But, whenmustrealizeall these, shesuddenlyhas hit the wall, suddenlydiscoveredonereallyhavethat manydefectiveness, in the face of the difficulty, shebydestroyingtime and time again, Xiao Feihas toreconsiderself-confidently, reason thatshehastoday, as well as that leap of herlife, is called the Wang Zhengstudentto be relatedwiththis, if no him, will not have the Space Transmissiontheory, will not havetoday'sall, perhapsmanyyearslatershewill arrive atthisaltitude, butcannotbeabsolutelynow.
可是,就当要实现这一切的时候,她突然撞墙了,忽然发现自己竟然有那么多欠缺,在难关面前,她自信被一次又一次的摧毁,肖菲不得不反思,她之所以有今天,以及她人生的那次飞跃,都跟这个叫做王铮的学生有关,如果没有他,就不会有空间传送理论,也不会有今天的一切,也许很多年后她会到达这个高度,但绝对不会是现在。Inthisprocess, sheunknowinglymustgive credit to herinsistenceanddiligently, butin factis not.
在这个过程,她不知不觉得把一切归功于自己的坚持和努力,而实际上并不是。Consequence that howeverherbeing proudcauseswas too serious, was irretraceable, investment of OMGandLittle Lucky Starinthisprojectare huge, Wang Zhengeverywhereoffers loans, utilizes the relations and resources of variousplaces, onceentireKing Corporationgoes bankrupt, debtover10 billion.
然而她的自负带来的后果太严重了,已经不能回头,omg和小福星在这个项目上的投入巨大,王铮又到处举债,动用各处的关系和资源,整个king公司一旦破产,负债将超过10000000000。When the brainscalm downfromfrantic, is the limitlessfear.
当头脑从狂热中冷静下来,是无边无际的恐惧。Xiao Feicannotpush the responsibilitytoothers, from beginning to endisherresponsibility, regardingWang Zheng, shehas the taste of not talking clearly, was hismeetis realized the dreambyoneselfahead of time, actuallyalsohas become the end of life.肖菲不能把责任推给别人,从头到尾都是她自己的责任,对于王铮,她有说不清的滋味,是和他的相遇让自己提前实现了梦想,却也成了人生的终结。Butshedid not regret, althoughlifeis short, is has been very after all joyful, did not strive forliving forever, butstrove forsplendidlyextremely, perhapslike thisthinksthatshewill feel better.
但她并不后悔,人生虽然短暂,可是毕竟很快乐过,不求长生不死,但求精彩万分,也许这样想,她会好过一点。
The Wang Zhengknitting the browshead, heactuallyfeltfrom the spiritualfluctuation of Xiao Feiflavor that sought!王铮皱了皱眉头,他竟然从肖菲的精神波动中感觉到了求死的味道!Obviouslythismatterhas given the Xiao Feiveryseriousattack, almostquickWang ZhengunderstandsthatXiao Feihaswithhissamesymptom.
显然这件事儿给了肖菲很沉重的打击,几乎很快王铮就明白过来,肖菲有和他一样的症状。Wang Zhengachievesin the bedside. Gripped the hand of Xiao Fei, the body of Xiao Feishiveredslightly.王铮做到床边上。握住肖菲的手,肖菲的身体微微颤动了一下。„Teacher Xiao Fei, Itoldyou a secret. Thismatteronly thenyourmytheyknowthatyoucannottellothers, otherwiseIdid not have the faceto cultivate the behavior.”Wang Zhengveryserioussaying, „thismatterYan XiaosuandYe Zisudo not know.”
“肖菲老师,我告诉你一个秘密。这事儿只有你我两人知道,你可不能告诉别人,不然我就没脸做人了。”王铮非常郑重的说道,“这事儿严小酥和叶紫苏都不知道。”
The heart of womaninborngossip, madeXiao Feiopen the eye, lookdimwas looking atWang Zheng, whatsecret?
女人天生的八卦之心,还是让肖菲睁开了眼睛,眼神朦胧的望着王铮,什么秘密?„Actuallythismatteroncemademeverypuzzled. YouknowmeandAinamatter, because ofvariousconditions. Webid good-bye, Ithought that I am unfair toheras a manvery much, butIalsodo not have the means that what is hatefulis. Undercertainmoodconditions, IandMeng Tian, medo not knowtogetherIam what kind to hersentiment, butshealsoleftme, Ithought that allaretheirmistake, onlywantsto evade, onlywantsto leave, never face.” The Wang Zhengforced smilesaid.
