The Jiang Baimianexpressionnodsas usual:蒋白棉表情如常地点了点头:
„ Considerationwas clear.
“考虑清楚了。That„Jiang Baimian”looked at carefullyherfaceone, sighed:
那个“蒋白棉”端详了她的脸庞一阵,叹了口气道:„It seems like not the answer that Iwant, do wereallywantto resort to arms, divide a height?”
“看来不是我想要的答案,我们真的要兵戎相见,分个高低吗?”Jiang Baimianhas asked itselfthis period of timerepeatedly, the willatthismattergraduallystrengthened, shesaidcalmly:蒋白棉这段时间已反复问过自己,在这件事情上的意志逐渐坚定了起来,她平静说道:
„ Heyin‚the newworld’adventure, triesto clarify the truth, is muddy the atmospheric conditions just before a rain, littlewhiteandsmallredambushesin the company, once the opportunityappears,
“喂在‘新世界’冒险,试图弄清楚真相,把水搅浑,小白和小红在公司内部潜伏,一旦机会出现,Will face directlyall sorts ofdangers, the whole storynotification of mattertoeveryone, the organizationtheyescapes from the undergroundbuilding, but the oldstandardobviouslyis not the person in company,
就将直面种种危险,把事情的原委通报给大家,组织他们逃出地下大楼,而老格明明不是公司的人,Actuallymustbe responsible foraiding, takes a bigrisk.
却要负责接应,承担不小的风险。
„ Theyare acting boldly regardless of one's safetyforthismatter, Ipossiblyabandonthem, choicecompromiseanddrifting along?
“他们都在为这件事情奋不顾身,我怎么可能背弃他们,选择妥协和苟且?„Our groupslived and died together thatmanytimes, withoutwhomwill be separated, only ifhas had no chance,mustpreserve the fire seed.”
“我们这个小组一起同生共死了那么多次,没谁会临阵脱离,除非已经没有希望,必须保存火种。”Does not wait forthat„Jiang Baimian”response, shecontinues saying:
不等那个“蒋白棉”回应,她又继续说道:
„ Moreover, the essence that wevainly hope fordoes not make one top of the headbe hangingthroughoutdoes not haveworry ’ this sharp sword, does not make one civilizationbe hit by the Old Worlddestruction-typedisasteragain. „
“而且,我们梦想的本质是不让人类头顶始终悬挂着无心病’这把利剑,不让人类文明再次遭遇旧世界毁灭式的灾难。“„Youreallydo not fear death, did not fear that changes the parentstheireasy and comfortablelife.”That„Jiang Baimian”said with a sigh.
“你真的不怕死啊,不怕改变爸爸妈妈他们的安逸生活。”那个“蒋白棉”叹息道。Jiang Baimiansaid with a smile:蒋白棉笑道:
„ Iremember that a proverbis‚does not haveimportant matterbesidesdying’, no onedoes not fear death, even iffeeds the personality of stillhavingspiritlesslyfears deathtimidly.
“我记得有句俗语是‘除死之外无大事’,没有人不怕死,就算喂也有懦弱胆小怕死的人格。
„ Howeveratthismatter, feedingis the main force, Idosomeauxiliarywork, faceddangerousanddifficultis far smaller thanhim.
“而在这件事情上,喂才是主力,我只是做一些辅助性的工作,面对的危险和困难都远小于他。
„ Saidagain,weare in the dust, did not say that feared deathcanpass the lifesafely, untilfrail, had a smilehoweverpassed, newworld ’ the issuewas not solved, therebattledid not end, even the directors in company, do not dareto strike one's chest the guaranteein the next yiershi years, oneselfand the otherswill not becomefood of bigboss.
“再说,我们身在灰土,不是说怕死就可以平平安安地度过一生,直至年老体衰,含笑而逝,新世界’的问题不解决,那里的争斗不结束,就算是公司的董事们,也不敢拍胸脯保证未来的一二十年内,自己等人不会成为大老板的食物。
” Once‚the newworld’has the change, the bigbossurgently awaitsto supplement,no onecanescape by luck. „
”一旦‘新世界’有变化,大老板亟待补充,没有人可以幸免。“Talked abouthere, Jiang Baimianmade a summary:
讲到这里,蒋白棉做个总结:
„ Ifear death, butwithoutfearingto hear that will have very bigdangeron the footsoftdegree. „
“我是怕死,但没怕到听说会有很大的危险就脚软的程度。“That„Jiang Baimian”longsighed, withself-ridiculingtone:
那个“蒋白棉”长长地叹了口气,用自嘲口吻道:„It seems likewemust a real swords and spearsminute/share of height.”
