Zuo Lingquanenumerate, Shangguan Yutangfind the excuseto refute, speaking offinally, does not have the words that Zuo Lingquansaidon the contrary.左凌泉一条条列举,上官玉堂一条条找借口反驳,说到最后,反倒是把左凌泉说的没话了。Zuo Lingquanlooks atfrontlookfirmbeautifulcheeks, silent, is only fluent:左凌泉看着面前眼神坚定的绝美脸颊,沉默了下,只能道:„Thatmeaningis, isIunrequited love, hasn't the seniorsimplylikedme?”
“那意思是,都是我自作多情,前辈根本没喜欢过我?”
The Shangguan Yutangeyegroundshone, butimmediatelyveryfirmsay/way:上官玉堂眼底忽闪了一下,但马上又很坚决的道:„Right, do not indulge in flights of fancy.”
“没错,你别胡思乱想。”Zuo Lingquannodsgently: „In view of this, thatwere not many said that wasIunrequited love, until nowoffended the senior, my oneselferasedremembers,forgotthesematters, hopes the seniorSirdid not cross the villain, lateralsome, when the younger generationlooked.”左凌泉轻轻点头:“既如此,那也不多说了,是我自作多情,一直以来冒犯了前辈,我这就自己抹除记忆,把这些事儿忘掉,希望前辈大人不记小人过,以后还把我当晚辈看。”Zuo Lingquanis saying, the doublepupilemerges the flowing light, retrieves the memory in divine soul, startsto erase.左凌泉说着,双眸就涌现流光,检索起神魂中的记忆,开始抹除。Jadesteplatecultivator, divine soultends to becomplete, erasessomememories, forgot that past something, erasedforcefullysimplyothersare too more, Zuo Lingquan can definitely achieve.
玉阶后期的修士,神魂趋于圆满,自行抹除部分记忆,忘记过去的一些事情,比别人强行抹除简单太多,左凌泉完全能做到。Shangguan Yutangfindsthissceneryto stare, originallysomewhatis scruple, butdiscovered that Zuo Lingquanis really beginning, onceforgotwith the experience that shewas together, the eyegroundappearedwipedimmediatelyanxiously, the subconsciousnessshookseveralZuo Lingquan, shookhimawoke, the complexionwas inwardly angry.上官玉堂瞧见此景一愣,本来还有些迟疑,但发现左凌泉真在动手,把曾经和她相处的经历忘掉,眼底顿时显出了一抹焦急,下意识晃了几下左凌泉,把他晃醒了,面色愠怒。Zuo Lingquanknowsso, hestops the movement, withYutanglooking at each other:左凌泉就知道会如此,他停下动作,和玉堂对视:„Seniorwhatmeaning? Saidmeunrequited love, did not makemeforgetthese, remainedto go badyourmeto say the heart?”
“前辈什么意思?说我自作多情,又不让我把这些忘了,留着岂不是坏你我道心?”„......”
“……”Shangguan Yutangis staringZuo Lingquan, obviouslymovedreallyhot.上官玉堂瞪着左凌泉,明显动了真火。After allZuo Lingquanforgot the experience that was once together,sheinZuo Lingquanat heart, becamekeeping aloofuninterestedsummitimmortalMonarch, mosta littlecontactswithJingrouandLingye, each otherdoes not have the least bitfriendship.
毕竟左凌泉把曾经相处的经历忘掉,她在左凌泉心里,就成了高高在上毫无关系的山巅仙君,最多和静煣、灵烨有点联系,彼此没有半点情分。Oncebeing together, hugged and kissedalsoreal, how the sentimentcanbe false, the Zuo Lingquanchoiceforgotthese,torecordsall theseother halfalone, was how cruel.
