The mood twinkle of yellow Song eyeground non-stop, seems making fierce struggling. 黄嵩眼底的情绪闪烁不停,似乎做着剧烈的挣扎。 Dispatches the wind two pieces of jade put together to return defends Hao state no doubt to stand firm Hao state form, but this is not yellow Song wants. 派遣风珏回守昊州固然能稳住昊州形式,但这不是黄嵩想要的。 „Friend is silent, I know that your suggestion is strives for steadily, but this is not I asks.” His sinking sound rejected, has not waited for journey Jing to open the mouth, he continues saying that „the Orchid Pavilion soldiers and horses are numerous, the tomb river district feared that is hard to defend. Once is defeated then can only retreat the Hejian county and even Hao state, then, Hao state then became the marine isolated island, faced with the boundary of being utterly isolated. I and I do not want to work as that trapped/sleepy beast, struggles to ask to save-” “友默,我知道你这个建议是求稳,但这不是我所求。”他沉声地拒绝了,没等程靖开口,他继续道,“兰亭兵马众多,冢河县怕是难以守住。一旦失败便只能退守河间郡乃至昊州,如此一来,昊州便成了海上孤岛,面临四面楚歌之境。我、我不想当那困兽,挣扎求存-” The present situation to yellow lofty is quite disadvantageous, he facing the assurance that Jiang Pengji has not defeated a numerically superior enemy. Do not look that in the history book has the examples of many defeating a numerically superior enemy, but has the condition is quite harsh, normally, was used the population and strength steamroll mostly. 如今的局势对黄嵩极为不利,他面对姜芃姬也没有以少胜多的把握。别看史书上有不少以少胜多的例子,但发生条件极为苛刻,正常情况下,多半还是被人用人数和实力碾压。 If the tomb river district were in unfavorable situation, yellow lofty then faces defends the aspect in Hao state this solitary one, fighting of true trapped/sleepy beast. 如果冢河县失利了,黄嵩便面临孤守昊州的局面,真正的困兽之斗。 His disposition was inferior that aristocratic family is so arrogant, but also has own temperament and dignity, he does not hope oneself fall to that position. 他心性不如世家子那么高傲,但也有自己的脾气和尊严,他决计不希望自己落到那个境地。 journey Jing understands, asked yellow Song, „your majesty's meaning was......” 程靖明白过来,反问黄嵩,“主公的意思是……” yellow Song hesitates the long time, the tone dignified say/way, „order bosom Jie to lead troops to catch up to meet-, if time with enough time-” 黄嵩沉吟半晌,语气凝重道,“命令怀玠带兵赶来会合-若是时间来得及的话-” Jiang Pengji began on the 2nd on these, yellow Song the news passed to that side the wind two pieces of jade put together, the wind two pieces of jade put together led troops again, least also took 78 days. 姜芃姬动手就在这两日,黄嵩的消息传到风珏那边,风珏再带兵过来,最少也要七八日。 journey Jing listens to dispirited and despair in his words, for yellow lofty determination with amazement. 程靖听出他话中的颓废和绝望,同时也为黄嵩的决心骇然。 The yellow lofty commandism two pieces of jade put together lead troops meeting, this completed wave of a preparation that decided the victory and defeat. 黄嵩命令风珏带兵过来会合,这是做好了一波定胜负的心理准备。 Two side troops face face-to-face, block all and escape route, either Jiang Pengji dies, either yellow Song dies. 两方人马面对面对垒,堵上一切和后路,要么姜芃姬死,要么黄嵩死。 Whom no matter who lives dead, this war ended is one of them 's end point as well as another person of brand-new beginning. 不管谁生谁死,这一战结束便是其中一人的终点以及另一人的崭新起点。 journey Jing could not say the opposition words, after pondering over long time, can only sigh complying. 程靖说不出反对的话,思忖良久之后,只能叹息着答应。 „Peace this drafts the transfer order.” “靖这就去草拟调令。” yellow Songdao, „.” 黄嵩道,“嗯。” yellow Song wife Qi Chaolan is the female who a character stronger, on the husband the frontline goes to war, she must have several hundred own health/guard to follow by far, lives helps him handle something in one's power in the , shares sorrow for him, the sentiment of couple over time is also getting better and better. 黄嵩的夫人祁朝兰是个性格要强的女子,丈夫上前线打仗,她也要带着数百亲卫远远跟着,住在附近帮他做些力所能及的事情,替他分忧,夫妻二人的感情也随着时间推移越来越好。 Thinks and this, yellow Song then cannot bear the forced smile. Before is always worried that Madame Qi runs the frontline to meet the danger, goes out each time goes to war must urge her not to follow, now thinks that she with is also good, the good and evil can also unable to meet, is insufficient the regret. 思及此,黄嵩便忍不住苦笑。以前总是担心祁夫人跑来前线会遇见危险,每次出门打仗都要叮嘱她别跟着,如今却觉得她跟来也是有好处的,好歹还能见上一面,不至于死了遗憾。 Qi Chaolan facial expression visits him kindly, asked that „my dear why with a worried look?” 祁朝兰神情关切地看着他,问道,“郎君为何愁眉不展？” yellow Songdao, „outside matter, said also makes the madame be worried in vain.” 黄嵩道,“外头的事情,说出来也只是让夫人白白担心。” The couple are separated is not very far, but yellow Song the less than half year has not seen her, suddenly has the countless words to pour out. 夫妻二人相隔不是很远,但黄嵩已经小半年没见过她了,一时间有千言万语要倾诉。 When he wants to open the mouth, he feels hard to pour out, does not know that should say anything. 等他想开口的时候,他又觉得难以倾吐,不知该说些什么。 Madame Qi said, „you then did not say, the concubine body can also guess 78.” 祁夫人道,“你便是不说,妾身也能猜个七八分。” In her eyes, yellow Song is a man of optimism, even if will suffer the attack also to recuperate as soon as possible. He does not like the official business belt/bring to the family/home, even if has many worries outside, goes home to face the wife and children also to adopt stance calmly, in order to avoid the family member was worried. Madame Qi so understands him, yellow lofty this time actually reveals so obvious worrying color, obviously is not the minor matter, extremely possibly relational lives and properties. 在她眼中,黄嵩是个乐观的人,哪怕遭受打击也会尽快调理过来。他不喜欢将公事带到家里,哪怕在外头有很多烦恼,回到家中面对妻儿也会摆出若无其事的姿态,以免家人担心。祁夫人如此了解他,黄嵩这次却露出如此明显的愁色,可见不是小事,极可能关系身家性命。 yellow Song thinks, lowers the head to whisper, „, if did not have the means to give you for the husband the most supreme glory, you can be sad?” 黄嵩想了想,垂头低语道,“倘若为夫没办法给你最至高无上的荣耀了,你可会难过？” His young time suffered enough family background, because the family background experienced suffering despised with unfairly, he knows that was what taste, naturally does not hope that own children repeated his life. After getting married and beginning a career, yellow Songcai regards as important this, does not make the children be wronged. 他年幼的时候吃够了出身的亏,因为出身受尽了鄙夷和不公,他知道那是什么滋味,自然不希望自己的儿女重复他的人生。成家立业之后,黄嵩才更加看重这点,不让儿女受委屈。 If not the moral behavior erupted and resulted in the father-in-law favor accidentally, yellow Song cannot marry Qi Chaolan. 若非人品爆发、偶然得了岳父青眼,黄嵩也娶不到祁朝兰。 She is puts in great inconvenience marries herself lowly, how yellow is Song cruel enough she to follow oneself to endure hardship? 她是委屈低嫁给自己,黄嵩怎么忍心她跟着自己吃苦？ East celebrates the chaotic situation, his ambition increases day by day, at midnight the dream returned to the time also once similar thinks that supreme position. 东庆乱局,他的野心与日俱增,午夜梦回时候也曾肖想那个至高无上的位置。 He wants to let Qi Chaolan and shares together. 他想让祁朝兰和自己一起分享。 Madame Qi said with a smile, „wanted my dear also , the plain food can be the delicacies of every kind, why was sad?” 祁夫人笑道,“只要郎君还在,粗茶淡饭都能是山珍海味,为何要难过？” She said so confidently, yellow lofty instead does not know how should respond. 她说得如此坦然,黄嵩反而不知该怎么反应。 Madame Qi said, „regardless of the victory and defeat, you must live, this to the concubine body is most treasure, what glorious status cannot trade.” 祁夫人道,“不论胜负,你得活着,这对妾身而言才是最宝贝的,什么荣耀身份都换不来。” yellow Songyu chokes, for a very long time did not say. 黄嵩语噎,久久不言。 Madame Qi visits him, in the heart cannot help but exudes bitter. 祁夫人看着他,心中不由得泛起酸涩。 She accompanies yellow lofty is arriving at the youth from the youngster, will soon march into the 30 year-old, she is how wants to continue the carry with one on a journey with him, the reaching agreement old age. 她陪着黄嵩从少年走到青年,即将步入而立之年,她是多么想和他继续携行,相约白头啊。 „How is concubine body cruel enough to visit you to feel embarrassed?” Madame Qi said with a sigh, „thinks that anything then made anything.” “妾身怎么忍心看着你为难呢？”祁夫人叹息道,“想什么便去做什么。” She and yellow Song are not respect such as „ice” the couples, therefore she does not want and child restrains yellow Song the choice with oneself. 她和黄嵩不是相敬如“冰”的夫妻,所以她也不想拿自己和孩子约束黄嵩的选择。 yellow Song the throat chokes up, does not know that should should do. 黄嵩喉头一哽,不知该如何是好。 Stretched out both hands stop in the midair, long time wipes the tears that these are an eyesore with the finger/refers abdomen. 伸出的双手停在半空,半晌才用指腹将那些碍眼的眼泪擦去。 He said in a low voice, „do not cry, this teardrops where is hangs on the face, clearly is the drop for the husband heart.” 他低声道,“别哭了,这泪珠子哪里是挂在脸上,分明是滴在为夫心头啊。” Madame yellow Songhe gets married for many years, he has seen only the opposite party red an eye socket, that is Meng deep proposed that the patriarchal clan females promised gives him to become the concubine, wins over his time. Now actually annoys to cry her actually, yellow Song loves dearly what talk between lovers to brave. 黄嵩和夫人成婚多年,他只见过对方红过一次眼眶,那还是孟湛提议将宗族女子许诺给他当妾,借此拉拢他的时候。如今却硬是将她惹哭了,黄嵩心疼得什么情话都冒出来。 Madame Qi has not only stopped, instead cried hard. 祁夫人不仅没有止住,反而哭得更厉害了。 Once the people of extremely few crying cried, the tears to bursting a dike to be the same, cannot stop, yellow Song was frightened heavily. 极少哭的人一旦哭了,眼泪就跟决堤一样,怎么也止不住,黄嵩被吓得不轻。 yellow Songzhi can hug her, seems coaxes the child to coax her generally, the word of praise said a wicker basket. 黄嵩只能将她抱起,好似哄孩子一般哄她,好话说了一箩筐。 „...... For the husband is not the muscle until the bottom character, the real man is adaptable to the situation, definitely will not have to defeat the action that draws a sword to suicide. You are so young, the child is so little, without sheltered for the husband, then went to the hell also to crawl for the husband.” yellow Song knows certainly, if defeats, he lifts the sword to suicide is to the family member best protection, but Qi Chaolan cries that sadly, his reason then crashed, „......, furthermore, is not necessarily able to lose for the husband......, if won, that wasn't happy?” “……为夫也不是什么一根筋直到底的性格,大丈夫能屈能伸,绝对不会有战败就拔剑自刎的举动。你还那么年轻,孩子还那么小,没了为夫庇护,为夫便是去了地府也要爬回来的。”黄嵩当然知道,如果战败,他举剑自刎才是对家人最好的保护,但祁朝兰哭得那么难过,他的理智便崩塌了,“……再者,为夫未必会输啊……假使赢了呢,那不就皆大欢喜了？” Some salt fish dreams, let alone are the person. 咸鱼都有梦想,更何况是人呢。 The desperate dispirited mood was soaked the tears to wash away by Qi Chaolan completely, yellow Song becomes also high-spirited. 原先绝望颓废的情绪被祁朝兰一泡眼泪全部冲走了,黄嵩又变得斗志高昂。 He must buoy up, the situation did not have to be much worse. 他要振作起来,局势还没糟糕得无可挽回。 yellow Song tried every means to persuade to coax for a long time, made her stop the tears. 黄嵩好说歹说哄了许久,才让她止住了眼泪。 On this day, the couple were gentle for a long time, yellow Song then awoke next day before dawn. 这一日,夫妻二人温存了许久,黄嵩第二天天未亮便醒了。 He thinks that oneself got up very early, never expected that Madame Qi got up early. 他以为自己起得很早了,没想到祁夫人起得更早。 Or also this evening has not closed the eyes. 亦或者说,她这一晚上就没阖过眼。 „Madame, leading the person to return to Hao state, waits to go back for the husband.” “夫人,带人回昊州吧,等为夫回去。” She sets out to help yellow Song be well-dressed, lowers the head saying that „, good!” 她起身帮黄嵩穿戴整齐,低着头道,“嗯,好！” Looks that yellow Song leads the person to leave, the form gradually turns into the small sunspot, the mood that she creakies collapses once again. 看着黄嵩带着人离开,身影渐渐变成小黑点,她摇摇欲坠的情绪又一次崩溃。 However, when this time has not cried to restore sincere, the direction retinue packs the thing to start Hao state. 不过,她这次没哭多会儿就恢复了正色,指挥仆从收拾东西启程回昊州。