ELN :: Volume #8

#18: So-called holds( beginning of the month asked double monthly tickets)


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The Jiang Baimian expression nods as usual: 蒋白棉表情如常地点了点头: Consideration was clear. “考虑清楚了。 That Jiang Baimian looked at carefully her face one, sighed: 那个“蒋白棉”端详了她的脸庞一阵,叹了口气道: It seems like not the answer that I want, do we really want to resort to arms, divide a height?” “看来不是我想要的答案,我们真的要兵戎相见,分个高低吗?” Jiang Baimian has asked itself this period of time repeatedly, the will at this matter gradually strengthened, she said calmly: 蒋白棉这段时间已反复问过自己,在这件事情上的意志逐渐坚定了起来,她平静说道: Hey in ‚the new world adventure, tries to clarify the truth, is muddy the atmospheric conditions just before a rain, little white and small red ambushes in the company, once the opportunity appears, “喂在‘新世界’冒险,试图弄清楚真相,把水搅浑,小白和小红在公司内部潜伏,一旦机会出现, Will face directly all sorts of dangers, the whole story notification of matter to everyone, the organization they escapes from the underground building, but the old standard obviously is not the person in company, 就将直面种种危险,把事情的原委通报给大家,组织他们逃出地下大楼,而老格明明不是公司的人, Actually must be responsible for aiding, takes a big risk. 却要负责接应,承担不小的风险。 They are acting boldly regardless of one's safety for this matter, I possibly abandon them, choice compromise and drifting along? “他们都在为这件事情奋不顾身,我怎么可能背弃他们,选择妥协和苟且? „Our groups lived and died together that many times, without whom will be separated, only if has had no chance, must preserve the fire seed.” “我们这个小组一起同生共死了那么多次,没谁会临阵脱离,除非已经没有希望,必须保存火种。” Does not wait for that Jiang Baimian response, she continues saying: 不等那个“蒋白棉”回应,她又继续说道: Moreover, the essence that we vainly hope for does not make one top of the head be hanging throughout does not have worry ’ this sharp sword, does not make one civilization be hit by the Old World destruction -type disaster again. „ “而且,我们梦想的本质是不让人类头顶始终悬挂着无心病’这把利剑,不让人类文明再次遭遇旧世界毁灭式的灾难。“ You really do not fear death, did not fear that changes the parents their easy and comfortable life.” That Jiang Baimian said with a sigh. “你真的不怕死啊,不怕改变爸爸妈妈他们的安逸生活。”那个“蒋白棉”叹息道。 Jiang Baimian said with a smile: 蒋白棉笑道: I remember that a proverb is does not have important matter besides dying, no one does not fear death, even if feeds the personality of still having spiritlessly fears death timidly. “我记得有句俗语是‘除死之外无大事’,没有人不怕死,就算喂也有懦弱胆小怕死的人格。 However at this matter, feeding is the main force, I do some auxiliary work, faced dangerous and difficult is far smaller than him. “而在这件事情上,喂才是主力,我只是做一些辅助性的工作,面对的危险和困难都远小于他。 Said again, we are in the dust, did not say that feared death can pass the life safely, until frail, had a smile however passed, new world ’ the issue was not solved, there battle did not end, even the directors in company, do not dare to strike one's chest the guarantee in the next yiershi years, oneself and the others will not become food of big boss. “再说,我们身在灰土,不是说怕死就可以平平安安地度过一生,直至年老体衰,含笑而逝,新世界’的问题不解决,那里的争斗不结束,就算是公司的董事们,也不敢拍胸脯保证未来的一二十年内,自己等人不会成为大老板的食物。 Once ‚the new world has the change, the big boss urgently awaits to supplement, no one can escape by luck. „ ”一旦‘新世界’有变化,大老板亟待补充,没有人可以幸免。“ Talked about here, Jiang Baimian made a summary: 讲到这里,蒋白棉做个总结: I fear death, but without fearing to hear that will have very big danger on the foot soft degree. „ “我是怕死,但没怕到听说会有很大的危险就脚软的程度。