ELN :: Volume #7

#16: Seeing off


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The Jiang Baimian hear the Shang Jianyao answer, did not feel relieved that pursues asks: 蒋白棉听完商见曜的答案,不太放心地追问道: Really plays the game?” “真的只是玩游戏?” Shang Jianyao replied honestly: 商见曜老老实实地回答: I want to drill them not to agree in the past.” “我想钻过去他们也不会同意的。” The present is crude that. 现在是鲁莽的那位。 Jiang Baimian then relaxes: 蒋白棉这才松了口气: That has to appear the mechanical games and projecting apparatus and small to several games that most likes, plays one by the slit well. “那就具现出游戏机、投影仪和小冲最喜欢的几款游戏,好好在缝隙旁边玩一阵。 Remember, cannot handle other matter absolutely.” “记住,绝对不能做别的事情。” The Shang Jianyao democratic consultative conference held several minutes of meeting in the brain, makes the commitment seriously: 商见曜民主协商会在脑子里开了几分钟的会,郑重做出承诺: Does not have the issue.” “没问题。” Then, he said low voice: 接着,他小声说道: Has the game that appears to be no interesting, has played, like looking to rebroadcast.” “具现出来的游戏都没什么意思,都是玩过的,就像在看重播。” This point, the human brain truly cannot compare the computer, a development of having no way true-time operation complex game.. 这一点,人脑确实比不上电脑,没法实时运算一款复杂游戏的发展。。 Long Yuehong not only fears this fellow to do what trick, after and fears Shang Jianyao takes the common road, cannot obtain the harvest of wish, can only not understand itself to express anything to say comfortably: 龙悦红既怕这家伙搞出什么幺蛾子,又怕商见曜走寻常路之后得不到想要的收获,只能自己都不懂自己想表达什么地宽慰道: All right, slightly to can play game many.” “没事,小冲能玩一款游戏很多遍。” Un, moreover I am more open than his thought that grasped many novel methods, should attract his attention......” Shang Jianyao to be gradually self-satisfied. “嗯,而且我比他思维开阔,掌握了不少新奇的玩法,应该吸引他的注意力……”商见曜逐渐得意起来。 Then he sits to the jeep back row, depends on the chairback, pinched the temples, entered sank the dormancy. 然后他坐到吉普后排,靠着椅背,捏了捏太阳穴,进入了沉眠。 „The sea of origin, Shang Jianyao takes itself as the wing impatiently, flies by slit that midair that representative slightly flushed. “起源之海”内,商见曜迫不及待地以自己为翅膀,飞到了半空那代表小冲的缝隙旁。 He has to appear oneself that portable computer, and connected the projecting apparatus. 紧接着,他具现出自己那台便携式电脑,并连接了投影仪。 Crude Shang Jianyao and honest Shang Jianyao shifted the side of Seventh Zen master, becomes his wing, helping him float in in the air. 鲁莽的商见曜和诚实的商见曜转移到了普渡禅师的身旁,成为了他的翅膀,帮助他漂浮于空中。 But likes enjoying the noisy love to sing Shang Jianyao that likes dancing to like playing to take Seventh Zen master as the cushion, the computer, is looking at the picture that is projecting, played the game. 而爱玩爱闹爱唱歌爱跳舞爱游戏的商见曜以普渡禅师为坐垫,就着电脑,望着投影出来的画面,玩起了游戏。 This is the role that he most liked recently acts a kind of game, what he chooses is hunter, takes to spit the bad language and operation flame for the major feature. 这是他最近最喜欢的角色扮演类游戏,他选择的是“猎人”,以口吐脏话、操纵火焰为主要特征。 Plays is playing, Shang Jianyao wallowed. 玩着玩着,商见曜沉迷了进去。 Suddenly, he felt in indistinctly nearby slit has the glimmer to flash through. 忽然,他隐约感觉旁边的缝隙内有微光闪过。 Slightly to/clashes! Slightly to/clashes! Is you?” Shang Jianyao of attaching great importance to sentiment has turned the head hastily, shouts to the slit. “小冲!小冲!是你吗?”重视感情的商见曜连忙扭过脑袋,冲着缝隙喊道。 There deathly stillness, unmanned reply , there is nothing exceptionally. 那里一片死寂,无人回答,无有异常。 Shang Jianyao stroked gently a chin, takes back the line of sight, plays the game again. 商见曜摩挲了一阵下巴,收回视线,再次玩起游戏。 