“看来我们必须真刀真枪地分个高低了。”Jiang Baimianhas not replied, welcomesthatgoldis castingelevator, is welcominganother, walked.蒋白棉未做回答,迎着那座黄金铸成般的电梯,迎着另一个自己,走了过去。Step by step, shewalksveryfirmly.
一步一步,她走得很是坚定。That„Jiang Baimian”complexionchanges:
那个“蒋白棉”脸色微变:
„ Youthink that Iwon't stopyou? „
“你以为我不会阻拦你?“Jiang Baimiansaid with a smileslightly:蒋白棉微微笑道:
„ Iwantto understand a matterfor these days. „
“我这几天想明白了一件事情。“„Whatmatter?”That„Jiang Baimian”expressionaskeddignifiedly.
“什么事情?”那个“蒋白棉”表情凝重地问道。Jiang Baimianis maintaining the smile:蒋白棉保持着刚才的笑容道:
„ Whyin the sea of origin ’ final, the formulationwasto findher, acceptedher, heldher. „
“为什么在起源之海’的最后,提法是找到她,接受她,容纳她。“That„Jiang Baimian”does not speak.
那个“蒋白棉”不说话了。Jiang Baimianvanguard, whilesaid with a smilegentle:蒋白棉一边前行,一边平和笑道:
The situation that „ weandfeedis different, hereallysplitmanypersonalities, mustforce the opposite partyto cooperate, canthroughthispass/test.
“我们和喂的情况不同,他是真的分裂出了多个人格,必须实打实地逼迫对方合作,才能通过这一关。
„ We are still a personalityessentially, is onlyoneinopen, inshady-side.
“我们本质上依旧属于一个人格,只是一个在阳面,一个在阴面。
„ So long asIacknowledgedIhaveselfishthatside, the platoondoes not openforcefully, triesto deny, Iafterthinking overmultiplehesitatemake the finaldecisionbasicallyto meancompleted the reconciliationwith.
“只要我承认了自己有自私的那一面,不强行排拆,试图否定,那我在反复思考多次犹豫后做出最终的决定基本就意味着和自己完成了和解。
„ Thistime, Ichooseto continue, butin the laterprocess, Idefinitelyalsounceasinglyin accordance with the situationadjusting policy, perhaps,
“这一次,我选择继续,但在之后的过程中,我肯定也会不断视情况来调整策略,说不定什么时候,Ihave the selfishmentality, choosesto a oneselfmore advantageousdirection, gives upthismatter. „
我就会带着自私的心态,选择对自身更有利的方向,放弃这件事情。“Jiang Baimianhad not denied that the heartis hiding the selfish thought that alsodoes not evade, as the advancement of matter, oneselfmayflinch.蒋白棉没有否认心底藏着自私的念头,也不避讳随着事情的推进,自己有可能退缩。Shesmilesveryopen-minded.
她笑得很是豁达。That„Jiang Baimian”onfaceshowed the hesitantfacial expression.
那个“蒋白棉”脸上露出了犹豫的神情。No matterwantsTangJikechallengethatwindmill, gives upselfishly, entering„mindcorridor”is a good deed.
不管是要唐吉坷德般挑战那座风车,还是自私地放弃,进入“心灵走廊”都是一件好事。Thiscaneffectivelyenhance the Jiang Baimianstrength, in the futureshewill really want the half-wayto flee, thisalsosafeguards one of her safemostimportant weights.
这能有效提升蒋白棉的实力,将来她真要半道逃离,这也是保障她安全的最重要砝码之一。Comparatively speaking, both sideshave wrangledhere, cannotgo a step further, the wastetime, dealt with the sufficientability of unexpected changebyoneselfon the contrarydeficient.
相比较而言,双方一直在这里扯皮,迟迟不能更进一步,反倒浪费时间,让自身缺乏应对意外变化的足够能力。Ifreally the selfishperson, under those images and scenes, naturallyknows how shouldchoose:
真要是自私的人,此情此景之下,自然知道该怎么选择:Puts aside the dispute, the common development, will decidein the futureagain!
搁置争议,共同开发,未来再定!Jiang Baimianarrived atthisownside, smilesto nodtoher, thencontinuesto proceed.蒋白棉走到了这个自己的身旁,对她微笑点了点头,然后继续往前。That„Jiang Baimian”subconsciousnesswantsto put out a handto hold onher, but the whole personactuallyrockedsuddenly, becomesquitefuzzy.
