„Coughs- Wenbin-” “咳咳咳-文彬-” „Were we victories? Defeat?” “我们是胜了？还是败了？” Hyyppa complexion thin and pale withered and yellow, the eyeground had the heavy/thick azure, the eye socket to cover entirely the silk threads blood threads, the forehead was gripping the gray volume belt/bring. Yang thought was mad him suppressed, Hyyppa was the character of sensitive multi- thinking, after the bed , not only did not see to change for the better, instead the racing deteriorated. 许裴面色憔悴枯黄,眼底带着厚重的青色,眼眶布满了丝丝缕缕的血丝,额头扎着灰色额带。杨思把他气得狠了,许裴又是敏感多思的性格,卧床之后不仅不见好转,反而急转恶化。 The entire portrait pulled out to empty generally, this little while turns over/stands up to sit up continually difficultly. 整个人像是被掏空了一般,这会儿连翻身坐起都困难。 He uses the skinny hand to grab Han Yu hand stubbornly, is sideways to face the opposite party with the strength, the pupil that opens stubbornly is flashing the hope and urgency. 他用枯瘦的手死死抓着韩彧的手,借力侧身面向对方,死死睁大的眸子闪动着渴望和迫切。 Hyyppa licked the dry crack lip, is hoarse the say/way, „Wenbin, told me!” 许裴舔了舔干涸龟裂的唇,粗哑着道,“文彬,告诉我！” Han yu wears the deep azure meek garment, the sitting posture kneels to sit by Hyyppa bed straight, the tranquil pupil band of light is making the will of the people cool heaviness. 韩彧身着深青色儒衫,坐姿端正地跪坐在许裴床榻旁,平静的眸光带着令人心凉的沉重。 Does not know that is indoor ray or the misconception, Hyyppa discovered Han Yu long hair not once like that pitch-black smooth, instead has to be gloomy. Hyyppa cannot help but grasped Han Yu right hand, flickers is staring at his lip, anticipated that this opens mouth to say the news. 不知是室内光线还是错觉,许裴发现韩彧的长发不似曾经那般乌黑柔滑,反而带着点儿灰暗。许裴不由自主地抓紧了韩彧的右手,一瞬不瞬地盯着他的唇,期待这张嘴能说出好消息。 Han yu long time did not speak, two people then refused to budge silent for a long time. 韩彧半晌不语,两人便这么沉默地僵持了许久。 Silent surpasses has the sound. 无声胜似有声。 Although Han yu has not said the answer, but Hyyppa has understood. 韩彧虽未说出答案,但许裴已经明了。 „Was and is the defeat- so that's how it is-” “是、是败了吗-原来如此-” Hyyppa loosened the hand, the body of lying on one's side lost the support, lay low weak the bed. 许裴松开手,侧卧的身子失去了支撑,无力地平躺回床榻。 His both eyes look at the bedroom to occupy the roof soulless, sank the Ke weak body to be wearier, seems has anyone to pull him downward. 他双目无神地望着寝居屋顶,本就沉珂无力的身子更加疲倦,好似有什么人将他往下拉扯。 „Officially informs early has today, comes such rapidness, I underestimated Orchid Pavilion in the final analysis-” the Hyyppa tight pressed brow tip comes affably, the facial expression is gentle somewhat strangely, could not look at the days before hysteric trace, he asked that „can they attack?” “早知会有今日,孰料来得如此之快,说到底还是我小看了兰亭-”许裴紧蹙的眉梢舒缓开来,神情平和得有些诡异,瞧不出前几日歇斯底里的痕迹,他问道,“他们要攻进来了？” Han yu then opens the mouth, „enemy has started to attack a city, in the city the military is void, the military baggage is insufficient, feared that cannot defend the sunset.” 韩彧这才开口,“敌军已经开始攻城,城内兵力空虚,辎重不足,怕是守不到日落。” Hyyppa looks to Han yu, such simple movement seems somewhat strenuous. 许裴偏头望向韩彧,这么简单的动作都显得有些费力。 „Wenbin, your my rulers and ministers, has the incident...... Pei Houyan to plead, but also looks at Wenbin to consider...... Hyyppa to gasp for breath prudently”, the sound weak said/tunnel, „the Zhejiang county has fallen into the hand of Orchid Pavilion, but in mansion family members also missing, in Pei heart misses......, if Wenbin still had the ample force, in the future also please look after 12, guarantees their life then. So, Pei can also have a smile in heaven.” “文彬,你我君臣一场,有一事……裴厚颜恳求,还望文彬能慎重思量……”许裴喘了口气,声音虚弱地道,“浙郡已经落入兰亭之手,但府中老小至今还下落不明,裴心中挂念……倘若文彬尚有余力,日后还请照拂一二,保他们一命即可。如此,裴在九泉之下亦能含笑。” Han yu vision is looking at Hyyppa deeply, „your majesty-” 韩彧目光深沉地望着许裴,“主公-” „Does not need to urge, I know how should choose, if I admitted defeat to admit defeat to Orchid Pavilion, according to her disposition, will encircle mostly me, when the idler is raising. So long as law-abiding is not noisy, the latter half of one's life life is worry-free, but this is not I asks-” how many Hyyppa coughs, the tranquil pupil light flash is moving the scarlet blood-color, seems is ambushing a scary wild animal, the vision is firm and resolute, „furthermore- hehe, permits Lingwen have the courage to resist by the loathsome appearance, how will I covet life and fear death? If this little while lives on dishonorably, feared that must be smiled by him!” “不用劝,我知道该怎么选择,倘若我向兰亭服软认输,依照她的脾性,多半会将我圈起来当闲人养着。只要安分不闹,后半生性命无忧,可这并非我所求-”许裴又咳嗽几声,平静的眸光闪动着猩红血色,好似潜伏着一头骇人的野兽,目光坚定而果决,“再者-呵呵,许令文都有勇气以死相抗,我又岂会贪生怕死？这会儿若是苟且偷生,怕是要被他笑死！” Han yu sipped to tighten the lip, the look was even more pale, seems brushed thick lime, is passing a deathly stillness. 韩彧抿紧了唇,神色越发苍白,好似刷了一层厚厚的白灰,透着一片死寂。 „!” “喏！” Hears Han Yu commitment, Hyyppa's withered and yellow cheek appears light blushing, seems puts a vitality. 听到韩彧的承诺,许裴枯黄的面颊浮现淡淡的红晕,好似注入一股生机。 He strikes an attitude to set out, Han Yutai hand helped him hold. 他作势起身,韩彧抬手帮他扶了一把。 „Wenbin, helping me prepare the words, at the appointed time also wants to be exhausted you to transmit letter-” “文彬,帮我准备一下笔墨,届时还要劳烦你转交家书-” Han yu helps him bring the words, Hyyppa points at tremble takes pen in hand, the pen tip has not fallen then, when falls on the table, the ink splashes several black circular dirts. He is clenching teeth to pick the pen, although this time has not fallen down, the character that but writes down is incapable impractically. 韩彧帮他取来笔墨,许裴手指哆嗦地提起笔,笔尖还未落下便哐当一声掉在桌上,墨汁溅开数个墨色圆形污渍。他咬着牙将笔重新捡起来,这次虽没掉下,但写下的字虚浮无力。 Is the letter, rather is Hyyppa leaves the posthumous writings of family member. 与其说是家书,不如说是许裴留给家人的遗书。 The correspondence content and has nothing specially, urged the son conscientiously to study, after growing up, becomes a person of great ability and tremendous potential that helps the world common people and family/home Country State, urged the daughter do not forget the parental elder's guidance, after coming of age got married , to show filial respect to the husband's family's home and respect father's wife, the urging wife attended to the family property, if later had man who conformed with the intention, she can carry off half of family property to remarry, do not delay the time passage. 信函内容并没什么特殊的,叮嘱儿子认真学习,长大后成为有益于天下百姓和家国社稷的栋梁之才,叮嘱女儿勿要忘了父母长辈的教导,及笄成婚之后要孝敬婆家、尊重嫡母,叮嘱妻子料理好家业,倘若以后有了合乎心意的男子,她可以带走一半家财改嫁,勿要耽误年华。 When Hyyppa drops last, almost used up the strength of whole body. 等许裴落下最后一笔,几乎用光了全身的力气。 Han yu helps him dry the correspondence silent, in addition the sealing wax loads the envelope again. 韩彧沉默地帮他将信函烘干,加上火漆再装入信封。 „These years were laborious you.” “这些年辛苦你了。” Hyyppa removed the strength probably, the camel the back was sitting before the table, looks at Han Yu in the correspondence income bosom. 许裴像是卸去了力气,驼着背坐在桌案前,看着韩彧将信函收入怀中。 Han yu said that „not painstakingly.” 韩彧道,“不苦。” The beforehand experience regarding Han yu is attempts, no matter wins is defeated, that is the rare experience. 以前的经历对于韩彧而言便是一次次尝试,不管是胜利还是失败,那都是不可多得的经验。 Some present has only fallen ruthlessly, ate the lesson, he can avoid the same pit in the future. 唯有现在狠狠摔过,吃了教训,他才能在未来避开同样的坑。 