His corner of the eye split vision is always staring at that solidification profound slit, but has not seen any sound again. 他的眼角余光始终盯着那凝固般的幽深缝隙,可再也没看到有任何的动静。 A moment ago was the illusion?” Acts as crude Shang Jianyao of wing unable to bear the opens the mouth. “难道刚才是幻觉?”充当着翅膀的鲁莽商见曜忍不住开口。 Another side, honest Shang Jianyao follows saying: 另外一边,诚实的商见曜跟着说道: For a long time played the game to be able like this.” “玩游戏久了是会这样。” After the vigorous discussion, Shang Jianyao waited for one, has not waited till any change. 经过激烈的讨论,商见曜们又等了一阵,还是没等到任何变化。 Considering the consumption of spirit, they no longer insisted, withdrew from „the sea of origin. 考虑到精神的消耗,他们不再坚持,退出了“起源之海”。 ............ ………… Mind corridor , the previous exploration 131 unsuccessful Lorton returned to the entrance of this room. “心灵走廊”内,上次探索“131”未果的罗顿又回到了这个房间的门口。 He deliberated several beforehand bitter experience these days carefully, discovered many issues. 他这段时间将之前的遭遇仔仔细细推敲了好几遍,发现了不少问题。 And most remarkable one is, normal, after awakening enters some trauma, is equivalent is acting the status of room master, underwent his initial fear seriously, in other words, explored awakening in this/should room to be unlikely in corresponding the trauma meets the prototype of room master, was, 131, these doctors, nurses, stretcher, bandage, injection and wall, as if stemmed from the master in room. 其中最显著的一个是,正常而言,觉醒者进入某个心理阴影后,相当于在扮演房间主人的身份,重历他当初的恐惧,也就是说,探索该房间的觉醒者不太可能在对应心理阴影里遇到房间主人的原型,可是,“131”内,那些医生、护士、担架、绷带、针剂、墙壁,似乎都源于房间的主人。 This with Lorton, with these that he knew mind corridor the experience contradiction of awakening. 这就和罗顿,和他认识的那些“心灵走廊”觉醒者的经验矛盾了。 After ponder and consulting, Lorton had the general guess: 经过思考和请教,罗顿有了大概的猜测: Removes the room to belong to hold the year, corresponding the trauma is grotesque and gaudy, the incompatible conventional this exceptional case, that only has the room master to have the disassociation of personality or the paranoea and other mental illness possibilities. 排除掉房间属于执岁,对应心理阴影光怪陆离,不符常规这种特例,那就只剩下房间主人有人格分裂或妄想症等精神疾病的可能。 Ordinary awakening, the subconscious is stable, can forecast that therefore the trauma of correspondence is also this, but contracts the disassociation of personality, the paranoea and other mental illness awakening, the subconscious splits similarly, the unknown change, like the microcosm, is not so definite. 普通的觉醒者,潜意识是稳固的,是可以预测的,因此对应的心理阴影也是这样,但患有人格分裂、妄想症等精神疾病的觉醒者,潜意识同样分裂,充满未知的变化,就像微观世界一样,不那么确定。 Therefore, after entering such room, likely acts a personality, but must face the challenges of other personalities, or the delusion comes out I this enemy. 于是,进入这样的房间后,很可能只是扮演其中一个人格,还得面对其他人格的挑战,或者妄想出来的“我”这个敌人。 Such trauma will be truly more troublesome.” Lorton is looking at 131 the vermilion front door, silent talked to oneself, „, if were really the disassociation of personality, other personalities also probably brought other memory, other fear, even part of dreamlands, formed the mixing together trauma, to rush, must prepare for dealing with complex situation.” “这样的心理阴影确实会更加麻烦。”罗顿望着“131”的朱红色大门,无声自语道,“而如果真是人格分裂,其他人格还可能带来别的记忆,别的恐惧,甚至一部分梦境,形成杂糅型的心理阴影,要想闯过去,得做好应对复杂情况的准备。” To Lorton, such trauma difficulty is not the danger, but is chaotic, cannot wrap/sets the mature plan to solve, possibly expenditure lots of time above. 对罗顿来说,这样的心理阴影难点不是危险,而是混乱,不能套成熟的方案来解决,可能得花费大量的时间在上面。 Naturally, is not dangerous relatively speaking, Lorton is very clear, if oneself are really not very careful, has something go wrong, the big probability will be infected the corresponding the mental illness. 