那个“蒋白棉”下意识想伸手拉住她,可整个人却突然晃动了一下,变得颇为模糊。Herformattachesin the Jiang Baimianbody surface, makingherfootstepsslow.
她的身影附加于蒋白棉体表,让她的脚步变得迟缓。Althoughslow, butJiang Baimianis proceedingas before, butquickens paceto slow down the movementfrom time to timefrom time to time, performsto revealstruggling of innermost feelings.
虽然迟缓,但蒋白棉依旧在往前,只不过时而加快步伐时而放慢动作,尽显内心的挣扎。Alsoisseveralsteps, before shearrived atthatgoldenelevator, another„Jiang Baimian”has fused togetherwithherthoroughly.
也就是几步,她来到了那座黄金电梯前,另一个“蒋白棉”已与她彻底融为一体。Foundanother, acceptedher, heldhertrue meaningdo not thinkovercameher, eliminatedher, do not fearherlike the tiger, does not dareto exist side by sidewithher, do not act servilelytoher, echoedblindly.
找到另一个自己,接受她,容纳她的真意就是不要想着克服她,消灭她,也不要畏她如虎,不敢和她并立,更不要对她卑躬屈膝,盲目附和。
Everyone hasmanysurface, eachsideisreal, so long ascanacknowledgethis pointfinally, later in the considerationissuemakes the decisionconfident the correspondingthoughtwill be included in the considerationrange, thatfaced up toanothereven, acceptsher, heldher.
每个人都有很多面,每一面都是真实的自己,只要最终能承认这一点,以后在考虑问题作出决定时坦然将相应的念头纳入考量范围,那就算正视了另一个自己,接受她,容纳了她。Jiang Baimianhad thoughtfor these daysquiteclearlythisissue, she, strugglesoneselfviewpointafter the reasontoldanothercompletely, knows that the opposite partyis unable to stop itselfagain.蒋白棉这几天已把这个问题想得颇为清楚,她将自己的观点、挣扎和理由全部告诉另一个自己后,就知道对方不会也无法再阻拦自己。Sheextends the right hand, pressed the button of goldenelevator.
她伸出右手,摁下了黄金电梯的按钮。
The gate of elevatoroneopens wide, Jiang Baimiansteps into, chose the onlythatkey.
电梯之门一下敞开,蒋白棉踏入进去,选择了唯一的那个按键。With the closure of palanquingate, the elevatorrisesrapidly, butdid not conform to the physicsto makeJiang Baimianhave the feeling of weightlessnessregular.
随着轿门的关闭,电梯急速上升,可又不符合物理规律地让蒋白棉产生了失重的感觉。
The bodyandbetween the train of thoughtfloats, hersurroundingspresented the lightgroups, in the differentlightgroupshas the writing that canunderstanddirectly.
身体和思绪漂浮之间,她周围出现了一个又一个光团,不同的光团内都有直接能够理解的文字。Theyare as follows:
它们分别是:„Colorillusion”;„Multi-extremity/limbillusion”... „comprehensiveillusion”;„Inmirrorworld”;„Limbsutilizationbarrier”;„Illiterate person”;
“颜色幻觉”;“多肢幻觉”…“综合幻觉”;“镜中世界”;“肢体运用障碍”;“文盲”;„Blind in one eye”;„Limbslosesrecognizes”;„Faceis blind”;„Colordiscernmentbarrier”;„Roadis crazy”;„Orientationmakes a mistake”......
“偏盲”;“肢体失认”;“脸盲”;“颜色辨别障碍”;“路痴”;“方位判断出错”……Theselight/onlyrollsometo be clear, close, puts out a hand to catch, someare quite remote, is very fuzzy, needsto exhaust the strength to touch.
这些光团有的清晰,近在咫尺,伸手就能抓到,有的颇为遥远,很是模糊,需要用尽力气才能触及。Jiang Baimiannotices, with the Shang Jianyaodescription, in additiontwolightgroupshangin the top of the head, oneis„quantitymultiplies”, anotheris蒋白棉注意到,和商见曜描述的一样,另外还有两个光团悬于头顶,一个是“数量倍增”,另一个是„Frompromotion”.
“距离提升”。Had consideredJiang Baimian of relevant questionslightlydidto hesitatehad the decision.
早就考虑过相关问题的蒋白棉略作沉吟就有了决定。Sheextendsboth hands, in advancegraspstotwolightgroups.
她伸出雙手,先行抓向两个光團。Theyare„inmirror the world”and„roadare respectively crazy”.
