SG :: Volume #5 熔火之心

#1299: I do not care


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As if came from the different world history, brought back in the Khadgar heart all dust-laden for a long time recollections. 一段仿佛来自异世界的‘历史’,勾起了卡德加心中所有尘封已久的回忆。 He had many youngster to vainly hope for, vainly hoped for oneself were a big hero who saved the world, vainly hoped for oneself became greatest mage, the leaving a good name history. 曾经的他有过很多的少年梦想,梦想自己是个拯救世界的大英雄,梦想自己成为最伟大的法师,留名青史。 His parents deliver to Dalaran to receive training him since childhood, taught that his is this. After his talent was activated, after doing obeisance the Medivh hanger-on, was looking forward to is also this. 他父母从小把他送到达拉然受训,教导他的是这个。当他的天赋被激活后,拜到麦迪文门下后,憧憬着的也是这个。 The goal is different from the dream. 目标不同于梦想。 The goal is able and spends the time to be achieved after the effort. 目标是可以经过努力和花时间能达到的。 But the dream is loftier, is more remote. 但梦想更为崇高,更为遥远。 Suddenly, oneself were informed, actually in this time balanced another World of Azeroth, oneself is a hero. 突然之间,自己被告知,其实在跟这个时间平衡的另一个艾泽拉斯世界里,自己是英雄。 Suddenly all dreams, complete vanity feeling, even is the chest empty feeling that type has occasionally, was filled up in the flash. 一时间所有的梦想,全部的虚荣感,甚至是那种偶尔出现的胸膛空洞的感觉,都在一瞬间被填满。 In the soul the long-silent feelings as if were awakened. 灵魂里沉寂已久的感触仿佛被唤醒了。 Originally...... I can also be so strong, can be worshipped......?” “原来……我也可以这么强,可以这么受人崇拜……吗?” This feeling is very indeed wonderful, what a pity the next quarter, Khadgar awakens immediately. 这种感觉的确很美妙,可惜下一刻,卡德加顿时惊醒过来。 Is this hero character, he? 这个英雄人物,还是他么? In parallel world in other time lines the matter, has the relations with the main time line that oneself are at this moment? 平行世界里其它时间线里发生的事情,跟自己此刻所在的主时间线有关系吗? Immediately, the head of Khadgar shakes backward, the entire body instead bends/bow. 顿时,卡德加的头向后一震,整个身体都反弓起来。 Perhaps, he in that world, in the leads like all heroic legend stories, is the rallying point of the world. 或许,那个世界的他,如同所有英雄传说故事里的主角,是世界的聚集点。 Because that real feeling brings brand-new to him . Moreover the very dangerous experience, making him a little not feel. 偏偏正是因为那份真实的感觉给他带来全新的、而且非常危险的体验,让他有点感觉不真实。 With the stop input of Duke thought that Khadgar discovered that own sense was also normal. 随着杜克意念的停止输入,卡德加发现自己的感官又正常了。 He is gasping for breath in gulps, this is a custom, the spirit body does not need to breathe. 他大口大口地喘着气,这是一个习惯,灵体并不需要呼吸。 Khadgar starts to distinguish carefully, what for real. 卡德加开始仔细分辨着,到底何为真实。 Duke has not spoken, does not have the reminder or forces Khadgar anything. 杜克没有说话,也没有提醒或者逼迫卡德加什么。 In the Duke imagination, without many people can withstand so attacks. The especially psychological dropping variance was too big. Was spending so bad 20 years of soul body profession, suddenly knows oneself can actually be very flamboyant , can how many people bear? 杜克想象中,没有多少人能承受如此冲击。特别是心理上的落差太大了。在度过了如此糟糕的二十年灵魂体生涯,突然知道自己其实可以很牛逼,又有多少人受得了? It looks like in Duke, this is even a bit like turns on Pandora's magic box, thing that possibly emits many many terrors, for example most negative mood. 杜克看来,这甚至有点像打开潘多拉的盒,可能放出很多很多恐怖的东西,比如最最负面的情绪。 However do not forget, Pandora magic box presses the bottom finally the thing is the hope! 然而别忘记,潘多拉盒最后压箱底的东西是希望! Therefore, Duke said that anything wants to bet. 所以,杜克说什么都想赌一把。 He wants to have a look at historically incomparably flamboyant Archmage Khadgar to have unearned reputation. 他想看看原本历史上无比牛逼的**师卡德加是不是浪得虚名。 With to magic perception irrelevant, in this world the talent good person were too many, finally becomes a useful adult and has several. Result, besides talent, more depends on the willpower. 跟对魔法的悟性无关,这世上天赋好的人太多了,最终成材的又有几个。成功与否,除了天赋之外,更多的取决于意志力。 The Khadgar will is always very firm. 卡德加的意志一向很是坚定。 Whistling whistling!” Khadgar is breathing heavily: „Can I look at again one time? Even...... can I have a look in that world future I......” “呼呼呼呼!”卡德加喘着粗气:“我可以再看一次吗?甚至……我能不能看看那个世界里将来的我……” Ok.” Duke light reply at the same time, sends again the image that Lane system spirit comes out. “可以。”杜克淡淡回答的同时,再次把系统精灵出来的影像发过去。 Khadgar closes the eye, he relaxes oneself sense slowly, lets invade sea of consciousness massive images to be gradually easy and comfortable, until it becomes such as looked the thing, looks at movie anything, wind through from oneself smoothly at present. 卡德加闭上眼睛,他慢慢地放松自己的感官,让侵入自己意识海的大量影像逐渐安逸下来,直到它变得如看东西、看电影什么的流畅地,一幕幕从自己眼前流过。 Khadgar immerses in that again virtual I in another world. In that real virtual world, he opens the eyes, the deep breath one breath. 卡德加再次沉浸在那个虚拟的‘另一个世界的我’里面。在那个真实的虚幻世界里,他张开双眼,深呼吸一口气。 Now, he stands in one is only his recollection, stands in a microcosm centered on him, what body racing wells up is in that world the energy of the world, the feeling, in 20 years as the soul body is impossible to feel the feeling that. 现在,他站在一份只属于他的‘回忆’,站在一个以他为中心的小世界里,身上奔涌的是那个世界里全世界的能量,感受的,是身为灵魂体二十年里不可能感受到的感觉。 This is very fresh, is very heavy, makes him be able to see thing that some he could not see...... 这很新鲜,也很沉重,更让他得以看到一些原本他看不到的东西…… Right! In that world, he is a hero, he is a leader. 没错!在那个世界里,他是英雄,他是首领。 Similarly, he shoulders in the thing that main line world this/Ben does not need to shoulder. 同样地,他背负上很多在主线世界里本不需要背负的东西。 Choice! 抉择! High, almost every choice follows the pain and sacrifice, nothing does not need to pay the price to succeed, no war does not need to follow the death. 高位者,几乎每一个抉择都伴随着痛苦与牺牲,没有什么东西是不需要付出代价就能成功的,没有什么战争是不需要伴随死亡的。 Here, he before death is sad low rank mage. After choosing maintained the soul, he only needs to fulfill as the responsibility of steward, he can push all dangers to Duke, is own librarian, roams through in the books, immerses in the magic experiment. 在这里,他生前是个悲催的低阶法师。在选择了保持灵魂之后,他只需要履行身为管家的职责,他就能把所有的危险推给杜克,做自己的图书管理员,遨游在书海中,沉浸在魔法实验里面。 In that parallel world, he is alliance most important Adviser magic, is alliance's important leader. Every the speculation and policy about mysterious domain decided one time, is incomparably heavy. 在那个平行的世界里,他是联盟最重要的魔法顾问,同时也是联盟重要的领导人。每一次关于神秘领域的推测和方针决定,都是无比沉重的。 Has saying that the Khadgar mind was chaotic, intertwined, even exuded bitterly and astringently. 不得不说,卡德加的心灵混乱了,纠结了,甚至泛起了苦涩。 But at this time, Khadgar saw more things...... that is Duke makes him see unintentionally...... 可就在这时候,卡德加看到了更多东西……那是杜克有意无意让他看到的…… Sometimes, without the contrast , there would be no injury. 