„Xiaofeng, the father exits for several days, for serveral days, certainly was at home clever...” “小峰,爸爸出去几天,这些天在家里,一定要乖啊…” Lu Tao, with present Lu Tao not any difference. He, is the Lu Feng father, has not changed slightly. Father but who in this moment Lu Feng eye sees, is actually not the father who he is familiar with. Because in this Lu Tao eye, he sees, only then one type favors to drown, as well as, light losing, light take pity on. 陆涛,和现在的陆涛没有任何的异样。他,还是陆峰的父亲,没有丝毫的改变过。可是此刻陆峰眼中看到的父亲,却不是他熟悉的父亲。因为在这陆涛的眼中,他看到的只有一种宠溺,以及,一种淡淡的失落,淡淡的怜惜。 Lu Feng wants to say anything, his soul, in this small body. Why does not know, Lu Feng sees, is that real things, is that genuine things, but his soul, has not presented any confusing, this completely is the sober condition. 陆峰想说什么,他的灵魂,就在这小小的身躯之中。不知道为什么,陆峰看到的,都是那么真实的东西,都是那么真正的东西,而他的灵魂,也没有出现任何的迷惑,这完全就是清醒的状态。 Wanted to say anything, when Lu Feng sound exit|to speak, his words actually turned into other words. 想要说什么,可是当陆峰声音出口的时候,他的话却变成了其他的话语。 „Father, I knew, you feel relieved. Xiaofeng is clever you not to know...” “爸爸,我知道了,您放心吧。小峰的乖巧您还不知道吗…” Lu Tao nod of gently, has tapped the head of Lu Feng with a smile, finally turned around to leave here, but accompanying, Lu Feng mother mist and dust Wei. 陆涛笑着轻轻的点了点头,拍了一下陆峰的脑袋,终于转身离开了这里,而随行的,还有陆峰的母亲烟尘薇。 Indistinct within, Lu Feng as if also heard mother's complaint. Hears words that her has not been willing to leave. 隐约间,陆峰似乎还听到了母亲的埋怨。听到了她那不愿意离开的话语。 Gradually, the sound gradually changes pale, finally completely vanished. 渐渐的,声音逐渐变淡,最终完全的消失了。 Lu Feng static standing in room, above the immature facial features, all joyful naive colors, completely vanished before. 陆峰静静的站在房间之中,稚嫩的面容之上,之前一切的快乐天真之色,完全的消失了。 This moment he, has been full of a patho mood. 这一刻的他,充满了一种悲情的情绪。 This, lets the Lu Feng endless silence in this immature body, because of this, how familiar! This, after initially his seal vanished, all that remembers. 这一幕,让这幼小身躯之中的陆峰无尽的沉默,因为这一幕,是多么的熟悉！这,正是当初他封印消失之后,记得的一切。 „Originally this time, I am only a viewer...” “原来这一次,我只是一个看客…” He understood finally, understands that own existence, is only a viewer, must see own mind deep place, all that is not willing to face occur once again, experience all... 他终于明白了,明白自己的存在,只是一个看客,要看到自己脑海深处,那不愿意面对的一切再度发生,经历的一切… Young Lu Feng sets out, slightly hesitant, finally walks toward outside. Lu Feng knows that time he often received bullying of these cousin cousins. In Lu Family, he crosses is not joyful. Although that time he also knows, does not exit at home, is best, is young he, had forgotten quickly is not quick. Because of that time him, likes playing very much. 年幼的陆峰起身,微微犹豫了一下,最终还是朝着外面走去。陆峰知道,那时候的他已经时常受到那些表哥表姐的欺负。在陆家之中,他过的一点都不快乐。虽然那时候的他也知道,在家里不出去,才是最好的,可是年幼的他,很快的忘记了不快。因为那时候的他,还是很爱玩的。 Walked out of the door, toward outside walking slowly. Lu Feng remembers, young he is familiar with a person to hide in the corner, static looks at the horizon the cloud, looks in person of king city, that great dignified construction. 走出了家门,朝着外面缓缓的走去。陆峰记得,年幼的他习惯一个人躲在角落之中,静静的看着天边的云彩,看着人王城中,那伟大庄严的建筑。 But this time, is so. 而这一次,也是如此。 