Snowflake such as seat, thick falling.( Renewal is most quickly stablest) 雪花如席,纷纷扬扬。（更新最快最稳定) The ancient tree dragon vigor, Zuoqiu Xue sits cross-legged to sit under ancient tree, is supporting the chin, the clear pupil looks out in the distant place wind and snow, somewhat is absent-minded. 古树虬劲,左丘雪盘膝坐在古树下,一手撑着下巴,清眸遥望远处风雪中,有些心不在焉。 One side Chen Lingjun both hands hug after the brain, leans on languidly in the ancient tree root, narrows the eye to speak thoughtlessly saying: „Disturbed is not strange, pinches time to calculate that yesterday that Chen Clan sacrificial offering grand ceremony had then ended, perhaps soon, we then can meet with Xi'er.” 一侧的陈灵钧双手抱在脑后,懒洋洋倚靠在古树根部,眯着眼睛随口说道:“心绪不宁不奇怪,掐时间来算,昨日那陈氏宗族祭祀大典便已结束,或许用不了多久,咱们便可以和汐儿相见了。” Zuoqiu Xue clear pupil one bright, at once restores lightly, sighed spookily: „I am only the somewhat worry.” 左丘雪清眸一亮,旋即又恢复平淡,幽幽叹道:“我只是有些担心。” Chen Lingjun said with a smile: „Was worried that Xi'er is killed? Relax, he is my Chen Lingjun son, since dares to look for Chen Clan now, which likely will occur accidentally.” 陈灵钧笑道:“担心汐儿被害么？放心,他可是我陈灵钧的儿子,既然如今敢找上陈氏宗族,哪可能会发生意外了。” Zuoqiu Xue stared his one eyes, said: „He is my Zuoqiu Xue son!” 左丘雪瞪了他一眼,道:“他还是我左丘雪的儿子呢！” Chen Lingjun laughs: „What are you also worried about?” 陈灵钧大笑:“那你还担心什么？” Zuoqiu Xue somewhat sets out agitated, searches the snow and ice that the hand has grasped falling, when is feeling the snow and ice melting permeates the cool feeling of flesh, said: „I am worried about Chen Lingkong, he dared not to attend to Chen Taichong Will in the past, injures in you, this time, is difficult to guarantee him not to dare to damage Xi'er, you should be clear, once Chen Lingkong is crazy, but any matter dares to be done.” 左丘雪有些烦躁地起身,探手抓了一把落下的冰雪,感受着冰雪融化时渗入肌肤的凉意,道:“我担心陈灵空,他当年敢不顾陈太冲的意志,加害于你,这一次,难保他不敢去祸害汐儿,你应该清楚,陈灵空一旦疯狂起来,可是什么事情都敢做。” Chen Lingjun has narrowed the eye pupil, the silent moment, said: „Should, according to the Chen Taichong personality, he not decide however does not look that helplessly this mistake repeats an error, so long as there is Chen Taichong, all will not make Chen Lingkong achieve wishes.” 陈灵钧眯了眯眼眸,沉默片刻,道:“应该不会,依照陈太冲的性情,他定然不会眼睁睁看着这个错误一错再错下去,只要有陈太冲在,一切都不会让陈灵空如愿了。” Here, the Chen Lingjun lip angle flood wiped meant complex: „A'Xue, you then felt relieved that Xi'er will definitely not have the matter.” 说到这,陈灵钧唇角不禁泛起一抹复杂意味:“阿雪,你便放心吧,汐儿肯定不会有事的。” Zuoqiu Xue glanced at to look at Chen Lingjun, in the pupil flood has wiped the color of being fond, supple sound track: „Did you remember the past matter?” 左丘雪瞥眼看了看陈灵钧,眸子里泛起一抹疼惜之色,柔声道:“你又想起当年的事了？” Chen Lingjun had not denied that the forced smile sighed: „I already restored the previous generation to remember, bitter experience that this remembered with eternal gratitude, which also possibly said that forgot to forget.” 陈灵钧并未否认,苦笑叹息道:“我早已恢复前世记忆,这等刻骨铭心的遭遇,又哪可能说忘就忘了。” The Zuoqiu Xue squatting down body, grabs the hand of Chen Lingjun, said: „Since you have not planned to haggle over the past matter, that attempted to forget all these, present you, are not a Dao Protector [lineage/vein] descendant, not?” 