当然,不危险只是相对而言,罗顿很清楚,自己真要是不够小心,出了岔子,大概率会被传染对应的精神疾病。 But the mental illness is not good to treat! 而精神疾病不是那么好治疗的! Over and over after the balance, Lorton decides to try several times. 再三权衡之后,罗顿还是决定试几次。 Since he 131 the room's first trauma has not penetrated truly, could not determine that here stemmed from „the new world the familiarity of front door, that cannot easily speak to give up. 既然他连“131”房间第一处心理阴影都还没有真正深入过,确定不了这里有没有源于“新世界”大门的熟悉感,那就不能轻言放弃。 The law mark is deep, the lip slightly reveals black color Lorton who to twist the brass color the hand, opened 131 door. 法令纹较深,嘴唇略显乌色的罗顿拧动黄铜色把手,打开了“131”的房门。 After scheduled plan fast, he forwarded two steps. 将预定的方案快速过了一遍后,他向前走了两步。 He arrived at that once again belongs to the hospital, spreads on the white corridor. 他又一次来到了那条属于医院的、涂成白色的走廊上。 The both sides doors shut tightly, the end is profound. 两侧房门紧闭,尽头幽深晦暗。 Lorton had to appear a pocket watch rapidly, making it sway at present. 罗顿迅速具现出了一只怀表,让它在眼前摇晃了起来。 Before entering mind corridor, he invited year's end city another elder hypnosis oneself, making him believe that oneself has abandoned the mortal body, became existence of similar mechanical clergy. 进入“心灵走廊”前,他请岁末城另一位长老“催眠”了自己,让他相信自己已经抛弃肉身,成为类似机械僧侣的存在。 But this hypnosis the opening signal is the monotonous swing of pocket watch. 而这个“催眠”的开启信号就是怀表的单调摇摆。 Quick, Lorton's face showed the metallic luster, his body reorganized fast, turned into the iron black robot. 很快,罗顿的脸庞透出了金属光泽,他的身躯飞快重组,变成了铁黑色的机器人。 He receives the pocket watch, lowers the head to carefully examine own body, sending out fully is synthesizes the feeling the voice: 他收起怀表,低头审视起自己的身躯,发出满是合成感的嗓音: I am the immortal person, the immortal person is not afraid the physiological disease, but spirit class disease not direct infection. “我是永生人,永生人不害怕生理性疾病,而精神类疾病也不会直接传染。 Hahahaha.” “哈哈哈哈。” Lorton starting to walk footsteps, moved toward the end of hospital corridor. 罗顿迈开脚步,走向了医院走廊的尽头。 The both sides rooms open neatly, one by one covered the person's shadow of white bed sheet to clash. 两侧房间齐刷刷打开,一个个罩着白色床单的人影冲了出来。 They drop down one after another, but feeling that Lorton has not fallen ill completely. 他们相继倒下,而罗顿完全没有生病的感觉。 In a while, these doctors, nurses, stretcher and syringe braved from the corridor end, the both sides walls also grew the facial features. 没过多久,那些医生、护士、担架、针筒从走廊尽头冒了出来,两侧的墙壁也长出了眉眼。 Lorton is gorgeously motionless, does not fear. 罗顿巍然不动,毫不恐惧。 He is the needle does not go into now, the medicine does not have the effect, immortal person who the doctor cannot be victorious. 他现在是针扎不进,药不起效,医生打不过的永生人。 Then, he has rushed to this complication scene with the steamroll stance forcefully. 就这样,他以碾压般的姿态硬生生闯过了这幕让人精神混乱的场景。 His arm and his calf, or are hanging or dragging several doctor and nurse, but this has not affected him to go forward completely. 他的手臂、他的小腿,或吊或拖着几个医生、护士,但这完全没影响他前进。 These doctors and nurses, even if the heart stopped the beat, has not loosened both hands. 这些医生、护士,哪怕心脏停止了跳动,还是没有松开双手。 Finally, Lorton arrived at the end of hospital corridor. 终于,罗顿来到了医院走廊的尽头。 Here has a door, white gate. 这里有一扇门,白色的门。 Lorton considered one, observed under periphery, depending oneself is the immortal person, finds out the metal right palm, gripped the hand, twists gently. 罗顿斟酌了一阵,观察了下周围,仗着自己是永生人,探出金属右掌,握住了把手,轻轻拧动。 That white door opened wide slowly backward, revealed a slit. 