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#161: Concealed worry


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Looks to stand Committee Member yellow near window, Jiang Baimian always thought that he these words were not to oneself and the others said a moment ago, does not need and the others to say to oneself. 看着站在窗边的黄委员,蒋白棉总觉得他刚才那些话不是对自己等人说的,也没必要对自己等人说。 Indistinct within, Jiang Baimian feels Committee Member yellow after knowing oneself and the others and stretch/open exchange related, and stretch/open separates the spatial dialogue taking advantage of this. 隐隐约约间,蒋白棉感觉黄委员是在知道自己等人和张老有关交流后,借此和张老隔空对话。 Although these words stretch/open cannot hear, but Committee Member in yellow, wants to achieve possibly is this effect. 虽然这些话张老都听不到,但于黄委员而言,想达到的可能就是这个效果。 Similar mood subtle difficult word. 类似的情绪微妙难言。 After saying, Committee Member yellow fell into the long-time silence. 说完之后,黄委员陷入了长久的沉默。 He puts out that box of wrinkled cigarette from the pocket, pulled out one, puts the mouth, stopped for several seconds , the stopper, seemed to think that smokes in others room is not good. 他从衣兜里拿出那盒皱巴巴的香烟,抽了一根,放到嘴边,停顿了几秒,又塞了回去,似乎觉得在别人房间里抽烟不是太好。 At this time, Shang Jianyao seriously opened the mouth to ask: 这时,商见曜表情严肃地开口问道: When your group of old people died, that ‚can the salvation army also complete the adjustment?” “等到你们这一批老人死去,那‘救世军’还能完成调整吗?” The experience crosses Old World to be lively , and impression profound person is close to 80 absolutely, even has surpassed, even if in „the salvation army, such veteran soldier also remains not many . Moreover, looking from the natural law, they definitely could not live for several years, even if Committee Member yellow this were healthy, really had the previous sickness, was still said that broke down. 见识过旧世界繁华且印象深刻的人绝对接近八十,甚至有所超过,哪怕在“救世军”内部,这样的老战士也所剩不多,而且,从自然规律看,他们肯定活不了几年了,即使黄委员这种身体还非常硬朗的,真生上一场病,也是说垮就垮。 Committee Member yellow turns around to look to Shang Jianyao, nods: 黄委员转身望向商见曜,点了点头: Therefore our prime tasks recent establish an adaptation current situation, does not need our these old fogies also to be able the system of stable running, simultaneously focuses on training also survives some ideal brilliance successors.” “所以我们最近几年的主要工作是建立起一个适应当前情况,不需要我们这些老家伙也能稳定运行的制度,同时着力培养还残存一些理想光辉的后继者。” Hears here, Jiang Baimian quite feels puzzled: 听到这里,蒋白棉颇感不解: According to your front view, shouldn't favor the practical successor?” “按照您前面的说法,不是应该更倾向于务实的后继者吗?” Committee Member yellow the slightly supine head, laughs: 黄委员微仰脑袋,哈哈一笑: This was our selfishness, we hope our ideal can be inherited. “这就是我们的一点私心了,我们还是希望自己的理想能够得到传承。 Moreover, an ideal organization has not had the future, when the effective supervision method, runs into everyone to choose the organization that the vulgar choice degenerates, is useless. “而且,一个没有理想的组织是没有前途的,再有效的监督方法,遇到每一个人都选择庸俗选择堕落的组织时,也是没用的。 „The fierce hi-tech also means must rely on human to realize.” “再厉害的科技手段也要依赖人类来实现。” This can give us the intelligence, the robot.” Nava cannot bear the digression finally, we will not degenerate, will not putrefy, can be competent surveillant position.” “这可以交给我们智能,机器人。”格纳瓦终于忍不住插话,“我们不会堕落,不会腐化,可以胜任监督者这个职位。” Committee Member yellow swept this silver black robot one eyes, shakes the head to say with a smile: 黄委员扫了这个银黑色的机器人一眼,摇头笑道: Robot also by human operation and control. “机器人也是受人类操纵和控制的。 