Newest website: 最新网址: After long confrontation and silent, Gawain all feelings change to a deep sigh finally. 在漫长的对峙和沉默之后,高文所有的感想最终还是化作一声长叹。 „I want to say that you can actually have a better way, but the path of history will never care about anything ‚a better way’,” he nods gently, the looks at present illusory image, „fact also proved you decided initially now has traded a relatively more hopeful aspect, although the middle possibly has some variables, but I have succeeded loose Gondor to lose the people to conform now, moreover found the resistance god disaster as well as magic tide means in this process- we are preparing to meet the final challenge, the mortal does not have victory in the hand, time but this we prepare compared with the past each. Season of Civilization is full.” “我想说你其实可以有更好的办法,但历史的轨迹从来不会在意什么‘更好的办法’,”他轻轻点了点头,看着眼前的幻影,“事实也证明了你当初的决定如今已经换来一个相对更有希望的局面,虽然中间可能存在一些变数,但我如今已经成功将松散的刚铎遗民重新整合起来,而且在这个过程中找到了对抗神灾以及魔潮的办法-我们正在准备迎接最后的挑战,凡人并非胜券在握,但这一次我们准备的比过去的每一季文明都要充分。” „This is we had once conceived the best aspect,” sat in opposite Gawain Cecil smiled, „Charlie knows that this matter should also be gratified.” “这已经是我们曾设想过的最好的局面了,”坐在对面的高文·塞西尔笑了起来,“查理知道这件事应该也会感到欣慰的。” Gawain was startled, responded: „Does Charlie also know this matter?” 高文怔了一下,紧接着反应过来:“查理也知道这件事？” „How can not know? He is King, but I guard border area for him- , if no connivance and support of King, how Southern Region protects Duke possibly to have ample gets a ship person to go to sea suddenly, then disappears without a word in marine drifting more than half a year?” Gawain Cecil smiled, „ if, moreover I guess that right, after me ‚dying’, in this world should stay behind massively with my related legend story, the genuine and fake are complex, the innumerable poem will cover my life with the contradictory historic information mutually in the numerous dense fog, but my journey completely hidden will go to...... all these from the history, many years later let mysterious ancient hero fair dying and being reborn. “怎么会不知道呢？他是国王,而我为他镇守边疆-如果没有国王的默许与支持,一个南境守护公爵怎么可能有余裕突然领着一船人出海,然后音讯全无地在海上漂荡大半年？”高文·塞西尔笑了起来,“而且如果我所猜没错,在我‘死去’之后,这个世界上应该留下了大量跟我有关的传说故事,真真假假纷繁迷乱,数不清的诗篇与互相矛盾的历史资料会把我的人生掩盖在重重迷雾之中,而我的那场旅途会从历史中完全隐去……这一切,都是为了多年之后让一个颇具神秘色彩的古代英雄合情合理的死而复生。 „That, except for King, but also who can so in long-term the time span under the arrangement this matter in the so general scopes?” “那么,除了国王,还有谁能在如此广大的范围内和如此长远的时间跨度中安排下这番事情？” Gawain is staring, several seconds have not opened the mouth, after these years decipher to the history and inquire about, he thinks oneself minimum had understood the long and short of the story of during that time Gawain Cecil that going to sea Lyuda part, should not have other gaps and omissions besides the part of memory blank, has not actually thought that behind this matter also has so many secrets unexpectedly, but the memory that these secrets involve is also Gawain Cecil initiative erases from own mind before dying obviously...... 