SOD :: Volume #4

#374: Loses Holy Light Priest

Carried on the connection to spend Wright to come from Holy Spirit Plain fleeing from calamity in the wharf to complete all registrations to looks at these for a long time with own eyes, accepted the epidemic disease inspection of doctor, was received and instructed the soldier to send to the cushion camp to rest, he was relieved. 在码头上进行交接花去了莱特很长时间一直到亲眼看着那些来自圣灵平原的逃难者完成了所有登记,接受了医师的疫病检查,被接引士兵送去缓冲营地休息,他才安下心来。 These people with chose being forced to leave native place to his faith, chose went to Southern Region such unknown lands, although they received the seizing of attack and Feudal Lord of Holy Light Church in the area, does not have the way out, but their not just Southern Region this road may walk, but since these people chose followed he, he must shoulder the responsibility finally. 这些人是怀着对他的信赖才选择了背井离乡,选择了前往南境这样一片未知的土地,他们虽然在当地受到圣光教会的攻击和领主的抓捕,已经没有生路,但他们并不是只有南境这一条路可走,但既然这些人选择了跟着他,那他就必须将责任扛到最后。 Person completely its responsibility, can discuss moral this is Holy Light tells him. 人尽其责,才能谈论道德这是圣光告诉他的。 Holy Light...... 圣光…… Wright stands the edge in wharf square, looked down that sturdy powerful both hands, on palm, but can also see two still in the wound of healing, that was when passing through Carol Territory has the conflict to stay behind with local several Church soldiers, what two small wounds traded was one is decided as Evil Cultist the life of innocent young girl, this was the price of very much being worthwhile, but have not healed these two small wounds to the present completely, this can only explain that Holy Light had really left him. 莱特站在码头广场的边缘,低头看了一眼自己那粗壮有力的双手,在手掌上,还可以看到两处仍在愈合的伤口,那是在穿过卡洛尔领时与当地几名教会士兵产生冲突留下的,两道小小的伤口换来的是一位被定为邪教徒的无辜少女的性命,这是很值当的代价,但这两道小小的伤口到现在还没有完全愈合,这只能说明圣光真的已经离开了他。 Wright sighed in a soft voice, later raised the head, in looks at city these lively lively, full of vitality blocks. 莱特轻声叹了口气,随后抬起头来,看着城市里那些繁华热闹,生机勃勃的街区。 „Cecil...... I came back.” “塞西尔啊……我回来了。” He across the wharf area is busy, moreover is fluttering the street of fish fishy smell, across the pine nut street and pebbles park, arrives at the mansion that Feudal Lord was at finally. 他穿过码头区繁忙而且飘荡着鱼腥味的街道,穿过松子街和卵石公园,最后来到了领主所在的府邸。 In the Feudal Lord Mansion study room, is reviewing the report Gawain to see Wright Aviken that wears an ordinary cotton garment, he returns to this Priest mister ahead of time somewhat is also surprised, but before Wright passes through the gate, he had heard from the Amber mouth in wharf square matter, he nods to this vigorous and healthy Priest: „Welcome comes back me to hear that you also do lead more than ten fleeing from calamity people? Is smooth?” 在领主府的书房中,正在批阅报告的高文看到了穿着一身普通布衣的莱特?艾维肯,他对这位牧师先生提前归来也有些惊讶,但在莱特进门之前,他就已经从琥珀口中听说了码头广场上发生的事,他对这位健壮的牧师点点头:“欢迎回来我听说你还带回来十几个逃难的人？一路还顺利么？” „Thank your care,” Wright lowers the head slightly, „what these people were I on the road of return was the unexpected situation.” “感谢您的关心,”莱特微微低下头,“那些人是我在返回的路上遇到的算是意料之外的情况。” He truly does not have to think oneself can lead so many people to come back, at first, him wants that to bring back to Cecil territory in the Fort Boulder north village to the young couple, has not actually thought that in returning to the circuit runs into the person who more needs to help, to follows his person to be getting more and more finally, just like became young team luckily him after passing through Carol Territory meets was preparing to return to the Cecil's caravan, otherwise this will be affirmative will be much more difficult. 