Calmly has arrived above that familiar garret, has spent for one hour, has arrived finally at the place of roof. Here, is not in person of king city the highest place, is actually the highest place that Lu Feng can climb up. 静静走到了那熟悉的阁楼之上,花费了一个小时的时间,终于还是走到了最高处的地方。这里,不是人王城中最高的地方,却是陆峰能够爬上的最高的地方。 Whole person king city, incomparable tranquility. Can live here, is the person of king Lu Family true peak has or has the huge status bloodlines. These people, most of the time in the static cultivation, they little have strolling the time. 整个人王城,无比的宁静。能够在这里居住的,都是人王陆家真正的巅峰存在或者有着天大身份的血脉。这些人,大多时候都是在静静的修炼着,他们很少有着闲逛的时候。 In this person of king city, the form that often presents truly, was these Lu Family bloodlines heir. 在这人王城中,真正时常出现的身影,就是那些陆家的血脉子嗣了。 Naturally this bloodlines, are not the blood relative bloodlines, after all blood relative bloodlines of person king Lu Family, really little little. Here appears, majority are the juniors of some collateral branches. However although is the collateral branch, but in bloodlines still contained the bloodlines of person of king, is only incomplete. 当然这血脉,并非都是嫡亲血脉,毕竟人王陆家的嫡亲血脉,真的很少很少。这里出现的,大多数都是一些旁支的子弟。不过虽然是旁支,可是血脉之中依然蕴含了人王的血脉,只是不完整而已。 Looks at young, fee/spent completely all efforts crawled finally the highest place, Lu Feng in body, sighing of gently. That time, naive thinking, so long as no one provoked, then can be peaceful. But when Lu Feng recollection he actually knows that time he, was in these cousin cousin minds the biggest foe! 看着年幼的自己,费尽一切的努力终于爬到了最高的地方,身体之中的陆峰,轻轻的叹了一口气。那时候的自己,天真的以为只要谁也不去招惹,那么就可以安安静静。可是当陆峰回忆的时候他却知道,那时候的他,就是那些表哥表姐心目中最大的仇敌！ These time peaceful alone, actually, was seen by many people. 这一次的安静独自,其实,是被很多人看到的。 Finally, when Lu Feng has arrived at most peak, he is routine sitting above that broad platform. 终于,当陆峰走到了最巅峰的时候,他又是习惯性的坐在了那广阔的平台之上。 Side, wind static is blowing. Young, lying down gently above this ancient flagstone, look at the cloud that the horizon surges, looks at the surroundings, these ancient dignified, solemn and respectful grave constructions. 身边,风静静的吹着。年幼的自己,轻轻的躺在了这古老的石板之上,看着天边涌动的云彩,看着周围,那些古老威严,肃穆庄重的建筑。 This moment Lu Feng can the clear feeling immature, the quietness of that soul, deserted of that mind. 这一刻的陆峰都可以清晰的感受到幼小的自己,那灵魂的静谧,那心灵的空寂。 Sighed one gently, Lu Feng knows, something occurred, like this occurred. Moreover, immediately must occur... 轻轻地叹了一口,陆峰知道,有些事情发生了,真的就这样发生了。而且,马上就要发生了… When does not know, young Lu Feng has closed both eyes, he in such environment, as if may more relaxed going to sleep. But, when young Lu Feng as if must enter sleeps soundly, his side, presented several forms. 不知道什么时候,年幼的陆峰已经闭上了双目,他在这样的环境之中,似乎可更加轻松的入睡。可是,就在年幼的陆峰似乎要进入睡熟的时候,他的身边,却出现了十几道身影。 At this moment, young Lu Feng has opened both eyes. When he sees these forms, in the eye presented a panic-stricken look. Lu Feng even can feel, feels the horridness of own heart of hearts, that restless anxious sentiment. 这一刻,年幼的陆峰睁开了双目。当他看到那些身影的时候,眼中出现了一丝惊恐的神色。陆峰甚至可以感受到,感受到自己内心深处的惶恐,那种不安的焦躁之情。 , Was one person of head has arrived at the Lu Feng front gradually, on his face was bringing, was spurning, despising, even was one type detests the hatred! 渐渐的,为首的一人走到了陆峰的面前,他的脸上带着的,是一种唾弃,一种鄙视,甚至是一种憎恶憎恨！ Lu Feng knows, these cousin cousins in this age, understood are more. They understand the secret of own body. They know, because of the relations of Lu Feng, they lost the bright future, lost the great steps. 陆峰知道,这些表哥表姐在这个年龄,已经明白了很多很多。他们已经明白自己身体的秘密了。他们知道,因为陆峰的关系,他们已经失去了灿烂的未来,已经失去了伟大的阶梯。 Therefore, they hate Lu Feng, hatred Lu Feng extremely! 所以,他们恨陆峰,万分的憎恨陆峰！ Look, that sharp, easily stabbing pain both eyes of Lu Feng. 眼神,那么的锋利,轻易地刺痛了陆峰的双目。 This moment Lu Feng, could not hear really any. He feels this year young, when facing these cousin cousins, that excitement of innermost feelings, that sadness, that desperate sentiment! 这一刻的陆峰,真的已经听不到任何了。他只是感受到这年幼的自己,在面对这些表哥表姐的时候,内心的那种激动,那种伤心,那种绝望的感情！ The Lu Feng main body, is faces trillion times life and death to perish, can crazy laughing, be able to rush with ease. But this time, he as if also turned into young, but the ability that withstands, as if also returned to the beforehand that condition. Young, all sounds in heart are affecting themselves, unceasingly is changing itself. Let him, appeared unexpectedly desperately, had the innumerable sorrow and grief. 陆峰的本体,就是面对亿万次的生死沉沦,都可以疯狂的大笑,都可以轻松的闯过。可是这一次,他似乎也变成了年幼的自己,而承受的能力,似乎也回到了之前的那种状态之中。年幼的自己,心中的所有声音都在影响着自己,都在不断的改变着自己。让他,竟然也出现了绝望,出现了无数的悲哀和伤痛。 This process, obviously is not very long, is to the feeling of Lu Feng, actually that long-time, is long-time, making him indescribable. 这一过程,明明不是很久,可是给陆峰的感觉,却是那么的长久,长久到,让他根本就无法形容。 Lu Feng can feel, young, despair in that pair of pupil, that stubbornness, that sadness, that distress. He can feel clearly, above the double cheek, that has tried hard the half of the day, tears that still has not actually stopped... 陆峰能够感受到,年幼的自己,那双瞳之中的绝望,那种倔强,那种悲伤,那种痛心。他能够清楚的感受,自己双颊之上,那努力了半天,却依然没有止住的泪水… Finally, all finished. 终于,一切都结束了。 All cousin cousins left here, above rooftop, another only remaining Lu Feng. But this time he, again did not have any mood to look at any scenery and cloud. He noticed that is confused, only then after the tears are fuzzy all. 所有的表哥表姐都是离开了这里,天台之上,又一次的只剩下了陆峰自己。可是这一次的他,却再也没有任何的心情去看任何的风景和云彩了。他看到的,只有迷茫,只有泪水模糊之后的一切。 „Why, they why must such treat me...” “为什么,他们为什么要这么对待我…” „I want myself, I do not want to injure anybody. They said that I harmed them to lose all, but I have not injured them, I have not bullied their one time really...” “我只是想要自己一个人,我不想伤害任何人。他们说我害他们失去了一切,可是我真的没有伤害他们,我真的没有欺负他们一次啊…” „They why in this...” “他们为什么会在这样呢…” „Why...” “为什么呢…” Weeping sound, already stop gradually, this moment Lu Feng, even lost the sob strength. His dull sitting above rooftop, looks at all of distant place, looks at the surrounding all, is glassy-eyed. 哭声,已经渐渐的停止,这一刻的陆峰,甚至已经失去了哭泣的力量。他呆呆的坐在天台之上,看着远方的一切,看着周围的一切,目光呆滞。 For a long time, sky gradually gloomy, young Lu Feng already gradually sobered. He looks at the dusk of sunset, finally has gone down the stage, returning to oneself to live in the place that. 许久之后,天空渐渐的阴暗了下来,年幼的陆峰已经渐渐的清醒了过来。他看着日落的黄昏,终于还是走下了高台,回到了自己居住的地方。 Lu Feng static looks at these, in innermost feelings, gradually tranquil. Although such experience, is any does not want to bump into. But Lu Feng actually knows, he bumps into, was not one time two. In the memory of childhood, has been full of such painful experience, this is not the first time, is not the last time... 陆峰静静的看着这些,内心之中,也渐渐的平静了下来。虽然这样的经历,是任何都不想要碰到的。可是陆峰却知道,他碰到的,不是一次两次了。儿时的记忆之中,充满了这样痛苦的经历,这不是第一次,也不是最后一次… Felt young Lu Feng to enter in the sleep, felt young, in that sleep still painful look. Heart of Lu Feng actually gradually tranquil. 感受到年幼的陆峰进入到了睡梦之中,感受到年幼的自己,那睡梦之中依然痛苦的神色。陆峰的心却渐渐的平静了下来。 Although, the experiences of these pain are the Lu Feng heart of hearts are not willing to face. But these, actually absolutely will not overthrow him! Facing these, Lu Feng or can be painful, but he absolutely will not actually collapse. 虽然,这些痛苦的经历都是陆峰内心深处所不愿意面对的。可是这些,却绝对不会将他打倒的！面对这些,陆峰或者会痛苦,可是他却绝对不会崩溃。 „This illusion, must make anything...” “这幻境,到底是要做什么…” This is an inspection, Lu Feng does not know that the concrete standard is anything. But he actually knows, in such illusion, oneself will not collapse! Such experience, although pain, but compares to all that before faced, radically is not anything. 这是一种考核,陆峰不知道具体的标准是什么。可是他却知道,在这样的幻境之中,自己根本就不会崩溃！如此的经历,虽然痛苦,可是比起之前面对的一切,都根本就不算什么。 All that during ninth experiences, every time compared with this pain extremely, be hard to accept trillion times compared with these. That time he, experience few of that still bravely rushed. But now experienced so, received the endless pain to suffer later him, how possibly to fear these... 九世之中经历的一切,每一次都是要比这痛苦万分,都是要比这些难以接受亿万倍的。那时候的他,经历的那么少,依然勇敢的闯了过去。而现在经历了如此之多,受到了无尽痛苦折磨之后的他,怎么可能惧怕这些呢… During the afterward day, all as if are duplicating, so long as young Lu Feng arrives there, will present these cousin cousins, will see their desperate looks, is listening to their poignant cursing, even, receives their insulting suffering. 随后的日子之中,一切似乎都在重复,年幼的陆峰只要走到那里,都会出现那些表哥表姐,都会看到他们那种让人绝望的神色,听着他们那些令人痛苦的咒骂,甚至于,受到他们那侮辱性的折磨。 Waste, shame, degenerate, trash! 废物,耻辱,败类,垃圾！ Various types most let the person the glossary that is hard to accept, complete appearance in the Lu Feng side, complete makes Lu Feng accept, keeping Lu Feng from withstanding. 各种最让人难以接受的词汇,全部的出现在了陆峰的身边,全部的让陆峰接受,让陆峰根本就无法承受。 Gradually, along with time unceasing carries on, along with unceasing appearance that such pain suffers, heart of Lu Feng, is more and more tranquil. The beforehand that pain, that type disappearance gradually has not existed desperately. Moreover in the Lu Feng heart deep place, understood these cousin cousins' pain gradually. Although gives own humiliation regarding them, the Lu Feng heart hates, but experiences that many him, actually also sympathy gradually these own bloodlines family members. 渐渐的,随着时间的不断进行,随着这样痛苦折磨的不断出现,陆峰的心,也是越来越宁静。之前的那种痛苦,那种绝望已经渐渐的消失不复存在了。而且在陆峰的心底深处,也是逐渐的明白了那些表哥表姐的痛苦。虽然对于他们给与自己的屈辱,陆峰的心底还是痛恨的,可是经历那么多的他,却也渐渐的同情起来了那些自己的血脉亲人。 The heart, has belonged to tranquilly completely. Lu Feng light looks at all these. Looked at pale own humiliation, own sorrow, own despair. 心,已经归于了完全的宁静。陆峰平淡的看着这一切。看淡了自己的屈辱,自己的悲哀,自己的绝望。 „If only this, making me unable the turbulent slightest...” “如果只是这样,真的,让我无法动荡分毫了…” When head Lu Feng does not know, but he had actually determined, if this is tests, then he affirmed that passed. 陆峰不知道什么时候的头,可是他却已经确定,这如果就是考验的话,那么他肯定已经通过了。 The idea of Lu Feng, actually on that day, vanished... 只是,陆峰的想法,却在那一天,消失了…