The person of high antiquity was quite precocious sensibly, 11 years old have calculated half young Sir. 远古时代的人比较早熟懂事,十一岁已经算半个小大人。 permits Yanxiao was intelligent, her six years old start after side mother is studying the steward and governance the dwelling method, the inner apartments engage in factional strife and manipulate strategically, she looked many. Her mental cannot use the standard weight of ordinary 11 -year-old young girl. She knows oneself situation- 许燕筱本就聪慧,她六岁开始在母亲身边学着管家和治理后宅手段,内宅倾轧和勾心斗角,她看得太多了。她的心智根本不能用普通十一岁少女的标准衡量。她知道自己的处境- The uncle is the prime culprit who persecutes to death her father, mother also suffers disaster indirectly is persecuted to death. 大伯是逼死她父亲的元凶,母亲也间接遭难被逼死。 In brief, Hyyppa is not only her uncle, is she kills the father to kill the female personal enemy. 简而言之,许裴不仅仅是她大伯,更是她杀父杀母的仇人。 Let a personal enemy take care of itself, who will feel at ease? 让一个仇人照顾自己,谁会安心？ permits Yanxiao also has such worry. 许燕筱也有这样的担心。 Qin respectful sits straight, looks wears the white clothing linen at present, throws over the young girl who the hemp wore mourning clothes, under the heart brings to hesitate. 秦恭端正坐着,看着眼前身着素衣麻布,披麻戴孝的少女,心下带着些迟疑。 „Believing illustrious Duke does not dare is not good to you, if has an accident, he will also do utmost to protect you.” “信昭公不敢对你不好,若是出了事,他也会竭尽全力护着你。” The face that permits Yanxiao loses blood palely appears the taunt, „kills the father to kill the female personal enemy, will he do utmost to protect me?” 许燕筱苍白失血的脸浮现些嘲讽,“杀父杀母的仇人,他会竭尽全力保护我？” „You are equal to his reputation now, how dare letter/believes illustrious Duke not to protect?” Qin Gongdao, „, if he made the Wen only daughters not look after well, making you have the accident, don't said the world person, was Xu clan old first does not only let off him-” “你现在等同于他的名声,信昭公岂敢不护？”秦恭道,“若是他连令文公唯一的女儿都照顾不好,让你出了三长两短,莫说天下人,光是许氏族老就第一个不放过他-” permits Yanxiao is lowering the head, the reveal is only thin outside both hands remains the bone, resembles a pair of withered chicken feet, before where also has, plays a stringed musical instrument to paint slender clear? She closely grips, in the nail inserting palm meat, leaves behind the crescent moon fingerprint that deeply must blush. 许燕筱垂着头,露在外头的双手瘦得只剩骨头,似一双干瘪的鸡爪,哪里还有以前弹琴作画的纤细圆润？她紧紧攥起,指甲嵌入手心肉里,留下深得发红的月牙指印。 „But- Qin presented a gift-” “可是-秦奉敬-” permits Yanxiao endured the long time, finally said the heart words. 许燕筱忍了半晌,终于道出了心底话。 „But I fear.” “可是我怕啊。” Qin respectful has not interposed, permits Yanxiao appears at present scene of that day, the thin body kept shivering. 秦恭没有插话,许燕筱眼前浮现那一日的场景,消瘦的身子不停颤抖。 She thinks that she can suffer, but time of quiet time, the nightmare is these smiles the fierce hoodlum. 她以为自己可以挨过去,但夜深人静的时候,梦魇全是那些笑得狰狞的暴徒。 They gather round themselves and mother, separates their mother and daughter violence, at the same time tears their clothes, at the same time beats. 他们围着自己和母亲,将她们母女暴力分开,一边撕扯她们的衣裳,一面殴打。 The mother dies with injustice unredressed, both eyes open the eyes enormously, the corner of the eye because of making an effort to crack, flowed out blood bead dry solidification. 