他确实没想到自己会带那么多人回来,在最初,他只是想把在磐石要塞北方村落里遇到的那对年轻夫妻带回塞西尔领,却没想到在返回路上遇到了更多需要帮助的人,到最后跟着他的人越来越多,俨然成了个小小的队伍幸好他在穿过卡洛尔领之后遇到了正准备返回塞西尔的商队,否则这一路肯定还会艰难得多。 „Your Priest long gown?” Gawain looks at does Wright, „have you usually to hang in that service book of waist curiously?” “你的牧师长袍呢？”高文好奇地看着莱特,“还有你平常挂在腰间的那本祈祷书呢？” „Sold out,” Wright said confidently, „more than ten people must eat meal, my travel expense insufficient that is the poor common people, moreover most people's family property already takes away by local Feudal Lord or Church, with I start off is the stony brokes, I sold out my long gown and service book.” “卖掉了,”莱特坦然地说道,“十几个人要吃饭,我的路费不够那都是贫苦的百姓,而且大部分人的家产已经被当地领主或者教会收走,跟我上路的时候都是身无分文,我就卖掉了自己的长袍和祈祷书。” Gawain is startled: „Sold out? Shouldn't that be the important thing to you?” 高文吃了一惊:“卖掉了？那对你而言不应该都是很重要的东西么？” Wright smiles slightly: „That long gown is only an old gown, although the dress material is very good, but also is just the body clothes. The service book was also I transcribed initially, above all contents I can carry, then I can write down from memory a itself/Ben again. The instruction of Holy Light does not lie in the carrier, but lies in the innermost feelings.” 莱特微微笑了笑:“那件长袍只是一件旧袍子,虽然衣料很好,但也只不过是身衣服而已。祈祷书也是我当初自己抄写的,上面所有的内容我都能背下来,回头我可以再默写一本。圣光的教诲不在于载体,而在于内心。” looks at this performance very indifferent Holy Light Priest, in the Gawain heart slightly touches, he nods gently, has not raised about the matter of long gown and service book again, but asked opposite party this time story that goes to Holy Spirit Plain: „You return ahead of time, had seen thing that you want to look at?” 看着这位表现很淡然的圣光牧师,高文心中不禁略有触动,他轻轻点了点头,没有再提关于长袍和祈祷书的事,而是问起了对方这次前往圣灵平原的见闻:“你提前返回,想必是已经看到了你想看的东西吧？” „To be honest, I had not rather noticed that......” Wright sighed, „Church degenerate...... should say already degenerate, but I have deliberately neglected this fact, the view anaesthetizes itself with ‚everyone letter/believed Holy Light’. Present Holy Spirit Plain no longer is Holy Light shelters the paradise of the world, being blinded by greed Priest and greedy noble territory host colludes in one, is squeezing the last drop of blood and sweat of civilians, all does not obey their people expel from the land of generation housing. I cannot believe that only, is I leaves there is about two years, they can unexpectedly degenerate is so rapid and thorough......” “说实话,我宁愿没有看到……”莱特叹了口气,“教会堕落了……应该说是早就堕落了,只不过我一直刻意忽视了这个事实,用‘大家同信圣光’的说法来麻醉自己而已。如今的圣灵平原已经不再是圣光庇护世人的乐土,利欲熏心的神官和贪婪的贵族领主勾结在了一起,压榨着平民的最后一滴血汗,把所有不服从他们的人从世代居住的土地上驱逐出去。