After putting down the wine glass, Chen Nuosaid the answer: „Because...... shewas dying. Ianythingdo not wantto donowagain, onlywantsfull poweris accompanyingher, finding the wayto saveher! In addition, othermatter, Iwill not doagain!”
放下酒杯后,陈诺说出了答案:“因为……她快死了。我现在什么都不想再去做,只想全力的去陪着她,想办法救好她!除此之外,别的事情,我都不会再去做了!”Severalgirlsdo not speak.
几个女孩都不说话了。In the heartonly hasdoubts.
心中只有一个疑惑。
Did Starry Sky Empress...... soondie?!星空女皇……快要死了?!
……
・„Matterof that day, came to an endonbysuchending.”Kaoru Nishijolooks atChen Nuo, the toneis very helpless: „ What to do can wealso?
“那天的事情,就以这样的结尾而告终了。”西城薰看着陈诺,语气很无奈:“我们还能怎么办呢?Youfell in love withStarry Sky Empress, youmustwithherin the same place, moreoveryoualsotoldus, thewoman who youloved, soondied, youonlywantto accompanysideher, took care ofher, savedher......
你爱上了星空女皇,你要跟她在一起,而且你还告诉我们,你爱的这个女人,快要死了,你只想陪在她身边,照顾她,救好她……Suchreason, whatmeanswehave to deny, canreject?
这样的理由,我们有什么办法能否定,能拒绝?Actually, Fireflyhad saidwithmeafterwardsomewords, thisSouth Koreawoman has been very abnormal.
其实,萤火虫后来和我说过一些话,这个南高丽的女人一直很变态的。SheandIsaid,whatifyoufall in loveisotherwhatwoman, mustretireforher.
她和我说,如果你爱上的是别的什么女人,要为她退休的话。Sheevenplanned that does not hesitateto get angrywithyou, mustmassacrethatwoman.
她甚至打算不惜和你翻脸,都要去杀掉那个女人。However, whenyousaid,shehas been dying...... she to feelyouat that timesadnessat heart.
但是,当你说,她已经快死了……她能感觉到你当时心里的悲伤。Therefore, shechoseto give up.
于是,她选择放弃了。Therefore, after that night, weleft, everyone helplessdeparture.
所以,那天晚上之后,我们离开了,每个人都无奈的离开了。Yousaid,youmustretire, wedo not have the means.
你说,你要退休,我们没有办法。
The latertwoyears, youreallyno longercontactwithus, reallyno longerinquired aboutanything.
之后的两年时间,你果然不再和我们联系,果然不再过问任何事情。Weare still maintaining the one-way contactwithFox,
只是我们还在和狐狸保持着单线联系,OthersIdo not know,Ireturned toTokyo, bought a smalldojo, Ievenalso a smallcoffee shop.
别人我不知道,我回到了东京,买了一个小小的武馆,我甚至还开了一个小咖啡店。Twoyears, Ias ifreturned to the life of average person.
两年的时间,我仿佛回到了普通人的生活。But onlyIknow,Iatmanynight, innumerablewantto take offthat on wall the blade, wantsfinallyownlife.
但只有我自己知道,我在很多个夜晚,无数次的想摘下墙壁上的那把刀,想结果自己的生命。I who howothersthinkdo not know.
别人怎么想的我不知道。Ionlyknow that...... inthisworld, thatperson who Icare aboutonly, hedid not wantme, leftme. ”
我只知道……这个世界上,我唯一在乎的那个人,他不要我了,离开我了。”Kaoru Nishijo, the eye was also at this point red, but the toneactuallybecamehard: „ Youknow why wethattimehaven't died?西城薰说到这里,眼睛也红了,只是语气却变得坚硬了起来:“你知道我们为什么那次都没死么?Becausewe are very cruel!
因为我们都很残忍!Wetoothers, toourselves, are very cruel!
我们对别人,对自己,都很残忍!Weare very clear, yousaid that womanwas dying!