左丘雪蹲下身子,抓住陈灵钧的手,道:“既然你已不打算计较当年的事情,那就尝试着忘了这一切吧,如今的你,已经不是护道一脉的后裔了,不是么？” Chen Lingjun nods: „This is natural, the fetters of previous generation, karma of this life, I generally obtained Qing, now I hope only, was our whole families can reunite, did not have other thoughts again.” 陈灵钧点头:“这是自然,前世之羁绊,今世之因果,我大抵还是分得清的,如今我唯一所愿,便是咱们一家人能团聚,再无其他念头。” Zuoqiu Xue the broad and handsome forehead by the shoulder of Chen Lingjun, muttered: „I also so, remembered formerly all sorts, just now understands truly what wanted was anything.” 左丘雪将螓首靠在陈灵钧的肩膀上,喃喃道:“我何尝不也如此,想起从前种种,方才明白真正想要的是什么。” Chen Lingjun has patted her shoulder, had not said. 陈灵钧拍了拍她肩膀,没有多说。 They walk arm in arm under ancient tree, the Heaven and Earth wind and snow sway, exaggerates the atmosphere quiet and spacious far. 两人依偎在古树下,天地风雪飘摇,将气氛渲染得静谧而旷远。 Creak ~ creak ~ 咯吱~咯吱~ A sound of footsteps resounds from the distant place, steps on the ground that the heavy snow covers, sends out one creak the sound. 一阵脚步声从远处响起,踩在大雪覆盖的地面上,发出一阵咯吱声音。 Chen Lingjun and Zuoqiu Xue simultaneously raise the head, eyesight looks suddenly to the distant place. 陈灵钧和左丘雪齐齐抬头,目光霍然望向远处。 Sees only among that boundless Heaven and Earth, the form throws over the wind and snow to come together, step somewhat hesitates, somewhat is rapid. 只见那苍茫天地间,一道身影披风雪而来,步伐有些踟蹰,又有些急促。 Like at this moment his mood, like that is disturbed and excited. 就像此刻他的心境,那般忐忑和激动。 That form is together clear gradually, after he steep and tall and graceful, snow sends the plate hair bun brain, reveals a Zhang Qingjun, but firm and resolute face. 浅浅地,那一道身影逐渐清晰,他峻拔、挺秀、一头雪发盘髻脑后,露出一张清俊而坚毅的面庞。 If his black pupil boundless Starry Sky, such as the deep and quiet abyss, walks in everywhere wind and snow, imitates a near nostalgia timid person returning home. 他的黑眸若无垠星空,又如幽邃深渊,行走在漫天风雪中,仿似一位近乡情更怯的归人。 When sees clearly this form, the Zuoqiu Xue whole body trembles, the whole person resembles to stiffen, was framed there, an unbelievable appearance. 当看清楚这身影,左丘雪浑身一颤,整个人都似僵住,被定格在那里,一副难以置信的模样。 At once, Chen Lingjun also fiercely opens the eye pupil, mouth micro, is exactly the same as the Zuoqiu Xue facial expression. 旋即,陈灵钧也猛地睁大眼眸,嘴巴微张,和左丘雪的神情如出一辙。 Almost is simultaneously, that throws over the steep form that the wind and snow come also to stagnate together, stands and waits for a long time the foot there, on the pretty face completely is complex. 几乎是同时,那一道披风雪而来的峻拔身影也停滞,伫足在那里,清俊的面庞上尽是复杂。 Has wild with joy, has frustratedly, has disturbedly, has excitedly... To mention just a few. 有狂喜、有惘然、有忐忑、有激动…不一而足。 Hum 呜呜呜 Among Heaven and Earth, the wind and snow howl, three people actually look like the sculpture, each other faces one another, is startled there, the heart of hearts, is all tumbling myriad mood. 天地间,风雪呼啸,三人却像雕塑般,彼此相望,怔在那里,内心深处,皆都翻滚着万千情绪。 Looks at each other speechless, the heart is actually surging. 相顾无言,心却在激荡。 After many years of leaving depart, meets by chance in this everywhere wind and snow, the mood of that difficult word, one such as among this Heaven and Earth the snowflake of dance, unconstrained continuous! 历经多年的别离,就在这漫天风雪中相逢,那种难言的情绪,一如这天地间狂舞的雪花,跌宕不休！ This sentiment, does not have to speak. 