Chapter 287 【Forgotten person】 第287章【被遗忘的人】 The muzzle points at the head, Sophia is not daring to move heedlessly. 枪口指着脑袋,索菲亚不敢乱动。 Her obvious feeling, withstand/top on own head that the spear/gun, in shivering slightly, the opposite party is also obviously anxious. 她明显的感觉到,顶在自己脑袋上的那把枪,在微微的颤抖,显然对方也非常紧张。 Sophia very wise has not made the unnecessary movement. 索菲亚很明智的没有做出多余的动作。 Fellow who this blocking the way robs, is seemingly timid, is actually most dangerous! 这种拦路抢劫的家伙,看似胆怯,却其实最危险不过！ If that expert who takes the steady spear/gun, is psychologically stable, very clear anything can do anything will be undoable very carefully, the risk based on this, unless it is absolutely essential, not under cruel methods. 若是那种拿得稳枪的老手,心态稳定,很清楚什么能做什么不能做,会很仔细的把风险控制在一定范围内,不到万不得已,不会下狠手。 But this timid jackal, was different. 但这种胆怯的豺狗,就不同了。 This person mentality is very complex, is anxious, is afraid, is timid, simultaneously and savage, does not work the self-control strength, the slightest sign of trouble, is very slightly easy under reckless chaotic the cruel methods, reckless. 这种人心态很复杂,又紧张,又害怕,又胆怯,同时又凶残,做事情没有自我控制力,稍微风吹草动,就很容易不顾一切的乱下狠手,不顾后果。 This actually was also Huaxia often said that the unripe melon spherical object was best not to annoy, a meaning. 这其实也就是华夏常说的,生瓜蛋子最好别惹,一个意思。 This person takes the spear/gun to stare at Sophia, oneself hand is shaking, Sophia deeply inspires, without the resistance, has not made the unnecessary movement, has not gone to try to dig up to insert the pistol in armpit rifle scabbard. 这人拿着枪盯着索菲亚,自己手都在抖,索菲亚深吸了口气,没有反抗,没有做多余的动作,没有去试图扒出插在腋下枪套里的手枪。 The movement very slow shoving open vehicle door gets out. 动作很慢的推开车门下了车。 The boots step on fully are on the street of sandy soil, Sophia carefully looked at the opposite party. 靴子踩在满是沙土的马路上,索菲亚仔细的看了看对方。 The woman who except that works as the bait in the middle of the streets, this is pointing at beside oneself fellow with the spear/gun in addition, the opposite party also has a person. 除了在马路中间当诱饵的女人,加上这个用枪指着自己的家伙之外,对方还有一个人。 A stature skinny man, found out the body from the street slopeway, in the hand also takes a spear/gun, is pointing at itself. 一个身材干瘦的男人,从马路边的坡道下探出了身子来,手里也拿着一把枪,指着自己。 The wear of these three fellows are very worn-out, particularly two men, the body is dirty. 这三个家伙的穿着都很破旧,尤其是两个男人,身上脏兮兮的。 On that woman is binding a kerchief, arrange/cloth skirt seems like the Gypsy style. 那个女人头上裹着一个头巾,身上的布裙子看起来就像是吉普赛风格。 These three people, are the attire of standard wanderer. 这三个人,都是标准的流浪汉的装束。 Thinks of here, in the Sophia heart jumped, looks to the front that automobile. 想到这里,索菲亚心中一跳,看向了前面的那辆汽车。 At this time got out to approach, Sophia saw clearly, in the front that automobile, on the driver seat also had the bloodstain. 这个时候下车走近了,索菲亚才看清楚了,前面的那辆汽车里,驾驶座上还有血迹。 Under the slope of roadside, is lying down a corpse: An old person lies down under the slopeway, the body is leaning, on head a hole. 路边的坡下,躺着一具尸体:一个老人躺在坡道下,身子侧着,脑袋上一个窟窿。 Obviously, the car(riage) of roadside, is not these three hoodlums all- is also these people robs. 显然,路边的这辆车,也不是这三个暴徒所有的-也是这些人抢劫的。 Perhaps oneself ran upon by chance. 自己恐怕只是碰巧撞上了。 