高文瞪着眼睛,好几秒钟都没有开口,在这么些年对历史的解密和探寻之后,他本以为自己起码已经了解了当年高文·塞西尔那场出海之旅大部分的来龙去脉,除了记忆空白的部分之外不应该还有别的缺漏,却没想到这件事背后竟还有如此多的秘密,而这些秘密所涉及的记忆显然也是高文·塞西尔在死前主动从自己头脑中抹除…… Two remember, from Gawain Cecil, wander soul from satellite, has the gaps and omissions respectively, makes up mutually, some were deleted by the litigant on own initiative, some paced back and forth of several century in the data array because of the system failure, but fragment that now these lose floats off from the time river finally slowly, pieced together the complete prospect in front of Gawain, he is arriving at the forehead by the finger, by oneself mind as soon as possible again calm, has not known how long looks up to the present illusory image: „Good, Charlie knows this matter, should I think of this early...... that in addition? Do you give back to I left behind what kind ‚pleasant surprise’?” 两份记忆,一份来自高文·塞西尔,一份来自卫星中的游荡灵魂,各有缺漏,又互相弥补,有的被当事人主动删除,有的因系统故障在数据阵列中徘徊了数个世纪之久,而如今这些失落的碎片终于从时间长河中缓缓浮起,在高文面前拼凑出了完整的图景,他以手指抵着额头,让自己的头脑尽快重新冷静,过了不知多久才抬头看向眼前的幻影:“好吧,查理知道这事,我早该想到这个……那除此之外呢？你们还给我留下了什么样的‘惊喜’？” „Letter/believes,” Gawain Cecil corner of the mouth as if curled upwards, „Charlie leaves present you.” “有一封信,”高文·塞西尔嘴角似乎翘了起来,“查理留给现在的你的。” „A letter/believes?!” Gawain stared in a big way the eye instantaneously, today the unexpected situation of also is really one then one, the indifferent attitude that his many years tempered a little cannot stretch now, „did Charlie leave my?” “一封信？！”高文瞬间瞪大了眼睛,今天发生的意外情况还真是一出接着一出,以至于他多年锤炼下来的淡然态度现在都有点绷不住,“查理留给我的？” „Is worth the accident/surprise very much? Since he knows the whole thing, he also knows certainly your existence, although you are unable to meet, but some of his also words want to communicate with you-, moreover leaves today's you, keeps the best way that a letter/believes was we can think at that time here,” the Gawain Cecil expression said calmly, later he lifted a hand, Gawain had not seen he had any takes the movement, that messenger appeared baseless in his hands, „I had the soul deep place it , it should be the memory portion to arrive at the land directly as you like, but the accident/surprise made this matter delay. Today, but currently I have the opportunity to hand over in your hand it finally.” “很值得意外么？既然他知道整件事情,那他当然也知道你的存在,尽管你们无法见面,但他也有些话想跟你交流-而且是留给今日的你,在我这里留一封信是那时候我们能想到的最好的办法,”高文·塞西尔表情平静地说道,随后他抬起了一只手,高文没看见他有任何取物的动作,那封信便凭空浮现在他手中,“我把它存在灵魂深处,原本,它应该作为记忆的一部分直接随你降临大地,但意外让这件事耽误到了今天,不过现在我终于有机会把它交到你手上了。” Gawain looks at that letter/believes, hesitated to put out a hand it in the hand, before launching letter/believes, he looks to at present that and appearance exactly the same form, 高文看着那封信,迟疑了一下才伸出手把它拿在手中,在展开信之前,他又看向眼前那个与自己容貌一模一样的身影, But the latter is smiling, nods to him gently. Gawain inspires gently, returned to normal by own heartbeat slowly, later he launched that by memory inheritance until now correspondence, the party line writing that several centuries ago writes down maps in his eye- 而后者只是微笑着,对他轻轻点了点头。高文轻轻吸了口气,让自己的心跳慢慢平复,随后他展开了那封以记忆传承至今的信函,数个世纪前写下的一行行文字映入他眼中- „ Friend, hopes that this letter/believes has not surprised you extremely, in our limited consciousness, we really cannot think that better way, comes with a possibility after we die dozens years of several hundred years will even arrive at existence of this world to establish the exchange, the Human Race life span is short, but soul is hard to retain frailly, I do not hope the mind delivery in the undead witchcraft or Gods that indistinct blessings, think it over, can only write to you... “朋友,希望这封信没有让你太过意外,在我们有限的智识中,我们实在想不到更好的办法,来与一个可能会在我们死后数十年甚至数百年才会降临这个世界的存在建立交流,人类的寿命过于短暂,而灵魂脆弱难以保留,我又不愿将心智交付于亡灵巫术或神明那缥缈的赐福,思来想去,只能给你写一封信。。。 „ You may think this type ‚exchange’ and insignificant , when because you receive this letter/believes, I have possibly become soil portion, but is attached to the lifeform of the world regarding our these lives shortly, there are seems like the pointless behavior is worth doing, because dies after even if, things of some of our also many being able to put down. “你可能会认为这种‘交流’并无意义,因为当你收到这封信的时候,我可能已经成为泥土的一部分,但对于我们这些寿命短暂又眷恋世界的生物而言,有许多看上去没有意义的行为都是值得去做的,因为纵使死后,我们也有很多放不下的事情。 „ You, if can read this letter/believes, that thinks such as the Gawain Sir/minister has said such fulfilled the agreement, you think that has arrived at the land, and is beginning to promote this torn to pieces world? “你如果能读到这封信,那想必已经如高文卿所言的那样履行了约定,你想必已经降临大地,并在着手振兴这个支离破碎的世界了吧？ Did the grain that „ Holy Spirit Plain produces now enough eat? That side the recruit the present should not freeze to death the person again? Anthony has wanted to construct a firm big city in the eastern area, did that urban construction get up? “圣灵平原现在产的粮食够吃了么？西北边境那边现在应该不会再冻死人了吧？安东尼一直想在东部地区建造一座坚固的大城,那座城建起来了么？ „ I really want to take a look, what look the world of your time turned into, my imagination is insufficient, cannot outline the future scenery, but I think that at least can be compared with a present better time? “我真的很想看看,你那个时代的世界变成了什么模样,我想象力不足,也勾勒不出未来的风景,但我想那至少会是个比现在更好的时代吧？ „ Our time...... was poor. Do not misunderstand, I still deeply loved this lands, deeply loves all that everyone on this lands as well as we jointly construct, even so, we still lived in a difficult way of the world, the grain always insufficiently eat, when the northern weather starts us knows is colder. The warm place leaves wasteland is too near, safe place ten thousand li (0.5 km) frozen, we already reclaimed many years on this strange and chilling lands, but this lands still regarded as the stranger us...... “我们这个时代……不怎么好。别误会,我仍然热爱这片土地,热爱这片土地上的每一个人以及我们共同建设起的一切,但即便如此,我们仍然生活在一个艰难的世道,粮食总是不够吃,北方的天气比我们启程时所知的还要寒冷。温暖的地方离废土太近,安全的地方万里冰封,我们已经在这片陌生而冷硬的土地上开垦了许多年,但这片土地仍然将我们视为陌生人…… „ But to your time, this should be the past memory? “但是到了你那个时代,这应该都已经是过去的记忆了吧？ „ Friend- I do not know whether you will regard me for the friend, but I want to call you. Gawain Sir/minister said that you will inherit his memory, inherits his body and name, in arriving at the years of land, you will be another he. Although regarding existence like you, this possibly is only body that uses temporarily, but he told me, you are trustworthy, is worth entrusting permits many things, but I always am trust his, therefore I also trust you now. “朋友-我不知道你是否会视我为朋友,但我想这么称呼你。高文卿说你会继承他的记忆,继承他的躯体和姓名,在降临大地的岁月里,你就将是另一个他。尽管对于像你这样的存在而言,这可能只是一个临时取用的躯壳,但他跟我说,你值得信赖,值得把许多东西托付,而我一向是信任他的,所以现在我也信任你。 „ I believe-, if you span the agreement of time is also willing to observe this, possibly blinks the ethnic group that passes is also willing to pay attention including one in your eyes, you can also certainly the achieve Gawain Sir/minister and I have given free reign to the imagination these things. “我相信-如果你连这跨越时光的约定也愿意遵守,连一个在你眼中可能眨眼即逝的族群也愿意关注,那你也一定能实现高文卿和我所畅想过的那些事情。 „ Therefore I then entrusted all these to you, a mess, a rotten way of the world, not that promising race, became place civilization broken, how to call these-, but please must treasure them, because even again rotten, this was still we walks to all that today has, was we most precious treasure. “所以我便将这一切都托付给你了,一个烂摊子,一个烂世道,一个不那么有前途的种族,一个碎成一地的文明,怎样称呼这些都可以-但请务必珍重它们,因为即便再烂,这也是我们一路走至今日所拥有的一切,是我们最为贵重的珍宝。 „Friend who you have usually not met, C.” “你素未谋面的友人,C。” The letter/believes is not long, this not transmission astonishing dense Xin's correspondence, does not transfer the posthumous writings of family/home country important matter, this is really an ordinary letter/believes, is used to transmit regards that is doomed unable to get the response, deliberately want to leave a trace in Gawain's memory probably, Charlie left behind such a page of writing, after Gawain the letter/believes looks, these writing then start gradually to dissipate in dark. 信并不长,这并非什么传递惊人密辛的信函,也不是交待家国大事的遗书,这真的就是一封普普通通的信,用来传递一份注定得不到回应的问候,就好像刻意想在高文的记忆中留下一份痕迹般,查理留下了这么一页文字,而且在高文把信看完之后,这些文字便开始渐渐消散在黑暗中。 They after all are not the true and real materials, but projection that is shone upon by the memory. 它们毕竟不是实实在在的物质,而只是由记忆映照出来的投影。 Gawain raised the head, he noticed that is sitting in oneself front form also suddenly starts to change pale, dissipation. 高文抬起头,他看到那个正坐在自己面前的身影也突然开始变淡、消散。 This was only one wisp is also retained conscious of several centuries by Night Lady after all forcefully- even soul fragment out of the question. 这毕竟也只是一缕被夜女士强行保留了几个世纪的意识-甚至连灵魂碎片都谈不上。 „Should say evidently said goodbye,” the Gawain Cecil illusory image stood, on the face has a relaxing expression, „I stay here to transmit this letter/believes, now I complete this last matter finally.” “看样子该说再见了,”高文·塞西尔的幻影站了起来,脸上带着一丝放松的表情,“我留在这里就是为了传递这封信,现在我终于把这最后一件事做完了。” Gawain also stands up, he is gazing at the present form silent, a moment later finally the sinking sound broke this silentness: „You know that actually Charlie and you entrusted to my ‚Ainz Kingdom’ have changed to the history several years ago- that Kingdom was terminally ill, I can only deliver it personally the last regulation.” 高文也站起身,他沉默注视着眼前的身影,片刻之后终于还是沉声打破了这份静默:“你知道么,其实查理和你托付给我的‘安苏王国’早在几年前就已经化作历史了-那王国病入膏肓,我只能亲手送了它最后一程。” Gawain Cecil calmly is gazing at the Gawain's eye, later suddenly smiled: „I know that ‚lady’ has told me-, but you know that actually in several centuries ago, Charlie and I had guessed correctly perhaps will have such a possibility.” 高文·塞西尔静静地注视着高文的眼睛,随后突然笑了起来:“我知道,那位‘女士’已经告诉我了-但你知道么,其实早在几个世纪前,查理和我就已经猜到了或许会有这么一种可能性。” Gawain knits the brows: „Did you guess correctly?” 高文皱了皱眉:“你们猜到了？” „Yes, guessed correctly,” Gawain Cecil nods gently, „ dynasty not eternal, Kingdom that one group of fleeing from calamity scrape in a hurry was more difficult to say to have heavy/thick accumulation, we did not have Deep Blue Well such to assist royal family maintained the absolute authority ‚valve’, without Gondor Empire inherited several thousand years of rigorous system and detailed historical data, Pioneer was a hero, what can the descendant of hero be? That is only the descendant...... dozens years, several hundred years, dozens generations of person later Ainz of will become what kind we unable to think rottenly. “是的,猜到了,”高文·塞西尔轻轻点了点头,“王朝没有永恒,一帮逃难者仓促之间七拼八凑起来的王国更难说得上有多么厚重的积淀,我们没有深蓝之井那样能辅助王室维持绝对权威的‘阀门’,也没有刚铎帝国传承几千年的严密体系以及详实史料,开拓者是英雄,可英雄的后裔又能是什么？