my Auntie Lan? Northwest Young Commander is really different, like the legend in such, is energetic, inborn clothes rack.” 中年妇人笑意盈盈的看向任小粟:“自我介绍一下,我是从小给小槿量衣服的裁缝,我叫兰静初,你叫我兰姨怎么样？西北的少帅果然不一样啊,就像传说中那样,精气神十足,天生的衣服架子。” Ren Xiaosu said was a little embarrassed, others in back boasts his awesome and battle efficiency explosive table, with great interest, even can also participate in the discussion that he can listen calmly. 任小粟被说的有点不好意思了,别人在背后夸他厉害、战斗力爆表,他能听的津津有味,甚至还能若无其事的参与讨论。 If were praised face to face, he will instead reveal a rare shyness. 但是一旦被当面夸奖,他反而会显露出一种罕见的腼腆。 Can see the person in Ren Xiaosu shy this side, are not many. 能看到任小粟腼腆这一面的人,并不多。 However, at this time Ren Xiaosu most what was worried, he feared that Yang Xiaojin in side said suddenly does not make his name be Auntie Lan, because of this Auntie Lan's age, is smaller than Grandma Lin...... 不过,这个时候任小粟最担心的是,他怕杨小槿忽然在旁边说不让他叫兰姨,因为这兰姨的岁数,比林奶奶还小一些…… Is good because, Yang Xiaojin has not supplemented anything. 好在,杨小槿并没有补充什么。 „You wait a bit, I make two cups of tea to you,” Auntie Lan is saying the inside room. “你们稍等一下啊,我给你们泡两杯茶,”兰姨说着进了里屋。 In the room has the brown solid wood table and chair, above is also putting the sugar and dessert, should prepare to the guest. 屋里有棕色的实木桌子、椅子,上面还放着糖与点心,应该是给客人准备的。 Yang Xiaojin twisted a sugar to bare the sugarcoating, then gave Ren Xiaosu: „Tasting, this was the flavor in my childhood memory.” 杨小槿捻起一枚糖剥开了糖衣,然后递给任小粟:“尝尝,这就是我小时候记忆里的味道。” Ren Xiaosu swallows the mouth, share of thick words Mei Weidao mixes the saliva of mouth to fill the air. 任小粟吃进嘴里,一股浓浓的话梅味道混合着口腔的唾液弥漫开来。 Why does not know, the sugar eats the mouth, Ren Xiaosu thought suddenly relaxed. 不知道为什么,糖一吃到嘴里,任小粟忽然觉得心情放松了许多。 Auntie Lan duan the tea tray is walking, she looks to Yang Xiaojin: „What matter this time returns to Stronghold 88 to have? Has Auntie Lan to help?” 兰姨端着茶盘走出来,她看向杨小槿:“这次回88号壁垒是有什么事情吗？有兰姨帮得上忙的吗？” Saying, but also soaks the good black tea to be placed two cups in front of Ren Xiaosu and Yang Xiaojin. 说着,还把两杯泡好的红茶摆在任小粟与杨小槿面前。 Yang Xiaojin shakes the head, she points at Ren Xiaosu saying: „Does not have any proper matter, made four suits to be good to him, remains to him spare.” 杨小槿摇摇头,她指着任小粟说道:“没有什么正经事,给他做四身西装就好了,给他留着备用。” „So that's how it is,” Auntie Lan smile thick: „I must do well am good, the words of four clothes, I probably needed to ask the tailors in other shops to help, words that otherwise I alone made, must be very long.” “原来如此,”兰姨笑容浓了起来:“那我可得好好做才行,不过四套衣服的话,我可能需要请其他店铺的裁缝来帮忙了,不然我一个人做的话,得很久呢。” „Un, all right,” Yang Xiaojin was saying then looks to Ren Xiaosu: „How much money?” “嗯,没事的,”杨小槿说着便看向任小粟:“多少钱？” „Does not use,” Auntie Lan shakes the head with a smile: „Yang Family is useless in money that here deposits, many, I to you with the account book, this remaining money make 20 clothes not to relate again.” “不用的,”兰姨笑着摇摇头:“杨氏在我这里存的钱都没用完,还有很多呢,我给你拿账本,这剩下的钱再做二十套衣服都没关系。” Ren Xiaosu stings the tongue secretly, is Consortium so filthy rich? 任小粟暗自嘬舌,财团就这么财大气粗吗？ Yang Xiaojin said: „Did not need to read the account book, Auntie Lan you helped me shout a quite familiar shoemaker again, I must give him 12 shoes.” 杨小槿说道:“不用看账本了,兰姨你再帮我喊一个比较熟悉的鞋匠吧,我还要给他十二双鞋子。” Ren Xiaosu hears here then to stare, even/including Auntie Lan somewhat is also inconceivable: „Needs to make so many?” 