有时候,没有对比,就没有伤害。 Khadgar saw under the Duke leadership, first and second Dark Portal over two years finished. 卡德加看到了在杜克主导下,第一、二次黑暗之门总共两年多就结束了。 In own that world, used for six years. 自己那个世界里,则用了六年。 This, Duke vigorously develops the science and technology and economy, repeatedly strives to turn the tide, in the conventional war domain, the alliance almost presses the enemy to hit. 这一世,杜克大力发展科技和经济,屡次力挽狂澜,在常规战争领域,联盟几乎是压着敌人打。 That side oneself, the Lordaeron kingdom destroyed, had Alterac, Stromgarde Keep and Quel'Thalas...... almost entire Lordaeron mainland to make into the scorched earth, then the dark city is rising, the Sin'dorei kingdom turned to Horde...... 自己那边,洛丹伦王国毁灭了、还有奥特兰克激流堡奎尔萨拉斯……几乎整个洛丹伦大陆被打成焦土,然后幽暗城在崛起,辛多雷王国投靠了部落…… Only some pendulums contrast in the same place, Khadgar can feel truly, the gaps of two world big. 唯有摆在一起对比,卡德加才能真正感受到,两个世界的差距到底有多大。 Khadgar is very chaotic, the brain as if turned into one group of starch. He had not realized completely, in his train of thought incomparably while in a state of confusion, other five element envoys with astonishment extremely look that the Khadgar soul intensity is rising at the speed of how much level. 卡德加很混乱,脑子仿佛变成了一团浆糊。他完全没有意识到,就在他思绪无比混乱之际,其他五位元素使者惊愕万分地看着卡德加的灵魂强度以几何级的速度上升着。 This is......” Thaddius over the face is inconceivable. “这是……”塔迪乌斯满面不可思议。 Only has the soul that the process tests, is the most tenacious soul.” Alonsus sighed. “唯有经过考验的灵魂,才是最强韧的灵魂。”阿隆索斯叹气。 Duke has not disturbed Khadgar. 杜克没有打扰卡德加 Duke was also ready for any sacrifice, was ready for any sacrifice thoroughly! 杜克也是豁出去了,彻底地豁出去了! He really does not know, told Khadgar truth, will make this safeguard his Karazhan 22 years of steward to have anything to change loyally and devotedly. 他真不知道,告诉卡德加‘真相’,会让这位忠心耿耿看管了他的卡拉赞二十二年的管家发生什么变化。 He can only bet! 他只能去赌! whistling!” Khadgar non-stop breathing rapidly, finally, after two minutes, he as if calm. “呼呼呼!”卡德加不停急促呼吸着,最终,在两分钟后,他似乎冷静了下来。 The Duke sinking sound asked: Khadgar, what a pity? Hate? Perhaps, original you can do well.” 杜克沉声问道:“卡德加,可惜吗?怨恨么?或许,本来的你可以做得更好。” Khadgar raised the head smiles: Really Bronze Dragon dry/does living, human is very difficult to accept. I see me in another world am so martial-looking, which I a little do not make clear really I.” 卡德加抬头一笑:“果然青铜龙干的活,人类是很难接受的。我看到另一个世界的我是如此英武,我都有点搞不清楚哪个才是真的我。” Duke opens the mouth: „Do you think now?” 杜克开口:“你现在想好了吗?” Thought! I in this world am I, I in that world am also I. Since I in that world can achieve, I think that I can also be able to complete in my world.” At this point, Khadgar shows a mysterious smile: I know that I lord you to be worried about anything! I want to say that your worry is unnecessary.” “想好了!这个世界的我是我,那个世界的我也是我。既然那个世界的我可以做到,我想我在自己的世界也能做得好。”说到这里,卡德加露出一个神秘的笑容:“我知道吾主你在担心什么!我想说,你的担心是多余的。” Unnecessary?” “多余?” One such as you have the opportunity to become the emperor innumerable, but the reason that you actually give up is the same. My reason similar world his mother soon was also destroyed by Demon, whom I do not care about to work as that big hero!” “一如你无数次有机会成为皇帝,而你却放弃的理由一样。我的理由也差不多世界都他妈快要被恶魔毁灭了,我根本不在乎谁去当那个大英雄!”
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