This broken world must end! 这破世界要完！ When that dazzling spark in the front glitters, the Rorschach heart only then a sound is roaring. 当那耀眼的火花在面前闪烁的时候,罗夏心底只有一个声音在怒吼。 The spark of life is radiant and magnificent, is the short twinkle that the powerful life erupts, more knocks the will of the people, but when the city of corner/horn city lord Dean such in the glare of the public eye to change to the life the flower fire, everyone is actually a face „you teases me” the embarrassed condition. 生命的火花是璀璨而辉煌的,越是强大生命爆发出来的短暂闪烁,越是动摇人心,但当角城的城主西迪恩就这么在众目睽睽化作生命的花火的时候,所有人却是一脸“你在逗我”的囧态。 „Substitute person?” “替身？” Accompany wooden shaking the head, they also noticed some time ago the city lords demonstrated the terse fight skillful and exuberant fighting spirit. 随从们木然的摇头,他们不久前还看到城主展示了自己精悍的战斗技巧和旺盛的斗志。 „Plot?” “阴谋？” Shakes the head, what plot, will make the most important city lords take the sacrificial victim. 还是摇头,什么样的阴谋,会让最重要的城主作为牺牲品。 Appeared suffocatingly silent, the scene exceptionally was once embarrassed. 让人窒息沉默出现了,场面一度异常难堪。 „City main recent mood not good......” “城主最近心情不太好……” Said that seems like the excuse, pondered again is the plot, but is actually the reality. 说起来像是借口,再细想就是阴谋,但偏偏却是现实。 Dean from an ordinary engineer to a place country's overlord, its perseverance and will was astonishing, joined the army for dozens years, the individual strength was not top on this wilderness, actually also first-class. 西迪恩从一个普通的工程师到了一地一国的霸主,其恒心和毅力是惊人的,从军数十年,个体实力在这片荒原上不算顶尖,却也是一流的。 „Ok, considers as finished.” “算了吧,就这么算了吧。” But lets the source power that he works hard for the prosperity of the country, is the national revival big is, but the initial motive, is actually adoptive father's trust and anticipation. 但让他奋发图强的源动力,就是民族复兴的大任,而最初的动机,却是义父的信任和期待。 He chose himself, chose itself in boundless all living things. 他选择了自己,在茫茫众生中选择了自己。 But oneself, are the talent, is a day of electing person, is the hope of Seymour person national revival, is the founding Great Emperor of being destined! 而自己,是才干的,是天选之人,是西摩人民族复兴的希望,是命中注定的开国大帝！ The responsibility heavy burden and desire for power, have that little day to fall finally let greatly in Jishen the sense of mission, making Dean choose own path, but also these things, can let the thing that he disregarded certain to attach great importance to the past very much. 责任重担、权力欲望、最后还有那么一点点天将降大任于己身的使命感,让西迪恩选择了自己的道路,而也正是那些东西,可以让他无视某些自己过去很重视的东西。 For example, morals? Conscience? Remnant most basic pitying to similar. 比如说,道德？良知？对同类相残最基本的怜悯。 When slaughtered to be filled the banner of country with the counter- humanity behavior, he became legitimate, when he filled the banner of noble cause for the entire nation, he became sacred. 当杀戮和反人道的行为被灌上了国家的旗号,他就变得合法,当他灌上了民族大义的旗号,他就变得神圣了。 Actually, finally, gives an own excuse, anaesthetizes own excuse. 其实,最后,还是给自己的一个借口,一个麻醉自己的借口。 Is the wisdom, is the strong person, actually more needs this reason, needs this excuse...... to be arrived black by a oneself satisfied road, even oneself were clear that is only a consoling oneself excuse. 越是睿智、越是坚强的人,却越是需要这个理由,需要这个借口……让自己心安理得的一条路走到黑,即使自己都清楚那只是一个自我安慰的借口。 Even if the heart has understood was excessive, is not right, departed from the initial starting point ......., but at least before divulging, can the anaesthesia. 即使心底已经明白了过头了,不对劲了,背离了当初的出发点…….但至少在说破前,还是可以自我麻醉的。 But now, is not obviously good. 