曾经的相处是真、拥吻也是真的,感情又岂会是假的,左凌泉选择把这些忘掉,对独自记着这一切的另一半来说,何其残忍。Butthreatened that musteraseZuo Lingquanthesememories, ismouth that Shangguan Yutangfirstopens, nowZuo Lingquan‚knowscanchangemistakenly’, forgottheseon own initiative, shemakes a moveto prevent, probablycould not be justified.
但扬言要抹除左凌泉这些记忆,是上官玉堂先开的口,现在左凌泉‘知错能改’,主动把这些忘了,她出手阻止,好像说不过去了。„Un...... erasesforcefullyremembers,inevitablycauses the damagetodivine soul; The memoryrelated to the sentiment, puts behindforcefully,meets the yielding the wayheart is not steady, leaves the hidden troubles......”
“嗯……强行抹除记忆,必然对神魂造成损伤;记忆涉及感情,强行忘却,更会让道心不稳,埋下隐患……”„Ido not care.”
“我不在乎。”
The Zuo Lingquanattitudeis firm: „Ithese, will only be deeper and deeper, the brainis thinkinghowto tarnish the senior;Youmademeforgetthese, was goodtoeveryone.”左凌泉态度坚决:“我记着这些,只会越陷越深,满脑子都想着怎么玷污前辈;您就让我把这些忘了吧,对大家都好。”
The Shangguan Yutangeyelashshiversslightly, according toherboorish fellowtemperament, shouldmumpto makeZuo Lingquanforgetdeath ends all troubles. Butthese wordscardin the throat, cannot open the mouthin any eventdiligently, can only explainwith every effortcalmly:上官玉堂睫毛微微颤动,按照她的莽夫脾气,应该斗气让左凌泉忘了一了百了。但这句话卡在喉咙里,无论如何努力都开不了口,只能尽力心平气和解释:„You...... youknow the wrongwords, wantsto see throughandlookpale, thiscannot leave behind the heartto tie......”
“你……你知错的话,要自己看开、看淡,这样才能不留下心结……”Zuo Lingquanshakes the head: „Icannot see through, the senioris clear, Icould not have put down the senior, the seniorwill not have the meaningto pay attentionto tietome. Since the seniorsdo not have the meaningtome, whydoesn't makemecancelremembers?”左凌泉摇了摇头:“我看不开,前辈心里清楚,我已经放不下前辈了,前辈对我没意思才会留心结。前辈既然对我没意思,为什么不让我抹去记忆?”Shangguan Yutangknows that Zuo Lingquanis compellingherto confess, sheclenches teeth:上官玉堂知道左凌泉在逼她坦白,她咬了咬牙:„Main bodyhandles affairs, why mustto explaintoyou?”
“本尊行事,何须向你解释?”This was a little unrulymeaning that swayed back and forth.
这就有点撒泼打滚的意味了。Zuo Lingquansaid that is not of use, ishelpless, hefell on the beddirectly, is drawingShangguan Yutanghardly, makingherliein the chest, the handcomfortsin the conducting the backscarplacegently, collects the supplesound tracknear the ear:左凌泉这么说都不顶用,也是无奈了,他直接倒在了床榻上,硬拉着上官玉堂,让她趴在胸口,手在背上的伤痕处轻輕抚慰,凑在耳边柔聲道:„Senior, hereboth of us, is well aware, did not speakthesebottle gourdwords. Itreat the woundtoyounow, youthought that takes advantage of somebody's precarious positionalsowell, acts according to the special circumstances, orsuccessful, thismattermustbe solvedin any case, should not be gruff, westartto cultivatetherapyearnestly, is good?”
“前辈,这儿就我们俩人,都心知肚明,就不说这些葫芦话了。我现在给你治伤,你觉得乘人之危也好,事急从权也罢,又或者水到渠成,反正这事情得解决,你别倔,咱们认认真真开始修炼疗伤,行不行?”„......”
“……”Shangguan YutangliesonZuo Lingquan, wantsto set out, was not being letbydrawing, sheclenches teeth:上官玉堂趴在左凌泉身上,想起身,却被拉着不讓动,她咬了咬牙:„LaterletsMei Jinshuiuses/givestechnique, orCui Yingying......”