我们很清楚,你说,那个女人快死了!Sinceshewere dying, then, wecouldwait!
既然她快死了,那么,我们也许可以等一等!Perhaps, whenshedied, yourlaughableloveended, youwill come back!
也许,等她死了,你那个可笑的爱情结束了,你就会回来!
Becoming the Yama of our crowd of ghosts! ”
重新成为我们这群鬼魂的阎罗!”At this point, the smile on Kaoru Nishijoface becomes strongandcallous, sheraises uptwofingersslowly.
说到这里,西城薰脸上的笑容变得强硬而冷酷,她缓缓的竖起两根手指。
„ Twoyears! Iwaited for twoyears, hisherpersonalsowaited for twoyears!
“两年!我等了两年,其她人也等了两年!In the two years, weobtain some of your newsfromFoxthere.
这两年,我们从狐狸那里得到一些你的消息。Youare accompanyingthatwoman, rides your ship, travelling of the world.
你陪着那个女人,坐着你的那条船,全世界的游历。Youdo not know that Foxdid make the monitoringto your ship? Sheevenspared nothingseveraltimeto fall the satellites of severalcountriesblack, forwantsto know where youarrived, were makinganything.
你不知道狐狸对你的那条船做了监控吧?她甚至不惜代价的好几次黑掉了几个国家的卫星,就是为了想知道你到哪里了,在做什么。Youaccompanythatwomanto go to sea, travellingworld.
你陪着那个女人出海,游历世界。Evenyouaccompanyherto fish the shark.
甚至你陪着她钓鲨鱼。Youandshecelebrate the carnivalinSouth Americatogether.
你在南美和她一起过狂欢节。Youaccompanyherto catch the polar bearto look at the aurorainNorth Pole.
你在北极陪着她去抓北极熊去看极光。Youleadherto go toAfrica......
你带着她去非洲……Theseweknow!
这些我们都知道!Then, youlost the newsgradually, evenFoxcould not findyou.
然后,你渐渐的失去了消息,连狐狸也找不到你了。Losesyournewsthoroughlythatseveralmonths, wewent crazy were the same.
彻底失去你消息的那几个月的时间,我们都发疯了一样。
The Li Yingwanone breathhad the assignments of nineassassinations, but alsoruns the chaos caused by wararea.李颖婉一口气接了九个暗杀的任务,还跑去战乱地区。Thatwomanis a lunatic! Isawhertimeafterwardagain, is away fromcansmellonherfar away the bloodyair/Qi!
那个女人是个疯子!我后来再见到她的时候,隔着老远就能闻到她身上的血腥气!Hummingbird, shebecamemore and morenervous, sheno onebelieves,sheis not willingwithanyhumancontact, sheto closeoneselfin the manor, disbandedallservants.
还有蜂鸟,她变得越来越神经质了,她谁都不相信,她不肯和任何人类接触,她把自己关在庄园里,遣散了所有的仆人。Isawhertimeafterward, Ialsothinkoneselfsaw a primitive man! Onher don't completeclotheseven have, to put on a bearskinyouto know?
我后来见到她的时候,我还以为自己看到了一个原始人!她身上甚至连一件完整的衣服都没有,穿着一件熊皮你知道么?Fox, she, becausetolook foryourwhereabouts, spares nothingto infiltratethesenationalofficialsatellites, byninenationalrowsinwanted list!
还有狐狸,她因为为了寻找你的下落,不惜代价的去渗透那些国家官方的卫星,被九个国家列上了通缉名单!Ifduring that time, continuedto be manyagainsometime, youdefinitelycould not seeus.
如果那段时间,再继续多一些时间的话,你肯定就看不到我们了。We may go crazy dead.
我们可能都会发疯死掉。Luckily......
幸好……Youappearedfinally.
你终于还是出现了。Beforewego crazyentirelythoroughly, youappearedfinally.
就在我们统统彻底发疯之前,你终于出现了。
After being under the order that youconveneagain, we are almost the earliest possible timerush.