但现在,显然不行了。 Xiyasi death ....... or exactly said remonstrates with the emperor at risk of death, Dean has not deceived oneself possibility again, before because even oppression forcefully, the guilty conscience and pain of rebound were more violent, even collapsed suffocatingly. 西亚斯的死亡…….或者确切的说死谏,西迪恩再也没有欺骗自己的可能,甚至由于之前的强行压迫,反弹的负罪感和痛苦更加猛烈,让人窒息甚至崩溃。 But incorrect, at this time cannot collapse, clenches teeth to insist, the revival great undertaking of clansman in ....... cannot revive at present even, must plan a path for the future of clansman. 但不行的,这个时候是不能崩溃的,咬牙都要坚持,族人的复兴大业就在眼前…….就算不能复兴,也要为族人的未来谋划一条道路。 The people did not have the dream, has anything to distinguish with the salt fish. 人没有了梦想,和咸鱼有什么区别。 But discovered oneself departed from the dream, even flaunts the banner of dream to become the most repugnant person, therefore lost the life including own benefactor, that dream...... has become the back in crime oppressive and ugly desire. 但发现自己背离了梦想,甚至打着梦想的旗号成为了自己最讨厌的人,连自己的恩人都因此失去了性命,那梦想……早就成了背在身上的罪虐和丑陋的欲望。 Probably, these months to the overlord, are more miserable than the salt fish. 大概,这几个月对霸主来说,比咸鱼更惨。 Disregards the warning , to continue a road to arrive black? As the self-respect of overlord and head of the clan, could not have accommodated the sand on the eye in the character, is unable ignores behavior. 无视警告,继续一条路走到黑？身为霸主和族长的自尊,还有原本就眼里容不得沙子的性格,是无法放任这种行为的发生的。 Then, only then denied, denial past all. 那么,就只有否定了,否定过去的一切。 Without the person of dream is inferior to the salt fish words, then negative dream, perhaps is inferior on the death fish that the live even/including is unable to breathe. 没有梦想的人不如咸鱼的话,那么否定了梦想的,恐怕就活的连无法呼吸的死鱼都不如了。 Good-for-nothings is living, nearly the request of instinct, makes excessive demands itself, discards has become the ambition of burden, pure from the benefit, will consider the future of ethnic group. 行尸走肉的活着,近乎本能的要求、苛求自己,抛掉已经成为负担的野心,单纯的从利益出发,考虑族群的未来。 The good-for-nothings, consider repeatedly, as before only then this adjective was most suitable then Dean. 行尸走肉,反复思量,依旧只有这个形容词最适合当时的西迪恩。 Drops down to give up not permitting continually, the corner/horn city of overlord loses the master suddenly, that represents is being anything, the Rorschach game church can analyze, his Dean sees certainly. 连倒下放弃都是不允许的,霸主的角城突然失去主人,那代表着是什么,罗夏的游戏教会能够分析的到,他西迪恩当然看到出来。 Lives does not die such as, or said accurately, lives wants dead, when the idealist abandoned the ideal, is actually not willing to acknowledge the reality, whenever reviewed in the past joint struggle and father's memory, that pain has extended to live the chest cavity from the back, making one breathe fully is the pain. 生不死如,或者准确的说,活的时候就想去死,当理想主义者背弃了理想,却又不愿意承认现实,每当回顾往昔的共同奋斗和父亲的记忆,那痛楚就从背脊一直延生到胸腔,让人呼吸都满是痛楚。 As the overlord, he cannot reveal weakly, even cannot to the passing approach indicate that repented with the anxiety. 偏偏,作为霸主,他又不能露出一点软弱,甚至不能对着过往的自己做法表示悔过和疑虑。 The people are not the machines, intelligent lifeform mental also has the limit, when weakest is strong, lost close at the same time must to all around full be vigilant, Dean feels exhausted physically and mentally, presented the phenomenon of auditory hallucination and seeing things repeatedly, even develops to want the ultra dosage the medicine to be able each night to go to sleep normally. 