However was not equivalent to the true person by the human the robot of operation and control, is the person has the selfishness.” “而不受人类操纵、控制的机器人就相当于真正的人,是人就有私心。” Is the person has the selfishness......” in Nava eyes the red light twinkle, thought aloud. “是人就有私心……”格纳瓦眼中红光闪烁,自言自语了起来。 Committee Member yellow continues saying: 黄委员继续说道: Our these old fogies hope saw own ideal had that day of realization.” “我们这些老家伙还是希望看到自己的理想有实现的那一天。” Saying, him is leaning to look to lights not that well-illuminated out of the window: 说着,他又侧头望向了灯火不那么通明的窗外: You have not thought that my price is very covert, is guessing that is what? “你们不是一直觉得我的代价很隐蔽,在猜是什么吗? I can tell you now, my price loses part to remember forever.” “我现在可以告诉你们,我的代价是永远失去一部分记忆。” Can this also make the price? This price probably also good, I can offer sacrifices for the first time...... Long Yuehong these matter packs that does not want to recall because of the price of awakening, but heart movement. 这也能做代价?这代价好像还挺好的,我可以把不想回忆起来的那些事情打包献祭……龙悦红第一次因为觉醒者的代价而心动。 The memory too is a good deed, he was often awkward because of the past dirty business. 记忆太好不是一件好事,他常常因为过去的糗事而尴尬。 For example, yeah, made Gene Modification one meter 75...... 比如,哎,做了基因改良才一米七五…… As if detected that he and Jiang Baimian and the others the ideas, Committee Member yellow self-ridiculed said with a smile: 似乎察觉到了他和蒋白棉等人的想法,黄委员自嘲一笑道: I discovered initially can with part of memories make the price the time, is similar to your present moods: Good, not only can clean the brain trash, did not aim at easily. “我当初发现能用一部分记忆做代价的时候,和你们现在的心情是类似的:多好啊,既可以清除大脑垃圾,又不容易被针对。 Pitifully, forgetting anything is not I can decide that each promotion can forget a lot. “可惜,遗忘什么不是我能决定的,每一次提升都会忘记很多事情。 Waited till afterward, I gradually understood the true meaning of Old World a few words: “等到后来,我逐渐明白了旧世界一句话的真意: „The person who has not passed does not have the future, forgot that the past person will certainly lose moves toward the future power.” “没有过去的人没有未来,忘记过去的人必将失去走向未来的动力。” The tone of Committee Member yellow gradually changes sinks: 黄委员的语气逐渐变沉: „ If not I still remembers that the liveliness of Old World, remembers when establishes ‚the salvation army pledge and to the future expectation that everyone distributes together, I possibly could not have insisted, the choice ended own life. “如果不是我还记得旧世界的繁华,记得建立‘救世军’时所有人共同发下的誓言和对未来的憧憬,我可能早就坚持不下去,选择自行结束自己的生命。 The matter that „ I now more than 80, can handle are getting fewer and fewer, lets the ideals of I and my old friends have been effectively continued are I also living the only power. “我现在都八十多了,能做的事情越来越少,让我和我那些老战友的理想得到有效延续是我还活着的唯一动力。 Presently can be vulgar, the process can be practical, but the goal is unchangeable. “当前可以庸俗,过程可以务实,但目标不能改变。 I hope that in investigating thoroughly does not have worry source, completely after eliminating this hidden danger, has been reconstructed in the industry completely, after the material reserves are the certain extent, we ‚the salvation army can fulfill the initial ideal step by step.” “我希望在查清楚‘无心病’的源头,彻底消除这个隐患后,在工业得到完整重建,物资储备达到一定程度后,我们‘救世军’能一步一步践行当初的理想。” The voice of Committee Member yellow one raises: 黄委员的声音一下拔高: In the future the happy life will certainly be realized!” “未来美好的生活必将得到实现!” Shang Jianyao