WhenRhodesshoves open the door of bedroom, Lilianthatpaleness that firstmaps, the slightlythinface, shewearsfrailpajamas, both handssits cross-legged, rolls upon the bed, is gazing at the presentgrounddull, does not know that actuallysheis thinkingperhapsany———heranythinghas not thought. Butin the Lilianside, ChristieandLingis accompanying, Rhodeshad not counted onbut actuallytheirtwocanenlightenLilian, howeveratthis kind of time, somepeopleaccompaniedinside is always also feeling betteroneself, ifput the heart that a Lilianpersonindulged in flights of fancyperhapssheto commit suicidehereto have. Buthears the opening the doorsound, ChristieandLinglooks uptoward the entrance, afterseeingRhodesquickthenstands up.
当罗德推开卧室的房门时,首先映入的还是莉莉安那张苍白,略显消瘦的面孔,她穿着一件单薄的睡衣,双手盘膝,蜷缩在床上,呆呆的注视着眼前的地面,也不知道她究竟在想什么———或许她根本什么都没有想。而在莉莉安的身边,克里斯蒂和铃正陪伴着,罗德倒也没有指望她们两个能够开导莉莉安,但是在这种时候,有人在旁边陪伴着也总好过自己一个人,如果放莉莉安一个人在这里胡思乱想说不定她连自杀的心都有了。而听见开门声,克里斯蒂和铃都抬起头向着门口望去,在看见罗德之后很快便站起身来。„.........Rhodes.........”
“………罗德………”„.....................”
“…………………”Two peoplearrive atat Rhodes' side, was looking atpresentChristieandLing, Rhodesputs out a handto touchundertwo peoplehair, thisasked.
两人来到罗德的身边,望着自己眼前的克里斯蒂和铃,罗德伸出手去抚摸了下两人的头发,这才开口询问道。„Liliansituationhow?”
“莉莉安情况如何?”„.....................”
“…………………”Two peoplehave not spoken, butRhodesalsoknew the answer, the Lilianstillboth handskneecap castat this momentsits there, simplyhas not paid attention toRhodes'to arrive, her probablysculpture, will not haveanyresponsetoall of outside. Seesthis, Rhodesto frown, thenheis showing a faint smiletotwo people.
两人都没有说话,不过罗德也已经知道了答案,此刻的莉莉安依然双手抱膝坐在那里,根本没有注意罗德的到来,她就好像一尊雕塑,对外界的一切都不会产生任何反应。看见这一幕,罗德皱起了眉头,接着他对着两人微微一笑。„Many thanksyou, Christie, Ling, yourestnow, the followingmattergaveusto be good.”
“多谢你们,克里斯蒂,铃,现在你们去休息吧,接下来的事交给我们就好了。”„............Un.........”
“…………嗯………”HearsRhodes'to speak, ChristieandLingnodded. Thentheirsomewhat worriedlooked atLilian, afterwardturned aroundto leave the room. Butuntilthis time. RhodesbroughtSoniato walk. SeespresentLilian, Soniaownmood is also exceptionallycomplex, sheandRhodeshas looked at each otherone, then arrives at the Lilianside, puts out a hand.
听到罗德的说话,克里斯蒂和铃点了点头。接着她们有些担心的望了一眼莉莉安,随后转身离开了房间。而直到这个时候。罗德才带着索尼娅走了进来。看见眼前的莉莉安,索尼娅自己的心情也是异常复杂,她和罗德对视了一眼,接着这才走到莉莉安的身边,伸出手去。„Your Majesty...............?”
“陛下……………?”„............!”
“…………!”Hears the Soniasound, Lilianbodyfierceshivered for a moment, sheraised the head, inthatpair of vacantabsent-mindedeyepupilis producing an inverted image the Soniaform. Afterward, the originallydimsoullesseye pupilhas produced the pointbrightgradually, resembles the flame that in the darknessappearsgradually. Sheshiversis lifting the right hand, slowlyreached the presentyoung girl. Then, held the Soniaclothes.
听到索尼娅的声音,莉莉安的身体猛的颤抖了一下,她抬起头来,那双茫然失神的眼眸之中倒映着索尼娅的身影。随后,原本昏暗无神的眼瞳逐渐产生了点点的亮光,就好像黑暗之中逐渐浮现的火光般。她颤抖着抬起右手,慢慢的伸向了眼前的少女。接着,一把抓住了索尼娅的衣服。„Sonia............?”
“索尼娅…………?”„IsI, Your Majesty, you.........”
“是我,陛下,您………”„Sonia? Sonia!!”
“索尼娅?索尼娅!!”
The Soniawordshave not said. Lilianhurriedlyjumped, shelike thisthrewin the bosom of Sonia, wept and wailedloudly. Shetightburyingwhen the Soniachest front, are not many, whimper soundresounds. ButSoniais having the gentlesmiling face, puts out a hand. Gentleis touching the hair of Lilian.索尼娅的话还没有说完。莉莉安就急忙跳了起来,她就这样扑到了索尼娅的怀中,大声哭喊起来。她将头紧紧的埋在索尼娅的胸前,不多时,呜咽声响起。而索尼娅则带着柔和的笑容,伸出手去。轻柔的抚摸着莉莉安的头发。„I.........Sorry.........Sonia, if notI...............”
“我………对不起………索尼娅,如果不是我……………”„All right, Your Majesty, passed. Allpassed, do not cryagain.........”
“没事的,陛下,已经过去了。一切都已经过去了,不要再哭了………”At the same timeis touching the hair of Lilian. Soniacomfortsherat the same timein a soft voice. ButRhodesbyseesthisinside, suddenlyeyebrow raised. Heunderstandsfinally why Liliansolingers attoSonia, perhapslittle bratin the unconscioussituation, has treated asownmotherSonia. After allinKingdom of Light, the sentiment of thattwoArchangel LeadertoLilian is very ordinary, only thenSoniaaccompaniesday in day outsideher. Puts on clothesfrommorninggetting out of bedbeforeeveningsleeps, isSoniahas been accompanyingher. Regardingnot havingparents'Lilian, Soniaperhapswas the family member who shelongs foronly. Althoughsaid that RhodesandLydia are also very goodtoLilian, buttheyhaveoneselfmatter to doafter all, the impossibleday in day outcompanionin the Lilianside, fromthisperspective, Soniacanbe insuch importantstatusnot to be difficultto understandin the Lilianmind.
一面抚摸着莉莉安的头发。索尼娅一面轻声的安慰她。而罗德靠在旁边看见这一幕,忽然挑了下眉头。他终于明白,为什么莉莉安对索尼娅如此依恋,恐怕小家伙在不自觉的情况下,将索尼娅当做了自己的母亲吧。毕竟在光之国里,那两位大天使长对莉莉安的感情都很一般,只有索尼娅一天到晚陪伴在她身边。从早上的起床穿衣到晚上睡觉前,都一直是索尼娅在陪伴她。对于没有了双亲的莉莉安而言,索尼娅恐怕就是她唯一渴望的亲人了。虽然说罗德和莉蒂亚也对莉莉安很好,可是毕竟他们都有自己的事情要做,不可能一天到晚的陪伴在莉莉安的身边,从这个角度来说,索尼娅能够在莉莉安心目之中占据如此重要的地位也不难理解。As forSonia...............
至于索尼娅……………Looks at the presentyoung girl, Rhodessuddenlywas discovering when shewas manyhow manyandare togetherdoes not have, is uniquemakings———is it possible thatthisso-calledmaternalhalo? Soniashouldnot regardoneselfdaughterto raiseLilian, canbringto fosterDragon of Light.........Soniafromsomedegree is really verygood is very formidable.
望着眼前的少女,罗德忽然发现她多了几份和自己相处时所没有的,独特的气质———莫非这就是所谓的母性光环?索尼娅该不会真把莉莉安当成自家女儿来养了吧,能够把光芒之龙拿来养成………从某种程度来说索尼娅也真是很好很强大。Untila moment later, Lilianthenunder the consolation of Soniawith great difficultycalm. Shesobsis poking head from the bosom of Sonia, somewhatembarrassedlookingtonearbyRhodes. Lilianhas not goneto ask how Soniaisresurrect, shealsohasto hear the notice of Church, even ifjustsoLilian is still unable to forgive itself, thisis relatedwithLilianmood. After allno matter what, oneselfthatwillfulbehaviormakesSoniadieonetimeforoneself, howLilianwas again impossible saying that „metresurrectin any case, dieddied, hadanythingat the worst......”suchwords, shereallyturned intobear the child.
直到片刻之后,莉莉安这才在索尼娅的劝慰下好不容易冷静了下来。她抽泣着从索尼娅的怀中探出头来,有些不好意思的望向旁边的罗德。莉莉安并没有去问索尼娅是如何复活的,她又不是没有听到教会的通知,只不过即便如此莉莉安依然无法原谅自己,这与莉莉安本身的心情有关。毕竟不管怎么说,自己那任性的行为让索尼娅为自己死过一次,莉莉安再怎么样也不可能说“反正会复活嘛,死了就死了,有什么大不了的……”这样的话,她就真的变成熊孩子。„Thank you, Elder Brother Rhodes.”
“谢谢你,罗德哥哥。”Ina moment later, two peoplehas separated, Lilianis then wipingredeyes, restlessandgratefultoRhodesstarted talking. Butfacing the expression of gratitude of Lilian, Rhodeshas not saidanything, butshook the head.
在过了片刻之后,两人分开,莉莉安这才抹着通红的眼睛,不安而感激的对罗德开口说道。而面对莉莉安的道谢,罗德并没有多说什么,只是摇了摇头。„Notanything, thisisIshoulddo.”
“没什么,这是我应该做的。”Rhodeshas not lied, thisindeedis——— that heshouldmake, regardless of eachlevel. However, thisRhodeslooks forLilian, andnot onlyfor the touchingscene to look atthemhaving a reunion, regardingLilian, Soniaisonemakeshergo out in oneselfheart the key of front door, butfinally, wantsRhodesto be responsible for continue show the way.罗德并没有说谎,这的确是他应该做的———无论从各个层面上来说。不过,这次罗德来找莉莉安,并不仅仅只是为了看她们两人重逢的感人场面,对于莉莉安来说,索尼娅是一把让她走出自己心中大门的钥匙,但是最终,还是要罗德来负责继续领路。„Thenfollowing, what to do do youplan? Lilian?”
“那么接下来,你打算怎么办?莉莉安?”„.....................”
“…………………”Heardthisissue, originallyalsohasseveralpoints of happy expression the face of Lilianto restorebeforehandvacantimmediately, shewas silentto lower the head, a moment later, thislet out a long sigh.
听到这个问题,原本还带着几分笑意的莉莉安的面孔顿时重新恢复了之前的茫然,她沉默着低下头去,片刻之后,这才长长的叹了口气。„Ido not manage, Elder Brother Rhodes, myanythingdoes not wantto manage, goesalong withthem.........”
“我不管了,罗德哥哥,我什么都不想管了,随他们去吧………”„Like this?”
“这样好吗?”„............Yes, Elder Brother Rhodes, Ihave not wantedto goto managethemagain, sincetheyneverneedme, thenIdo not needthem, whatKingdom of Lightlaterwill turn into, Ido not manage, whyImustprotectthem, theyneverknowto feel grateful, such being the case, howthentheylikehowgoing.”
“…………是的,罗德哥哥,我已经不想再去管他们了,既然他们从来不需要我,那么我也不需要他们,光之国以后会变成什么样,我也不管了,我为什么要保护他们,他们从来不知道感恩,既然如此,那么他们爱怎么样就怎么样去吧。”ThisisRhodesfirsttimehearsthisfrom the Lilianmouth„willfully” the speech, coming out that looks, sheindeedhas lost heartwithdespaired, otherwise, Lilian was impossibleto saysuchwords. Howeverwhatis lucky, did not havein the organizationgoodwords and phrasesfrom her, Rhodeslistened to a favorable turn.
这还是罗德第一次从莉莉安嘴里听到这样“任性”的发言,看的出来,她的确已经死心和绝望了,不然的话,莉莉安是根本不可能说出这样的话了。不过幸运的是,从她那还没有组织好的词句之中,罗德还是听出了一丝转机。„Thisreally?”
“这样真的好吗?”„Elder Brother Rhodes?”
“罗德哥哥?”Hearsandasks that Rhodestakes great pains, thismakesLilianthinksomewhatstrangely, sheraised the head, is looking atpresentRhodes that confuses. But the feeling the Lilianvision, Rhodesis also looking steadily ather.
听到罗德不厌其烦的又开口询问了一遍,这让莉莉安觉得有些奇怪,她抬起头来,迷惑的望着眼前的罗德。而感受到莉莉安的目光,罗德也盯视着她。„Now the Continent of Lightanythingsituationyoualsoknow,everywhereisonegroup of chaotic, the disaster, the man-made disaster. TheseThievesalsoseize the chanceto startto plunderandrob, butthesepeoplemeet the experiencing sufferingpainfinally, thendied. But.........Thisisyouwantsreally?”
“现在光之大陆什么情况你也知道,到处都是一团乱,天灾,人祸。那些盗贼们也趁机开始掠夺和抢劫,而那些人最终会受尽痛苦,然后死去。可是………这真的是你想要的吗?”„I...............”
“我……………”„Persondied, anythingdid not have, Lilian. The painlamented that is the same, no mattertheybeforehave encounteredanythingat the point of death, aftertheydied, extricated. could it be are youwillingto makethemsuchwith easeextricate? No, Lilian, totheybiggestpenalty, originatesfromtheirfears. Ithink,youshouldbe very clear, whatKingdom of Lightfearsisanything.”
“人死了,就什么都没有了,莉莉安。无论是痛苦还是悔恨都是一样,不管他们在临死前遭遇过什么,但是当他们死去之后,就解脱了。难道你愿意让他们这么轻松的解脱?不,莉莉安,对他们最大的惩罚,就是来源于他们自己的恐惧。我想,你应该很清楚,光之国最恐惧的是什么吧。”„.....................”
“…………………”SpokefacingRhodes', Lilianpeacefulnodded, whatherveryclearKingdom of Lightmostwas certainly afraidwasanything, whythisisshewill also faceso the reason of region. Butreason thatbeforesheanythinghad not done, because ofso. However, nowElder Brother Rhodessaid that whatthesedo make?
面对罗德的说话,莉莉安安静的点了点头,她当然很清楚光之国最害怕的是什么,这也是她为什么会面对如此境地的原因。而之前她之所以一直什么都没有做,也正是因为如此。不过,现在罗德哥哥说这些做什么?„Deathwas nottotheirpenalties, buttotheirextrications, Lilian.”
“死亡不是对他们的惩罚,而是对他们的解脱,莉莉安。”Saidhere, Rhodeswalked up, is gazing at the doublepupil of Lilian.
说道这里,罗德走上前去,注视着莉莉安的双眸。„Yourcould it behas not thought that whyonly will then Kingdom of Lighthavethissituation? IfKingdom of the Nightmostlyis some deceased people of being obedient, thenKingdom of LawandmyTerritory of the Voiddo calculate? Draws backonestep, Moon? Lydia? Has the personto provokeherauthority, but did shemake concessions? All that youexperiencenoware notbecauseyourbeing incapable, because ofyourweakness. Lilian, yourweaknesshas encouragedtheirarrogance, yourmaking concessionsmakesthemreach out for a yard after taking an inch, andthinks oneself infallible. Yourcould it behas not thought that why do theyfear? Becausetheyare very clear, all that oneselfmakeare nottheyearn, theywill be afraidyousome daycompletelyto seizeall these, thiswill betheirfrightenedroots. Butnow, youmustdo, does not makethemextricatethoroughly, butmakesthemforeverliveduringfrightenedandtrembles, withtheirlife, as well as the posterity, cameforoneselfoncegreedilyandmade reparationsstupidly.”
“你难道就没有想过,为什么只有光之国才会出现这种情况?如果说夜之国大多是些听话的死人,那么法之国和我的虚空之领又怎么算?退一步来说,穆恩呢?莉蒂亚呢?不是没有人挑衅过她的权威,但是她退让了吗?你现在所经历的一切并不是因为你的无力,而是因为你的软弱。莉莉安,你的软弱助长了他们的气焰,你的退让使得他们得寸进尺,并且自以为是。你难道没有想过,他们为什么恐惧?因为他们很清楚,自己所做的一切并不是他们应得的,他们害怕你有朝一日会把这一切全部夺回去,这才是他们恐惧的根源。而现在,你要做的,不是让他们彻底解脱,而是让他们永远活在恐惧与战栗之中,用他们的一生,以及子孙后代,来为自己曾经的贪婪和愚蠢赎罪。”Was saying, Rhodesturned towardLilianto extendownhand. Butlooks at the hand that Rhodesis extendingdull, the eyepupil of Lilianstartsgraduallybecomesclear, bright, invisibleflame, startsto congealinhereyepupil.
一面说着,罗德一面向着莉莉安伸出了自己的手。而呆望着罗德伸出的手,莉莉安的眼眸渐渐开始变得清晰,明亮,一股无形的火焰,开始在她的眼眸之中凝结。„Did youprepare for? Lilian? Thiswasonelets the path that the personwas hardto choosecompared with the death, Iwill not sayanycontinentpeacesafetyand so onmatter, becausethisregardingpresentyoumeaningless. Then, whetheryouare willingto use another form, reports backthemto take to all your?”
“你做好准备了吗?莉莉安?这是一条比死亡更加让人难以抉择的道路,我不会说什么大陆的和平安危之类的事情,因为这对于现在的你来说毫无意义。那么,你是否愿意用另外一种形式,去回报他们所带给你的一切呢?”SpokefacingRhodes', Liliansilent for a moment, thensheput out a hand, has grippedRhodes' hand, afterward, Lilianraised the head, inhereyepupil, has been full offirm and resolute and anger.
面对罗德的说话,莉莉安沉默片刻,接着她伸出手来,握住了罗德的手,随后,莉莉安抬起头,她的眼眸之中,充满了坚毅与怒火。„Iwant, Elder Brother Rhodes.”
“我愿意,罗德哥哥。”
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