“ That Jiang Baimian long sighed, with self-ridiculing tone: 那个“蒋白棉”长长地叹了口气,用自嘲口吻道: It seems like we must a real swords and spears minute/share of height.” “看来我们必须真刀真枪地分个高低了。” Jiang Baimian has not replied, welcomes that gold is casting elevator, is welcoming another, walked. 蒋白棉未做回答,迎着那座黄金铸成般的电梯,迎着另一个自己,走了过去。 Step by step, she walks very firmly. 一步一步,她走得很是坚定。 That Jiang Baimian complexion changes: 那个“蒋白棉”脸色微变: You think that I won't stop you? „ “你以为我不会阻拦你?“ Jiang Baimian said with a smile slightly: 蒋白棉微微笑道: I want to understand a matter for these days. „ “我这几天想明白了一件事情。“ What matter?” That Jiang Baimian expression asked dignifiedly. “什么事情?”那个“蒋白棉”表情凝重地问道。 Jiang Baimian is maintaining the smile: 蒋白棉保持着刚才的笑容道: Why in the sea of originfinal, the formulation was to find her, accepted her, held her. „ “为什么在起源之海’的最后,提法是找到她,接受她,容纳她。“ That Jiang Baimian does not speak. 那个“蒋白棉”不说话了。 Jiang Baimian vanguard, while said with a smile gentle: 蒋白棉一边前行,一边平和笑道: The situation that „ we and feed is different, he really split many personalities, must force the opposite party to cooperate, can through this pass/test. “我们和喂的情况不同,他是真的分裂出了多个人格,必须实打实地逼迫对方合作,才能通过这一关。 We are still a personality essentially, is only one in open, in shady-side. “我们本质上依旧属于一个人格,只是一个在阳面,一个在阴面。 So long as I acknowledged I have selfish that side, the platoon does not open forcefully, tries to deny, I after thinking over multiple hesitate make the final decision basically to mean completed the reconciliation with. “只要我承认了自己有自私的那一面,不强行排拆,试图否定,那我在反复思考多次犹豫后做出最终的决定基本就意味着和自己完成了和解。 This time, I choose to continue, but in the later process, I definitely also unceasingly in accordance with the situation adjusting policy, perhaps, “这一次,我选择继续,但在之后的过程中,我肯定也会不断视情况来调整策略,说不定什么时候, I have the selfish mentality, chooses to a oneself more advantageous direction, gives up this matter. „ 我就会带着自私的心态,选择对自身更有利的方向,放弃这件事情。“ Jiang Baimian had not denied that the heart is hiding the selfish thought that also does not evade, as the advancement of matter, oneself may flinch. 蒋白棉没有否认心底藏着自私的念头,也不避讳随着事情的推进,自己有可能退缩。 She smiles very open-minded. 她笑得很是豁达。 That Jiang Baimian on face showed the hesitant facial expression. 那个“蒋白棉”脸上露出了犹豫的神情。 No matter wants Tang Jike challenge that windmill, gives up selfishly, entering mind corridor is a good deed. 不管是要唐吉坷德般挑战那座风车,还是自私地放弃,进入“心灵走廊”都是一件好事。 This can effectively enhance the Jiang Baimian strength, in the future she will really want the half-way to flee, this also safeguards one of her safe most important weights. 这能有效提升蒋白棉的实力,将来她真要半道逃离,这也是保障她安全的最重要砝码之一。 Comparatively speaking, both sides have wrangled here, cannot go a step further, the waste time, dealt with the sufficient ability of unexpected change by oneself on the contrary deficient. 相比较而言,双方一直在这里扯皮,迟迟不能更进一步,反倒浪费时间,让自身缺乏应对意外变化的足够能力。 If really the selfish person, under those images and scenes, naturally knows how should choose: 真要是自私的人,此情此景之下,自然知道该怎么选择: Puts aside the dispute, the common development, will decide in the future again! 搁置争议,共同开发,未来再定! Jiang Baimian arrived at this own side, smiles to nod to her, then continues to proceed. 蒋白棉走到了这个自己的身旁,对她微笑点了点头,然后继续往前。 