“其实这个事情一度让我非常纠结。你知道我和爱娜的事儿,但因为各种状况。我们分手了,我觉得作为一个男人我很对不起她,可是我又没有办法,但可恨的是。在某些情绪状况之下,我和蒙恬在一起了,我不知道我对她的感情是怎么样的,而她也离开了我,我觉得一切都是自己的错,只想逃避,只想离开,永远不要面对。”王铮苦笑道。
The eye of Xiao Feiincreasesgradually, „. Weren't you a virgin?”肖菲的眼睛渐渐变大,“啊。你不是处男了?”Wang Zhenghas almost spurted, this can grasp the key point!王铮差点喷了,这个能不能抓住重点啊!„cough cough, Iwas very depressedduring that time. Zhang Shanhas given scoldingme, thinks that mytoonarcissism, alwayswantsto taketowardoneselfonallresponsibility, cannot see the happyother aspect.”
“咳咳,那一段时间我很消沉。张山把我痛骂了一顿,认为我太自恋了,总想把所有的责任都往自己身上揽,看不到幸福的另外一面。”SpokewithXiao Fei, was needlessto saywas too clear, becauseXiao Feicanunderstand.
跟肖菲说话,不用说的太清楚,因为肖菲可以明白。Hewantsto tellXiao Fei. Regardless ofthisprojectsuccess or failureor not, iseverybody'sdecisions. Everybodyundertakestogether, actuallythisproject, the work of Wang Zhengis very relaxed, threw the mattertoXiao Feihas processed, shepaidis definitely more, but a Xiao Feiactuallypersoncarried the responsibility, thinks that the defeatwasownmistake.
他只是想告诉肖菲。无论这个项目成败与否,都是大家的决定。大家一起承担,其实这个项目,王铮的工作很轻松,把事儿都丢给了肖菲去处理,她付出肯定更多,可是肖菲却一个人把责任都背了起来,认为失败都是自己的错。Actually, hereachdecision, everybodyhas thought, isto support, this is in itself the manner.
其实,她的每一个决定,大家想过之后都是支持的,这本身就是态度。„Teacher Xiao Fei, the trustshares joys and sorrows, the skycollapsesto havebigto go against, Iknew that an old man, hesaidthatcannotdestroyour, will certainly the achievementwe.”Wang Zhengsaid.
“肖菲老师,信任是同甘共苦,天塌下来有大个顶着,我认识一个老头,他说,不能摧毁我们的,必将成就我们。”王铮说道。Xiao Feidid not say a word, butwas shaking the hand of Wang Zhengmerely, as ifthatwas the source of herstrength, partlymade a soundto smile, instance that smiled through tears, was blooming a maturegirlmost movinginstance.肖菲一言不发,只是仅仅握着王铮的手,仿佛那是她力量的来源,半响才笑了出来,那破涕为笑的瞬间,绽放着一个成熟女孩最动人的瞬间。„Wang Zheng, Idiscovered that you have much, whenTeacherpotential.”
“王铮,我发现你很有当老师的潜质啊。”„Thatisgood that Teacher Xiao Feiteaches, whatTeacherhasto havewhatstudent.”
“那都是肖菲老师教的好,有什么样的老师就有什么样的学生嘛。”„Mouthis really sweet, perhaps many girlswere also cheatedbyyou!”Xiao Feiasked.
“嘴真甜,恐怕又有不少女孩子被你哄骗了吧!”肖菲问道。Wang Zhengtouches the nose, oneself were really honest and dependableyoungmy dear.王铮摸摸鼻子,自己真的算是诚实可靠小郎君了。„Do not trace, oh, the King Corporationsituationwas not really good, tests the issue is very big, could not find the clue, Wang Zheng, youmusthave the preparation, the companymight the bankruptcy.”
“别摸了,唉,king公司的情况真的不好,实验上问题也很大,找不到头绪,王铮,你要有心理准备,公司有可能破产。”Wang Zhengsmiled, „I said that everything depends on human effort, even ifgoes bankrupt, does not haveanythingat the worst, what to doshouldwhat to do, the shiparrive at the frontnatureto be straight, saidagainthathaswordsnot to be calledthere is no construction without destruction, a few wordsare called the winding peaks and paths.”王铮笑了笑,“我说了,事在人为,就算破产,也没什么大不了的,该怎么办就怎么办,船到前头自然直,再说,有句话不是叫做不破不立吗,还有一句话叫做峰回路转。”„Was good, was good, do not entrain the articletome, the possibility of defeatisbiggest, the fund that youlook forpossiblyloss . Moreover, Iam not convinced, but alsowantsto expand the investment.”