gathers the both legs, extends the right hand holding down left chest: 商见曜刷地并拢双腿,伸右手按住左胸: For the entire human race!” “为了全人类!” Committee Member yellow also the right hand according to the left chest, the lower back returned to subconsciously straightly and seriously said: 黄委员下意识也将右手按在了左胸,腰背笔挺、表情严肃地回道: For the entire human race!” “为了全人类!” He waves immediately, self-ridiculed that said with a smile: 他随即挥了挥手,自嘲一笑道: I, could not see mostly on that day, good, you rested earlier, tomorrow morning accepts the inspection, the dispersal goes out of town, prevents the eventuality.” “我啊,多半是看不到那一天了,好啦,你们早点休息吧,明天上午接受检查,疏散出城,预防万一。” Good.” Shang Jianyao replied quite deftly. “好的。”商见曜回答得相当麻利。 After packing off Committee Member yellow, Jiang Baimian side looks to Shang Jianyao, teased: 送走黄委员后,蒋白棉侧头看向商见曜,打趣了一句: How this time not to refute Committee Member yellow these words, said that forgot ideal means the betrayal?” “这次怎么不反驳黄委员那些话,说忘记理想就意味着背叛?” Shang Jianyao has the mistake to recognize, not mince sighed: 商见曜有错就认,毫不掩饰地叹了口气道: I felt he said is very reasonable, cannot request everyone, or cannot request most person, like me pure.” “我觉得他说的很有道理,不能要求所有人,或者说不能要求大部人,像我这样纯粹。” Are you pure? You have ten personalities! Long Yuehong could not bear the unstated criticism two. 你纯粹吗?你都有十个人格!龙悦红忍不住腹诽了两句。 Shang Jianyao looked at Jiang Baimian one saying: 商见曜又看了蒋白棉一眼道: However even I, still am often must compromise with the reality, ‚the salvation army makes the compromise, temporarily stops expanding, the self- adjustment, I can definitely understand.” “而就算是我,也是时常要与现实妥协的,‘救世军’做出妥协,暂时停止扩张,自我调整,我完全可以理解。” Hou, how is uncompromising you also to want, does the best room dance? Jiang Baimian ahem. 嚯,不妥协你还想怎么样,上房跳舞?蒋白棉哼唧了一声。 She then said with a smile lightly: 她转而轻笑道: Committee Member yellow said possibly is also only some situations , from his indication purely, I could not find stretch/open they to oppose excitedly, thinks the high level all by the reason that the brain controls. “黄委员说的可能也只是部分情况,单纯从他的表述看,我找不到张老他们如此激动反对,认为高层全被脑控的理由。 Possibly......” “可能……” Jiang Baimian said: 蒋白棉顿了顿道: Possibly some high levels, even also has some truly to degenerate like the Committee Member yellow old person, how will focus on being obtained the good life by oneself, how to be maintained in the privilege by own descendant for a long time. “可能部分高层,甚至像黄委员那样的老人里也有一些确实已经堕落,将重心放在了怎么让自己获得更好的生活,怎么让自己的儿孙长久保持特权上。 ‚Can the salvation army complete the adjustment, the non- disassimilation becomes initial city such influence, is an unknown.” “‘救世军’能不能完成调整,不异化成‘最初城’那样的势力,还是一个未知数。” The Shang Jianyao expression is dignified, has not reacted. 商见曜表情凝重,未做回应。 Bai Chen approved of the view of team leader: 白晨则赞同了组长的说法: Is the person has the selfishness.” “是人就有私心。” Long Yuehong just wants to follow to speak, Jiang Baimian suddenly aiya: 龙悦红正想跟着发言,蒋白棉忽然“哎呀”了一声: Committee Member yellow said a moment ago, his price does lose part to remember permanently? “刚才黄委员说,他的代价是永久地失去一部分记忆? This seems like end person domain......” “这很像是‘末人’领域的啊……” After pondering over carefully, Jiang Baimian felt in charge of intelligence agency a mind corridor level awakening is end person domain is very as if normal, even can say that builds. 仔细琢磨后,蒋白棉觉得一个主管情报机构的“心灵走廊”层次觉醒者属于“末人”领域似乎很正常,甚至可以说非常搭。 