That Jiang Baimian subconsciousness wants to put out a hand to hold on her, but the whole person actually rocked suddenly, becomes quite fuzzy. 那个“蒋白棉”下意识想伸手拉住她,可整个人却突然晃动了一下,变得颇为模糊。 Her form attaches in the Jiang Baimian body surface, making her footsteps slow. 她的身影附加于蒋白棉体表,让她的脚步变得迟缓。 Although slow, but Jiang Baimian is proceeding as before, but quickens pace to slow down the movement from time to time from time to time, performs to reveal struggling of innermost feelings. 虽然迟缓,但蒋白棉依旧在往前,只不过时而加快步伐时而放慢动作,尽显内心的挣扎。 Also is several steps, before she arrived at that golden elevator, another Jiang Baimian has fused together with her thoroughly. 也就是几步,她来到了那座黄金电梯前,另一个“蒋白棉”已与她彻底融为一体。 Found another, accepted her, held her true meaning do not think overcame her, eliminated her, do not fear her like the tiger, does not dare to exist side by side with her, do not act servilely to her, echoed blindly. 找到另一个自己,接受她,容纳她的真意就是不要想着克服她,消灭她,也不要畏她如虎,不敢和她并立,更不要对她卑躬屈膝,盲目附和。 Everyone has many surface, each side is real, so long as can acknowledge this point finally, later in the consideration issue makes the decision confident the corresponding thought will be included in the consideration range, that faced up to another even, accepts her, held her. 每个人都有很多面,每一面都是真实的自己,只要最终能承认这一点,以后在考虑问题作出决定时坦然将相应的念头纳入考量范围,那就算正视了另一个自己,接受她,容纳了她。 Jiang Baimian had thought for these days quite clearly this issue, she, struggles oneself viewpoint after the reason told another completely, knows that the opposite party is unable to stop itself again. 蒋白棉这几天已把这个问题想得颇为清楚,她将自己的观点、挣扎和理由全部告诉另一个自己后,就知道对方不会也无法再阻拦自己。 She extends the right hand, pressed the button of golden elevator. 她伸出右手,摁下了黄金电梯的按钮。 The gate of elevator one opens wide, Jiang Baimian steps into, chose the only that key. 电梯之门一下敞开,蒋白棉踏入进去,选择了唯一的那个按键。 With the closure of palanquin gate, the elevator rises rapidly, but did not conform to the physics to make Jiang Baimian have the feeling of weightlessness regular. 随着轿门的关闭,电梯急速上升,可又不符合物理规律地让蒋白棉产生了失重的感觉。 The body and between the train of thought floats, her surroundings presented the light groups, in the different light groups has the writing that can understand directly. 身体和思绪漂浮之间,她周围出现了一个又一个光团,不同的光团内都有直接能够理解的文字。 They are as follows: 它们分别是: Color illusion ; Multi- extremity/limb illusion... comprehensive illusion ; In mirror world ; Limbs utilization barrier ; Illiterate person ; “颜色幻觉”;“多肢幻觉”…“综合幻觉”;“镜中世界”;“肢体运用障碍”;“文盲”; Blind in one eye ; Limbs loses recognizes ; Face is blind ; Color discernment barrier ; Road is crazy ; Orientation makes a mistake...... “偏盲”;“肢体失认”;“脸盲”;“颜色辨别障碍”;“路痴”;“方位判断出错”…… These light/only roll some to be clear, close, puts out a hand to catch, some are quite remote, is very fuzzy, needs to exhaust the strength to touch. 这些光团有的清晰,近在咫尺,伸手就能抓到,有的颇为遥远,很是模糊,需要用尽力气才能触及。 Jiang Baimian notices, with the Shang Jianyao description, in addition two light groups hang in the top of the head, one is quantity multiplies, another is 蒋白棉注意到,和商见曜描述的一样,另外还有两个光团悬于头顶,一个是“数量倍增”,另一个是 From promotion. “距离提升”。 Had considered Jiang Baimian of relevant question slightly did to hesitate had the decision. 早就考虑过相关问题的蒋白棉略作沉吟就有了决定。 She extends both hands, in advance grasps to two light groups. 她伸出雙手,先行抓向两个光團。 They are in mirror the world and road are respectively crazy. 