母亲死不瞑目,双目睁得极大,眼角因为用力而开裂,流出的血珠干涸凝固。 She from the hoodlum slit noticed that mother by the scene that the person humiliates, is filled with the eyeful despairs. 她从暴徒缝隙中看到母亲受人凌辱的场景,满心满眼的绝望。 These hoodlums have not let off her- 那些暴徒也没有放过她- She in dream despairs compared with reality in she, she struggles is wanting to escape, only trades hoodlum crueler treatment. 梦中的她比现实中的她还要绝望,她挣扎着想要逃开,只换来暴徒更加残忍的对待。 The dreamland to the latter half, these hoodlums turned into cable/search life/command the evil spirit completely, everyone lost the scalp, reveals the bloody skull, the lower part of the body crotch section tick-tock tick-tock is flowing dirt blood- towards oneself crawls, the mouth is shouting cable/search life/command the poisonous incantation. 梦境到了后半段,那些暴徒全部变成了索命的厉鬼,每个人都失去了头皮,露出血淋淋的头盖骨,下身裆部滴答滴答流着污血-一个一个朝自己爬过来,嘴里喊着索命的毒咒。 If not permits Yanxiao the state of mind is strong, was compelled by the dreamland early insanely. 若非许燕筱心境还算强,早被梦境逼疯了。 After the dream awakes, she then cannot bear indulge in flights of fancy, even produces lets her fearful and apprehensive thought- 梦醒之后,她便忍不住胡思乱想,甚至产生让她心惊胆战的念头- Why Qin hasn't respectful rushed promptly? 为什么秦恭没有及时赶到？ 1-2 double-hour, all tragedies will not happen obviously again early. 明明再早1-2时辰,一切悲剧都不会发生啊。 Early is not why late, after everyone dies, he long in coming? 为什么不早不晚,偏偏在所有人都死后,他才姗姗来迟？ Why makes her live? 为什么让她活着？ When she retrieves oneself reason, she thought that such are like the devil, appearance after the father the concubine room in dwelling is uglier. 等她找回自己的理智,她又觉得那样的自己跟魔鬼一样,面目比父亲后宅的妾室还要丑陋。 Qin respectful silent, whispered, „what permits wife did fear? Whether to speak frankly to respectful?” 秦恭沉默了一下,低语道,“许娘子怕什么？能否对恭坦言？” „I always thought that- I feared that is life that jolts wanderingly.” permits Yanxiao smiled faintly grieved, „Hyyppa waited me to be good, but can the feeling better biological daughter? Although I am the inner chamber female, but also knows that the world is chaotic. Various feudal lords are the generations of avarice knows no bounds, how to satisfy existing all? I went to that side Hyyppa, how many years can be peaceful? How many months? Finally performs enemy to attack a city a time, I by the program that the hoodlum does plunder? By that time- did in the world have second Qin Fengjing to rush promptly, saves me in the water and fire?” “我总觉得-我怕是个流离颠簸的命。”许燕筱惨然浅笑,“许裴待我再好,但能好过亲生女儿？我虽是闺阁女子,但也知道天下已乱。各家诸侯都是欲壑难填之辈,岂会满意现有的一切？我去了许裴那边,到底能安生几年？还是几个月？最后再上演一次敌军攻城,我被暴徒掠走的戏码？到那时-天底下还有第二个秦奉敬会及时赶到,救我于水火吗？” The tumultuous times female, should the fate be this? 乱世女子,下场都该是这样吗？ Should she accept such faded and fallen helpless destiny as the female? 她身为女子就该接受这样飘零无助的命运？ She can only compromise for the general interest, folded a lofty and unyielding character, can preserve at all costs in the tumultuous times? 她只能委曲求全,折了一身傲骨,才能苟全于乱世？ Finally- 最后- permits Yanxiao asked him. 许燕筱还是问他。 „Did that day, why come late?” “那日,为何晚来了？” Qin Gongchui the head, is confessing to consider. 秦恭垂着脑袋,坦白相告。 His that day catches up, does not come to save permits Yanxiao specially, he for permits corpse. 他那日赶来,不是专门过来救许燕筱的,他是为了许斐的尸首。 If not the heaven has eyes, permits Yanxiao there, he does not know when can find her. 若非苍天有眼,许燕筱也在那里,他不知道什么时候才能找到她。 „I am held responsible-” permits Yanxiao deep breath one breath, said every single word or phrase, „why army does come the mountain enceinte of city gate late?” “我是问-”许燕筱深呼吸一口气,一字一句道,“大军为何晚来山瓮城？” Qin respectful the eyeground revealed puzzled. 秦恭眼底露出一丝不解。 „respectful has just now said-” “恭方才已经说了呀-” He has not thought suspected Jiang Pengji, has not suspected permits Fei, but permits Yanxiao is different. 他从没想过怀疑姜芃姬,更没有怀疑过许斐,但许燕筱却不同。 „I want to know why willow Xi will borrow you naturally 10,000 soldiers and horses? Borrowed 10,000 soldiers and horses, the time of arrival so coincidence?” “我想知道,为何柳羲会大方借你一万兵马？借了一万兵马,抵达时间又如此巧合？” The coincidence were many, unavoidably annoys the person to suspect. 巧合多了,难免惹人怀疑。 10,000 soldiers and horses are the cabbages, said that taking advantage of borrows? 一万兵马是大白菜,说借就借？ Qin respectful was under the father tent/account the most loyal official, why will change to throw others? 秦恭是父亲帐下最忠诚的臣子,为何会临阵改投他人？ These 10,000 soldiers and horses rush to rescue the mountain enceinte of city gate, why time card such good? 这一万兵马驰援山瓮城,为何时间卡得如此之好？ permits Yanxiao these was busy giving my late father my late mother to mourn by the side of the coffin on , temporarily build mourning hall empty and quiet, she always could not bear thinks. 许燕筱这几日忙着给亡父亡母守灵,临时搭建的灵堂空荡荡、静悄悄的,她总忍不住多想。 These doubts are like her nightmare, is clutching her throat stubbornly. 这些疑惑跟她的梦魇一样,死死扼着她的喉咙。 Qin respectful has not concealed, informed the content that oneself knew in detail. 秦恭也没有隐瞒,详细告知自己知道的内容。 End, he lost supplemented. 末了,他失落地补充。 „respectful, the shame to making Wen cultivates and trusting.” “恭,愧对令文公栽培和信任。” After permits Yanxiao listens, long time did not speak. 许燕筱听后,半晌不语。 „permits wife, but also please feel at ease the period of time, in the Zhejiang county, awaits calmly the good news.” Qin respectful somewhat seemed to be shy, staggered the line of sight, said in a low voice, „respectful observed the world situation, your majesty and letter/believes illustrious Duke must have a war. When the army conquers the enemy that day, respectful then takes you to leave.” “许娘子,还请您安心一阵子,待在浙郡,静待佳音。”秦恭似乎有些害羞,错开了视线,低声道,“恭观天下大势,主公与信昭公必有一战。等大军克敌那日,恭便接您离开。” permits Yanxiao has not replied, Qin respectful accompanied his mourning by the side of the coffin a while, set out the training patrol. 许燕筱没有回复,秦恭陪他守灵一会儿,起身去练兵巡逻。 Because must prevent Hyyppa to dispatch troops to sneak attack, these days has been very busy, but Qin respectful was in suspense permits Yanxiao. 因为要防止许裴派兵偷袭,这些日子一直很忙,但秦恭又放心不下许燕筱。 For two give dual attention, he can only shorten the sleep relaxation time. 为了两头兼顾,他只能缩短自身睡眠休息时间。 He just left the mourning hall, discovered that outside is standing Yang thought. 