我唯一不敢相信的,就是我离开那里才不过两年,他们竟然可以堕落的如此迅速而彻底……” „According to intelligence that Holy Spirit Plain transmits, since Holy Light Cathedral held Bishop above rank after last year a time the cardinal conference, their styles even more are extreme, on the one hand this is Holy Light Religion has taken various Religion strength peak in so many years but has inflated, corrupt, on the other hand definitely received Church upper-level inciting,” Gawain was saying the situation that know, said, eye of looks at Wright, „I believe, Church not possible 100% place degenerate, such as you, in my eyes are true Holy Light fulfilling Wright mister, welcome back to this piece is still pure. The land, the Church key in preaching square Supervisor there, I have told, you can go back again Management Church momentarily.” “根据圣灵平原传来的情报,自从去年圣光大教堂举行一次主教以上级别的枢机会议之后,他们的行事风格就越发极端起来,这一方面是圣光教派在这么多年里一直作为各教派的实力顶峰而有所膨胀、腐化,另一方面肯定是受到了教会上层的授意,”高文说着自己知道的情况,说完之后看着莱特的眼睛,“不过我相信,一个教会不可能百分之百地堕落,就如你,在我眼中便是一个真正的圣光践行者莱特先生,欢迎回到这片仍然洁净的土地,教堂的钥匙就在布道广场管理人那里,我已经吩咐过了,你随时可以回去重新管理教堂。” „...... Feudal Lord, I must say this,” Wright smiled bitterly suddenly, spreads out both hands, „perhaps I am unable to hold the post of the Holy Light Priest duty again the Management work of Church also similarly so.” “……领主,我要说的正是这个,”莱特突然苦笑了一下,摊开双手,“我恐怕无法再担任圣光牧师的职务了教堂的管理工作也同样如此。” This really comes as a surprise to Gawain actually, he stopped was reviewing the movement of report, surprised looks at at present on this Feudal Territory only Priest: „What's the matter? Won't you be stimulated too draw back greatly directly teach?” 这倒是真的出乎高文意料,他停下了正在批阅报告的动作,一脸惊讶地看着眼前这个领地上唯一的牧师:“怎么回事？你不会受刺激太大直接退教了吧？” Wright does not have the direct reaction, but lifts both hands, a moment later, burst out a pure and holy white light in his both hands slightly, but this group of brilliance even/including one second had not insisted that then scattered in all directions to decompose. 莱特没有直接回答,而是抬起双手,片刻之后,在他双手之间微微迸发出了一点圣洁的白光,但这团光辉连一秒钟都没坚持到便四散分解开来。 Gawain only felt very weak mana fluctuation, that fluctuation weak, let alone was official Divine Spell or magic, cannot call trivial spell. 高文只感觉到了非常微弱的一丝魔力波动,那波动弱的别说是正式神术或者魔法了,就连戏法都称不上。 „What's all this about?” He knits the brows to ask him to know Wright original strength, although this Priest mister the style was stranger, but Divine Spell skill and Priest profession rank, because believes firm Holy Light affinity to be high, its Divine Spell strength even belongs to the upstream in same rank Priest, this one goes out, couldn't the Holy Light spark hit directly? “这是怎么回事？”他皱起眉问道他知道莱特原本的实力,这位牧师先生虽然画风奇怪了一些,但神术技能和牧师职业等级还是实打实的,而且由于信仰坚定圣光亲和度高,其神术力量在同级别牧师中甚至属于上游,这怎么一趟出门回来,直接连个圣光火花都打不出来了？ „I sat the matter that violates Holy Light,” Wright smiles bitterly was saying, „I beat believed the Holy Light Church compatriot similarly, after he lost the resistance ability continues to beat, after that my Holy Light strength then declined rapidly.” “我坐了违背圣光的事,”莱特苦笑着说道,“我殴打了同样信仰圣光的教会同胞,而且在他失去反抗能力之后继续殴打,在那之后,我的圣光力量便迅速衰退了。” Gawain kept a serious look, he is staring at the eye of Wright: „Concrete process?” 高文表情严肃起来,他盯着莱特的眼睛:“具体经过呢？” Wright has not concealed, immediately then the experience in Fort Boulder north that small village said oneself from beginning to end, he has not concealed himself when intending to teach that two soldier and that Priest angry and rough stuff slightly, has not concealed oneself despising and dislike to opposite party, but after said the process, he long sighing: „I do not regret my behavior, but I truly violated the instruction of Holy Light, I should have better handling plan but to become confused angrily.” 莱特没有隐瞒,当下便把自己在磐石要塞北方那座小村子里的经历原原本本说了出来,他丝毫没有掩饰自己在出手教训那两名士兵和那名牧师时的愤怒和暴力行为,也没有掩饰自己对对方的鄙夷和厌恶,但在将经过说完之后,他还是长长的叹了口气:“我并不后悔我的行为,但我确实违背了圣光的教诲,我本应有更好的处置方案但还是被愤怒冲昏了头。” Gawain is knitting the brows: „After this?” 高文皱着眉:“在这之后呢？” Wright spreads out the hand: „After this I started the return trip, and rescued more than ten people...... also to intend to teach more than ten people on the road.” 莱特摊开手:“在这之后我就开始返程了,并且在路上又搭救了十几个人……也出手教训了十几个人。” The Gawain heart said that this Priest mister did look like to the number of times of being muddleheaded by the anger also many...... also possibly abandons something as beyond redemption? 高文心说这位牧师先生被愤怒冲昏头的次数看来还不少……也可能是破罐子破摔了？ He stands up after the desk, walks back and forth in front of Wright, walks while falls into during the thinking, a moment later, he raised the head: „You think that is because your behavior departs from Holy Light, caused to lose the Holy Light strength?” 他从书桌后站起身,在莱特面前走来走去,一边走一边陷入思索之中,片刻之后,他重新抬起头来:“你认为是由于你的行为背离圣光,才导致失去了圣光的力量？” Wright nods: „Only then this explanation.” 莱特点点头:“只有这个解释。” Gawain is stroking gently beard on the chin with the hand, slightly hesitates later looks at Wright to ask: „You think that you are compared by Priest that you teach with that anyone of you deviation to Holy Light is more serious?” 高文用手摩挲着自己下巴上的胡须,略一沉吟之后看着莱特问道:“那你认为你和那个被你教训的牧师比起来,你们谁对圣光的背离更严重？” „Before this......” Wright, is deeply is probably disappointed, simply has not thought this question, was asked by Gawain at this time, he thinks, „I do not know......” “这……”莱特之前大概是深受打击,以至于根本没想过这个问题,这时候被高文一问,他才思索起来,“我不知……” „You know, no one is deeper than your sensibility to the Holy Light, no one fulfills Holy Light morality and justice compared with you,” Gawain interrupted the Wright words, „obvious, if you beat Priest to violate Holy Light even, then these colluded with the local aristocrat and falsely accusing to frame the innocent civilians, injure Priest of innocent person for the wealth with Divine Spell simply are the enemies of Holy Light, world dark surface.” “你知道,没有人比你对圣光的感悟更深,没有人比你更践行圣光的道义,”高文打断了莱特的话,“显而易见,如果说你殴打了一个牧师就算是违背圣光的话,那么那些为了钱财就勾结当地贵族、诬告构陷无罪平民、用神术伤害无辜者的神官简直就是圣光之敌,世界暗面了。” Wright is a little at a loss for words suddenly: „This......” 莱特一时间有点语塞:“这……” Opportunity that Gawain has not continued to ponder to the opposite party, but continues saying: „The present situation was you lost the Holy Light strength, but these violated the Holy Light instruction Priest actually also to use Divine Spell compared with you, you think why this was?” 高文没有给对方继续思考的机会,而是继续说道:“现在的情况是你失去了圣光的力量,可那些比你更加违背圣光教诲的神官却还能使用神术,你认为这是为什么？” Wright fell into during the thinking, Gawain looks at this has lost the Holy Light strength Priest is also lost in thought. 莱特陷入了思索之中,高文则看着这个已经失去圣光力量的牧师同样陷入了沉思。 He continuously to Gods and related Religion of this world believes to be curious, because actually dreads the Gods strange attribute, but does not dare profoundly to study, but special research specimen presents perhaps saying that is a little unfair now to Wright, but this Priest mister truly becomes special research specimen. 