“待会让梅近水施术,或者崔莹莹……”„Such can only treat the wound, yourcultivationwhat to do? Yourhaving no waymake further progressgoes a step further, does not makemecarry too far, doesn't thiswantto persecute to deathme?”
“那样只能治伤,你道行怎么办?你没法百尺竿头更进一步,又不让我走极端,这不是想逼死我吗?”Zuo Lingquanis pasting the Shangguan Yutangearlobegentlyboygrinding, supplesound said:左凌泉贴着上官玉堂的耳垂轻轻厮磨,柔声道:„Ourthoughtseach otherknow,Idid not press for an answer the senior. Does not fallforlatertoso the position, Ihelpseniorcultivation, Idid not saywith the bystander,weknow;Whenyoutake easy, reveals to the publicagain, if not wantto acknowledge, continuouslysecretlycultivation......”
“咱们的心思彼此都知道,我也不逼问前辈了。为了以后不落到这般境地,我帮前辈修行,我不和外人说,就咱们俩知道;等你想开了,再公之于众,要是一直不想承认,就一直偷偷修行……”Shangguan Yutangcannot avoid, buried the facein the pillowsimply, kept silent, nomovement, adopted the ostrichtactic.上官玉堂躲不开,干脆把脸埋在了枕头里,不言不语,也没任何动作,采取了鸵鸟战术。Zuo Lingquanpastesin the Shangguan Yutangearbank, diligent , to continue saying:左凌泉贴在上官玉堂的耳畔,孜孜不倦,继续道:
„ Youa moment agotosavemegave self, Icould not have restrained the mood, ifyoureallyhad the accident, Ireallydo not knowoneselfwill do anything. Youdo not think that youperseveredhalf a lifetime'smatter, destroysonmanpower, in my mostthinks highly of?
“你刚才为了救我舍身,我已经克制不住情绪,你要是真有三长两短,我真不知道自己会乾出什么事儿。你也不想你坚守了半辈子的事情,毁在我这最器重的人手上吧?„Even ifIperseveremental, withoutletting you are disappointed, butyourIam incapable ofchanging the present situation, the thing that youinsiststillruined, were wewell satisfied? Youwalkfromsmall mountain village, has arrived at the thing that todayperseveres, raremight as wellat heartcannot let looselittleimportantly......”
“就算我坚守心智,没有让你失望,但你我都无力改变现状,你坚持的东西也毁掉了,咱们就心满意足了?你从小山村里走出来,一直走到今天坚守的东西,难得还不如心里的一点点放不开重要……”Zuo Lingquantaught with skill and patience, actually nottoletYutangaccompaniedhimdoubleto cultivate/repair, butmadeYutangacknowledge the intention, each otherdid not want the sighted personto speak the code words, got downagain after ambiguous, had something go wrongcertainly.左凌泉循循善诱,倒不是为了让玉堂陪他双修,而是让玉堂承认心念,彼此不要明人说暗话了,再暧昧下去以后铁定出岔子。Thesewordstrulyare also useful, saidactually notreasonable, butalreadystairstoppertofootunder.
这些话也确实有用,倒不是说有道理,而是已经把台阶塞到了脚底下。With the Shangguan Yutangcharacter, if no Zuo Lingquanat heart, not possiblydiesbyoneselfpure, comes and younger generationrolls the bed sheetto receive in exchange forcultivation, shewill only depend on the fist.
以上官玉堂的性格,若是心里没左凌泉,死都不可能以自身清白,来和晚辈滚床单换取一点道行,她只会靠拳头。But does Shangguan YutanghaveZuo Lingquanat heart, just likeZuo Lingquansaid,each otherknows......
但上官玉堂心里有没有左凌泉,正如左凌泉所说,彼此都知道……
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