再一次得到你召集的命令后,我们几乎是第一时间就奔赴而来。Then, whathas not thought that youbroughtYu Naitang.
然后,没想到的是,你带来了鱼鼐棠。
The Naitangsauce...... actuallyIdo not have the hostilitytoher.鼐棠酱……其实我对她并没有敌意。But, youtoldus, shewas the disciple of thatwoman, thatwomanhas died. Shewill joinus......
但,你告诉我们,她是那个女人的弟子,那个女人已经死了。她会加入我们……Wedo not likeher, does not likeher.
我们并不喜欢她,真的,并不喜欢她。Even ifsheandwehave no gratitude and grudges. Butbecauseonlysheis the disciple of thatwoman, thisreasonwas enough.
哪怕她和我们没有任何恩怨。但只因为她是那个女人的弟子,就这一个原因就足够了。Youhope that weacceptherjoining, weaccepted.
只是你希望我们接受她的加入,我们就接受了。Becauseweunderstand...... at least, youcame back!
因为我们明白……至少,你回来了!Comparesyouto come backthismatter, thenotherentire worldanythingare unimportant! ”
相比你回来这件事情,那么全世界其他的任何事情都不重要了!”
……
・Chen Nuostaticlistened toYu Naitangto saythese.陈诺静静的听鱼鼐棠说完了这些。Hisexpressionchanges countenanceslightly.
他的表情微微动容。Then, Chen Nuosighedgently, proceedsto bend down the body, made an effortto pat the Kaoru Nishijoemaciatedshoulder.
然后,陈诺轻轻一叹,往前俯过身子,用力拍了拍西城薰瘦弱的肩膀。
„ Actually...... Ishouldtoyousay that sorry.
“其实……我应该对你们都说一句对不起的。Un, thisisIowesyou.
嗯,这算是我欠你们的。Butat that time...... possiblyIreallydid not haveothermeans.
但当时……可能我真的没有别的办法吧。Moreover...... the presentsaysthissorry, possiblyalsoalreadylate.
而且……现在说这句对不起,可能也已经晚了。But, said.
但,还是说吧。Really, is unfair toyouvery much. ”
真的,很对不起你们。”
The Kaoru Nishijobodyshakes, hercomplexionis complex, buthas the sadlook: „ BOSS?西城薰身子一震,她面色复杂,但是却带着哀伤的眼神:“BOSS?You...... actuallythesewords, youcame backinitially, has saidwithus.
你……其实这些话,你当初回来的时候,也和我们说过了。Yousaid that youwere sorryvery much, butyoudid not haveothermeansnot to haveotherchoiceat that time...... ”
你说你很抱歉,但是你当时没有别的办法没有别的选择……”Chen Nuoknits the brows, hepullsoneselfhair: „Have I...... said?”陈诺皱眉,他抓了抓自己的头发:“我……说过么?”Then, heis staring at the eye of Kaoru Nishijo, saidlet the Kaoru Nishijosurprisedwords.
然后,他盯着西城薰的眼睛,说出了让西城薰惊讶的话。
„ Then...... Iwas really sorryvery much.
“那么……我真的很抱歉了。Theseprocesses that because...... you said that thesethings that yousaid......
因为……你说的这些经过,你说的这些事情……Inow, do not remembercompletely.
我现在,都完全不记得了。Saidaccurately,Idiscardedthattwoyears of memoryprobably.
准确的说,我好像丢掉了那两年的记忆。From2007, Istarttrip to Antarctic, knewLu Xixiduringthataction.
从2007年,我开始南极之行,在那次行动之中认识了鹿细细。Againto2009, after Lu Xixidied, Ireturn tosideyou......
再到2009年,鹿细细死掉之后,我回到你们身边……
The memory of middleentiretwoyears of time......
中间的这整整两年时光的记忆……Ientirely, do not remember.
我统统,都不记得了。Thisremembering, was cancelled. ”
这段记忆,被人抹去了。”
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