任小粟听到这里便是一愣,连兰姨也有些不可思议:“需要做这么多吗？” „Un,” Yang Xiaojin said: „Must most solid.” “嗯,”杨小槿说道:“要最结实的。” At this time Auntie Lan also thought that some are not right, who will the average person make so many shoes one time? 此时就连兰姨也觉得有些不对劲了,一般人谁会一次性做这么多鞋子啊？ But Ren Xiaosu somewhat is at heart anxious, this feeling looks like an omen of distinction, before looking like wife just before leaving, will prepare many food to be the same for the husband, a husband person at home is for fear that hungry. 而任小粟心里有些不安,这种感觉就像是一种分别的前兆,就像是妻子临行前会为丈夫准备很多食材一样,生怕丈夫一个人在家里饿着。 If the husband must take a long journey, the wife will accept ten shoes in home, making the husband guide on puts on. 若是丈夫要远行,妻子会在家中纳十双鞋子,让丈夫带路上穿。 Before this is leaves presenting. 这是离别前的馈赠。 The matter that yes, Yang Xiaojin handles now, looking like her must go far was the same. 是的,杨小槿现在所做的事情,就像是她要出远门了一样。 At this time Yang Xiaojin also in selfish confessed with Auntie Lan: „Suit must is more loose in the waist the place of line and armpit and shoulder week, because his active mass is big, sometimes happened to fight unexpected, if will be very tight will affect him to move. Moreover the shoes must be very solid, he has stepped on the bad several shoes.” 这时候杨小槿还在自顾自的跟兰姨交代:“西装要在腰线和腋下、肩周的地方更加宽松一些,因为他的活动量大,有时候猝不及防就发生战斗了,如果很紧的话会影响他活动。另外鞋子要特别结实的,他已经踩坏好几双鞋子了。” If nothing else, when Transcendant Strength erupts suddenly, Strength that the sole and shoes withstand is truly enormous, many Transcendant actually have the worry of fee/spent shoes, the fight not twice, the shoes turned into the alligator mouth. 别的不说,超凡者的力量骤然爆发时,脚掌与鞋子所承受的力量确实极大,很多超凡者其实都有费鞋子的苦恼,战斗没两次,鞋子就变成鳄鱼嘴了。 Here Yang Xiaojin confesses, Auntie Lan makes the fixed telephone to shout immediately a shoemaker, the opposite party is also very specialized, with the clay rubbing Ren Xiaosu foot, said unexpectedly is this can make the most appropriate shoes. 这边杨小槿交代完,兰姨就立马打固定电话喊来了一位鞋匠,对方也很专业,竟是用胶泥拓印了任小粟的脚型,说是这样才能做出最合适的鞋子。 To be honest, Ren Xiaosu this whole life or the first time enjoy this treatment. 说实话,任小粟这辈子还是头一次享受这种待遇。 Rubbing foot time, Yang Xiaojin was still asking how long that read broken can complete, can the additional money be quicker. 拓印脚型的时候,杨小槿还在碎碎念的问着多久能做好,加钱能不能快一些。 Then asked, can prepare shoe pad anything again, must best. 然后问,能不能再准备点鞋垫什么的,要最好的。 This moment Yang Xiaojin did not have the heroic spirit, instead were many several points of gentleness. 这一刻的杨小槿没了英气,反而多了几分温柔。 When walked after the shoemaker, Yang Xiaojin asked to Auntie Lan suddenly: „Uncle Li? How to come here for quite a while not to see him, does he rest today?” 待到鞋匠走了之后,杨小槿忽然对兰姨问道:“李叔叔呢？怎么来这里半天了都没见到他,他今天休息了吗？” Auntie Lan is choosing the cloth the figure, then said slowly: „That night that Stronghold 88 is attacked, he was wanted to run away the vehicle that knocking down by one, then has not waked again.” 兰姨正在挑选布匹的身形顿了一下,然后才慢慢说道:“88号壁垒遇袭的当天晚上,他被一辆想要逃走的车子给撞倒了,然后就再也没醒过来。” That night Ren Xiaosu led Yan Liuyuan and the others to take the lead to leave, but before departure, Li Family nano soldier has arrived in Stronghold to start wantonly to attack. 那天晚上任小粟带着颜六元等人率先离开,但离开之前,李氏的纳米战士就已经抵达壁垒开始肆意攻击了。 The relations of that war and Ren Xiaosu are not too big, but the Li Family nano soldier can break through the Qing Family defense line to arrive in Yang Family, is Qing Zhen is intentional. 那场战争与任小粟的关系并不是太大,但李氏纳米士兵之所以能够突破庆氏防线抵达杨氏,也是庆缜有意为之的。 Therefore some talents will say, when avalanche, no snowflakes are innocent. 所以有人才会说,雪崩时,没有一片雪花是无辜的。 But, from the Ren Xiaosu perspective, he had no way saying that the choice of Qing Zhen was wrong. 可是,从任小粟的角度来看,他也没法说庆缜的选择就是错误的。 In such a sorrowful time, everyone drowns the person probably in water, to swim the water surface breath, can depend upon the person who and can believe only then oneself. 在这么一个悲哀的时代里,每个人都像是溺在水中的人,如果想要游出水面呼吸,能依靠、能相信的人就只有自己。 If you are not very strong, that do not want to save other drowning, because you will be pulled taut the neck to sink the seabed by others together. 如果你还不够强壮,那就不要想去救其他的溺水者,因为你会被其他人扯住脖子一起沉落海底。 Auntie Lan said in a soft voice: „That day was his birthday, I closed the shop to go home to prepare food long time ago, he said that must give others to measure clothes to go home, finally I know afterward, he was goes to the fresh flower market to buy one bunch of roses for me. I found his time, the rose scatters by his corpse, was soaked by the blood.” 兰姨轻声说道:“那天是他生日,我早早就关上店铺回家做饭了,他说要去给别人量个衣服才回家,结果我后来才知道,他是去鲜花市场给我买了一束玫瑰。我找到他的时候,玫瑰就散落在他的尸体旁,被血液浸透了。” Yang Xiaojin gawked the long time not to speak, but Auntie Lan did not have many sad looks, lived in this time, who wasn't sees to part forever? 杨小槿愣了半晌都没有说话,而兰姨也没有过多的悲伤神色,生在这个时代,谁不是见惯了生离死别吗？ According to data of Qing Family statistics, in the past ten years Qing Family average life span, only then 51, because at the same time the commodity is deficient, before then on the other hand is the medical standard is also far less than the cataclysm . 根据庆氏统计的数据,过去十年中庆氏的人均寿命只有51,一方面因为物资匮乏,另一方面则是医疗水平也远不如灾变之前。 Ren Xiaosu remembers, the average life spans of cataclysm beforehand many cities broke through 70, the first-tier city reaches as high as over 83, this is the changes of medical standard different bring. 任小粟记得,灾变之前很多城市的人均寿命都突破了70,还有一线城市高达83以上,这就是医疗水平不同带来的改变。 Therefore, this is everyone the time that is good at bidding farewell. 所以,这是一个所有人都更加擅长告别的时代。 It is not everyone wants to excel, but was the life compels you to see all these. 不是大家想要擅长,而是生活逼着你见惯了这一切。 Comes out from the tailor shop, Yang Xiaojin deep inspires saying: „Xiaosu, when the clothes completed, you keep two gold bars to Auntie Lan emergency.” 从裁缝铺里出来,杨小槿深深的吸了口气说道:“小粟,等衣服做好了,你给兰姨留两根金条应急。” „Un, the meeting,” the Ren Xiaosu nod said. “嗯,会的,”任小粟点头道。 „Walks, by noon, please eat the good meat patty, in childhood I most liked is the good meat patty, in the flavor compared with family/home is fragrant,” Yang Xiaojin said, she pondered silently: „In the afternoon goes to buy other things for you.” “走吧,到中午了,请你吃牛肉饼去,小时候我最喜欢的就是牛肉饼,比家里的味道还香,”杨小槿说道,她默默思考了一下:“下午去给你买其他的东西。” Ren Xiaosu was somewhat silent, he does not know that this so-called other things are anything. 任小粟有些沉默了,他不知道这所谓的其他东西是什么。 Walks on road, he can feel Yang Xiaojin to this Stronghold deep remembering fondly, even if the opposite party has no sentiment with Yang Consortium, but here carrying/sustaining the childhood and joy of opposite party. 走在路上的时候,他能感受杨小槿对这座壁垒深深的怀恋,即便对方跟杨氏财团没什么感情,但这里承载着对方的童年与快乐。 Afternoon time, Yang Xiaojin bought three brand-new charge clothes for him, best-quality that. 下午的时候,杨小槿给他买了三件崭新的冲锋衣,质量最好的那种。 Nowadays, can buy the charge clothes was non- rich was basically expensive, after all can have Stronghold and person of useful charge clothes is too few. 