Long Yuehong is also suddenly enlighted: 龙悦红也恍然大悟: No wonder I always thought that he can detect my idea!” “难怪我总觉得他能察觉到我的想法!” Made the response promptly. 及时做出了回应。 Jiang Baimian also nods: 蒋白棉随之点头: He determined that we do not have the issue , because crossed our memories quietly, discovered that hasn't lain? “他确定我们没有问题,是因为悄悄翻过我们的记忆,发现没有撒谎? „, But scattered in the minor details......” “呃,只是在细枝末节上撒了点慌……” Regarding this matter, Jiang Baimian is unconsciously angry, instead steadfast a point, has to plant clears the suspicion thoroughly the sense of relief. 对于这件事情,蒋白棉不觉愤怒,反而踏实了一点,有种彻底洗清嫌疑的放松感。 If meets that type unclear and not have the method to confirm, or iron core wants who old accent group is a scapegoat, is quite troublesome. 要是遇到那种扯不清又没手段确认,或者铁了心想让“旧调小组”背锅的人,才比较麻烦。 How the following matter will develop, can that nuclear warhead be found, can northern Ukraine be blown up, Jiang Baimian has not gone to think, is unable to analyze. 后续的事情会怎么发展,那颗核弹头能不能被找到,乌北会不会被炸毁,蒋白棉没怎么去想,也无从分析。 After Room 214 that died, in hotel old accent group can only wait for „the salvation army passively findings. 在214房间那位死掉之后,待在酒店的“旧调小组”只能被动地等待“救世军”的调查结果。 They can be dispersed in any case tomorrow morning. 反正他们明天上午就能被疏散出去了。 Sees the time already not early, leaves behind Nava charge after is on night duty, Long Yuehong and the others return to the room respectively, on bed. 见时间已经不早,留下格纳瓦边充电边值夜后,龙悦红等人各自回到房间,上了睡床。 Has not known how long, Jiang Baimian suddenly thought where has is not right. 不知过了多久,蒋白棉突然觉得有哪里不对。 As if who is gazing at her. 似乎有谁正在注视着她。 Jiang Baimian struggles is getting rid of the dreamland, opened the eye. 蒋白棉挣扎着摆脱梦境,睁开了眼睛。 Then, she saw an eye. 然后,她看见了一双眼睛。 , Jiang Baimian sat, wielded the left fist. 刷地一下,蒋白棉坐了起来,挥出了左拳。 pang! The Shang Jianyao both arms one supported the fist, was actually left the bed by the bang forcefully. 乓!商见曜双臂一下架住了拳头,却被硬生生轰离了床铺。 Jiang Baimian then responded, just in the darkness, taking advantage of the weak star light, calmly gazed at own seemed like Shang Jianyao. 蒋白棉这才反应过来,刚刚在黑暗里,借着微弱星光,静静注视自己的似乎是商见曜 „Doesn't the greater part of the night, what sleep there thinks?” She presses the voice to ask. “大半夜的,不睡觉在那里想什么?”她压着嗓音问道。 Shang Jianyao stood the body, frowns, strokes gently the chin saying: 商见曜站直了身体,微皱眉头,摩挲起下巴道: I thought of an issue.” “我想到了一个问题。” What issue?” The Jiang Baimian expression is gradually serious. “什么问题?”蒋白棉的表情逐渐郑重。 Shang Jianyao looks up the ceiling: 商见曜抬头望了望天花板: I am thinking that before tried taking possession my shadow to come from ‚the new world.” “我在想啊,之前试图‘附身’我的黑影是不是来自‘新世界’。” He refers when Room 214, after he touches that medal, matter. 他指的是在214房间时,他触碰到那枚胸章后发生的事情。 At that time hadn't discussed? Very possibly is.” Jiang Baimian cannot keep up with the Shang Jianyao mentality. “当时不是讨论过了吗?很可能是。”蒋白棉不是太跟得上商见曜的思路。 The Shang Jianyao facial expression slowly becomes gloomy and cold: 商见曜的神情慢慢变得阴冷: In other words, that shadow slightly is equal to ‚the new world some. “也就是说,那黑影略等于‘新世界’某位。 This can know in ‚the new world doctor, did tell him our situations here? “这位会不会认识同在‘新世界’的‘博士’,把我们在这里的情况告诉他? We have killed doctor a fierce subordinate, you said, his time can through that assassin, find here, returns to the reality, acts personally?” “我们已经干掉了‘博士’一个厉害手下,你说,他这次会不会通过那名‘刺客’,找到这里,回归现实,亲自出手?”
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