那扇白色的门缓缓向后敞开,露出了一道缝隙。 In the slit is a darkness, is dark the indistinct being correct female form to be in sight to outside. 缝隙中是一片幽暗,幽暗里隐隐约约有道女性的身影在望向外面。 , Lorton's spirit was covered by the huge fear loudly. 轰然之间,罗顿的精神被巨大的恐惧笼罩了。 This comes not to have the reason, this as if proceeds from the instinct. 这来得毫无缘由,这仿佛发自本能。 Ended......” Lorton only to flash through such a thought with enough time, fainted. “完了……”罗顿只来得及闪过这么一个念头,就晕了过去。 He hopes that year's end other city elders come to this room to rescue oneself idea not to reappear with enough time. 他连希望岁末城其他长老来这个房间救自己的想法都没来得及浮现。 But the stupor or dying in others trauma, often means that was surrounded thoroughly, the reality becomes the vegetable. 而在别人心理阴影里昏迷或者死去,往往意味着被彻底困住,现实成为植物人。 Has not known how long, Lorton retrieved the train of thought suddenly, slowly opened the eye. 不知过了多久,罗顿忽然找回了思绪,慢慢睁开了眼睛。 He saw the shadowless lamp, saw doctors and many nurses. 他看见了无影灯,看见了一名医生和多个护士。 They are wrapping the pale blue mask, is looking at Lorton exhaltedly, said chaotically: 他们都套着淡蓝色的口罩,居高临下地望着罗顿,七嘴八舌地说道: You awoke.” “你醒了啊。” Surgery is very successful.” “手术很成功。” You have been getting better now, can go home.” “你现在已经痊愈了,可以回家了。” Recovering...... went home...... Lorton first is vacant, then sits up fiercely, takes a look at itself. 痊愈了……回家……罗顿先是茫然,接着猛地坐起,打量自己。 He is the immortal person, is a strong physique. 他还是永生人,还是一副钢筋铁骨。 But before his stupor different, his painting was changed to the rainbow color, the chest mounted a small sound box. 但和他昏迷前不同,他的涂装被改成了彩虹色,胸口镶嵌了一个小音箱。 „Can I walk?” The silent moment, Lorton probes to inquire the doctor and nurse. “我可以走了?”沉默片刻,罗顿试探着询问起医生和护士。 According to his general knowledge, the stupor in others trauma, was equal to suffering the serious injury, shut in the tightly guarded energetic prison, but can also wake up must two say, left the corresponding room not to mention. 根据他的常识,在别人心理阴影里昏迷过去,就等于遭受了严重伤害,关进了戒备森严的精神监狱,还能不能醒来都得两说,更别提离开相应的房间。 You can leave the hospital.” The doctor who that wears the pale blue mask put out a hand to grasp grasping with him, „your time only completed 1/3 progress, next time will continue to try hard.” “你可以出院了。”那名戴着淡蓝色口罩的医生伸手和他握了握,“你这次只完成了三分之一的进度,下次继续努力。” Although Lorton is very confused, but knows that opportunity must not be lost loses the truth that no longer comes, immediately turned over/stood up to get out of bed, went out of the operating room. 罗顿虽然很迷茫,但知道机不可失失不再来的道理,当即翻身下床,走出了手术室。 On the white corridor, doctors and nurses sing and dance, call loudly: 白色的走廊上,一名名医生、护士载歌载舞,高声喊道: Congratulates being out of hospital!” “恭喜出院!” Gets better!” “养好身体啊!” Remembers that delivers the multicolored silk banner!” “记得送锦旗!” „......” “……” Lorton turned back the beginning well-remembered, opened the door 131 room. 罗顿茫茫然地走回了起点,开门出了“131”房间。 Until stood in mind corridor on, he also suspected oneself are having a dream: 直至站在了“心灵走廊”上,他还怀疑自己在做梦: Why should the development of bad risk turn sees off being out of hospital? 本该凶险的发展为什么会变成欢送出院? Lorton more wants more to plant to encounter the feeling of pollution energetic. 罗顿越想越有种自己精神遭遇了污染的感觉。 PS: Tomorrow does not have, because must unseal went home, the driving distance three hours, proficient also one pile of things must process, the day after tomorrow restores to renew normally. PS:明天无更,因为要解封回家了,车程三小时,到家还有一堆事情要处理,后天恢复正常更新。
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