它们分别是“镜中世界”和“路痴”。 The former is old accent group has encountered the ability, was called virtual machine by Shang Jianyao, is fierce, the latter is the Jiang Baimian deeply puzzled issue, after she planned , if were compelled to escape, makes the pursuer also taste road is crazy the taste, counter-balances itself to become lost the time of waste. 前者是“旧调小组”遭遇过的能力,被商见曜称为“虚拟机”,非常厉害,后者是蒋白棉深受困扰的问题,她打算之后要是被逼逃跑,就让追赶者也尝尝“路痴”的滋味,抵消掉自己迷路浪费的时间。 And, in mirror the world can promotion come by space illusion, therefore is very near from Jiang Baimian, she puts out a hand to grasp casually, grasped it in the palm, integrated the body, but road is crazy and Jiang Baimian current three abilities has no connection, floated in very far place, Jiang Baimian spends the tremendous strength to touch it. 其中,“镜中世界”可以由“空间幻觉”升级而来,所以距离蒋白棉很近,她随便伸手一抓,就将它握在了掌心,融入了身体,而“路痴”和蒋白棉目前的三种能力都没什么关联,漂在很远的地方,蒋白棉费了九牛二虎之力才触碰到它。 Waited for Jiang Baimian to fuse road to be crazy, the golden elevator has stopped. 蒋白棉融合了“路痴”,黄金电梯已然停止。 Jiang Baimian not hesitant, seizes the last chance, waves upwardly. 蒋白棉没有犹豫,抓住最后的机会,向上挥了挥手。 What she touches to is distance increase. 她摸向的是“距离提升”。 Jiang Baimian is very clear, in the awakening domain, the induction distance often means to occupy the situation greatly, but the maximum ranges of validity of induction distances and her certain abilities are equal. 蒋白棉很清楚,在觉醒者领域,感应距离更大往往意味着占据先机,而感应距离和她某些能力的最大有效范围是等同的。 Because of this, she kept a vacancy to give distance increase from the beginning. 正因为如此,她从一开始就留了一个空位给“距离提升”。 That light/only rolled following the palm of Jiang Baimian enters her body, the elevator front door opens wide. 那个光团顺着蒋白棉的手掌进入她的身体,电梯大门就敞开了。 Jiang Baimian breathes a sigh of relief, goes out of the elevator, arrives at own mind room. 蒋白棉舒了口气,走出电梯,来到自己的心灵房间。 Here emptiness, on some wall is mounting leaf of a vermilion front door that has a brass hand. 这里一片空荡,某面墙上镶嵌着一扇有黄铜把手的朱红色大门。 Jiang Baimian looked all around, gets to the entrance, opens the door, carefully examines own door plate. 蒋白棉环顾了一圈,走到门口,开门而出,审视起自己的门牌号。 That is 1175. 那是“1175”。 She nods, in retracting room, own „the sea of origin turns into a mirror, hung on opposite wall. 她点了点头,缩回房间内,将自己的“起源之海”化成一面镜子,挂在了对面墙上。 Looked at the slightly profound mirror, Jiang Baimian was talking to oneself with a smile: 望着略显幽深的镜子,蒋白棉笑着自语了一句: I also think that can directly sees to the new world in the room ‚’ the front door. „ “我还以为能直接在房间里看到通往‘新世界’的大门。“ At this point, she sighed, was bringing back the corners of the mouth to the mirror: 说到这里,她叹了口气,对着镜子勾起了嘴角: Later should not have this good deed...... “之后应该都不会有这种好事…… I, if entered ‚the new world, who moves to the correct position the nuclear bomb, in the appropriate time use instruction, detonates it? „ “我要是进了‘新世界’,谁把核弹搬到正确的位置,在合适的时机使用指令,将它引爆?“ When talked to oneself, the corners of the mouth of Jiang Baimian have the happy expression of several points of ridicule, does not know that is ridiculing anyone. 自语之时,蒋白棉的嘴角带着几分讥讽的笑意,也不知道在嘲笑谁。 „The Pangu lifeform underground building, Long Yuehong looked at an entrance, looked down recording pen in the hand. “盘古生物”地下大楼处,龙悦红望了眼门口,又低头看了眼手中的录音笔。 PS: Early this month asked double monthly tickets ~ PS:月初求双倍月票~ .
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