这年头,能买冲锋衣的基本都是非富即贵了,毕竟能出壁垒、用得上冲锋衣的人太少了。 In the outdoors thing shop, Yang Xiaojin gave back to Ren Xiaosu to buy the best tri-fold shovel, tent and heat preservation blanket, oxygen cylinder that even emergency used. 在户外用品店里,杨小槿还给任小粟买了最好的工兵铲、帐篷、保温毯,甚至还有应急用的氧气瓶。 Yang Xiaojin acts natural, purchases to come in many different varieties, to make Ren Xiaosu stare dumbfounded simply. 杨小槿出手之大方,购买种类繁多,简直让任小粟瞠目结舌。 By evening time, this duckbill cap miss also went to give Ren Xiaosu to buy many fresh seasonings specially, bought is big can of that types. 到了傍晚的时候,这位鸭舌帽姑娘还去专门给任小粟买了许多新鲜调料,一买就是一大罐那种。 Salt, black pepper, chili powder and yellow Doujiang, soy sauce, fuel consumption and monosodium glutamate...... 盐、胡椒面、辣椒粉、黄豆酱、酱油、耗油、味精…… Has it all. 一应俱全。 This feeling, looks like for fear that a Ren Xiaosu person lives could not find thing while convenient to be the same. 这种感觉,就像是生怕任小粟一个人生活的时候找不到趁手的东西一样。 Finally, Yang Xiaojin gave back to Ren Xiaosu to buy in Stronghold 88 to find, most expensive gingko sign waterproofing watch. 最后,杨小槿还给任小粟买了一块88号壁垒里能找到的,最贵的银杏牌防水手表。 At that time Boss said this watch was very solid, his friend did not bring the watch to fall carefully goes downstairs, a watch matter did not have. 当时老板说这手表特别结实,他一位朋友不小心带着手表摔下楼,手表一点事都没有。 Only what is a little a pity, although the table has not gone bad, but his friend plunged to death...... 唯独有点可惜的是,虽然表没有坏,但他的朋友摔死了…… Ren Xiaosu after brings the cataclysm a civilization and cataclysm the person who civilized memory, buys the watch time somewhat is sigh with emotion. 任小粟作为一个带着灾变前文明、灾变后文明记忆的人,买表的时候就有些感慨。 Before the cataclysm, some watches frequently hundreds of thousands and over a million, and may not buy. 灾变前有些手表动辄数十万、上百万,而且还不一定能买到。 To buy together the scarce watch on the special counter, but must make a tie-in sale two cheap tables, with buying the best-selling automobile must increase price to be the same. 想要在专柜上买一块紧俏的表,还得搭售两块便宜的表,就跟买畅销汽车要加价一样。 Now is actually good, buys the most expensive/noble watch, Boss overjoyed with you, when the wild father same is supplying. 现在倒是好了,买一块最贵的手表,老板欢天喜地的拿你当野爹一样供着。 Comes out after the table shop, Ren Xiaosu looks the weather that gradually fades out somewhat could not bear finally: „Xiaojin, you must have what words, directly can say to me......” 从表店出来以后,任小粟看着渐渐暗下去的天色终于有些忍不住了:“小槿,你要有什么话,可以直接对我说的……” Yang Xiaojin looked at his one eyes: „Should say sooner or later will say, do not worry.” 杨小槿看了他一眼:“该说的迟早都会说,不要着急。” Saying, Yang Xiaojin looked for an office supplies shop to buy a fountain pen and small book unexpectedly. 说着,杨小槿竟是找了一家办公用品店买了一支钢笔和小本子。 Ren Xiaosu sees she buys the fountain pen and book the time, at heart is thump, is this must write to oneself? After leaving without saying good-bye, keeps of one correspondence? 任小粟看到她买钢笔和本子的时候,心里便是咯噔一下,这是要给自己写信吧？不告而别之后留一封书信的那种？ That night after returning to the hotel, a Yang Xiaojin then person closed/pass oneself in the room, then made Ren Xiaosu first do not sleep. 当天晚上回到酒店以后,杨小槿便一个人把自己关在屋里,然后让任小粟先不要睡觉。 Yang Xiaojin said that regardless in the Ren Xiaosu heart has any doubts, tonight will have an answer. 杨小槿说,不论任小粟心中有任何疑惑,今天晚上都会有一个答案了。 In the summer, at night got windy. 夏季,夜晚起风了。 Ren Xiaosu crawled alone the roof in hotel from the window, he looks lamplights of ten thousand families that silently that has not extinguished, suddenly was somewhat lonely. 