“好了,好了,别给我拽文了,失败的可能性是最大的,你找来的资金可能是血本无归,而且,我不服气,还想加大投入。”Arrived atbehind, Xiao Feitrulydoes not haveanyenergy, markingmustdiewithout doubt, wantedto continueto experiment, to put it bluntly, asked for money.
到后面,肖菲确实没什么底气了,原地踏步必死无疑,想要继续进行试验,说白了,还是要钱。Wang Zhengnods, heis naturally clear, backed onSilver Allianceto encounterWaterlooincludingOld Merchantin the past, Xiao Feiis not accidentalfaced withsuchdifficulty, perhapsby the influence of Old Merchant, he was always supportedregarding the matter in thisaspect, butfundtrulyis a majorproblem, but, anythinghas the solution.王铮点点头,他自然清楚,连老贾当年背靠银盟都遭遇滑铁卢,肖菲面临这样的困难并不意外,也许是受老贾的影响,他对于这方面的事儿向来支持,只是资金方面确实是个大问题,不过,任何事情都有解决办法。Thisponder, Xiao Fei is also all of a sudden sad, the heart of herheart of heartstieshas still not untied, this wayis not good, leadssuchproject, musthave the steadfastdetermination and will, mostfearssuspects itself, thatmayreally the bigmatter.
这一沉思,肖菲的情绪一下子又低落下来,她内心深处的心结依然没有解开,这样下去可不行,主导这样的项目,必须有坚定不移的决心和毅力,最怕的就是怀疑自己,那可就真的出大事儿了。„Teacher Xiao Fei, Ithought that Iowed.”Wang Zhengsaidsuddenly.
“肖菲老师,我觉得自己亏了。”王铮忽然说道。„Owed?”Xiao Feihas gawkedstaring.
“亏了?”肖菲愣了愣。„Youalsoknowthatnowsituationis quite difficult, yousaid the human, does the matter to have the advantage, the financial problem, Ifind the wayto solve, but do yougive a mortgage?”
“你也知道,现在情况比较艰难,你说人嘛,做事儿都是要有好处的,资金问题嘛,我想办法解决,但你是不是给点抵押啊?”„Mortgage?”Xiao Feidoes not know that whatWang Zhengwants, probablyshehas nothingto mortgage, stockholder's rights? Shedoes not care, butWang Zhengwantsdefinitelyis notthis.
“抵押?”肖菲不知道王铮想要什么,她好像没什么可抵押的了,股权?她根本不在乎,可是王铮要的肯定不是这个。„Iwantyou, ifprojectwere defeated, youweremypersonal belonging, thisIwas heavily in debt, did not owe, if successful, Igainedin a big way, both capital and interest, thismatterwhenhas not occurred.”Wang Zhengsaid.
“我要你,如果项目失败了,你就是我的私人物品了,这样就算我负债累累,也不亏了,如果成功了,我就赚大了,连本带利,这事儿就当没发生过。”王铮说道。
The Xiao Feifacewas instantaneously red, that„Iwantyou”to bring the huge impact on Xiao Feiinstantaneously.肖菲脸瞬间红了,那句“我要你”瞬间给肖菲带来巨大的冲击。„Before the projecthas the result, youaremyperson, must therefore protect, do not makemyvaluablepropertybe lost, Ido not wantto lose everythingfinally!”
“在项目出结果之前,你是我的人,所以要保护好,不要让我的宝贵财产受损失,我可不想最后人财两空!”Howdoes not know, Xiao Feiseriousresponsibility, disappearsall of a sudden, thisis also good, actuallyin the boneXiao Feidoes not admit defeat, shewantsto continue, does not diecontinuous, butshecannotleadothersto bring deathselfishlytogether, sheneeds a reason, givesothers'compensation, butthispersonisWang Zheng.
不知怎么,肖菲身上沉重的责任,一下子不见了,这样也挺好,其实骨子里肖菲是不认输的,她想继续下去,不死不休,可是她不能自私的带着别人一起送死,她需要一个理由,一个给别人的补偿,而这个人就是王铮。
Does hewant himself?
他想要自己吗?
( Seconddelivers, properasked a monthly ticket, thanks!) ( to be continued )
(第二更送到,妥妥的求一张月票,谢谢!)(未完待续)
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