人不是机器,智慧生物的心智也是有极限的,在最软弱的时候还要坚强,失去了至亲的同时还要对周遭满是警惕,西迪恩身心俱疲,多次出现了幻听、幻视的现象,甚至发展到每夜都想要超剂量的药物才能正常入睡。 This is not the incurable illness, many adults will shoulder the whole body scabs to live the future, the intense work and enterprise pursue will be the best anesthetics, the multipurpose time will be to cure all panaceas. 这并不是什么绝症,不少成年人都是背负着满身伤疤活到未来的,紧张的工作和事业追求是最好的麻醉剂,万能的时间是治愈一切的万能药。 To Dean 35 years of respite time, mental complete , and will such as he of steel, have no reason not to come out of the past shadow, such as Xiyasi anticipated that general, became the Seymour person true king. 给西迪恩三五年的喘息时间,心智俱全且意志如钢的他,没有理由不走出过去的阴影,如西亚斯期待中的一般,成为西摩人真正的君王。 Only pitifully, the destiny always makes people unable, the misfortune does not have the relapse favor of pitying already the enough unfortunate unlucky egg. 只可惜,命运总是让人无法,厄运更毫无怜悯的反复青睐已经够不幸的倒霉蛋。 In the dystopia surface of this piece of full laying mines element, resists the element invasion, is not only the mortal body strength, what are more is the will and soul. 在这片满布了雷元素的异位面,抵抗元素入侵的,不仅仅是肉身的力量,更多的是意志和灵魂。 Swims( water element pond) on such as the water, if you are good at swimming, can support to be very long, is the skin-dive can also at the roaming be very far, but if buries in underwater, but also opens the nose mouth big mouth breath...... that to be equal to committing suicide. 就如水中游泳(水元素池),你若擅长游泳,可以撑上很久,就是潜泳也能够游上很远,但如果埋在水下,还张开鼻口大口呼吸……那等于自尽吧。 Unemotional in fact whole body sores king, in that moment, gave up. 面无表情实际上满身疮痍的君王,在那一刻,也放弃了。 Being at a loss, weakly, angry and sad, finally, changed to one to sigh woefully. 迷惘、疲弱、愤怒、哀伤,最终,化作了一声哀叹。 „Oh, living is really being laborious, gives up, I in this world, Seymour talent will not have the better future, the father cannot ..........” “唉,活着真是辛苦,或者,放弃,我不在这个世界,西摩人才有更好的未来,父亲也不会……….” If in other regions, the weakness of innermost feelings is not the issue, but in this environment, this type sad the mentality that wants dead, was equal to giving up all defenses, was equal to that the thunder of attack mortal body ignores element, was equal to choosing committing suicide. 若在其他的区域,内心的软弱并不是什么问题,但在这种环境,这种哀伤的想去死的心态,就等于放弃了所有的防御,等于放任元素之雷侵袭肉身,等于选择了自尽。 Even if in the next quarter, he detected that the situation was not right, but, all had actually finished late. 即使在下一刻,他就察觉到了情况不对,但却已经晚了,一切都已经结束。 Dazzling raises from the body, he of closing one's eyes first stares, then actually shakes the head, finally, actually smiled, that was one type full is the smile of extrication. 耀眼的雷芒从身下升起,闭着眼睛的他先是一愣,接着却摇了摇头,最后,却微笑出来了,那是一种满是解脱的笑容。 Finally, in this moment, he put down all. 终于,在这一刻,他放下了所有。 One generation of overlord Dean died, cause of death: Desperate below suicide. 一代霸主西迪恩死亡,死因:绝望下的自杀。 The history...... is not accidental you not to have the means with him accidentally. 历史没有偶然……偶然起来你拿他也没办法。 Such development, no one has expected, even if had considered possibility that falls from the sky this place, but as the powerhouse actually dies a violent death suddenly, how to make one sob does not believe. 这样的发展,谁都没有预料到,即使已经考虑到了陨落此地的可能性,但身为强者却突然暴毙,怎么都让人唏嘘不信。 The dead have died, what to do should the remaining live people? 死者已死,剩下的活人该怎么办？ „How do I know should what to do?” “我怎么知道该怎么办？” Present Rorschach, a face compels ignorant, but his back intelligence support system, is in a confusion as always. 现在的罗夏,一脸懵逼,而他背后的情报支援系统,也是一如既往的一片混乱之中。