那就只是后裔罢了……几十年,几百年,几十代人之后的安苏会烂成什么样我们根本就不敢想。 „ Therefore we think at that time, if you, if you had truly once experienced you to these that I described ‚scenery’, then you could not endure such mess mostly-, moreover how even wasn't the mess? The foundation that our that generation of build was doomed the upper limit of Kingdom development, but this upper limit...... is not enough to resist magic tide and Gods by far. “所以那时候我们就想,如果是你,如果你确实曾见识过你向我描绘的那些‘风景’,那么你多半是忍受不了那样的烂摊子的-而且即便不是烂摊子又如何？我们那一代人打下的基础注定了王国发展的上限,而这个上限……远远不足以对抗魔潮与神明。 „ Therefore Ainz without , there would be no, the living person cannot control the matter, Charlie has never thought behind can the dynasty that he builds can have what live on through all ages- naturally, his old age time still think that I do not know, I walked him is very young after all at that time. “所以安苏没了就没了吧,活人管不了身后事,查理从未想过他打造的王朝能有什么万世长存-当然,他晚年的时候会不会仍旧这么想我就不知道了,毕竟我走那时候他还很年轻。 „On the other hand, how you think? After inheriting my memory, when you overthrow that terminally-ill Kingdom personally, in your heart can have the hesitation? Now stands before me, you to yourself decided initially has suspected?” “不过话又说回来,你又是如何想的呢？在继承了我的记忆之后,当你亲手推翻那个病入膏肓的王国时,你心中可有犹豫？现在站在我面前,你对自己当初的决定有所怀疑么？” „I not hesitant,” Gawain smiles, a face confidently looks at front form, „, but after seeing you, I am the innermost feelings broad and level to not having doubts- Kingdom that is terminally ill is not worth detaining, moreover in my opinion, you and Charlie entrust to my also not ‚Ainz Kingdom’, you entrust for my are the thing on this lands, as well as their future, from this point, I think that oneself do very well.” “我一点都没有犹豫,”高文微笑起来,一脸坦然地看着面前的身影,“而在见到你之后,我更是内心坦荡到毫无疑惑-病入膏肓的王国不值得挽留,而且在我看来,你和查理托付给我的也并非什么‘安苏王国’,你们托付给我的是这片土地上的事物,以及它们的未来,从这一点上,我认为自己做得很好。” The Gawain Cecil illusory image somewhat opened the eye surprisedly, he stared at Gawain to look some little time, smiled suddenly, while said with a smile: „If Charlie here, definitely also because your words clap the hands and shout praise- you guess how he will appraise your confident?” 高文·塞西尔的幻影有些惊讶地睁大了眼睛,他盯着高文看了好一会,才突然笑了起来,一边笑着一边说道:“如果查理在这里,肯定也会因为你这句话拍手叫好的-你猜他会怎么评价你这份坦然？” Gawain raised the eyebrow: „How will he appraise?” 高文扬了扬眉毛:“他会怎么评价？” In that big illusory image first half step, lifted the hand to pat the Gawain's shoulder- 那高大的幻影上前半步,抬起手拍了拍高文的肩膀- „Right that Gawain Sir/minister said.” “高文卿说的对。” Then, the illusory image then dissipated. 然后,幻影便消散了。 ...... …… Gawain blinks, he noticed that oneself is placing oneself in one by the great city that in the chaos sky covers, the close house extends to the distant arrangement in the field of vision, style strange sharp tower aims at the sky like forest -like, but a palatial form stands in this great city center, that form is overlooking the land, a Amber color eye is gazing at itself in the dim fog deep place. 高文眨了眨眼,他看到自己正置身于一座被混沌天空笼罩的巨城中,鳞次栉比的房屋在视野中向远方排列延伸,风格古怪的尖塔如林般指向天空,而一个巍峨的身影立在这座巨城中央,那身影正俯瞰大地,一双琥珀色的眼睛在朦胧的云雾深处注视着自己。 „You finished talking evidently.” The Night Lady sound lowers from the sky, tranquil gentle. “看样子你们谈完了。”夜女士的声音从天空降下,平静和缓。 „How long did we discuss?” “我们谈了多久？” „In a flash.” “一瞬间。” „I also think that has passed very for a long time......” “我还以为已经过去很久……” The Night Lady sound stopped the moment, after several seconds of silence, It opens the mouth again: „What has to feel? Retrieves own memory, saw conscious that survives, what you had to say?” 夜女士的声音停了片刻,几秒钟的沉默之后祂才再度开口:“有什么感觉？重新寻回自己的记忆,又见到了那个残存下来的意识,你有什么想说的么？” Gawain carefully thinks, as gradual relaxation of expression, he breathes a sigh of relief gently: „One type successfully oversteps a stair in life, puts down a relaxed feeling of burden/shoulder pole.” 高文认真想了想,随着表情的逐渐放松,他轻轻舒了口气:“有一种成功踏过人生中的一道台阶,放下一副担子的轻松感。” „That is good, I was still worrying that before these materials can create the difficulty to you,” the Night Lady sound took a happy expression, „the present looks like my judgment to be correct.” “那就好,我之前还在担心这些资料会不会对你造成困扰,”夜女士的声音带上了一丝笑意,“现在看来我的判断是正确的。” „Your judgment?” Gawain raised the eyebrow, how do you judge? ” “你的判断？”高文扬了扬眉毛,你怎么判断的？” The sky lowers the sound: „You, are quite optimistic.” 天空降下声音:“你这人,比较心宽。” Gawain: „......” 高文:“……” This flash, Night Lady in his eye as if attacks the goose to have that overlapping of moment with some shadow that were familiar with, but has not waited for him to think anything, that lazy and dignified sound then conveyed from the sky again: „Ok, a private affair has settled now, we should conduct next.” 这一瞬间,他眼中的夜女士似乎与自己熟悉的某个暗影突击鹅有了那么片刻的重叠,但还不等他多想些什么,那个慵懒而威严的声音便再度从天空传来:“好了,现在一桩私事已经了结,我们该进行下一步了。” Gawain hears word inspires gently, the experience has made his conscious „approximately be possible to estimate to this time Ancient God” wants odd many, at present this Night Lady that was suppresses the wave to be big to oneself, then has not known that had the things of many challenge hearts to wait for itself, he reorganized the expression, controlled well the heartbeat, this looked up to a sky that eye: „What is? Message of Voyager?” 高文闻言轻轻吸了口气,刚才的经历已经让他意识到这次的“古神之约”可比自己预想中的要离谱的多,眼前这位夜女士那可是给自己憋了波大的,接下来还不知道有多少挑战心脏的事情在等待着自己,他整顿好了表情,控制好了心跳,这才抬头看向天空那双眼睛:“接下来是什么？起航者的留言么？” „, That places finally- then we must discuss was still your matter,” the Night Lady chuckle was saying, „believed me, your matter was not simpler than the destiny of Voyager or this world.” “哦,那个放在最后-接下来我们要谈的仍然是你的事,”夜女士却轻笑着说道,“相信我,你身上的事可一点都不比起航者或者这个世界的命运要简单。” The opposite party these words make the Gawain's expression enforce immediately, his brow slightly wrinkle: „What do you want to say?” 对方这番话让高文的表情立刻严肃起来,他眉头微皱:“你想说什么？” „These years, you established many great achievements,” Night Lady opens the mouth at a moderate pace, „ promotes Southern Region, the unified country, leads a time, is as for conforming with civilization on this star- you regained wasteland, defeated Gods, now you will also lead this world to resist magic tide, completes civilization to advance to the last time test before starry sky...... “这些年,你立下了不少丰功伟绩,”夜女士不紧不慢地开口,“振兴南境,统一国家,引领一个时代,乃至于整合这颗星球上的文明-你收复了废土,击败了神明,现在你还将引领这个世界对抗魔潮,完成文明迈向星空前的最后一次考验…… „How astonishing achievement, but in many hearts, these merit all collections in your one, when completes these great achievements, there is such a moment, even if only an instance, your conscious to oneself already...... just like Gods?” “多么惊人的成就啊,而在许多人心中,这些功绩皆集于你一身,那么在完成这些丰功伟绩的时候,有没有那么一刻,哪怕只是一个瞬间,你意识到自己已经……宛若神明？” ( This chapter ends) (本章完) Newest website: 最新网址: