„Since originally, has been so long, Ihave livedin the dream.”
“原来,这么久以来,我一直都活在梦里。”GingerXinyuetwitteringtalked to oneself, even ifrestored the memory, butshestillmovedfeelings.
姜心月呢喃自语,即便是恢复了记忆,但是她仍旧有一种怅然若失的感觉。Can look, compared withQin Zhen, treatsthisperiod of life the manner, shemustbe more earnest.
看得出来,和秦贞相比,对待这一段生活的态度,她还是要更认真一些。Therefore, Qin Zhencandeny the pastlifeat will, butgingerXinyuecannot achieve. Presentshe, alreadyfell into the deepcontradiction.
因此,秦贞可以随意地否定过去的生活,但是姜心月做不到。现在的她,已然陷入了深深的矛盾之中。InitiallyYan Luo TerritorythatQing Luo Countryimperial familyprincess, was hiddenby the secretto the presentin the cave mansion, has been treated asGeniusdisciple that the secret weapontrained.
当初烟罗域的那个青罗国皇室公主,到现在被秘密藏在洞府里,一直被当做秘密武器培养的天才弟子。Whichone side, is the life that shewantstruly?
到底哪一边,才是她真正想要的生活?„Xinyue?”
“心月?”
During Qin Zhenlooksis falling intoto intertwinegingerXinyue, triesto startto advise the opposite party.秦贞望着陷入纠结当中的姜心月,试图开始劝告对方。Howeverjustpreparedto open the mouth, shedirectlywas actually preventedbyQin Yi .
但是刚准备开口,她却被秦易给直接阻止了。„Elder sister, nowouropinion, for heris notmost important!”
“姐姐,现在我们的意见,对她来说并不是最重要的!”In the doublepupil of Qin Yi , glitters the profoundgloss, the tonewas sayingextremelyearnestly: „Wenow, shouldtohersufficienttime, makingherponder how wethenshoulddo.”秦易的双眸之中,闪烁着深邃的光泽,语气极为认真地说道:“我们现在,应该给她充足的时间,让她去思考,自己接下来应该怎么做。”Qin Zhenlooked atQin Yi , thenlooked atwhole facepaingingerXinyue, finallychoselistened to the opinion of Qin Yi .秦贞看了一眼秦易,然后又看了看满脸痛苦的姜心月,最终还是选择了听从秦易的意见。Actually, sheisveryclear, gingerXinyueisbecauseanythingsowill be puzzled.
其实,她心里还是很清楚,姜心月到底是因为什么才会如此纠结的。Althoughinitially, she was the same withgingerXinyue, had been exerted the memorysealbyLüYuankai, butsheandgingerXinyue some different.
虽然当初,她和姜心月一样,都是被吕元恺施加了记忆封印,但是她和姜心月还是有一些不同的。Firstis, heragewantscompared withgingerXinyueold. Matter of experience, mustbe more than gingerXinyue. In additionfrom the little scholarliveenvironment, although is also the riches and honor, butlikegingerXinyue, does not need to worry about food or clothingabsolutely, canheartnon-getting off one's main subjectCultivation.
首先就是,她的年纪比姜心月要年长一些。经历的事情,也是比姜心月要更多。加上从小生活的环境,虽然也算是富贵,但是绝对不像姜心月那样,衣食无忧,可以心无旁骛的修炼。AfterwardgingerXinyuewas attackedin the Qing Luo Countrydominant position, at that timestarting from, sheexperienced the storm of lifetruly. Butat that time, Qin Zhenindependent was very already long. Even if, gingerXinyuewanted the justicefor the familysmoothly, has controlledQing Luo Country, butwere majority ofsheto completewith the help of Qin Yi .
后来姜心月在青罗国的统治地位受到了冲击,那个时候开始,她才算是真正经历了人生的风浪。但那个时候,秦贞早就已经独立了很久了。即便之后,姜心月顺利为家族讨回了公道,重新掌控了青罗国,但大部分她都在秦易的帮助下完成的。Therefore, on the state of mind, Qin ZhenwantsgingerXinyue more tenacious. Although the memorywas blocked, however the Qin Zhenwill, will attack actually often the seal. Butalsobecause ofthis, firsttimeappearsinStealing Heaven Mouseinherfront, toldherQin Yi thisnametime, hermood, was actually quitecomplex.
因此,在心境上面,秦贞是一定要姜心月更为坚韧的。虽然记忆被封锁,但是秦贞的意志,其实时常都会对封印进行冲击。而也正是因为这样,在偷天鼹鼠第一次出现在她的面前,告诉她秦易这个名字的时候,她的心情,其实是相当复杂的。Althoughat that time, sheindeeddid not believethesewords, andrapidhas launched the attackto the opposite party. Howeverinlatera long time, inherhead, will often recallthatmatter.
虽然那个时候,她的确是不相信这些话语,并且迅速对对方展开了攻击。但是在之后的很长一段时间里,她的脑袋里,时常都会回忆起那件事。Butalsobecause ofthis, applied drugstothemin Jade Hare, gingerXinyuehad not been affected, butQin Zhen can actually the initialmatter, likebehas a dream, recallscompletely. Even if the form and facial features in dream, shecannotsee clearly, but after thishas givenher, restoresto remember,providedhas helped very much.
而也正是因为这样,在玉兔对她们二人都用了药,姜心月不曾受到丝毫影响,而秦贞却能将当初的事情,像是做梦一样,全部回忆出来。即便梦中的身影与面容,她都不能看清,但是这就已经给她之后恢复记忆,提供了很大的帮助了。Moreover, even iftwo peoplereceivedLüYuankaiattaching great importance, was regarded the secret weaponto trainin secret. Howeverclearly, gingerXinyuereceives the degree of attaching great importance, be higher thancompared withQin Zhen.
另外,即便两人都是受到了吕元恺的重视,都被当成了秘密武器暗中培养。但是很明显,姜心月受到重视的程度,要比秦贞高出许多。Buthas been brainwashedbyLüYuankai, inculcates the ideologicalgingerXinyue, cansayto the presentlife, has the enormoussympathy.
而一直被吕元恺洗脑,灌输思想的姜心月,可以说对现在的生活,还是有着极大的认同感的。HereffortCultivation, has the powerfulstrengthto the present, isbestmanifestations!
她的努力修炼,到现在拥有强悍实力,都是最好的体现!ToQin Zhen, perhapsbythat time that LüYuankaidetainssecretly, is a nightmare. However, togingerXinyue, is actually notthis.
对秦贞来说,或许被吕元恺秘密关押的那段时间,是一个噩梦。但是,对姜心月来说,却并不是这样。Even if only a dream, for her, absolutelyis an indelibledream. Hermemory, does not permit this period of life, is regarded as the dreamland that neverhas is the same, ignores.
就算只是一个梦,对她来说,也绝对是一段难以磨灭的梦。她的记忆,不允许她将这一段生活,当做是从来不存在的梦境一样,忽略不计。Naturally, whatis most essential, whatherCultivationis«ExtinguishesSentimentTo passGod»! Isonetypestressed that cuts offallsentiments, goes nonstop to the unsurpassedMartial Daopeakpath.
当然,最关键的是,她修炼的是《灭情通神》!是一种强调断绝一切感情,直通无上的武道巅峰的道路。ThisMerit Law, to the influence that shehas, is indelible! Even ifpresentshe, had been treated as the place that the secret weapontrainsto escapefrom that alsorestored the pastmemorysmoothly, howeverinfluence of Merit Law, still about herthought.
这部功法,对她造成的影响,是不可磨灭的!即便现在的她,已经从那个被当做秘密武器培养的地方逃脱出来,也顺利恢复了往日的记忆,但是功法的影响,仍旧在左右着她的思想。Althoughbythispureevil waytormenting, butsheactuallynever hassuchidea!
虽然是被这种纯粹的邪道给荼毒了,但是她自己却是从来都没有这样的想法!Even, includinginitiallyinher, Qin Yi that mostmissed, nowas ifsomeare notthatimportant!
甚至,连当初在她心里,最为思念的秦易,现在似乎都已经有些不是那么重要了!„I...... What to do should I?”
“我……我到底应该怎么办?”GingerXinyuefell into deeppain, sideisQin Yi , sideis the future that shelooks forward . The two sidesfor her, areincomparablyimportant!
姜心月陷入了深深的痛苦之中,一面是秦易,一面是她所憧憬的未来。两边对她来说,都是无比重要!Hertwo sidesdo not wantto give up, was only a pity,herpresentsituationtoldherexplicitly, thesetwochoicescompletelyoppose. Shecannotbe greedy, is unable to be greedyabsolutely. To obtainone, the other aspect, shemusttotallygive up.
她两边都不想放弃,只可惜,她现在的处境已经明确告诉她,这两种选择是完全对立的。她不能贪心,也绝对无法贪心。想要得到其中的一种,另外一面,她就必须彻底放弃。Suddenly, shehas rememberedinitiallyinYan Luo Territorythatyears.
忽然间,她想起了当初在烟罗域的那段岁月。Although, presentshehas achievedinitially, realm how sheis unable to imagine. Howeveras the lifeplace, thereinhermemory, is in one position that from infancy to maturityobviouslyis hardto neglect.
虽然,现在的她已经达到了当初,她怎么都无法想象到的境界。但是作为从小到大生活的地方,那里在她的记忆当中,显然是处于一个难以忽略的位置的。Naturally, inherpersonbefore deathinseveralyears of time. Althoughis carefree, buthas not made very profoundimpressiononher. Butshe, the lifegenuineturning point, isQin Yi appearsinherlife.
当然,在她人生前十几年的时光中。虽然是无忧无虑的,但是并未给她留下十分深刻的印象。而她心里,人生真正的转折点,是秦易在她的生活当中出现。Thisseemscontinuouslyuncommunicativeyoungster, is not only good-hearted, is having the ability of reformation of the world.
这个看上去一直沉默少言的少年,不仅心地善良,更是拥有着改变世界的能力。Inherat heart, so long asthere isQin Yi , in the worldalldifficulties, will be solvedfinally. The time that two peopleare together is not short, the relatedmemory of leaving, isinnumerable. Evenduringthisprocess, shehas had the feelingstoQin Yi .
在她的心里,只要有秦易在,世界上一切的困难,最终都会被解决。两人在一起相处的时间不短,留下的相关记忆,更是数不胜数。甚至在这过程当中,她对秦易已经产生了情愫。Was only a pity,thoughtalwaysdetachableQin Yi , in the response in thisaspect, seems much slower. Regardless ofshehowloving, what kind ofclear instructionssuggested,finallytrades, can only be the opposite partysimple-heartedresponse.
只可惜,思维一向活络的秦易,在这方面的反应,似乎是迟钝得可怕。无论她怎样的含情脉脉,怎样的明示暗示,最后换来的,都只会是对方木讷的反应。Even but if isthis, inherat heart, Qin Yi throughoutisirreplaceableexistences. Even if presentshethinks,canbe a warmthat heart.
可即便是这样,在她的心里,秦易始终都是无可替代的存在。即便是现在的她想起来,心里都会是一阵的温馨。At this time, shehas not realized,oneselfthatoriginally the ice-coldheart, as ifagainhad been injected the freshblood, made a fresh startto beat.
这个时候,她并没有察觉到,自己那颗原本已经冰冷的心脏,似乎重新被注入了新鲜的血液,重新开始跳动了起来。However, nowin the life of LüYuankaidisciple, in Yan Luo Territory, comparesinQin Yi life, appearedquitemonotonouslyis tasteless. Inherimpression, oneselfevery day is almost duplicating a matter, Cultivation, as well aslistens respectfully to the teacher„taught”.
然而,现在在吕元恺门下的生活,和之前在烟罗域,在秦易身边的生活比起来,就显得相当单调乏味了。在她的印象中,自己每天几乎都是重复着一件事,修炼,以及聆听师尊的“教导”。Then, each2-3days, theywill havetime an opportunity of going out. Howeversuchgoing out, oftenmeansis notrelaxed, butisbloody!
然后,每过两三天,她们就会有一次外出的机会。但是这样的外出,往往意味着的不是轻松,而是血腥!
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