任小粟独自从窗户外面爬到了酒店的楼顶,他默默的看着那还未熄灭的万家灯火,忽然有些孤独。 Unprecedented loneliness. 前所未有的孤独感。 Actually Ren Xiaosu has never mentioned some concerns with others, Yan Liuyuan has not listened to his concern. 其实任小粟从未跟别人提及过一些心事,就连颜六元都没有听过他的心事。 Sometimes, he will feel oneself do not match to have a family/home. 有时候,他会觉得自己不配拥有一个家。 Accepted an apprentice with great difficulty, the apprentice died in a sitting posture. 好不容易收了个徒弟,徒弟坐化了。 Ties a group of bandits to rebuild one's homeland with great difficulty, the bandit did not have. 好不容易拢住一批土匪重建家园,土匪没了。 Had a younger brother with great difficulty, the younger brother goes to north prairie. 好不容易有个弟弟,弟弟去北方草原了。 Elder Jiang Xu, Jiang Xu was assassinated with great difficulty finally. 好不容易有一个长辈江叙,结果江叙被刺杀了。 Ren Xiaosu walks like a person in the long dark long street, chapter of present, under that pale yellow lamp and no one is waiting. 任小粟就像一个人走在长长的黑暗长街,一回现,那一盏盏昏黄的灯下并没有人在等候。 Under light, only farewells. 灯光下,唯有一句句告别。 „Master, I walked.” “师父,我走了。” „Elder Brother, I could not go back.” “哥,我回不去了。” „Xiaosu, takes care.” “小粟,保重。” The summer dry and hot gentle breeze comes at night, sweeps gently, the south moist air looks like the hot and damp breath, the cool feeling in the wind occasionally mixing with seems like the singing sound after singer plectrum guitar. 夏日夜晚燥热的微风拂面而来,又轻轻吹走,南方潮湿的空气就像是湿热的呼吸,风中偶尔夹杂的一丝凉意又像是歌者弹拨吉他后的歌声。 Ren Xiaosu looks back to look in the memory, on the long road that he takes, unexpectedly only then he himself. 任小粟在记忆中回首望去,他走过来的这条长路上,竟然还是只有他自己。 In that road surface, only then the footprint of mud, disorderly thorn. 那路面上,只有泥泞的脚印,还有凌乱的荆棘。 Except for this, anything has not detained. 除此以外,什么都没有留住。 „I am a comet,” Ren Xiaosu smiles bitterly: „A family/home cannot detain.” “我就是个扫把星吧,”任小粟苦笑起来:“连个家都留不住。” Originally, in Stronghold 144 Anning East Road home that oneself most want to go, finally also only then, the opposite party actually do not want to go back. 原来,自己最想回的144号壁垒安宁东路家里,最后也只有自己一个人了啊,对方其实并不想回去的。 The concern of youngster complex and frail sensitive, first time Ren Xiaosu that encounters the love is swayed by personal gains and losses like all youngster. 少年的心事复杂而又脆弱敏感,第一次遭遇爱情的任小粟就像所有少年一样患得患失着。 However in the meantime, under him a window opens, Yang Xiaojin pokes head to beckon toward Ren Xiaosu of roof. 然而就在此时,他下方的一扇窗户打开,杨小槿探出头来朝楼顶的任小粟招招手。 Ren Xiaosu gawked, he thinks that the opposite party will keep correspondence to come, result...... probably with imagination is not quite a little same? 任小粟愣了一下,他以为对方会留一封书信来着,结果……好像跟想象的有点不太一样？ He crawled following the wall, when sneaks in Room Yang Xiaojin to him after the window, then saw that in opposite party's gives oneself hand small book. 他顺着墙壁爬了下去,待到他从窗户钻进杨小槿后,便看到对方将手中的小本子递给自己。 „Is this......?” Ren Xiaosu hesitates, he a little does not dare to open looks. “这是……？”任小粟迟疑,他有点不敢打开看。 Yang Xiaojin has changed these two days silence and tranquilities, she said with a smile: „Opened has a look to know.” 只是杨小槿已经一改这两日的沉默和平静,她笑着说道:“打开看看就知道了。” Ren Xiaosu opens p. 1, the center of that book writes „is not being angry use volume”. 任小粟翻开第一页,那本子的中央写着“不生气使用卷”。 Crossed p. 1, the back writes the explanation: Used this to curl me no longer to live you air/Qi, will also give you a big hug. 翻过第一页,背面写着解释:使用此卷我就不再生你气了,还会给你一个大大的拥抱。 P. 2, the center of that book writes „is going ahead use volume”. 第二页,那本子的中央写着“说走就走使用卷”。 Crossed p. 2, the back writes the explanation: After using this volume, you must go to the ends of the earth I also to accompany you. 翻过第二页,背面写着解释:使用此卷后,你要去天涯海角我也会陪着你。 P. 3 is „sympathizes volume gently”, after using this volume, my in one day incarnation gentlest cherub. 第三页是“温柔体贴卷”,使用此卷后,我在一天之内就会化身最温柔的小天使。 P. 4 is „massage volume”, after using this volume, I can massage for 120 minutes to you, becomes your gold medal technician, excels at the wrong bone massage. 第四页是“按摩卷”,使用此卷后,我可以给你按摩120分钟,成为你的金牌技师,擅长错骨推拿。 P. 5 is „luxurious breakfast volume”, after using this volume,...... 第五页是“豪华早餐卷”,使用此卷后…… Ren Xiaosu pages of turn, that pages of „privilege use volume” looks like in the snow day warm red coal, all bad moods by ironing. 任小粟一页页翻过去,那一页页“特权使用卷”就像是雪天里的温暖红炭,一切糟糕的心情都被熨平了。 The privilege volume a total of 99 pages, the last page writes: Life, forever. 特权卷总共九十九页,最后一页写着:使用期限,永远。 The inscription, loves your Yang Xiaojin. 落款,爱你的杨小槿。 Ren Xiaosu raising the head silently looks to Yang Xiaojin, he wants to say anything, finally anything could not say. 任小粟默默的抬头看向杨小槿,他想说点什么,结果却什么也说不出来。 Yang Xiaojin said with a smile: „Does the gift that I give, like?” 杨小槿笑着说道:“我给的礼物,喜欢吗？” „Likes,” Ren Xiaosu deeply inspires saying: „But, you over the two days......” “喜欢,”任小粟深吸一口气说道:“可是,你这两天……” „Pays no attention to you? Air/Qi intentionally your,” Yang Xiaojin said with a smile: Running up to very far place that „next time will not utter a word again, more brutal punitive measures. Ren Xiaosu you remember, later has this person the risky matter to appear, I must hit you.” “不理你是吧？故意气你的,”杨小槿笑着说道:“下次再一声不吭的跑到很远的地方,还有更残酷的惩罚措施。任小粟你记住,以后再有这种一个人去冒险的事情出现,我就要打你了。” Ren Xiaosu: „......” 任小粟:“……” „What also has to ask?” Yang Xiaojin asked. “还有什么想问的？”杨小槿问道。 „So is why rigid in accompanying me takes risk,” Ren Xiaosu asked in a soft voice. “为什么这么执着于陪我冒险,”任小粟轻声问道。 Yang Xiaojin said earnestly: „I had once lost your one time, therefore I pledged, this whole life will not lose you.” 杨小槿认真说道:“我曾失去过你一次,所以我就发誓,这辈子再也不会把你弄丢了。” Ren Xiaosu also asked: „Why that gives me suddenly so many gifts, for example clothes, for example shoes, for example......” 任小粟又问:“那为什么突然送我这么多礼物,比如衣服,比如鞋子,比如……” „When I knew when you were 240 years old, I actually very lost,” Yang Xiaojin said: „Originally, I once missed you more than 200 years of time.” “当我得知你240岁以后,我其实挺失落的,”杨小槿说道:“原来,我曾错过你两百多年的时光。” In that moment of Wizard state, Yang Xiaojin thought suddenly seems like being away from the time river to look out Ren Xiaosu. 在巫师国度的那一刻,杨小槿忽然觉得就像是在隔着时光长河遥望任小粟。 Yang Xiaojin of that flash be lonelier than desolately Ren Xiaosu, has a hand to pull far Ren Xiaosu like the time. 那一瞬间的杨小槿要比任小粟更加孤单落寞,就像时光里有一只手正在把任小粟扯远。 However Yang Xiaojin is the extremely neat person, since there is a distance, she from pulls back this. 然而杨小槿是极为干脆利落的人,既然有距离,那她就把这距离重新拉回来。 Ren Xiaosu is stunned, he just about to opens the mouth, was actually broken by Yang Xiaojin: „You first let alone the words, making me say.” 