Sophia with thrusting, proceeded to stagger several steps, then that woman running over of fast, searched to Sophia, quick from her coat, found the armpit rifle scabbard, clinched the spear/gun. 索菲亚被用力推了一下,往前踉跄了几步,然后那个女人飞快的跑了过来,对索菲亚搜身,很快就从她的外套下,找到了腋下的枪套,把枪摘走了。 Sophia sighed. 索菲亚叹了口气。 Sees the seed young boy also from the vehicle, arrived at the roadside, in the spear/gun by that thin person hoodlum hand was pointing at...... 看见种子小男孩也从车上下来,走到了路边,被那个瘦子暴徒手里的枪指着…… Sophia said in a low voice: „ Do not be anxious, we can not revolt. 索菲亚低声道:“别紧张,我们可以不反抗的。 Do you need the car(riage)? 你们需要车是么？ This car(riage) you can drive away. 这辆车你们可以开走。 On vehicle also some food, in the cabinet of copilot a little cash. 车上还有一些食物,副驾驶的柜子里有一点现金。 This was my complete thing, you can take away. 这是我的全部东西了,你们都可以拿走。 Hears me! 听说我！ These you can take away, I will not revolt. 这些你们都可以拿走,我不会反抗。 You do not need to harm the person. ” 你们没必要伤害人的。” The experience of many years of travel, is the experience in army. 无论是多年旅行的经验,还是在军队之中的经历。 According to the custom of West, the approach that Sophia displays at this moment, without doubt is by the scoundrel with the gun threat time wisest approach: Do not try to enrage the scoundrel. 按照西方的习俗,索菲亚此刻表现出的做法,无疑是处在被歹徒用枪支威胁时候最明智的做法:不要试图激怒歹徒。 The thin person scoundrel has not cared about the seemingly young seed, ran up to near the Sophia car(riage) fast, opened the vehicle door to search for the little while. 瘦子歹徒没有太在意看起来年幼的种子,飞快的跑到了索菲亚的车边,打开车门搜了会儿。 „Found!” “找到了！” This person discovers the bill that several turned excitedly, shook shaking: „Some back row also food and water.” 这人兴奋的找出了几张翻出来的钞票,晃了晃:“后排还有一些食物和水。” „Pitifully, money were too few.” The woman in that scoundrel shakes the head, the tone is somewhat discontented. “可惜了,钱太少。”那个歹徒中的女人摇头,语气有些不满。 „I only had so many.” Sophia uses the temperate language gas channel/angrily said as far as possible: „This car(riage) can selling point money.” “我只带了这么多。”索菲亚尽量用温和的语气道:“这辆车还是可以卖点钱的。” The vision of that woman changed several changed. 那个女人的目光变了几变。 „The vehicle-borne broadcasting station on vehicle is I installs, you disassemble, looks for Gejiu Store also to sell a money.” Sophia as far as possible convinced these attitudes: „ My cell phone, gives you. “车上的车载电台是我自己装的,你们拆卸下来,找个旧货店也能卖上点钱。”索菲亚尽量的去说服这些态度:“还有我的手机,也给你们。 This was all my valuables. 这是我所有的贵重物品了。 Jokes aside, does not need to harm us. 说真的,没必要伤害我们。 Let alone child. ” 何况还有个孩子。” „Claire! How to say?” “克莱尔！怎么说？” That thin person stands near the car(riage) asks loudly. 那个瘦子站在车边大声问道。 „Shut up, fool! Let Claire make the decision!” Points at the Sophia man to tremble with the spear/gun anxiously. “闭嘴,傻瓜！让克莱尔做决定！”拿枪指着索菲亚的男子紧张的哆嗦着。 These three people are not the recidivists, obviously does not know where got so far as the spear/gun, does a ticket making up time money. 这三个人都不是惯犯,显然是不知道从哪里弄到了枪,就来干一票抢点钱。 However after letting slip killed the previous vehicle owner, the appearance of this moment three people of mentality a little collapse edges. 但是失手打死了上一个车主后,此刻三人的心态都有点崩溃边缘的样子。 That woman calmest, makes an effort to clench teeth actually. 那个女人倒是最镇定的一个,用力咬了咬牙。 In her hand takes the spear/gun that searches for from Sophia. 她手里拿着从索菲亚身上搜来的枪。 