Hyyppa lip opening and closing, the dry vision seems tears intent to surge, long time has not said half character. 许裴唇瓣翕动,干涩的目光似有泪意涌动,半晌也没说出半个字。 The sunny day of space has started to incline toward the west side, the Hyyppa silent say/way, „Wenbin, you get down, I think that a person calm down a bit.” 天上的艳阳已经开始往西边倾斜,许裴默然道,“文彬,你下去吧,我想一个人静一静。” Han yu sets out silent, walks to the entrance under footsteps. 韩彧沉默地起身,走至门口顿下脚步。 „Believes clear still to remember that in the past the waterside pavilion met initially, when your I discussed the world situation, expressed the feelings, had you once granted what?” “信昭还记得当年水榭初遇,你我谈论天下大势、直抒胸臆之时,你曾允诺过什么？” Hyyppa was startled, the slow brain does not have first to respond. 许裴怔了一下,迟钝的脑子没有第一时间反应过来。 He works hard to turn looks for that to remember, does not determine the said/tunnel, „looks at the exquisite silk mountains and rivers?” 他费了一番功夫去翻找那段记忆,不确定地道,“共看锦绣山河么？” Han yu does not return to the said/tunnel, „letter/believes clear still to remember, now can actually destroy?” 韩彧头也不回地道,“信昭还记得,如今却是要毁诺？” „Requests Wenbin to look at two for me.” Hyyppa smiles bitterly saying that „, if Orchid Pavilion ascends the throne 95, remembers before my grave, informs.” “烦请文彬替我多看两眼吧。”许裴苦笑道,“倘若兰亭登位九五,记得来我坟前告知。” If loses to such person, he dies not undeserved. 如果输给这样的人,他死得不冤枉。 Although Hyyppa came from the aristocratic family, but he also thinks the world to be peaceful, now feared that could not see. 虽说许裴出身世家,但他也想天下承平,如今怕是看不到了。 Han yu eyeground dim two points. 韩彧眼底黯淡了两分。 „Good.” “好。” Han yu just walked shortly , the front surface bumps into journey Xun who the clothing is stained with the blood. 韩彧刚走没多久,迎面碰上衣衫沾血的程巡。 „Your majesty?” “主公呢？” Han yu said that „in room.” 韩彧道,“在屋内。” journey Xun takes a look at Han Yu up and down, immediately anything understood. 程巡将韩彧上下打量一番,顿时什么都明白了。 „Why didn't persuade your majesty to break through?” After journey Xun closed tightly the molar, the anger said, „Han Wenbin, I respected you, now looks is I am blind. Was the official is not utterly loyal to make contribution to your majesty, the dangerous time actually wants to drop, did you do that to set at your majesty where?” “为何不劝说主公突围？”程巡咬紧了后槽牙,怒道,“韩文彬,我本敬你,如今一看却是我瞎了眼。为人臣子不为主公尽忠尽力,危难时刻却想放手,你这么做置主公于何地？” Han yu said, „I have made contribution.” 韩彧道,“我已尽力。” The final card in a hand also shone, finally cannot kill willow Xi as before, the losing battle had decided. 最后的底牌也亮出来了,最后依旧没能杀了柳羲,败局已定。 journey Xun the anger does not reduce, looks that Han Yu responded indifferently even more comes air/Qi, bawls out saying that „Lord shame feudal official dies, the Lord dead feudal official also dies, your Han is Yu the generation of coveting life and fearing death? The enemies have not stormed into the city, you have thought that all escape routes, do try to curry favor with take undeserved credit to willow Zei with us?” 程巡怒气不减,看着韩彧冷漠的反应越发来气,叱骂道,“主辱臣死,主死臣亦死,你韩彧是贪生怕死之辈？敌军还未攻入城,你已经想好所有退路,试图用吾等向柳贼献媚邀功？” Han yu line of sight turns to journey Xun desolately. 韩彧视线冷淡地转向程巡。 „Unwarranted reputation this is the body external object, how I do not need to care about others to say. You recognized that I am the generation of coveting life and fearing death, I am also speechless.” “浮名本为身外物,我无需在意旁人如何说。你认定我是贪生怕死之辈,我也无话可说。” journey Xunqi must point at trembles. 程巡气得手指哆嗦。 „You had lost/carrying your majesty to trust!” “你有负主公信任！” Han yu said, „doing right by conscience is then good, I have no qualms in the heart.” 韩彧道,“对得起本心便好,我无愧于心。”