任小粟愕然,他刚要开口,却被杨小槿打断:“你先别说话,让我说。” „Over the two days the time, I brought Steamed stuffed bun Shop that you went to me most to like, brought the tailer shop that you went to me most to like, bought the outdoors thing including before the store,” Yang Xiaojin said: „Actually I want to make you have a look at my past life, allowing you to understand that in front of you I, once lived like you my side.” “这两天时间,我带你去了我最喜欢的包子铺,也带你去了我最喜欢的裁缝店,包括以前买户外用品的商店,”杨小槿说道:“其实我就想让你看看我过去的人生,让你了解你面前的我,就像你也曾生活在我身边一样。” „I give you gift, wants to make up me to miss your life, often thinks that in you 221 years of life will not have me, I unquenchable losing. Therefore I must make up 240 birthday presents to you, this will not have the disappointment. Later, since you received the gift, that must treat as in the past 240 years, your side has had me.” “我送你礼物,也是想补上我错过你的人生,每每想到你221年的人生里都没有我,我就会难以抑制的失落。所以我要给你补240份生日礼物,这样就不会有缺憾了。以后,你既然收了礼物,那就必须当做过去的240年里,你身边一直有我。” She grasps Ren Xiaosu gently, then pastes the face gently on the Ren Xiaosu collar bone said: „Xiaosu, everyone the first time is met the love, I do not know how should build this feeling, does not know how should express. I can do, does not allow what leeway to oneself.” 她轻轻抱住任小粟,然后把脸轻轻贴在任小粟锁骨上说道:“小粟,大家都是第一次遇见爱情,我不知道该怎么维系这段感情,也不知道该怎么表达。我能做的,就是不给自己留什么余地。” Ren Xiaosu looks at front duckbill cap miss, yes, the first time are in the life encountered the love, no one has anything to prepare, the sentiment of this burning hot on arrival of no protection. 任小粟愣愣的看着面前的鸭舌帽姑娘,是的,他们两个都是人生中第一次遭遇爱情,没人有过什么准备,这份炙热的感情就毫无防备的到来了。 Their sentiments as if warmly be more sumptuous than others, they have fought side-by-side, has lived and died together, separate, has met again. 他们两人的感情似乎要比其他人更加热烈丰盛一些,他们并肩作战过,同生共死过,失散过,重聚过。 The opposite party have no love experience, is actually using the sincerest sentiment to treat him. 对方并没有什么恋爱经验,却在用最诚挚的感情对待他。 People always said, the companion is the farewell of longest sentiment. 人们总说,陪伴是最长情的告别。 Yang Xiaojin wants to do now, accompanies his entire life, regardless of the past, will be in the future. 杨小槿现在想做的,就是陪伴他整个人生,不论从前,还是未来。 At this time Ren Xiaosu asked suddenly: „Why your hasn't Key Gate opened in the Stronghold 144 family/home? Wizard said, Key Gate will open in the place that oneself most want to go to......” 这时候任小粟忽然问道:“为什么你密钥之门没有开在144号壁垒的家里？巫师们说,密钥之门会开在自己最想去的地方……” Result Yang Xiaojin obviously gawked: „That is my family, I can go back momentarily, why can also open there?” 结果这次杨小槿明显愣了一下:“那是我家啊,我随时都能回去,为什么还要开在那里？” Her such saying, gave saying that Ren Xiaosu unexpectedly was shocked. 她这么一说,竟是把任小粟也给说愣住了。 This Key Gate opening end point is actually the innermost feelings demand, everyone is different in the psychological demand of each stage, the child wants the Hansel and Gretel, Chen Jiu to go to the seashore to shun the world, this is they cannot obtain. 这密钥之门的开启终点其实就是内心需求,每个人在每个阶段的心理需求都不一样,儿童想要去糖果屋,陈酒想要去海边避世,这都是他们得不到的。 If according to Yang Xiaojin this view, then the Key Gate opening way is actually: Place that went not able to go. 如果按照杨小槿这种说法,那么密钥之门的开启方式其实是:去自己去不了的地方。 Ren Xiaosu did not have the family/home, even if the present had one „family/home”, the innermost feelings somewhat are still swayed by personal gains and losses. 任小粟一直没有家,所以即便现在有了一个“家”,内心也有些患得患失。 Moreover he in the Wizard state, away family/home over a thousand kilometers, the side did not have Yang Xiaojin at that time. 而且他当时在巫师国度,距家上千公里,身边还没有杨小槿。 But Yang Xiaojin is different, she subconsciousness has treated as the home to return to there, therefore the innermost feelings demand rank then dropped: Can go back in any case momentarily. 