他刚离开灵堂,发现外头站着杨思。 „Yang Jun master, your is-” “杨军师,您这是-” „Tomorrow is the deadline, permits the wife wants escorting a coffin to bring the remains that makes Wen and the others go back.” Yang thought smiles bitterly saying that „thinks to admire to make Wen long since, doing to is unable to deliver the spirit for it. Has free time while this little while, then wants to come making on Wen several burns a joss stick, chats shows the intention.” “明日便是最后期限,许娘子要扶灵带着令文公等人的遗骸回去。”杨思苦笑道,“思仰慕令文公久已,奈何无法为其送灵。趁着这会儿得空,便想过来给令文公上几炷香,聊表心意。” Qin respectful was grateful, to climb up the brand-new stair to the good sensitivity that Yang thought. 秦恭心怀感激,对杨思的好感度又爬上了崭新的台阶。 As everyone knows, this word of praise regarding the adviser, that is only the having words at fingertips and writing with facility polite speech. 殊不知,这种好话对于谋士而言,那只是信手拈来的场面话罢了。 Qin respectful left, Yang thought entered the mourning hall. 秦恭一离开,杨思进入灵堂。 The mourning hall is very crude, the air is somewhat sad, when long was very uncomfortable. 灵堂十分简陋,空气有些沉闷,待久了很不舒服。 Yang thought was saying to permits Yanxiao several comforting words, he burns incense, nearby permits Yanxiao asked him. 杨思对着许燕筱说了几句安抚的话,他上香的时候,一旁的许燕筱问他。 „How long did mister listen to outside?” “先生在外听了多久？” Yang thinking said, „was very long.” 杨思道,“挺久了。” permits Yanxiao frowns, „mister does not know that discourteous don't listen?” 许燕筱蹙眉,“先生不知非礼勿听？” Yang thinking said, „permits wife was pitiful pitiful Qin Xiaowei.” 杨思道,“许娘子还是可怜可怜秦校尉吧。” „This saying what meaning?” “这话什么意思？” permits Yanxiao somewhat fears about the man, sees Yang thought to turn around to look to oneself, she cowers to back up subconsciously one step. 许燕筱对男子有些恐惧,见杨思转身望向自己,她下意识瑟缩地倒退一步。 „permits wife may know, why did my family your majesty borrow 10,000 soldiers and horses to give Qin Xiaowei? Qin Xiaowei also into under your majesty tent/account?” Yang thought raises the lip to smile faintly quickly, is working as permits Fei the coffin say/way, „, because made Wen by Qin Xiaowei as the chip, traded these 10,000 soldiers and horses. The pill state to the Shanghai county, the journey is how remote, misses at high speed. That day can catch up, the army officers are the soldier weary horse deficiency. permits the wife may know, Qin Xiaowei has made contribution?” “许娘子可知,我家主公为何借一万兵马给秦校尉？秦校尉还入了主公帐下？”杨思倏地扬唇浅笑,当着许斐的棺材道,“因为令文公以秦校尉作为筹码,换了这一万兵马。丸州到沪郡,路途何其遥远,快马加鞭也赶不及。那日能赶上,全军将士已是兵疲马乏了。许娘子可知,秦校尉已经尽力了？” permits Yanxiao with astonishment opened the eye, frightens backs up one step. 许燕筱惊愕地睁大了眼睛,吓得倒退一步。 „Father he unexpectedly-” “父亲他竟然-” Yang thinking said, „Qin Xiaowei was to the pure truehearted nature loyal person, but he is always reading the old host, sooner or later was not accommodated by the new master. If you have the slight gratitude, then pitiful pitiful Qin Xiaowei- old host has perished, new master still at- he should have the better future. permits the wife wants him dead, wants him to live?” 杨思道,“秦校尉是个至纯至性的忠贞之人,但他总是念着旧主,迟早不被新主所容。你若还有丝毫感恩之心,便可怜可怜秦校尉-旧主已亡,新主尚在-他该有更好的未来。许娘子是要他死,还是要他生？”