Suddenly, this woman complexion one cold, lifts to snatch, was touching off the trigger to Sophia! 忽然,这个女人脸色一冷,抬起抢来,对着索菲亚扣动了扳机！ Bang!! 砰！！ The Sophia body shakes, fell down directly! 索菲亚身子一震,直接倒在了地上！ This spear/gun hit in her left abdomen, her body rolled up one group, felt that seemed punched a fist ruthlessly- this feeling, is exactly the same as the taste that her several years of previous accident/surprise was hit. 这一枪打在了她的左侧腹部,她身子蜷缩成一团,就感觉到仿佛被人狠狠的揍了一拳-这种感觉,和她几年前一次意外中枪的滋味一模一样。 Under the body quick has the warm blood to flow. 身下很快就有温热的血液流淌出来。 „......” Yelling of Sophia pain, in the eye flashes through a despair. “啊……”索菲亚痛苦的大叫,眼睛里闪过一丝绝望。 „She saw our appearances!” The female gangster is pale, tone very tense appearance: „ We kill people! But she saw our appearances! Does not want to be held by the police, can only kill her! “她看到我们的样子了！”女匪徒脸色苍白,语气很紧张的样子:“我们杀了人！而她看到我们的样子了！不想被警察抓住,就只能杀了她！ This is small! 还有这个小的！・ Mark, killed him! ” 马克,杀了他！” The young thin person body trembles, screamed: „God! Claire! I do not want to kill the child!!” 年轻的瘦子身子一哆嗦,却尖叫道:“上帝啊！克莱尔！我可不想杀小孩子！！” Saying, in the hand points at the muzzle of seed to go all out to shiver. 说着,手里指着种子的枪口拼命颤抖。 The seed is lifting the eyelid, tranquil looked at this person to be the same, then slightly frowns, arrived at the Sophia side slowly, bends the waist, looks at Sophia. 种子抬着眼皮,平静的看了这人一样,然后略皱了下眉头,缓缓走到了索菲亚的身边,弯下腰来,看着索菲亚。 The Sophia body is twitching, makes an effort to cover the muzzle, but the blood non-stop flows from the finger. The both eyes look is incapable, has swept the seed the time, as if instinct shouts fast in a low voice: „Runs, run, runs......” 索菲亚身体抽搐着,用力捂着枪口,但鲜血还是不停的从手指里流淌出来。双目眼神无力,扫过种子的时候,仿佛本能的飞快低声喊道:“跑,快跑,快跑……” Seed: „............” 种子:“…………” „Mark!!” “马克！！” The female gangster screamed one: „Killed him!” 女匪徒尖叫一声:“杀了他！” The thin person gangster expression is twisting, lifts gun, the muzzle runs back and forth in confusion, but twisted the face to lay down the spear/gun eventually, said loudly: „No! I cannot start!! Damn!! Claire, this is a child!!” 瘦子匪徒表情扭曲着,举起枪来,枪口乱晃,但终究还是扭曲着脸放下了枪,大声道:“不！我下不了手！！见鬼！！克莱尔,这还是个小孩子！！” „Disso! You come!” The female gangster is exclaiming to other that man. “迪索！你来！”女匪徒对着另外那个男子吼道。 That man clenches teeth, is ready with the rifle firing, muzzle to seed. 那个男子咬牙,端起枪来,枪口对着种子。 The seed turns a blind eye, but knits the brows to look that lies down in Sophia that the ground shivers. 种子视若无睹,只是皱眉看着躺在地上颤抖的索菲亚。 Hesitant, the seed put out a hand, gripped the hand of Sophia. 犹豫了一下,种子伸出手去,握住了索菲亚的手。 Sophia both eyes gradually absent-minded, then pointed at actually makes an effort to get hold of the hand of seed- this was an action of instinct. 索菲亚双目渐渐失神,然后手指却用力握紧了种子的手-这是一种本能的举动。 Like the person of drowning, will hold anything to be the same subconsciously. 就如同溺水的人,会下意识的抓住任何东西一样。 „Damn! I cannot start!” “该死的！我也下不了手！” The male gangster also laid down the spear/gun finally, seeks help same looks to the female gangster: „Claire......” 男匪徒也终于放下了枪,求助一样的看向女匪徒:“克莱尔……” „Two waste!” The female gangster seems in three people the most ruthless pillar, said wickedly: „Disso, your soft egg! Most ominous that usually shouted, by essential time, you and Mark same were the waste! Later do not want to climb up my bed again!” “两个废物！”女匪徒仿佛才是三人之中最狠的主心骨,恶狠狠道:“迪索,你这个软蛋！平时叫嚷的最凶,到了关键的时候,你和马克一样都是废物！以后你别想再爬上我的床！” Saying, the female gangster bites the tooth, lifted the muzzle to aim at the seed. 说着,女匪徒咬住牙,抬起枪口对准了种子。 „Why?” The seed raised the head suddenly, looks to this female gangster named Claire, suddenly asked one gently. “为什么呢？”种子忽然抬起头来,看向这个叫克莱尔的女匪徒,忽然轻轻的问了一句。 „What...... did you say? Little fellows?” The female gangster said wickedly: „Transfers! No damn thinks so me! Transfers!!” “……你说什么？小家伙？”女匪徒恶狠狠道:“把头转过去！别他妈的这么看着我！转过去！！” „Why did I say......?” “我说……为什么呢？” The seed as if sighed gently, seemed inquiring , seems thinking aloud to be the same: „ You...... are on this star the most higher life. 种子仿佛轻轻叹了口气,仿佛是在询问,又仿佛是在自言自语一样:“你们……已经是这个星球上最高等的生命了。 But why you like slaughtering and plundering so much mutually. 可是为什么你们这么喜欢互相杀戮和掠夺呢。 If for a loftier reason...... for example the evolution of life, is promoted...... such plundering, can be understood in universe civilization. 如果是为了更崇高的理由……比如生命的进化,晋级……这样的掠夺,在宇宙文明里是可以被理解的。 However you...... as if slaughtering with plundering this matter, regard the potluck same...... 但是你们……仿佛把杀戮和掠夺这种事情,当成家常便饭一样…… To you, slaughters and plunders this matter, can, because any common reason was started. 对你们而言,杀戮和掠夺这种事情,可以因为任何一种毫不起眼的理由就被发动。 A quarrel, a mood, to obtain a copulation power, or for little property...... 一次争吵,一次情绪,为了得到一次交配权,或者是为了一点点财物…… Even is possibly because looks at anything suddenly uncomfortable...... 甚至是可能就因为忽然看什么东西不爽…… Actually, this is really I until now the matter that is difficult to understand. ” 其实,这真的是一种我一直以来都很难理解的事情。” The sound of seed is light, even has his this mortal body age unique infant voice, that eye static staring female gangster. 种子的声音清清淡淡,甚至带着他这个肉身的年纪特有的童音,那双眼睛静静的凝视着女匪徒。 „ Higher life, is actually making the behavior logic of various low level lives. Is really contradictory. “高等的生命,却偏偏做着各种低级生命的行为逻辑。真的非常矛盾呀。 You need money well......, on the power considers and to rob commodity of survival. 你们需要钱……好吧,就权且当是为了抢夺生存的物资。 But, I am very clear, you snatched this car(riage), stole some money, will not regard to change your destiny these commodities the chip. 可是,我很清楚,你们抢到了这辆车,抢到了一些钱,也根本不会把这些物资当成改变你们命运的筹码。 The car(riage) that you snatch today, will sell out it, changes into the little money. 你们今天抢到的车,会把它卖掉,换成一点点钱。 However these money, you will not have the consciousness uses in the correct place...... is used to change own destiny, changes own life rank, the social position, wait wait/etc. etc....... 但是这些钱,你们不会有意识的去用在正确的地方……用来改变自己的命运,改变自己的生命等级,社会地位,等等等等…… No! You cannot! 不！你们不会的！ You will be impatient, these money, takes away the purchase alcoholic beverage, even is some can anaesthetize own specially-made medicine. 你们会迫不及待的,把这些钱,拿去购买酒精饮料,甚至是一些可以麻醉自己的特制的药物。 Then hides in the residence that oneself hide temporarily, dirty place, with alcohol and medicine, anaesthetizes itself, was obtained one by oneself is the enjoyment of moment. 然后躲进自己暂时藏身的住所,肮脏的地方,用酒精和药物,来麻醉自己,让自己得到一是片刻的欢娱。 Then, meaningless spending freely and wastes, you to slaughter and plunder such behavior, is the price, but these wealth obtained. 然后,毫无意义的挥霍和浪费掉,你们以杀戮和掠夺这样的行为,为代价,而得到的这些钱财。 After spending freely, you are you, will not have any change to oneself. 挥霍掉之后,你们还是你们,不会对自己有任何改变。 Is still dirty, useless, trash same waste. 依然是肮脏的,无用的,垃圾一样的废物。 Therefore I very curious...... 所以我很好奇…… You have the semblance of higher life like this, is actually making the low organism behavior logic exists...... 你们这样的有着高等生命的外表,却做着低等生物行为逻辑的存在…… Has what significance. ” 到底有什么意义。” Claire dumbfounded looks at present this child. 克莱尔目瞪口呆的看着眼前这个小孩子。 What this child without a doubt is strange, strange. 这个孩子毫无疑问的是诡异的,古怪的。 However the body has an unusual attraction. 但是身上却带着一种奇特的吸引力。 She is not clear, why oneself, listening to this child saying that such talked over the telephone. 就连她自己都不明白,自己为什么会这么愣愣的,听着这个小孩子说完这么一达通话。 „ Although from starting is only an accident/surprise, in my also not subjective consciousness wants to help you...... “虽然从开始就只是一个意外,我也并没有主观意识上的想帮助你们…… However at this moment, has to say. 但是此刻,不得不说。 As your world, the founding god of this higher life...... 身为你们这个世界,这个高等生命的创始神…… I a little am really disappointed. ” 我真的有点失望。” The seed sighed gently: „This disappointment, roasted a box of biscuit like oneself, actually the discovery, after biting one, unexpectedly is one share mildewy flavor is the same.” 种子轻轻一叹:“这种失望,就像自己烤了一箱饼干,却发现,咬上一口后,居然是一股子发霉的味道一样。” Saying, the seed is shaking the head. 说着,种子摇摇头。 Pū passes! 噗通！ Pū passes! Pū passes!! 噗通！噗通！！ Instantaneously, three gangsters do not utter a word simultaneously, fell down suddenly! 瞬间,三个匪徒同时一声不吭的,陡然倒在了地上！ Does not have the indication, after three people fall to the ground, again is breathless, the spear/gun in hand also fell on the ground. Even at the same time breathes cuts off, the heartbeat stops! 毫无征兆的,三个人倒地后就再无声息,手里的枪也落在了地上。甚至同时呼吸断绝,心跳停止！ The seed has not actually gained ground looks at these three gangster one eyes again, but gently bends down, took a fresh look to Sophia. 种子却并没有抬头再看这三个匪徒一眼,而是轻轻的俯下身子,重新看向了索菲亚。 „ Bullet punctured your intestines, rips open your left side kidney, created serious internal hemorrhage. “子弹打穿了你的肠子,撕开你你左侧的肾,造成的严重的内出血。 If as expected, you will pass out in several minutes, then died. ” 不出意外的话,你会在几分钟内失去知觉,然后死亡。” Sophia could not have spoken, pinched the finger of seed palm also loosening that is incapable , the look has been starting lax...... 索菲亚已经说不出话了,原本捏着种子手掌的手指也已经无力的松开,眼神已经开始涣散…… „Luckily, I thought you are a good person.” “不过幸好,我觉得你是一个不错的人。” The seed sighed gently: „ Within one day, in four human...... has one good. 种子轻轻叹了口气:“一天之内,遇到的四个人类里……有一个还挺不错。 Was this explained that my founding god, is not considered as that the complete failure. ” 这是不是说明了,我这个创始神,也不算是彻底失败呢。” Saying, he then looked at three of one ground to lose the gangster of vitality, then the look moved gently. 说着,他这才回头看了一眼地上的三个已经失去了生机的匪徒,然后轻轻眼神一动。 Quick, the bodies of three gangsters are rapid, bunch of vigorous courage vigor were extracted by the invisible strength, fell in the hand of seed. 很快,三个匪徒的身上迅速干枯,一团团生机盎然的血气被无形的力量抽取出来,落在了种子的手里。 „ This is the value of slaughtering and plundering is at! “这才是杀戮和掠夺的价值所在啊！ Annihilates the useless waste, gives usefully the vitality of survival exists...... ” 把无用的废物消灭掉,把生存的生命力给与有用的存在……” Courage vigor flowing slowly to the body of Sophia , the wound of this woman abdomen was healing rapidly, was punctured and internal organs internal organs of tearing is also growing rapidly. 血气缓缓的流淌到了索菲亚的身体里,这个女人腹部的伤口飞速的愈合着,被打穿和撕裂的内脏脏器也飞速的成长着。 pā tà, a bullet of distortion fell from her wound, was pinched to discard by the seed conveniently. 啪嗒一声,一枚变形的子弹从她的伤口里掉了出来,被种子捏起来随手扔掉。 Less than a half minute, the Sophia body shakes suddenly, long inspires! 不到半分钟的时间,索菲亚忽然身子一抖,长长吸了口气！ The lax look condensed. 涣散的眼神重新凝聚了起来。 The women crawled to sit from the ground suddenly, the big mouth is panting for breath, panic-stricken looks at the surroundings! 女人陡然从地上爬着坐了起来,大口喘息着,惊恐的看着周围！ At this moment, on the street in this wilderness, two automobiles are stopping. 此刻,这个荒郊野外的马路上,两辆汽车停着。 In road surface three entirely Ganku body, under nearby slopeway also corpse...... 路面上三俱干枯的尸体,旁边的坡道下还有一具尸体…… A seemingly emaciated boy, smiles is looking at himself...... 一个看上去瘦弱的男孩,微笑着看着自己…… How this scene sees how strangely!! 这个场面怎么看怎么诡异！！ Sophia feels scalp tingles, suppresses not to scream. 索菲亚就觉得头皮发麻,强忍着才没有尖叫出来。 Both hands are covering the mouth, the desperate deep breath, is restraining the mood of going crazy. 双手捂着嘴巴,拼命的深呼吸,克制着发疯的情绪。 Long time later, Sophia looks at the seed, opened the mouth with the sound of shivering. 良久之后,索菲亚看着种子,用颤抖的声音开口了。 „Sid ...... you...... you...... are you...... God?” “西德……你……你……你是……上帝嘛？” The seed smiles, blinks, actually fished out a biscuit from the pocket. 种子笑了笑,眨了眨眼睛,却从口袋里摸出了一块饼干来。 „Must eat the same place , helping get over a shock?” “要吃一块,压压惊么？” …… ・ Chen Nuo forced in the mouth of leaf fries, then took up the paper goods to scratch the ketchup of corners of the mouth to the younger sister. 陈诺把一根薯条塞进了叶子的嘴里,然后拿起纸巾给妹妹擦了擦嘴角的番茄酱。 The children, like this type of fried food. 小孩子么,就喜欢这种油炸食品。 In a McDonald's of business center, the family of three sits in the lively great hall, depends on near the window position. 一个商业中心的麦当劳里,一家三口坐在热闹的大堂之中,靠着窗边的位置。 Ou Xiuhua vision complex looks at front this to the children brother and sister, as if in the eye has the tears to flash before faintly. 欧秀华目光复杂的看着面前的这对儿女兄妹,仿佛眼睛里隐隐有泪光闪现。 „What's wrong? Is moved, is moved?” Chen Nuo looked up one this „mother”. “怎么？是感动,还是伤感？”陈诺抬头看了了一眼这个“母亲”。 „I felt, thanked the heaven very much. I can also with you live together like this.” Ou Xiuhua the voice somewhat choked. “我只是觉得,很感谢老天。我还能这样和你们生活在一起。”欧秀华的嗓音有些哽咽。 Chen Nuo smiles, after thinking one next, with very light voice, but has the belt/bring an earnest tone, said slowly: „Whole family, should not live together like this, this is right.” 陈诺笑了笑,想了一下后,用很轻的嗓音,但是却有带着一丝认真的语气,缓缓道:“一家人,不就是应该这样生活在一起,这才对么。” Ou Xiuhua makes an effort to nod: „Right that......, young, you said.” 欧秀华用力点了点头:“……嗯,小诺,你说的对。” After silent one next, Ou Xiuhua suddenly somewhat scruple opens the mouth again: „Has a matter, I want to discuss with you.” 沉默了一下后,欧秀华忽然有些迟疑的再次开口:“有件事情,我想和你商量一下。” „Un, you said.” “嗯,你说。” „I...... I felt, I should look for a work.” “我……我觉得,我该找份工作了。” Chen Nuo does not have the accident/surprise, but static sees mother: „...... Treats at home is unhappy?” 