他一直对这个世界的神明和相关的宗教信仰充满好奇,但却因为忌惮神明的诡异属性而不敢深入研究,但现在一个特殊的研究样本出现了或许这么说对莱特有点不公平,但这位牧师先生确实成为了一个特殊的研究样本。 In front of Gawain, presented one to vacillate to lose the Divine Spell living example because of the belief. 就在高文面前,出现了一个因信仰动摇而失去神术的活生生的例子。 Did Wright lose the Holy Light's Favoured process...... to reveal Divine Spell some secrets? Or...... revealed some secrets that between the person and Gods related? 莱特失去圣光眷顾的过程……是否揭示了神术的一些秘密？或者说……揭示了人和神明之间联系的一些秘密？ So-called Divine Spell, merely is „autosuggestion” and „self” and „self-identity” process? Said...... this process intensify relation between Human Race and Gods, caused the production of Divine Spell? 所谓神术,难道就仅仅是个“自我暗示”、“自我肯定”、“自我认同”的过程？还是说……这个过程强化了人类和神明之间的联系,才导致了神术的产生？ In the thinking, Gawain has an idea, if makes Wright establish the self, making him from the bottom of one's heart believe that his behavior is to conform to the Holy Light true meaning, then his Divine Spell will come back? 在思索间,高文又冒出一个想法如果让莱特重新建立起自我肯定,让他发自肺腑地相信他的行为才是符合圣光真意的,那么他的神术会回来么？ But this idea just braved to be denied by him: Although Wright has been saying own behavior violated the instruction of Holy Light, but looks at his present performance, obviously the heart deep place does not think that he knows clearly truly those who violate the Holy Light instruction is that by Priest that he beats......, therefore he has not vacillated in subconsciousness to the Holy Light faith...... 但这个想法刚冒出来就被他否定了:虽然莱特一直在说自己的行为违背了圣光的教诲,可是看他现在的表现,显然他内心深处不是这么认为的,他明确地知道真正违背圣光教诲的是那个被他殴打的牧师……所以他在潜意识中并没有动摇对圣光的信念…… His vacillation, is other level. 他的动摇,是另外层面的。 The speed of Gawain thinking fast, so many thoughts 11 flashed through also used for several seconds, his looks at still in ponder Wright, after slightly hesitated, broke silent: „Wright mister, you were still Priest on Feudal Territory.” 高文思索的速度飞快,这么多念头一一闪过也不过用了几秒钟而已,他看着仍然在沉思的莱特,略一沉吟之后打破了沉默:“莱特先生,你仍然是领地上的牧师。” Wright raised the head surprisedly: „But Feudal Lord......” 莱特惊讶地抬起头:“可是领主……” „I know that you lost Divine Spell,” Gawain lifted the hand to interrupt the words of opposite party, „, but was Divine Spell really you as Priest all? “我知道你失去了神术,”高文抬起手打断了对方的话,“但神术真的是你作为牧师的一切么？ „ Your faith to the Holy Light, your insistences to these moral excellence integrity, you to directing the person does good deeds the zeal of this work, still had not changed, so long as these things do not change, you are on Feudal Territory the Priest optiman. “你对圣光的信念,你对那些美德操守的坚持,你对引人向善这一工作的热忱,仍然是没有改变的,而只要这些东西不改变,你就是领地上牧师的最佳人选。 „Wright mister, you fell into temporarily confusedly, but must remember, loses Divine Spell not to mean that you cannot continue that more than ten people who helped others you lead, basically all after you lost Divine Spell rescued, not?” “莱特先生,你只是暂时陷入了迷茫而已,但要记住,失去神术并不意味着你就不能继续帮助他人了你带回来的那十几个人,基本上全都是在你失去神术之后救回来的,不是么？” Wright was startled the moment, finally slight nod: „Said like you.” 莱特怔了片刻,终于微微点头:“诚如您所言。” „Returns to Church, thinks well,” Gawain gently exhaled, „these days many people are inquiring you to Supervisor of preaching square, they are waiting for you to come back.” “回教堂吧,好好想想,”高文轻轻呼了口气,“这些天不少人都在向布道广场的管理人打听你,他们在等着你回来。”
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