它们分别是“镜中世界”和“路痴”。
The formeris„oldaccentgroup”has encountered the ability, was called„virtual machine”byShang Jianyao, is fierce, the latteris the Jiang Baimiandeeplypuzzledissue, after sheplanned , ifwere compelledto escape, makes the pursueralsotaste„roadis crazy” the taste, counter-balances itselfto become lost the time of waste.
前者是“旧调小组”遭遇过的能力,被商见曜称为“虚拟机”,非常厉害,后者是蒋白棉深受困扰的问题,她打算之后要是被逼逃跑,就让追赶者也尝尝“路痴”的滋味,抵消掉自己迷路浪费的时间。And, „inmirror the world”canpromotioncomeby„spaceillusion”, thereforeis very nearfromJiang Baimian, sheputs out a handto graspcasually, graspeditin the palm, integrated the body, but„roadis crazy” and Jiang Baimiancurrentthreeabilitieshas no connection, floatedin very farplace, Jiang Baimianspends the tremendous strengthto touchit.
其中,“镜中世界”可以由“空间幻觉”升级而来,所以距离蒋白棉很近,她随便伸手一抓,就将它握在了掌心,融入了身体,而“路痴”和蒋白棉目前的三种能力都没什么关联,漂在很远的地方,蒋白棉费了九牛二虎之力才触碰到它。Waited forJiang Baimianto fuse„roadto be crazy”, the goldenelevatorhas stopped.
等蒋白棉融合了“路痴”,黄金电梯已然停止。Jiang Baimiannothesitant, seizes the lastchance, wavesupwardly.蒋白棉没有犹豫,抓住最后的机会,向上挥了挥手。Whatshetouchestois„distanceincrease”.
她摸向的是“距离提升”。Jiang Baimianis very clear, in the awakeningdomain, the inductiondistanceoftenmeansto occupy the situationgreatly, but the maximumranges of validity of inductiondistancesandhercertainabilitiesare equal.蒋白棉很清楚,在觉醒者领域,感应距离更大往往意味着占据先机,而感应距离和她某些能力的最大有效范围是等同的。Because of this, shekept a vacancyto give„distanceincrease”from the beginning.
正因为如此,她从一开始就留了一个空位给“距离提升”。Thatlight/onlyrolledfollowing the palm of Jiang Baimianentersherbody, the elevatorfront dooropens wide.
那个光团顺着蒋白棉的手掌进入她的身体,电梯大门就敞开了。Jiang Baimianbreathes a sigh of relief, goes out of the elevator, arrives atownmindroom.蒋白棉舒了口气,走出电梯,来到自己的心灵房间。Hereemptiness, onsomewallis mountingleaf of a vermilionfront door that has a brasshand.
这里一片空荡,某面墙上镶嵌着一扇有黄铜把手的朱红色大门。Jiang Baimianlooked all around, gets to the entrance, opens the door, carefully examinesowndoor plate.蒋白棉环顾了一圈,走到门口,开门而出,审视起自己的门牌号。Thatis„1175”.
那是“1175”。Shenods, inretractingroom, own„the sea of origin”turns into a mirror, hungonoppositewall.
她点了点头,缩回房间内,将自己的“起源之海”化成一面镜子,挂在了对面墙上。Looked at the slightlyprofoundmirror, Jiang Baimianwas talking to oneselfwith a smile:
望着略显幽深的镜子,蒋白棉笑着自语了一句:
„ Ialsothink that candirectlyseesto the newworldin the room‚’ the front door. „
“我还以为能直接在房间里看到通往‘新世界’的大门。“At this point, shesighed, was bringing back the corners of the mouthto the mirror:
说到这里,她叹了口气,对着镜子勾起了嘴角:
„ Latershouldnot havethisgood deed......
“之后应该都不会有这种好事……
„ I, ifentered‚the newworld’, whomoves to the correctposition the nuclear bomb, in the appropriatetimeuseinstruction, detonatesit? „
“我要是进了‘新世界’,谁把核弹搬到正确的位置,在合适的时机使用指令,将它引爆?“
When talked to oneself, the corners of the mouth of Jiang Baimianhave the happy expression of severalpoints of ridicule, does not know that is ridiculinganyone.
自语之时,蒋白棉的嘴角带着几分讥讽的笑意,也不知道在嘲笑谁。„The Pangulifeform”undergroundbuilding, Long Yuehonglooked at an entrance, looked downrecordingpen in the hand.
“盘古生物”地下大楼处,龙悦红望了眼门口,又低头看了眼手中的录音笔。PS: Early this monthaskeddoublemonthly tickets~
PS:月初求双倍月票~
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