此情,亦无以言说。 ... … „Xi'er!” “汐儿！” For a long time, Zuoqiu Xue issues a summon, breaks in the wind and snow, grasped Chen Xi excitedly, the body because in trembling. 许久,左丘雪才发出一声呼唤,冲入风雪中,一把抱住了陈汐,身躯都因激动在颤粟。 The Chen Xi whole body is stiff, the throat has agitated several times, hesitant for a long time, difficult has made together the sound from the lip: „Mother.” 陈汐浑身僵硬,咽喉鼓动了几次,犹豫了许久,才艰难从唇中发出一道声音:“母亲。” He feels somewhat to be strange, because from in childhood, he again had not called these two characters, what is most important, since childhood by him who the grandfather Chen Tianli foster grew up, even does not know that should go to and mother with any way exchanges! 他感到有些陌生,因为从幼时起,他已经从不曾再叫出过这两个字,最重要的是,自幼被爷爷陈天黎抚养长大的他,甚至不知道该用什么方式去和母亲交流！ But, this few two characters, actually look like together the startling thunderclap, making the Zuoqiu Xue heart lake surge, thorough out-of-control, in the pupil dripped two lines of boiling hot clear tears. 可是,这寥寥两个字,却像一道惊雷般,令左丘雪心湖激荡,彻底失控,眸子里淌出两行滚烫清泪。 She grasps Chen Xi stubbornly, the knuckle because of making an effort becomes pale, imitates for fear that this is a dream, incautiously disappears. 她死死抱住陈汐,指节因用力而变得苍白,仿似生怕这是一场梦,一不小心就不见了。 „Xi'er, you came, you really came, mother these years are good to be worried that were always worried we are unable to meet again, was worried that you and Hao endures hardship and endures hardships...” “汐儿,你真的来了,你果然来了,娘这些年好担心,总担心咱们再无法相见了,担心你和昊儿吃苦、遭罪…” Zuoqiu Xue muttered, the heart constrained for a long time cavity pain of yearning to fall in torrents , the tears were uncontrolled are also flowing, has soaked the Chen Xi front piece. 左丘雪喃喃,将心中压抑了许久的一腔相思之苦倾泻而出,泪水也是不受控制地流淌着,浸透了陈汐衣襟。 The Chen Xi body is as before stiff, he lowers the head slowly, looks that in the bosom this out-of-control bursts into tears, mutters the female who makes noise, in the heart may not suppress to well up to wipe the grieved and excited mood. 陈汐身躯依旧僵硬,他缓缓低头,看着怀中这个失控流泪,喃喃出声的女子,心中也是不可抑制地涌上一抹酸楚又激动的情绪。 His took a deep breath, with handling gently caresses back of Zuoqiu Xue, without breaking her spoke, like this calmly was listening. 他深吸一口气,用手轻抚左丘雪背部,没有打断她说话,就这样静静听着。 Although somewhat does not adapt, but Chen Xi is actually first time feels the One Type incomparable warm steadfast feeling at this moment. 虽然有些不适应,可陈汐此刻却是第一次感受到一种无比的温暖踏实感觉。 In this process, Chen Lingjun of distant place has looked calmly that the look is gratified, is gloomy from time to time, is wild with joy from time to time and is guilty from time to time from time to time. 在这个过程中,远处的陈灵钧一直静静看着,神色时而欣慰、时而暗淡、时而狂喜、时而愧疚。 Perhaps, he is a father, does not know that which One Type way should with go to and son in this grade of time meets to recognize each other? 或许,他身为父亲,也不知该在这等时刻用哪一种方式去和儿子相见相认了吧？ ... … For a long time , the Zuoqiu Xue mood gradually tends to be tranquil, may not be still willing to loosen grasps the hand of Chen Xi. 许久之后,左丘雪的情绪才渐渐趋于平静,可兀自不肯松开抱住陈汐的手。 At this time, Chen Lingjun coughed, walked up, eyesight looks at Chen Xi, said one: „Xi'er.” 