而杨小槿不同,她早就下意识把那里当做归宿了,所以内心需求等级便下降了许多:反正随时都可以回去。 Ren Xiaosu always thought that is not a little right: „You did not fear that loses that family/home?” 任小粟总觉得有点不对:“你就不怕失去那个家吗？” „Loses?” Yang Xiaojin is curious: „How to lose? Can you abandon that family/home? Do you dare?” “失去？”杨小槿好奇:“怎么失去？你要抛弃那个家？你敢吗？” „,” Ren Xiaosu rushes saying: „Doesn't dare......” “咳咳,”任小粟赶忙说道:“不敢不敢……” „That did not end,” Yang Xiaojin said. “那不就完了,”杨小槿说道。 In fact, Yang Xiaojin instead is that earlier one step person who enters the psychological stabilization period, she has the security sense, Ren Xiaosu did not have. 事实上,杨小槿反而是那个更早一步进入心理稳定期的人,她已经有了安全感,任小粟还没有。 Ren Xiaosu sighed: „I also think that for these days you minded my age, wants to leave without saying good-bye.” 任小粟叹息一声:“我这几天还以为你介意我的年龄,想要不告而别呢。” The Yang Xiaojin corners of the mouth go up: „Does not give you long memory, what to do do you later also run all over the place?” 杨小槿嘴角上翘:“不给你长点记性,你以后还乱跑怎么办？” „Does not run does not run,” Ren Xiaosu rushes to guarantee to say. “不跑了不跑了,”任小粟赶忙保证道。 „This also almost,” Yang Xiaojin happily said: „You later celebrated a birthday were a little troublesome, must insert 240 candles, thinks fearfully. Must be afraid to the friends who you celebrate a birthday.” “这还差不多,”杨小槿得意道:“不过你以后过生日有点麻烦了,要插240支蜡烛,想想都可怕。给你过生日的朋友们得多害怕啊。” Ren Xiaosu: „???” 任小粟:“？？？” At this time why spoke this words?! 为什么这种时候说这种话啊？！ „Right,” Ren Xiaosu asked: „Therefore you are calculating the quantity is giving the gift, now delivered enough 240?” “对了,”任小粟问道:“所以你是算着数量在送礼物吗,现在送够240件了？” Yang Xiaojin shakes the head saying: „No, the present is 239. Is counted 99 privilege use volumes 239.” 杨小槿摇摇头说道:“没有,现在是239件。算上99个特权使用卷才239件。” Ren Xiaosu gawked: „What does that also miss last is?” 任小粟愣了一下:“那还差最后一件是什么？” At this time, Yang Xiaojin took off own duckbill cap unexpectedly suddenly, then said in a soft voice: „The 240 th gift, is I.” 这时候,杨小槿竟是忽然摘下了自己的鸭舌帽,然后轻声说道:“第240件礼物,是我自己。” Ren Xiaosu trembles: „Please do not transform into the female......” 任小粟一哆嗦:“请不要物化女性……” However has not waited for him to say the words, actually saw duckbill cap of Yang Xiaojin in the hand to throw to pound to extinguish the light switch in room: „I thought when you also prepare to instigate!” 然而还没等他把话说完,却见杨小槿将手中鸭舌帽扔出去砸灭了屋里的灯光开关:“我看你还准备怂到什么时候！” summer Guiyue, the red sleeve cannot cry. 夏闺月,红袖不须啼。 This flash Ren Xiaosu remembered in that letter/believes the father to say to oneself suddenly the words, Xiaosu, you do have the love? 这一瞬间任小粟忽然想起那封信上父亲对自己说过的话,小粟啊,你是否已经有了爱情？ The love is you suddenly felt, can not need to conquer the entire world, does not need to become outstanding, does not need to make a name for oneself, does not use affluent, can feel happily. 爱情是你突然觉得,可以不用征服全世界,不用出人头地,不用功成名就,不用腰缠万贯,也能感觉到幸福。 Even a little lost lofty aspirations and high ideals, thought that this is good. 甚至有一点失了雄心壮志,觉得这样就挺好。 Is your anything minded, anything can compromise. 是你什么都介意,又什么都可以妥协。 The love is flustered being swayed by personal gains and losses, some people of desolate elderlies, some people finally understand that all these flustered is worth with the waiting. 爱情是慌慌张张的患得患失,有人落寞白首,也有人最终明白这一切慌张与等待都是值得的。 The love in the right time, met one to pledge the lifetime person. 爱情是在正确的时间里,遇到了一个想承诺一生的人。 ...... …… This chapter, really made me consider very for a long time...... 这一章,真是让我斟酌了很久……