陈诺没有意外,只是静静的看着母亲:“……在家待的不开心？” „ Very happy, every day can see you at home, sees the leaf, every morning delivers the leaf to go to the kindergarten, in the afternoon takes her to be on vacation from school, in the evening prepares food...... such life to you, is I , in prison, can fantasize, happiest appearance. “很开心,每天在家里都能看到你,看到叶子,每天早上送叶子去幼儿园,下午接她放学,晚上给你们做饭……这样的生活,已经是我在监狱里的时候,能幻想到的,最美好的样子了。 But......, but...... such day some time, I am not really steadfast. ” 但……但是……真的这样的日子过下来一段时间,我心里不踏实。” Ou Xiuhua shakes the head. 欧秀华摇头。 Chen Nuo nods: „Is your meaning?” 陈诺点了点头:“你的意思是？” „Young, I am only 40 years old over, has not arrived at the age of retirement.” Ou Xiuhua sighed: „ I now in the home, the matter that can handle only, is washes clothes to prepare food, sends and picks up the child. “小诺,我才四十岁出头,还没有到退休的年纪。”欧秀华叹了口气:“我现在在这个家里,唯一能做的事情,就是洗衣做饭,接送孩子。 Family's water and electricity charges, eaten each grain of meter/rice, bought each vegetable/dish, is the money that you make. 家里的水电费,吃的每一粒米,买的每一棵菜,都是你赚来的钱。 Young...... your mother, does not want to work as one is only 40 years old, by a oneself 18 -year-old son is raising...... the waste. 小诺……你妈,不想当一个才四十岁,就被自己十八岁儿子养着的……废物。 I always felt oneself are not steadfast. ” 我总觉得自己心里不踏实。” „Our family/home is not short of money.” Chen Nuo said slowly, saw Ou Xiuhua wants to say anything, he beckons with the hand: „ You first listened to me to say. “咱们家不缺钱的。”陈诺缓缓道,眼看欧秀华想说什么,他摆摆手:“你先听我说完。 I do not want to prevent your meaning, do not misunderstand. 我没有想阻止你的意思,你别误会。 I want to tell you, our family/home is not short of money, you want going out to work, if for wants to make money to help out with family expenses...... I to tell you these, making you not need but therefore on shouldering economical pressure. 我是想告诉你,咱们家不缺钱,你想出去工作,如果是为了想赚钱来贴补家用的话……我只是想告诉你这些,让你不必因此而背负上经济上的压力。 Naturally, I also support you to go to look for a work. 当然了,我也支持你出去找份工作。 The people, cannot always idle. 人么,不能总闲着。 Realizes the value, is a person has the health personality premise! 实现自我价值,也是一个人拥有健康的人格的前提！ You have such idea, I fully understood, unusual support. 你有这样的想法,我充分理解,也非常支持的。 Works, do not let yourself idle. Works, can manifest the value! 做点事情,别让自己闲着。做点事情,能体现自我价值！ Idled...... the person to fall into the self-doubt for a long time, felt oneself did not have the value...... to turn finally the value of self- cognition, pinned on others' body completely. 闲着久了……人会陷入自我怀疑,觉得自己毫无价值……最后变成了把自我认知的价值,完全寄托在别人的身上。 This naturally is also not good. 这当然也是不好的。 Therefore...... your idea, I really can understand. ” 所以……你的想法,我是真的可以明白的。” „Didn't you...... oppose?” “你……不反对？” „Why do I want to oppose?” Chen Nuo stares to look at Ou Xiuhua. “我为什么要反对？”陈诺瞪眼看着欧秀华。 Ou Xiuhua relaxes. 欧秀华松了口气。 „ I and you said that these meanings are, told you me is not short of money, you do not need the pressure at least economically, does not need to look for the work made money, but was anxious. “我和你说这些的意思是,告诉你咱家不缺钱,至少在经济上你不必有压力,不必为了找工作赚钱,而过于急切。 Can take your time, asks yourself really to do, really suits the matter that you handle. Does not need for money, but is hasty. ” 可以慢慢来,找一个你自己真的想做,也真的适合你做的事情。不必为了钱而过于操切。”