这时候,陈灵钧才干咳一声,走上前来,目光看着陈汐,道了一声:“汐儿。” He is maintaining diligently is belonging to a father's dignity, may actually because is extremely excited, instead appears facial expression somewhat is stiff, sound somewhat difference. 他在努力维护着属于一位父亲的尊严,可却又因为太过激动,反而显得神情有些僵硬,声音有些异样。 „Father.” “父亲。” The Chen Xi look must appear tranquil many, said in a soft voice that which in regulations his heart possibly was also tranquil, but he diligently is restraining similarly also himself. 陈汐神色要显得平静不少,轻声道,实则他心中又哪可能平静了,只不过他同样也在努力克制着自己。 He is worried about himself to lose control, will unable to bear give scolding this to leave without saying good-bye and throw down the man who he and grandfather and younger brother does not manage at present! 他担心自己失控,会忍不住痛骂眼前这个不辞而别、丢下他和爷爷、弟弟不管的男人！ Even if Chen Xi had already forgiven all these, even if already knows that Chen Lingjun such does, has the difficulties of having no recourse, but this matter, which also so is possibly easy to forget? 哪怕陈汐早已原谅了这一切,哪怕早已知道陈灵钧这么做,也有着迫不得已的苦衷,可这种事情,又哪可能是那么容易遗忘的？ Imitates the detection Chen Xi manner somewhat to be slightly desolate, the guilty color in Chen Lingjun look is even more strong, somewhat feels helpless. 仿似察觉到陈汐的态度微微有些冷淡,陈灵钧神色中的愧疚之色愈发浓烈,更有些不知所措。 He starts to speak but hesitates several times, finally sighed however sighs, the congealing eyebrow was speechless. 他欲言又止几次,最终喟然一叹,凝眉无言。 Atmosphere, lull. 气氛,一时沉寂下来。 ... … Zuoqiu Xue also realized that the atmosphere the difference, raise the head looked at Chen Xi, looked at behind Chen Lingkong, is out of control also to sigh, finally loosened grasped the arm of Chen Xi. 左丘雪似也察觉到气氛的异样,抬起头看了看陈汐,又看了看身后的陈灵空,禁不住也是叹了口气,终于松开了抱住陈汐的手臂。 „Xi'er,...” “汐儿,…” Zuoqiu Xue considers for a long time, said anything, with a smile was actually broken to say by Chen Xi that „mother, the beforehand matter do not raise again, my this time comes is takes you to leave.” 左丘雪斟酌许久,正待说些什么,却被陈汐笑着打断道,“母亲,以前的事情不要再提了,我这次来是接你们离开的。” „Right, the beforehand matter already passed, does not need to raise again.” “对对,以前的事情早已过去,不必再提。” Chen Lingjun said in one side hastily that his somewhat smiles embarrasedly, is very difficult to imagine, he of previous generation is one leads Chen Clan to overcome leader in one big landscape in this Primal Chaos Origin Nest, wields dreadful authority, the power and influence unparalleled. 陈灵钧在一侧连忙道,他有些讪讪地笑着,很难想象,前世的他可是一位带领陈氏宗族在这混沌母巢中打下一片偌大江山的领袖人物,执掌滔天权柄,威势无双。 But now, when facing Chen Xi, actually unexpectedly resembles somewhat „to fear the hand to fear foot”, feels helpless, is very difficult to imagine. 而如今,在面对陈汐时,却竟似有些“畏手畏脚”,不知所措,着实很难想象。 „You... Doesn't blame us?” “你…不怪我们？” Zuoqiu Xue is actually out of control to ask, the eye pupil is staring at Chen Xi. 左丘雪却是禁不住问道,眼眸直直凝视着陈汐。 „It is not strange.” “不怪。” Chen Xi along with tastes, „, even if before , once had hated, now also already understood that already got over an emotion.” 陈汐随口道,“即便以前曾怨恨过,现在也早已理解,早已释怀了。” Saying, Chen Xi said with a smile: „Father, mother, such long does not see, since we must chat, doesn't need to stand silly in this heavy snow?” 说着,陈汐笑道:“父亲,母亲,这么久不见,咱们既然要聊天,也不必傻乎乎立在这大雪中吧？” Zuoqiu Xue and Chen Lingjun as if awakening from a dream, said hastily: „Right.” 左丘雪和陈灵钧如梦初醒般,连忙道:“对对对。” Zuoqiu Xue pulls the Chen Xi arm, walks toward that ancient tree, simultaneously exhorts Chen Lingjun: „Lingjun, you boil snow to steep tea, I chat with Xi'er first well, these years occur at his matter, when my this mother know nothing unexpectedly, I...” 左丘雪挽住陈汐胳膊,朝那颗古树走去,同时嘱咐陈灵钧:“灵钧,你去煮雪沏茶,我先和汐儿好好聊聊,这些年发生在他身上的事情,我这个当娘亲的竟是一无所知,我…” Saying, cannot bear and sheds two lines of clear tears unexpectedly. 说着,竟是忍不住又落下两行清泪。 Chen Xi holds her to sit down hastily, this said: „Mother, you do not cry first, my this 11 told you these years matters, you want to listen to anything, I said anything.” 陈汐连忙扶她坐下,这才道:“母亲,您先别哭,我这就把这些年的事情11跟您说了,您想听什么,我就说什么。” He also sits down in one side. 他也在一侧坐下。 „Good, I want to listen to you from infancy to maturity continuously to present's all matters, any minor matter do not conceal me, ok?” “那好,我想听你从小到大一直到现在的所有事情,任何小事都不要隐瞒我,行么？” The Zuoqiu Xue eye belt hopes for that looks at Chen Xi, a pitiful Xixi appearance. 左丘雪眼带希冀地看着陈汐,一副可怜兮兮的模样。 Her eye socket micro red, clear pupil is jet black and bright, flood nimble and resourceful luster, is complementing the delicate refined beautiful face to have the One Type different kind gentleness and beauty. 她眼眶微红,清眸却是漆黑而明亮,泛着灵动的光泽,映衬得清秀雅致的玉容有一种别样的温柔和美丽。 Chen Xi reorganized the train of thought that then sits under this ancient tree, when the wind and snow, starts the young years from Pine Mist City to mention... 陈汐整理了一下思绪,便坐在这古树下,风雪中,开始从松烟城时的年少岁月说起… The sound is tranquil and indifferent, without any beautification, but Zuoqiu Xue actually hears to be enthralled, facial features sometimes happily sometimes gets angry, sometimes hates sometimes complained, fluctuates erratically. 声音平静、淡然,没有任何修饰,可左丘雪却听得入神,面容时喜时怒,时恨时怨,变幻不定。 Her state of mind, along with Chen Xi narrated that becomes ups and downs, is hard from already. 她的心绪,也是随着陈汐的叙说而变得起伏跌宕,难以自已。 When does not know, Chen Lingkong has steeped three cups of tea, before placing the body of Chen Xi and Zuoqiu Xue, in official document, but he is also quietly sitting in one side, calmly is listening, in heart five senses mixed Chen, thoughts constantly welling up. 不知何时,陈灵空已沏了三杯茶,放在陈汐、左丘雪的身前案牍上,而他也悄无声息似的坐在一侧,静静地听着,心中五味杂陈,思绪万千。 Three people, three cups of tea, ancient tree, wind and snow, account of Chen Xi... 三个人,三杯茶,一株古树,一场风雪,一番来自陈汐的自述… At that time the atmosphere was quiet, meets again after a long separation the later that subtle strange sense of distance, passed in the time, dissolved and dissipates along with Chen Xi sound bit by bit. 当时气氛静谧,久别重逢之后那种微妙的陌生距离感,也在时间流逝中,随着陈汐的声音一点点溶解、消散。 Too long does not see, has the place of feeling helpless, is wild with joy and disturbed, is hard to follow, each other is not all able to be tranquil. 太久不见,自有不知所措之处,狂喜而忐忑,难以适从,彼此皆都无法平静。 But are more along with each other together time, lastingly maintains, this blood dissolves in the kinship of water will certainly be fused subtly. 但随着彼此在一起的时间多一些,持久地维系下去,这种血溶于水的亲情必将被潜移默化地融合。 This is the kinship, being doomed is unable by the years and misery abrasion. 这就是亲情,注定无法被岁月和苦难磨蚀。 ps: Has not controlled, this chapter of somewhat expressed feelings, sensational, artificial... ps:没控制住,这一章有些抒情、煽情、矫情了…